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DIARY OF THE DOCTOR | A RICHTOFEN EXPERIENCE
One doctor. Four souls. Countless timelines. Experiments that changed everything.
Step into the mind of Edward Richtofen from an alternate timeline.
Diary of the Doctor is a fan-made parody style, musical experience inspired by the dark, funny, and unforgettable universe of Call of Duty: Zombies. This collection takes you on a journey through the eyes of the Doctor himself — exploring his ambitions, his madness, his companions, his sacrifices, and the experiments that shaped countless realities.
From the madness of Group 935 to the endless cycle of destruction, every track tells another piece of the story. Featuring a mixture of cinematic moments, dark humor, emotional storytelling, and the chaos that makes Zombies unforgettable.
This isn't just a collection of songs. It's a journey through the mind of the Doctor.
WELCOME TO THE EXPERIMENT.
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ABOUT THIS PROJECT
This is an unofficial, fan-made musical project created as a tribute to the Call of Duty: Zombies universe and its characters.
It is not affiliated with, endorsed by, or associated with Activision, Treyarch, or the official Call of Duty development teams.
All respective characters and franchises belong to their original rights holders.
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THE DOCTOR HAS A PLAN.
One doctor. Four souls. Countless timelines. Experiments that changed everything.
Step into the mind of Edward Richtofen from an alternate timeline.
Diary of the Doctor is a fan-made parody style, musical experience inspired by the dark, funny, and unforgettable universe of Call of Duty: Zombies. This collection takes you on a journey through the eyes of the Doctor himself — exploring his ambitions, his madness, his companions, his sacrifices, and the experiments that shaped countless realities.
From the madness of Group 935 to the endless cycle of destruction, every track tells another piece of the story. Featuring a mixture of cinematic moments, dark humor, emotional storytelling, and the chaos that makes Zombies unforgettable.
This isn't just a collection of songs. It's a journey through the mind of the Doctor.
WELCOME TO THE EXPERIMENT.
---
ABOUT THIS PROJECT
This is an unofficial, fan-made musical project created as a tribute to the Call of Duty: Zombies universe and its characters.
It is not affiliated with, endorsed by, or associated with Activision, Treyarch, or the official Call of Duty development teams.
All respective characters and franchises belong to their original rights holders.
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If you enjoyed the experience, consider following for more creations inspired by the worlds we love.
THE DOCTOR HAS A PLAN.
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00:04ah wunderbar you came all this way just to see me how touching please come and do try not to
00:16touch
00:16anything some of my experiments are rather unpredictable
00:34why go clean with the conscience stain brilliant little man but the world to rearrange clockwork
00:38hard on the dangerous green we hear that laughter the doctor's in i got notes from the bog up lens
00:42and
00:42the dog got a double little theories and a spartan a jaw they coming insane but primitive you and
00:45impossible which i'm exalcting no what only luck i got calculations precise little steps toward new
00:50revelations one more test toward one lock one more music you should feel that tick tock did you see
00:54your monster i see potential little experimentation is fundamental so sit up straight keep your eyes
00:58on the screen picture i'm about to see what genius really means can you hear the machines below can
01:04you feel the pressure grow one small spark then the lights turn red tell me my friend are you afraid
01:15the doctor is in let the show begin there's a world outside and no world within turn the lights
01:23oh let the shadow spin step right let the experiment begin the doctor is in and the clock won't
01:31breathe one wrong move and we hold the fade you can run you can hide you can question my dream
01:38the door
01:38locks die when the doctor wants it hear the gears go round click click click something underground tick tick tock
01:50but let the whole world spin ladies and gentlemen the doctor is
01:57aching equations i dream and design every little problem is a place on my line because i bring muscle
02:01i bring the plan the brick down the door i understand them sick gets loud nicolai gets lost
02:05to ko stays normal but we count off the cost three fine opinions a beautiful mess if team will recites
02:09we fail the test but i keep smiling i keep my pace there's a whole new future behind this place
02:13that you want a hero to look somewhere else i'm far too busy redefining myself they tell me be careful
02:17i tell them of course things widely perceived with excessive force a little more voltage a little
02:21more time and perhaps the universe will finally alive now now don't look so concerned the first results
02:32are always messy usually that wasn't supposed to happen something is moving where nothing should be
02:45something is watching from somewhere unseen i built the door but i don't know the end and every great
02:53discovery takes something my friend
02:58the doctor is in let the show begin there's a world outside in the world within turn the lights down
03:07let the
03:07shadow spin step right up the experiment begins the doctor is in and the clock won't breathe
03:15one wrong movie we all evade you can run you can hide you can question my friend
03:22the door locks tight when the doctor walks in
03:29interesting
03:30interesting very interesting make a note of that then someone please turn off the alarm
03:42okay
04:11we are only getting started
04:15that's the sound of progress
04:26i'm the doctor i'm the cure i'm the reason you're afraid got depicted full of secrets the name of us
04:31to save waste shot two shots watch the whole world break i'm to play him with the pieces but the
04:35others
04:35meet the fade i'm insane i'm lying on my head as a gang i hate them in my face got
04:40the blood in my name
04:41round one round two let's be in the parade when the doctor starts laughing better on the other way
04:46i woke up in the lab out by the top of a plane a scalpel in my pocket and a
04:50gun in my hands
04:50element 115 got me feeling fantastic one little experiment of the world's gone
04:55Jurassic i'm a gentleman a genius a certified freak can calculate a time now while i'm blasting your teeth
05:00fly over oh look at that mess i was trying to be polite but you feel the it you test
05:06group
05:06not three five yeah i know what they did for them digging through the secrets if they thought they
05:09could head leave themselves from the world oh it lies in a vault if the universe is broken well it
05:14isn't my fault i got players for them players got into the stars got get a bucket full of souls
05:18i'm full of boss you can call me your master you can come eat the rays but i'm the only
05:21one around
05:22here who can rearrange the gate
05:26talk tick tock here's a clock go click one wrong move and the whole world's sick i don't need luck
05:31i don't need a prayer i just leave five minutes and i function in chair i'm the doctor i'm the
05:37cure
05:37i'm the reason you're afraid got the pocket full of secrets in the universe to save one shot two shots
05:42what the whole world break i'm just playing with the pieces while the others make the fade i'm insane
05:46nine nine my head is a game got the hater in my veins got the blood in my name now
05:51one round two let the
05:52ended parade when the doctor starts laughing better early other way dempsey's gonna attempt
05:56but nicolai's gotta drink tickle saying something deep while i'm standing on the brink four men one
06:01mission and a million things to lose and somehow i'm the only one who's got the proper shoes maxi's on
06:06the line there's a mentor in the static every time i touch the timeline things get problematic i've been
06:10jumping two dimensions like a tourist on vacation every universe i visited needs a serious sanitation
06:15i've seen the end of time i've seen the start of the fall i've seen a thousand versions of myself
06:19against the wall if reality's a puzzle then i'm missing half the pieces but i build a brand new
06:23universe and chart admission fees the zombies keep on coming so i keep the bullets flying i'm a doctor
06:27not a miracle worker cool well that's debatable i'm trying i got blood up on my coat got it
06:31burned up on my face and a very strong suspicion that i misplaced time and place do you think i'm
06:38doing
06:38this for glory for power for science well obviously science but if i have to sacrifice a few little
06:52things a few little people a few little universes
06:58uh
07:02under your typical ls demand where the master plan the kind of brigands on it's a piece if we cannot
07:06understand that god paradox is popping action pain inside my head if i tell you that i'm finding you
07:10should probably play dead i'm a walker task to begin a tailored laboratory code with a thousand
07:14different timers in a note inside my code saying dear truth reed over to please remember what you did
07:19and it's like no pen meet that saying don't tell anyone kid i've been calculating chances i've been
07:23mending every rule i've been making all the smartest men around me look like fools indeed the ones are
07:27days and i'll be eating every step and if reality collapses well at least back out of wrath no escape
07:31no retreat no surrender no remorse i'm the man behind the madness and i'm changing this discourse
07:36you can lock me in a chamber you can throw away the key but the scariest experiment is what you
07:40get
07:40when you get me i'm the doctor i'm the jewer i'm the reason you're afraid got a pocket full of
07:48secrets in the universe to save one shot two shots watch the whole world break i'm just
07:53playing with the pieces while the others make their faint i'm insane night night i'm ahead of the
07:57game got that anchor in my face got the blood on my name round one round two let the under
08:01parade when
08:02the doctor starts laughing better on the other way
08:13they'll be considerably better than expected
08:21now where did i put my other self
08:32welcome to group 935
08:37a place of progress a place of discovery
08:42a place where ordinary men ask should we
08:45an extraordinary men ask why not please do keep up
09:08welcome to the halls where the breather minds gather where the sparks fly high and the rules
09:13don't matter white coats cold floors calculations on the blast everybody was tomorrow i intend to make it
09:18a place with both of the questions that the others vote asked when the theories into under turning
09:22thought into craft every locked door had so wonderful design every warning on the wall is just a
09:27challenge to my mind i see patterns in the chaos i see order in the flame they can call it
09:31reckless
09:32science i can call it by its name innovation elevation in the world in the making while the cautious
09:36stand to whisper i am busy re-original applause for the timid no reward for the stove the future has
09:41a
09:41secret been i simply must know so prepare the instruments that the machinery sink there is nothing
09:46quite as beautiful as understanding everything turn the power higher let the circuits glow we are
09:54standing at the threshold of our world we do not know
10:01group 935 let the whole world see what the future the science was always meant to be behind these
10:07doors for the bright sparks cloud we are reaching for tomorrow but we are touching the sky
10:11hope night if i hear the engines roar every answer brings a thousand questions more call it ambition
10:17call it destiny the next great discovery belongs to me research progress push beyond the light
10:26research progress the future will all be mine
10:32prints on the table every number in place a thousand moving parts in the perfect measure
10:37space i can calculate the pressure i can melt with design but the greatest revelations never wait
10:41for beside they say doctor be sensible doctor take your time i say my dear colleagues your caution is
10:46sublime a little bit of patience a little bit of nerve in the world may finally get the future it
10:51deserves i have studied every failure every flaw in the scheme every sleep with this night has sharpened up
10:56the dream that were limits to our knowledge so they tell me with a sigh but the limit is a
11:00line that i
11:00have yet to justify what do you mean the readings are inconsistent now now that cannot be correct
11:18that is considerably more interesting
11:24we built these holes to reach beyond to turn the unload into something old
11:33but every answer opens and one door and i can hear something calling from the floor below
11:44group 935 let the whole world see what the future of science was always meant to be
11:49behind these doors where the bright sparks fly we are reaching for tomorrow we attaching the sky
11:54group 935 i hear the engines roar every answer brings a thousand questions more
11:59all in ambition call it destiny the next great discovery belongs to me
12:16excellent record the results secure the notes whatever you do
12:26do not touch that machine
12:32i said do not touch it
12:47there it is element 115
12:50i'm a gift in do you understand what this means
12:58no of course you do not that is why i am the doctor
13:07one sample one experiment one very important discovery
13:17left in the chamber blue prints on the ball one little element could change it all
13:21um-dum-dum-dum-dumbers on the monitor sparks in the air something extraordinary is weighing in there
13:25i am study the matter i am a mess of the flow every strange reaction tells me more than i
13:29know
13:29no they still leave it alone they say let be but the greatest minds in history don't have permission from
13:34destiny one on the label one thought in my head what if the impossible was waiting instead or in a
13:40particle i plead to the unknown a new kind of science on the scale of it so i can feel
13:45the whole room
13:45vibrating with potential every single reading becoming consequential i don't need a miracle i don't need a
13:51sign just a little more power and a little more time something in the chamber something in the light
13:58every answer that i wanted is becoming something that you quite defined element 115 let the current rise
14:06a new world waited on the other side a whole machine ignite i can say tomorrow burning through the night
14:13115 can you hit her echo and small discovery could change it all i reach for the stars now the
14:19heavens
14:19leaves you're me who's in control of the machine one five power in the street one five
14:31nothing's what it seems reading spike lights flash pressure climbing every little warning says the
14:35clock is charming i can't calculate the variables are just the design but the data keeps shifting every
14:40time i draw the light energy buys and it gets to make shape something in the system is beginning to
14:44wait i wanted an answer i wanted control now what is the phrase new rhythm is on the heart of
14:50it all
14:50can hear the relays clicking out of time i can see the numbers rearrange in the lines if the theory
14:56is
14:56correct then the limits disappear if the theory is wrong then why is it still here
15:05shut it down i said shut it down
15:10why are the controls not responding fascinating
15:16i wanted the answer i wanted the key i wanted the power to make history
15:34but something is changing the signals are strange i thought i was owning the future why if the future can
15:44change me
15:49lma 150 let the burn rise a new world waiting on the other side turning off the whole machine ignite
15:57i can see tomorrow burning through the night
15:59lma 150 can you hear it call one small discovery could change it
16:03know i'll reach for the stars of the heavens lead
16:06tell me who's in control of the machine
16:09fight it in the bucket let the evidence remain
16:11a big great discovery begins with a question in the brain
16:13i will not turn away i will not retreat the buckets is in the darkness and the waiting to be
16:18breached till the chamber save the data let my burning lights glow
16:21i get fully across the surface of the things i need to know
16:23you can call it obsession you can call it a dream
16:25but i will find a secret hidden inside 150
16:30interesting
16:33very interesting
16:36prepare another test
16:41and this time
16:44keep the cameras running
16:56and this time
17:01ah yes
17:03my favorite colleagues
17:05one soldier with anger issues
17:08one russian with a questionable relationship with alcohol
17:12and one samurai who believes every problem can be solved with honor
17:19three brilliant minds
17:22well two minds in a very loud headache
17:26gentlemen
17:27please try not to break anything before lunch
17:30i'm gonna need some juice soon
17:33time for a fire sale
17:42dempsey kicks the door and thinks he's saving the day
17:44i designed a perfect plan he just blows it away
17:46yeah every time i say careful he reaches for the boom now i need a new machine in a new
17:50laboratory
17:51room he's got muscles he's got bullets he's got nothing in between
17:54the most predictable american i've ever seen
17:56i explained the calculations he says doc what's the plan i say try to use your brain he says i'm
18:00doing what i can
18:01like i'm stumbling with the pin upon his face claims he's got a stratage and forgets the hiding
18:05place he's arguing with furniture he's laughing at a wall i ask him for a status report he says i
18:10forgot it all
18:20the quality of the gun is not as important as the bad motherfucker holding it oh what a teen what
18:27a
18:27beautiful mess a military nightmare and a scientist dress i do all the thinking they do all the noise
18:33three grown men behaving like it's bare a mental to our three
18:36idiots run around the place one bows up the hallway one for dicks his own name one gives me a
18:41lecture
18:41while the zombies break through and somehow somehow i'm the one they play
18:45three idiots with glorious sight breaking all my equipment every single night i'm the genius i'm
18:50the doctor from the brains of the show if they had half a brain we'd have nowhere left to go
18:55hey
18:56dempsey put that down hey hey nikolai turn around hey hey take it on and another speech oh wunderbar
19:03the zombies are in reach i made a simple checklist only three things to do keep the weapons loaded keep
19:08the door secured and follow through dempsey checked the first box with the bullet through the page
19:12nikolai the second now he's blaming it on age tech who wrote a haiku while the warning sermon screamed
19:16something about the moonlight and the honor of the team i said this is a crisis he said remain
19:21composed i said the door is open he said then the path is choked oh no no no that is
19:25not how rammer
19:26works i'm surrounded by disasters and a room full of berserks i could build a time machine i could
19:30bend reality but i cannot make these idiots listen to me and when all this fear of men goes horribly
19:35wrong
19:36they look at me together like i've landed all along i'm surrounded by incompetence surrounded by the dead
19:41and so i'm the only only one with anything is that is it i could work alone i could a
19:45peace of mind
19:46no one touching switches no one falling behind no more broken glass no more shouting in my ear just a
19:51quiet little nap with absolutely no one here but then the monitors flicker you left your arm behind
19:59you don't want my soul it probably tastes like vodka hmm vodka my previous one around the place one blows
20:08up
20:08the hallway one forgets his own name one gives me a lecture while the zombies break through and somehow
20:13somehow i'm the one they play three yes what glory is side breaking all my equipment every single
20:19night i'm the geus i'm the doctor i'm the brains of the show if they had half a brain we'd
20:24have nowhere
20:25left to go dempsey is shouting nicholai is laughing jaco is meditating and the machine
20:38the machine the machine is started by itself how very inconvenient
20:47perhaps i should stop inviting them to work
21:03no no no that cannot be right i have seen this before
21:11the same readings the same signals the same sequence of events
21:17perhaps perhaps it is a malfunction
21:21perhaps it is a coincidence
21:25or perhaps
21:28we have done this all before
21:31a martin on this was the seconds for a familiar pattern written on the board same broken glass same
21:38flicker bring light same dreadful feeling in the dead of night i changed the sequence i revoke the plan
21:43i moved the pieces with the steady hand but every road that i choose to take leads to the same
21:50dim mistake the clocks keep turning the records repeat road steps returning down the same cold
21:55street i know the road and before it appears with a sound that precedes all the fears i found myself
21:59that the date is wrong that it break it the facts stay strong but every answer that i uncover brings
22:05me
22:05back to where i started over round and round the signals call i build a ladder i watch it fall
22:12i
22:12find the key i turn the lock then wake again at the starting clock the cycle never ends it begins
22:20again same old shadows same old sins i reach for the future it slips away i swear i was fear
22:27on another
22:27day the cycle never ends can you hear the sound every road i take bring me back around i'll break
22:34the
22:34pattern i bend the rules but time keeps laughing at the caves i use round and round through the dark
22:40we go where it all begins nobody knows i thought i controlled what the future sends but the cycle
22:47never ends again again the same beginning again again the same ending again again who is remembering
22:56again again who is pretending i bring the records and just use the charts i throw the equations and pull
23:00them apart i change the numbers i yelled at the time with aimers or the preparatory line i did from
23:03rome with the
23:04same cold air a different face but the same blank stare i heard the morning before i was spoken i
23:07watched the
23:07future about recovery how can i know what i haven't been told what is tomorrow for faithfully gold i see
23:11digging there before we begin the door that closes the moment away and perhaps our forces become our
23:14control a hand movie piece of a play my bro no i refuse to be trapped in a scheme my
23:17dramatic
23:17kept in a part of the machine but if i can breathe and explain what i see why does the
23:22same nightmare keep
23:23following me from the recording again now the one from yesterday that is impossible
23:37i said those exact words
23:42who is recording me
23:45if i could stand outside of time would i see the end of this design would i find a way
23:53to change the
23:55past or learn why nothing good can last i thought that knowledge made me free that every answer belonged to
24:04me but something waits beyond the pen and i don't know where i begin or i'll end it
24:13the cycle never ends it begins the kings again say my same old shadows say no i reach for the
24:19future
24:20it slips away i swear i was here on another day the cycle never ends can you hear the sound
24:26every road i take bring me back around i break the pattern now then the road by time keep laughing
24:32at the
24:33games i go round and round through the dark we go where it'll begin nobody knows i thought i
24:40controlled what the future sends but the cycle never ends let it repeat that the whole world
24:45turned there was no more secrets for me to learn if done as a prison i'll study the walls of
24:49fate
24:49as a plan of the smell of the dawn i'm happy to factor investigate quick for the first mistake
24:52find the hidden gate and at the beginning is brave with the love i'll dictate to return it
24:55need to find more than no no more excuses nowhere to lay i find the connection i'll fill the
24:58like if this is a loop of the followed breath until rediscover what waits at the end
25:05interesting
25:08the readings have stabilized the recording is stopped and for the first time in hours
25:18everything appears to be normal
25:21everything appears to be normal except why is the clock moving backwards
25:28again again again again again again
25:38again
25:46one timeline was a mystery two timelines an inconvenience
25:55but a thousand
25:56a thousand versions of the same world a thousand possible outcomes
26:04and somewhere among them
26:08there must be a version where everything goes according to plan
26:30i open the door and the stars look back
26:33a thousand roads on a cosmic map every decision the world in disguise
26:38every conclusion another sunrise i saw the city where the dead never rose
26:42a world where the machine never opened its doors
26:45a world where the answers were buried in stone and a world where the doctor was never alone
26:50different beginnings familiar mistakes different realities identical brits
26:53i watch for reflection in the fractures green a thousand versions of the men are
26:56bears no more were crowned some had nothing to lose some foul salvation
26:59some suffered the truth and every single one had a story to tell
27:03the dipper road to heaven the dipper road to hell
27:05live every joy which creates a door how many doors have i had your heart
27:10if every future awaits some street which one will make me who i've been
27:19a thousand timelines a million skies a thousand truths behind a thousand lies
27:24every road leads somewhere new but which reality will jerry me through
27:29a thousand timelines worlds collide endless versions of the other side
27:34i reach toward the darkness searching for a sign tell me which future is truly
27:39not nothing timeline in the space that's nothing what cannot erase
27:45fate has written what will be then somewhat there's a world where i am free
27:50one world another one fate discover one choice another which one is mine
27:59and if the branches calculated the spread counted the futures were living were dead
28:02measure the fractures examine the seams find the same symbols and set it for dreams
28:04in one i was honored my work understood in one i was prepared for the things that i could in
28:08one
28:08our pieces fell perfectly in place in one i was staring at my own empty face the numbers
28:11kept climbing the models expired the laws of the universe left from my hands i thought i could
28:14master the chip of the ship of the whole but infinite ads consumed of control what is it
28:17we can recall this world's fault what is a genius who cannot save all i wanted the power to
28:22choose my own fate now i see a thousand door and i can now i choose which gate show me
28:31the successful outcome
28:33no not that one the next again stop stop changing the display
28:43how many of me are looking back timelines a million skies a thousand truths by a thousand lies never
28:51wrote links somewhere new but which reality will carry me through a thousand timelines worlds collide
28:58endless versions of the other side i reach through the darkness search for signs tell me which future is
29:04truly mine a thousand time lies endless space a thousand worlds i cannot erase if fate has written
29:12one will be then soon there's a world where i am free i will not surrender to infinity
29:17lies i will find a thread that leads back to me i'll do every fracture every divide i'll find the
29:23one truth that the numbers hide and it all will scramble and then the world's burned there is
29:27forbidden as it i learned and there is a tall art mind where the plan succeeds i follow the path
29:30whatever it needs no hesitation almost standing still it's all i've seen the possible building to our
29:34whale a thousand different endings a thousand ways to fall but i only need one future to outlast them all
29:44there one signal among thousands
29:49a familiar pattern
29:52but this one is different
29:58perhaps i have found the answer or perhaps
30:07the answer has found me
30:29a little blood
30:33a little sacrifice
30:35a small price to pay for something great
30:40that is what i told myself anyway
30:49the question is
30:51is not whether i can do it
31:09i keep the lights look let the shadows conceal every little secret that i never reveal
31:15a name in the ledger a mark on the chart the breaking calculation with a hole in its heart
31:20i told him it was science told him it was fake that the ends justified the choices i would make
31:25i dressed up my ambition in the language so refined
31:28still almost believed the lies i told my mind
31:31one violent people one decision to make
31:34one step toward salvation one more promise to break
31:36but wanted to be certain i wanted to be right
31:39i wanted all the answers waiting just beyond the light
31:41but the numbers never asked me if the cost is too high
31:44and the instruments don't question me when another chance goes by
31:47i can calculate the outcome i can measure every part but can i put an equation to the weight inside
31:52my heart
31:52tell me what have i become
31:58chasing answers hurting someone
32:02if the truth is worth the price
32:07why must i pay for it twice
32:13there's blood on my hands
32:15but i still reach for the care i keep telling myself this is how it must be
32:19one more sacrifice one more line cost one more step forward one more thing lost there's blood on my
32:25hands and the solace knows why i keep building my future while the past won't die i can hide from
32:30the world
32:30i can't bury the cost but my good is salvation if my soul gets lost
32:34what have i done
32:39what have i done
32:44the work is not finished
32:48the damage is done
32:55i have seen a thousand futures i have studied every sign i have traced the broken branches of a
33:00thousand twisted lines and i know but waits ahead if i abandon what i seek or the closer i get
33:04to
33:04victory the harder it is to speak so i bury every question underneath another page drop my fear into
33:09the formula my dilt into the days i can make the numbers balance i can make the figures fit but
33:14i
33:14cannot make the conscious in my head submit they call me mad they call me hard to say i've gone
33:18too far
33:19they don't understand the distance between the gold and where we are they see the broken pieces but
33:23they never see the design they don't know what i have witnessed on the other side of time or maybe
33:27they can see it maybe that's the worst maybe every warning that i hear is something i deserve
33:34the readings are stable the procedure was successful
33:40then why does it feel like a failure no no we are not discussing feelings
33:49record the results if i could turn the clock around would i still be standing here would i choose
33:58another road or just dress up the same old fear i said that i could bear the weight that nothing
34:05mattered more than fate but every choice leaves something behind and then every scar becomes a sign
34:12perhaps the truth was never free perhaps the cost was always me i chased the light beyond the door
34:20bar but i don't know what i'm fighting for there's blood on my hands but i still reach for the
34:26teaching
34:26telling myself this is how it must be one more sacrifice one more line cross one more step forward one
34:33more
34:33thing lost there's blood on my hands and the solace knows why i keep building my future while the past
34:39won't
34:39die i can hide from the world i can bury the cost but what good is salvation if my soul
34:44gets lost
34:45i will not stop now not after all i see not after every nightmare every fracture from in the machine
34:50if the road is unforgiving if the price is mine to pay then i'll carry every puzzle
34:54because i finish what i came to say i have crossed too many borders they've opened too many doors i
34:59have
34:59seen new roads that crumble in the futures that restore acting near the doubt behind me i could feel them
35:03drawing near but i won't let hesitation be the thing that is me here so prepare the next experiment
35:08restore the power flow there but things i must discover there but things i need to know if the
35:12world demands an answer then an answer it shall see even if the final price is me
35:31put the vial away put the vial away turn off the lights
35:37and if anyone asks tell them the experiment is proceeding as planned
36:05is the equipment functioning
36:11good then explain the voices
36:24something in the darkness knows the shape of my name something in the silence keeps repeating it
36:28began i opened up a door we thought i'd knock the other side not the shadows moving patterns that my
36:33instruments deny the monitors are flickering the readings that go strange the room remains the
36:37same but the atmosphere was changed i designed every circuit calculated every part but something
36:42crossed the threshold that was never on the chart i read it list that ain't clear i see it in
36:46the screen
36:46i'ma shake between the seconds with the light has never been that's on my surface nothing just the
36:50fault picked in the wire but every time i turn away the shadows gather higher
36:54something's calling from below something newly i should know i reached beyond the world i knew now
37:02something's reaching back that's all shadows of the ether falling through the night turning every
37:08certainty to something out beside i opened up the doorway thought that i was free now something in the
37:13darkness knows exactly where to find me shadows of the ether who's burping the wire every broken signal feeds
37:19growing in the fire i thought i held the answers i thought i held the key but the thing behind
37:23the
37:23veil is looking straight at me can you hear it can you see something now something knows me
37:36i shut down the system disconnected the supply but the readings kept returning when the power lines
37:41went dry i sealed every entrance checked the locks upon the door then found a set of footprints where
37:46there hadn't been a floor no temperature change no trace upon the ground yet the microphones keep
37:50picking up a low and distant sound i ran the test a hundred times revealed it line by line and
37:54found
37:54a second shadow that was never shaped like mine i asked the team if they had seen it they said
37:58nothing
37:58was amiss but i caught them watching if these space were never legs would hiss perhaps it's in the
38:03building perhaps it's in the air perhaps it follows everyone who knows that it is there no i will not
38:08panic i will not lose control i have studied stranger mysteries and stared into the unknown but tell me
38:12doctor answer me explain this if you can why does the shadow move before i move my hand run the
38:19recording
38:22again no that is not interference that is a voice enhance the signal
38:34i wanted to know awaited beyond
38:38i wanted the truth i wanted the answer i thought i was searching a world without end
38:46i never considered what might follow me in if knowledge is power then why do i fear
38:55if i am the master why is it so near i built all these walls to keep danger outside
39:06but what if the danger has always been inside
39:12shadows of the ether crawling to the night turning every certainty to something i'll decide i'd open up the
39:18doorway thought that i was free now something in the darkness knows exactly where to find me
39:23shadows of the ether whispering the wire every broken signal feeds a growing endless fire i thought i
39:28held the hell says i thought i held the key but the thing behind the veil is looking straight at
39:33me
39:34if it lay and watch me then let it lure my face i will not surrender i will not leave
39:38this place i have
39:39crossed the boundaries that the demon never dare i will find the source of this and drag it into the
39:43areas told the generators like the instrument ignite i won every signal captured every shadow but the light
39:48if it has a weakness and its weakness will be known i have faced the thousand futures i will not
39:53face this
39:53alone unless the doorway was never there
40:02turn off the lights now
40:09turn off the door
40:09why can i still see it
40:16doctor who are you
40:26how many layers how many words
40:32how many times must the same question be answered before the answer becomes clear
40:38i told myself it was necessary
40:41i told myself that someone had to make the difficult choices
40:53funny
40:55how easily a man can turn ambition into noble cause
41:01i built my plans on numbers on equations on design search for purposes as a dare just space and time
41:06i said the ends would justify whatever came before then kept moving all the pieces when i couldn't face the
41:11score every sacrifice was measured every outcome wait every doubt was pushed aside every promise
41:16carefully made i called it my responsibility the burden of the wise but convenient little story
41:21doesn't make a truth from lies i have seen the thousand futures watched a thousand worlds collide
41:25seen the cost of every choice that i attempted to be right i thought knowledge made me powerful but
41:29nothing could deceive now the hardest thing to calculate is what i should believe i wanted to be certain
41:34i wanted to be right i wanted every shadow driven out into the light but the deeper i
41:39investigate the less i understand in the future i was chasing keep slipping through my hands
41:44salvation was the word i used to keep the doubt away beautiful justification for the things i
41:48did each day if the world could be restored then surely i was right if the ending could be changed
41:53in the sacrificial justifier what if every answer leaves another wound behind what if every perfect
41:58outcome cost a part of you each time what if all the doors i've opened can not ever be shut
42:02in the future that i'm saving is a future built from dust i don't need death for dimness i don't
42:07ask
42:07to agree they could never understand the things i've had to see but i hear those voices echo in
42:12the lavatory sleep and the silence ask the question if the numbers can i keep i can call it fate
42:17i can
42:17call it duty i can dress it up in science give the madness some new beauty but the truth remains
42:22a
42:22question that i cannot put aside when i say that i'm saving them who am i trying to save inside
42:30begin the final calculations no remove that result i said remove it it changes nothing does it
42:47what is the price of salvation what does it cost to set things right how many times can i change
42:54the
42:54end before i lose what i'm trying to say what is the price of salvation who gets to choose who
43:02pay
43:03i thought i could come in the future now the future all know is that time i love the puzzle
43:09of the
43:09thriller do you know when the answers fell like treasures and the world was mine to own every
43:13mystery was waiting every limit there to break i never thought to question what those victories might
43:17take now i study every shadow every signal every scar wonder if the line across was closer than it looked
43:23for far i remember why i started though the reasons hard to find buried under years of plans and all
43:27the things i left behind right after grace is weaknesses believing you can fail building goals
43:32around your conscious till you cannot hear a rail i have mastered many scientists let the rules
43:36i understood but i never learned the difference between what i can do and what i should
43:42if i stopped now
43:46would it all have been for nothing would the worlds remain broken would every sacrifice lose its meaning
43:58resist simply what i tell myself please i cannot bear to admit i may have gone too far
44:09no like that there is still a chance there must be
44:18what is the price of salvation what is the price of salvation
44:24what does it cost to set things right what does it cost to set things right
44:29how many times did i chase the end before i lose what i'm trying to say what is the pro
44:35is the price of
44:36salvation who gets to choose who pays ah i thought i could commend the future now the future won't obey
44:44i thought i could commend the future now the future won't obey i have come too far to leave the
44:51work undone
44:52too many roads behind me too few beneath the sun i can carry every question i can bear the way
44:57to doubt but i
44:58will not let uncertainty decide how this plays out so record the final figures bring the system back online
45:03i will make the last adjustment i will finish the design if salvation ends a price then i will learn
45:08what i must pay even if the man who started this is not the one who walks away prepare the
45:14experiment
45:17check every connection
45:20and this time no assumptions
45:26no mistakes
45:44final systems check
45:49element 115
45:52stable temporal readings
45:57unpredictable
45:59the aether
46:02responding
46:05excellent
46:09ladies and gentlemen
46:14let us make history
46:25i started with a question now i'm standing at the end
46:28with the thousand both the futures in the world i cannot man i give up in every door we watch
46:32the
46:32boundaries disappear now the final calculation tells me what i need to hear i remember group
46:36net 35 the laboratories below the first part of the stuff read the power set to grow 115 is the
46:41beginning
46:42just a fragment of the steam now the whole damn universe is connected to the machine i watched the
46:46cycle turn off
46:47what's the timeline split i heard the shadows whisper felt the darkness answer it i question my salvation
46:51but wait what i've done it now there's no hesitation there is no one left to run
46:55dancing's body shouting nicolai is shouting to him take those giving some advice that nobody has
46:59them to
47:00i all still nostalgic for the chaos and the noise but today i have a great attached to baby sitting
47:04boys
47:05i have crossed too many borders i have sacrificed too much that i have reached beyond the limits that
47:09the world declared in touch and if the universe is listening then let it understand
47:13i am not here to ask permission i am here to take command
47:19the future is waiting the final equation the last calculation no more hesitation i can feel it
47:32i can see it everything comes down to this
47:38let's begin this is the end of the experiment the final step the point of no return this is the
47:45end of the experiment let the world's burn and let it be learned this is the end of the experiments
47:51the answer i've been searching for this is the end open the door the numbers are alive the instruments
48:02scream the doorways open and the devil side is here it's not a dream it's not a trick it's everything
48:06i've feared and everything i've wished for the voices are louder the shadows are real the fabric is
48:10tearing the booths don't apply i can't stop it now i won't turn back i've caught the truth before
48:15to watch it all collapse i see the patterns every fracture in the frame every broken timeline bearing
48:19evidence of change the machine is shifting but the readings still alive i've got one chance to make the
48:24possible mind so let it come let it take let it change i face the consequences i'll bear the
48:29blame if this is the end and let it be glorious because that was never meant for a quiet life
48:37read no the final numbers
48:42oh no no no that cannot be correct
48:47stabilize the chamber another impact stabilize it
48:56ah a deep unfamiliar resonance begins that's new this is the end of the ferraments the final step to
49:06point i'm not great taller this is the end of the ferraments let the world burn and let it be
49:12light this is the
49:14end of the ferraments there is no turning back it's not over
49:32is it the universe is not silent
49:38it's just waiting for the next signal there are more doors or more worlds more time
49:47and i can still hear it
49:51calling if i fall let me befall let it be what purpose if i'm lost let it begin the pursuit
49:55of
49:55truth i've seen the cost like if not to break it and i still believe that this is the only
49:59way so
50:00let the experiment breaches conclusion let the universe decide what comes next love of faith god
50:04ever follows even if it's not began i can chase the answers i have challenged it i just stood before
50:09the caucus and refused to hesitate but the truth is for more complicated than the future i designed and
50:14the last thing that you expected was a voice that sounds like man perhaps another version made a
50:17different choice perhaps another world is waiting for my voice perhaps the cycle's broken perhaps it's just
50:24be done either way i'm not done
50:47i'm not done
50:54i'm not done
50:55i'm not done
50:55i'm not done