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00:12Previously on Love Island,
00:14emotions run high.
00:16We're a really good guest.
00:20She's very good, actually.
00:21We run the affair now, then.
00:23It's not great, bro. I feel for the ads.
00:24It's not great.
00:25Charlene's warm and happy and friendly.
00:27I've got a smile back on my face.
00:29I know, bro.
00:31Oh, my God.
00:32Simba, man.
00:32Does take two to tango.
00:33Take two to tango? Don't do that.
00:36Idiot.
00:36I feel like I'm in a good position
00:37because Priya likes him to be fully a win-win.
00:39You're not necessarily attracted to her so much.
00:41Oh, you're not?
00:42I'm not.
00:43I feel like you'd be so lit if Priya brought you back
00:44because then I can just be like, okay, cool.
00:46I feel like a mug in here.
00:47You literally went to Priya.
00:48Bring him back.
00:49It's so you could get to know him.
00:50Don't equate it.
00:51Both of you have a bit blindsided me there.
00:52A bit of a kick in the teeth, Gaz.
00:54But he said to you, I'm more interested in you.
00:56But you never relayed that to me.
01:22I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
01:25The tears fall.
01:27And I'm so sorry for hurting these people I am.
01:31She's crying.
01:32Her luck.
01:49Movie night's not over yet, but the reviews are in.
01:53Five stars from MovieMag.
01:55It's a smash, said Top Flicks.
01:58You can stick your movie night up your d***, says Cav off Love Island.
02:03I'm not sure we'll put that last one on the poster.
02:08Guys, no, I just need Cav's take time off for it.
02:12Catch me if you cavern.
02:16What happens on tour stays on tour, boy.
02:19CHEERING AND APPLAUSE
02:21HEAD SPUN.
02:22A little bit.
02:23But were you?
02:24Yeah.
02:25I could tell.
02:26I could tell.
02:26Give me a nice kiss, though.
02:27I'm good kissing.
02:28Do you reckon?
02:29Mm-hmm.
02:29I could have kissed you all night, to be fair.
02:31I didn't really want it to stop.
02:32I can't watch this.
02:34I just love your personality, I'll be honest.
02:36Really?
02:36I do, yeah.
02:37Obviously, you are sexy.
02:40Yeah.
02:40Gorgeous.
02:41But I think, yeah, your personality, I feel like you're very caring.
02:43Yeah.
02:44Do you know what I mean?
02:45I regret not kissing you last night.
02:46Really?
02:48I think it's your nail.
02:50Oh, God.
02:51I'm going to get sick.
02:57You're such a cute couple.
02:58Thanks, Fitz.
02:59Thanks, Fitz.
03:01We have your blessing.
03:02We might as well stay here, aren't we?
03:04Yeah, don't go back.
03:05I actually don't really want to go back.
03:07Don't.
03:08Don't you dance.
03:09Don't you dance.
03:09Don't you dance.
03:10Don't you dance.
03:11Don't you dance.
03:11Yeah, let's just stay on holiday.
03:13You're gorgeous.
03:14Thanks.
03:15But I just want to take care of you.
03:17Do you know what I mean?
03:17Of me?
03:18Yeah.
03:18Oh, that's my dream.
03:20Yeah.
03:20I think that's probably why I am so, like, attracted to you.
03:23Really?
03:23Honestly, when I first came in, I was just drawn.
03:26Shh.
03:27Shh.
03:27Don't, don't, don't, don't.
03:29The lad's holiday vibe's gone.
03:30It's now, like, a connection, isn't it?
03:32Mm-hmm.
03:32Yeah.
03:33I'm looking forward to exploring, I mean.
03:35Yeah.
03:36And another kiss now, I mean.
03:37Oh, my God, Cav.
03:39Listen to that.
03:40Honestly.
03:42This is not nice to see, is it?
03:45Charlene, Charlene.
03:49Charlene, where have you been?
03:51Oh.
03:52For four weeks, Charlene.
03:53Oh, my God, Cav.
03:56Yes.
03:58Cass is great.
04:01Cav, man, that's terrible.
04:09Where have you been for four weeks?
04:11Yeah.
04:11Yeah, now you're speechless.
04:13This girl is so upset.
04:14She's absolutely heartbroken.
04:15Okay.
04:15She really cares.
04:16And you're shaking her.
04:18You've got a smirk on your face.
04:20You've got a little smirk on your face.
04:22I come back and I owned what I did and I told them what I've done.
04:25But then you're having a go at her.
04:26She hasn't even entertained anyone.
04:27Because I'm getting roasted.
04:28Because she didn't do half of that.
04:30She hasn't entertained anyone.
04:31No, but Ellie, they were on a break, no?
04:34But did you hear the conversation before they left?
04:37No.
04:38They knew everything about that, though.
04:40They knew about the kiss.
04:40They knew about the connection.
04:41There was nothing.
04:42They knew everything.
04:43It's the little comments.
04:44It's the little comments are the problem.
04:46That wasn't nice.
04:49In casa, you get the adrenaline for the first day.
04:52Then the second day...
04:53Adrenaline control yourself.
04:55What do you mean?
04:56How do you think she's feeling right now?
04:57How the fuck that people don't understand?
04:58This is fucking people's feelings, man.
05:00It's people's feelings.
05:01You fucked them both out.
05:01And then Charlene as well.
05:03You've basically played with her as well.
05:06I get Cav messed up, yeah, but he was in a bad place before he left.
05:09That's why.
05:12Whose fault was that?
05:13Whose fault was that?
05:14I'm not saying his fault.
05:15Samraj, how are you defending this?
05:16Just shut up.
05:18Honestly, just stop.
05:19All you have to do is say that was a hard watch.
05:20I'm really sorry we spoke about it.
05:22Of course, and I agree.
05:23I agree that was a hard watch.
05:24Stop using these excuses about we were not in a good place.
05:26It's perspective, Jas.
05:28It's perspective.
05:28You don't know it.
05:33You know it, and you know what we live.
05:35I do, and I feel like we've already spoke about it, and I'm already-
05:37You're gonna do all of that shit.
05:38Are you actually good?
05:39The only reason I'm quiet just then is because it's hard for me to speak to you.
05:41To look at you is hard for me.
05:43For you to walk down there was hard for me.
05:45You're gross to me.
05:46You're gross.
05:47All of you are gross, but you all back each other.
05:49It's disgusting.
05:50And you girls don't back each other, though.
05:51You girls don't back each other, though.
05:52They do the same thing, though.
05:53I feel like you lot are actually delusional.
05:55I feel like you lot are delusional.
05:56I feel like you guys forget that kissing and cuddling.
05:58That's a really intimate thing.
05:59And what you were saying.
06:00What you were saying.
06:01What you were saying.
06:02What were you saying?
06:02What were you saying?
06:03Can you just let them speak?
06:04It's just like you can't really have it.
06:05We need the conversation.
06:06I was quiet that whole time.
06:07This is my time to talk.
06:08I was quiet that whole time.
06:09Yeah.
06:10You have a conversation.
06:11Not everyone needs to keep checking.
06:13Yes, they can.
06:13They can check me out for me.
06:14Because they just look hard.
06:14They've seen me this whole time.
06:16They're allowed to stand up for me.
06:17They can stand up for me as much as they want.
06:18Why is that not fair when they stand up for me?
06:21Stand up for me.
06:22Have some respect for me.
06:23That shit was actually fucking crazy.
06:24It was worse than I even thought.
06:25You can be like, damn.
06:26That's how that came across.
06:27That's really mad.
06:28I'm so sorry, Jaz.
06:29You don't deserve to sit there and cry.
06:30You can come give me a hug.
06:31Instead, you do this.
06:32And then you come for my girls for standing up for me.
06:33Please.
06:34Please.
06:35Stop.
06:35I feel like I've sat and I've held my hands up about what was.
06:39No, you didn't.
06:39Because you tried to compare me and Jordan to you.
06:41You tried to compare it.
06:42Yeah, because you're all kind of happy.
06:43And Simba's reacting.
06:44I don't know why you're reacting.
06:45What do you mean Simba's reacting?
06:47But all I do is look up to the ceiling.
06:48Oh, Simba's doing the ceiling.
06:48Yeah, don't look.
06:49Don't look.
06:50Just sit there.
06:50Seriously.
06:51I'm looking straight at the screen.
06:53Bro, I can't even breathe, bro.
06:55For you, like, to do this shit, it's actually hurtful.
06:57I think it's also just, like, not nice.
06:59Or even for, like, Charlene, though.
07:00So you should come back and say...
07:01It's actually two people involved.
07:03It's not just Jazz.
07:04It's actually...
07:04I know you have, but then it's always, like, followed by a but.
07:08Well, what else do you want me to do, Yaz?
07:10Just shut up.
07:13Yeah, man.
07:13Just don't chat in this, bro.
07:14Just don't chat in this, bro.
07:16I literally can't deal with this shit.
07:21Like, some of the stuff he said was a little bit...
07:23Of course, but it's...
07:24But, like, yeah, that was bad.
07:27I don't know, I just think you had a really bad few days with Jazz.
07:30You were really overthinking it.
07:31This girl came in, and you just explored it.
07:41I still think her saying she wants to keep him here as an option
07:44and make Pariyah get it is so bad.
07:45Exactly why?
07:45Was that all dismissed?
07:46That was ridiculous.
07:47That just gets dismissed like it's nothing.
07:49Stupid boys.
07:50Just boys.
07:56What are the boys doing defending him?
07:58There's nothing to defend!
07:59There is nothing to defend!
08:02That cab tried to compare me and Jordan.
08:05Are you fucking joking me?
08:07That's why I had to pay for it.
08:08Where have you in the past four weeks?
08:09Your personality, our future, are you crazy?
08:12Are you actually fucking crazy?
08:15I understand that it doesn't look great.
08:18I just don't get how they can all get on to me
08:20and just forget everything else that's gone.
08:23Obviously yes, between you and Jazz.
08:25But do you know what the thing is?
08:26The same way the girls chime in, we all see you hurt
08:29so why don't we have a right to chime in as well?
08:31And then they want to compare the way they back each other
08:33to the way we back each other here.
08:34Yeah, because you all fucking clown us around
08:36so we back each other because you clown us around.
08:38You lot sit there, we stay here like idiots
08:40so I'm gonna back my fucking girls.
08:41You don't need to back your boy when he's an idiot.
08:43You need to G-check him, hello?
08:48Save the best till last, eh?
08:52I'm crying, my girls are defending me.
08:54You as my man should sit there who's groveling.
08:57You should sit there and be like period
08:58and you guys are right and you should back your girls.
09:00That is the closest I've ever felt to being cheated on.
09:02I don't need it you guys, I actually don't.
09:04And I don't want it, and I don't want it.
09:06And I fucking love my single life, I love it.
09:09I'm here because I wanted to see if I was open to it.
09:11And you know what I've shown myself?
09:12I'm so open to it because I really fell for this boy.
09:14And I know that in my heart, I'm not this cold girl
09:17who can't, isn't capable of love
09:19because that's actually what I started to find with him.
09:22You obviously both like each other.
09:25You still wanna pursue things, even though things are this chaotic.
09:30If I love you, I am loyal to a fault.
09:31You got that out of me and you fumbled it, idiot.
09:34He's talking about, oh, I'm feeling this, I'm feeling that.
09:37Where have you been the past week?
09:39Are you an idiot?
09:41Oh guys, I can't.
09:43I'm disgusted.
09:44All of those boys are disgusting.
09:46The way they're backing each other is disgusting.
09:47Like, SHUT UP!
10:04Romeo
10:06Movie night's over!
10:07Oh and guys, if that giant screen mysteriously vanishes tomorrow morning,
10:11let's not look into it too deeply, okay?
10:14Anyway, totally different subject.
10:16If anyone fancies coming round my gaff on Saturday
10:18to watch England-Norway on a massive screen.
10:21Simba?
10:22No?
10:23Not in the mood?
10:29What's that?
10:31What do you wanna talk about?
10:32It's up to you.
10:33Like, if you don't want to, it's fair as I know.
10:35But...
10:35But where do you want to talk?
10:36I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:38Okay.
10:39I feel like every time I try to come and you're like,
10:41oh, no, I don't wanna chat, like...
10:43I'm not forcing you.
10:44Can I chat then?
10:45All right, cool.
10:48I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:50All right.
10:50Let's go.
10:51Let me go.
10:52How are you?
10:55Great.
10:56I got problems.
10:57Oh dear.
10:57You up?
10:58I got problems.
10:59Food problems.
11:00Can't stop.
11:02Obviously...
11:03You know what?
11:03Actually, first of all, let me start by apologising.
11:07Um...
11:07I was just...
11:08I was just angry at, you know, Mara and the rest of the girls
11:11just always trying to chip away at me.
11:13These last two, three days, it's been very difficult.
11:16I just feel like...
11:17Me kind of raising my voice and kind of clapping back a little bit,
11:20that's...
11:21Like I said, it's like, if you keep poking a bear,
11:23eventually I'm gonna pop off.
11:24It wasn't directed towards you whatsoever.
11:25Everything I've done, all my mistakes, yeah, I hold up my hands.
11:29There's nothing...
11:29I can't defend myself.
11:30I've got no leg to stand on.
11:31I've fucked up on numerous occasions now, so I'm sorry for that.
11:36I just feel like everything you say and you do is just bullshit.
11:40Like genuinely...
11:42Like, the way you behave outside of our conversations,
11:46how can I genuinely sit there and believe that our connection is such-and-such?
11:51It is, darling.
11:52It's not such-and-such.
11:53It's not such-and-such.
11:55It's actually laughable.
11:56It's actually a joke.
11:58Because I've actually been fooled this whole time, I feel like.
12:00You haven't been fooled.
12:01Genuinely, I've actually been fooled.
12:03Don't you feel like...
12:04Don't you feel like...
12:05If I really didn't like you...
12:06Oh, my God, it's actually hilarious seeing your conversations with Mika,
12:10seeing your conversations with Mara.
12:15Talking about...
12:16I said, can I trust you?
12:18I don't even know why I asked that question,
12:19because I know I fucking can't.
12:21And you say yes.
12:22And then you go and...
12:24Angie.
12:24All these conversations...
12:26I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
12:30You have your own interpretation of how to do things.
12:33I have my own.
12:34Like I said, I've fucked up.
12:35I can get to know people, but I don't have to lips up the place.
12:38I don't have to do too much.
12:40I don't have to bring people back from Casa Amor.
12:43Like if...
12:43It's because your words aren't matching your actions.
12:47I know, I know, I know.
12:47My words are matching my actions.
12:50I'm sorry, Angie, after I've talked.
12:52Yeah, but how many times can you say sorry?
12:53I don't know what you want me to do.
12:55I said to you, if you want me to go home, I'll go.
12:57What do you want me to do?
12:58Your actions ain't me...
13:00Do you still want this?
13:00Do you still want this?
13:01I don't know.
13:02I don't know if I do.
13:03Because I just feel like just watching that shit and how you behave when I'm not there,
13:07when you're having other conversations with other people, I just feel like I just don't even know for this anymore.
13:12I can't even look at you.
13:15This is shit for me, genuinely.
13:17I know.
13:18I'm trying to fix this.
13:19I want to fix this.
13:21And like I said, I've literally left myself in a most vulnerable position and said that I did it with
13:24Mara.
13:24I don't care about her.
13:25I don't want that to work no more.
13:27I just want you.
13:28Yeah, but no more.
13:28So why did you feel like...
13:30I told you, I told you.
13:30Why did he take that for you to know is that, okay, no, I don't want her no more.
13:34You're the biggest reason in terms of why I'm here right now.
13:38You're the only thing that's really keeping me here right now.
13:40I don't need to be here right now.
13:41I'm here for you.
13:43I miss you.
13:44I miss us.
13:45Oh, God.
13:49Trying to shoot.
13:51I'm cool off this conversation now, to be honest.
13:54Oh, I just want...
13:54I'm cool off of it.
13:56Angie, please, wait, wait.
13:57Why are we walking away, though?
13:58Why can't we ever...
13:59I'm just cool off of this conversation now.
14:01Bro, I told you.
14:02I'm sorry.
14:03And I'm dead in it with...
14:03I just want you.
14:05Calm, man.
14:06I don't know, Simba.
14:07Calm.
14:10It's every day.
14:11Same cycle, bro.
14:15I just feel like I disrespected you.
14:17And if I could take it back, I would never do it.
14:18Yeah, I know.
14:18And I know it's only a challenge when people go,
14:20oh, challenge this, challenge that.
14:21But even watching it, I felt sick looking.
14:23I was like, that's disgusting.
14:24Do you know what I mean?
14:26I know you should be the one upset, but I'm just fuming at it.
14:28I actually like that you're fuming at it.
14:29It's just stupid, like you're the one who should be upsetting on me.
14:31Yeah, but...
14:32Man, I'm serious.
14:34All those girls need to relax.
14:35Fuck me.
14:36I get they're standing up, but some of it is just so unnecessary.
14:39I just didn't chime in because I said, I'm not getting involved.
14:41I can't be bothered to get involved.
14:42And I just let them at it.
14:44Are you adults or children?
14:45Like, do you know what I mean?
14:46If they're acting like in the classroom, I'd get out, like...
14:49Yeah, to be fair, I feel like...
14:50But are you okay?
14:51We didn't even be talking about that.
14:52Are you okay?
14:53No, I'm fine.
14:54Are you sure?
14:54Did anything shock you there?
14:56No.
14:56I thought Mika's behaviour, Priya, was ridiculous.
14:59I feel really bad for Priya.
15:00I feel so bad for her.
15:01I feel so bad for Priya.
15:02She got dug out there a few times.
15:04You okay?
15:04Yeah, I'm just like, I feel bad.
15:08I feel sad.
15:10Feeling all the emotions.
15:12Are we okay?
15:13No, I'm fine.
15:14I'm fine.
15:15I'm fine with you as well.
15:16I feel bad for...
15:17I'm gonna speak to her later, but...
15:18Me too.
15:19In the moment...
15:20I don't know.
15:21You didn't feel that bad?
15:22No.
15:22I want to apologise.
15:23I don't want it to feel bad.
15:24Because I know she felt bad with you and Jaz and her.
15:27Because you were the closest three or her two closest mates.
15:30Yeah, that's why I feel so bad.
15:31Because I really love her.
15:32And I'm like, the last thing I want to do is have her.
15:35Also the it comment.
15:37That was bad.
15:38Even though I said afterwards.
15:39I don't know if I said to someone else.
15:40I don't know if it's the right word.
15:41It's a strong one.
15:42I will apologise to Prit.
15:44Even though I know I'm like, she's my gal.
15:46Like, I love her so much.
15:48I thought it should have come from you.
15:50But now upon reflection, it should have come from me.
15:54The most they knew they...
15:56Tomorrow's not even gonna fix it.
15:58No.
15:59No, no, no.
15:59Is Samara Jamaica over there?
16:01Yeah, he tried.
16:01I can't speak to them both.
16:03To be honest with you.
16:04We did give it a go.
16:04Need it to work out.
16:05And that's the way it is.
16:06Are you ready to chat?
16:07Or should we chat in a minute?
16:08No, no, no.
16:08It was honestly nothing.
16:09Do you know what?
16:10Actually, I'll speak to you both.
16:13I feel so word for her.
16:15No, that's not okay.
16:16It's not okay.
16:16And I'll study that front up to them.
16:18No, so would I.
16:19For sure.
16:20You by far?
16:21Um, no.
16:23I want to start by saying, honestly, Priya, I'm really sorry.
16:26You know how much I love you.
16:27And that shit, honestly, I'm not joking.
16:30That was a hard watch.
16:32That was a hard fucking watch.
16:32I can't even imagine how you feel.
16:34If anything, I look like an evil ass bitch.
16:36You're one of my closest friends and I'm here.
16:38One, you could have told me, but you didn't.
16:39That's fine.
16:40But the first thing was, that was the night that you said to me that you had the ick with
16:44me.
16:45Watching that said about yourself is fucking shit.
16:47No, of course.
16:48So, first of all, I'd like to apologise to you.
16:49What I said was said and not own what I said.
16:52Second of all, I can understand you.
16:53Don't say sorry for how you feel, though.
16:54If you genuinely felt that you had the ick, that's fine.
16:56I don't know why.
16:57So, for me, I think some of the stuff you were doing maybe subconsciously was like grating away at me.
17:03But I thought, let's carry on.
17:05And ick is a very strong word.
17:06But then you still tried to kiss me in bed, so that's obviously not how you felt.
17:08Yeah, and I think that's not okay either.
17:10And I agree.
17:11Maybe it's my own immaturity, little things are getting to me.
17:13Maybe that's where I need to grow.
17:14And we did have a good connection with what we had.
17:16That's why I thought, why am I going to all of a sudden shut the door?
17:20Because Meeks told me she liked me.
17:21I thought that's not right.
17:22And also, I didn't know where I had.
17:23I didn't want him to do that either.
17:24That's why you feel horrific as well.
17:25I'm really loyal to you girls.
17:27And I literally said to you, I can see that you and so much have a connection.
17:31Please explore that.
17:32You were immature about it.
17:33I've been very graceful.
17:34So, it's just like the sneaking around and me in the kitchen.
17:38And then for you to just lie, I don't know.
17:40I just look like a dickhead.
17:42No, honestly, that's awful.
17:43I thought I was very intent with my feelings, but I'm like a gullible twat.
17:48But then also, I'm just confused as to why you're not telling me these things.
17:52Because you're scared that I'm going to freak out.
17:54I don't get it.
17:54Honestly, Priya, I genuinely think, no.
17:56But that's what you said.
17:57No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
17:57Because you said you're going to be scared she's going to freak out.
17:59I literally said to Samraj, you should tell her that.
18:02Ick is a strong word.
18:03And you literally need to tell Priya that.
18:04Because what the fuck are you doing in a couple with her?
18:07And kissing her in bed.
18:08And y'all are getting intimate.
18:09And this, this, this.
18:10If you have the ick.
18:12With the ick thing, like I said, ick's a bad comment to say.
18:15Yeah, I'm never going to say that about anyone.
18:16I'm crying.
18:16I think my reasoning was to keep you in the dark.
18:18But I apologise for that.
18:19But I hope you're okay, Priya.
18:20Yeah, I'm fine.
18:21Yeah, I'm really sorry, Priya.
18:22Honestly.
18:23I appreciate an apology.
18:24If you've got the ick, then why did you, one, try and kiss me in bed again that night?
18:29That's no ick.
18:30I'm never, ever, ever going to say that someone has given me the ick again.
18:33Because watching that about yourself is fucking shit.
18:37And all your layers to the forest.
18:42But the heavens won't condone it.
18:46Tough watch that.
18:47Angelista's mad at Simba.
18:49Jasmine's not talking to Cav.
18:51And one of the potted plants just told Jordan he didn't deserve Priya.
18:58I don't want to look like I've, I've given you the wrong advice.
19:02Like, from Jaz's perspective that I'm trying to break yous to her.
19:06Bro, I do think you don't think she's the right of me.
19:10I do think that.
19:12Because you don't.
19:13Because I see the arguments.
19:15Yeah, of course.
19:15But everything has arguments ahead.
19:18Well, then I've given you the wrong advice then, haven't I?
19:20If this doesn't work out with Cav, though, I can't take this.
19:24I really just like him.
19:26Like, you saw, look up, please hold up.
19:28Mika, that's not me to react like that.
19:30It's outside with Cav again tonight.
19:32With Cav don't have a bed either, innit?
19:33Bro, you've got to serve your time in the trenches, man.
19:35But I hope it's worth it.
19:36I hope you won't get what you need to.
19:38Hopefully, bro.
19:39My fucking brothers, man.
19:41My brothers.
19:42Appreciate you.
19:44I love you so much.
19:45I love you.
19:46You're fucking iconic.
19:48You're actually iconic.
19:49You're so iconic.
19:50You're actually like...
19:52It's what it is.
19:55My salvation won't be sacrificed.
20:02She's obviously really upset.
20:04I should've told her about the egg thing, but at the same time, I just thought he should've told her.
20:08Like, it shouldn't be coming from him.
20:10Yeah, yeah.
20:10From her part.
20:11It's a little bit shady, man.
20:13The whole thing with Jordan and stuff.
20:15Yeah, bro.
20:15Like, that's so sly, innit?
20:17Mm.
20:18Do you know what I think?
20:19What am I just taking all the stick?
20:22Both of you in that situation, you've not told me straight away and then you've made me look more like
20:27a dickhead.
20:27I agree.
20:27I agree.
20:28I don't need to be sugar-coated.
20:31I can take shit.
20:32And you never ask for protection.
20:33I can't go back in time and fucking fix it.
20:35So I'm just gonna own it.
20:36I did what I did.
20:37It was wrong.
20:38I appreciate that.
20:39I appreciate that.
20:40But I actually want to find someone like this.
20:43You say want to.
20:44I want this.
20:45You've been here like two days, man.
20:58You've been here hanging out all the time with me, you've never looked me like a dickhead.
21:40Movie night reopened old wounds for some
21:43and it reminded Charlene of the connection she thought she and Cav had.
21:57Seeing that video, I felt like I wasn't fucking crazy.
22:00Like, we did have that connection.
22:02Like, unfortunately, I do really fucking like it.
22:07Oh, my God, I can't do it today. I can't do it.
22:11So much mess, Angie.
22:13Like, hurting Priya, like, and I feel so hurt as well.
22:17It's so hard seeing the person that you're coupled with do that.
22:21Already before I was thinking it's going to be really difficult
22:23for me to get over this kissing thing.
22:24Now this is so much worse.
22:27We saw, like, clips of Jazz.
22:29That Jordan mind game.
22:31She's actually kind of got someone else to do her dirty work.
22:34To do it so that she can stay respectful.
22:36Yeah, yeah.
22:39Don't give up.
22:40Genuinely.
22:42There was no clips of Angie, bro.
22:44Yeah, she is literally perfect, bro.
22:46Fuck's sake, I'm such a bad guy.
22:49I hate it the way I was misunderstood.
22:55Hi.
22:57Morning.
22:58Morning.
23:00How are you feeling after movie night?
23:02I think everyone's a bit deflated, to say the least.
23:05Jasmine, did you enjoy the affair on TV?
23:09That was crazy.
23:11Mmm.
23:14That great chap.
23:21I feel like the night before was drama and today, like,
23:24for everyone, it's just actually pure sadness.
23:27I'm just sad, yeah.
23:33Am I supposed to just sweep all that under the carpet, yeah?
23:36I don't know, bro. I really don't know.
23:37That's what I mean.
23:39Look at what you want.
23:40Sometimes, like, what you want isn't right.
23:55To compare it or to think that my pain is equal to what he's going through
23:58is not the same.
23:59After how much I'm falling for this boy, having to sit here and look at him,
24:02guys, I can't take it.
24:05No, it's really sad, Jess.
24:07I can't take it, you guys.
24:09Oh, for the sake of God.
24:15I have genuine feelings for this person.
24:18No, she's crying.
24:20Don't look.
24:20I don't like to see her upset either.
24:23She does care.
24:24She does, she does care.
24:25She cares a lot.
24:25She does like you, bro.
24:26Of course she likes you.
24:27And I'm so sorry for hurting these people I am and I've said it,
24:30and I'll continue saying it, but I think I deserve the same back.
24:34I deserve love from the man that I've been with this whole time.
24:36I mean, it's too much and he wants to try and defend what he's done through my actions
24:41and I think that that's wrong because I'm not defending what he's done through my actions.
24:45I'm not doing that back.
24:45I'm sorry for what I've done.
24:47I am sorry for it.
24:48And I think you should be too because you really hurt me and you know you have.
24:52I was so happy in them clips and I was, and I feel like we haven't had one happy time
24:56since we got back here together because it's just been thing after thing.
25:00And I feel like when there's conflict, I think he looks at the person who's maybe most upset
25:04and doesn't really worry about anything else, but I think, yeah.
25:09I hope that gave him a reminder maybe as well of it.
25:12It is a lot of conflict.
25:13Because maybe in his head he was a bit like, oh.
25:16Yeah.
25:17Lorenzo wants to speak with a nurse and boom!
25:19Ten seconds later he's found one.
25:21You see, that's the thing about reality TV shows.
25:24Sometimes they're just so unrealistic.
25:27You can't be too miserable though.
25:29I'm not.
25:29Okay.
25:34Oh, Lorenzo.
25:36Come on.
25:37How are you feeling after that chaos?
25:40Honestly, I just feel like, I just feel a lot of hurt and anger.
25:45I just feel really disappointed.
25:47I can see that.
25:48Like, I really hate this for me and Simba because it's like, I've been single for years
25:52and I haven't felt like this about someone in a long time.
25:58Really?
25:59Yeah.
26:00It doesn't help when, like, everyone basically strongly dislikes him.
26:05Like, what you've just said at the beginning of this conversation, you've never felt like this for a long time.
26:09I have for years.
26:11So it's hard to just be like...
26:13It's making it really hard for me to say those words that this is done.
26:19Mm.
26:19If you didn't feel that way then it would be done ages ago.
26:22Yeah.
26:23It would have been done straight away.
26:25It's also hard, like, what else more can you do for him to not act like that?
26:31But that's the thing, like, all I've got is his word and that's not enough.
26:35Because it's like, you saying to me that, like, I'll never do that again.
26:40How do we know that?
26:42Mm.
26:42How can I trust that you're not going to be lustful like you've been when you are?
26:46Have you ever been cheated on before?
26:48You have.
26:49I guess it's even worse then.
26:52I don't know.
26:54Sorry, sorry to the stub.
26:56Is that for me?
26:57Yeah, it's for you, bro.
26:59Um, it's a lot, though.
27:01I don't know if...
27:01Yeah, that's a lot.
27:02I didn't get the measurements right.
27:04All right.
27:06This is the most awkward thing I've ever seen in my life.
27:08Huh?
27:09This is the most awkward thing.
27:12Yeah.
27:13Sorry.
27:14Do you want anything else?
27:15I think she wants a coffee as well.
27:17Yeah, of course.
27:18Do you want coffee?
27:18I'm joking, I'm joking.
27:21Oh.
27:23If you carry on living in the grey zone, there's a chance that this could happen again.
27:28And then you're going to get hurt even more.
27:29Yeah.
27:30But I feel like I'd look like a fool if I'd take him back.
27:33Yeah, but why do you care about what we think?
27:35What emotion's stronger?
27:37Feeling like an idiot or love for him?
27:40Hmm?
27:41It's half and half.
27:43If you like him that much, you either have to make it, like, full commitment,
27:48or there's always that chance that that could then happen again.
27:52His actions are concerning.
27:56Hmm.
27:57I'm a bit...
27:57I'm not worried about Lola.
27:59Yeah.
28:01I just worry that sometimes she brushes things under the carpet.
28:04You don't want to pry either, because at the end of the day, if she's saying it's fine,
28:07then it's fine in her eyes, and that's okay.
28:09But I don't want her to feel like she's got something to say, and she's not saying it.
28:14Because I generally thought that she didn't know about that.
28:16Because obviously she didn't relay that to us.
28:17Yeah.
28:17And even when she relayed the conversation, that Sean was very honest about the kiss,
28:21and blah, blah, blah.
28:22Yeah.
28:22So I just worry that maybe, like, oh, I don't know, maybe I'm just overthinking it.
28:26One of the things it's not nice to watch, but even as soon as it finished,
28:29I didn't feel any certain type of way about it.
28:31Yeah.
28:31Because it's just like...
28:33I don't know, like, I think it was a good thing.
28:36It was in a challenge.
28:36We got a good thing, and I knew exactly what was happening anyway.
28:39Yeah.
28:39So it was actually pretty chill.
28:41You've heard context of a conversation that he's not...
28:43And I do feel like she does not brush things under, but, like, even in previous challenges
28:47and stuff, she's like, oh, yeah, no, it's all fine.
28:49And then it does affect her a little bit later on, so I just feel like...
28:51Maybe just go and do a check-in on her.
28:54Yeah.
28:54I don't know.
28:56What a journey Simba's been on.
28:58He began in the foot spa of naughtiness, spent time in the jacuzzi of denial,
29:03and now, at last, he's arrived at the pool of accountability.
29:08OK, brother, I'm ready to listen and talk to you.
29:11I want to chat to you, bro.
29:12Yeah.
29:13It hasn't been easy, bro, I'm not going to lie to you.
29:15I know I've messed up, and it's all good saying how much I like Angie
29:19and, you know, I just want to fix things with Angie,
29:21but I really need to sit in, like, this pool of accountability
29:24and just be like, you know what, Simba, you've actually messed up.
29:27Mm.
29:27Even, like, looking at the screen yesterday, I don't want to be that guy no more, bro.
29:31And what hurt me the most, I had a conversation with Angie, and she said to me, like,
29:36she just feels like she can't trust me, you know?
29:38That's the biggest.
29:39And I feel like trust.
29:40Without trust, there's nothing.
29:42No relationship.
29:42Do you know what I'm saying?
29:42No relationship.
29:43OK, yeah, I'll be the first to tell you've fucked up.
29:45Yeah, yeah, you would.
29:45We all fucked up.
29:46Too fair, we took us in the wrong way.
29:47We got excited, didn't we?
29:48I want to be a better man, bro, not just for Angie, but for myself.
29:52You owe it to yourself.
29:52Do you know what I mean?
29:53My boys back home, my family, my mum, my little brother.
29:57Mm.
29:57Why am I still chasing?
29:58Why am I still trying to play the game?
30:00Why am I still trying to, you know, just do, again, do things.
30:03Lustful things.
30:03Do lustful things, things that aren't going to bring me no long-lasting happiness.
30:07I know.
30:07I think going to Casa, bro, was that last little push you needed to make you realise.
30:12Yeah, to realise, yeah.
30:13Look, imagine, just take this in.
30:15So against all the odds, you found your person.
30:18And then from your actions, you might lose that person.
30:21That's what things hit home for you.
30:23And you realise Angie is that girl for you.
30:25Angie's the type of girl, bro.
30:27Fuckin' hell, am I gonna ask you?
30:27It's all right, bro.
30:28Fuckin' hell, bro.
30:28I've got goosebumps, man.
30:30Angie's the type of girl on the outside, bro.
30:32She'll be part of your family life.
30:33She'll look after you.
30:34You guys, I really think you two are meant to be together.
30:36Bro, you are.
30:37And you deserve it.
30:38I mean, you really, really do deserve this.
30:39Don't ever question yourself.
30:41When the girls say these things, fuck them, bro.
30:43Don't ever question yourself, OK?
30:45But I don't want to see you in pain.
30:46I don't want to see you hurting.
30:47You've made your mistakes.
30:48Just show me, man.
30:51Literally, yeah.
30:52Now you know what you want.
30:53Mm.
30:54So just don't mess it up, bro.
30:57Do you know what I mean?
30:58Don't mess it up.
30:59Nah.
31:00Fuckin' hell, bro.
31:02Fuckin' hell.
31:02What the fuck has happened to us?
31:06Come on, give me a hug, man.
31:07Fuckin' hell, bro.
31:08Fuckin' hell.
31:09My brother, man.
31:12We got you, man.
31:13Appreciate it.
31:14We got privacy.
31:15Yeah, man.
31:16Don't worry, bro.
31:17Nah, I just want to fix this, bro.
31:18I want to just do the actions, do the 1%s.
31:21Or she calls it 100%s, innit?
31:23Yeah.
31:26Oh.
31:27Hi.
31:28Shall we have a chat?
31:29Yeah.
31:30Terrace?
31:31Terrace?
31:32Yeah.
31:32I've not been there yet, you know?
31:36Oh, I'm her back.
31:37Josie, girl.
31:37How are you feeling?
31:38How are you feeling anyways?
31:39Guys, I feel so shit.
31:41I can't stop crying today, and I'm just not trying to do all that.
31:44No.
31:44No, I'm not.
31:45I literally can't stop, like, I can't.
31:46I'm not going to hug you, though, because that's what I feel.
31:48Love you guys.
31:49No, no, don't worry.
31:50I'm fine.
31:50No, it wasn't great last night.
31:52No.
31:52Yeah, and I'm going to, and I've said sorry, but I'm going to say sorry for my parts.
31:56It's just...
31:57Oh, they're talking up there.
31:59For me, it's the lack of respect you had when you were there.
32:02You never spoke about me.
32:03You didn't care about me.
32:03She had no idea that we were so close.
32:05She had no idea.
32:06And then watching it, guys, the same lines he uses on me, the same everything he uses
32:10on me is what he did to her.
32:11Oh.
32:12I think I only watched 10 seconds of that.
32:14I stopped watching.
32:14You can move forward past this whole situation as well.
32:17I don't know.
32:17We have to see.
32:18I don't know.
32:19I'm, like, questioning so much of our connection now.
32:21Like, I'm going to be honest.
32:22I know you guys didn't say, no, he really likes you.
32:23But the way he was with her is exactly how he was with me when he first came in.
32:27And so that's making me really question it now.
32:30And do you think, like, they're still open to getting to know each other?
32:33I think if they are, I think I'm just going to remove myself.
32:37How did you feel about last night?
32:38We said we kissed a lot.
32:40We said we was chatting a lot.
32:41It was flirty.
32:41Yeah.
32:42We had a thing.
32:42So I don't understand why.
32:44I think it was probably seeing it, but, like, I do get that.
32:46Of course.
32:47And it's hard to watch.
32:48And I get that.
32:49And I don't want to make Jaz upset because she started crying.
32:52And obviously that's not nice to see, is it?
32:54Yeah.
32:55I brought you back.
32:55Yeah.
32:56You know, that's, like, a big statement, innit?
32:59Mm.
32:59I'm in a pickle because my feelings aren't gone for her.
33:02They're not.
33:02I obviously still like the girl.
33:04I need to look at her from my space where it's, like...
33:06Yeah.
33:06I feel like I've been nothing but, like, understanding and nice and stuff
33:10and, like, supportive of stuff and I just feel like I do need some of that back.
33:13I think if I didn't like you, like, this would not be as big of an issue, but it, like,
33:19hurts.
33:20Yeah.
33:22Yeah.
33:22I know what to do.
33:24That's what I need to speak to her about, I suppose, but...
33:26Yeah.
33:26Yeah.
33:27I'll be expecting a four-course breakfast in the morning.
33:30Nachos.
33:31Then some sweets.
33:32I'll leave some crisps out there.
33:33And I'll put you a cup of tea with your crisps.
33:35Have, please.
33:37Is it all right if I speak to Jasmine?
33:39Of course you can.
33:40Yeah.
33:41See you in a bit, girls.
33:41Love you guys.
33:43Having fun?
33:45Not at all.
33:47No?
33:48Like, really, no.
33:49Like, really, no.
33:50Oh, God.
33:52Have you spoken to him yet?
33:54You haven't?
33:56Do you want to?
33:57Yeah, but he's there.
33:59He's with her, so I can't.
34:01Yeah, but you strike me as a person that doesn't really give up.
34:03I know, but the fact that I've been feeling like that for so long...
34:05..is making me think it's just my time.
34:08I really like Cav.
34:10And I think he wants to maybe open it up with her again.
34:12And that's not something I'm going to be able to watch.
34:14I think he really likes her.
34:17I personally don't think some of the things that you've done are that bad.
34:21In his eyes, they are.
34:23And if he feels that way, then he feels that way.
34:26And I'm going to say sorry for hurting him in certain ways like that.
34:29He's been hurt, but...
34:30Like, I'm just really hurt.
34:35I could sit here and make things up and tell you a million reasons
34:38why you shouldn't be with her, but, like, that's not who I am.
34:40I feel like we do have connections,
34:43so I feel like that's why I'm going off.
34:44Yeah.
34:45But I need efforts.
34:47Slightly.
34:48Because I'm not...
34:49I am a nice girl, but I'm not a doormat.
34:52I can't look at that.
34:53Like, I'm just torturing myself now.
34:55But I think that's why this hurts so much,
34:57because I've reassured him so much and I've fought for us so much,
35:01and he just, at every second that he can,
35:02is trying to throw it away, and he's doing it again now.
35:05I don't think I can be in here and watch it.
35:08Is the point of not sharing a bed in case we cuddle or do whatever,
35:11or is it, like, that you want to be, like, fair to both people?
35:14Right now, if we share a bed, say, and then we do end up kissing or say,
35:18it's not...
35:21Yeah, it's not very respectful, is it?
35:22I do hear what you're saying.
35:23Like, we can share a bed and not kiss and not cuddle or whatever, but...
35:26Yeah.
35:30You don't think that will happen?
35:33Is what you're saying.
35:35But then I'm like, what? Oh.
35:36I don't know.
35:38Oh.
35:41Thank you for checking on me, though.
35:42No, no worries.
35:45Can't stop crying.
35:48Come on, I'll tell you.
35:59You crying?
36:00I can't stop crying on this place.
36:03It's fine.
36:15Have you lost my love?
36:19Do you need someone like me to fix you up?
36:25After talking things through with Lorenzo, Jasmine's been left feeling emotional.
36:36Come on, come on, go inside.
36:39Jazzy.
36:49Oh, my Lord.
36:52What happened?
36:54You'll be all right, Jaz.
36:56Yeah?
36:59He's running it back with her, you know?
37:01With you.
37:03With Charlene.
37:05He said that?
37:06No, I could see them.
37:10Oh, my God.
37:11This, like, breaks me seeing you like this, Jaz.
37:14Right now, you're overwhelmed as fuck, Jaz.
37:16You've just seen him saying all this stuff, kissing.
37:20You feel guilty about Priya and him and how you've hurt them.
37:24Like, this is a lot for you to process.
37:26You're not going to have all the answers right now.
37:29You just need to, like, let yourself feel how you feel.
37:33And you'll feel better after crying, trust me.
37:38I'm sure he feels like shit, too.
37:40No, I think he's fine.
37:42No, Jaz.
37:43I can actually see him laughing with her on the balcony.
37:46Were they not?
37:49Shit.
37:49And they have their arms, like, they're so close to each other and, like...
37:52I'm just so confused.
37:53He's laughing, I can hear him laughing.
37:55I don't think he wants to hurt anyone.
37:58And he's just trying to navigate how he feels.
38:00I think so, too.
38:01I think, genuinely, he really likes you.
38:03But now he likes her as well.
38:04And now he's just like, what the fuck do I do?
38:06Which is obviously not nice.
38:08You know, I think I've reached my wits end with the whole thing now.
38:10Because I think it's either we commit to fixing this with each other.
38:13Or you're, like, done.
38:14Or we're not committed to it.
38:16And that's okay.
38:17Then he's found something better.
38:19But then that's actually me done.
38:21Like, I'm not going to be open to anything now.
38:23She doesn't want to couple up with me.
38:25Must be really bad.
38:26Like, please.
38:27I'm like, you know what, now, please just couple up you two for fuck's sake.
38:31Honestly, I'd love for that.
38:33Yeah, I mean, but you deserve more than me just moping about coffee.
38:38This is true.
38:40You do.
38:41And you deserve a coffee and some cuddles.
38:44I do.
38:45Yeah, come back in six months, all right?
38:46We'll put a date in the diary.
38:49At the end of the day, you need to be happy in whatever form that looks like.
38:54And you have to be selfish.
38:55Yeah, whatever form that looks like, you have to prioritise that.
38:58And if it's so I can progress, I'm thinking that I need to rest.
39:06Priya wants Jordan to know how she feels.
39:08She also wants this conversation to go viral.
39:10So she's turned it into a one-handed TikTok dance.
39:14You point blank saying that you weren't, you weren't attracted to me or you wasn't as attracted to me as
39:21you were jazz or something along those lines.
39:23Yeah.
39:23And then, like, changing your tune just to be open kind of makes me feel a little bit like maybe
39:31you should have been a little bit clear to me.
39:35You can't change how you feel about someone.
39:37And if you initially feel that you don't have that attraction, maybe you should have just said that.
39:41And I know that's a hard thing to say to somebody.
39:43Yeah, yeah.
39:44But, like, again, to avoid me looking like a mug later down the line, maybe you should have been a
39:50little bit more clear if you weren't into it.
39:52Yeah, it wasn't that I was never attracted to you.
39:54It wasn't the case of that.
39:56I just want you to know that, first of all, because I know from that clip, that's what it looked
40:00like.
40:00And when I watched it, I was like, fuck it up.
40:02I didn't even realise I said it like that.
40:04Yeah.
40:04But it's more, I think, the embarrassment of it.
40:07Yeah, it's in front of everyone.
40:08It's the whole embarrassment of everyone in the villa and then the whole fucking nation.
40:13I can see that and I understand that.
40:14And, you know, you have every right to feel a certain way about it.
40:18I just want to apologise for how it looks and how...
40:21I appreciate that.
40:21Yeah.
40:22I appreciate that.
40:22And obviously, from Jaz's point, it's just a bit more like, she could have put me in the know a
40:27little bit more.
40:28It's just honestly not great and I just can't help how I feel right now.
40:31I just feel a bit, like, numb.
40:34I just feel like I want to be on my own.
40:36Yeah.
40:37I just feel like I want to settle with it.
40:39Yeah.
40:39Erm, we can continue, like, getting to know each other as we were, but, erm, I just feel like I
40:46just need a bit of space.
40:47That's fine. No, listen, I get it.
40:48That's just how I feel.
40:49And I think I just need to chill out.
40:50No, that's completely fine.
40:51But, like, don't stress, don't stress on my side.
40:54No, thank you.
40:54I appreciate your apology and it's nothing towards you.
40:57I just feel like I just...
40:58It's something, yeah.
40:58I don't know.
40:59I just need to just be...
41:01I don't know.
41:01Just, just, just...
41:02Breathe.
41:02Breathe and just do what I feel I want to do.
41:07Erm...
41:07Yeah.
41:08Yeah.
41:08No, that's calm.
41:09Sorry to interrupt, girls.
41:12Mara, is it right before I chat, quickly?
41:15Me?
41:15Yeah, is that right?
41:16Yeah, sure.
41:19B-R-B.
41:20B-R-B.
41:21B-R-B.
41:22B-R-B.
41:23B-R-B.
41:23You want a mini-five there?
41:24Where?
41:25A mini-five.
41:26Oh, yeah, sure.
41:27All right.
41:28Men love being in triangles, just, like, having a cake and eating the cake, huh?
41:33I know.
41:38Oh!
41:39How are you?
41:40I'm good, how are you?
41:41I'm OK.
41:44I'm going to ask you again.
41:46Go on.
41:46How are you?
41:49I was feeling sad.
41:50Mm.
41:51I saw that.
41:51Today.
41:52Mm.
41:53Feeling a bit down.
41:54Mm.
41:55I don't know.
41:55I feel things, and I wouldn't want...
41:57We're human, though.
41:58Yeah, I know, but...
41:59It's weird, because at the same time, I would like to think that not a lot of things upset
42:04me, but then sometimes, when it does upset me, it really, really does upset me, because
42:08it's like, I wouldn't do that to you.
42:10Like, why would you do this to me?
42:11Of course, of course.
42:11Kind of thing.
42:12I haven't felt like that in ages.
42:14Someone, like...
42:15And that hurts, because it's like, I brought that out of you.
42:19Do you know what I'm saying?
42:19Yeah.
42:19As a result of my actions, so...
42:21But it hurts me, because...
42:22I need to apologise for that.
42:23I need to hold up my hands again and take...
42:25And you have, and I appreciate it.
42:26And I'm truthfully and genuinely, like, very...
42:29I'm going to take off my glasses, but I've...
42:31I'm truthfully and genuinely very, very sorry for what I did and the pain that I've caused.
42:38I wish I just took a touch, I just took a moment to think, okay, yeah, it's all good
42:42focusing on Kassa, but these are people's feelings and people's emotions.
42:45And I'm just trying to make sure that I go about things the right way from now on.
42:51Um...
42:51And, yeah, I'm sorry, Mara, genuinely.
42:54Oh, I appreciate it.
42:55I appreciate you talking to me.
42:57I hope this is going to be, like, a growth for you.
43:00And now you can focus, do, like, the whole tunnel vision for the rest of your life kind of thing.
43:04Because she is worth it.
43:05She's a lovely girl.
43:06No, she is.
43:07And she could have been, like, horrible to me.
43:09At the end of the day, like, I need to change.
43:11I want to...
43:11You know what I mean?
43:12I want to become a better person.
43:13So, do you feel like...
43:15You and Simbaratcha does more reflecting?
43:18More reflecting, man.
43:19Simbaratcha is reflecting, um...
43:21What's his values like?
43:23Accountability.
43:24Mm.
43:25And my ex, years ago, when I was like, I can't remember how hard I was, she said,
43:30love is putting other people's feelings before yourself, always.
43:33Yeah.
43:34I think that's the essence of that.
43:35I think love...
43:35I don't think love can even be explained.
43:37Because love is an action of feeling.
43:38It's all of these things.
43:39It's putting your pride aside, but then it's...
43:41It's like waking up every single day.
43:43Yeah.
43:43And choosing that person time and time and time and time again.
43:46But then it's also a feeling about...
43:47Even when you don't want to.
43:48It's a feeling, exactly, as well.
43:49Do you know what I mean?
43:50It's feeling, it's an action.
43:51You know what I mean?
43:52It's like, oh, gosh, man.
43:53Love is nuts.
43:55How are you going to win her over?
43:57How?
43:58Yeah.
43:59You need to think of a plan.
44:02Well...
44:03You're in love.
44:04I can tell you that for free.
44:05You think I'm in love?
44:06Yeah.
44:07But think about it.
44:09I fucked up, Mara.
44:11Yeah, you definitely fucked up.
44:13I fucked up massively.
44:13I think you loved yourself more than you loved her, but you do love her.
44:17Shit.
44:21Are you going to pull her for a chat?
44:24She'll bite my head off.
44:27Yeah.
44:27But we'll see.
44:29Appreciate you, though.
44:30Do you want to give a hug now?
44:31Yeah.
44:35I'll catch you in a bit, though.
44:41Hi.
44:41Hi.
44:42Hi, guys.
44:43How was your combo?
44:44It was good.
44:46What were you talking about?
44:47I was just explaining my feelings, and he acknowledged that.
44:50I was asking him, like, how are we going to get you back kind of thing.
44:54He's saying that he wants to be more like, he wants to be a better man, basically.
44:58And I said, what does this better man look like?
45:01We're trying to figure out all the words.
45:03We're going to talk about how deep the word love is.
45:06It's so complicated.
45:08Love should be easy.
45:09I don't think it should be easy.
45:11Life isn't easy.
45:13Life's not easy.
45:14Life's not easy, but love should feel easy.
45:17Yeah, if you don't know what's negative, how do you know what's positive?
45:21Do you know what I mean?
45:22What you mean is there's ups and downs?
45:24Yeah, it's like, it involves both.
45:26And you really know you're in love with someone when you experience the downs.
45:30Yes.
45:38Yes.
45:41Yes.
45:45Josie, you know?
45:47What?
45:47What happened?
45:48I can't take it Mica.
45:50Yes.
45:53I can't even look at him.
45:55Come on, come on, come on, come on.
46:01It's okay.
46:02It's okay.
46:03It's okay.
46:05and you know how to make up you know like okay you know how you argue but then you know
46:10how to
46:10how to finish that argument overcome that yes and that's love if you want that love the last 50
46:16years you need to like build a brick by brick honestly at the end of the day if he doesn't
46:25realize or understand how much you liked him then i don't know like you i don't know what to tell
46:30him
46:30because i've everyone has said it to me yeah i don't understand like truly this just shows that
46:36you care yeah i do care a lot i do think i was in love with him and i am
46:45still i think so and i think
46:47when i'm in love with someone i know the way i am i've not been in love with someone for
46:50like maybe
46:51four years yeah and i love really well so it's a big loss for him as well oh my god
46:57it's one thing
46:59to be hurt but it's another thing to like be in love with someone and be heartbroken by it
47:04tell me you loved me tell me you loved me tell me you loved me
47:36you
47:37you
47:38you
47:42you
47:44you
47:46you
47:49you
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