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00:00My half-sister couldn't get pregnant, so she asked me to sleep with her husband instead.
00:04No! I can't!
00:06I am an unmarried girl, and I am very afraid of him.
00:10The first time, he'd come to stay at our estate.
00:13Half the maids in the house had found excuses to walk past his door.
00:17He's stunning.
00:18And at his age, with that kind of power,
00:21if a girl could land him as a kept woman, she'd have made it.
00:25Clara, you're pretty enough. Why not try your luck tonight?
00:28Clara actually did it.
00:34It didn't go the way she planned. He didn't touch her.
00:37Come, someone! Beat her hard!
00:40By morning, the blood had soaked through her clothes.
00:43Her screaming had carried through the entire house.
00:46I thought about that.
00:47No, I... I can't.
00:49She didn't get angry. She just smiled and reached out to stroke my hair.
00:53Vera, I remember your mother's been unwell for a long time.
00:56She needs those medications every day just to stay stable.
00:59What do you think would happen if I asked Mother to cut her off?
01:02You've always been such a good girl.
01:04Just help me with this one thing.
01:05Your mother will be taken care of.
01:07I promise.
01:09She brought me to Calloway Manor.
01:11My sister introduced me smoothly.
01:13This is my younger sister, Vera.
01:14She's been missing me, so I had her come stay for a while.
01:20Once you've given me a child, I'll find you a good match.
01:22You remember my cousin David?
01:24He's been married twice, but he's comfortable.
01:26You're not exactly a prize, Vera.
01:28Marrying him would be a step up.
01:30Over the next two days, she had me study her.
01:34Mimicking her mannerisms was manageable.
01:36Her voice was harder.
01:37I practiced for hours and still didn't quite have it.
01:41One evening, she slapped me across the face
01:43and screamed at me to pitch my voice higher, more like hers.
01:47When I still didn't get it right, she had me kneel outside.
01:51Vera, think hard out there.
01:54If you can't get it right by morning,
01:56I'm stopping your mother's medication.
02:01It was the first time I'd been close enough to really see his face.
02:05He was exactly as beautiful as everyone said
02:07in a way that felt almost unfair.
02:16He was wearing almost nothing under his coat.
02:18I'm so sorry.
02:18I pulled out my handkerchief and started blotting at his chest.
02:21Why were you kneeling out here?
02:23Did she punish you for something?
02:25I made a mistake.
02:27She wanted me to think it over.
02:29You don't need to explain what happened.
02:31Just go inside.
02:32If she asks, tell her it was my idea.
02:37Put that on.
02:38Don't get sick.
02:40I'll have it cleaned and returned to you.
02:43Don't bother.
02:44Keep it or throw it out.
02:46Either's fine.
02:49She gave me a book that afternoon.
02:51It's a book that teaches people how to make love.
02:54She sat across from me looking completely unbothered.
02:58Don't be shy.
02:59Study it.
03:00You'll need it.
03:01When he came back, she set a proper dinner.
03:04They ate together, the two of them,
03:05while I was dressed to look like her
03:07and taken quietly upstairs to wait in his room.
03:10She told me she'd put something in his drink.
03:16I put something in his drink.
03:17He wouldn't be able to resist.
03:21What happened after that was up to you.
03:23I gripped the edge of the covers and waited.
03:26After about half an hour, the door finally opened.
03:31I could smell the alcohol before he crossed the threshold.
03:34He wasn't walking straight.
03:35I stood and moved to steady him.
03:38I'd checked the mirror beforehand.
03:40In this situation, even I couldn't tell the difference
03:42between myself and my sisters.
03:48I pitched my voice high and thin,
03:50the way she drilled me.
03:53I missed you.
03:55He didn't respond, just kept watching.
03:58I gathered every nerve I had,
04:00reached out, and touched his belt.
04:03He inhaled sharply when I pressed my palms to his back.
04:06I pressed closer, buried my face in his chest.
04:09I rose up on my toes and tried to reach his mouth.
04:13I had, it turned out, no idea what I was doing.
04:16The book had been theoretical.
04:18The reality of it was different in every way.
04:36He picked me up like I weighed nothing
04:38and put me down on the bed.
04:42Who are you?
04:44My heart stopped.
04:45I ran through everything I'd done.
04:47The room was dark.
04:48There was no way he should know.
04:50Who else would I be?
04:52It's me.
04:53It's Rachel.
04:54He released my jaw.
04:55He let me kiss him.
05:05His voice had gone soft.
05:07Did I hurt you?
05:08I stared back at him and my mind drifted strangely
05:11to the first time I had seen him.
05:14It had been a formal occasion
05:15and all of us girls had been lined up to greet him.
05:18He'd gone past without stopping,
05:20beautiful and remote.
05:22The kind of man our stepmother had made very clear
05:24was not for the likes of me or my other half-sisters.
05:28I didn't sleep that night.
05:29When the birds finally started outside,
05:31that was my sister's signal.
05:32I got out as fast as I could.
05:34She looked me over.
05:36That's a strong dose.
05:37Wouldn't have worked on him otherwise.
05:39She told me to stay on my back for an hour,
05:41pillow under my hips.
05:42This will help me get pregnant faster.
05:51It was strange, I knew,
05:53but my neck was covered in marks
05:54he'd left the night before.
05:56You see how he doesn't even look at you now?
05:59He only touched you because he thought you were me.
06:01Don't forget that.
06:03I slipped away to one of the unused sitting rooms
06:06to apply some ointment to my shoulder.
06:08I'd taken off half my dress when the door swung open.
06:11He hadn't expected anyone to be there.
06:13I watched him go still for just a moment.
06:15I'm sorry.
06:19That evening, my sister sent me back to his room.
06:23I arrived and he looked at me for a moment,
06:25then said very quietly,
06:29You should go get some rest.
06:30I have paperwork.
06:31It'll go late.
06:36I should have left,
06:37but his room was warm.
06:39My room had nothing.
06:40It was cold.
06:41He wasn't here.
06:42I'd just sit at the small table for a few minutes,
06:45get some warmth back into my hands.
06:55Sleeping at a table?
06:57Aren't you cold?
07:04Sleep.
07:04You're exhausted.
07:06But I didn't sleep.
07:07I remembered what I was here for.
07:11If you're not tired,
07:12we don't have to sleep yet.
07:14After that, I stayed every night.
07:32It had been about a week and a half.
07:34You can go, Vera.
07:35I'll take it from here.
07:41My sister and I looked at each other.
07:42If he saw us together,
07:43every lie would collapse at once.
07:46Don't make a sound.
07:48The door had barely shut when he walked in.
07:50The latch didn't catch all the way.
07:52I could just make out the room.
07:56I closed my eyes.
07:57Then I heard his voice.
07:59I'm tired.
07:59Go to bed.
08:03Rachel,
08:04go to your room.
08:10Figure it out yourself.
08:13I waited for him to fall asleep.
08:15He didn't.
08:16He turned over twice and gave up.
08:17Then he stood,
08:18crossed to the wardrobe,
08:19and started opening doors.
08:30I waited for him to haul me out by arm.
08:33Instead,
08:33he lifted me out of the wardrobe
08:35and into his arms.
08:38I told you to go to bed.
08:39Why'd you come back?
08:39He thought I was my sister.
08:44I thought you were tired.
08:46Not anymore.
08:55My sister didn't know
08:56what had happened that night.
08:58Every year around the holidays,
08:59they hosted a gathering in the garden.
09:01This year,
09:02my sister managed the whole event.
09:04Invitations had gone out
09:05to everyone in the county.
09:11My sister,
09:12for her part,
09:13was performing
09:14and called me her most obedient little sister
09:16and said she'd do her best
09:18to find me
09:19an equally excellent match someday.
09:21I drifted away from the gathering
09:22and found a quiet bench
09:23near the water.
09:24A neighbor's son found me there.
09:26We'd studied with the same tutor
09:28as children.
09:28He was chatty and warm
09:30and didn't stop for 20 minutes.
09:31The whole time,
09:33I had the strange
09:33and persistent sensation
09:34of being watched.
09:36Not gently,
09:36something hot about it
09:37and a little impatient.
09:42Nick recognized him
09:43and greeted him.
09:44Ethan gave a small nod.
09:45Then he reached across
09:46and took the cloth parcel
09:48out of Nick's hands.
09:49Good of you to bring these for me.
09:51I'll take them.
09:53I've been meaning to speak to you.
09:56I'll be back early tonight.
09:57I didn't know what he was signaling,
09:59presumably a message
10:00for my sister.
10:02That night,
10:02I arrived an hour early.
10:15I was crying before I knew it.
10:17I asked him to stop.
10:18He wiped my cheek with his thumb.
10:21Look at you.
10:22So sad.
10:25Do you love me?
10:29He touched my mouth carefully.
10:33I've been assigned
10:34to a six-week oversight trip.
10:36I leave next week.
10:38Wait for me.
10:40When I come back,
10:41we do this the right way.
10:43Out in the open.
10:44I was half asleep.
10:45He was warm.
10:46I nodded without quite registering
10:48what I was agreeing to.
10:52My period arrived
10:54the next morning.
10:55My sister yanked open my collar.
10:57She looked at everything
10:57visible below it.
11:01What exactly are you doing there, Vera?
11:04Six weeks and nothing?
11:06The doctor who'd examined me
11:07before any of this began
11:09had said I was healthy,
11:10capable of conceiving.
11:12He gave her a tonic regimen
11:14and said two months
11:15of consistent treatment
11:16should produce the desired result.
11:19In the meantime,
11:21she started treating me well.
11:22My room was heated properly.
11:24I had a decent coat.
11:25My meals included actual meat.
11:29Then a letter arrived at our home.
11:31She read it,
11:32looked at me for a long moment.
11:35You lucky thing.
11:39Congratulations.
11:40You're getting married.
11:42His name is Nick.
11:47I was sent home to prepare
11:48The whole situation was absurd.
11:51Nick's grandmother
11:51had fallen seriously ill.
11:53Doctors had done
11:54everything they could
11:55and run out of options.
11:57The family had consulted
11:58a specialist in folk remedies
12:00and old traditions
12:01and he told them
12:02the only thing
12:02that might help
12:03was a wedding.
12:04Nick was the only eligible
12:06bachelor left in the family.
12:07He had one condition.
12:09He'd pick the girl himself.
12:10He picked me up.
12:11My father was thrilled
12:12to consent.
12:13My mother,
12:14who knew about
12:15my sister's arrangement,
12:16had no real power
12:17to object.
12:17The date was set
12:19for one month out.
12:20The dowry that had been
12:21assembled for me,
12:22which had been embarrassing,
12:23was suddenly multiplied.
12:25My mother's health supplies,
12:26which had been precarious,
12:28arrived in abundance.
12:29At night,
12:30lying alone in my old bed,
12:31I close my eyes
12:32and find myself
12:33back in a room
12:34with real warmth.
12:45The Calloway air was back.
12:47The overnight trip
12:48finished early,
12:49so Ethan was here.
12:50I sat there thinking
12:51about what I'd call him
12:52the next time I saw him.
12:53He was still my half-sister's husband
12:55and Nick's distant uncle.
12:59In the narrow frame
13:01of my veil,
13:01I didn't see his face.
13:02The hall noise
13:03fell behind me.
13:04The bridal room
13:05was quiet.
13:06I sat at the edge
13:07of the bed
13:07and waited for Nick
13:08to come in
13:09and lift my veil.
13:10One hour passed.
13:11A maid appeared
13:12and said there had been
13:13a mix-up about which room
13:15and would I please
13:16follow her
13:16to a different one.
13:17I could tell
13:18something was moving
13:19under the bed
13:19in the new room.
13:20I couldn't look down
13:21to check.
13:22I was still wearing
13:23the veil.
13:29My mind went blank.
13:30I blinked.
13:31He was still there.
13:32I didn't move
13:33and this was my wedding day.
13:34You promised you'd
13:35wait for me.
13:36I came back
13:37and you'd already
13:38married someone else.
13:39I hadn't promised him
13:40anything.
13:41Every word I'd said
13:42in that room
13:43had been said
13:43in my sister's voice,
13:45playing my sister's role.
13:46I'd never spoken
13:47to him as myself.
13:49You knew?
13:52Since when?
13:53The first night.
13:55I always knew.
14:04Where's Nick?
14:07In the room.
14:19Are you out of your mind?
14:21You tied me up
14:22in my own house
14:23on my wedding night
14:24and now you're going
14:25to sleep with my wife?
14:29He's not a good match.
14:30He has four women
14:31on the side
14:32and a reputation.
14:38That was before.
14:40I ended all of it
14:41when I decided
14:42to marry Vera.
14:45I meant it.
14:46It was a strange scene.
14:48Nick was the groom.
14:49He was also zip-tied
14:50on the floor.
14:51Ethan was sitting beside me
14:52with one hand settled
14:53on my waist
14:54like it belonged there.
14:55I actually like her.
14:57I know I wasn't perfect before,
14:59but I wanted to do this right.
15:03Reformed?
15:04Sure.
15:05At least I can marry her properly.
15:07You're already married
15:09to her sister.
15:10You're her brother-in-law.
15:16I'm filing for divorce.
15:18You can't.
15:20You can't just undo
15:21a favor you asked for.
15:23I was assigned
15:24to that oversight trip.
15:26I volunteered for it
15:27specifically
15:28so I could use
15:28the outcome as leverage.
15:30I asked for one thing
15:31in return.
15:33Permission to divorce
15:34and remarry.
15:49Why go through
15:50any of it?
15:51A few nights together
15:53and you decided
15:53to blow up
15:54your entire life?
15:56It wasn't a few nights.
15:57It was the moment
15:58before that.
15:59You were kneeling
16:00in the snow
16:00holding bowl of ice water
16:01and you looked up at me
16:02and I couldn't stop
16:03thinking about it.
16:06He told me
16:06the rest of it.
16:10When my sister
16:11had first approached him
16:12he'd been about
16:13to be matched
16:13with a judge's daughter.
16:15Powerful family.
16:16The daughter herself
16:17was difficult,
16:18spoiled,
16:18the kind of person
16:19who treated every room
16:20like it existed
16:20for her benefit.
16:21My sister had offered
16:22him a clean arrangement.
16:23She'd stay out
16:24of his life.
16:25He'd give her the title
16:26and the stability
16:27she needed.
16:29She was a reasonable
16:30option.
16:31So I agreed.
16:32That explained
16:33why my sister
16:33had been so desperate
16:34for a child.
16:35Without one
16:36the arrangement
16:37had no long-term
16:38security for her.
16:40So why me?
16:42That first night
16:43I wanted to stop it
16:44but you kept
16:45holding on to me
16:46and I couldn't.
16:47The second time
16:48I sent you away
16:49I went to the study,
16:50came back and found you
16:51asleep at my table
16:52and something in me
16:52just stopped working correctly.
16:58I didn't expose you
16:58because I didn't want
16:59you to leave
17:00and eventually
17:00I could see
17:01that you felt something.
17:02The way you looked
17:02at me when you thought
17:03I wasn't watching.
17:03The way you'd look away
17:04the second I took you.
17:05You'd kiss me
17:05when I was asleep.
17:06You cut a piece of my hair
17:08and kept it in your pocket.
17:13You mended my shoe
17:14in the middle of the night.
17:16Vera,
17:17you're not subtle.
17:18He had pulled me
17:19into his lap
17:19at some point
17:20without me noticing.
17:21His chin was resting
17:22on my shoulder.
17:23I went south
17:24so I could come back
17:24and do this correctly.
17:25I didn't expect you
17:26to be someone else's wife
17:27by the time I landed.
17:30You were supposed to wait.
17:36I'm not as simple
17:37as I look.
17:39My sister had tried
17:40to break me
17:41a long time ago.
17:43One winter
17:44she'd heard from a servant
17:45that soaking a girl
17:46in ice water
17:46during her cycle
17:47could make her
17:47permanently infertible.
17:48This girl is very beautiful.
17:50She decided to test it on me
17:51because a guest
17:52had said I was pretty.
17:54I'd been in that water
17:56for close to an hour
17:57before our grandmother
17:58found me.
17:59I spent a year
18:01adding something
18:01to my sister's tea.
18:04By the time she asked me
18:06to take her place
18:06in her husband's bed,
18:08she'd already lost
18:09the ability
18:09to carry a child.
18:11I hadn't planned
18:12for her to use me
18:13as a solution
18:13to a problem
18:14I'd already created.
18:16My mother's illness
18:16was manageable.
18:17She'd been performing
18:18fragility for years
18:19the same way
18:19I performed compliance.
18:20It was protective coloring.
18:22But my marriage
18:23was something
18:23my sister's mother
18:24actually controlled.
18:26The night I kneel
18:27in the snow,
18:28I made sure
18:29I fell in the right direction.
18:31Testing whether
18:32he'd catch me.
18:34Whether his hands
18:35would linger.
18:39I never intended
18:40to actually pass
18:41like my sister
18:41in the dark.
18:42I intended for him
18:43to figure it out.
18:49I made sure
18:50he saw the birthmark
18:51at my waist.
18:52My sister doesn't have one.
18:58I went to the side room
18:59I knew he passed through
19:00every afternoon
19:01and I made sure
19:01he saw the marks
19:02on my shoulders.
19:05I calculated everything.
19:09I hadn't calculated Nick.
19:16Nick couldn't give me
19:17what I needed.
19:18It wasn't about his history.
19:20It was about trajectory.
19:27He had two older brothers.
19:29No real foothold
19:30in his own family.
19:31I had spent my entire life
19:32studying, planning,
19:34building a mind sharp enough
19:34to do something with.
19:35In a world that gave women
19:36one door.
19:37The door of marriage.
19:40I wasn't going to walk
19:41through it carelessly.
19:42I needed someone
19:43who could give me room.
19:45Position.
19:46Actual leverage
19:47in the world.
19:57Nick could give me affection.
19:59Ethan could give me
20:00everything else.
20:01So when Ethan stood
20:02in my bridal room
20:03with his hand on my waist
20:04and told me to divorce Nick
20:05and marry him instead,
20:07I cried.
20:08The divorces went through.
20:12I still don't know
20:13exactly what Ethan
20:14offered Nick's family.
20:16Whatever it was,
20:16it worked.
20:17Nick's grandmother recovered,
20:19which apparently validated
20:20the whole exercise.
20:22His family tried to find him
20:23a new partner immediately,
20:24but he refused.
20:25He went back to his old life.
20:27The parties,
20:28the company,
20:28the lack of commitment.
20:30He told anyone who asked
20:32that he'd tried love once.
20:33It had guttered him
20:34and he saw no reason
20:34to repeat the experiment.
20:36That wasn't my fault.
20:39The blame landed where it landed,
20:41and it landed on him.
20:43As for me,
20:44I was the victim
20:45in every version of the story
20:46that circulated.
20:47A young woman caught in the middle
20:48of something powerful men
20:49had decided.
20:50No agency.
20:51No choice.
20:52Very sad.
20:58Which suited me perfectly.
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