00:00First of all, welcome to INS.
00:02And first of all, let me tell you that
00:04the journey of Big Boss,
00:06which we have seen,
00:09we remember that
00:11Big Boss,
00:12the contestants,
00:13Samanta and Dolly Vindar,
00:14so what do you say?
00:16It's not like that.
00:18I only live in my life.
00:19What do you think about me?
00:23What do you think about me?
00:25What do you think about me?
00:27How much have been going?
00:31What do you think about me?
00:33What do you think about me,
00:33what do you think about me?
00:34How much do you think about me?
00:43What do you think about me?
00:44What do you think about me?
00:44I don't think that as a person
00:46I think that this incident
00:47has made me better
00:48because myself,
00:50I realized all my mistakes
00:53and I know how to make sense
00:55Salman, Sir, Majorly and of course,
00:58our audience,
00:59that I was going wrong
01:00and that I don't want to go that way now.
01:06I feel like I was talking about the language
01:08that I was talking about the same things,
01:17which I just thought about,
01:26but it was difficult of the teacher
01:28things that I've said and thought,
01:30that was wrong
01:31because that was in my entire mind.
01:34I kept Spanish being angry,
01:36but at every place,
01:37I understand right now
01:38to myself what to do andropriethe.
01:42That's my jusqu at the end
01:44you have to finish your life-line. Do you think this was unfair or you had time to show your
01:51real personality and game for the game?
01:57Look, it was unfair. What can I say? This is a game where everyone wants to think about yourself and
02:05do your own things.
02:06What did I feel bad? Absolutely. I felt that I am just trying to solidify my standing in this game.
02:13I am showing you well, who am I really?
02:17And I was giving you another opportunity.
02:20I felt that those people involved in my conflicts were also giving me.
02:25I felt that I had a second chance to show you.
02:30Who am I? What can I do?
02:32I felt that I felt that I had a little pain.
02:35Because I can't speak for them.
02:38But, yes.
02:40You have given me a name in the house.
02:43Do you feel that eventually you are against against?
02:46Because some people have excused that you are using your father's name.
02:52How do you see that?
02:55I don't think that you have to use your father's name.
03:00I can understand why people are feeling like this.
03:03But I did not have such intention in this.
03:05I just spoke about my life about my life.
03:09I am very real.
03:11I don't think that is a drawback or against me.
03:14I just said truth.
03:15Where I was wrong, I realized that was also.
03:18I think I am at peace with that now.
03:21And moving forward, how do I have to live?
03:23And what do I do not do?
03:24And Riti 2.0, how do I show you all?
03:27That is also true.
03:28After eviction, we talked about your journey and eviction.
03:33What was your reaction?
03:34Yes, absolutely.
03:35His reaction was just like a father's reaction.
03:39Yes, I am proud of you.
03:41I am proud of you.
03:41You have seen the difficulties of this.
03:44You have overcome it.
03:46Then you have to have a solution.
03:48You have to have a solution.
03:48It was probably a time that you didn't have to do it.
03:50But you did not have to do it.
03:51You have to go there.
03:53The other way you will go there.
03:56You will go there.
03:56And I feel like it.
03:58I feel like every person,
03:59there are things that you want to change.
04:02Or you can better do it.
04:03And I feel like you can better do it.
04:07And I feel like I don't need to do it.
04:12What was your reaction in your house?
04:14What was your reaction in your house?
04:15What was your reaction in your house?
04:19My mom always told me one thing.
04:23Don't do it in your mind.
04:27Don't do it in your mind.
04:28What happened in my house.
04:30That's where I went wrong.
04:31And that's where I have to do it.
04:34You have to feel emotional when the house does not work.
04:41How do you work on yourself?
04:44Whereas if you want to work on yourself?
04:45How do you work on yourself?
04:46That's what I'm doing.
04:47I think that's where you can show you.
04:50What do you think about what I have to say?
04:53How do you think about it?
04:56How do I do?
04:56You know what I have to say.
04:57What do I do?
04:57And if I don't do so much,
05:01why don't do it in your life?
05:02And if I don't do it in this way.
05:03How do I do it?
05:03So, I never thought of which changes I would like to bring or not.
05:09So, I am very happy for every mistake I have made.
05:12I think it has made me a better person now.
05:14You talked about growing up in a broken family situation.
05:16So, do you think that the impact of that experience is your reaction and communication style today?
05:24I think there was some extent.
05:26Of course, there are some things that you try to heal yourself.
05:30There is a lot of time.
05:33Healing is not a one-day process or even a two-day process.
05:36Especially if you come from a broken environment.
05:39Then it becomes a little heavier.
05:41For sure, yes.
05:42I didn't think that my whole healing journey will come to the national TV.
05:47But I...
05:48And it's a good thing.
05:49I think that I can actually show my real self to my audience.
05:55And now, there are many bad things.
05:56So, I feel bad too.
05:58And no one will feel bad too.
05:59Because of course, there is no need for everybody to justify me.
06:05I have done it wrong.
06:06I accept it myself.
06:07But I think it's very important that you...
06:10How do you build your learnings within yourself?
06:14What do you do with it?
06:15I think one month in Big Boss has been the best time in life for me.
06:20And I think I've learnt a lot about myself.
06:22From your step-father's side, you and your mother are allegedly bullying.
06:28So, what do you want to say about this allegation?
06:30I don't want to say anything.
06:32Legal appropriate actions has taken its course.
06:35And whatever you do about it will come from legal sources.
06:39You have gained some original songs online attention.
06:43So, what do you have trademarked E.E.E. style?
06:47Loved or heavily trolled.
06:49So, what do you feel that you should also show your actual singing in your house?
06:53What do you want to showcase?
06:55I've done a lot of singing in my house.
06:57I've done a lot of different things there.
07:00I've seen things, I am proud of them also.
07:03You are discovering things outside.
07:05I am very happy for that also.
07:07All in all, it's been great for me.
07:09How do you feel that if you do serious singing,
07:11you can also give a competition?
07:13What do you think?
07:14I don't want to give a competition.
07:16I want to show what I am.
07:18There is no competition here.
07:20He is the next level person.
07:24I can show what I am.
07:26I can't explain what I am.
07:28When Salman Khan told you,
07:31what is your fault?
07:32What is going on in your mind?
07:34At that moment,
07:35the whole country is seeing you.
07:38And also,
07:39the pressure of Manoj Tiwari.
07:42I think, just as any human being would in that position,
07:46I was very embarrassed, ashamed and guilty.
07:49Why did I act this way?
07:51Why did I say these things?
07:52So, definitely,
07:54when it happened there,
07:55I realized what happened there.
07:58I broke down and I rebuilt myself from that.
08:01In the show,
08:02how is your equation with Amarpali?
08:05Especially,
08:06your existing family connections.
08:07in good and addictive ways.
08:09My connection was very sweet.
08:13You know,
08:13she looked out for me.
08:15She told me things,
08:16which I really appreciated.
08:18To get one or two people,
08:19is a very powerful thing to have.
08:21Because the environment of this house
08:22becomes very hostile.
08:24She doesn't understand anything.
08:25And it was especially very new for me.
08:28So, definitely,
08:28it was nice to have her helping hand in it.
08:44I wouldn't like to answer a question like that.
08:47I don't think it's undeserving.
08:48All of them have come to their own place
08:49and come to that platform.
08:52If you look back,
08:54do you regret with Aditi and Kazi
08:55with your equation?
08:59Of course,
09:00I am sorry when people say it
09:02when they regret their actions
09:04and feel bad,
09:05which I feel like in my heart.
09:07So, definitely,
09:08of course,
09:09full regretter.
09:10I would not want to repeat that again.
09:12Lastly,
09:12if you have a chance to enter
09:13in the house,
09:15what do you want to do
09:17and what do you want to do?
09:18How do you want to do the equation?
09:19Those people thought
09:20that my personality
09:21was confusing
09:22or fake.
09:23I will show them
09:24so real
09:25that I will tell them
09:27who is fake at home.
09:29Lastly,
09:29what do you want to give a message to the fans?
09:31I would just say
09:32thank you so much
09:34that you have listened to my song
09:35and now
09:36listen to other songs.
09:37that's all I am.
09:39A vessel
09:40for my artistic expression
09:42and
09:43if you have won one day
09:46I will not stop.
09:48I can't stop.
09:48Can I have two lines
09:49of singing?
09:51Aye, aye, aye.
09:53Aye, aye, aye.
