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00:12Previously on Love Island,
00:14emotions run high.
00:16You won't believe your eyes, just watch me now.
00:19We're a really good kiss.
00:20The kiss was very good, actually.
00:21We run the affair now, then.
00:23It's not great, bro. I feel for yags.
00:24It's not great.
00:25Charlene's warm and happy and friendly.
00:27Got a smile back on my face.
00:29I know, bro.
00:31Oh, my God.
00:32Simba, man.
00:32Does take two to tango.
00:33Take two to tango? Don't do that.
00:36Idiot.
00:36I feel like I'm in a good position because Priya likes him to.
00:39Fully a win-win.
00:39You're not necessarily attracted to her so much.
00:41Oh, you're not?
00:42No.
00:42I feel like it would be so lit if Priya brought you back
00:44because then I can just be like, okay, cool.
00:46I feel like a mug in here.
00:47You literally went to Priya.
00:48Bring him back.
00:49It's so you could get to know him.
00:50Don't equate it.
00:51Both of you have a bit blindsided me there.
00:52Bit of a kick in the teeth, guys.
00:54But he said to you, I'm more interested in you.
00:56But you never relayed that to me.
00:59This is between us because we get in the egg.
01:02Oh, really?
01:03I'm sorry.
01:04Muka, that was so dishonest.
01:05You and Jazz are like my hostess girls in here.
01:08No, I know.
01:08And I'm sorry, Priya.
01:09It's part of you two.
01:09It's hurtful to me.
01:11She's like, look like a mug.
01:19After the credits roll.
01:22I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
01:25The tears fall.
01:28And I'm so sorry for hurting me as people I am.
01:31She's crying.
01:32I don't look.
01:49Movie night's not over yet, but the reviews are in.
01:53Five stars from Movie Mag.
01:56It's a smash, said Top Flicks.
01:58You can stick your movie night up your d***, says Cav off Love Island.
02:03I'm not sure we'll put that last one on the poster.
02:08Guys, no, I just need to have to take my own love for it.
02:12Catch me if you cavern.
02:16What happens on tour stays on tour, boy.
02:18That's all.
02:20All right, guys.
02:21Head spun.
02:22A little bit.
02:23Well, were you...
02:24Yeah.
02:24Yeah.
02:25I can tell.
02:26I can tell.
02:26It made a nice kiss.
02:27We're all kissing.
02:28Do you reckon?
02:29Mm-hm.
02:29I could have kissed you all right, to be fair.
02:31I didn't really want it to stop.
02:32I'm gorgeous.
02:34I just love your personality, I'll be honest.
02:36Really? I do, yeah.
02:37Obviously, you are sexy, gorgeous,
02:41but I think, yeah, your personality,
02:42I feel like you're very caring.
02:43Yeah. You know what I mean?
02:44I regretting not kissing you last night.
02:46Really?
02:48I think it's your name.
02:50Oh, my God, I'm going to get sick.
02:57You're such a cute couple.
02:58Thanks, Fitz.
02:59Thanks, Fitz.
03:01We have your blessing.
03:02Might as well stay here, won't we?
03:04Yeah, don't go back.
03:05I actually don't really want to go back.
03:07Don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare, don't you dare.
03:11Yeah, let's just stay on holiday.
03:13You're gorgeous. Thanks.
03:15I feel like I just want to take care of you, do you know what I mean?
03:17Of me? Yeah.
03:18Oh, that's my dream.
03:20I think that's probably why I am so, like, attracted to you.
03:23Really? Honestly, when I first come in, I was just drawn.
03:26What is this about?
03:27Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
03:28Don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't, don't.
03:29The lads holiday vibe's gone.
03:31It's now like a connection, isn't it?
03:33I'm looking forward to exploring, don't I?
03:34Yeah.
03:36And another kiss now.
03:37Oh, my God, Cav, isn't that?
03:39I don't know.
03:40I don't know.
03:42This is not nice to see, is it?
03:45Charlene, Charlene.
03:49Charlene, where have you been?
03:51Oh.
03:52For four weeks, Charlene.
03:53Oh, my God, Cav.
03:56Oh, my God.
03:58Cass is great.
04:01So, Cav, man, that's terrible.
04:04OK.
04:10Where have you been for four weeks?
04:11Yeah.
04:11Now you're speechless.
04:13Huh?
04:13This girl is so upset.
04:14She's absolutely heartbroken.
04:16She really cares.
04:16And you're saying that.
04:17Why am I getting so onto me?
04:18You've got a smirk on your face.
04:20You've got a little smirk on your face.
04:22I come back and I owned what I did and I told him what I thought.
04:25But then you're having a go at her.
04:26She hasn't even entertained anyone.
04:27Because I'm getting roasted.
04:28Because she didn't do half of that, Cav.
04:31No, but Ellie, they were on a break, no?
04:34But did you hear the conversation before they left?
04:37No.
04:38They knew everything about that, though.
04:40They knew about the kiss.
04:40They knew about the connection.
04:41There was nothing.
04:42They knew everything.
04:43It's the little comments, though.
04:44It's the little comments are the problem.
04:46That wasn't nice.
04:49In Casa, you get the adrenaline for the first day,
04:52then the second day that that burns down.
04:53Adrenaline?
04:53Adrenaline control yourself.
04:55What do you mean?
04:56How do you think she's feeling right now?
04:57How the fuck do people not understand this is fucking people's feelings, man?
05:00It's people's feelings.
05:01You fucked them both out.
05:01And then Charlene as well.
05:03You've basically played with her as well.
05:06I get kind of messed up, yeah, but he was in a bad place before he left.
05:09That's why.
05:12I don't know what I'm doing.
05:12Whose fault was that?
05:13Whose fault was that?
05:14Yeah, I'm not saying his fault.
05:15Samraj, how are you defending this?
05:16Just shut up.
05:18Honestly, just stop.
05:19All you have to do is say that was a hard watch.
05:20I'm really sorry we spoke about it.
05:22Of course, and I agree.
05:23I agree that was a hard watch.
05:24Stop using these excuses about we were not in a good place.
05:26It's not an excuse.
05:26It's perspective, Jaz.
05:28It's perspective.
05:28You don't know it.
05:33You know it, and you know what we live.
05:35And I do, and I feel like we've already spoke about it, and I've already...
05:36You don't talk about four weeks, you're gonna do all of that shit.
05:38Are you actually good?
05:39The only reason I'm quiet just then is because it's hard for me to speak to you.
05:41To look at you is hard for me.
05:43For you to walk down there was hard for me.
05:45You're gross to me.
05:46You're gross.
05:47All of you are gross, but you all back each other.
05:49It's disgusting.
05:50And you girls don't back each other, though.
05:51You girls don't back each other, though.
05:52They do the same thing, though.
05:53I feel like you lot are actually delusional.
05:55But I feel like you guys forget that kissing and cuddling.
05:58That's a really intimate thing.
05:59And what you were saying, what you were saying.
06:01Why are you all putting your two pens in for?
06:03Can you just let them speak?
06:04It's just like, you can't really have it.
06:05We need to conversation.
06:06I was quiet that whole time.
06:07This is my time to talk.
06:09The rest of you, just let you have a conversation.
06:11Not everyone needs to keep checking your two pens in.
06:13Yes, they can.
06:13They can try me to because they just look like I cry.
06:15They've seen me this whole time.
06:16They're allowed to stand up for me.
06:17They can stand up for me as much as they want.
06:18So why is that not fair when they stand up for me?
06:21Have some respect for me.
06:22That shit was actually fucking crazy.
06:24It was worse than I even thought.
06:25You can be like, damn, that's how that came across.
06:27That's really mad.
06:28I'm so sorry, Jazz.
06:29You don't deserve to sit there and cry.
06:30You can come give me a hug.
06:31Instead, you do this.
06:32And then you come for my girls for standing up for me.
06:33Please.
06:34Please.
06:35Stop.
06:35I feel like I've sat and I've held my hands up about what was.
06:39No, you didn't.
06:39Because you tried to compare me and Jordan to you.
06:41You tried to compare it.
06:42Yeah, because you're all coming out.
06:43And Simba's reacting.
06:44I don't know why you're reacting.
06:45What do you mean, Simba's reacting?
06:47But all I do is look up to the ceiling.
06:48Yeah, don't look.
06:49Don't look.
06:50Just sit there.
06:50Seriously.
06:51I'm looking straight at the screen.
06:53Bro, I can't even breathe, bro.
06:55For you like to do this shit, it's actually hurtful.
06:57I think it's also just like not nice.
06:59Or even for like Charlene, though.
07:00So she's come back and say, it's actually two people involved.
07:03It's not just Jazz, it's actually.
07:04I've held my hands up and said, I've put myself in a bit of pickle.
07:06I know you have, but then it's always like followed by a butt.
07:08Well, what else do you want me to do, Yaz?
07:10Just shut up.
07:13Yeah, man, just don't chat ins, bro.
07:14Just don't chat ins, bro.
07:16I literally can't deal with this shit.
07:21Like some of the stuff he said was a little bit...
07:23Of course, but it's...
07:24But like, yeah, that was bad.
07:27I don't know.
07:28I just think you had a really bad few days with Jazz.
07:30You were really overthinking it.
07:31This girl came in and you just explored it.
07:40Only fools...
07:41I still think her saying she wants to keep him here as an option
07:44and make Puri get it was so bad.
07:45Exactly, why was that all dismissed?
07:46That was ridiculous.
07:47That just gets dismissed like it's nothing.
07:49Stupid boys, just boys.
07:56What are the boys doing defending him?
07:58There's nothing to defend!
07:59There is nothing to defend!
08:02I've tried to compare me and Jordan.
08:05Are you fucking joking me?
08:07That's why I had to pay for it.
08:07Where are you in the past four weeks?
08:09Your personality, our future.
08:11Are you crazy?
08:12Are you actually fucking crazy?
08:15I understand that it doesn't look great.
08:18I just don't get how they can all get on to me
08:21and just forget everything else that's gone.
08:23Obviously, yeah, it's between you and Jazz.
08:25But do you know what I think is?
08:26The same way the girls chime in, we all see you hurt.
08:29So why don't we have a right to chime in as well?
08:31And then they want to compare the way they back each other
08:33to the way we back each other here.
08:34Yeah, because you all fucking clown us around.
08:36So we back each other because you clown us around.
08:38You lot sit there.
08:39We stay here like idiots.
08:40So I'm going to back my fucking girls.
08:41You don't need to back your boy when he's an idiot.
08:43You need to g-check him.
08:44Hello?
08:48Save the best till last, eh?
08:52I'm crying.
08:53My girls are defending me.
08:54You as my man should sit there who's groveling.
08:57You should sit there and be like, period.
08:58And you guys are right.
08:59And you should back your girls.
09:00That is the closest I've ever felt to being cheated on.
09:02I don't need it, you guys.
09:03I actually don't.
09:04And I don't want it.
09:05And I don't want it.
09:06And I fucking love my single life.
09:08I love it.
09:09I'm here because I wanted to see if I was open to it.
09:11And you know what I've shown myself?
09:12I'm so open to it because I really fell for this boy.
09:14And I know that in my heart, I'm not this cold girl who can't, isn't capable of love.
09:19Because that's actually what I started to find with him.
09:22You obviously both like each other.
09:25You still want to pursue things, even though things are this chaotic.
09:30If I love you, I am loyal to a fault.
09:31You got that out of me and you fumbled it.
09:33Idiot.
09:34He's talking about, oh, I'm feeling this, I'm feeling that.
09:37Where have you been the past week?
09:38Are you an idiot?
09:41Oh, guys, I can't.
09:43I'm disgusted.
09:44All of those boys are disgusting.
09:46The way they're backing each other is disgusting.
09:47Like, shut up.
10:06Movie night's over.
10:07Oh, and guys, if that giant screen mysteriously vanishes tomorrow morning,
10:11let's not look into it too deeply, okay?
10:15Anyway, totally different subject.
10:16If anyone fancies coming round my gaff on Saturday to watch England Norway on a massive screen.
10:21Simba?
10:22No?
10:23Not in the mood?
10:23But heaven won't take you, then I won't go, Romeo.
10:30What's that?
10:31What do you want to talk about?
10:32It's up to you.
10:33If you don't want to, it's fair, isn't it?
10:35But why do you want to talk?
10:36I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:38Okay.
10:39I feel like every time I try to come and you're like, oh, no, I don't want to chat,
10:42you're like, I'm not forcing you, if you don't want to talk to me.
10:44You can go and chat then.
10:45All right, cool.
10:48I haven't spoken to you all day.
10:50All right, let's go, let me go.
10:52How are you?
10:55Great.
10:56I got problems.
10:57You up?
10:58I got problems.
10:59Food problems.
11:00Can't stop.
11:02Obviously, you know what, actually, first of all, let me start by apologising.
11:07I was just, I was just angry at, you know, Mara and the rest of the girls just always
11:12trying to chip away at me.
11:13These last two, three days, it's been very difficult.
11:17I just feel like me kind of raising my voice and kind of clapping back a little bit,
11:21that's, like I said, it's like, if you keep poking a bear, eventually I'm going to pop off.
11:24It wasn't directed towards you whatsoever.
11:26Everything I've done, all my mistakes, yeah, I hold up my hands.
11:29There's nothing, I can't defend myself.
11:30I've got no leg to stand on.
11:31I've fucked up on numerous occasions now, so I'm sorry for that.
11:36I just feel like everything you say and you do is just bullshit.
11:39Like genuinely,
11:42like the way you behave outside of our conversations.
11:47How can I genuinely sit there and believe that our connection is such and such?
11:51It is, darling.
11:52It's not such and such.
11:53It's not such and such.
11:55It's actually laughable.
11:56It's actually a joke.
11:58Because I've actually been fooled this whole time, I feel like.
12:00I haven't been fooled.
12:01Genuinely, I've actually been fooled.
12:03Don't you feel like, don't you feel like, if I really didn't like you...
12:06Oh my God, it's actually hilarious seeing your conversations with Mika,
12:10seeing your conversations with Mara.
12:15Talking about, I said, can I trust you?
12:18I don't even know why I asked that question, because I know I fucking can't.
12:21And you say yes, and then you go and...
12:24Angie.
12:24Every, all these conversations.
12:26I don't even want you to get close to me, genuinely.
12:30You have your own interpretation of how to do things.
12:33I have my own.
12:34Like I said, I've fucked up.
12:35I can get to know people, but I don't have to lips up the place.
12:38I don't have to do too much.
12:40I don't have to bring people back from Casa Amor.
12:42Like, it's because your words aren't matching your actions.
12:47I know, I know, I know.
12:47My words are matching my actions.
12:50I'm sorry, Angie, after I told you.
12:52Yeah, but how many times can you say sorry?
12:53I don't know, what do you want me to do?
12:55I said to you, if you want me to go home, I'll go.
12:57What do you want me to do?
12:59Do you still want this?
13:00Do you still want this?
13:01I don't know.
13:02I don't know if I do, because I just feel like just watching that shit
13:05and how you behave when I'm not there, when you're having other conversations with other people,
13:10I just feel like I just don't even know for this anymore.
13:13I can't even look at you.
13:15This is shit for me, genuinely.
13:17I know, and I'm trying to fix this.
13:19I want to fix this.
13:20And like I said, I've literally left myself in a most vulnerable position and said,
13:23I did it with Mara.
13:24I don't care about her.
13:25I don't want that to work no more.
13:27I just want you.
13:28No more.
13:28So why did you feel like, why did it take that for you to know is that,
13:33okay, no, I don't want her no more.
13:34You're the biggest reason in terms of why I'm here right now.
13:38You're the only thing that's really keeping me here right now.
13:40I don't need to be here right now.
13:41I'm here for you.
13:43I miss you.
13:44I miss us.
13:45Oh, God.
13:49Trying shit.
13:51I'm cool off this conversation now, to be honest.
13:54Oh, I just want...
13:54I'm cool off of it.
13:55There's nothing.
13:56Angie, please, wait, wait.
13:57Why are we walking away, though?
13:58Why can't we ever...
13:59I'm just cool off of this conversation now.
14:01Bro, I told you.
14:02I'm sorry, and I've deaded it with...
14:03I just want you.
14:05Calm, man.
14:06I don't know, Simba.
14:07Calm.
14:10It's every day, same cycle, bro.
14:15I just feel like I disrespected you.
14:17And if I could take it back, I would never do it.
14:18Yeah, I know.
14:18And I know it's only a challenge and people go,
14:20oh, challenge this, challenge that.
14:21But even watching it, I felt sick looking.
14:23I was like, that's disgusting.
14:24Do you know what I mean?
14:25I know you should be the one upset, but I'm just fuming at it.
14:28I actually like that you're fuming at it.
14:29It's just stupid, like you're the one who should be upsetting on me.
14:31Yeah, but...
14:32Man, I'm serious.
14:34All those girls need to relax.
14:35Fuck me.
14:36I get they're standing up, but some of it is just so unnecessary.
14:39I just didn't chime in because I said, I'm not getting involved.
14:41I can't be bothered to get involved.
14:42And I just let them at it.
14:44Are you adults or children?
14:45Like, do you know what I mean?
14:46If they're acting like in the classroom, get out, like...
14:49Yeah, to be fair, I feel like...
14:50But are you okay?
14:51That's actually, we didn't even be talking about that.
14:52It's you okay?
14:53No, no, I'm fine.
14:53You sure?
14:54Yeah.
14:54Did anything shock you there?
14:56No.
14:56I thought Mika's behaviour pre was ridiculous.
14:59I feel really bad for Priya.
15:00I feel so bad for her.
15:01I feel so bad for Priya.
15:02She got dug out there a few times.
15:04You okay?
15:04Yeah, I'm just like, I feel bad.
15:08I feel sad.
15:10Feeling all the emotions.
15:12Are we okay?
15:13No, I'm fine.
15:14I'm fine with you as well, it's fine.
15:16I feel bad for...
15:16I'm gonna speak to her later, but...
15:18Me too.
15:19In the moment...
15:20I don't know.
15:21You didn't feel that bad?
15:22No.
15:22I want to apologize.
15:23I want it to feel bad.
15:24Because I know she felt bad with like you and Jazz and her.
15:27Because you were like the closest three or her two closest mates.
15:30Yeah, that's why I feel so bad.
15:31Because I really love her.
15:32And I'm like, the last thing I want to do is hurt her.
15:35Also the it comment.
15:37That was bad.
15:38Even though I said afterwards, I don't know if I said to someone else,
15:40I don't know if it's the right word, it's a strong one.
15:42I will apologize to Priya.
15:43Even though I know I'm like, she's my gal.
15:46Like, I love her so much.
15:48I thought it should have come from you.
15:50But now upon reflection, it should have come from me.
15:54Tomorrow's a new day.
15:56Tomorrow's not even gonna fix it.
15:58No.
15:59No, no, no.
15:59Is Samara Jamaica over there?
16:01Yeah, he tried.
16:01He's actually gonna speak to them both, to be honest with you.
16:03We did give it a go, need it work out, and that's the way it is.
16:06Are you ready to chat, or should we chat in a minute?
16:08No, no, no.
16:08It was honestly nothing.
16:09Do you know what?
16:10Actually, I'll speak to you both.
16:13I feel so word free.
16:15No, that's not okay.
16:16It's not okay.
16:16And I'll say that front up to them.
16:18No, so would I, for sure.
16:20You both right?
16:21Um, no.
16:23I want to start by saying, honestly, Priya, I'm really sorry.
16:26You know how much I love you.
16:27And that shit, honestly, I'm not joking.
16:30That was a hard watch.
16:32I can't even imagine how you feel.
16:34If anything, I look like an evil ass bitch.
16:36You're one of my closest friends, and I'm here.
16:38One, you could have told me, but you didn't.
16:39That's fine.
16:40But the first thing was, that was the night that you said to me
16:43that you had the ick with me.
16:45Watching that said about yourself is fucking shit.
16:47No, of course.
16:48So, first of all, I'd like to apologize to you.
16:49What I said was said, and I own what I said.
16:52Second of all, I can understand you.
16:53Don't say sorry for how you feel, though.
16:54If you genuinely felt that you had the ick, that's fine.
16:56I'm gonna explain why.
16:56So, for me, I think some of the stuff you were doing,
17:00maybe subconsciously was, like, grating away at me.
17:03But I thought, let's carry on.
17:05And ick is a very strong word.
17:06But then you still tried to kiss me in bed,
17:07so that's obviously not how you felt.
17:08Yeah, and I think that's not okay, either.
17:10And I agree.
17:11Maybe it's my own immaturity.
17:12Little things are getting to me.
17:13Maybe that's where I need to grow.
17:15And we did have a good connection, what we had.
17:16That's why I thought, why am I gonna all of a sudden
17:18shut the door because Meeks told me she liked me.
17:21I thought that's not right.
17:22And also, I didn't know where I was at.
17:22I didn't want him to do that, either.
17:24That's why I feel horrific as well.
17:25I'm really loyal to you girls.
17:27And I literally said to you,
17:29I can see that you and Samuach have a connection.
17:31Please explore that.
17:32You were immature about it.
17:33I've been very graceful.
17:34So it's just, like, the sneaking around
17:36and me in the kitchen, and then for you to just, like, lie.
17:39Like, I don't know, I just look like a dickhead.
17:42No, honestly, that's awful.
17:43I thought I was very intent with my feelings,
17:46but I'm, like, a gullible twat.
17:48But then also, I'm just confused as to why
17:51you're not telling me these things,
17:52because you're scared I'm gonna freak out.
17:54I don't get it.
17:54Genuinely think, no.
17:56The ick comment.
17:56So that's what you said?
17:57No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
17:58She's gonna freak out.
17:59I literally said to Samuach,
18:00you should tell her that.
18:02Ick is a strong word.
18:03And you literally need to tell Priya that,
18:04because what the fuck are you doing in a couple with her
18:07and kissing her in bed?
18:08And y'all are getting intimate,
18:09and this, this, this,
18:10if you have the ick.
18:12With the ick thing, like I said,
18:13ick's a bad comment to say.
18:15Yeah, I'm never gonna say that about anyone.
18:16I think my reasoning was to keep you in the dark,
18:18but I apologize for that.
18:19Yeah.
18:19But I hope you're okay, Priya.
18:20Yeah, I'm fine.
18:21Yeah, I'm really sorry, Priya.
18:23Honestly, I know.
18:24If you've got the ick, then why did you, one,
18:26try and kiss me in bed again that night?
18:28That's no ick.
18:30I'm never, ever, ever gonna say that someone has given me
18:32the ick again, because watching that about yourself
18:35is fucking shit.
18:46Tough watch that.
18:48Angelista's mad at Simba,
18:49Jasmine's not talking to Cav,
18:51and one of the potted plants just told Jordan
18:53he didn't deserve Priya.
18:58I don't want it to look like I've,
19:00I've given you the wrong advice.
19:02Like, from Jaz's perspective,
19:04that I'm trying to break yous to her.
19:06Bro, I do think you don't think she's the right of me.
19:10I do think that.
19:12Because you don't.
19:13Because I see the arguments, yeah, of course,
19:15but everything has arguments ahead.
19:18Well, then I've given you the wrong advice then, haven't I?
19:20If this doesn't work out with Cav, though,
19:22I can't take this.
19:24I really just like him.
19:25Like, you saw, look up, please hold up.
19:28Mika, that's not me to react like that.
19:30It's outside with Cav again tonight.
19:32With Cav don't have a bit either, innit?
19:33Bro, you've got to serve your time in the trenches, man.
19:35But I hope it's worth it.
19:36I hope you will get what you need to.
19:38Hopefully, bro.
19:39My fucking brothers, man.
19:41My brothers, appreciate you.
19:44I love you so much.
19:45I love you.
19:46You're fucking iconic.
19:48You're actually iconic.
19:49You're so iconic.
19:50You're actually, like, that's what it is.
20:02She's obviously really upset.
20:04I should have told her about the ick thing,
20:05but at the same time, I just thought he should have told her.
20:08Like, it shouldn't be coming from him.
20:10Yeah, from her part, I think it's a little bit shady, man.
20:13The whole thing with Jordan and stuff.
20:15Yeah, bro, like, that's so sly, innit?
20:18Do you know what I think?
20:19Why am I just taking all the stick?
20:22Both of you in that situation,
20:24you've not told me straight away,
20:25and then you've made me look more like a dickhead.
20:27I agree, I agree.
20:28But you never ask for that.
20:29I don't need to be sugar-coated.
20:31I can take shit.
20:32And you never ask for protection.
20:33I can't go back in time and fucking fix it.
20:35So I'm just gonna own it.
20:36I did what I did.
20:37It was wrong.
20:38I appreciate that.
20:39I appreciate that.
20:40But I actually want to find someone like this.
20:43You say want to.
20:44You've been here like two days, man.
21:03You then have to repeat about beingie with me.
21:07You've been here like two days, man.
21:08Pick a day to keep my mind on my inside.
21:10Let it have it on my mind.
21:12Let it have it on your mind.
21:12It's gone in papers on your tin.
21:40Movie night re-opened old wounds for some and it reminded Charlene of the connection
21:45she thought she and Cav had I think seeing that video I felt like I wasn't fucking crazy
22:07oh my god I can't deal with today I can't do it so much mess Angie like hurting Priya like
22:14and I
22:15feel so hurt as well so hard seeing the person that you're coupled with do that already before
22:22I was thinking it's gonna be really difficult for me to go over this kissing thing now this is so
22:25much worse we saw clips of jazz that Jordan mind game that she kind of got someone else to do
22:33her
22:33dirty work so that she can stay respectful there was no clips of Angie but she is literally perfect
22:45bro fuck shit how I'm such a bad guy hi how are you feeling off the movie night I think
23:03everyone's a bit
23:03deflated to say the least Jasmine did you enjoy the affair on TV that was crazy hmm great chat
23:21I feel like the night before was drama and today like for everyone it's just actually pure sadness I'm just
23:27sad yeah
23:33am I supposed to just sweep it under the carpet yeah I don't know bro I really don't know that's
23:38what
23:38what I mean look what you want sometimes I what you want isn't mine
23:54to compare it or to think that my pain is equal to what he's going through is not the same
23:59after
24:00how much I'm falling for this boy having to sit here and look at him guys I can't take it
24:04no it's
24:05really sad jazz I can't take it you guys honestly I have genuine feelings for this person
24:18no she's crying don't look don't like to see her upset either she does care she does she does care
24:24she does like you bro of course she likes you and I'm so sorry for hearing these people I am
24:30and I've
24:30said it I don't continue saying it but I think I deserve the same back I deserve love from the
24:35man
24:35that I've been with this whole time he it's too much and he wants to try and defend what he's
24:40done
24:40through my actions and I think that that's wrong because I'm not defending what he's done through
24:44my actions I'm not doing that back I'm sorry for what I've done I am sorry for it and I
24:48think you
24:48should be too because you really hurt me and you know you have I was so happy in them clips
24:53and I
24:54was I feel like we have like one happy time since we got back here together because it's just been
24:59thing after thing and I feel like when there's conflict I think he looks at the person who's maybe
25:03most upset and doesn't really worry about anything else but I think yeah I hope that gave him a
25:10reminder maybe as well of it it is a lot of cause maybe in his head he was a bit
25:14like oh yeah Lorenzo
25:17wants to speak with a nurse and boom 10 seconds later he's found one you see that's the thing
25:22about reality TV shows sometimes they're just so unrealistic you can't be too miserable though
25:28I'm not okay oh Lorenzo come on listen how are you feeling after that chaos honestly I just feel
25:41like I just feel a lot of hurt and anger just feel really disappointed like I really hate this for
25:50me
25:50and Simba because it's like I've been single for years and I haven't felt like this about someone in
25:57a long time really yeah it doesn't help when like everyone basically strongly dislikes him but what
26:05you've just said at the beginning of conversation you've never felt like this for a long time I had
26:09that for years so it's hard to just be like it's making it really hard for me to say those
26:17words that
26:18this is done hmm if you didn't feel that way then it'd be done ages ago yeah it would have
26:23been done
26:24straight away it's also hard like what else more can you do for him to not act like that that's
26:31the
26:31thing like all I've got is his word and that's not enough because it's like you saying to me that
26:37like
26:38I'll never do that again how do we know that hmm how can I trust that you're not going to
26:44be
26:44lustful like you have you ever been cheated on before you have because it's even worse then
26:52I don't know sorry straight to the stub is that for me yeah it's for you um there's a lot
27:00though
27:00I don't know I didn't get the measurements right sorry do you want anything else I think she wants
27:16a coffee as well now me I'm joking I'm joking oh if you carry on living in the gray zone
27:26there's a
27:27chance that this could happen again and then you're gonna get hurt even more yeah I feel like
27:31I look like a fool if I take him back yeah but why do you care about what we think
27:35what emotion's
27:36stronger look feeling like an idiot or love for him hmm it's half and half if you like him that
27:44much
27:45you either have to make it like full commitment or there's always that chance that that could then
27:51happen again his actions are concerning hmm I'm a bit not worried about Lola yeah I just worry that
28:02sometimes she brushes things under the carpet you don't want to pry either because at the end of the
28:06day if she's saying it's fine then it's fine in her eyes and that's okay but I don't want her
28:10to feel
28:10like she's got something to say and she's not saying it because I generally thought that she didn't know
28:15about that because obviously she didn't relay that to us and even when she relayed the conversation
28:19that Sean was very honest about the kiss and blah blah blah yeah worried that maybe like oh I don't
28:25know maybe I'm just overthinking it one of the things it's not nice to watch but even what as soon
28:28as it
28:28finished I didn't feel any certain type of way about it yeah because it's just like I don't know like
28:34it was in a challenge we've got a good thing and I knew exactly what's happening anyway yeah so it
28:39was actually pretty chill you've heard context of a conversation that he's not and I do feel like
28:44she does not brush things under but like even in previous challenges and stuff she's like oh yeah
28:48no it's all fine and then it does affect her a little bit later on so I just feel like
28:51we'll just go and do a check in on her yeah what a journey Simba's been on he began in
28:59the foot spa
28:59of naughtiness spent time in the jacuzzi of denial and now at last he's arrived at the pool of
29:07accountability okay brother I'm ready to listen talk to you bro hasn't been easy bro
29:14I'm not gonna lie to you I know I've messed up and it's all good saying how much I like
29:18Angie and
29:19you know I just want to fix things with Angie but I really need to sit in like this pool
29:23of
29:23accountability and just be like you know what Simba you've actually messed up even like looking at
29:28the screen yesterday I don't want to be that guy no more bro and what hurt me the most I
29:33had a
29:33conversation with Angie and she said to me like I just she just feels like she can't trust me you
29:38know and that's that's the biggest and I feel like trust without trust there's nothing no
29:42relationship you don't say no relationship okay yeah I'll be the first time you fucked up yeah
29:45yeah we all fucked up too fair we took us in the wrong way we got excited I want to
29:49be a better man
29:49yeah not just for Angie but for myself you owe it to yourself I mean my boys back home my
29:54family my
29:55mum my little brother why am I why am I still chasing why am I still trying to play the
29:59game why am I
30:00still trying to you know just do again do things that do lustful things things that aren't going to
30:05bring me no long-lasting happiness I know I think going to Casa bro was that last little push you
30:11needed to make you realize to realize yeah look imagine just take this in so you against all the
30:16odds you found your person and then from your actions you might lose that person that's what
30:22things hit home for you and you realize Angie is that girl for you and she's a type of girl
30:26bro
30:26am I gonna know it's all right but I've got goosebumps when Angie's the type of girl on the outside
30:31bro
30:32she'll be part of your family life she'll look after you guys I really think you two are meant
30:35to be together bro you are and you deserve it I mean you've really really do deserve this don't
30:40ever question yourself when the girls say these things fuck them bro that every question yourself
30:43again but I don't want to see you in pain I don't want to see you hurt you made your
30:47mistakes and
30:48show them and give that girl the world that's what you want don't fuck up now let's do you now
30:52you
30:52know what you want hmm so just don't mess it up I mean don't mess it up no I can
31:00all that
31:02fucking know what the fuck is after all come on give me a hug fucking all about I can not
31:16I just want to I just want to fix this bro I want to I want to just do the
31:20actions do the one
31:21percent or she calls it a hundred percent so that yeah oh hi it's mine should we have a chat
31:29yeah
31:29that Terrace Terrace yeah I've not been there yet yeah oh how are you feeling anyways guys I feel
31:39so shit I can't stop crying today and I'm just not trying to do all that no no I literally
31:45can't
31:45stop like I can't I'm not gonna hug you though because just love you guys no no don't worry I'm
31:50fine it wasn't great last night no yeah and I'm and I'm gonna and I've said sorry but I'm gonna
31:55say
31:55sorry for my parts it's just they're talking up there for me it's a lack of respect you had when
32:01you were there you never spoke about me you didn't care about me she had no idea that we were
32:04so close
32:05she had no idea and then watching it guys the same lines he uses on me the same everything he
32:10uses on
32:10me is what he did to her oh I think I only watched 10 seconds ago I stopped watching you
32:15can move forward
32:15past this I don't know we have to see I don't know I'm like questioning so much of our connection
32:21now
32:21like I'm gonna be honest I know you guys didn't say no he really likes you but the way he
32:24was with her
32:25is exactly how he was with me and when he first came in and so that's making me really question
32:29it
32:29now and do you think like they're still open to get inside your world I think if they are I
32:34think
32:34I'm just gonna remove myself how did you look last night we said we kissed a lot we said we
32:40was
32:40chatting a lot it was funny we had a thing so I don't understand why I think it was probably
32:45seeing
32:45it but like I do get that of course and it's hard to watch and I get that and I
32:50don't want to make
32:50dad's upset because she started crying and obviously that's not nice to see is it yeah I
32:55brought you back yeah you know that's like a big statement and I'm in a pickle because my feelings
33:00aren't gone for her they're not I obviously still like the girl I need to look at her from my
33:05space
33:05where it's like I feel like I've been nothing but like understanding and and nice and stuff and
33:10like supportive of stuff and I just feel like I do need some of that back I think if I
33:14didn't like
33:15you like this would not be as big of an issue but it's like hurts yeah yeah I want to
33:23do that's
33:24why I need to speak to her about I suppose but yeah I'll be expecting a four course breakfast in
33:30the morning nachos then some sweet I'll leave some crisps out and I'll put your cup of tea with
33:34your crisps yeah please so if I speak to Jasmine of course you can see you in a bit girl
33:41love you
33:42guys having fun no no like really no look really no oh god have you spoken to him yet you
33:55haven't
33:55do you want to yeah but he's there he's with her so I can't yeah but you strike me as
34:02a person that
34:02doesn't really give up I know but the fact that I've been feeling like that for so long is making
34:06me think it's just my time I really like to have and I think he wants to maybe open it
34:11up with her
34:12again and that's not something I'm gonna be able to watch I think he really likes her I personally
34:17don't think some of the things that you've done about bad in his eyes they are and if he feels
34:24that
34:24way then he feels that way and I'm gonna say sorry for hurting him in certain ways like that he's
34:29been hurt but like I'm just really hurt I could sit here and make things up and tell you a
34:37million
34:38reasons why you shouldn't be weird but like that's not who I am I feel like we do have connections
34:42so
34:43I feel like that's why I'm going off yeah but I need efforts slightly because I'm not I am a
34:49nice girl
34:50I'm not a doormat I can't look at that like I'm just torturing myself now I think that's why this
34:56hurts so much because I've reassured him so much and I fought for us so much and he just every
35:02second that he can is trying to throw it away and he's doing it again now I don't think I
35:06can be in
35:06here and watch it is the point of not sharing a bed in case we call them or do whatever
35:11or is it
35:11like that you want to be like fair to both people right now if we share a bed sand and
35:16we do end up
35:17kissing or say it's not yeah it's not very respectful is it I do hear what you're saying
35:23like we can share a bed and not kiss and not cuddle or whatever but yeah you don't think that
35:31will
35:31happen it's what you're saying but then I'm like what oh oh thank you for checking on me though no
35:42no
35:42worries I can't stop crying come on I'll tell you
36:03it's fine
36:25after talking things through with Lorenzo Jasmine's been left feeling emotional
36:35going on go inside
36:37Jazzy
36:41you
36:48oh my lord
36:51what happened
36:53you'll be alright Jaz
36:59he's running it back with her you know
37:01with you
37:03with Charlene
37:04he said that?
37:06no I could see them
37:10oh my god this like breaks me seeing me like this Jaz
37:14right now you're overwhelmed as fuck Jaz you've just seen him saying all this stuff kissing
37:19you feel guilty about Priya and him and how you've hurt them
37:23like this is a lot for you to process
37:26you're not gonna have all the answers right now
37:29you just need to like let yourself feel how you feel and you'll feel better after crying trust me
37:38I'm sure he feels like shit too
37:40no I think he's fine
37:41no Jaz
37:43I can actually see him laughing with her on the balcony
37:46were they not?
37:49and they have their arms like they're so close to each other and like
37:52I'm just so confused
37:53he's laughing I can hear him laughing
37:55I don't think he wants to hurt anyone
37:57no
37:57and he's just trying to navigate how he feels
38:00I think so too
38:00I think genuinely he really likes you
38:02but now he likes her as well
38:04and now he's just like what the fuck do I do?
38:06which is obviously not nice
38:07you know I think I've reached my wits end with the whole thing now
38:10because I think it's either we commit to fixing this with each other
38:13or you're like done
38:14or we're not committed to it
38:16and that's okay
38:17then he's found something better
38:19but then that's actually me done
38:20like I'm not gonna be open to anything now
38:23she doesn't want to couple up with me
38:24it must be really bad
38:26please
38:27I'm like you know what now
38:29please just couple up you two for fuck's sake
38:31honestly
38:32I'd live for that
38:33yeah I mean
38:34but
38:35you deserve more than me just moping about Cal
38:38this is true
38:40you do
38:41and you deserve a coffee
38:43and some cuddles
38:44I do
38:45come back in six months alright
38:46we'll put a date in the diary
38:48at the end of the day you need to be happy
38:52in whatever
38:53in whatever form that looks like
38:55whatever form that looks like
38:56you have to prioritise that
38:58and if it's so I can progress
39:02I'm thinking that I need to rest
39:06Priya wants Jordan to know how she feels
39:08she also wants this conversation to go viral
39:10so she's turned it into a one handed TikTok dance
39:14you
39:16point blank saying that you weren't
39:18or was it you weren't attracted to me
39:19or you wasn't as attracted to me as you were jazz
39:21or something along those lines
39:23yeah
39:23and then like
39:24changing your tune just to be open
39:27kind of makes me feel a little bit like
39:31maybe you should have been a little bit clear
39:33to me
39:35you can't change how you feel about someone
39:37and if you initially feel that you don't have that attraction
39:39maybe you should have just said that
39:40and I know that's a hard thing to say to somebody
39:43yeah
39:44but like again
39:45to avoid me looking like a mug
39:48later down the line
39:49maybe you should have been a little bit more clear
39:50if you weren't into it
39:52yeah it wasn't that I was never attracted to you
39:54it wasn't the case of that
39:55I just want you to know that first of all
39:58because I know from that clip that's what it looked like
40:00and when I watched it I was like
40:02fucking hell
40:02didn't even realise I said it like that
40:03yeah
40:04but it's more I think the embarrassment of it
40:06yeah it's in front of everyone
40:08it's the whole embarrassment of everyone in the villa
40:11and then the whole fucking nation
40:12I can see that and I understand that
40:14and you know you have every right to feel a certain way about it
40:17I just want to apologise for how it looks and how
40:20I appreciate that
40:21yeah
40:22I appreciate that and obviously
40:23from Jaz's point it's just a bit more like
40:26she could have put me in the know a little bit more
40:28it's just honestly not great
40:29and I just can't help how I feel right now
40:31I just feel a bit like
40:33numb
40:34I just feel like I want to be on my own
40:36yeah
40:37I just feel like I want to settle with it
40:38yeah
40:39erm
40:40we can continue like getting to know each other as we were
40:43but erm
40:45I just feel like I just need a bit of space
40:47that's fine
40:47that's honestly that's just how I feel
40:49and I think I just need to chill out
40:50no that's completely fine
40:51but like don't stress don't stress
40:52no thank you
40:53on my side it's calm
40:54and again I appreciate your apology
40:55and it's nothing towards you
40:57I just feel like I just
40:57it's certain yeah
40:58I don't know
40:59I just need to just be
41:00I don't know just just just
41:01breathe
41:02breathe and just do what I feel I want to do
41:05erm
41:07yeah
41:08yeah
41:08no that's calm
41:09sorry to interrupt girls
41:11uh Mara
41:12is it right we go
41:13before I chat quickly
41:14me
41:15yeah is that right
41:16yeah sure
41:19BRB
41:21BRB
41:21BRB
41:22BRB
41:22BRB
41:22BRB
41:22you want a mini five fit?
41:24where?
41:25a mini five
41:26oh yeah sure
41:27alright
41:27men love being in triangles
41:30just like having a cake and eating the cake
41:33I know
41:38how are you?
41:40I'm good how are you?
41:41I'm okay
41:44I'm gonna ask you again
41:45go on
41:46how are you?
41:49I was feeling sad
41:50mm
41:50I saw that
41:51today
41:53feeling a bit down
41:54I don't know
41:55I feel things that I wouldn't want
41:57we're human though
41:58yeah I know but
41:58it's weird because at the same time
42:00I would like to think that
42:02not a lot of things upset me
42:04but then sometimes
42:05when it does upset me
42:07it really really does upset me
42:08because it's like
42:09I wouldn't do that to you
42:10like why would you do this to me
42:11kind of thing
42:12I haven't felt like that in ages
42:14someone like
42:15and that hurts
42:16because it's like
42:17I brought that out of you
42:18do you know what I'm saying
42:19yeah
42:19as a result of my actions so
42:21but it hurts me because
42:22I need to apologise for that
42:23I need to hold up my hands again
42:24and take up
42:25and you have
42:25and I appreciate it
42:26I'm truthfully and genuinely
42:28like very
42:29I'm taking my glasses
42:30bruv
42:32I'm truthfully and genuinely
42:33very very sorry
42:34for what I did
42:36and the pain that I've caused
42:38I wish
42:39I just took a touch
42:40I just took a moment
42:41to think okay
42:42yes all good focusing on Kasa
42:43but these are people's feelings
42:44and people's emotions
42:45I'm just trying to
42:46make sure that I go about things
42:48the right way from now on
42:51and yeah
42:52I'm sorry Mara genuinely
42:54I'm sorry
42:55I appreciate it
42:55I appreciate you talking to me
42:57I hope this is going to be
42:58like a growth for you
42:59and now you can focus
43:01do like the whole tunnel vision
43:02for the rest of your life
43:03kind of thing
43:04because she is worth it
43:05she's a lovely girl
43:06no she is
43:07and she could have been like
43:08horrible to me
43:08at the end of the day
43:10like I need to change
43:11I want to
43:11you know what I mean
43:12I want to become a better person
43:13so do you feel like
43:15you and Simbarasha
43:16does more reflecting
43:17more reflecting
43:18man Simbarasha is reflecting
43:20erm
43:21what's his values like?
43:23accountability
43:24mmm
43:25my ex years ago
43:26I was like
43:27I can't remember how hard it was
43:29she said love is
43:30putting other people's feelings
43:31before yourself always
43:33yeah
43:33yeah
43:33I think that's the essence of that
43:35I think love
43:35I don't think love can even be explained
43:37because love is an action of feeling
43:38it's all of these things
43:39it's putting your pride aside
43:41but then it's in a condition
43:41it's like waking up every single day
43:42yeah
43:43and choosing that person
43:44time and time and time and time again
43:46but then it's also a feeling about
43:47even when you don't want to
43:48it's a feeling exactly as well
43:49do you know what I mean?
43:50it's feeling it's an action
43:51you know what I mean?
43:52it's like oh gosh man
43:53love is nuts
43:55how are you gonna win her over?
43:57how?
43:58yeah
43:58you need to think of a plan
44:01well
44:03you're in love
44:04I can tell you that for free
44:05you think I'm in love?
44:06yeah
44:07but think about it
44:09I fucked up Mara
44:11yeah you definitely fucked up
44:13I fucked up massively
44:13I think you loved yourself more than you loved her
44:15but you do love her
44:17shit
44:21are you gonna pull her for a chat?
44:23she'll bite my head off
44:27yeah
44:27but we'll see
44:28appreciate you though
44:29thank you
44:30do you wanna give a hug now?
44:34see you later
44:35I'll catch you in a bit
44:36hi
44:42hi guys
44:42how was your combo?
44:44it was good
44:45what were you talking about?
44:47I was just explaining my feelings
44:49and he acknowledged that
44:50I was asking him
44:51like how
44:52how are we gonna get you back
44:53kind of thing
44:53he's saying that he wants to be more like
44:56he wants to be a better man
44:57basically
44:58and I said
44:59what does this better man look like?
45:01we're trying to figure out all the words
45:02we're talking about
45:03how deep the word love is
45:06it's so complicated
45:08love should be easy
45:09I don't think it should be easy
45:11life isn't easy
45:13life's not easy
45:14life's not easy
45:15but love should feel easy
45:17okay
45:17yeah
45:17if you don't know what's negative
45:19how do you know what's positive
45:20do you know what I mean?
45:22what you mean is there's ups and downs
45:23yeah
45:24it's like
45:25it involves both
45:26and you really know you're in love with someone
45:29when you experience the downs
45:30exactly
45:30exactly
45:44Josie
45:45what happened
45:48i can't take it mika
45:50i can't even look at him
45:55Oh, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on.
46:01That's OK.
46:05And you know how to make up.
46:07You know, like, OK, you know how you argue,
46:09but then you know how to...
46:11..finish that argument, overcome that, yes.
46:14And that's love.
46:15If you want that love to last 50 years,
46:17you need to, like, build a brick by brick.
46:21Honestly, at the end of the day,
46:23if he doesn't realise or understand how much you liked him,
46:27then I don't know, like, you...
46:29I don't know what to tell him,
46:30cos everyone has said it to him.
46:32Yeah. I don't understand.
46:34Like, truly.
46:35And this just shows that you care.
46:38Yeah, I do care a lot.
46:40Oh.
46:42I do think I was in love with him, and I am still.
46:45I think so.
46:46And I think when I'm in love with someone,
46:48I know the way I am.
46:49I've not been in love with someone for, like, maybe four years.
46:52Yeah.
46:53And I love really well, so it's a big loss for him as well.
46:57Oh, my God.
46:58It's one thing to be hurt,
46:59but it's another thing to, like,
47:01be in love with someone and be heartbroken by it.
47:04Tell me you loved me.
47:07Tell me you loved me.
47:10Tell me you loved me.
47:13Tell me.
47:42Tell me you've seen life.
47:43Tell you,
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