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00:01:30I know what's wrong with me.
00:01:31It's so weird.
00:01:32I've got this weird feeling like everything's moving so fast and I'm not in my body.
00:01:37It's so weird.
00:01:38I can't explain it.
00:01:39It's like I'm not in my body.
00:01:41It's so...
00:01:42I feel like something's really wrong with me.
00:01:45It's...
00:01:46I can't explain.
00:01:49No, Anna, my heart.
00:01:50I can't really breathe.
00:01:53Come now, Anna, please.
00:02:00No, Anna, my heart.
00:02:16I can't do it.
00:02:57Oh, my God.
00:03:19Oh, my God.
00:04:04Oh, my God.
00:04:33Oh, my God.
00:04:43Oh, my God.
00:04:55Oh, my God.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:14Oh, my God.
00:05:14Oh, my God.
00:05:15Oh, my God.
00:05:50Oh, my God.
00:05:55Oh, my God.
00:06:01Oh, my God.
00:06:06Oh, my God.
00:06:22Oh, my God.
00:06:24Oh, my God.
00:06:28Oh, my God.
00:06:39Oh, my God.
00:06:40Oh, my God.
00:06:41Oh, my God.
00:06:42Oh, my God.
00:06:43Oh, my God.
00:06:43Oh, my God.
00:06:47Oh, my God.
00:06:51Oh, my God.
00:06:59I got it, Claire. I got it.
00:07:04So you could please don't hear that, man.
00:07:07No, tomorrow, please.
00:07:22I'm trying to be available for a solution to be loving and supportive and keep going.
00:07:28Be grateful for what I have and not just focus on what I've lost.
00:07:34I want to hear from you guys.
00:07:35I'm too scared to get pregnant again.
00:07:40After two miscarriages, I don't know if I want to.
00:07:48Joe, something?
00:07:50Yeah, I had a shitty week.
00:07:53I started my period.
00:07:55Spent that morning on the bathroom floor cursing my husband and then, you know, cursing myself.
00:08:06And then at work, one of my coworkers found out she's pregnant with her third.
00:08:14An accident, of course.
00:08:18And, um, I was just angry.
00:08:22I'm, I am angry all of the time.
00:08:30My wife's not working.
00:08:31I'm, I'm, I'm doing these long hours.
00:08:34And, uh, the doctor said that, um,
00:08:46that he, that she can't have a kid anymore.
00:08:54I just want to express to a group of people that, um, are really angry.
00:09:03I lost my baby about nine months ago.
00:09:07He had a really bad infection and it just spread throughout his body and he couldn't fight it.
00:09:16We kept thinking he would fight it.
00:09:18We kept hoping he would fight it.
00:09:20And, um, he couldn't.
00:09:26And so we took him off life support after 11 days.
00:09:30So he lived for 11 days, he lived.
00:09:34And then, um, he was, we took him off.
00:09:38And then when he went off, he, he, like, put his little hands up and his hands went like this,
00:09:45you know?
00:09:46They went in like this little position, like he had found some kind of peace.
00:09:51And it was weird because it was like, we all found some weird peace when he did that.
00:09:58It was like, he, he got to be free of the pain of this world somehow.
00:10:04And I think we did the best thing for him because he just seemed happy.
00:10:12And then in the room, it just felt like there was something else there, you know?
00:10:17Something really beautiful and bright and, but I just don't know why he had to go through it.
00:10:23I didn't know why he had to have so much pain.
00:11:12I felt like I should have a child because
00:11:16everybody was having children at that time.
00:11:20And I didn't really feel this huge calling to have a child.
00:11:23But I guess I went to college.
00:11:25I started my business.
00:11:29And I guess the next thing to do was to have a child.
00:11:32So I had a child and
00:11:35I didn't feel this deep connection to him when he was born.
00:11:42I loved him, but I, I didn't feel this deep, overwhelming collection.
00:11:51He was a difficult baby.
00:11:53He was colicky.
00:11:56And I would have to stay up with him night after night and
00:12:03Sleep well, baby.
00:12:12Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
00:12:13Go to sleep.
00:12:14Go to sleep.
00:12:17Go to sleep.
00:12:22Go to sleep.
00:12:28Go to sleep.
00:12:38You're welcome.
00:12:38Go to sleep.
00:12:39Go to sleep.
00:12:42Go to sleep.
00:13:09I don't know.
00:13:14I don't know.
00:13:44I don't know.
00:13:44Just an hour, okay?
00:13:46Hey, guys.
00:13:48Hey, beautiful.
00:13:49Nice to see you.
00:13:50Thank you for coming.
00:13:52Maybe I should take my Anavan.
00:13:54Oh, my God.
00:13:55I'm starting to see like little weird, like a fractured light in the corners of my eyes.
00:14:01Just breathe.
00:14:02Breathe, all right?
00:14:06I can't see properly.
00:14:07There's something wrong with my eye.
00:14:10With my eye, there's some kind of weird thing happening.
00:14:13I can't explain, Anna.
00:14:15Oh, my God.
00:14:15It feels really weird.
00:14:16Can you get me my meds?
00:14:18Okay, okay.
00:14:20Okay.
00:14:20Okay, but don't be long.
00:14:22Oh, my God.
00:14:26I'm just kidding.
00:14:27I'm going to duck down.
00:14:28I'm going to duck down so you can see me.
00:14:34I can do this.
00:14:35I can do this.
00:14:40I can do this.
00:14:41I can do this.
00:14:41I can do this for Michael.
00:14:42I can do this.
00:14:43I can do this.
00:14:44Alright, I'm going to meditate.
00:14:45I'm going to meditate.
00:15:14There, get up.
00:15:20I don't want to take these.
00:15:22Hey, just get up, let's go get some food, okay?
00:15:25Let me throw up on an empty stomach.
00:15:28Can I have one?
00:15:39Claire.
00:15:40Just pretend you don't see that.
00:15:42Claire.
00:15:42Put this in your purse.
00:15:44Okay, you know what?
00:15:45Yeah.
00:15:46Let's go over.
00:15:47Let's go over.
00:15:48Take my drink.
00:15:50Yeah, hi.
00:15:51Hey.
00:15:52Thank you so much for coming.
00:15:54Hi.
00:15:55Hey Claire, how are you doing?
00:15:56Hi.
00:15:57Hi, Anna.
00:15:57How are you?
00:15:58Good to see you.
00:15:59Thank you for coming.
00:16:01Hey, how are you?
00:16:03Good thing.
00:16:04How's your little one?
00:16:05Oh, he's not little anymore.
00:16:06He's almost full.
00:16:08I'll be right back.
00:16:09Where are you going?
00:16:10God, time flies.
00:16:11She was such a beautiful pregnant woman.
00:16:13She never gained an ounce.
00:16:15I know.
00:16:15And I just feel fat.
00:16:17That's so true.
00:16:18That's what happens, right?
00:16:19Around the arms.
00:16:20That's where it really shows.
00:16:22Right.
00:16:22You know?
00:16:23It shows first in the arms.
00:16:24And then, yeah, I can see how, like, it's already aging a little bit.
00:16:27You know, it does do that, right?
00:16:29Do you think you guys will try for another baby?
00:16:32Well, I don't know, though.
00:16:33We never really have sex.
00:16:34What do you think?
00:16:35No, it doesn't look like it's in the cards, really.
00:16:38He's always too tired.
00:16:39So, you know.
00:16:41Yeah.
00:16:42But, you know, how's it going with you?
00:16:44Do you have a good doctor?
00:16:45Oh, yeah.
00:16:46Yeah, we lucked out.
00:16:47We got a really great...
00:16:48Oh, you think so?
00:16:49Yeah.
00:16:50Because mine was supposed to be good, you know?
00:16:51Everybody said he was a really good doctor.
00:16:54He's like high rate...
00:16:55High ratings and everything.
00:16:57So, be careful.
00:16:57You can never trust your doctor, okay?
00:17:00I'm just telling you.
00:17:01Yeah, but you have to be careful.
00:17:02You have to be your own doctor, okay?
00:17:05So, things to really watch out for is the water.
00:17:07They're pumping fluoride into our water supply, and it's causing cancers.
00:17:12It's causing so many birth defects, and especially pregnant women and babies.
00:17:16So, I would just...
00:17:17Don't drink any, any water if you can.
00:17:19I recently saw a psychic, and the psychic told me, you know, the psychic, she's not just
00:17:24a psychic, but she channels spirits, and she channels baby spirits and things like that.
00:17:29And she told me that the reason my baby got an infection is because it was channeled through
00:17:36the cell phone.
00:17:37So, now, if you're pregnant, you're more something about the rays and the way you're more susceptible.
00:17:43If you talk on your cell phone, you could be picking up all kinds of diseases.
00:17:46I'm not making this up.
00:17:47You could look it up on TED Talks.
00:17:48Go.
00:17:48Do that.
00:17:49After your shower today, go look it up on TED Talks, okay?
00:17:52You guys will be fine.
00:17:53Come on, let's go find Anna.
00:17:54There are so many things to be afraid of.
00:17:56Yeah, let's...
00:17:57I'll go find her.
00:17:57She's my sister.
00:17:59She's...
00:17:59It's okay.
00:18:01Anna?
00:18:09Anna?
00:18:11Nice thing, keep it.
00:18:14Bye, bye.
00:18:20Bye, bye.
00:18:22Bye.
00:18:24Bye, bye.
00:18:26Bye, bye.
00:18:27Bye, bye.
00:18:51No, wait.
00:18:55Please.
00:19:00Please.
00:19:01Your name is Bella.
00:19:04I always wanted a little girl, little Bella.
00:19:08I love the name Bella.
00:19:11Hi, Bella.
00:19:44Claire, it's time to go.
00:19:47Yeah, it'd probably be best.
00:19:50Come on.
00:19:53Claire.
00:19:54This must be very hard for you, but you should go.
00:19:57Okay?
00:20:02Come on, Claire.
00:20:11We're going to take Bella with us.
00:20:33This isn't really happening to me.
00:20:37This is a bad dream.
00:20:40A nightmare.
00:20:42A nightmare.
00:20:58I'm so glad that both of you were able to come in.
00:21:02I think we'll get a lot of work resolved in this session.
00:21:05And with hypnotherapy, I can't make you do anything you don't want to do.
00:21:11What we're trying to do is we're trying to relax the brain from the alpha to the beta down to
00:21:17the delta waves
00:21:17to access your subconscious so that we can really get to a deep, deep level of peace.
00:21:23So what I'm going to do is I'm going to count you down.
00:21:26We're going to count down from 1 to 10.
00:21:29And I'm going to ask you to please close your eyes right now.
00:21:33And I'd like you to take a nice, deep breath.
00:21:37I'm going to count you from 1 to 10.
00:21:40By the time we get to 10, you should be in a nice, relaxed state.
00:21:461.
00:21:49Take a nice, deep breath.
00:21:52Let it fill all the way down to your toes.
00:21:563.
00:21:584.
00:22:00Take a nice, deep breath.
00:22:02It fills your entire abdomen.
00:22:065.
00:22:086.
00:22:13You're fully supported.
00:22:16Your bodies and minds are safe.
00:22:23By remembering it, we can release any trauma from our past in here.
00:22:3110.
00:22:32How are we?
00:22:3310.
00:22:3510.
00:22:4112.
00:22:4211.
00:22:5313.
00:22:5514.
00:23:02I don't know.
00:23:33Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, again, one last deep breath all the way
00:23:53to your toes, two, and one.
00:24:01Claire, how are you doing?
00:24:03I think I feel better.
00:24:06Good.
00:24:07Anna, what came forward for you?
00:24:09How are you doing?
00:24:10I don't think that worked at all.
00:24:33Well, well, well, if it isn't Lopsy and Mopsy.
00:24:37Dad.
00:24:40Yeah, Dad, no one's called us that since we're about eight.
00:24:44Back to go to the bathroom.
00:24:46You two had always a handful to deal with.
00:24:49Haven't chained a bit.
00:24:51Always needed a good clop.
00:25:04Mom, I miss you.
00:25:08I miss you.
00:26:09Amen.
00:26:15Oh.
00:26:28What's going on? You trying to burn the house down?
00:26:31No, Dad.
00:26:34I'll blow him out.
00:26:36Still lying to me like he always used to, but I understand. You don't want a real dad to know
00:26:40what's going on, eh?
00:26:42Come on, Claire. I've got his prescription. Let's go.
00:26:47Bye, Dad.
00:26:53I went to the doctor's office, and he basically put me right on bed rest, and he said that I
00:27:00have to go into the hospital, and then I went into the hospital, and I was there for three weeks.
00:27:06And they still kept telling me it was okay, and they kept saying, you're okay, you're okay, you're okay, and
00:27:11the baby's okay.
00:27:13And then one morning, I just woke up, and his heart rate was going really fast.
00:27:18Now I just keep thinking there's something wrong with me, and I just go to doctors all the time.
00:27:24Because I've got all these weird symptoms, like I just have a lot of, like, physical pain, and they keep
00:27:32telling me that I'm fine.
00:27:35Because I don't really know who to trust now.
00:28:04I don't really know who to trust now.
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00:28:28C.H.A. Hospital, how may I adopt a call?
00:28:31Could I please have Jasper Coleman's room?
00:28:34I'm sorry, but unless you know the room number, I can't put you through.
00:28:38I just spoke to someone. I'm his mother. Can you put me through?
00:28:42Sorry, ma'am. We've been asked to block all incoming calls to this room.
00:28:45But please, I'm his mother.
00:29:12See you later.
00:29:22we all come to this life to heal not just this life
00:29:26but all of our other lives as well some souls they only come for a short time
00:29:34and before you came to this life you and he made an agreement a soul agreement
00:29:42your lessons together in this life they're done
00:30:10everybody's heart's breaking
00:30:15and you feel the world is
00:30:18and you wonder how we'll find out
00:30:44oh everybody's heart's breaking
00:30:55no god
00:30:57what
00:31:15what the fuck what the hell's wrong with you
00:31:19and you wonder how we'll find out
00:31:37your lessons together in this life are done
00:32:05please make this stop
00:32:07i'll do anything
00:32:09i promise
00:32:35the other day i was with jasper
00:32:37i don't want to hear about jasper
00:32:44god damn it
00:32:46fuck
00:33:01wow that smells good
00:33:08i'm glad i can cook for you guys
00:33:11you're not using any dairy right
00:33:18michael i thought we said no wine
00:33:23we agreed we don't we don't want to fuck up the baby
00:33:25we don't have to drink it's okay
00:33:29what baby
00:33:32we don't have to drink if you don't want to
00:33:34i want wine okay
00:33:36anna
00:33:56this looks disgusting
00:34:24that's why we're here that's why we keep coming
00:34:26you know
00:34:27to try and deal with the grief together
00:34:31trying to move past the shock of this
00:34:34the anger
00:34:36and the denial
00:34:38right
00:34:39the bargaining
00:34:41all these stages that we're going through
00:34:42we can go through them together
00:34:44to get to acceptance
00:34:46to have some hope
00:34:47to move on
00:34:48that upward turn that we've talked about
00:34:54glad we're here
00:34:55let's hear from joe
00:34:56how are you
00:34:59i asked him for a divorce
00:35:01this week
00:35:04he said i was being silly
00:35:07that we just needed to
00:35:09stop the whole baby making thing
00:35:12and
00:35:14go on vacation
00:35:17hawaii
00:35:19and i just told him
00:35:21no
00:35:23that
00:35:24this
00:35:24is something that i
00:35:25have to deal with
00:35:28and
00:35:28i think i
00:35:29have to go this alone
00:35:38you're gonna love it to my goodie box
00:35:41what is it
00:35:51my pot candies
00:35:54i got a pot lollipop
00:35:56but it was too strong
00:35:57so i cut them up in the little candies
00:36:02takes the edge off wherever i go
00:36:05i'm lying at the bank
00:36:08with claire
00:36:11i'll have to take the edge off
00:36:14it all floats
00:36:16you'll see
00:36:23hmm
00:36:24hmm
00:36:33so she always like this
00:36:36yeah
00:36:37you know
00:36:40she's claire
00:36:44always a little high strung
00:37:08i love this movie
00:37:13i don't really enjoy it anymore
00:37:15i
00:37:15felt like this chore
00:37:17this tragedy
00:37:18i had to get through
00:37:19to make it to the next day
00:37:21and then the next day
00:37:22was the same thing
00:37:23go to the park
00:37:25bedtime
00:37:26dinner time
00:37:27the same thing
00:37:29every day
00:37:31and
00:37:31i should have
00:37:34i realized
00:37:36he was this incredible gift
00:37:38that i'd been given
00:37:39and i didn't
00:37:40i had to go inside
00:37:49i
00:37:50i
00:37:50and
00:38:07i
00:38:08and
00:38:10i
00:38:10and
00:38:10and
00:39:01Hi, did I wake you?
00:39:24I miss you.
00:39:26I miss us.
00:39:40I'm just tired, Claire.
00:40:04I miss you, Claire.
00:40:11I miss you all of us.
00:40:12I miss you.
00:40:28Something's gotta change.
00:40:35Something's gotta change.
00:40:51I do love you.
00:40:52I miss you.
00:41:26Hey, I was gonna call him.
00:41:28I've been trying to reach you for three days.
00:41:30Okay, Jacob.
00:41:31I need to talk to you now.
00:41:32Jacob, not now.
00:41:34What, are you kidding me?
00:41:35Now is the time.
00:41:36Jacob, please, not now.
00:41:37I promise you, I'm gonna talk to you tomorrow.
00:41:39I'm not waiting anymore, Anna.
00:41:40I wanna talk to you now.
00:41:41Okay, just wait.
00:41:42I'm gonna come out, okay?
00:41:50Claire, it's okay.
00:41:51I got it, okay?
00:41:55Jacob.
00:41:56Jacob!
00:41:59You have to, have to.
00:42:01Please, Jacob.
00:42:03I'm really.
00:42:03There was an accident that really made me.
00:42:10Jacob, please, please, please.
00:42:12It's nice.
00:42:14I'm too.
00:42:14Don't you dare!
00:42:16Don't you dare!
00:42:21Anna!
00:42:55Anna, ever since you've been here, my anxiety is coming back.
00:43:11Something's wrong, like I can barely breathe.
00:43:14I'm having really bad heart palpitations.
00:43:17It's such a weird feeling.
00:43:21I'm sorry, Anna. I'm sorry, but you have to leave.
00:43:37Oh shit.
00:43:40I thought having you here might mellow her out.
00:44:03This has been your third ultrasound and we've come up with nothing that's wrong with you.
00:44:07But why am I having so many weird symptoms like I've had this weird pain that's been shooting up the
00:44:13side of my arm?
00:44:15It just feels like there's something going on and I know you're saying that I was fine, but you told
00:44:19me that I was fine before, remember?
00:44:21I came in to you and you told me that I was okay. Yeah, and I told you that I
00:44:26had a lot of pressure. So why did you tell me that I was okay then?
00:44:30You were okay then? There are some things we can test for and some things, they just happen in nature.
00:44:35But remember I should have gotten that other test where, remember when they asked me to do that cervical exam
00:44:41and then I declined?
00:44:42Maybe that was the thing. Maybe that was the thing that did it.
00:44:45Claire, you did nothing wrong. No, but then I remember I had a lot of fear. I had a lot
00:44:50of fear and I had a lot of negative thoughts, you know?
00:44:53I kept thinking that maybe something was going to go wrong and then I kept coming in to see you.
00:44:58But you told me I was okay doctor and then maybe it was something that you did or maybe you
00:45:03guys or what about the hospital?
00:45:04No, no, the hospital checked everything, they ran the tests.
00:45:08But they weren't checking my blood. They weren't checking my urine. Maybe if they had done that they would have
00:45:13found that I had an infection.
00:45:14Maybe if they had given me antibiotics. Maybe something could have been different.
00:45:21These things happen in nature every day. They just happen.
00:45:31I wanted to wake up and make sure everything was alright first, but I'm pregnant. I've gone to the doctors
00:45:39and I've gotten checked out and everything seems to be alright.
00:45:44This is something to be happy about. Congratulations.
00:45:49I'm... I'm happy now. I'm not in pain anymore.
00:45:54A lot of change. A lot of change.
00:45:58It's great. Well, we're really excited for you.
00:46:06Don't be so hard on yourself.
00:46:09What?
00:46:10How are you, dear?
00:46:13How are you really?
00:46:17He wants me to tell you that he's alright.
00:46:22And that it wasn't your fault.
00:46:45And that it wasn't your fault.
00:46:49Can you give me CPA Hospital of Los Angeles?
00:46:57Can you please connect me to room 305?
00:47:03He checked out?
00:47:04You're up here until you're down.
00:47:21All right.
00:47:27It's okay.
00:47:28Oh, well.
00:47:29I thought...
00:47:33I could tell you a little bit more about it.
00:47:34No, I know...
00:47:51if I'm not here they'll be better I'm not fit it's better if someone takes him I know what I
00:48:01did was
00:48:30wrong
00:48:35Please, I never pictured burying my baby.
00:48:41Please, I never pictured burying my baby.
00:49:06I have a bad friend.
00:49:07I have a good friend.
00:49:07I love you.
00:49:16I love you.
00:49:33I don't want you here.
00:49:36Jacob, this is my house, too.
00:49:39You're lucky I haven't pressed charges, Anna.
00:49:41Oh, please, Jacob.
00:49:42I'm sorry, I didn't.
00:49:44I don't want to confuse Jasper.
00:49:48Is he here?
00:49:51I was, I've been so worried.
00:49:55Can I, can I just, he's all right, right?
00:50:00He's all right.
00:50:02He's recovering, get it?
00:50:04You almost killed him, Anna.
00:50:07Get it?
00:50:08I didn't mean to, it was an accident.
00:50:11I want you to go.
00:50:15Please, I just want to see him, just for a minute, please.
00:50:19I want you to go, Anna.
00:50:20I just want to tell him, please, Jacob, please, just for a minute.
00:50:25No.
00:50:25Jacob!
00:50:27Go.
00:50:28Go.
00:51:58I was there when they turned the machines off to you.
00:52:14Please, please, speak to me.
00:52:21Please.
00:52:22Please.
00:52:38Why did this happen to me?
00:52:43I'm sorry.
00:52:46Please.
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00:56:44I can't keep driving around in circles.
00:56:52I need to confess.
00:56:54I need to get him back.
00:57:00I need to confess that his savings would suffer.
00:57:13A seed-like robbery.
00:57:15They're just coming in, taking money off people.
00:57:18Without any...
00:57:20The money in the bank is supposed to be secure.
00:57:23And it's not.
00:57:24They just took it.
00:57:28The money in the bank...
00:57:46Dad, what happened?
00:57:48What did she say?
00:57:49They wanted her to appear in court.
00:57:50In court?
00:57:51I handed her the papers, said she was served.
00:57:54And she takes off like you two always used to, never said a word to me.
00:57:59Claire, it's unforgivable, that poor kid.
00:58:03And all the things you said I'd done, I would never,
00:58:05would never in a million years do something like that.
00:58:09It's unforgivable, that poor child.
00:58:12I mean, you accuse me of things. I would never...
00:58:14I know where she is. I'm gonna go look for her.
00:58:24Anna! Anna! Anna, open the door.
00:58:29Anna, what are you doing?
00:58:31Come on, Anna, you need to open the door. This is not helping.
00:58:44It's too hot.
00:58:46Just close the door.
00:58:48I'm not gonna close the door. It's boiling.
00:58:50Open the door, Claire, okay?
00:58:55Can we open the window?
00:58:57Just be quiet.
00:59:05What are you doing?
00:59:07I wanna know what it felt like to be him.
00:59:09I wanna know how he felt.
00:59:16Now you can listen to me. No one ever has time for my life.
00:59:20Jasper was sick again and Jacob's been in a pissy mood since his dad died.
00:59:25You're missing in action.
00:59:28Now the fucking dad couldn't stand.
00:59:32He's yelling, let me out the car, Mommy. I wanna get out the car.
00:59:35Mommy, get me out the car!
00:59:37Please, okay? Stop screaming at me!
00:59:39I lost Jasper. Please stop screaming at me.
00:59:42Mommy doesn't know where the hell I am.
00:59:44This stupid thing is not working anymore!
00:59:47This is the road we were driving on.
00:59:55Right here.
00:59:57I'm driving and he's screaming.
00:59:59I wanna get out of the car!
01:00:01Let me out of the car!
01:00:02Jasper, please stop him!
01:00:05Mommy's lost!
01:00:06Now!
01:00:06Maybe he'll stop if I swerve.
01:00:07Get out of the car!
01:00:09Please, okay? Stop screaming at me!
01:00:11Pull up right here.
01:00:13Jasper, please stop screaming at me.
01:00:16Mommy's lost.
01:00:18I need you to stop screaming at me!
01:00:21Just stay here.
01:00:23Scream in the car!
01:00:25I've had it!
01:00:26Jasper!
01:00:27Jasper!
01:00:28Fine!
01:00:29Go ahead and scream!
01:00:31Scream!
01:00:31I'm gonna be in here!
01:00:37I walked away.
01:00:39You should've seen his face.
01:00:42I just needed a minute.
01:00:45I walked to the corner and then the next corner.
01:00:48I don't know how many blocks I walked.
01:00:50I don't know how long it was.
01:00:53Maybe half an hour, maybe more.
01:00:55I was calming down.
01:00:57I was calming down.
01:00:59It was hot.
01:01:01You've got an electric vehicle here.
01:01:03Thearaty engine was only in the next corner.
01:01:07You could have a deep pickup.
01:01:09You could have a option if you could have a bus machine.
01:01:11I can't wait!
01:01:14The 323Rs left!
01:01:16C4V2-136, there.
01:01:16The 323Rs left!
01:01:17The 324Rs left!
01:01:19The 323Rs left!
01:01:21The 334Rs left!
01:01:22The 323Rs left!
01:01:25The 323Rs left!
01:01:30The 334Rs right!
01:01:53I left him.
01:01:55I left him right here in the center beach.
01:02:01I didn't mean to.
01:02:03I just needed a minute.
01:02:08You'll tell them, you'll tell them that I'll get help.
01:02:11You'll tell them that I'll never do anything like that again.
01:02:15Right?
01:02:16You'll tell them, Claire.
01:02:17Yeah, it's going to be alright.
01:02:58You'll tell them, you'll tell them that I'll never do anything like that again.
01:03:02Dear friends, it is with great love and sadness that we are writing to tell you that little
01:03:07baby Charlie passed away in our arms on Sunday afternoon.
01:03:14The E. coli infection that had been ravaging his system proved too powerful an adversary.
01:03:22Even if he had recovered from the infection, the damage to his brain and organs would have
01:03:26put him into a vegetable state for the rest of his life.
01:03:30He was in great pain and his suffering was visible.
01:03:35We decided as a family to remove him from life support and let him go peacefully back
01:03:40to the spirit world.
01:03:43For the first time since his birth, we were able to hold him and took turns until he
01:03:49was gone.
01:03:53As parents, it was the most loving thing we could do for him.
01:03:57And after he took his last breath, a smile spread across his face as if to thank us.
01:04:03It was beautiful.
01:04:08This has been an incredibly difficult time.
01:04:10And we thank all of you who have helped even in the slightest way.
01:04:14We feel very blessed to be part of such a thoughtful and caring community.
01:04:19Much love and thanks.
01:04:27Anna Coleman, you have been charged with child endangerment.
01:04:32Based on court findings, we have granted Jacob Coleman full custody of Jasper Jason Coleman.
01:04:38You will hereby lose your rights as a mother.
01:04:42You will be able to see your son under guided supervision for one hour a week.
01:05:03Our mother is a prisoner to be at a customer.
01:05:03He says, God is not the parent of the child.
01:05:04That is the parent of the child.
01:05:04He said, someone isn't the parent of the child.
01:05:07He said, he said, we need a child of the child.
01:05:08He said, can't be a child?
01:05:09He said, let's go.
01:05:09He said, he said, yes.
01:05:31And I'm really glad that I'm looking after you now.
01:05:37I'll try and do a better job this time.
01:05:42You'll be nice, Dad.
01:06:14I'll try and do a better job.
01:06:20Let's go, buddy.
01:06:23All right, baby.
01:06:26I love you, baby.
01:06:29Let's go, Jasper.
01:06:31I love you.
01:06:37Come on, boy.
01:06:40Same time next week?
01:06:42We'll see.
01:06:47Dad, I want to keep warming.
01:06:50He's warming.
01:06:51No, we got to go.
01:06:54Okay?
01:06:55We're going home?
01:06:55All right.
01:06:58All right.
01:06:58All right.
01:07:00All right.