00:00People judge me because of my lips, but I love them.
00:03I just think it looks super sophisticated.
00:08I think it looks super sexy.
00:11At one point, I was getting lip filler twice a month.
00:14I've spent in total $50,000 over the years.
00:19I want my lips to cover my whole face.
00:21Is there a point where you're going to stop
00:23getting these injections?
00:26I grew up in Lebanon, born and raised.
00:29The culture in Lebanon is like Korea
00:32when it comes to plastic surgery.
00:34Everybody gets their faces done, their body done,
00:37even when they're like 14, 15, still in high school.
00:41When I was younger, I always had the plan
00:44to get everything done, not just my nose, my whole face.
00:48As soon as I got my opportunity, I got my nose done.
00:51I was 24 when I got my nose done.
00:53I can't really count how many enhancements I've had done
00:56because I've had so many.
00:58I've had a rhinoplasty, lip filler, chin filler,
01:01jaw filler, under eye filler, cheek filler,
01:04PDO threads, Botox in my forehead,
01:07also Botox to lift up my eyebrows.
01:10And I've also had full sculpting on my lower abdomen
01:13and fat cavitation on my arms.
01:15I've spent in total $50,000 over the years.
01:19I'm very happy with my look,
01:21but I'd be happier if I went bigger and bigger.
01:23I want my lips to cover my whole face.
01:26When I first started getting lip filler,
01:28I was getting once a month,
01:30and then I started getting it twice a month.
01:33And I've had so much lip filler done
01:35that right now clinics reject me here in the Midwest.
01:39So every time I wanna get lip filler,
01:42I always have to travel to places like Florida,
01:44where they're very accepting of people who look like me,
01:48who've gotten a lot of work done.
01:49I just wanna be a lips for a face and nothing else.
01:54So I started out by making simple videos
01:58with just kissing the camera, playing with my lips,
02:02and it evolved to more spicier stuff.
02:06I wasn't planning on being an influencer in any way.
02:10I was just hosting my life, and I still do.
02:13People started following me and asking me for custom videos
02:17of things they want me to do with my lips.
02:19People pay me to get lip filler.
02:21I took it more seriously
02:22because I started making so much more money in my life.
02:28Online, I get judgment, but I don't let it affect me
02:31because I love the way I look.
02:33Twin, I'm gonna hold your hand while I tell you this.
02:36Dot, dot, dot.
02:37Get some filler dissolved and you would be so pretty.
02:41Poor thing.
02:42And then this one puts skulls.
02:45Why they gotta be so rude?
02:47Don't they know I'm human too?
02:48And then this one, she said, the lip.
02:52OMG, the lips.
02:54Even if I see any negativity, I still post.
02:57I don't care what they have to say.
02:59I'm the one making bank at the end of the day, not them.
03:02I see myself making content forever.
03:04This is something I love doing.
03:07I think it's very fun.
03:08I love playing with my lips.
03:10I love showing off my lips.
03:12This is before I had any work done.
03:14This is my natural face.
03:16It gives me a lot of pain because I was much bigger than this when I lived in Lebanon
03:21and I had no fillers or anything.
03:24Even though back then, like, I had a nice car and a nice home and everything.
03:29I didn't look the part, so nobody treated me like the part.
03:35My ex-husband will be coming over and we're gonna be talking about my procedures.
03:42I'm nervous.
03:43I don't know what he's gonna think about all the questions I'm gonna ask him.
03:47So what do you think of my lip fillers?
03:50When I first met you, I did not know you had lip fillers.
03:53You told me about lip fillers.
03:54I had no idea what that was.
03:56Your lips have grown quite a bit since then and I wouldn't want to see them too much bigger.
04:01I think they're fine as is.
04:03I didn't know you thought that way.
04:05It's very interesting.
04:06You want to get bigger lips, but is there a point where you're gonna stop getting these injections?
04:15I don't think so because I love the way they look and, you know,
04:19they've helped me out a lot in my life, like, with my career.
04:24So I don't think I'll ever stop because I haven't seen any negativity yet from my lips.
04:29I mean, like, aside from the general judgment of the public, I haven't seen any negativity.
04:34Like, you know, I've never had a blood clot or none of that stuff and my content is doing good.
04:40So I wouldn't give up my fillers that easily.
04:44And I want to go bigger.
04:45I honestly have been worried a few times about damaging myself because I've had a few instances,
04:53a few bad things have happened.
04:54For instance, one time I got filler and I went to sleep.
04:59Now I'm very good with sleeping on my back, but, you know,
05:02sometimes when you fall asleep, you can, like, lean to your sides a little bit.
05:06So one time I fell asleep, I had slept a little bit on my right side.
05:10I had woken up and most of the filler was in the right side of my lips
05:14and I had to, like, grab my lip and push it back.
05:17But it's never really gone back to where it was.
05:21So what do you think if I made them bigger now?
05:24Concerns go off in my head that injectors have raised.
05:29It could be a medical concern, but I've seen individuals with even bigger lips than yourself.
05:35And if that's the way you want to go and you feel comfortable like that,
05:40by all means, go forward with pursuing bigger lips.
05:45You always supported me.
05:46Even though you didn't like the look, you always supported me.
05:49That's what I like.
05:50You're really nice.
05:51You're a big part of my life.
05:53So your support means a lot to me.
05:56Kaley will be coming over and we're gonna have a girl's night.
05:59Hey, girl! I haven't seen you in forever!
06:02How are you?
06:04So, Kaley, what do you think about my latest look?
06:08Honestly, it's a lot, but it's very you.
06:11You're doing your thing and if you love it, then that's great.
06:16But, you know, I do think it's a lot going on.
06:19I think we should do a little bit on you.
06:21Really?
06:22Yes!
06:24It's gonna take time to turn into these, you know?
06:27We'll get you there with time.
06:29Do you think it's gonna ruin like the shape of my lips?
06:31Because I got this like cute little bow in my lips.
06:34Does that go away?
06:34It'll only make your shape better.
06:36Personally, you know, I would tell you to like do the most extreme.
06:40So I do like five injections in one day.
06:44But I think one will be good for now.
06:48I've never touched your lips.
06:50Let's see how this goes.
06:51Do you ever feel like some people are just like
06:54looking at you because of just your lips and like judging you?
06:57Yeah, it's very hard for me.
06:59Everybody like follows me and then like it would be like a
07:03like a group of friends and they'll follow me
07:06and laugh at me or make like remarks and stuff like that.
07:12Or some people will take pictures of me and pretend they're filming something else.
07:16But I can tell they're filming me because their camera, their phone is on me.
07:21Yeah, so it's very hard.
07:23But you know...
07:24Do you ever just like sass them and be like, you want a picture?
07:27Five dollars.
07:29I used to like, you know, give them the middle finger.
07:33But you know, I'm grown now, you know.
07:35So I'm trying to like keep it cool and not let it get to me.
07:39Because you know, I love my look and it makes me happy.
07:46Doing lip filler has changed my life for the best.
07:49I've been now able to do everything I've wanted to do,
07:52which is travel the world and see everything I've wanted to see.
07:56What I would like to say to people who are judging me because of my look is
08:01they have to be more calm and accepting.
08:04What if they were the one that like to have big lips?
08:07What if they're the ones who like to have an alternative style?
08:11So they shouldn't judge me.
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