00:00you said no yeah because i was really seriously considering it like i obviously just walked
00:08Stella McCartney and i had a great time like you can tell my energy was like wow this feels so
00:15good
00:15to be back on the runway i love this and i felt like really in alignment with where i was
00:20at it
00:21felt very like elegant and i love Stella and it was just great and then when Victoria's Secret
00:28asked me i was like oh that could be fun and i thought of all the fun memories and how
00:33playful
00:34it was and how that would be so cool for me to get back out on the runway and give
00:38them a wink
00:40um i was like reminiscing about all the fun things i used to do and i got really excited
00:46then i was like then i got kind of anxious and then i was meditating and i really felt into
00:54how am i actually going to feel when i'm up there on the runway everyone's in their underwear
01:02i'm in my underwear i'm 43 i have four boys i'm just like i got like this knot in my
01:09stomach
01:11and as much as i tried to meditate and ease it it was still there and the only way i
01:17could resolve
01:18that is to say okay you're not going to do the show how do you feel now
