00:00How does it feel to be golden, to be 50?
00:11I don't feel like I'm 50.
00:13Maybe it's because I had children too early.
00:17So, I'm going through each generation.
00:21And I feel like I'm living in my 20s where I had children.
00:25I mean, this is just in my daily life.
00:28I'm not saying that my mind didn't grow up through the experience of my life.
00:33But being 50, to me, it's just a number.
00:38Sometimes, I feel ashamed when people say,
00:40You're already 50?
00:41Yes, please believe me.
00:42Wow!
00:43It's so cheesy.
00:45No, no, but I understand that.
00:47Sometimes, we are too busy to realize that a year has passed.
00:52That's true.
00:53That's true.
00:54I'm busy raising my children.
00:57At the same time, I'm working.
00:59I did everything at the same time.
01:01I fell in love.
01:02I raised my children.
01:03I was hurt.
01:04I was working.
01:06I was still getting up.
01:07I was still getting up.
01:08Now, I'm really getting up.
01:09You were around 20 years old.
01:13You were about to be launched.
01:15Do you remember?
01:16Yes.
01:17Yes.
01:18Was it Regal?
01:19Regal Baby.
01:20As a Regal star.
01:21Yes.
01:23Yes.
01:24How difficult were those years?
01:53And of course, my mom was there.
01:55The first person I told was my mom.
01:57I said, Mom, I'm pregnant.
02:00She said, okay, it's just for 9 months.
02:05I'm just here.
02:08If you want to continue being an artist,
02:11let's postpone that month.
02:15And then, I'll watch over you.
02:17Continue being an artist and your dreams.
02:20The very first time you saw Daniel.
02:22The very first time I saw him.
02:24What did you hold on to?
02:25When Daniel roomed in the next morning,
02:28we had to let the baby sunbathe
02:32because it was getting dark.
02:34So, we had to let the baby sunbathe.
02:35When I think about it,
02:36who did we talk to until now?
02:38I said, yes, I have a superstar.
02:41This is a story that I would always tell
02:44to all of my friends.
02:46But maybe, I just told it to T.
02:48You were also very controversial
02:50because you don't have a question that you don't answer.
02:53You're very open about the fact
02:54that I have four children.
02:55Yes.
02:56Yes, with four different fathers.
02:58Yes.
02:59When you were thrown out because of this,
03:02what did your heart really want to say?
03:05I really wanted to be alone.
03:08But why would I be forced
03:10to be in a situation
03:12where I know it's not possible.
03:15It's not possible.
03:16It's not happy.
03:17But all of my children
03:19were brought up in a relationship.
03:22They didn't just pass by.
03:25And I don't know the fathers.
03:27This is a relationship between each of their fathers.
03:30They were brought up together for a year.
03:32They were brought up together for four, three, five years.
03:34I have four children from four fathers.
03:37So, I'm not going to say that it's fate.
03:41But if it happens in your life,
03:43it means that it's in your fate.
03:46Because I don't believe that
03:48I'm okay and I don't want it anymore.
03:50No, really.
03:51Work, sacrifice, tears.
03:54Why?
03:55It's over. It hurts again.
03:57You have a child again.
03:58You're separated again.
04:00It's not easy.
04:03And no one wants life to be like that.
04:05That you'll get hurt later on.
04:07And they lived because of love.
04:09The fruit of love.
04:10All of them are the fruit of love.
04:14Right?
04:15And no one is ashamed of that.
04:17Because we all make mistakes.
04:19And it became more noticeable to me
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