00:00I'm usually an optimistic person, but the war didn't make me optimistic.
00:09But I'm still optimistic, but not the kind of optimism I used to have.
00:13Because you feel like all roads are closed.
00:17There's no way out of the torture you're going through, or the suffering you're going through.
00:30The feeling of suffering, exclusion, displacement, all of it, there's no end to it.
00:37Literally, there's no end to it.
00:39So I really hope that these things will end as soon as possible.
00:43Because our future has been destroyed, our lives have been destroyed, our dreams have been destroyed.
01:00The idea that education is still difficult.
01:26I imagine that there will be more basic needs, other than education, before education.
01:33Because you have hospitals, everything is gone.
01:36So you're building a new life, you're building a new city.
01:41So it's difficult to put education first.
01:43So you still need, if you're done with the war, about two to three years,
01:49before you go back to the education you had before.
01:567 October 2012
02:17Before 7 October, I used to think that work was tiring and exhausting.
02:24But compared to after 7 October, no, this is the peak of suffering.
02:28The peak, the peak.
02:29Everything, even in your work system, is suffering.
02:32The cases have increased.
02:33The injuries you see, the difficult scenes, such as burns, injuries, martyrs,
02:38all of this gives you negative energy.
02:547 October 2012
02:56We all live in tents.
02:57In the heat, in the mud, in the mud, there's no place.
03:01As you can see, the tents are next to each other.
03:04In the winter, you get rained on, you're covered in sand.
03:11The peak of suffering.
03:19My life was peaceful.
03:22But after 7 October...
03:27I'm talking about Maha.
03:28My children lost their passion for life.
03:30The meaning of the word lost passion for life...
03:44Before 7 October, I mean 6 October, 7 October,
03:47between East and West, my life turned 180 degrees.
03:53Everything changed.
03:54The meaning of the word changed in everything, in everything.
03:57Before 7 October, my life was peaceful.
03:59The meaning of the word changed in everything, in everything.
04:27I have a beautiful family.
04:31I have a family in my house.
04:33They're happy, they're at ease.
04:35Suddenly, on 7 October, all the scales changed for all the people.
04:41We're here.
04:55We were forced to emigrate inside the city of Gaza.
04:59Then we were forced to emigrate from Gaza to the south.
05:05Of course, we moved more than 7 times to Khan Younes.
05:10We emigrated inside Khan Younes, then to Rafah.
05:13We emigrated inside Rafah, from one place to another.
05:16Then to the center, to Zawayda.
05:32I became a beggar.
05:35I became a handicap for the people.
05:37That's how the war made us.
05:40I needed...
05:43I needed a lot.
05:46I needed to feed my children.
05:49I needed to buy warm clothes for them.
05:54I needed to ask people to give me a blanket to cover my children.
06:04From the cold.
06:07There's a ball, Ramzi. We usually play football.
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