00:00Anything else?
00:01Oh, right, the money.
00:03I swallowed.
00:04There's one more thing.
00:06The money you gave me.
00:07I used it to pay tuition.
00:09I'll pay you back once I save enough.
00:11And if you want to report me for fraud, I'll cooperate.
00:13Sadie!
00:14His voice suddenly rose.
00:15I flinched.
00:16Then he forced it back down.
00:17You think the money is what matters most to me?
00:18I blinked.
00:19My brain hadn't caught up before my mouth answered.
00:22Money matters.
00:23A vein jumped at Callan's temple.
00:25He looked like he wanted to laugh or cry.
00:28I bit my lip and thought harder.
00:30Then shook my head.
00:31Callan, I really don't have anything to deny.
00:33I'm sorry, everything was my...
00:35Before I could finish, Callan grabbed my wrist.
00:37He was trying so hard to control himself that his eyes had gone red.
00:40So you have nothing to deny?
00:41Meaning your feelings were fake too?
00:43Everything you felt for me was fake?
00:44I stared at him.
00:45What?
00:46What was I to you?
00:47Did you never like me?
00:48Not even once?
00:49I completely froze.
00:50I watched his mouth move.
00:52I understood every word.
00:53But together they sounded like another language.
00:56This was completely different from what I'd imagined.
00:58I'd pictured countless versions of this confrontation.
01:01He'd be furious, disgusted.
01:02He'd coldly tell me to get out.
01:04He'd make me pay for humiliating him.
01:05But never this.
01:06Never Callan looking at me like a wounded dog and asking whether I'd ever loved him.
01:10I don't know.
01:10I don't know what he's doing.
01:10I don't know.