00:00A hundred motherfuckers tell you they got a hundred motherfucking girls, a hundred million
00:04dollars, a hundred guns with that.
00:06Like, alright.
00:07Okay.
00:08Cool.
00:08That sound cool.
00:09But let me tell you about what it feel like to be in a room and you've really just like
00:14overly thin your head and you just really want to mellow out and just get through it.
00:18Pressure.
00:19Pressure.
00:26My man Reggie, he was like, man, I've recorded you a lot of times.
00:30You do a whole lot in a day and then you kind of forget about stuff.
00:34He's like, I need you to let this one marinate.
00:36That jump just stuck with me.
00:38Marinate.
00:38Let it marinate.
00:39Came back a week later.
00:40I remember I'm in a sauna in LA Fitness and just listen to him like, hmm, something hit.
01:15A lot of people that got vices, they feel alone.
01:18They got vices because they feel alone.
01:20You see me around people all the time.
01:22I'm present.
01:23I'm enjoying whatever, but like there's an emptiness.
01:26I'm trying to tell the listener that's like, yo, like I'm genuinely alone at some moments,
01:31but like I'm not alone because I got Bon and Sato.
01:35People get the hook wrong too.
01:37They say Blanco, Reposado.
01:40They say all types of stuff.
01:41It's Blanco and Sato.
01:42Sato is not a real...
01:44I study a lot of the songwriters.
01:46You know what I'm saying?
01:47Like making up like funky shit, just make it, just go.
01:52It gives you more feeling and more replay.
01:54You would've heard it if I said Blanco, Reposado.
02:04The threesome is myself, Claire Tequila, and Reposado.
02:10They're the two vices.
02:12I'm trying to get through this event.
02:14Like I just did B.T.
02:15I got like blitz.
02:17As soon as I got on the carpet and it's like, in my mind, I'm like, this is not normal.
02:20I need a shot to like fix this, because I'm like really trying to address her.
02:27It's just like, I'm like, this is why I made Blanco.
02:29Let's go easy up.
02:31Let's go easy down.
02:32Let's go easy down.
02:33And then bitch will get too mixed.
02:34He might got to kick you wild out.
02:37Yeah.
02:37Can't figure this out.
02:39She made me numb.
02:41She made me smile.
02:42She make me talk more.
02:44She made me loud.
02:45She know I'm at J.R.
02:47She know I hate a crowd.
02:48I'm notorious for not smiling for real.
02:52It's not that I don't want to smile.
02:53It's just that I feel awkward smiling.
02:57That's just how we grew up.
02:58If I'm loosened up and I got one or two with me, I might be more prone to do so.
03:05You take a little, you talk.
03:06You can actually get me to talk too much.
03:08I'm going to be loud.
03:21Now we going back to the days of club hosting and there's a lot of girls in the Sprinter.
03:26I don't know y'all.
03:28I don't really, there ain't going to be no connection.
03:29There's not going to be nothing, but we can all have a good time.
03:32But I'm turning on the person that I believe that I'm expected to be for the club promoter.
03:38The women that's around that see me on TV or whatever.
03:42I'm trying to, I want to be this person.
03:44I don't want to let them down.
03:44Will I remember this tomorrow?
03:48A little bit, but I know.
03:50You know what I'm saying?
03:51Like I got through it.
04:09I know everybody got an angle here and I don't judge y'all because this is where y'all,
04:17I have this city of for you, but I don't want to participate.
04:21I've been through that backstabbing shit too much.
04:23Got me drinking whatever this is.
04:25White or brown, cause I got to be gold in my beautiful house.
04:28No friend.
04:29They're my well-markers amigo.
04:30My mama don't ever say hi.
04:32She said, why are you single?
04:34I said, mommy, I'm sorry.
04:35I'm trying.
04:36Nobody going to let me like she do.
04:38And nobody going to let me like she do.
04:39And nobody be loving like we do.
04:41The pressure of being the first millionaire in your bloodline when I'm married.
04:46I could do 60,000 people rolling it out.
04:51So what are you doing with your life?
04:53It's like, okay.
04:54Pressure.
04:55Paranoia.
04:56Family pressure.
04:57Industry pressure.
04:58Pressure to be who they want me to be.
05:00So mommy, I'm sorry.
05:00I'm trying, but nobody going to let me like she do.
05:15Whatever you can think of in that bar and a half.
05:18That me dumb.
05:18That trying to be shallow.
05:20Stupid.
05:22Foolish.
05:23Gullible.
05:23Overly confident.
05:25Too sad.
05:26Too broken down.
05:27Whatever that thought was, it's probably my ego.
05:33Very, very unorthodox style right now.
05:36In this particular moment, or for the past year or two.
05:39I'll get a driver to drive me around.
05:41And I'll just think, just listen to anything.
05:44Just try to spark something.
05:45I don't want to have a bunch of writers and stuff around.
05:47So I just got to wait for it to come.
05:49Sometimes it takes three hours.
05:50Sometimes four hours.
05:51Sometimes it takes 20 minutes.
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