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My Alpha, My Enemy ASM
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00:00my entire pack 10 years ago i saved my fated mate is the one who destroyed my entire pack
00:0410 years ago i saved his life now i am his prisoner i am the daughter of the silver moon
00:09alpha
00:09yet i have never awakened my wolf form my brother has set boundaries for me to protect
00:14forbidding me from stepping outside his territory but if this love is destined to be a cage i'd
00:19rather not have it after i'd run for near half an hour i ducked into the dense thicket to catch
00:23my breath before pressing onward it was then that a whimper reached my ears from not far off
00:28a primal sound our kind only ever uttered in the throes of unendurable utter agony that i followed
00:33the sound through the underbrush and came upon a young wolf shifter broken by grievous mortal wounds
00:38who are you don't come any closer i'm from a small wolf pack nearby out looking for food
00:43how did you get hurt no sooner had the words left his mouth than a silver arrow suddenly shot out
00:47from
00:47the pine forest ahead it was heading straight for me i was so scared that i froze on the spot
00:53that's when he suddenly lunged forward shoving me completely beneath his body panic surged through
00:59me i reached for the silver arrow in his shoulder only to be shoved away with the last of his
01:03strength
01:05run they're after me not you don't get caught up in this just then the shadowy figure caught up i
01:11grabbed his hand and pulled him along the narrow animal trail following the route i'd memorized from
01:16listening to the patrolling wolves chatter i ran towards the most remote edge of the territory i don't
01:20know how long i ran but finally he saw an abandoned hunter's hut hide here for now eat something but
01:28he would not take the food i offered that was when i remembered the map in my pack before i'd
01:33fled i'd
01:33secretly copied a topographic map of the land surrounding the silver moon wolf pack territory
01:38i'd drawn it up for my own escape but in that moment none of that mattered i pressed the map
01:43straight
01:43into his hands follow the route marked on here it'll lead you past the nearby wolf packs once you reach
01:48no man's land you can make it back to your own people why are you helping me why does there
01:53have
01:53to be a reason i saved you because the moon goddess is watching over you she doesn't intend for you
01:59to
01:59die here the hunters aren't here yet go this was my mother's moonstone purifies silver poisoning
02:07keep it with you and it'll slow the spread of the toxin if you get into trouble you can trade
02:13it for
02:13supplies too you got dragged into this because of me i'm not leaving you here alone come with me
02:20they're here for you not me forget about me i'll find a way to survive if you don't go now
02:26you'll
02:26never get the chance go don't look back
02:45how did you know where to find me do you have any idea how dangerous it is out here how
02:49dare you
02:49sneak out if i hadn't gotten here in time you would have been taken by rogue wolves
02:53i'll never do it again come on we'll settle this when we get home i followed him out of the
03:00crumbling
03:00cabin before we left i glanced back at the direction the boy had vanished praying silently in my heart
03:05that the moon goddess would keep him safe i squeezed the half moonstone in my hand i had no idea
03:09if i
03:10would ever see him again if i would ever get the other half of the moonstone back that longing lasted
03:14for 10 whole years the moonstone pendant around his neck it was the exact same one i'd ripped in two
03:19with my own hands and pressed into that wolf boy's palm all those years ago was it him the boy
03:26from
03:26all those years ago was he ethan alpha of the dark flame pack the woman at his side wore a
03:32gown
03:32embroidered with the intricate dark flame clan crest a mark only those closest to the alpha were permitted
03:36to bear she clung to ethan's arm looking up at him every few seconds she was declaring her status
03:41to everyone in the room the dark flame beta spotted me in the cage he ripped the long blade from
03:45his waist
03:46and charged straight for the cage the blade was inches from slamming into the cage when ethan
03:49suddenly lifted his hand and closed it around the sharpened steel kyle
03:55ethan walked straight toward the cage he reached through the bars his hand closing around my jaw
03:59forcing me to lift my head and look at him
04:04fated mate the blood debt the silver moon plaque owes us i will repay it a thousand times over
04:11their air is still at large keeping this princess alive serves a purpose i wanted to ask him if he
04:18was the wounded boy from all those years ago but the words died on my lips he was the alpha
04:22of the
04:22dark flame pack the man who destroyed my people my enemy if you want revenge take it out on me
04:28i'm the silver moon princess please spare the others they never had anything to do with the war
04:35spare them when silver moon allied with three other packs to slaughter the dark flame they cut my
04:42father's head off and hung it from your territory marker for three whole days they didn't even leave
04:46him a body to bury did silver moon spare anyone back then later word came from the clan to pacify
04:52the
04:53remaining silver moon loyalists the dark flame elders had made a decision ethan would bind himself
04:57to me in the sacred fated mating bond ethan refused that was also when i learned the truth
05:02he'd already had a love a woman he'd been searching for all these years she'd gone missing so all these
05:08years i'd been the only one clinging to that memory that fleeting night in the woods on the day of
05:13the
05:13bonding ceremony i was locked in a sparse stone chamber deep in the heart of the manor no sacred
05:18chance from the clan elders no full moon hanging high in the sky everything a true mating ceremony
05:22was supposed to have this room had none a maid walked in carrying a vial of dark liquid heading
05:28straight for me without warning she grabbed the back of my neck holding me completely still in the
05:33dark flame pack a red birthmark is a mark of ill omen it must be covered i bowed my head
05:40letting her
05:41pour the liquid over the birthmark on my skin it was the only thing i had left the only thing
05:46tying me
05:46to the past the maid then brought in a crown she said the alpha had ordered it prepared for me
05:51i stared at
05:52the crown my chest filling with endless hollow bitterness and bitter mockery if he hated me so much
05:57why would he have something so precious made for me but i had no right to ask no right to
06:02refuse
06:02i could only let the maid place the crown on my head the maid supported me as i walked forward
06:08step by step
06:09molly
06:15is that you
06:18molly
06:21that crown was made for molly who dared put it on her of course he'd mistaken me for someone else
06:28he thought i was her the woman he'd love the one he'd been searching for
06:34she made me do it she heard it was for lady molly and she threatened me to steal it for
06:42her
06:42he believed her without a single moment of hesitation he stormed forward his hand closing
06:48around my throat lifting me clean off the ground i couldn't breathe my face burned bright red my feet
06:53kicking desperately in the air my hands clawing at his arm but his grip was like iron unbreakable
06:59silver moon filth you think becoming my luna will make me spare your wretched clansman
07:04becoming your mate is the greatest shame of my life
07:09even if i die i will never be the dark flame luna
07:12just like my heart it had long frozen and shattered as the crown fell searing pain engulfed me
07:18i didn't know if he felt it but i saw his hand around my throat tremble slightly as if struggling
07:23against something inside him suddenly he fisted his hand in my hair his grip was so tight it felt
07:29like he would rip my scalp clean from my skull the pain was so intense tears threatened to fall
07:33but i bit down hard on my jaw refusing to beg he dragged me like that across the stone floor
07:38and threw me into the silver chamber the deepest most brittle torture chamber in the dark flame
07:44dungeons every inch of the room was forged from solid silver torture devices line the walls cold
07:50metal to humans utter brutality to werewolves silver sears a wolf's skin and flesh suppresses our
07:56natural healing and leaves wounds that never fully heal the guards bound me to a silver torture rack
08:01silver chains locking around my wrists and ankles the second they touched my skin it burned like
08:06pressing my bare flesh to a red hot iron plate the chains quickly tore through my skin blood seeping
08:11out dripping down my arms and legs onto the silver floor below the bright cold metal reflected the
08:16dark pool of blood gathering beneath me outside the silver chamber in the master bedroom at the top
08:22of the manor ethan sat in a chair by the window one hand clenched so tight around the armrest his
08:26nails dug deep into the wood leaving five deep claw marks in their wake his other hand pressed hard
08:31against his chest his knuckles whitened veins bulged on his wrists brows furrowed tight through our faded
08:37bond every ounce of pain i endured in the silver chamber transferred perfectly to him when a silver
08:41needle pierced my fingertip his finger twitched when silver chains burned my wrist an eerie red mark appeared
08:47on his but he didn't call it off he just sat there silently enduring the backlash of the mating bond
08:52holding on through sure force of will fueled by nothing but hatred he didn't make a single sound no
08:58one knew we were fated mates that's when vivian arrived she wore an opulent deep red gown completely
09:04out of place in a damp dark silver chamber she walked slowly toward me with her foot and pressed
09:08it down hard on my already mangled hand the one the silver needles had pierced through she ground her
09:12heel into the wound hard my hand curled beneath her foot my fingers feeling like they were about
09:17to be crushed clean off cold sweat broke out across my entire body the pain so intense my vision went
09:21black and i nearly passed out again a fallen packs worthless filth a waste who can't even shift into
09:27her wolf form you dare to covet ethan you dare to compete with me today i'm gonna show you what
09:32true
09:32agony is you think ethan's gonna come save you he's wishing you'd die in here to him you're nothing not
09:37even a cheap replacement she let out a cold laugh and turned to leave the hem of her deep red
09:41gown brushed
09:42across my face carrying a gust of wind on its weight she insulted me to my face and she stole
09:48the pack's territory maps planning to leak our secrets to the enemy packs treat her well
09:58the guards eyes lit up with cruel bloodthirsty excitement and they stepped toward me one by one
10:03their smiles were grotesque ugly one of them had already half shifted into his wolf form his claws
10:08extending scraping against the silver floor with a high-pitched ear-splitting screech they grabbed my
10:13dress and ripped it clean off my body wolf claws raked across my skin slicing for flesh like butter
10:18blood spilling across the floor a spring for its way out of my throat
10:25a low rumbling wolf howl echoed from outside the door every single guard froze in place stopping mid
10:30movement it was ethan before the door could even be pushed open vivian grabbed a silver needle from the
10:35table beside her and drove it deep into her own arm ethan save me she stabbed me with the needle
10:42she even said molly's been dead for years that only she's worthy of being your luna and once again
10:47he believed her he turned to me his eyes blazing with a murderous all-consuming rage this is the
10:52great alpha of the dark flame pack are you really this stupid
11:04he spun around grabbing a thin silver needle pen from the table it was the sacred tool the dark flame
11:09pack used to ink permanent marks into a wolf's skin its tip forged from pure silver capable of leaving a
11:14mark that would never fade no matter how hard we tried to heal it he walked toward me one hand
11:18slamming
11:18down on the back of my neck his grip so tight i couldn't breathe pressing my face hard into the
11:22cold stone floor his other hand held a silver needle pen the next second the needle drove down into my
11:27skin you're so desperate to mimic molly to be my luna then i'll give you what you want in that
11:36moment
11:36i knew i was the biggest joke in the entire world the man i'd saved all those years ago had
11:40become my
11:41tormentor my enemy the pain was so great i nearly blacked out i used the last of my strength to
11:46force
11:46out a few words i regret saving you what did you say say it again i opened my mouth but
11:55no sound
11:55came out the darkness swallowed me whole i passed out not long after vivian claimed she she'd lost
12:01the dark flame packs territory map it was one of the clan's most closely guarded secrets a map detailing
12:06the layout of the territory's wards if it fell into the wrong hands the entire pack safety would be at
12:11risk even leaving us open to attack from rival wolf packs that day i was in my stone chamber using
12:16warm
12:16water to clean the wounds covering my body i wanted to wash away the humiliation the exhaustion i just
12:21picked up a clean set of clothes when a piece of parchment slipped out from inside falling to the
12:25floor i bent down to pick it up it was a map this is it i knew she stole it
12:35in that instant i understood
12:37everything one of the maids assigned to wait on me had planted the map here to frame me they wanted
12:41to
12:42destroy me but i had no proof and in this place no one would ever believe me in this manner
12:47i was
12:47the daughter of the fallen silver moon alpha the hated child of the enemy and vivian was the woman
12:52closest to his heart i stared at the parchment in her hand and my mind flashed back to that night
12:5610 years ago to the map i pressed into his hand with my own two hands in that tiny hunter's
13:01cabin
13:01i lunged forward desperate to make him remember my voice came out crass trembling almost too quiet to
13:07hear that night in the cabin the map i gave you do you remember it
13:14shock flashed across his face gone in an instant his lips moved but no sound came out i could feel
13:20his breath coming fast ragged unsteady what did you say but before he could say another word vivian ran to
13:25his side ethan don't believe her lies she's just using molly's name to trick you she's the silver
13:33moon princess she's just trying to use your feelings for molly to make you spare her and he believed her
13:39again the faint warmth in his eyes vanished in an instant replaced by a bone deep freezing cold back
13:45caught right through me he ripped his hand out of mine the force was so great i slammed back into
13:49the
13:49stone floor again the back of my head hitting the hard rock my vision going back once more bring me
13:54the silver moon alpha and luna kill them hang their bodies from the territory marker on the border
13:59for all to see panic surged through me pure unadulterated terror my father and mother were
14:06still locked in the dark flame dungeons i dropped to my knees hard the stone slamming into my kneecaps
14:11i crawled to his feet my hands clutching tight to the legs of his pants here streaming down my face
14:15as
14:16socked myself again and again hard i was wrong i know i was wrong please spare them i'll take every
14:24punishment all of it alone i'll never speak out of turn again please just spare them through the mating
14:31bond he could feel every ounce of my fear my utter despair as clear as day i felt his breath
14:36catch
14:36unsteady he stormed forward his head closing around my throat again lifting me off the ground i couldn't
14:42breathe my face burning bright red my consciousness slipping away i closed my eyes waiting for the
14:47final blow my heart was completely calm maybe this would be better no more pain no more humiliation
14:53if i died i'd finally be free but just then the moonstone i'd hidden against my chest slipped out
15:00of my dress falling to the floor glowing with a faint soft light ethan froze
15:06his hand fell away from my throat i could feel his fingers starting to tremble uncontrollably vivian
15:12panicked she scrambled to her feet and grabbed ethan's arm hard ethan kill her kill her now avenge
15:18our clansmen but he didn't answer he just stared at me unblinking take her away lock her up under
15:24heavy guard no one is to go near her without my explicit order and no one is to harm her
15:30ever again
15:34then he bent down picked up the half moonstone from the floor and turned to leave he left vivian
15:39behind him screaming and wailing hysterically the guards took me away locking me in a clean
15:43quiet stone chamber someone brought me clean clothes and a healing salve for the silver burns covering my
15:49body i had no idea if he'd recognized me if he'd finally remembered that i was the girl who'd saved
15:54his life all those years ago later i learned what had happened he ordered a full investigation into my
15:58past into every single thing that had happened 10 years prior they'd combed through every old
16:02archive in the silver moon manor even tracked down the old craftsman who'd forged the moonstone
16:06pendant for the silver moon alpha's daughter all those years ago this moonstone was one of a kind
16:10there was no other like it in the world he'd also learned that 10 years prior i had indeed
16:15snuck out of the silver moon territory into the no man's land beyond the ward and the girl he'd been
16:19searching for all these years molly was the girl who'd saved him but the cruelest most devastating
16:24truth of all was this i was molly and he nearly killed me with his own two hands
16:29he ran for my chamber like a man possessed the door slammed open with a deafening crash
16:34he had a stone wall behind it he stormed inside and then dropped to his knees right in front of
16:38me
16:38his eyes were red bloodshot swollen shut from crying it was the first time i'd ever seen him cry
16:44he took out two half moon stones from his pocket then put them together and showed them to me but
16:49i
16:49didn't even glance at them he reached out like he wanted to grab the hem of my dress his hand
16:53was shaking
16:54so hard he could barely hold on even his voice was broken i'm sorry it was all my fault i'm
17:00so sorry
17:01i stared at him and not a single ripple stirred in my chest all those days all that torture all
17:06that humiliation all that pain had carved deep unhealing scars into my heart into my bones
17:10how could i ever forgive him with just a single i'm sorry i pulling the hem of my dress out
17:15of his
17:15grasp don't touch me i'm janik your enemy not molly his hand froze in midair his lips trembled like he
17:22wanted to say something but not a single word came out
17:34every single day he sat outside the door of my stone chamber like a child who'd done something
17:38terribly wrong he didn't dare come inside but he refused to leave sometimes when i woke up in the
17:43middle of the night i could see him through the iron bars of the window sitting against the stone
17:47wall moonlight fell across the side of his face the half piece of moonstone in his hand glowed
17:52with a faint soft blue white light the other half was clenched tight in the palm of my hand
17:56two halves of the same stone separated by a single door singing to each other across the distance like
18:00two stars in the night sky staring at each other forever out of reach he even cooked for me himself
18:06the great alpha of the dark flame pack standing awkwardly in the kitchen cutting meat his knife skills
18:11were terrible a perfect cut of venison was hacked into uneven lumpy chunks full of nicks and gashes
18:16hot oil splattered onto his hand leaving a red burn in its wake a wolf's healing ability would have
18:20fixed the wound in an instant but he still flinched wiping his hand carelessly on his sleeve before
18:24going back to cutting when he set the dishes down in front of me some were so salty they were
18:28bitter
18:28some were completely bland and some were just straight up burned black and charred beyond recognition
18:32but he still set them down in front of me carefully his eyes filled with quiet hopeful anticipation
18:36like a wolf bringing prey back to his mate waiting for me to take even just one bite
18:40he even tended to my wounds himself he held the dark flame special silver burn salve in his hand
18:45spreading it gently over the wounds on my wrists and ankles the blackened burns left by the silver
18:49chains were slow to heal his movements were so gentle like he was touching thin ice that would
18:53shatter at the slightest pressure his rough fingertips spread the salve evenly across my skin and every
18:58time he touched a wound his brow would furrow tight and he'd whisper apologies over and over again
19:02it's all my fault i've made you suffer too much he told me everything that had happened in those 10
19:08years
19:08how he'd searched for me how badly he'd wanted to find me he said he'd worn that half of the
19:14moonstone against his skin every single day for 10 years never once taking it off he'd held it in his
19:19hand every night rubbing it again and again until the rough surface of the stone had been worn smooth
19:24and warm under his fingers he said that every full moon he'd shift into his wolf form and run alone
19:29across the moors howling up at the moon begging the moon goddess to help him find molly he called
19:35me molly he said because that night he'd seen the jasmine birthmark on my neck he said he dreamed
19:41of me countless times dreamed of the girl who'd saved him in the grass the girl who'd ripped her
19:46mother's moonstone in two press half of it into his hand and smiled at him saying live he said every
19:52time
19:52he woke up from those dreams he'd be clutching the moonstone tight in his hand the stone warm from his
19:57body heat but the spot beside him was empty and his heart was empty too watching him do all this
20:03i'd be lying if i said my heart didn't stir even just a little but i couldn't forget i couldn't
20:10forget the cold in his eyes when he threw me into the silver chamber i couldn't forget the murderous
20:14rage in his eyes when he nearly ordered my parents killed i couldn't forget that between us there was a
20:20blood debt that could never be repaid just when the tension between us had softened just the tiniest bit
20:26new word arrived vivian had learned the truth she'd learned what we really were to each other that i was
20:32the girl he'd been searching for for 10 years that i was his fated mate she couldn't accept it for
20:3810
20:39years she climbed her way up the ranks of the dark flame pack holding herself up as ethan's future luna
20:44and now a faded mate had appeared out of nowhere the very same fallen alpha's daughter she'd framed
20:50and tortured over and over again what she couldn't have no one else would ever get she allied with the
20:57pack's elders and they decided to have me executed when ethan found out she called the pack with me
21:03that very night the dark flame territory descended into chaos instantly the elite warriors sent by the
21:09council of elders had blocked every single exit from the territory he kept me shielded behind his
21:14back one hand gripping his long blade the other holding my hand so tight our fingers were laced
21:19together like he'd never let go a warrior's blade swung toward me straight for my throat ethan didn't
21:25hesitate for a single second he spun around putting himself between me and the blade the steel sliced deep
21:32into his arm but he didn't even pause he just looked back at me his dark gray eyes filled with
21:38nothing but fear and worry for me jillica are you all right then he turned back and kept fighting
21:44through the mating bond i felt every bit of his pain clear as day but he didn't make a single
21:50sound
21:50he just bit down on his jaw swinging his blade again and again cutting a bloody path through the
21:56warriors carving out a way to freedom for us moonlight fell across his back as he fought silver light
22:02tangled with dark dripping blood the half moonstone hanging around his neck was stained bright red with
22:07blood flickering in the dark of the night singing to the other half pressed tight against my chest
22:12in that moment the ice around my heart cracked just a little more we fled to a hidden valley deep
22:19in
22:19the mountains he said he wanted to live here with me to make up for every mistake he'd ever made
22:24to ease
22:25every bit of pain he put me through to help me forget the past and start over i didn't answer
22:31but i
22:31wasn't as cold to him as i'd been before but fate had another cruel sick joke to play on us
22:37my brother
22:38dorian wasn't dead the night the silver moon pack fell he'd escaped all these years he'd gathered the
22:44remaining silver moon clansmen and allied with three other wolf packs who hated the dark flame just as
22:50much as he did and they were coming ethan knew this was a fight he couldn't outrun he looked at
22:56me his
22:56eyes filled with guilt and sorrow his hand brushing gently through my hair janita i'm sorry for dragging
23:04you into this again i promise you i'll keep you safe when this fight is over we'll come back here
23:09we'll live here quiet and peaceful together wait for me to come home i stared at him and said nothing
23:16i knew he was truly sorry i knew he truly wanted to make it up to me but some wounds
23:22would never heal
23:23not in this lifetime he left me in the valley and went back to the dark flame territory alone
23:30ethan led the dark flame warriors into battle against dorian's army i had no way of knowing how
23:35the war was going who was winning but through the mating bond i felt the sharp searing pain of ethan's
23:41wounds again and again the pain slammed into my chest so hard i dropped to my knees wrapping my
23:47arms around myself my whole body trembling uncontrollably in the end ethan won he pushed
23:53back dorian's army and defended the dark flame pack but he'd sustained a fatal wound the dark flame
23:58pack strength was decimated too dorian retreated with the remaining silver moon clansmen to go home
24:04and rebuild their pack i ran from the valley like a woman possessed when i found ethan i dropped to
24:10my
24:10knees beside him and lifted him gently into my arms his blood soaked through my dress quickly thick
24:16and warm he slowly opened his eyes looking up at me a soft relieved smile tugging at the corner of
24:23his
24:23mouth janica you finally forgive me don't you i shook my head tears streaming down my face
24:33i haven't forgiven you i just don't want you to die i have so many questions to ask you so
24:39many scores to
24:40settle with you you can't die like this you still owe me you haven't paid it back he smiled softly
24:48his
24:49eyes filled with love and endless crushing guilt he lifted his hand trying to brush my cheek his fingers
24:56trembling but before he could touch my face his hand fell limply back down i'm so sorry jania i owe
25:03you too much if there's a next life i'll never mistake you for anyone else again we can still be
25:10faded mates please all the strength left my body i collapsed over him my mouth open but not a single
25:17sound came out only silent tears falling again and again later dorian found me he wanted to take me
25:25back to the silver moon pack he'd brought our mother and father home safe and sound but i refused i
25:32stayed in that valley alone every full moon i look up at the night sky and whisper to the moon
25:38soft and quiet ethan if there's a next life let us never meet again
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