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00:00After being reborn, I decided to write my sister's name on the marriage application.
00:04This time, I would help Sebastian Holt achieve his wishes.
00:08I personally helped my sister Vivian try on the wedding dress,
00:11adjusting the veil with a soft smile.
00:13Vivian, you look beautiful.
00:17Sebastian will be stunned when he sees you.
00:20I let her wear the wedding dress first and slipped the engagement ring onto her finger myself.
00:24Vivian looked at me with surprised eyes.
00:27Rachel, how can I possibly accept this?
00:31This is your wedding.
00:32You and Sebastian?
00:34I smiled softly.
00:35Of course you can.
00:37You two are the ones who are truly meant to be together.
00:40I personally orchestrated every encounter between Sebastian and my sister.
00:44When he took her to the capital city, I stood at the door and said calmly,
00:48Go ahead, Seb.
00:50Take Vivian with you.
00:51She's never been to the capital before.
00:54I'll be fine.
00:54When he took her to the capital city, I headed to Southport University without a second thought.
01:00In my previous life, even when I was over 50 years old, he and our son still knelt before me.
01:06Sebastian's voice was hoarse as he begged,
01:08Rachel, please sign the divorce papers.
01:14I've suffered for too many years.
01:16Our son Albert lowered his head.
01:18Mom, you're inferior to Aunt Vivian in every way.
01:22Hey, just let Dad go.
01:24This time, I would fulfill his long-cherished wish and give him the romance he truly desired.
01:32Just fill in your name and give it to me.
01:36Sebastian Holt impatiently tapped the table.
01:38I stared at the marriage application,
01:41my fingertips gently rubbing the rough edges of the paper as my thoughts drifted.
01:45In my previous life, I solemnly filled in my own name as if I were handling a sacred decree,
01:51then excitedly dragged Sebastian to buy our wedding things.
01:55All I ended up getting was a harsh scolding from him because he was rushing back to take care of
01:59Vivian Hayes during her period.
02:01Now I just responded dismissively.
02:04I got it.
02:05I glanced up at his anxious expression and that hand that kept checking his watch.
02:09He was wearing a white shirt today with sleeves rolled up to his elbows,
02:13revealing his well-defined forearms.
02:15I remembered that Vivian loved this look on him most.
02:18She said it made him look clean and refreshed.
02:21I said, suppressing the bitterness rising in my heart while feigning nonchalance.
02:25If you use as imbergent to minch really, go ahead.
02:29I'll family back tinker to deceasers.
02:31Don't worry.
02:32Since we're getting married, I'll take responsibility for you.
02:35But stop being jealous of Vivian from now on.
02:38If others find out, it'll damage her reputation.
02:41He said nothing more and hurriedly turned to leave.
02:45I took a deep breath, trying to calm my erratic heartbeat,
02:48but my mind could not stop replaying scenes from my previous life.
02:51On our wedding night, he used the excuse of caring for my sick sister and never came home.
02:57Later, when his military posting required relocation,
03:01he only took Vivian along, saying she had never been to the Capitol before.
03:05Even on the day our son was born,
03:08Sebastian was not available as he was busy comforting Vivian through her divorce.
03:12Right up to my deathbed, our son Albert Holt still earnestly pleaded,
03:16Mom, just divorce Dad.
03:18You're inferior to Aunt Vivian in every way.
03:20Dad has suffered by being with you all these years, so let him go.
03:24I lay weakly in the hospital bed, my body frail and trembling.
03:28Turning my head with great effort, I looked at my indifferent husband sitting beside me.
03:33My voice was hoarse and barely above a whisper.
03:36Sebastian, do you also think this way?
03:40Do you also believe I've made you suffer all these years?
03:44Sebastian remained silent.
03:46He didn't look at me.
03:47His eyes stayed fixed on the floor, his face expressionless.
03:51The long, deathly silence was his only answer.
03:54Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes.
03:56With the last bit of strength I had, I said softly,
04:00I understand.
04:01I bit down hard on my lower lip until I tasted blood, then slowly released it.
04:07No, I would not repeat the same mistakes in this lifetime.
04:12I picked up the pen and slowly wrote two words in the applicant column.
04:17Vivian Hayes.
04:18Since Sebastian loved Vivian so much, he should have it his way.
04:22I handed the completed application to the clerk, took the marriage certificate, and left the city clerk's office.
04:28I felt no sadness instead.
04:30There was an indescribable sense of liberation.
04:33In my previous life, Vivian and I were adopted by the Holt family after our parents died in the line
04:38of duty.
04:39Vivian had a silver tongue and knew exactly how to charm people, winning over Sebastian's parents so completely that they
04:46treated her better than their own daughter.
04:49Mom, you treat me even better than my own mother did when she was alive.
04:54I'm really so lucky to be your daughter in this lifetime.
04:58Dad, I heard you haven't been feeling well lately.
05:02This is especially for you, the soup.
05:03You have to drink a few more bowls, okay?
05:06I hope you stay healthy and strong.
05:08Sebastian's mother, Penelope Cain, even harbored early hopes of having Vivian marry Sebastian.
05:13However, with just one simple statement from Vivian.
05:18Sister is my only family.
05:21I don't want to compete with her.
05:23She managed to make Sebastian willingly choose me instead.
05:26In reality, Vivian was just stringing Sebastian along.
05:30After all, Sebastian was merely a captain at the time.
05:33She wanted to wait for someone better.
05:43Seb, you actually didn't stay with my sister.
05:46And came back specially to accompany me.
05:49Will she get angry?
05:51Sebastian naturally wrapped his arm around her waist, his palm slowly sliding down the side of her waist, his tone
05:57low and intimate.
05:58Is her anger important?
06:00Every time you get your period, your face turns pale from the pain.
06:04How could I possibly leave you alone at home?
06:07His fingertips traced lazy circles around her waist dimple.
06:10Vivian's body trembled slightly, but she didn't pull away.
06:14Instead, she leaned even closer into his embrace.
06:17A hint of triumph flashing in her eyes.
06:19Then, Sab, after you marry my sister, will you still treat me this well?
06:26Will you stop wanting me?
06:28Sebastian lowered his head to look at her.
06:30His hand slowly traveled upward from her waist, tracing inch by inch along her spine.
06:35Finally stopping at the back of her neck where he gently pinched it.
06:40Silly girl.
06:41Who else would I treat well if not you?
06:43If your sister dares to bully you, I'll divorce her.
06:46Do you believe me?
06:47Vivian's cheeks flushed red.
06:49She glared at him coquettishly and reached out as if to push him away.
06:53Her palm pressing lightly against his chest, but without any real strength.
07:01I took a deep breath, composed myself, and walked into the house as if nothing had happened.
07:09Sebastian and Vivian both froze on the spot.
07:11They stared at me with faces full of shock and disbelief.
07:14You...
07:16Why are you here?
07:19I'm just checking on Viv.
07:22Because she wasn't feeling well.
07:24I hummed indifferently and turned to head to my room.
07:26In my previous life, I fought with him countless times over their inappropriate intimacy.
07:31In this lifetime, I refused to waste my time and energy.
07:35He called out to me from behind.
07:37Seeing my calm and indifferent reaction, his face instantly darkened.
07:41Unable to maintain his composure, he spoke with a mix of shame and anger.
07:46You don't need to be jealous of your sister.
07:48If I really wanted to marry her, I would have done it long ago.
07:52You wouldn't even be in the picture.
07:56I stopped in my tracks, turned around, and looked at him.
07:59My expression remained completely calm without the slightest ripple.
08:03Hmm.
08:04You're right.
08:05So you don't need to explain anything to me either.
08:09Rachel, how about we buy some wedding favors to distribute to the other military wives in the housing complex?
08:16I looked at him with surprise, then realized this was probably his way of compensating for my unusual silence.
08:22No need.
08:23There's no point in such formalities.
08:28He was stunned, probably finding it hard to imagine I would refuse such a proposal.
08:33Are you angry because Seb took care of you, Rash?
08:36Vivian emerged from her room with a face full of grievance and innocence.
08:40She was wearing the dress I had bought explicitly for our wedding photos.
08:44Something I saved up half a year for in my previous life, but never dared to wear even once.
08:49Seeing my gaze, Vivian frantically explained,
08:51I saw this beautiful outfit by your bedside today and wanted to try it on.
08:55I forgot to change out of it.
08:59She lowered her head, wringing her fingers like a child who had done something wrong.
09:03Sebastian instinctively began.
09:05Rachel, don't.
09:07I interrupted him calmly.
09:08It looks good on you.
09:10Keep it.
09:11I've never worn it anyway.
09:13I still remembered the faint smell of blood and sweat on that dress,
09:17and how I ran home crying in the middle of the night.
09:20The memory disgusted me now.
09:21Under their astonished gazes, I returned to my room and locked the door.
09:30I pulled out the folder containing my acceptance letter from Southport University.
09:34In my previous life, I wanted to live in Southport.
09:37Especially Southport University offered my dream major in finance and economics.
09:42In my past life, I gave up my education to support Sebastian
09:46and willingly stayed home to care for his parents.
09:49This time, I still had a chance, so I wanted to live only for myself.
09:53I flipped through the calendar.
09:54Looking at the marked date, I whispered softly to myself,
09:58Only ten more days.
10:01Just ten days and I can finally leave this place.
10:05A sudden knock interrupted my thoughts, and I opened the door impatiently.
10:09Sebastian stood there holding a bowl of noodles, his tone gentle as he said,
10:13You must be hungry.
10:15I made you some instant noodles.
10:16I was dazed for a moment.
10:18In my previous life, he was either cold as ice toward me or only spoke harshly.
10:23I had not seen Sebastian acting this tender and affectionate in a long time.
10:27No need.
10:28I already ate outside.
10:31How is that possible?
10:33Aren't you always reluctant to spend money?
10:36His words stung.
10:40I used to be reluctant to spend money, living frugally and spending most of my part-time earnings to buy
10:46him things.
10:47Now that I was going to university, there would be plenty of expenses, so every penny needed careful planning.
10:53I looked up at him, my tone calm as I said,
10:56I remember a few days ago, I gave you the money to buy wedding supplies.
11:00You didn't seem to buy anything.
11:03Give me the money back.
11:05He froze, then awkwardly explained.
11:08That money.
11:09Well, I already bought Leah those for Viv with me.
11:12I could not help but curl my lip.
11:13How predictable.
11:14It was the same old story.
11:16Well, if there's nothing else, I'm closing the door.
11:19I want to sleep.
11:20I'll give you the money tomorrow.
11:22His tone carried some irritation.
11:25We're husband and wife.
11:27Do you really need to be so petty?
11:29I could not help but snort coldly.
11:31So after you use my hard-earned savings to buy things for someone else?
11:35I'm not even allowed to be annoyed.
11:38Knowing he was in the wrong, he still muttered stubbornly.
11:41You're so unreasonable.
11:42I could not be bothered to argue further and slammed the door shut.
11:48Over the next few days, I sold off some worthless possessions mementos from my previous life that once held meaning.
11:55Now they seemed like nothing but cheap junk.
11:57I packed them all up and sold them to a scrap dealer for a pittance.
12:01That afternoon, while continuing to pack, Sebastian appeared before me holding some money.
12:06He stiffly said,
12:08Here's your money.
12:09I took the money and nodded.
12:11Thanks.
12:12He looked at me with mixed emotions, his gaze falling on my packed luggage.
12:16I'm planning to have Viv come with me to the capital.
12:19You don't need to pack.
12:21I did not stop packing and simply nodded.
12:23He seemed unaccustomed to this attitude from me, appearing somewhat uneasy.
12:28What's wrong with you lately?
12:29You're like a completely different person.
12:32I turned around impatiently.
12:34I did not want any complications.
12:37Although Sebastian did not love me,
12:39if he discovered that Vivian's name was on the marriage license,
12:42he might very well divorce her and marry me for her sake.
12:45I wanted no further entanglement with this despicable pair.
12:49Nothing.
12:50I just want to organize my thing so I can move back to the countryside.
12:54After you go to the capital.
12:55He breathed a sigh of relief and explained,
12:58It's not that I don't want you to tag along.
13:00It's just that Viv has never seen the capital and wants to visit.
13:04I'll bring you there in a few months.
13:05I nodded absentmindedly.
13:07I still remember the day I stepped off the train.
13:10The capital was cold and magnificent,
13:12yet I stood alone at the station with a worn-out suitcase
13:15watching him force a smile while his eyes were full of exhaustion and regret.
13:20He never once held my hand that day.
13:22In my previous life, he never sent for me for eight whole years.
13:26Only after Vivian married a high-ranking general's son from the capital
13:30did he bring me there in despair.
13:32He watched me with unease.
13:35Usually, I would talk his ear off about everything and anything when we were alone.
13:39Now that I was barely speaking, he seemed on edge.
13:43Didn't you always want to take wedding photos?
13:45Let's go to the photo studio tomorrow.
13:47That would not work for me as I planned to buy university supplies tomorrow.
13:51Just as I was about to make an excuse, Vivian walked in and affectionately hugged Sebastian's arm.
13:58Sab, what photo studio? I want to take pictures to.
14:02Sebastian smiled and patted Vivian's head.
14:05Sure. We'll all go together tomorrow.
14:07You two go ahead.
14:09I have something to do tomorrow.
14:11Sebastian frowned.
14:13What could be more important than taking wedding photos?
14:15Let's take the photos first.
14:18Then I'll go shopping with you.
14:19His tone was firm and did not allow for refusal.
14:22Vivian pooted playfully.
14:24Exactly, Ratch.
14:25You're not avoiding this because of me, are you?
14:27I did not want to argue further and agreed to go.
14:33Early the next morning, I heard Sebastian coaxing Vivian to get out of bed in gentle pleading tones from her
14:38room.
14:39The circle on the calendar reminded me that there were four days left.
14:42In four days, I could completely escape this life.
14:46Just when my patience was wearing thin, they finally emerged from the room, taking their sweet time.
14:52Sebastian attentively took some water and personally washed Vivian's face.
14:56Lost in thought, I watched as Sebastian approached me awkwardly, clutching a ring.
15:02Mrs. Gilbert reminded me to buy you a wedding ring.
15:04Here it is.
15:05I did not take it.
15:07In my previous life, this ring never existed.
15:10The moment Vivian saw it, she pooted.
15:12It's so pretty!
15:13I want one too!
15:15I generously offered.
15:17Then take it.
15:18Sebastian's face darkened immediately.
15:20Stop fooling around.
15:21This is our wedding ring.
15:23Vivian snatched the ring and slipped it onto her finger, waving it at Sebastian.
15:28Seb, does it look good on me?
15:30Sebastian gazed at Vivian with pure adoration, nodding with a foolish grin.
15:34Then he turned to me guiltily and whispered,
15:37I'll buy you another one next time.
15:42I nodded indifferently.
15:43I had heard his promises countless times, yet he never kept them.
15:48At the photo studio, Vivian went first, even taking several couple shots with Sebastian.
15:53When it was my turn with Sebastian, the photographer raised his camera but awkwardly lowered it again.
15:59Oh dear, I'm sorry.
16:02I'm out of film.
16:03I secretly rejoiced while maintaining a neutral expression.
16:07Oh well, forget it then.
16:09Outside the studio, Sebastian pulled a train ticket from his pocket and handed it to me.
16:14It was a standing room ticket to the capital, departing in four days.
16:18I didn't mean to abandon you.
16:20I'll get settled first and wait for you in the capital.
16:23The journey to the capital would take three days and nights.
16:26I could not fathom how he expected me to stand the entire way,
16:30especially since there was only one military dependent slot available.
16:34Where would I even live once I got there?
16:36However, asking now would not yield any satisfactory answers.
16:40Seeing me accept the ticket, Sebastian visibly relaxed.
16:43Don't worry.
16:44Even if you don't live in military family housing, you're still my only wife.
16:49I'll treat you well from now on.
16:51I only see Vivas as a sister.
16:58Suddenly, a car shot out from around the corner, heading straight for us.
17:03Sebastian instinctively pulled Vivian into his arms and dodged to safety.
17:07In the chaos, someone pushed me hard from behind.
17:09The car was bearing down on me.
17:11My body froze in terror.
17:14Seb! Watch out!
17:15The vehicle swerved sharply at the last second, but still struck me,
17:19sending me flying before dragging me along the rough pavement.
17:23Intense pain exploded throughout my body.
17:25Darkness crept into my vision as cold sweat poured down my face.
17:29The driver frantically jumped out of the car, his face pale with panic.
17:34Miss, are you okay? Oh my god, I'm so sorry.
17:36I didn't see you! Someone call an ambulance!
17:39A crowd quickly gathered around, pointing and whispering.
17:43Through the sea of onlookers, my gaze fixed steadily on Sebastian.
17:47At this moment, he was still tightly holding Vivian, gently stroking her back to comfort her.
17:52He was completely oblivious to the fact that I had been hit.
17:55Seb! I'm so scared! My legs feel weak!
18:00Don't be afraid. I'm right here.
18:02Are you hurt anywhere? Let me check you properly.
18:04Perhaps he had noticed, or perhaps he simply did not care.
18:08I smiled bitterly.
18:09The last trace of hesitation in my heart vanished completely.
18:17So this is what you meant by I'll treat you well from now on.
18:20Sebastian froze.
18:22He opened his mouth, then took a step forward, wanting to come over.
18:25At that moment, Vivian suddenly reached out and grabbed Sebastian's arm tightly,
18:29her voice soft and trembling.
18:31Seb! It hurts! My waist hurts so much!
18:35Sebastian's body immediately stopped.
18:37He looked back at Vivian, his expression full of concern and hesitation.
18:41In the end, he didn't take another step toward me.
18:43The driver helped carry me into the car and rushed me to the hospital.
18:47After a thorough examination, I learned it was fortunately just external injuries,
18:51and minor internal displacement.
18:53I lay in the hospital bed, aching all over, yet my heart felt strangely calm.
18:58The driver, who had been waiting anxiously outside, finally came in.
19:02He looked guilty and uneasy as he asked,
19:05Miss, are you feeling a little better?
19:07Do you have any family members I can call for you?
19:10I can contact them right away so they can come take care of you.
19:13I slowly shook my head, my voice weak but calm.
19:16None need.
19:17I don't have any family.
19:18The driver was stunned for a moment, his expression turning even more apologetic.
19:23He opened his mouth but didn't know what to say,
19:26eventually just nodding awkwardly and leaving the room quietly.
19:28I lay in the hospital bed, staring at the white ceiling.
19:32A faint, bitter smile appeared on my lips.
19:37Late into the night, Sebastian walked in with a weary face.
19:41Seeing that I was awake, panic flashed across his features.
19:45Rachel, how are you feeling?
19:46Any better?
19:48I looked at him coldly without speaking.
19:50He rubbed his hands together, explaining uneasily,
19:53Viv was a bit traumatized by the shock.
19:56I've been staying with her, so...
19:58He awkwardly fell silent under my stare.
20:01Rachel, listen to me.
20:02The situation was so urgent, and Viv was closer to me.
20:05I instinctively...
20:06I didn't know you would get hit.
20:08She's Stivon Gat.
20:09He paused, seemingly searching for the right words.
20:12I interrupted him.
20:14When are you leaving for the capital?
20:16He answered cautiously.
20:18Tomorrow.
20:19I see.
20:21I want to rest now.
20:22Please leave.
20:23I closed my eyes, dismissing him.
20:25Sebastian wanted to say more, but he ultimately had the sense to leave.
20:32Our mom, Penelope, came to visit the next day.
20:35She carried a thermos with her, her face beaming with a smile.
20:39Rachel, dear.
20:41Sebastian asked me to take care of you.
20:43Are you feeling better?
20:45Much better.
20:46Thank you, Mom.
20:47While ladling soup for me, she chattered on,
20:50Sebastian is so clumsy.
20:52I don't know if he take proper care of Viv.
20:55Halfway through, she seemed to suddenly realize something and awkwardly closed her mouth.
21:00Mom.
21:00Vivian's name on the AMR I-Ridge license to Sebastian.
21:04Penelope froze, taking a long moment to process this.
21:08What did you say?
21:09The marriage application I submitted had Vivian name on it.
21:12Of course the marriage license belonged to the them.
21:14Penelope's face revealed shock before it transformed into pure joy.
21:18Rachel, you're such a good girl.
21:21I knew you were the most sensible one.
21:23She excitedly gripped my hand.
21:25Rachel, thank you.
21:28Thank you for making their happiness possible.
21:31I smiled faintly without responding.
21:38Making their happiness possible?
21:40I was only securing my own freedom.
21:42She had always favored Vivian anyway.
21:45In my previous life, despite all my devoted care for her,
21:49she still left her entire inheritance to Vivian in her old age.
21:52Mom, don't tell Sebastian and Viva about this yet.
21:55Penelope beamed.
21:57Of course, of course I understand.
22:00So, what are your plans now?
22:02I'm leaving in a few days, too.
22:04Penelope wanted to ask more,
22:06but she still patted my hand gently and said with rare softness,
22:10Rachel, you've always been a good and sensible child.
22:13Mom will remember your kindness.
22:16I smiled faintly and replied calmly,
22:18as long as you and the family are well, that's enough for me.
22:22Penelope wanted to ask more,
22:23but her mind was completely occupied with their wedding.
22:26I simply closed my eyes and pretended to sleep.
22:34On the day I was discharged, I did not notify anyone.
22:37Before leaving, I wrote a letter to Sebastian.
22:40Sebastian, by the time you read this letter,
22:43I'll already be on a train heading south.
22:46I know you've always loved Viv,
22:48so I'm making your wishes come true.
22:50Our fate together has run its course.
22:53I wish you both happiness.
22:55I sealed the letter together with the train ticket to the Capitol
22:58and the marriage certificate in an envelope,
23:00then mailed it to his address in the Capitol.
23:03Dragging my suitcase, I headed straight for the train station.
23:06The air in Southport was humid and warm.
23:09I felt somewhat dazed as I stood before Southport University.
23:13Walking through the campus, I experienced a genuine sense of rebirth.
23:17During the day, I sat in classrooms,
23:19listening attentively and absorbing knowledge.
23:21At night, I worked at a small restaurant,
23:24serving tables and washing dishes,
23:25until my back ached and my limbs were sore.
23:28Even so, this exhaustion felt grounding.
23:31After a month, I gradually adapted to this busy but fulfilling life.
23:35That was until I saw Sebastian downstairs at my dormitory.
23:42Rachel, why did you do this?
23:44Why did you write Viv's name on the marriage application?
23:47Why didn't you come to the Capitol?
23:49His voice was filled with anger and confusion.
23:52I looked at him coldly.
23:53I don't want a husband whose heart belongs to someone else.
23:56It's disgusting and unbearable.
23:58He stared at me in disbelief.
24:00How can you talk like this?
24:01You weren't like this before.
24:03I turned my face away as waves of nausea swept over me.
24:06I did not want to look at him for even one more second.
24:10Sebastian, I just want to study hard and start a new life.
24:14Vivian is the one you've always wanted, isn't she?
24:16You should treasure each other and stop bothering me.
24:19He ran his hands through his hair in frustration.
24:22What are you talking about?
24:23I've always treated Viv like a sister.
24:26I laughed coldly.
24:27What kind of siblings embrace and steal kisses from each other?
24:31Once, I had caught him stealing a kiss from sleeping Vivian.
24:34That tender expression was something I would never forget.
24:38A flash of shame crossed his face.
24:40Then he exploded in embarrassed anger.
24:43Rachel, stop talking nonsense.
24:45Vivian and I are completely innocent.
24:48Your so-called sibling affection disgustes me to my core.
24:52Let me go and let yourself go too.
24:54His face turned ashen and he seemed at a loss for words.
25:00I remembered when I first arrived at the Holtz as a child.
25:03The fear of being dependent on others' charity made me afraid to eat my fill.
25:08At night, when the hunger became unbearable, I would sneak into the yard to eat leaves.
25:12Sebastian had caught me once.
25:14He shared his snacks with me and comforted me.
25:17Don't be afraid, Rachel.
25:19I'll protect you from no one.
25:20That moment of warmth made me fall deeper and deeper.
25:23That was why I was still willing to marry him in my previous life, even though Sebastian did not love
25:29me initially.
25:30Over the next few days, Sebastian continued lurking around the campus.
25:34I deliberately avoided him, unwilling to have any further contact.
25:38However, I never expected him to approach the dean about having me expelled.
25:42When I was called to the dean's office, Sebastian was sitting there, looking upright and formal.
25:47Fury burned within me as I demanded,
25:49Sebastian, what exactly do you want?
25:52What gives you the right to demand my expulsion?
25:55I want you to come back with me.
25:56He stood up and walked toward me, reaching out to take my hand.
25:59However, I stepped back sharply, avoiding his touch.
26:03Go back.
26:04Go back to continue watching you and Vivian being all lovey-dovey.
26:09His face stiffened.
26:10Then he exploded in embarrassment.
26:12Rachel, stop talking nonsense!
26:15We are husband and wife, after all.
26:17What's the point of your running off to Southport like this, making us live apart indefinitely?
26:22I was almost amused by his shamelessness.
26:25Sebastian, Vivian is your wife.
26:27Her name is on the marriage certificate, and she's the one you love.
26:30His face turned livid, as he said, through gritted teeth.
26:33That was a mistake.
26:35Mistakes should be corrected.
26:37My past behavior made you misunderstand me.
26:39I won't act that way anymore.
26:41My heart turned cold.
26:42Those familiar words.
26:44He had said the same thing in my previous life, yet he still turned around and carried
26:48on intimately with Vivian.
26:49I turned to the dean, speaking earnestly.
26:52Mr. Anderson, I truly want to continue studying here.
26:55Please don't make me withdraw.
26:57Caleb Anderson looked at me, then at Sebastian.
27:00He pondered for a moment and said,
27:02Mr. Holt, since you have no relationship with Rachel, you cannot process her withdrawal.
27:06I finally breathed a sigh of relief.
27:08Sebastian wanted to say more, but was interrupted by Caleb.
27:12Mr. Holt, if there's nothing else, please leave.
27:15I have work to handle.
27:20In the following days, Sebastian continued to haunt me like a persistent ghost.
27:25His harassment was unbearable and affected my study efficiency.
27:29What made it even worse was that Vivian came too.
27:32Seb, please, let's go back and get a divorce.
27:35I don't want this.
27:36I don't want to steal my sister's husband.
27:38I'm a terrible person.
27:39She tugged at Sebastian's sleeve, sobbing uncontrollably.
27:43Sebastian held her tenderly in his arms, gently patting her back.
27:46Viv, sweetheart, don't cry.
27:48This isn't your fault.
27:51We'll go back right now.
27:52It's my fault for making you suffer.
27:54Vivian cried pitifully and made a show of kneeling before me.
27:57Rach, I'm sorry.
27:59Please don't be angry with Sab.
28:01I know you misunderstood my relationship with him.
28:04Don't kneel.
28:06It's my fault for making you suffer.
28:08We'll go back right now.
28:09He even glared at me, his eyes seeming to accuse me of being unreasonable.
28:13More and more students gathered around, pointing and whispering.
28:17I could not be bothered to watch this farce any longer and turn to leave.
28:21Let them perform if they wanted.
28:23I would not be their audience.
28:27Vivian was quite capable, as Sebastian stopped coming that very day.
28:30I threw myself into my studies, joined the school's math club, and met Gabriel Campbell.
28:36He was tall and lean, wore black-rimmed glasses, and had a sunny smile.
28:40He excelled at mathematics and often tutored me.
28:42Gradually, we became close.
28:44Just when I thought life was finally getting back on track,
28:47Sebastian's letters arrived one after another, persistent and relentless.
28:51Rachel, are you still angry with me?
28:53I know I was wrong.
28:55Please come back.
28:56Rachel, Viv is pregnant.
28:58The child is mine.
28:59I know this is hard for you to accept, but please believe me.
29:03You're the only one I love.
29:05Rachel, surely there's a limit to sulking.
29:08What do I have to do for you to forgive me?
29:10I tore his letters to shreds and threw them in the trash.
29:13I had no idea what gave him the audacity to think I would change my mind.
29:17It was probably just thick skin.
29:21That day, the restaurant where I worked part-time was filled with cooking fumes as I efficiently cleared tables.
29:27Looking up, I saw Gabriel sitting in a corner booth.
29:30He smiled at me gently, but I avoided his gaze and continued working.
29:34When my shift ended, he was still sitting there with several untouched dishes in front of him.
29:38Let's eat together.
29:40He gestured to the seat across from him.
29:42No need.
29:43I've already eaten.
29:44I tried to decline, but my stomach betrayed me with an audible growl.
29:48He chuckled softly.
29:50Being shy won't help.
29:51Come sit down.
29:52Unable to refuse his kindness, I sat across from him.
29:55The hearty stew bubbled in the pot, its warmth dispelling the chill from my body.
30:00I ate ravenously, completely abandoning any pretense of manners.
30:04Eat slowly.
30:05No one's competing with you.
30:09Halfway through the meal, I suddenly felt something tickling my nose.
30:13Looking up, I saw Gabriel watching me with amusement, holding a small piece of carrot between his fingers.
30:19Does your face want to eat too?
30:20He teased.
30:21My cheeks flushed red as I lowered my head in embarrassment.
30:24After a moment of silence, I spoke softly.
30:27Gabriel, I know how you feel.
30:29But right now, I just want to focus on my studies.
30:32I don't want to think about anything else.
30:35Can we put everything else on hold for now?
30:38Gabriel looked at me quietly for a few seconds, his gentle smile never fading.
30:43He nodded understandingly.
30:45Of course.
30:46I respect your decision.
30:48He reached out and lightly ruffled my hair, his voice warm and patient.
30:52Focus on your studies first.
30:54I'll wait for you.
30:55There's no rush.
30:56My heart warmed slightly, but I still lowered my eyes without replying.
31:00When Christmas break arrived, Penelope's calls came one after another, each more urgent than the last.
31:06On the third call, Penelope's voice came through the phone, warm yet pressing.
31:10Rachel, it's almost Christmas.
31:13When are you coming home?
31:14The whole family is waiting for you.
31:16You've been away for so long.
31:18Don't tell me you're not coming back this year.
31:20She paused for a moment, then softened her tone with a hint of coaxing.
31:24Come back early, okay?
31:25Mom has already prepared your favorite dishes.
31:27Sebastian and Vivian are also home.
31:29It won't feel complete without you.
31:31You can't be heartless after we raised you all these years, right?
31:34After all, the Holtz had raised me.
31:36I could not be completely heartless toward them.
31:39After much deliberation, I bought a train ticket and returned to Mountain City with bags full of gifts.
31:46The moment I stepped through the Holtz family's front door, I heard sharp, harsh shouting.
31:51Sebastian, what do you mean by this?
31:53I'm carrying your child.
31:55I'm dead in it.
31:56I froze when I saw Vivian with a protruding belly, screaming at Sebastian.
32:01Sebastian's face was ashen, but he did not dare argue back, only trying to placate her in low, submissive tones.
32:07Viv, calm down.
32:08The doctor said you can't get too emotional right now.
32:11It's bad for the baby.
32:12I want that coat, and you're going to buy it for me right now.
32:16Viv, I'll buy it for you next time, okay?
32:19You've already used up this month's allowance.
32:22Sebastian carefully helped Vivian sit down.
32:24It's because you're useless.
32:26You're still just a captain after all this time.
32:29You didn't give the money to my sister, did you?
32:31Sebastian's expression changed.
32:33Viv, don't talk nonsense.
32:34I cut things off with her long ago.
32:36Cut things off?
32:37Do you think I'm stupid?
32:38You write to her every few days?
32:40Do you think I don't know?
32:41You don't have me in your heart at all.
32:44You only think about her.
32:45Vivian cried and screamed, pounding Sebastian's chest.
32:49Sebastian looked thoroughly annoyed as he roared.
32:51I told you I don't.
32:53Standing in the doorway, I found this scene absurdly laughable.
32:58In my previous life, he secretly contacted Vivian behind my back.
33:03In this life, he secretly wrote to me behind Vivian's back.
33:06He was just someone who wanted to have his cake and eat it too.
33:09The man was unfaithful to his core.
33:12Penelope was the first to notice me.
33:14Rachel, you're back.
33:16Come quickly and talk some sense into Viv.
33:19Her temper is getting worse and worse.
33:21She pulled at my hand, her tone carrying a note of flattery.
33:25I withdrew my hand and said coolly,
33:28I'm tired.
33:29I want to rest in my room first.
33:31Penelope's expression stiffened slightly, but she said nothing more,
33:35turning back to continue placating Vivian in hushed, submissive tones.
33:38She was completely different from the imperious mother I remembered.
33:42Back in my room, I pulled out Gabriel's Christmas gift from my luggage,
33:45a red cashmere scarf.
33:47I wrapped the scarf around my neck and looked in the mirror,
33:50unconsciously smiling.
33:51That evening, there was a knock at my door.
33:54I opened it to find Sebastian standing outside,
33:56looking haggard and anxious.
33:59Rachel, we need to talk.
34:01I stepped aside to let him in.
34:07He rubbed his hands together and summoned the courage to say,
34:10Rachel, you're the wife I've always wanted.
34:13I've been waiting for you.
34:15Viv's temper is getting worse and worse,
34:17and she spends money recklessly.
34:18I...
34:19I could not help but laugh mockingly.
34:21Waiting for me, Sebastian, do you even believe what you're saying?
34:24You're waiting for me while getting Vivian pregnant with your child.
34:28What do you take me for?
34:29His face flushed red, his eyes full of panic.
34:32Rachel, let me explain.
34:33I interrupted him.
34:34There's nothing to explain.
34:36You and Vivian already have a child together,
34:39so what more is there to say?
34:40I wish you both a long and happy marriage.
34:42May you be blessed with many children.
34:44He was silent for a few seconds, as if remembering something.
34:48I've been having dreams lately.
34:49Dreams where you're the one I married.
34:52You were gentle and virtuous staying home to care for my parents.
34:55He paused, his tone carrying a trace of pain.
34:58But in the dream, I only had eyes for Viv.
35:01I neglected you and hurt you.
35:03I was such a bastard.
35:04I even forced you to divorce me and let go of our son.
35:07I was astonished.
35:09He was actually dreaming about our previous life.
35:11He covered his face in anguish.
35:13I wronged you so terribly and now I want to make amends.
35:18Suppressing the fury rising in my heart,
35:20my voice turned ice cold as I said,
35:22If you truly want to make amends,
35:24then live well with Vivian and stop bothering me.
35:27That's what's best for both of us, sisters.
35:30Sebastian's eyes dimmed,
35:32his voice carrying a trace of unwillingness.
35:34But I always feel like you're the one who should be my wife.
35:37My patience finally ran out,
35:39and I issued a direct dismissal.
35:42Sebastian, you need to leave.
35:43These aren't words you should be saying
35:45and this isn't a place you should be coming to.
35:47He rose dejectedly and left my room with heavy steps.
35:50Watching his retreating figure,
35:52I did not feel even the slightest ripple in my heart.
35:55In both lives, he had always wavered between two women,
35:58greedily wanting to possess everything.
36:00I began to think that since Sebastian and Vivian
36:03were already living there,
36:04there was no need for me to stay.
36:06The Holtz place had never truly been my home anyway.
36:09The next morning, I packed my luggage
36:10and knocked on Penelope's door.
36:12I pressed a bank card into her hands,
36:15saying calmly,
36:16Penelope, thank you for taking care of me all these years.
36:19The money on this card is what I've saved over the years.
36:23Consider it repayment for raising me.
36:25Penelope froze for a moment, trying to refuse.
36:27Rachel, this won't do.
36:34Take it.
36:35I picked up my luggage and said flatly,
36:37I have matters to handle at school, I'm leaving now.
36:40With that, I left the house without looking back,
36:42feeling no attachment whatsoever.
36:44There was a long line at the ticket window.
36:46When I finally reached the front,
36:48there were no tickets to Southport available.
36:50The earliest ticket would not be until the day after tomorrow.
36:53I ran my hands through my hair in frustration.
36:56Where could I go now?
36:57I could not sleep on the streets.
36:58Just when I was at my wit's end,
37:00Gabriel appeared before me carrying bags and packages.
37:03Rachel.
37:04His face lit up with a delighted smile as he hurried over.
37:07I was a little surprised and greeted him with a smile.
37:10Gabriel, what a coincidence.
37:12You're from Mountain City too.
37:14Yes.
37:15What's this?
37:16Have you got nowhere to go?
37:17Gabriel's tone was full of concern.
37:20Why don't you spend Christmas Eve at my house?
37:22I froze for a moment and quickly waved my hands.
37:25That wouldn't be appropriate.
37:26Oh, what's inappropriate about it?
37:28He said with a laugh.
37:29It's just my grandmother and me at home.
37:32It's pretty quiet.
37:33Having you there would liven things up.
37:35Besides, it's Christmas Eve.
37:36I'd worry about you being all alone.
37:40He paused, then added.
37:42Please, Rachel.
37:43Just think of it as keeping my poor grandmother company.
37:46The old lady gets so bored at home by herself.
37:49His pitiful expression made me laugh despite myself.
37:52Unable to refuse such kindness,
37:54I finally agreed.
37:55As we left the station,
37:56a cold wind hit us,
37:57and I could not help but pull my coat tighter.
38:00Seeing this,
38:01Gabriel immediately took off his own coat
38:03and draped it over my shoulders.
38:04A faint woody fragrance surrounded me.
38:07Cold, isn't it?
38:08Mountain City is much colder than Southport.
38:11I shook my head,
38:12but warmth flooded my heart.
38:13Gabriel's home was in the old district of the city.
38:16It was a charming two-story building
38:18with traditional architecture.
38:19As soon as we entered the courtyard,
38:21I smelled the delicious aroma
38:23of roasted chicken from the oven.
38:24A silver-haired elderly lady stood at the kitchen door,
38:28smiling as she watched us approach.
38:30Gabriel, you're back!
38:33And who is this?
38:34The old lady's gaze fell on me.
38:36Then she said happily,
38:38Oh my!
38:39You brought home a beautiful young lady this year!
38:42I felt somewhat embarrassed and lowered my head,
38:44my cheeks warming slightly.
38:46Gabriel said with a smile,
38:48Grandma, this is my friend, Rachel.
38:55How wonderful!
38:56Come in and warm up!
38:57Gabriel's grandmother busied herself cooking
38:59while Gabriel helped carry my suitcase to the guest room.
39:03The guest room was small but clean and tidy,
39:05with bedding that smelled of sunshine.
39:07Gabriel said gently as he set down my suitcase,
39:10Rest for a while.
39:11Dinner will be ready soon.
39:13I nodded and sat on the edge of the bed,
39:15watching the snowflakes drift past the window.
39:17I felt an unprecedented sense of peace and tranquility.
39:21Perhaps this was what home felt like.
39:23That evening, we sat around the dinner table
39:25eating a steaming hot Christmas Eve meal.
39:28Mrs. Campbell continued to serve me food as she said,
39:31Rachel dear, you must visit often.
39:34My door is always open for you.
39:36I smiled and nodded, warmth filling my heart.
39:39After dinner, Gabriel suggested we take a walk
39:42in the nearby park.
39:43The winter park was nearly empty,
39:45with only a few couples huddled together,
39:47enjoying the rare quiet.
39:49We strolled along the lake,
39:50neither of us speaking.
39:52Snowflakes drifted down gently,
39:54settling on us like a thin veil.
39:56I broke the silence, speaking softly.
39:58Thank you, Gabriel.
40:00For what?
40:01For taking me in and giving me a warm sanctuary.
40:04Gabriel looked at me and teased with a smile.
40:06How about repaying me with your hand in marriage?
40:09I froze for a moment,
40:10then huffed with mock arrogance.
40:12In your dreams, though I said this,
40:15ripples stirred in my heart.
40:17Then tell me, how will you repay me?
40:19I'm the hero who rescued you from dire straits
40:21at the train station.
40:22His exaggerated tone made me laugh.
40:24I deliberately put on a stern face.
40:26Hero, I think you're just trying to extort me.
40:29He pretended to think deeply,
40:31then said with mock seriousness,
40:33Let me think.
40:34How about you cook me one meal every day
40:36and school starts?
40:37I could not help but roll my eyes.
40:38No way, my cooking is terrible.
40:41He looked at me with a grin.
40:42That's okay, I'm not picky.
40:44Besides, even if your cooking is awful,
40:46I'll eat every bite.
40:47His shameless attitude made me laugh
40:49despite my annoyance.
40:50Is this how you seek gratitude?
40:52You're clearly just trying to take advantage of me.
40:54He sighed with fake disappointment,
40:56then suddenly leaned closer.
40:57I felt my cheeks burning and quickly stepped back.
41:00Maybe I should try harder.
41:03Don't get any ideas.
41:05Seeing my flustered state,
41:07he could not help but laugh.
41:09Just teasing you.
41:10He reached out and gently ruffled my hair.
41:12Come on, let's go back.
41:14Grandma will worry.
41:15Back at Gabriel's place,
41:16Mrs. Campbell had prepared hot tea
41:18to ward off the cold.
41:19Holding the warm cup
41:21and feeling the cozy atmosphere
41:22of the Campbell household,
41:23I felt some anticipation for the future
41:26for the first time.
41:27Perhaps letting go of the past
41:29and starting afresh
41:30was not such a bad thing.
41:31On Christmas Eve,
41:32fireworks blazed outside the window,
41:34illuminating the entire night sky.
41:36The deafening sound of firecrackers
41:38rose and fell in waves.
41:41Standing by the window,
41:42I felt as if I were in another lifetime.
41:44Gabriel stood very close,
41:46his warm breath brushing against my ear,
41:48making me feel tingly.
41:49Merry Christmas, Rachel.
41:50I turned my head and met his deep gaze.
41:53In that moment,
41:54time seemed to stand still
41:55and my heart skipped a beat.
41:57Merry Christmas, Gabriel.
41:58He leaned close to my ear and whispered,
42:00I like you, Rachel.
42:02Outside the window,
42:03fireworks continued to bloom.
42:04They're brilliant colors
42:05reflecting on my face
42:06and on Gabriel's.
42:08Half a year later,
42:10my life at Southport University
42:12had gradually returned to normal.
42:14My grades were excellent
42:15and I even received a scholarship.
42:17Gabriel was still by my side,
42:19patient, gentle, and unchanged.
42:22That afternoon,
42:23I had just walked out of the library
42:24when I saw a familiar military vehicle
42:27parked at the entrance.
42:28Sebastian was standing beside the car.
42:30He had lost a lot of weight
42:32with dark circles under his eyes
42:33and messy stubble.
42:35His military uniform was wrinkled
42:37and clung to his body
42:38as if he hadn't slept in days.
42:40The moment he saw me,
42:42his eyes instantly turned red.
42:44Rachel, I was wrong.
42:46I really know I was wrong.
42:47His voice was so hoarse,
42:49it was almost inaudible.
42:50Vivian's child is gone.
42:52She lost control of her emotions,
42:53fell down the stairs,
42:54and the baby couldn't be saved.
42:56She's gone crazy.
42:57She really went insane.
42:58She smashed everything
42:59that could be smashed in the house
43:01and even grabbed a knife to attack me.
43:03Penelope was so angry,
43:04she had to be hospitalized.
43:06The doctor said
43:07it was a cerebral empergage.
43:08He covered his face,
43:10his shoulders shaking violently.
43:11I regret it, Rachel.
43:13I was wrong from the very beginning.
43:14You're the one I should have married.
43:16You're the one I should have cherished.
43:17He raised his head,
43:18his eyes bloodshot,
43:19his voice breaking with sobs.
43:21Can you give me another chance?
43:23Let's start over, okay?
43:24I looked at his disheveled, pathetic state
43:26and felt neither hatred nor pain,
43:28only complete calm.
43:30It was like looking at a complete stranger.
43:35Sebastian, do you know why
43:36I wrote Vivian's name
43:37on the marriage application back then?
43:39He froze.
43:40It wasn't because I wanted
43:41to help you two be together.
43:42It was because I didn't want to have
43:44anything to do with you ever again.
43:46My voice was soft,
43:47but every word was clear.
43:49I gave you everything.
43:51And what did you give me?
43:52Indifference?
43:53Betrayal?
43:55Humiliation.
43:56I don't want to repeat the same mistakes.
43:58Sebastian's lips trembled
43:59and tears finally fell.
44:01I really know I was wrong, Rachel.
44:03I'm begging you.
44:04He wanted to say more,
44:05but at that moment,
44:06a hand gently rested on my shoulder.
44:09Gabriel had walked up beside me
44:10at some point.
44:11He was wearing a dark gray coat
44:13and the scarf I had given him.
44:14There was a faint smile on his face.
44:17He didn't look at Sebastian,
44:18only lowered his head
44:19to look at me.
44:20It's time to eat.
44:21His tone was completely natural,
44:23as if he were saying
44:25the most ordinary thing in the world.
44:26Only then did he raise his head
44:28and glance at Sebastian.
44:30His gaze was calm,
44:31but polite.
44:32Hello,
44:33I'm Gabriel.
44:33If you have something to say,
44:35we can talk another day.
44:35She still has class.
44:37Sebastian stared at Gabriel's hand
44:38on my shoulder,
44:39his eyes practically shooting flames.
44:42Who are you?
44:43What's your relationship with Rachel?
44:44I tilted my face up,
44:46smiled at Gabriel,
44:47then turned to Sebastian.
44:48He's my boyfriend.
44:50We're doing very well now.
44:52Please don't come looking for me anymore.
44:55Sebastian's face turned deathly pale
44:56in an instant.
44:57He looked as if all the strength
44:59had been drained from his body.
45:00He staggered back two steps,
45:02opened his mouth,
45:03but no sound came out.
45:06Gabriel took my hand
45:07and we turned to leave.
45:09Behind us came the sound
45:10of Sebastian's suppressed crying,
45:12broken,
45:12intermittent,
45:13like a wounded beast
45:14howling in pain.
45:16I didn't turn back.
45:17Not once.
45:18Gabriel gently tightened his grip
45:20on my hand
45:20without saying a word.
45:22The setting sun
45:22stretched our shadows
45:23long and far,
45:25overlapping each other
45:26as if they would
45:27never separate again.
45:28I looked up at his profile,
45:30bathed in golden sunset light,
45:32and suddenly felt
45:33that all the suffering
45:34of this lifetime
45:34had been healed
45:35in this very moment.
45:36Gabriel seemed
45:37to sense my gaze.
45:39He turned his head,
45:40looked at me,
45:40and smiled with curved eyes.
45:42What is it?
45:43I smiled too
45:43and shook my head.
45:45Nothing.
45:45Let's go, I'm hungry.
45:46He didn't press further.
45:48He simply held my hand tighter,
45:50wrapping it warmly
45:51in his palm.
45:51He didn't press further.
45:52He didn't press further.
45:53He didn't press further.
45:54He didn't press further.
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