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Love Island UK S 13 EP 33 🇬🇧
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00:29At the post-couple recoupling, Angelista is facing the ultimate question. Do I stick or twist? But did Simba behave?
00:38Was he loyal?
00:39Is Angelista about to make a decision she'll regret? The answers to those questions are no, no and uh-oh.
00:49It's now time for you to decide if you want to stick with Simba or recouple with one of the
00:53boys standing in front of you.
01:02Have you made your decision? Yeah.
01:09So have you decided to stick with Simba or would you like to recouple?
01:13I've decided to stick with Simba.
02:30Well, Simba, as you can see, Angela Star has decided to stay loyal to you.
02:34How does that make you feel?
02:39Obviously, it's not nice to see you.
02:43Personally, I feel like, you know, when I came in here, obviously, as a bombshell, I got
02:47to know Angie straight away from the get-go.
02:49Like, the compatibility, like, levels were just, like, out of this world.
02:55Obviously, since then, you know, situations have happened.
02:58I've kind of sort of been able to, like, get to know a few other people.
03:01In Casa, I was definitely struggling.
03:04Being without Angie and also trying to understand how exactly I'm feeling.
03:09It's funny, it's Love Island, but for me, it's been definitely a lot about self-development
03:14as well.
03:14And I feel like being in Casa has allowed me to kind of understand myself a little
03:19bit more.
03:20And, obviously, me and Mara got to know each other.
03:24I felt like I would be doing myself a disservice if I wasn't true to myself and if I didn't
03:32really open myself up to potential connections.
03:35Do you feel like you're respectful to Angie and you there?
03:39Yes, I know.
03:40I'm not perfect by any means.
03:42I'm very flawed.
03:44You know, first night in Casa, again, temptation was there, but I respect for Angie.
03:48I'm not going to, like, kiss.
03:49I'm not going to really take things there in terms of, like, physical connections and
03:55stuff.
03:56The second day in Casa, you see me and Mara did kiss.
04:00I think the following day as well, we did kiss in Casa.
04:04Angelista, how does it feel hearing this?
04:07I'm speechless, to be honest.
04:11I'm actually speechless.
04:12I can't, I can't even, I cannot even, like, I am livid.
04:18I'm trying to hold it together.
04:22Yeah, it's what it is.
04:23Like, I'm just going to stay true to my feelings.
04:26If he wants to continue to chat to this one, that one, like, I just hug him the arse.
04:31Do you?
04:33Do you feel like maybe you missed a bit of an opportunity now not to get to know the other
04:36ones?
04:36No, I used Casa, like, as much as I could.
04:40I definitely tried, definitely tried, because I was like, he's unpredictable, I don't know
04:45what he's going to do.
04:47Yeah.
04:47And he just proved it.
04:50Where does that leave you now?
04:51Because, Simba, you've obviously had quite a few times to explore and...
04:57This isn't me saying, you know, it's over and, you know, I'm solely, like, I mean,
05:02Angie are done by any means and I want her to know that and hopefully, you know, she can
05:08give me a chance to really explain myself and, yeah.
05:12Do you want to give him another chance?
05:14In this moment, no.
05:26And Maura, how does that feel, hearing that?
05:29He's told me about Angie and he didn't want to hurt anybody.
05:31Okay.
05:32But he also wanted to be true to himself.
05:36So, I'm going to give him grace.
05:38I understand that.
05:39And, yeah, we do have a good connection, I would like to see.
05:44A lot of shocked reactions around the 5-8.
05:46Any of the girls want to say anything?
05:47You're actually such a joke as well.
05:49I'm really shocked.
05:50This is crazy.
05:51Really, really shocked.
05:52It worked, Simba.
05:52You had something so good with that.
05:54I know, I know.
05:54Like I said...
05:55No, you're actually an idiot, honestly.
05:57Didn't you pray for her?
05:58Yeah, like, for fuck's sake, are we forgetting what we said?
06:01God put her in your life.
06:04Like, what?
06:05Like, that's a joke.
06:06Honestly, and then the excuses and the excuses and the excuses.
06:09Like, it's a joke.
06:10How many tests do you need?
06:11Like, for fuck's sake.
06:12It's ridiculous if it's boring.
06:14Boring.
06:15Yawn, honestly.
06:16Lion King was right.
06:18Yeah, for real.
06:19Honestly.
06:20Okay, Simba and Maura, you can set up the fire pit.
06:38Oh.
06:39Is it a kilogram?
06:41Who are you just kidding me?
06:42In a certain way, so many tests.
06:45No, I'm just kidding.
06:47I was like a man right now.
06:47I want.
07:09Okay, okay.
07:26Aaron, Carlos and Will, sadly, you didn't find a connection with one of our girls.
07:31And we have two gorgeous girls from Kasa who also didn't find a connection, Nevaeh and
07:38Olivia.
07:38Who can save your soul, who can save your soul, who can save your soul, you guys look
07:55gorgeous.
07:59How are you both feeling?
08:01Good, aren't we?
08:02We're feeling good.
08:03We're okay.
08:04Yeah?
08:05Yeah.
08:05How was the Kasa experience for you?
08:08We enjoyed it.
08:09It was really good getting to know all of the boys.
08:11They were all really lovely.
08:12Obviously, I had a bit of a stronger connection with one of the boys in particular.
08:17Who was that?
08:18Finley.
08:19I just thought we had that instant connection.
08:22That's just how it felt.
08:23Finley, how was your connection?
08:25I was open to the Kasa experience.
08:28I thought, like, I kind of owed myself that.
08:31I genuinely thought, like, you were a lovely girl.
08:32We did really get along.
08:34But, obviously, that's not how we planned out.
08:38But, yeah.
08:39We did have a good time.
08:41And, Ellie, that's all right to hear?
08:43Hmm.
08:43No.
08:45Because I didn't do anything of the sort, but we'll talk about it, I guess.
08:49Yeah, we'll talk about it.
08:50And did you share a bed?
08:52Yeah, we shared a bed.
08:56We didn't even have a coach, did we?
08:59Honestly, we didn't.
09:00He was respectful.
09:02And, Nevaeh, how was your time at Kasa?
09:04So, I was getting to know Simba to begin with.
09:08He was quite disrespectful to me.
09:11In what way was Simba disrespectful?
09:14I just feel like he was kind of saying things to me and then, like, saying things to Mara.
09:19And it just...
09:20I just felt disrespected at times.
09:24Anything you want to say, Simba?
09:26I mean, so, I shared a bed with Nevaeh on the first night.
09:31Then, on the second night, like, Mara basically said to me that she wanted to share a bed with me.
09:35So, I asked Nevaeh, basically, if she wouldn't mind sleeping in a bed with Samraj.
09:41And, basically, she got my head bit off.
09:43She kind of just had a go at me a little bit.
09:45You know, I don't even, like, know the girl that well, so...
09:48I think a lot of the time, like, when I did speak, it was out of anger.
09:51I'm an emotional girl.
09:52So, like, you made me feel a type of way.
09:53I was true to myself and that's what I could be, really.
09:56Yeah, no dramas. All good.
09:59Girls, you also had a secret challenge in Kassar, which the boys don't know about.
10:04We did.
10:09Do you want to let them know?
10:11No. Let them know.
10:13This is fun, isn't it?
10:15So, we were basically sent to get a statement to match each boy.
10:20And we had to snap a selfie with that boy.
10:23So, yeah, it was pretty fun, girls, wasn't it?
10:26I think we smashed it too far.
10:28Like, we smashed it.
10:28Yes, we did.
10:29So, basically, boys, photos got sent to the villa of you.
10:34Um...
10:34Yeah, we got some pickies.
10:36Oh, my God.
10:38In compromising positions.
10:40The friends are your pictures.
10:42I love your hat, by the way.
10:44What was it?
10:46There might be some explaining to do later.
10:48Maybe not.
10:49Oh...
10:51Do any of you boys feel like you should be sat at the fire pit?
10:54Carlos, you obviously had a few chats.
10:56Yeah, I was getting to know Priya.
10:57We were getting on well.
10:58But, obviously, she made a decision.
11:00So, it's what it is.
11:02Got to take it as a man and move on.
11:03Well, sadly, as you failed to find a connection,
11:06you are dumped from the villa and your time on Love Island is over.
11:09So, you can say your goodbyes.
11:11Thank you so much.
11:22Okay.
11:23Well, I'll leave you all to debrief.
11:25And I will see you again very soon.
11:28Take care, guys.
11:55Despite everything that happened, Jasmine and Angelista kept their faith in Cavan Simba.
12:01It's so beautiful to see people being that open and trusting.
12:05I said that to the girls earlier while I was flogging them shares in my magic bean factory.
12:11That's a joke, isn't it?
12:13Trust it to be you and me, fucking dickheads, bro.
12:16I'm Mika.
12:18Nice to meet you.
12:18How are you, babe?
12:19I know it's not easy coming in.
12:20I know.
12:21Come, come, don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.
12:23Because I don't want to cry.
12:24It was awful.
12:25She was a bitch.
12:26That was so rude.
12:28Don't worry, don't worry.
12:28Come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come, come.
12:30Don't cry, don't cry.
12:30Come, come, come.
12:34Fuck, fuck.
12:35Angie.
12:36Angie.
12:40Jokes.
12:41Both of them jokes.
12:42Joke.
12:44He better not come over here, bruv.
12:46Angie.
12:46Nah.
12:47Nah, I don't want to talk to you.
12:48Sorry.
12:49In a minute.
12:50In a minute?
12:50Yeah.
12:53Is he actually OK?
12:55I can't believe this.
12:56Fuck.
13:00i just can't even i can't even look at i can't i can't even look at simba i can't
13:04i literally was like jaws to the floor i felt unattraction i literally felt sick yeah
13:13are you joking am i being pranked no actually stop this is pissing me the
13:18off i don't want to talk to cav she's crying what why why i don't know aiden you're gonna
13:24try and defend your brother actually shut up on this one i'm allowed to feel upset and i'm
13:27holding myself with respect and i'm being calm i can't even look at simba that is a joke he's a
13:33he's a joke he's a joke you're good you're good you're good you're good and yeah i swear to god
13:41if you take that man back i actually have that word with you guys guys guys i think my journey
13:47here is
13:47over no no no because you can't leave oh come here my girl i'm so sorry no i had a
13:55good time
13:55no no okay you feel it out feel it out feel it out here's over guys it's done
14:04just done it was lovely knowing you lot but babe you're not going he's a fucking
14:10shit he's acting he is a fucking joke he's lost the best thing that he's ever fucking gonna have
14:16i promise you i feel the same angie but you and me we can stick this out until we can't
14:22no it's not on it's not on babe i'll be real with you i know it's so hard to hear
14:26right now you've
14:27dodged a fucking bullet like this is the epitome of you are not right no but i don't see anyone
14:32else
14:32walking in and like have a really good connection and i hear that the only thing i'm saying is don't
14:37act of emotion right now don't let a man who is so fucking stupid ruin your journey this is your
14:43journey this is your this is you this is about you i'm not going to let him ruin that for
14:49you
14:49no no don't let him don't let him win honestly don't let him win both simba and cav didn't say
14:56at
14:56one point when they saw us like i really missed you though no they're such boys get rid of them
15:02seriously also cav was defensive what are you being defensive about what do you have to defend
15:07no just shut up and take it and be like i hear it and you're allowed to be upset and
15:11i hear that
15:12question that's a valid question and oh we tried to come over here earlier and we said can you
15:19not no i don't want to speak to him no can you not i can't speak to him no no
15:25no simba i actually
15:27can't believe this like why just go just just go just go just go bye bye honestly i can't believe
15:37it don't even look at us he's actually an actor lying he is the lion king that's what i said
15:44i said the
15:45lion king is real lion king simba uh the way he speaks in riddles and then he tries to make
16:01you
16:01feel bad and then he tries to be like woe is me this this this shut up it wasn't making
16:07nothing
16:07nothing was making it wasn't making any i'm trying to follow it and i'm like i disassociated
16:11yeah i disassociated i disassociated i said you're boring i literally was so boring
16:20for fuck's sake i can't believe cav also chose that girl of a huge dad i know he was very
16:26intimidated by me i know that i was just like very much woman for him i feel like he's just
16:31thrown it in the bin because of self-sabotage i honestly think so which is fine then you can hold
16:36that if that was your decision like enjoy and period enjoy it i think i moved so respectfully
16:41over there i think even at the fire pit i didn't draw him out too much i was nice i
16:45said my i said
16:46my piece i kept my i kept honest he never told me he missed me nothing none of that i
16:50was cute about
16:50it i spoke about well about you i think so well about the situation like like a queen like from
16:56what
16:56he said like that that i didn't expect that he told me they want to pray well yeah but for
17:02me i'm like
17:03yeah oh my god that's just nerve-wracking guys like yeah i already have i've upset like people
17:11already did he give you any like reassurance when you sat down no he didn't anything i said to him
17:17i said you're okay usually i hope it doesn't i hope it doesn't like take away from the connection that
17:24we actually do have because i think we do have and i wouldn't have stood there had we not had
17:28it and i
17:29feel confident in that i'm not malicious no and i'm not i behaved true to myself and getting to
17:35know him like i don't feel like obviously it's not nice seeing her stood up there but it's like
17:39yeah and also like you know this is the way she behaved i'm sorry but in my opinion this is
17:46the
17:46exact reason why he like like told her like he needs a break oh these men literally yuck are you
17:55joking me have you spoke to any of the girls yet no i just said i hope you feel all
17:59right girls like
17:59i don't want you to feel unwelcome i've said that but they don't really want to to be honest with
18:04you
18:04they didn't really even speak to me house girl was crying yeah she looked like she was crying no
18:08she did look sad and i know what did i do what did i don't think it's anything against you
18:12this is
18:13fucked i can't be asked for this energy this is not right no what is everyone's issue i'm grossed out
18:20grossed out holding hands when you walk over no like i was laughing i don't know if you saw my
18:26face
18:26i was like this no sickening because i was like this is a joke i'm a 27 year old woman
18:32i'm a grown
18:33ass woman you can hold that you can literally hold that do what you need to do i'm literally so
18:38good
18:39please enjoy yourself please enjoy yourself and trying to tell me i'll speak to you about it after
18:44because of respect babe don't even throw that word in my face what do you mean respect what for her
18:49respect to who not jasmine i know that respect's not to me okay what happened with your situation
18:55because i missed it bro bro also walked out yeah she was on her own i don't regret what i've
19:03done yeah
19:04i felt a connection with charlene i own i feel like we was on the rocks me and jazz i
19:08owed it to myself
19:09to explore that in the short time we had to bring her back isn't the problem i think the problem
19:16is
19:17maybe the way i went around it respectfully the kissing was maybe a bit extra i didn't need to do
19:23that so i can't i'm just have to hold my hands out and say look i didn't come here as
19:27with charlene
19:28as a replacement that's never the case i'm saying i think that's what they see i know but they see
19:32it as a massive statement they see it as a massive statement we've looked at it wrong i think we
19:36have
19:37looked at it so wrong like even sam raj kissing outside of a challenge he kissed mara outside of a
19:42fans like even he is going to get stick for that they didn't even share beds bro yeah they didn't
19:46even share beds like we've looked at it so wrong like i tried not to think about here at all
19:50and
19:50just think about casa and just explore what was that casa i feel like maybe we have
19:56literally looked at it just completely wrong
20:15what's going on how do you think my explanation was there what would you think of that when i
20:19explained it's hard because because when she's standing there on her own yeah yeah everyone's
20:24right bro it's you're gonna happy feel in a certain way and i i appreciate how she feels in
20:28that moment when you do get the chance to speak to angie which you will just explain bro explain that
20:35when you was there you was looking at what was in front of you i wasn't thinking about that i
20:39wasn't
20:40thinking about it and also more it's more bringing mara back like you said it's not you cutting things
20:46off with angie you had something with mara it was a connection do you know i mean bringing mara back
20:52it's it's it's a chance for you to explore both um we we obviously was on left it very rocky
21:03when i
21:04left i went over there i tried to just focus on casa i didn't i tried not to think about
21:10what was
21:10going on here i wanted just to be there i wanted to explore connections there me and charlene we hit
21:15it off from the start there was a connection there i explored it maybe i wasn't as respectful as i
21:21could
21:21have been kissing maybe was a bit extra i didn't need to happen um but that's what i felt in
21:27the
21:27moment so i'm not going to sit here and say don't regret anything i've done i'm going to just own
21:31it
21:32that's what i've done do i mean okay i'm going to do that i wanted to explore that and i
21:36still
21:38knew as i didn't want this to be over do you know what i mean if i kept saying so
21:41i don't know how
21:42i'm going to feel when i get back okay so when i get back when i see jazz i don't
21:45know how i'm going
21:45to feel okay i mean and when i came in my heart sank it's not much i can say happy
21:52for you
21:55i've fought for us like this whole time so i'm out of fighting for us as you know so
21:59i've needed an answer anyway so i got my answer and i think you pointed the finger at me when
22:05you
22:05probably should have pointed the finger at yourself
22:09i think you sabotage things i feel like that's more of what this is but if you don't think that's
22:13what it is and that you actually have something really real there then i'm happy for you
22:17and i know that what i had for you from my point of view was so real here's what it
22:21is though like
22:22i am really proud of myself honestly like i love that i'm able to allow myself to potentially love
22:27in the way that i do and i think it's a really amazing part of who i am and i'm
22:33not going to ever
22:33hide that part of me so i think it's easy to paint you out as a bad guy i don't
22:37think you do i think
22:38you're sabotaging something here that's for you to do it's not really my problem i don't want that
22:44to be us i really don't know how you want me to move past it cav i just i don't
22:48want this to be over
22:49jazz i really don't
22:54i don't really know if that's your call anymore
22:59yeah i don't know don't say i'm just after that take this one on the chin all right okay can't
23:05be
23:06can't be perfect all the time
23:12all righty
23:18cool well welcome back
23:45i'm scared i'll find a way
23:49find a way to let you down
23:53lola's confronting sean about the don't bottle it challenge the lad really didn't do that much
23:57wrong although i'll admit it does look quite bad on paper and it sounds absolutely diabolical when
24:03said out loud it's going to look bad because basically i took off my top kissed two girls
24:08then jumped down kissed a girl got up and did a three-way kiss and that was like two or
24:13three
24:13seconds as well and that was it but literally it was literally barely kissing him i thought the dancing
24:17would limit the amount of kissing i to do that's why i went for the dancing option more
24:21yeah okay so that did happen obviously right do you know what as far as things go that's not bad
24:27i think for me because it was a snug one and then you won and i was thinking maybe we
24:31have like a
24:31three-second rule there's no way this boy's absolutely gone standard on the most no i didn't
24:34i didn't go to sound you can't ask any of that and i was really getting my head about it
24:37i was
24:38obviously raging being like these fucking bitches with tiny feet i hate them all um but it's fits
24:42and i trust him when we were chatting to people who who fancies who blah blah do you know lorenzo's
24:47one yeah julia julia yeah she basically saying she was interested in me but she was confused about
24:54the love thing like i found my love what why do i want to test and i try and explain
24:58i do not want
24:58to test she's trying to flirt loads and i was trying to be like respectful without flirting
25:03what's a fucking bitch does that i'm not being funny you've told you and like you're not open
25:08you've told her you're like in love
25:12fucking bitch
25:15oh i'm so happy i was scared you know you know i thought because i trusted you like fully
25:21but then obviously you have like your moments of doubt
25:24but i really thought you'd bring someone back right and that's just not the case at all
25:31so my thought process was this i'm not going to bring someone for the sake of it yeah and i
25:36thought the same exactly because i was like even if he wants to bring a girl back like
25:39i know how i feel about you no one can top you so much honestly the way you make me
25:43feel like
25:44it's really nice i feel very seen yeah with you and like i feel very giddy with you and i
25:50can talk
25:50to you about anything and it's nice and i missed you as soon as you left i was like when
25:56we were in
25:56a couple before we were like we're super open this is this like i don't know if you thought you
26:01it
26:01would be okay and because i'm chill if there's anything that's like gonna hurt me like tell me
26:07and i'm gonna tell you everything it's basically i was attracted to nevaeh and mara we were basically
26:12about top three so you slept with mara in the first night yeah and we had a cuddle why would
26:17you cuddle
26:17her though you can even ask her but we never kissed outside of a challenge i don't like um no
26:24that's annoying i don't have an excuse for that i'll take it me and martha had a conversation so
26:28she was like my top three as well but i never really got spoken to then we started speaking
26:32about random things and we kissed you and martha it wasn't a long kiss but we had a kiss
26:41in the day in the day yeah and we had a conversation we had a kiss
27:04we had a kiss and after that we spoke here and there and we had a good connection kind of
27:12thing
27:13like we had a good chat like you guys so weird but we were just spoke but nothing pursued after
27:17that don't touch me please i can't even make an excuse i'm looking back it was probably stupid
27:24and that's not normally like me and i i care for you a lot i do yeah but now i
27:29don't trust you
27:33if i felt a certain type of way i'd have brought someone but i didn't because i was thinking about
27:36you and i missed you yeah but now it's like you're just being fake to my face how big face
27:41your face
27:42no like kissing and cuddling with me like at the fire pit like because i missed you yeah yeah but
27:48then you're doing like that i need to let you go but it hurts too much
28:21it's just emotional like what what what what what what what he also kissed someone outside of a
28:27challenge is fine but i'm just like i'm really crying for jazz because i'm sad for her
28:32her and angie and i'm just like oh for fuck's sake what's wrong with this girl do you tell her
28:40fuck what she say she's like crying she's crying yeah i just told everything also i mentioned the
28:46kiss with martha and she goes and that's when she started crying she goes why would you do that she
28:50was i didn't even bother speaking to anyone they said they were i was mad respectful because she goes
28:53we all are she goes i was right she goes you all lost the fucking plot and she goes i'm
28:57so upset
28:57she doesn't trust you anymore he tells me he's cuddling with mara i'm like okay weird behavior
29:01social whatever though what night what night date first night right oh boys something about like i
29:11kissed martha like i kissed martha and i was like outside of a challenge so and he's like yeah sorry
29:15so there's mara nevaeh and martha three yeah what the fuck is wrong with him i think we're
29:22boys enablers and weirdos honestly for fuck's sake so is that that done no it's not done i'm just like
29:30don't actually speak to me right now it's not done you hear that i don't know what to say boys
29:37we lost the plot bro we actually have lost the plot in casa i never regret anything but the only
29:42thing i
29:42think looking back is the kissing over there i wasn't respectful i i disrespected me i disrespected
29:49and i shouldn't have spoon mara bro what the fuck was i thinking bro we're all getting cooked we have
29:54probably looked at casso you haven't we have a respectful way but the kissing yes maybe exploring
30:02connections and also bringing people back no
30:07poor angelista was shocked when simba walked through the door with a new girl me too i'd have
30:13bet my house and i'm coming back with like two or three girls people are full of surprises angie can
30:20you talk thank you okay
30:36how are you i'm not great
30:41um
30:45so obviously you know pasaha like off just initially off the bat was very much like you know
30:53lads holiday this this that that's that's kind of what that's that's the vibe i'm going to be honest
30:57i'm going to be so that that was the vibe we came with there's nothing that truthfully there's nothing
31:01i can say right now that you know will probably make it better make it easier but i just want
31:07you to
31:07know that this is not like an exchange it's not like you know i'm bringing mara back and and i'm
31:12trying to pursue her and me and you are over yeah i genuinely just want to become the best version
31:16of
31:16simba for you
31:22i don't even make no damn sense that don't make no damn sense
31:26do you actually hear yourself like i i always not just to myself but to you to be honest and
31:31say look
31:32like something has happened over there yeah you can call it what you want you can call it a connection
31:36you could call it whatever you want no you call it what you need to call it because you know
31:40what
31:41it is so tell me what the it is
31:45i don't know i don't know you tell me what it is you've kissed her multiple times
31:48you shared a bed with her multiple times tell me what it is no i don't i don't
31:57i told mara in bed i told her like i can't do this no more like you can ask her
32:03and i swear to
32:04everything i couldn't do me and her no more i couldn't do it because i felt bad like literally
32:08i felt so guilty only the only two people in this world know and what what we feel do you
32:14got to
32:14say like in terms of like compatibility and connection i'm not comparing you tomorrow it's
32:19incomparable when i saw you that standing here on your ones i promise you
32:27don't start all the dramatics and the sniffling
32:33i still know where my heart is my heart is still with you do your connection do you
32:38at this point i'm tired tired of the shit there was something other people have explored connections
32:45for a couple of days and come back don't touch me please please don't touch me i'm not gonna
32:49sit here and deal with the triangle again i know you don't want that i know i can't
32:55and you've come here and you've built the triangle again
33:06i can't even look at you i actually can't even look at you i'm sorry i can't
33:12anyways can't even be asked anyway this is done wait wait wait angie
33:26i just can't even be arse i actually can't like guys i'm actually gonna pack my bags like i'm
33:31actually done i can't be arse if you go if you go i go oh he's just chatting to you
33:35but i promise you i'll go he's actually talking about if you go i go fuck it you brought someone
33:40back how the fuck are you gonna go if i go you're not right you love this shit too much
33:46he loves the drama you go i go sure you brought someone try the theory out gagged gagged
33:56you didn't even give a heck maybe i need to give my head a wobble because what the fuck is
34:01this shit
34:16is
34:20yas and lorenzo are catching up after the casa recoupling and guys i'm sorry about all the tears
34:26on that sofa i was rolling around sobbing on it earlier i just hate seeing the girls upset
34:33you look good thank you so do you how are you finding things that was a lot wasn't it that
34:39was
34:40bloody crazy yeah because i felt a little bit guilty because i had a really good connection
34:44really early on and then obviously the photo came through and i was okay thank god that you found
34:49your person i found my person so i feel good about it okay yeah how are you finding things how
34:57are you
34:57feeling yeah it was just weird i sort of looked at it as if it was like a trial run
35:03i knew you were
35:04going to bring someone back to be honest with you and that's fine did you think that i was going
35:09to
35:09bring someone back and it was going to be over if you bring someone back and i bring someone back
35:13then
35:13i see it as that to be honest so you didn't think it you thought that we would still be
35:20exploring
35:21things is that what you think there was a possibility so that that's your type to a day
35:25that is literally what you've asked for so why would i stay involved in the picture
35:32okay why are you speechless for once this is weird no because i came in here with a very different
35:37approach obviously you told me that you were feeling things i did was honest with you but i
35:44feel like you cut off that soon well because you brought someone back and i brought someone back like
35:48like i feel like when tommy came in he was giving me more of what i didn't know i needed
35:55in someone
35:57more than you did even like the touchy side of things he's very much like that
36:03but anyway yeah being completely honest it does hurt a little bit that you seem like it didn't
36:09care about it meant nothing i still care about you that's not going to change it doesn't feel
36:13like it i do but also i'm protecting myself i feel like there's like a sting in your voice
36:18yeah i am a bit like okay maybe i am a bit like it is what it is but i
36:23can't be like that because
36:24i've done the same thing i'm happy for you do your thing brought her back do your thing
36:31okay i still care about you obviously
36:36but it is what it is this isn't a normal situation and tommy is my priority
36:48what's up sit down what's up
36:52what's up nothing they've said is that you by the way they smell they're moaning at me
37:02i know but it feels so cold like no one's no one's even said hi to us really yeah there's
37:06a lot going
37:06yeah there's a lot going on do you know what i mean yeah i'm gonna get why you feel like
37:11that yeah
37:11emotions are all right for everyone yeah and obviously all the girls are very close to jazz
37:17very close to angie so they're all very angry at me and simba mm-hmm if i don't feel like
37:23you're
37:23annoyed at me me i'm like not at you not at all i made my decision i have to stick
37:28by my decision and
37:29that is what i've just said to jasmine i have to own my decision in what i've done i have
37:34no regrets
37:35on what i've done so what did you say that to jasmine yeah just what did you say she said
37:41that's
37:41that's that i said i did say i don't think this is us done though i said i don't want
37:45this to be us
37:46done and i've been honest with you the whole time of how i feel with jazz i said i owed
37:51it to myself to
37:52bring you back you know we had a short time i wrote to myself to bring you back and explore
37:57that
37:57for longer but at the same time i didn't want me and you to be done me and jasmine i
38:00don't know where
38:01my head is at so i've just been honest with her i've been honest with you what did she say
38:04about me
38:04not being done what me now um she said well that's not your decision
38:13but she understands why you brought charlene back she understands why i brought her back yeah of course
38:18course for ellie finding out finley played around was painful but trust me having to listen to
38:24finley explain why will be a whole lot worse he just won't stop right i actually feel really bad
38:31it's not gonna be nice to hear but you gotta really think on the grand scheme of things what it
38:37could
38:37have been obviously when i went in they asked me on my open obviously i said i am very open
38:42but i
38:43explained that it's going really well but i feel like i owed i owe this casa experience to myself
38:49so then i got to know this one girl obviously the girl that stood there yeah i have a chat
38:54with her
38:55in here and i had a couple of chats couple of chats and i kind of like realized early on
39:00that my body was rejecting it like my body was like because the first couple of chats she was like
39:06what's the thing love languages i was like yeah i'm touchyfeely affectionate and then when it came to
39:09be in touchyfeely affectionate i just couldn't my stomach couldn't do it i don't know what i just
39:14felt like i couldn't do it and that was speaking volumes to me but then i was like the next
39:19day
39:19i thought like give it a go just give it give it a go so i was flirting with her
39:23and like i was like
39:25yeah like kiss me on the cheek if you want because she was very pushy she wanted to push things
39:29forward
39:29and i was like yeah you kiss me on the cheek and she kind of went like this and she
39:32did that and i
39:33pushed her away i was like no like that's not how i want to move that's not what i want
39:35to do so that was the
39:36closest we got that's kind of it really that's genuinely like please if you know you're lying
39:42no but if you know you're lying to me i will find out yeah look i can't remember everything i've
39:48said
39:48line for line i can't give you that information because there was times i thought just be flirty
39:52just be just like i knew you were going to flirt and i knew you were going to have conversations
39:55and
39:56i knew you were going to do that but i'm glad you got to know her she seems like a
39:59lovely girl
40:00can't fault a lovely girl but yeah and i knew you were going to do that
40:06how are you
40:08it's a lot man did you have a conversation yeah we spoke i spoke she shouted which i expected
40:16you know i can't compare a three-week connection you know to like three four days worth do you know
40:22what i'm trying to say like with you and i feel like i owe it to myself to kind of
40:26you know just
40:26like explore that a little bit more do you know what i'm saying because there's a reason why i'm
40:29kissing you at the end of the day you know what i mean and it's like i'm trying to put
40:32everyone's
40:32feelings i'm trying to take everyone's feelings into consideration do you know what i'm saying
40:35i'm trying to be conscious of like how it looks to angie but at the same time it's like oh
40:39you're
40:39there as well i want to make you feel welcome i don't need to feel like all that do you
40:43have to
40:43say like you're not welcome till i'm kind of like i was shook yeah and it's sad because i'm hurting
40:48people and i don't want to hurt people i don't like seeing girls cry i don't like making people upset
40:53but i knew like i knew coming today i was going to face the music like i knew it did
40:56you guys hug it
40:57out what am i doing nah she won't touch me i'm sure i'll touch me sure sure you want to
41:01be anywhere
41:01near me yeah she's irritated right now she might say she might leave i did say i did i said
41:09to her
41:10like if she leaves then i'm leaving and why is that i couldn't sorry why is that no no no
41:21why is
41:22that i feel like i wouldn't be able to sit here i wouldn't be able to crack on with you
41:26and get to
41:26know i wouldn't i'll be honest i wouldn't if she was to leave if she left tomorrow i don't i
41:31don't
41:31think i could stay here well you've answered it yourself haven't you then babe because if i was to
41:37leave because you're getting on would you leave yeah but again we're going three weeks three days
41:41i know but you're telling me that you're going to leave if she was to leave really shows a lot
41:48that's like you're ending a whole experience even getting to know somebody else tomorrow's a new day
41:57i'll see you in a bit see you in a bit bye
42:02i've tried to be like with you open as possible about my feelings yeah i appreciate that but i'm
42:08glad you're here thanks now we'll see what happens welcome back to the villa
42:16it's been a long day for everyone i said to simba i get why you did it you were after
42:21clarity
42:22he said i wasn't after clarity i was after mara and nevea i never even spoke to clarity
42:28out of interest is clarity fit
42:33my thing is i cannot sit and firm another watching him you pull me for a chat and then you
42:40pull her
42:40for a chat and then you pull me for a chat then you pull her for a chat i can't
42:43deal with that again
42:45i'll be real you can do better i'm livid like i'm actually like i didn't think i was going to
42:49get to
42:50this level piss but i'm pissed fuck this shit and i'll ask you what you're doing and how you're
42:58getting on charlene i feel bad yeah she cried a lot yeah she's crying very intense for the girls
43:05didn't make his face because she goes i didn't tell her straight away i was building it it sucks
43:09because i actually like him so much but obviously i'm like i just don't know what to do from here
43:14do
43:14you want to sleep upstairs or are you sleeping in the bed um no i'm gonna sleep in the bed
43:17i don't
43:18i'm just not don't touch me don't actually come near me
43:29i'm upstairs i had to make my own bed good luck much fuming
43:37but now i've got like two girls that's upset
43:41i never want someone to be upset but i'm like also at the same time like protect your feelings
43:47yeah it was my connection to explore as well yeah that's what we're here for everyone knows that
43:52yeah like and if you cannot take it well that's not my problem but like obviously you're intimidated
44:07i don't think it's done bro you just fucked up i don't know i don't know how i can fix
44:11it though
44:12i don't know how man you don't actually understand the struggles the torment and
44:18turmoil i've been through the last few days
44:20cause i gave you everything now you won't know a little bit of broken
44:27with me
44:42i've
44:58i've
44:59Read the signs and I'm obeying the price for it
45:11Did I not live enough with me?
45:17Tomorrow night
45:19Second night in bed we'd kissed
45:21And he came to me and he was like oh like I don't regret it
45:24Did he do it again?
45:26Yeah, he moved crazy
45:27What he's done is just like a kick in the teeth
45:29He's now painting on my canvas
45:31And then going and painting and wanting to paint
45:33And you can't have your cake and eat it to you like
45:36Literally
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