00:00It's fair to say that girls' night was a bit of a mess.
00:02Did you have any idea what you were getting yourself into?
00:05Honestly, no, because I feel like this was the first time that everyone had really spent that much of a
00:10night out like that in like a big group setting.
00:14So yeah, no, I had no idea.
00:16Well, one of the night's bombshell moments was when Georgia revealed that it was actually not the gay grapevine, but
00:21Charlie,
00:22who told you that she thought he was flirting with your boyfriend, Kevin.
00:26I didn't think it was that big of a deal, like in the moment.
00:29I thought it was way bigger a deal for you from what everyone was telling me.
00:31Who was telling you that?
00:33I mean, it's like, the way it was relayed to me.
00:38Okay, A by Charlie, yes.
00:41It's really unfortunate because I feel like Georgia specifically was trying to make it seem like Charlie said these things.
00:49And at this point, I like didn't believe her because she has reason to gain from this.
00:55She like obviously like has a vendetta against Charlie.
00:58She sees that him and I are cool right now.
01:00So I think it feels like she's trying to stir the pot a little bit, especially after changing her narrative
01:07all of a sudden.
01:09And that betrayal really did seem to hit hard because you were the person who stood by Charlie and kept
01:13inviting him to things after the whole crypto torture house scandal.
01:16Do you regret how loyal you were towards him?
01:20At this point, I did not regret how loyal I was.
01:24But later on, you will see.
01:26Sometimes being a loyal friend really does come back to bite you in the ass.
01:31Yeah, it's it sucks.
01:33Well, in the teaser for next week's episode, you confront Charlie for repeating what you said in confidence to Georgia
01:38and everything seems to kind of explode.
01:40I've said some nasty sh** and I don't want to be your friend anymore.
01:44Can you tease anything about that confrontation?
01:46It's not what's said in the moment.
01:48It's things that have been said in the past that really hurt the most.
01:52And sometimes when people change and grow and mature, they don't necessarily like they still have to account for their
01:59actions that they did in the past.
02:00And it hurts just as much as it would if it was present.
02:04Well, going back to Girls' Night, it's safe to say that Riley was not her best self.
02:08I'll show you.
02:09Looks straight, though.
02:10Looks straight.
02:11Come on, girl.
02:12Georgia, stop.
02:13Riley, it's her.
02:13Stop, stop, stop.
02:14Oh, s**t.
02:15Oh, Jesus.
02:16No, no, Riley.
02:18Were you surprised by her drunken behavior?
02:20And did you have any idea how much Georgia triggered her?
02:23I honestly did not think she was going to react that way and be triggered by Georgia like that.
02:28I also do want to say, though, that Riley is the youngest, and so I feel like she sometimes has
02:34like the hottest temper, but it's not necessarily like a her thing.
02:38It's just that's her personality, but also she's so young.
02:42And I don't know, it felt unfortunate that Georgia was like poking the bear a little bit, like to keep
02:46going with it.
02:47Well, later in the episode, Riley accuses Ariana of not having her back and de-escalating the evening.
02:52You know I'm in an argument with her, and you know she antagonizes me every single time, and you know
02:57people are not going to view me.
02:58If you were that way, why wouldn't you like say something or stop it before it even started?
03:03I tried to.
03:04You don't keep doing this over and over and over again.
03:06In my eyes, it kind of seemed like Ariana was doing all she could to step in and stop Riley
03:10from spiraling.
03:11What's your take on the situation?
03:13Ariana absolutely, yeah, Ariana absolutely was.
03:15Like I think Ariana and I, and even Ava, like it felt like everyone was trying to like de-escalate
03:20the entire situation.
03:21But Ariana especially, like is always there for Riley.
03:24Like she really, really was like, you know, trying to look out for her and get her home and like
03:29get her out of that situation.
03:30Because she knew she'd look back on it and be like, oh my God, what?
03:34Well, earlier this season you opened up to your mother about your struggles with work-life balance and the pressure
03:39you feel.
03:40I feel like I'm not just like stressed because it's my job.
03:43It's like I'm stressed because I'm taking care of like you guys and me.
03:46And like, I don't ever want to be a burden on anyone.
03:49You have a lot on your plate.
03:50I have done things for you does not mean that you have to give it back to me.
03:53How difficult was that conversation for you to have and how are you doing today?
03:57It was really difficult.
03:59I work myself to the bone.
04:03I just feel like that's how I was raised and I've always been like very strong-willed.
04:09So I try to not take help even when I need it, which is unfortunate.
04:12I don't like my parents to see me in like a vulnerable state because I want to be the one
04:17that's strong to take care of them and take care of my family and my brothers and everyone.
04:23So it's just like an immense pressure.
04:25But it was good to have the conversation and finally open up to her about that because it had been
04:30weighing on me for a while.
04:32And today I'm feeling a lot better about everything.
04:36It's still a struggle, but it's getting better.
04:39You've talked a lot about the not-so-great side of being a content creator, but have you been able
04:44to find joy in your work again?
04:45I have.
04:46And I think I started to really practice gratitude in different ways.
04:50And I feel like that has really made me like self-aware of how lucky and blessed I am.
04:55And I don't know, it kind of just like knocked me over the head to be like, okay, like how
04:59blessed am I to be stressed out and overwhelmed by the things I once prayed for?
05:03So, yeah, it feels good.
05:06And it's very clear that Ava Dash looks up to you and admires all that you've built.
05:10Are we going to see you continue your role model era in this season?
05:13Oh, my God.
05:14I don't know if I should be a role model, honey.
05:17But, yeah, I try to be like my best self.
05:21But, you know, at the end of the day, like I'm only human.
05:24And while it's great to have like my friends, like they ask me for advice, like look up to me
05:29in certain aspects of my career and stuff, I also want everyone to like build their own thing and like
05:34do their own thing.
05:35And what worked for me may not necessarily work for Ava or Riley or whoever, but I will always be
05:42a voice of reason for them and give them the best advice that I can.
05:45So, yeah.
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