00:09The last time I was a doctor, I'd done four years and ten months.
00:12It took a lot out of me and it hurt me.
00:14I'm constantly hurting my kids, constantly hurting them.
00:17I was just doing so much drugs and just didn't care, you know.
00:21Just lost the whole concept of everything.
00:25You know, I made a point to myself that I ain't going back.
00:29You know, it's about my kids.
00:35Been into the drug life. It impacted a lot.
00:39If you hungry, you gonna do what you have to do.
00:43That could be all of us.
00:45I mean, that was our life. That's all we know.
00:48My mom told us we ought to take care of all of us together
00:51because it's always going to be us at the end of the day.
00:55I want to stick around to keep him going to that light
00:59that we know is at the end of the tunnel.
01:08I basically started from ground zero again.
01:11Give these men a chance.
01:15If you don't open the door for them, they can't get nowhere.
01:18You're like, oh my God.
01:21I know I've been trying to grab it.
01:22I'm not giving up.
01:24If I give up, I lose.
01:28Sorry, you know, I'm not gonna lie.
01:30You know, since I've been home throughout this year,
01:32I've dabbled a little bit.
01:34You know, I'm weak.
01:35It don't take much and be off to the races again.
01:39They trying to say I had something to do with a sale that went down.
01:43My third strike, I'll be taken away from my family damn near the rest of my life.
01:47By the time I come home, I'll be 40-something years old.
01:52I don't know what to do next.
01:54That's all I got to say.
01:55I don't know what to do next.
01:58I want better for me.
01:59I want better for my sons.
02:02And I'm going to do it.
02:03I'm not going to try.
02:04I'm going to do it.
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