00:00I think I'm most comfortable in small, crowded spaces.
00:04I just feel more comfortable in my body when I'm having an individual experience,
00:10like when I'm alone, but in a crowded space.
00:14In movie theaters or in coffee shops.
00:18But I love being in crowded trains. I love being in the subway at rush hour.
00:24There's something strangely comforting about being kind of squished.
00:28You're just bouncing around, you know.
00:31Sinking into something that you didn't realize you had missed.
00:37Scars are so obviously symbolic.
00:43They're outward reminders of inward traumas.
00:48I must have been in the fifth grade.
00:50I remember seeing my x-ray for the first time and it was really, it was kind of cool.
00:56It was kind of cool to see, you know, what your bones look like.
00:59I had a slight curvature in my spine.
01:02That's what scoliosis is.
01:04My spine kind of looks like a backward S.
01:07I need to start wearing a back brace.
01:10Thick Velcro straps.
01:12I had two back surgeries.
01:14Metal rods and metal screws that kind of kept my spine straight.
01:21It physically shaped me.
01:24It shaped my body.
01:26It shaped who I am.
01:27My personality.
01:29And was such a huge part of going from being a kid to being a woman.
01:33You can stay in there.
01:34Hopefully, if you can possibile, three miles away from my sister level.
01:34All right.
01:35So keep going.
01:35Ready.
01:35Let's see.
01:36Let's reflect on once.
01:36Bye.
01:36Bye.
01:36Bye.
