00:00When we left the hospital, the dean called my mom, was like, hey, we need to talk about what happened.
00:06They were telling me if I was to pursue this, they were going to make sure I looked stupid in
00:12court.
00:12They were going to let everybody know I was a whore and I deserved everything that happened to me.
00:17I'm like, okay. So I kept my mouth shut.
00:20Every boy that was at that party that hurt me, they were sitting at that table.
00:24The dean told me I need to apologize to them because I caused them harm.
00:29And to this day, I never got no kind of justice.
00:32But I did get some messages sometimes from the guys telling me to keep my mouth shut.
00:37I did not quit. I did try to go to another school.
00:41When I was there, somebody found that I had PTSD from the first school.
00:46So every day I would have to go to this office and get checked, pat it down and everything, make
00:52sure I had no weapon.
00:53The only school that understood everything that I've been through and stuff, it was the school in Methodist University.
01:00And I got very far with Methodist.
01:02After the incident, I gained about over 300 pounds because I did not want no man to look at me
01:11or touch me.
01:12I want to say I lost about 80 pounds and I'm still losing as of now.
01:18Every day is hard because I suffer from survivor guilt.
01:22I feel like telling my story, I can help somebody.
01:27I feel like I'm losing.
01:28I feel like I'm losing.
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