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  • 5/24/2025
The Punisher wrote a book about his 30-year career as a top-tier exotic dancer called "In Search of Freezer Meat" ... and while it was mentioned in the trial, he says he's not chasing clout here.

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00:00I gotta say, we did not see this coming, but your book has gotten a lot of attention.
00:08I'm wondering if you've heard anything.
00:09The book is called In Search of Freezer Meat.
00:11It's essentially based on your, you don't use real names in it, but you do what we now
00:18know to be the encounter with Cassie and Diddy is described in the book.
00:22But it's about your life as an exotic dancer and escort, but you're also dealing with ED.
00:32When did you get the idea to put this book together?
00:36I went through, and sometime over the COVID, I went through like a really, really, really
00:40bad breakup.
00:41And it was a lot of betrayal and stuff like that.
00:43And for whatever reason, I was told that her acts of her seeking relationships outside
00:52of me was because of my sexual inability, which hit my ego tremendously.
00:59I was crushed.
00:59And I went about a year without being able to achieve an erection at all.
01:04And that was a no-no for me.
01:06I went to almost a drastic place of trying to solve it.
01:10And I ended up going to the doctor, getting all these tests, getting all these things.
01:14And I was physically fine.
01:16There was absolutely nothing wrong with me physically, and it was all mental.
01:19And so when I started doing the research on ED, like 50% of cases of ED are mental.
01:26And men are running around trying to correct a mental problem with a physical fix.
01:31And I went so far with it being a mental problem, I ended up getting a penis implant unnecessarily.
01:38And I don't regret the penis implant.
01:39Don't get me wrong.
01:40I think for guys who are really, really struggling with erections and stuff like that, it's something
01:45that should be considered, something that should be a possibility because it really corrects
01:50it 100%.
01:51Nobody talks about them.
01:54They're inconspicuous.
01:55You cannot see that you have it.
01:57And it removes all the anxiety, all the stress, all the fear that we build up for years as men
02:04dealing with this issue, thinking that there's no way to solve it.
02:08Or there's no cure that we can feel confident in.
02:11I realized there was no resource that was relatable, that was personable.
02:16It was not like a guy talking to a guy.
02:18So I tell my friends all these crazy stories of my life.
02:22They love them.
02:23And I just wanted to find a way of maybe telling my personal stories of my life in association
02:28with me solving and curing my ED problems in multiple ways.
02:33It's not just about an implant.
02:34I experimented with anything under the sun.
02:36And I just have a funny story, personable story that goes along with the medical cure or possibility
02:43that you can use.
02:44And I want it to be relatable and a source for men that's struggling because there's a
02:49lot of shame.
02:49It's a lot of shame and feeling emasculated with struggling with ED.
02:53I got to say that, to be honest with you, when I heard about the book, I thought this
02:59was just about the romp of an escort.
03:02But this book has a real purpose.
03:04I'm wondering, have you gotten any traction from the testimony?
03:08Are people more interested in the book today than they were?
03:11Are sales going up?
03:12Believe it or not, no, because I think a lot of people, similar to what you believe, is
03:17that it's about me glorifying a sexual scenario.
03:22And that's just a black eye anyway with a woman that is, you know, was allegedly abused.
03:29So I don't think there's no traction in that.
03:30I'm really pleased and appreciative that you guys see that it's in a different light and
03:35giving me the opportunity to explain what the real premise is about.
03:38Um, because, you know, you know, part of the reason I'm getting all this flack about me
03:45trying to chase clout and using this scenario to promote my book.
03:49And I, I can see where some people may believe it's in distaste, my book being mentioned in
03:54the trial and stuff like that.
03:56But, you know, from a, from a standpoint of this trial is so huge.
04:01And once I'm involved in it for the rest of my life, I'm Sheree Hayes, the male escort,
04:07which I was never a male escort.
04:09I'm a male dancer.
04:10Right.
04:10So, um, the, the fact that the book is associated with me, uh, is helpful, um, because at least
04:17it can paint me in a different light to the few people who decide to look into it more so
04:22than what the bigger picture is, me being involved in the Diddy Cassie trial.

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