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00:00:14Previously on Love Island USA
00:00:19The villa had a night at the movies
00:00:23I'm nervous as fuck
00:00:25May the truth be told
00:00:28Past actions
00:00:32Came back
00:00:34In 4k
00:00:39Wait where's the angel girl
00:00:41She left Kossa
00:00:43Alana fucking left
00:00:44So if she didn't leave
00:00:45Were you gonna fucking pick her
00:00:46No I wouldn't have changed anything
00:00:48Whatever dude
00:00:49I ain't gonna lie to me
00:00:50And I ain't doing shit
00:00:51I have nothing to come with it
00:00:58I can only say sorry
00:00:59So many fucking times
00:01:02Can I just say the double standard's a bit crazy
00:01:05There is no double standard
00:01:06What do you mean there is no double standard
00:01:07No no no no
00:01:08She wasn't just going to KC in the process
00:01:11And the villa
00:01:12She was crying in so hard
00:01:14Lost their plots
00:01:16I was fucking crying
00:01:17I fucking laughed
00:01:18I ran over
00:01:18And what did you do
00:01:19You stood up there
00:01:20And you fucking laughed
00:01:25Oh perfect timing
00:01:26It is perfect timing
00:01:30Of course I want to be with you
00:01:31I only want to be with you
00:01:32You're my only connection
00:01:33And I feel like
00:01:34And that's all I want
00:01:35I'm just the same day
00:01:38Follow me beloved
00:01:39How's your morning go beloved
00:01:42Fuck
00:01:43What the hell do you want
00:01:48You're good babe
00:01:49I'm good
00:01:50Can we just play the next clip
00:01:58She ain't listening
00:02:00Hear her whispering
00:02:02Now she's giving in
00:02:05Welcome to Love Island USA
00:02:07Where movie night is in full swing
00:02:09The islanders have been sat on the couch
00:02:11Watching Love Island for hours
00:02:13And are too emotionally invested
00:02:15Over analysing every word
00:02:18They've never been more relatable
00:02:22That shit was bullshit
00:02:24She didn't even flip her
00:02:26Two
00:02:30Fuck bro
00:02:31I forgot like I'm in a couple
00:02:33Aw shit
00:02:34Do you genuinely think
00:02:36That Kenzie is gonna
00:02:38Fuck you over
00:02:39I think she will
00:02:40Just because of the rap
00:02:41She has been shown to me already
00:02:43She probably done bust a split
00:02:44Started throwing that shit back
00:02:48Damn
00:02:48You like to stir shit up right
00:02:50Okay
00:02:50What's your idea
00:02:52You sleep in bed with me tonight
00:02:53Oh what the fuck is this
00:02:56No
00:02:57Why not
00:02:58Because I need to fucking sleep tonight
00:03:01Oh we're gonna be a problem
00:03:02Oh you just did my ass
00:03:06Oh my god
00:03:11Damn
00:03:12Damn
00:03:12This look good though
00:03:14Fuck
00:03:15Bro
00:03:16Physically I have more attracted to TT
00:03:18And on top of that
00:03:19She pursues me bro
00:03:21Yeah that too
00:03:21That shit play in your head
00:03:23Naya didn't really pick you here
00:03:24That's what I was saying bro
00:03:25What the fuck
00:03:26Are we always going back to that shit
00:03:28TT literally came in here and said
00:03:29I want you
00:03:30I've been watching you like
00:03:31You know what I mean
00:03:31Flamed your ass
00:03:32I don't need that shit
00:03:33I'm getting kisses right here too
00:03:34I'm real
00:03:37There's no more no more begging on
00:03:39I'm not gonna be begging all night
00:03:40For no kiss bro
00:03:41I don't want to be mean
00:03:43But I feel like
00:03:45TT and Parmita
00:03:46Are like college girls
00:03:48And those girls in the villa
00:03:50Are like high school girls
00:03:55I knew Corbin's 22
00:03:56Shut the fuck up
00:04:00But do you think
00:04:01Seeing Kenzie with someone
00:04:03I haven't thought about Kenzie
00:04:05Since I've been here
00:04:06Fuck man
00:04:09Fuck
00:04:09Fucked up
00:04:10I'm just so over these two
00:04:11Like I genuinely
00:04:12But like how do you think
00:04:14Kenzie's gone
00:04:15Because Kenzie
00:04:16I ain't scared of her
00:04:18I know
00:04:18But like
00:04:19She's in it
00:04:20Corbin
00:04:22What
00:04:22Kenzie just likes anyone
00:04:24Who likes her
00:04:24That was Sydney
00:04:26That was Sydney
00:04:26That was Sydney
00:04:26That wasn't me
00:04:27Sydney said that
00:04:28I've just never like
00:04:30Been so good with someone
00:04:31I felt that when you walked in
00:04:33You're hot
00:04:34I'm hot
00:04:34Like I have to
00:04:36It's crazy
00:04:37I didn't know there was someone
00:04:38In this world
00:04:38That was dead as like
00:04:41Most perfect
00:04:42It's just really
00:04:43Because with Kenzie
00:04:44I'd help
00:04:45I'm sorry
00:04:46Like
00:04:47Not
00:04:52Well bro
00:04:54I'm just like
00:04:57Paramina why you gotta be scared of me
00:04:59Like I'm not a scary person
00:05:00Like that
00:05:00I hate that comment
00:05:02Like what did I say
00:05:03She said she's not scared of you
00:05:04I said I'm not
00:05:04I know
00:05:05And it was like laughing
00:05:06Because they were asking me
00:05:08How I'm gonna feel coming here
00:05:09And I was like
00:05:10I'm not scared
00:05:10I don't know why you would be scared
00:05:12But that's not a rude comment to say
00:05:15I'm just not scared
00:05:16I'm not a scary person
00:05:18Shit bro
00:05:20Um
00:05:23What I said was true
00:05:25You know
00:05:26I grew a connection
00:05:27And that's what we're here to do
00:05:28And yeah
00:05:29But I am sorry
00:05:30If I disrespected you
00:05:31Or anything like that
00:05:32It cost me more
00:05:33I don't care about your damn connection
00:05:34It's just how you talk about me
00:05:37Like what the fuck
00:05:38You keep bringing up your connection
00:05:40I don't give a fuck
00:05:41And you're not apologizing
00:05:42Well the connection is what happened
00:05:43For what made me say what I said
00:05:47But it shouldn't take a connection
00:05:48For you to say those things
00:05:49You just shouldn't say them at all
00:05:51But that's how I was feeling
00:05:53They're rude
00:05:54What they say college
00:05:55What they say college
00:05:56We know she's beautiful
00:05:57We're in their college girls
00:05:58We're in high school girls
00:05:59I guess we can't apologize
00:06:00It was funny if we were saying
00:06:01The boys were way more mature
00:06:03Than you and Gossam
00:06:03And we said the same thing
00:06:05I'm like if we're college
00:06:06We both obviously said shit
00:06:08Either side
00:06:09So let's just hold each other accountable
00:06:10Obviously we both said shit over here
00:06:12You've said shit over there
00:06:13Let's not act like
00:06:13You've all been perfect
00:06:14Do you know what I mean
00:06:15Like you've all said shit
00:06:16You just literally said
00:06:17You said all the boys
00:06:18Were maturer than us anyway
00:06:19So we've both said the same thing
00:06:20So it's fine
00:06:21Exactly the same thing
00:06:22Literally no we did not
00:06:24Fuck
00:06:24Oh my god
00:06:26Oh shit
00:06:29That's so fucked up
00:06:31Girls
00:06:33I'm pissed the fuck off
00:06:35I don't even want to watch this shit anymore
00:06:36I feel so fucking vicious
00:06:37You have more shit
00:06:38Girls
00:06:39They act like kids together
00:06:40And they talk about
00:06:42Honestly you guys are very mature girls
00:06:44But I'm sorry
00:06:44Like what the fuck was that
00:06:47Wait what door are we picking
00:06:48Seven
00:06:50Seven
00:06:50Seven
00:06:50Seven
00:06:51I don't even give a fuck
00:06:53I'm having no more chats
00:06:54With these girls
00:06:54I'm not building up
00:06:55No fucking connection
00:06:56When I go
00:06:56Yo
00:06:58What are you doing to me?
00:06:59Oh fuck
00:07:00So me and Caleb chatted
00:07:02Yeah
00:07:03I didn't know what was going to happen
00:07:04And
00:07:05It was good
00:07:06Yeah
00:07:07Like when I was kissing him
00:07:11I was thinking about you
00:07:14Like I feel like we are a match
00:07:16Like I think we have a lot in common
00:07:18And you know
00:07:20I've been asking
00:07:22I feel like I have more
00:07:23Like in common with you
00:07:26Yeah
00:07:26Than I do like with Corbin
00:07:30Last night when I was talking to him
00:07:32It was hard for me to zone in
00:07:34Because like I'm really into you
00:07:36Me too
00:07:37That's why I was like
00:07:38Fuck what do I do
00:07:39I want to kiss you
00:07:43Nah it's okay
00:07:48Respectful King
00:07:49Colbert and Casey Deller
00:07:50Talking
00:07:51I thought they just kissed again
00:07:54Damn we ain't kissed bro
00:07:55I thought I saw
00:07:58Just because I didn't give a kiss
00:07:59For one night
00:08:00Doesn't mean I'm not going to kiss you
00:08:01For the rest of my time here
00:08:06The whole thing is done now
00:08:08No I didn't say that
00:08:11Nah
00:08:14I fried my shit
00:08:24I'm gonna do this really bad
00:08:25I don't know
00:08:27I don't know
00:08:28I don't know
00:08:29Answer it
00:08:29Cheers
00:08:31This looks bad
00:08:33Why are kisses so good?
00:08:35I love kissing you
00:08:38And when you kiss my shoulder
00:08:41I tell you a secret
00:08:42Corbin
00:08:43Yeah
00:08:43I'm not telling a sword
00:08:44Because I trust you
00:08:44Yeah
00:08:45Me and Corbin
00:08:46Like made out
00:08:47Made out
00:08:47That's right?
00:08:48Yeah
00:08:48Good
00:08:48Like hard
00:08:49Yeah
00:08:50And we were like
00:08:51We're just going to keep this
00:08:52Between you and me
00:08:52Yeah
00:08:52I feel like you've put more energy and effort
00:08:55And like
00:08:56Little flirty stuff with me since yesterday
00:08:59Yeah
00:09:01Yeah
00:09:01I just want to be like more focused on like me and you
00:09:04And growing our connection
00:09:05And like getting deeper
00:09:07Because that's the only way that we're going to get closer
00:09:11I'm so super attracted to you
00:09:13You are like adorable
00:09:14I'm noticing your freckles
00:09:17This
00:09:18This one
00:09:18No
00:09:19On this one
00:09:20If I met you out at a bar I'd go up to you
00:09:23Yeah
00:09:23I would definitely go up to you
00:09:25Yeah
00:09:25And I feel like we would hit it off
00:09:27I think that like outside of this
00:09:30Our lives would like collide very easily
00:09:32Yeah
00:09:33We wouldn't have to like really force anything
00:09:34It's just kind of like
00:09:35Yeah
00:09:36Like we're very similar already
00:09:38Yeah
00:09:41Okay
00:09:41Okay
00:09:42I'm kidding
00:09:46You're kidding
00:09:46I'm kidding
00:09:48I'm kidding
00:09:49I'm kidding
00:09:49She already knows she's fucked up
00:09:50It's okay
00:09:52You were about it, bro
00:09:57Shit
00:09:58That was crazy
00:10:02That's fucked up, bro
00:10:10I mean, shit, I still liked Corbin.
00:10:13I genuinely did really like him.
00:10:16And then you came in, who was my type,
00:10:20and I did want to, like, try it out with you,
00:10:22and I feel like I put my best foot forward,
00:10:24but I still felt stronger with Corbin.
00:10:27I just feel like I wasn't informed of that.
00:10:31Like, you didn't tell me that.
00:10:33And I feel like I was very blindsided,
00:10:35and I was getting told things that, you know,
00:10:38weren't the full truth.
00:10:39I don't want to call it a waste of time,
00:10:41but I did put too much effort and energy towards you,
00:10:43and I wish I would have explored more.
00:10:46That's fair.
00:10:59I'm sorry.
00:11:02I wouldn't apologize to Corbin.
00:11:04Fuck him.
00:11:05She's basically doing the same to you.
00:11:07It's all the same.
00:11:08It's all the same.
00:11:08It's already good.
00:11:09Same shit.
00:11:10Told you.
00:11:12Hypocrite.
00:11:13That'd be sick.
00:11:14I did have feelings for you.
00:11:15They were just stronger with Corbin,
00:11:17and then, like,
00:11:18I was also with him for so long,
00:11:20and then being pulled out of a connection with him,
00:11:22I did, like, miss being with him.
00:11:25I feel like you shouldn't be telling people
00:11:27the words that you told me
00:11:28if you feel that way about Corbin.
00:11:30That's what I'm saying.
00:11:31That's valid.
00:11:32Yeah.
00:11:32That's valid.
00:11:33That is valid.
00:11:35You should have been a little bit more clear with him.
00:11:36Yeah.
00:11:37Yeah.
00:11:38Yeah, I should have been more clear with you.
00:11:41So, I said what I wanted to say.
00:11:47I feel like I just watched
00:11:48the entirety of last night, like, on repeat.
00:11:52Like, I feel like I just had the exact same experience,
00:11:54like, between, like, Kenzie,
00:11:56you and I had a conversation
00:11:58that, like, got really deep,
00:11:59and you were telling me, like,
00:12:01how much, like, you really, like, enjoyed my company,
00:12:05and we talked about our first day outside the village,
00:12:08and then 20 minutes later,
00:12:09I find out you go up and kiss Gaul,
00:12:11and it's, like,
00:12:12and you didn't even have a connection with him.
00:12:15That shit crushed me
00:12:16because, like, I really like you,
00:12:18and it's, like,
00:12:20I've been putting in so much effort,
00:12:21and I feel like it's the same exact shit
00:12:23that just happened.
00:12:24It just, like, it sucks for me to have that happen,
00:12:26but then to, like, see it again,
00:12:28it's just, like, well, fuck, like,
00:12:29is it just gonna, like, keep going?
00:12:31Like, does this happen to everybody?
00:12:33Like, I just don't.
00:12:34Like, I was crushed yesterday
00:12:37when I found that out, you know?
00:12:38I know.
00:12:40That's definitely fair.
00:12:41And I do, I don't know.
00:12:43I don't know what to say.
00:12:44I do feel bad.
00:12:45Like, everything you guys are saying is very valid.
00:12:48I feel like I'm just being me
00:12:50and trying to grow a connection.
00:12:52My intentions are never to hurt anyone.
00:12:55To me, like, in here,
00:12:57it was more of, like,
00:12:59a kiss is, like, a handshake kind of thing
00:13:01is how I'm seeing it.
00:13:02Like, just to see if there's chemistry,
00:13:05just to, like,
00:13:06I'm still getting to know people
00:13:08and I don't feel like I was, like, exclusive yet.
00:13:11But, I mean, I do feel really good about Dylan.
00:13:13And, um, yeah.
00:13:19I don't know how to feel
00:13:23But someday I might
00:13:31Someday I might
00:13:47Welcome back to Love Island USA.
00:13:49The Islanders are not enjoying these clips.
00:13:52Well, no wonder.
00:13:53They've not got my voiceover on it.
00:13:55Some people say it makes the show, you know.
00:13:58Fuck, none of us are going to be able to sleep
00:13:59with our girls tonight.
00:14:04Girls.
00:14:05Fuck.
00:14:06Give us some wholesome shit, please.
00:14:09Just bullshit, bro.
00:14:12Nine.
00:14:12Nine.
00:14:19Let me know how it is.
00:14:21All right, Nia.
00:14:25Actually, I'm going to kiss you.
00:14:38It's going to be packing for a shit.
00:14:41Did you kiss?
00:14:42Sincere.
00:14:45Oh, shit.
00:14:47I had to.
00:14:49I had to get the kiss out of the way.
00:14:52Me and you are
00:14:56just effortless.
00:14:57You make it more, like, feel like home.
00:15:00I really admire your emotional intelligence.
00:15:03Honestly, that's one of the things
00:15:05that, like, attracted me to you.
00:15:20I feel like we've gotten closer, too.
00:15:22Me, too.
00:15:22You know, I feel like you're a great listener
00:15:24because you are a great listener, you know what I mean?
00:15:25And you're very receptive of, like,
00:15:28when we are talking, what we're talking about.
00:15:30And you pick up on, like, things.
00:15:32That's, like, that's what I'm looking for in a sense.
00:15:34You know what I mean?
00:15:34Do you feel like this new connection is serving you?
00:15:37Yeah, I do.
00:15:39I do.
00:15:40He can't even look at her when he says this.
00:15:44Obviously, you know, I have a connection in the villa.
00:15:47But being here, I wanted to be, like,
00:15:49able to emerge myself in the experience.
00:15:52It would have been selfish of me
00:15:53to not give you, like, 100%.
00:15:55I wanted to really open up, you know what I mean?
00:15:58Like, let my guard down.
00:15:59And I think you make it easy.
00:16:01You know, you really do make it easy.
00:16:03I'm really glad.
00:16:08It's not easy, like, the situation that you're in.
00:16:12It's true.
00:16:13You're making it tough.
00:16:14You're making it tough.
00:16:25I like you.
00:16:27I like you, too.
00:16:29Can you give me a hand?
00:16:31Oh, yeah, no, no.
00:16:32That's what I'm talking about.
00:16:33This looks really good on you.
00:16:40Every time we talk to each other,
00:16:41I feel like we just pour it to each other,
00:16:42into each other's glasses.
00:16:43I feel the same way.
00:16:45Yeah.
00:16:46I honestly haven't felt this way
00:16:47with anyone in a long time.
00:16:56I appreciate you for allowing me to experience you.
00:16:59And I know just, if you had no time,
00:17:02you would have been the one.
00:17:04Like, no doubt about it.
00:17:13Oh, fuck this movie night.
00:17:18I guess I'll talk first.
00:17:20I honestly feel like that sometimes rejection is protection.
00:17:25We already had the conversation.
00:17:27I don't want to beat a dead horse.
00:17:28I know it couldn't be easy for you, Melanie,
00:17:31but it was good to see that you explored as well
00:17:34during your CASA time.
00:17:36Yeah, that was the only kiss I had with him.
00:17:39I never said to anyone in here
00:17:43that it would have been them that I chose
00:17:45if I had more time with them.
00:17:47Maybe there's a love we share.
00:17:50I never did that.
00:17:52Remember when we cared for each other.
00:17:55I mean, throughout the CASA experience,
00:17:57from day one, I wasn't really going to emerge myself.
00:18:01And as the days went on, I was like,
00:18:02okay, let me, you know, get my feet wet
00:18:04and really give Amora a chance.
00:18:06And we got to know each other really well.
00:18:08But I was thinking about kind of both.
00:18:14The last thing you said to her was
00:18:16if it was the other way around,
00:18:18you would have told her,
00:18:19why didn't you just choose her?
00:18:20In that time, I was like, this isn't...
00:18:23But you still made the comment.
00:18:25So it wasn't...
00:18:26His excuse really was the time thing.
00:18:28That's what I took from it.
00:18:30That little bit of time that you spent with her,
00:18:31if you were able to say that,
00:18:33you should have picked her.
00:18:34He told me that the only person
00:18:36he could see himself outside the villa was with you.
00:18:39But I just feel like the only reason he chooses me
00:18:41is because I'm a fucking fool.
00:18:44No.
00:18:44Yes, that's what it is.
00:18:45I understand why you feel that.
00:18:46Don't even say no.
00:18:51The way he acts,
00:18:53you have 100% reason to feel this way.
00:18:55You do.
00:18:56But he doesn't properly say how he feels about things.
00:19:00And that's clearly the issue.
00:19:01And it's not your problem.
00:19:02He told us more how he felt.
00:19:04Sometimes Sincere is just not honest.
00:19:06Sincere can tell all of you guys something,
00:19:08but we saw something completely else play out.
00:19:11And I'm tired of hearing,
00:19:12and this is for everyone,
00:19:14like, so seriously.
00:19:15I'm tired of hearing,
00:19:17but he chose you.
00:19:19Seriously.
00:19:20Being chosen is not a prize.
00:19:22Just because you come back to someone
00:19:24after, like, doing what you do
00:19:26doesn't make a surprise to be chosen.
00:19:28I would rather be respected.
00:19:29I would rather be told the truth.
00:19:31I would rather not look like a fucking fool
00:19:34in America and then be chosen
00:19:36because that's what it keeps looking like.
00:19:39Maybe you choose me
00:19:40because I fucking am a fool
00:19:42and I keep believing shit.
00:19:43You're saying the whole summer
00:19:44you look like a fool,
00:19:45but you're, like,
00:19:46just disregarding what you did to Corbin.
00:19:48What did I do to Corbin?
00:19:50When he came in.
00:19:53You're playing a victim card.
00:19:54I'm not playing no victim card.
00:19:57I pulled him.
00:19:57I never kissed him up there.
00:19:59I never told him something
00:20:00and then told you something else.
00:20:02I'm just, no,
00:20:03I'm not playing any cards.
00:20:03No, that does not equal that at all, dude.
00:20:05It does not equal that at all.
00:20:08I look like an idiot, dude.
00:20:11I don't understand
00:20:12what the fuck is going on.
00:20:13I'm sorry.
00:20:14I don't fuck with a sorry.
00:20:15Like, you're saying to her,
00:20:16it would have been her.
00:20:17Why not pick her?
00:20:19If you're gonna pick me,
00:20:20stand on that shit and pick me.
00:20:21Like, it just doesn't make sense.
00:20:24I know the way that I move
00:20:25is disrespectful.
00:20:27And I'm fucking drained, bro.
00:20:28I'm drained.
00:20:29Because it's like
00:20:30you're not seeing her.
00:20:31I am.
00:20:32You just gotta say,
00:20:32you just gotta say you're right.
00:20:34That shit hurts me.
00:20:35You're feeling so fucking bad.
00:20:37Okay, but what I would say,
00:20:39here in this villa,
00:20:40I've learned so much about myself.
00:20:41And the time that I spent
00:20:42in casa with Amora,
00:20:43like, no shake, Amora.
00:20:44Like, you're amazing.
00:20:45But again,
00:20:46it was still at Melanie's home.
00:20:48It just sucks that,
00:20:49like, you're learning so much,
00:20:50but at the expense of others.
00:20:51Literally.
00:20:52That's the problem here.
00:20:53I like you,
00:20:54and everyone here knows
00:20:55that I like you.
00:20:56But I feel like
00:20:56I spent the whole summer
00:20:57looking like a fool.
00:21:00Like, I don't even know.
00:21:01Like, we were so good
00:21:02before you left.
00:21:06I had no idea
00:21:07the extent of your relationship
00:21:09before you guys left
00:21:11to come to casa.
00:21:12Every time he would
00:21:13allude to your connection,
00:21:14it was like,
00:21:14yeah, of course I have
00:21:15a connection back at the villa.
00:21:16No, you're right.
00:21:17That wasn't related to you.
00:21:18It wasn't.
00:21:18That wasn't,
00:21:18but I should have been
00:21:19more in-depth.
00:21:20But you wasn't.
00:21:21Shoulda, coulda, woulda.
00:21:25You always say
00:21:26you're going to fix it,
00:21:27but you don't.
00:21:27So when the fuck
00:21:28are you going to fix it?
00:21:29When the fuck
00:21:30are you going to fix it?
00:21:30Before we left for casa,
00:21:31shit was good.
00:21:32I swear to God,
00:21:32I'm not going to believe
00:21:33you fucking like me
00:21:33until you fucking fix it.
00:21:40You didn't fix it after soul.
00:21:42You said you went
00:21:42and you did it.
00:21:43Now you go to fucking casa
00:21:44and you said
00:21:44I didn't fucking fix it.
00:21:45So when the fuck
00:21:46are you going to fix it?
00:21:47When?
00:21:50Since casa,
00:21:52since the past two days,
00:21:53the past 48 hours,
00:21:5472 hours that we've been back,
00:21:55I've showed you through actions.
00:21:56What the fuck are actions
00:21:57making me breakfast?
00:21:59Casa Amor should have
00:22:00been the action.
00:22:01And now I'm sorry.
00:22:02You're just a bullshitter to me.
00:22:03You know I fuck with you.
00:22:04You know I like you.
00:22:05And you keep doing
00:22:05the same thing to me
00:22:06over and over again.
00:22:07I'm just,
00:22:08I'm embarrassed, dude.
00:22:09I'm fucking embarrassed.
00:22:11I look so big
00:22:12because I keep faking you.
00:22:23When are you going to fix it?
00:22:25Because you're not fixing anything.
00:22:26You're making it fucking worse
00:22:28and I look stupid.
00:22:30Oh.
00:22:53Welcome back to Love Island, USA.
00:22:55Movie night is a wrap
00:22:57and while most of the Islanders
00:22:58are decompressing downstairs,
00:23:00Melanie is upstairs
00:23:01doing a very accurate impression of me
00:23:03after I get a bad haircut.
00:23:05I look so stupid, bro.
00:23:07I look stupid.
00:23:08I keep looking stupid.
00:23:09Everybody sees me looking stupid.
00:23:15I don't want to be here, bro.
00:23:16I don't want to be here.
00:23:18I was so upset
00:23:19when I did not get chosen.
00:23:22Like, I could never
00:23:25subject myself to that
00:23:26as many times as she did
00:23:27and I wouldn't be
00:23:28in Melody's position.
00:23:29You don't look stupid, baby.
00:23:31He looks stupid.
00:23:32I don't look stupid
00:23:33because I'm the bitch
00:23:33that he keeps coming back to.
00:23:35I promise he's the one
00:23:36who looks stupid.
00:23:37Like, he bamboozled everybody.
00:23:40He didn't just bamboozle you.
00:23:42He bamboozled everybody, baby.
00:23:44I look like the bitch
00:23:45that's always standing there
00:23:46when he's done doing his shit.
00:23:48The dumb bitch that'd be like,
00:23:48yeah, when he's done
00:23:49doing what he's doing,
00:23:50like, I'm home.
00:23:51But you don't need,
00:23:52you did not know
00:23:52any of that stuff was going on.
00:23:54How the fuck are you
00:23:55the dumb one
00:23:55when you didn't know,
00:23:56you didn't know
00:23:56any of that shit till today?
00:23:58Dude, I feel like,
00:24:00I think I'm just so hurt by it
00:24:01because I've never
00:24:02liked someone so much
00:24:03and now I feel like
00:24:04I just questioned
00:24:05our connection.
00:24:06Like, is it real?
00:24:07Is it fake?
00:24:08Is it, like,
00:24:08I keep seeing our connection
00:24:10through every single
00:24:11other connection he's had.
00:24:12Like, I see things
00:24:13he said to me,
00:24:14he said it's a soul.
00:24:15Things he said to me,
00:24:16he said it's a morph.
00:24:17Now you know
00:24:18he was saying all that shit.
00:24:20But do I think
00:24:21he has genuine intentions
00:24:22with you 100%?
00:24:23Do I think
00:24:24he is lustful as fuck?
00:24:26100%.
00:24:27I don't really think that.
00:24:27How do you
00:24:28go through the situation
00:24:29with me and so
00:24:30almost fucking lose me
00:24:31and then you fucking
00:24:32do the same shit again?
00:24:33That's a fucking knife
00:24:34to my fucking chest.
00:24:35Leave me alone.
00:24:37Like, leave me alone.
00:24:38Why don't you leave me alone?
00:24:39Because you're just
00:24:40like hurting me.
00:24:41Leave me alone.
00:24:44Nothing Sincere
00:24:45has ever said
00:24:47has matched up
00:24:48his actions.
00:24:49I don't know if
00:24:52our connection
00:24:52was real right now.
00:24:54It sucks
00:24:56when you're
00:24:57with a good person
00:24:57that does not cheat
00:24:59you right.
00:25:00Because he's a good person
00:25:01he just hasn't
00:25:03been an honest person
00:25:04to me.
00:25:04And that sucks.
00:25:12But we all
00:25:13got some shit.
00:25:13But dog,
00:25:14you can't keep
00:25:14fucking up, right?
00:25:15You gotta take this
00:25:16as a lesson.
00:25:17You might have to sleep
00:25:17in Soul Ties tonight.
00:25:19No, no.
00:25:20She'll probably be in there.
00:25:21If she's in bed
00:25:22then you get in bed.
00:25:23If she's in Soul Ties
00:25:24give her the bed.
00:25:26Hey guys.
00:25:27I'm sorry to interrupt.
00:25:29Casey, I genuinely
00:25:29want to say I'm sorry
00:25:30for standing up
00:25:31in your face.
00:25:31That was really
00:25:32disrespectful
00:25:32and you do not
00:25:33deserve that.
00:25:34I know I'm genuinely
00:25:34so sorry.
00:25:35That was very out of
00:25:36character and it's not
00:25:36that's not me.
00:25:38Well, I'm sorry
00:25:38for also standing up
00:25:40in front of your face
00:25:40too.
00:25:41I didn't mean it
00:25:42for like you guys
00:25:43get upset or anything
00:25:44but like I just felt
00:25:45like I wasn't
00:25:46being heard.
00:25:46And I 100%
00:25:47understand that.
00:25:48Sorry, I just want
00:25:49that to be said.
00:25:50Sorry guys.
00:25:50That was amazing.
00:25:52I was super respectful.
00:25:54Yeah, it was.
00:25:56Especially to do that
00:25:57in front of us like that.
00:25:58That's her.
00:26:00Oh my God.
00:26:01Like what the fuck.
00:26:02They be getting
00:26:02exploring fucking
00:26:04completely.
00:26:04Like just being
00:26:05fucking a dog.
00:26:06Hey guys.
00:26:07Sorry, I just
00:26:08I apologize to Casey
00:26:09because standing up
00:26:10in his face
00:26:11was disrespectful
00:26:11and I wouldn't
00:26:12want that to me.
00:26:13So I said sorry.
00:26:15Classy.
00:26:15Yeah.
00:26:16Honestly like
00:26:17the whole case
00:26:18this shit's fucked up
00:26:19too because you
00:26:19can explore
00:26:20but you don't
00:26:20have to compare.
00:26:22You don't.
00:26:22I do want to say
00:26:23like it's not
00:26:24like he never
00:26:24acknowledged you
00:26:25because he did
00:26:25bring you up a lot.
00:26:26He did and it
00:26:27wasn't always bad.
00:26:28He always said
00:26:29that you guys
00:26:29had a great
00:26:29connection and
00:26:30all the stuff
00:26:31you guys shared
00:26:31together.
00:26:32But I do hear
00:26:33you and your
00:26:33feelings are very
00:26:34valid.
00:26:34Like I can put
00:26:35myself in your
00:26:36shoes and realize
00:26:37that that's some
00:26:37hard shit to see
00:26:38and to feel.
00:26:39As a woman
00:26:39I can understand
00:26:40that.
00:26:41And I understand
00:26:41you defending
00:26:42your man.
00:26:42You like girl.
00:26:43X, Y, and Z.
00:26:44Like defend
00:26:44your man.
00:26:45You should.
00:26:46But all the guys
00:26:46knew and no one
00:26:47told me.
00:26:48So I'm looking
00:26:48like Boo Boo
00:26:49the fool.
00:26:49Like I could
00:26:50have really
00:26:50committed to
00:26:51Carl completely
00:26:51but I feel
00:26:52like I still
00:26:53had Casey
00:26:53in the back
00:26:53of my mind.
00:26:54You did.
00:26:54And the fuck
00:26:55I don't want
00:26:55to cry.
00:26:56And I apologize
00:26:57if the way
00:26:58I came,
00:26:59if I came
00:27:00aggressive or
00:27:01too much.
00:27:02No girl honestly
00:27:03I honestly had
00:27:04so much respect
00:27:05for you because
00:27:05even when I was
00:27:06calling out the
00:27:06guys and they
00:27:07were trying to
00:27:07turn it back
00:27:08you were like no
00:27:09she's saying X,
00:27:10Y, and Z.
00:27:11Can I give y'all
00:27:11a hug?
00:27:12Like I'm so sorry
00:27:13like y'all gonna
00:27:14make me cry for real.
00:27:14I know I'm a giant.
00:27:16Sorry.
00:27:16And she's not
00:27:17even a hug girl.
00:27:19The one thing
00:27:19I can say is like
00:27:20her coming up here
00:27:21and apologizing to you
00:27:22should, should
00:27:24give you guys
00:27:25a peace of mind
00:27:25to hopefully not
00:27:26have to talk about
00:27:27any of this shit
00:27:27ever again.
00:27:28Yeah maybe on
00:27:28your next chat
00:27:29with her you're like
00:27:30hey like I just
00:27:31want to talk to you
00:27:32and just be your
00:27:32friend.
00:27:33Yeah.
00:27:34I can take full
00:27:35accountability for
00:27:36everything I said
00:27:36it wasn't right.
00:27:38You know her and
00:27:39someone's feelings
00:27:40in the process.
00:27:41You know what I mean?
00:27:42I could have went
00:27:43about all that shit
00:27:44way better
00:27:44way more mature
00:27:45but like
00:27:46I just said
00:27:47dumbass shit bro.
00:27:49These two got pulled
00:27:50into some shit
00:27:51with Kenzie
00:27:51and he's in
00:27:52this new connection
00:27:53having to see
00:27:54what Caleb has felt
00:27:55before he even
00:27:56came here.
00:27:57Although I did
00:27:58get off my chest
00:27:59what I've been
00:27:59wanting to say
00:28:00for what I wish
00:28:02I would have said
00:28:02in the mailbox challenge.
00:28:04Maybe this is
00:28:04the turning point.
00:28:05None of my feelings
00:28:06have changed
00:28:06like I still really
00:28:07really like this girl
00:28:08and I want to pursue
00:28:09her and I want to
00:28:09like take it to the end.
00:28:11I will say
00:28:12I do think
00:28:12she likes you dude.
00:28:13I do think she likes me
00:28:14but I think she likes you
00:28:16and I think she likes you
00:28:18and I think she likes you
00:28:20and the problem is
00:28:21I don't want to pursue
00:28:22anybody else.
00:28:23I want her
00:28:23and I see something
00:28:24outside of it
00:28:24but she's telling
00:28:25four other people that
00:28:26like it just feels
00:28:27like a game to her.
00:28:29For sure.
00:28:29I'm going to be
00:28:30straight up with you
00:28:31Kenzie.
00:28:31It looks really bad.
00:28:32I feel like you were
00:28:33really misleading with Kayla.
00:28:34You really were baby
00:28:35and you know I love you
00:28:37but it's so fucked up on him
00:28:39and I'm so proud of you
00:28:40though that you stood up there
00:28:41and you owned up to it
00:28:43but it is a shitty thing
00:28:45and I feel like you
00:28:46acknowledged it was a shitty thing.
00:28:48Yeah.
00:28:50I know it definitely sucks
00:28:51and I do feel bad about that.
00:28:56I do feel bad about that.
00:28:58I feel really bad.
00:29:00I don't ever want
00:29:01to make anyone feel bad.
00:29:02I feel bad that I like
00:29:04led Kayla on.
00:29:06I guess I just don't know
00:29:07how to go about this
00:29:09in a good way.
00:29:09I've never dated two people.
00:29:11It's not natural.
00:29:13It's not normal for me.
00:29:16Lesson learned.
00:29:17Yeah.
00:29:17It's going to be okay baby.
00:29:18It's moving forward
00:29:19you know what you're going to do.
00:29:20Yeah.
00:29:21If you're struggling
00:29:22to play Zach's energy right now
00:29:24it's dog
00:29:25after its owner
00:29:26found pee on the new rug.
00:29:29Um
00:29:32how
00:29:32firstly
00:29:33how are you?
00:29:37Firstly I'm pissed
00:29:38because
00:29:39why the fuck
00:29:40was that left out?
00:29:41That was irrelevant
00:29:41because of that day
00:29:42before she left
00:29:44that night
00:29:45no
00:29:45there could have been
00:29:46more fucking kisses
00:29:47there could have been
00:29:48more cuddles
00:29:48it just stopped
00:29:49because she fucking left.
00:29:51There wasn't
00:29:52I didn't want to
00:29:53bring her back anyway
00:29:53I would not have
00:29:54brought her back.
00:29:55What the what
00:29:55I don't in some
00:29:56what you don't
00:29:56understand what I'm
00:29:57telling you.
00:29:58You came back
00:29:58telling me
00:29:59you had to like
00:30:00force yourself
00:30:00to kiss her
00:30:01babes.
00:30:03You legit.
00:30:04Okay do you know
00:30:04what I downplayed
00:30:05that I was intrigued
00:30:06by the person
00:30:07or I hold my hands up
00:30:09I wanted to explore it
00:30:10but more and more
00:30:11as I explored it
00:30:12like so why
00:30:12did you lie?
00:30:14I mean I'm not lying
00:30:14I'm trying to explain to you.
00:30:15when you fucking
00:30:16came back.
00:30:16I did force it.
00:30:19But you had to test it
00:30:20three fucking
00:30:21separate times
00:30:22to know.
00:30:23That's weird to me.
00:30:26Genuinely
00:30:28I know
00:30:28nobody knows
00:30:30what would have
00:30:30happened.
00:30:30You shouldn't have
00:30:31been kissing her
00:30:31multiple fucking
00:30:32times
00:30:32if you didn't even
00:30:33feel the fucking
00:30:34connection.
00:30:34I was fucking
00:30:35respectful as fuck.
00:30:36I think it's
00:30:37bullshit.
00:30:38Period.
00:30:39The whole time
00:30:40I was talking about you
00:30:41and being for you
00:30:41I felt like
00:30:42I felt like
00:30:43I should be open
00:30:43because it's
00:30:44Caster and more
00:30:44and I'm on
00:30:44this experience.
00:30:46In real life
00:30:46would I have
00:30:46moved a lot?
00:30:47No.
00:30:48In here
00:30:48is that something
00:30:49it's like
00:30:49well you know
00:30:50you gotta try it
00:30:51a little bit.
00:30:51Yeah I hold my hands
00:30:52up and I fucked
00:30:52up three times
00:30:53too many.
00:30:54Do you think
00:30:55I enjoyed it?
00:30:55No.
00:30:55I swear to God
00:30:56every time I did
00:30:57it I thought
00:30:57of you.
00:31:00That makes me
00:31:01feel so much
00:31:01better.
00:31:03Well that's
00:31:03sarcasm.
00:31:07You're
00:31:07really nice
00:31:08today.
00:31:14I'm sorry.
00:31:16But I'm
00:31:16actually pissed
00:31:17off that you
00:31:18didn't tell me.
00:31:18I'm sorry
00:31:19I should have.
00:31:20Yeah.
00:31:21I was also
00:31:22scared.
00:31:23I get it
00:31:24if you want
00:31:24to be mad
00:31:24I fully do
00:31:26I just
00:31:27I want to
00:31:28know what
00:31:28you want
00:31:28to do.
00:31:29If you want
00:31:30me to
00:31:30sleep in
00:31:31soul ties
00:31:31with sincere
00:31:32will.
00:31:34Now we're
00:31:35sleeping
00:31:35together.
00:31:41I'm just
00:31:41like also
00:31:42sick of
00:31:43hurting
00:31:43people
00:31:44it's like
00:31:44not my
00:31:45intent.
00:31:46This is the
00:31:46place that you
00:31:47need to put
00:31:47yourself first
00:31:48and all of
00:31:48that.
00:31:49So you
00:31:49don't have to
00:31:49keep hurting
00:31:49yourself about
00:31:50it in your
00:31:50head.
00:31:52I'm not
00:31:52upset you
00:31:52did that.
00:31:53And I'm not
00:31:54upset anymore
00:31:54about it.
00:31:55I told you
00:31:55why I was
00:31:55upset and I'm
00:31:56not upset
00:31:56anymore.
00:31:57I couldn't
00:31:57care less.
00:31:58Don't care
00:31:58at all.
00:32:01I feel
00:32:02like I'm
00:32:03so crazy.
00:32:04It's okay.
00:32:05I do.
00:32:06No you
00:32:07don't.
00:32:07I do.
00:32:08No you
00:32:08don't.
00:32:08I think you
00:32:09put your
00:32:09heart out
00:32:10there and
00:32:11it bit you
00:32:12in the ass.
00:32:13Literally.
00:32:15Literally.
00:32:15Yeah.
00:32:17I mean
00:32:18not a call
00:32:18for it but
00:32:19like you
00:32:19you know
00:32:21you stood
00:32:22by it and
00:32:22you spoke
00:32:24your piece.
00:32:25You're all
00:32:26good.
00:32:31Oh see
00:32:32that was
00:32:32horrible.
00:32:34That was
00:32:34that was
00:32:35bad.
00:32:35That was
00:32:36really bad.
00:32:37And it's
00:32:38like scary
00:32:38because it's
00:32:38like it's
00:32:41like seeing
00:32:41myself like
00:32:42that.
00:32:42I did not
00:32:43like that.
00:32:44I didn't
00:32:44like seeing
00:32:44you know
00:32:45because that
00:32:46is me.
00:32:49I'm
00:32:49grateful to
00:32:50have you
00:32:50though.
00:32:51Like I
00:32:51really do
00:32:52value like
00:32:53what we
00:32:53have and
00:32:54you helped
00:32:54me so
00:32:54much.
00:32:55like
00:32:57you
00:32:58know
00:33:08it's
00:33:09been a
00:33:09tough
00:33:09night
00:33:10guys
00:33:10so
00:33:10how
00:33:10about
00:33:11we
00:33:11all
00:33:11get in
00:33:12our
00:33:12pajamas
00:33:12settle in
00:33:13and put
00:33:14on a
00:33:15movie
00:33:15I'm
00:33:15sorry
00:33:16too
00:33:16soon
00:33:24like I
00:33:24try to
00:33:25give her
00:33:25the benefit
00:33:25of the
00:33:25doubt
00:33:26like I
00:33:26don't
00:33:26think
00:33:26like
00:33:26she's
00:33:27doing it
00:33:27on purpose
00:33:28right
00:33:28I feel
00:33:28like I
00:33:29kind of
00:33:29want to
00:33:29just
00:33:29like
00:33:29not
00:33:30do
00:33:30the
00:33:31whole
00:33:31like
00:33:31kissing
00:33:32and stuff
00:33:32tonight
00:33:32but I'm
00:33:33probably
00:33:33gonna
00:33:33fold
00:33:33so
00:33:34who knows
00:33:34Carl
00:33:35has
00:33:36made
00:33:36me
00:33:36feel
00:33:36so
00:33:37much
00:33:37like
00:33:37comfort
00:33:39than
00:33:40like
00:33:40Casey
00:33:41has
00:33:41ever
00:33:42made
00:33:42me
00:33:42feel
00:33:42and I
00:33:43feel
00:33:43like
00:33:43even
00:33:43up
00:33:43there
00:33:44Casey
00:33:44still
00:33:44doesn't
00:33:45give
00:33:45me
00:33:45comfort
00:33:45he
00:33:45wants
00:33:45to
00:33:46defend
00:33:46himself
00:33:46so
00:33:47bad
00:33:47like
00:33:47just
00:33:47sit
00:33:48your
00:33:48ass
00:33:48down
00:33:49and
00:33:49just
00:33:49say
00:33:49like
00:33:50I
00:33:50was
00:33:50wrong
00:34:01at least
00:34:01with fucking
00:34:02Corbett
00:34:02and his
00:34:03shit
00:34:03he
00:34:03owned
00:34:03up
00:34:04to
00:34:04it
00:34:04and
00:34:04that's
00:34:05something
00:34:05I
00:34:05respect
00:34:07I'll
00:34:08sleep
00:34:08with you
00:34:08king
00:34:09I'm
00:34:09sleeping
00:34:09on
00:34:10Melody's
00:34:10side
00:34:12it's
00:34:13smell
00:34:13like
00:34:13yeah
00:34:14actually
00:34:14yeah
00:34:17oh
00:34:17the owl
00:34:18is
00:34:18there
00:34:20girl
00:34:21you're
00:34:21scaring
00:34:21the shit
00:34:22out of
00:34:22me
00:34:22you're
00:34:23so cute
00:34:23don't
00:34:24attack
00:34:24me
00:34:25already
00:34:25had a
00:34:26bad
00:34:26day
00:34:27sleeping
00:34:28with the
00:34:28house
00:34:28yeah
00:34:29I gotta
00:34:29pull
00:34:29off a
00:34:30crazy
00:34:30comeback
00:34:30oh
00:34:31you'll
00:34:31do it
00:34:31I believe
00:34:32it
00:34:44you're
00:34:47literally
00:34:47perfect
00:34:48for
00:34:48me
00:34:51sleeping
00:34:52alone
00:34:52are
00:34:53car
00:34:53amora
00:34:54anaya
00:34:56sincere
00:34:57and
00:34:58melanie
00:34:59sleeping
00:35:00together
00:35:00are
00:35:01jaden
00:35:01and caleb
00:35:02jen and
00:35:03gal
00:35:03tiara
00:35:05and
00:35:05kc
00:35:05trinity
00:35:07and bryce
00:35:07kda
00:35:09and zach
00:35:09parmida
00:35:11and corbin
00:35:13and
00:35:14kenzie
00:35:14and dylan
00:35:29welcome back to love island usa for personal reasons the owl has left the villa
00:35:46melanie
00:35:48the fuck
00:35:54melanie
00:35:58girl
00:36:00i literally was having a panic attack because i couldn't find you
00:36:06oh
00:36:06oh my god
00:36:11i'm gonna go this morning fellers
00:36:13fellers
00:36:13you know i want to really give her that space
00:36:15it's going to be tough
00:36:16but again like i know it's not impossible because at the end of the day like
00:36:19it's always going to be melanie
00:36:20you go to fucking casa more and you do it again
00:36:23this is why she feels the way she feels now how can i improve on that
00:36:27honestly i don't feel bad for you i genuinely don't
00:36:29i don't either
00:36:30girl that's done
00:36:31i would never feel bad for you ever
00:36:32ever
00:36:33ever
00:36:43corbin just speak i can't believe i found someone just as hot and perfect as me
00:36:49if anyone makes out with my girl today i'm making out with everyone's girl
00:36:55thank you
00:36:56thank you
00:36:58appreciate you
00:37:25wait that's so cute
00:37:29after movie night corbin casey and caleb aren't sure where to go to next
00:37:34which is crazy because between the three of them they've got two compasses on hand
00:37:37well on shoulder
00:37:41uh
00:37:42didn't i want to get up bro
00:37:44yeah
00:37:45it was a lot last night
00:37:46this is just draining bro
00:37:48have you talked to any of the girls about
00:37:49i want to eventually talk to a knob but
00:37:51i feel like my words don't hold no weight
00:37:53nah
00:37:54and i did hurt i said hella bullshit
00:37:56you did
00:37:56we did i was just saying shit
00:37:59yeah
00:37:59you feel like you'll apologize about that
00:38:01yeah for sure i got you bro because it was disrespectful bro
00:38:04it was because i mean even in her her clips i mean she was saying shit whatever but
00:38:08it wasn't nothing about me you know what i mean
00:38:10nothing too crazy for real
00:38:12yeah
00:38:13feel like he's going on with you and jaden
00:38:15i do feel like it's kind of plateaued a little bit i feel like i am trying more and giving
00:38:20more affection than she is
00:38:21uh-huh it's hard bro yeah she doesn't give me compliments yeah if i say something she'll
00:38:26say it back but she's never like oh you look good today
00:38:29she's not the one pursuing like that combo first
00:38:32yeah outside of here my thought process would be i don't think she's that into me
00:38:38okay so and then as soon as i as i think that i'm like okay i'm not gonna be into
00:38:42her
00:38:42you're gonna pull back
00:38:43yeah
00:38:44you even bringing up the conversation of how you're feeling is for sure going to grow your
00:38:48connection
00:38:48yeah
00:38:49either for the good or for the bad but you're gonna have to initiate that combo
00:38:53but yeah i mean
00:38:56i like being on this side though
00:38:58no drama for real
00:39:01girl what your video caleb and corbin how are you feeling about that seeing it back to
00:39:09back like that it was like uh i do feel like i came in here to explore and get my
00:39:16best connection
00:39:17and i did of course genuinely really miss corbin and i would talk to caleb about that and like
00:39:24i literally said that to him i think the only thing i wasn't open about was that kiss
00:39:28and i think you have every right to explore like this is what this whole experience is about
00:39:32and i think just like the open honesty is like very important because it did look bad
00:39:38i'm not gonna lie i was kind of giving sincere
00:39:40like i don't want you to look like that because i know you're not that type of a person
00:39:44i i do feel that way but i don't at the same time because i didn't lie about anything other
00:39:50than
00:39:50the kiss
00:39:51i wanted to give her a little hard love but not too hard because obviously these past couple days
00:39:55have been fucking crazy anyway so i hope i got through to her i think i got through to her
00:40:01i
00:40:01really just want her to kind of focus on dylan i just hope her and dylan end up together on
00:40:06the
00:40:07outside of this maybe you just had to learn you know what i mean yeah and it's i feel like
00:40:12at the
00:40:12end of the day it's it sucks but it's like kind of like a little bit worth it now you
00:40:16know what to
00:40:16see and you've obviously gotten dylan out of all of this yeah i just don't want you to feel like
00:40:24honestly sincere i'm like really disappointed in you i'm not gonna lie you should be i'm
00:40:29disappointed in myself genuinely yeah and um i thought you were a friendship a lot anaya i do
00:40:35too and i think like where i kind of failed i wasn't defending your name like when you weren't there
00:40:41in
00:40:41a sense in that moment i just wasn't the friend that i should have been but my whole thing with
00:40:47that
00:40:47it feels like you just playing everybody in this bitch right that's honestly exactly how it looks
00:40:53i don't know what to do now like i i don't know how to fix this but i want to
00:40:58fix it i just feel so
00:40:59bad bro yeah honestly i'm not gonna lie i feel like you should feel bad yeah she's being embarrassed
00:41:06and she's damn near on her last straw like seriously i feel so dumb because i had this
00:41:15great woman in front of me who always wanted it to be me and i figured that out a little
00:41:21bit too late
00:41:21i think where it's like the damage has already been done and now here i am still figuring things out
00:41:29at
00:41:29the expense of other people's emotions and that's not fair that's not fair to anybody i don't i don't
00:41:33deserve her that's how i kind of feel i don't yeah you look dumb as all right i'm sorry my
00:41:43love
00:41:44no no i want you to tell me i want you to tell me this you dead fucking dude
00:41:51yes how are you feeling today i don't know actually like i don't really know it's a different
00:41:57thing experiencing it but seeing it but seeing it and then hearing the words yeah and like seeing my
00:42:03reaction to it kind of just was like oh it felt like i was watching like a one of my
00:42:08best friends
00:42:09get hurt and i'm like oh my god like like that that really did hurt me but like i just
00:42:13want you to
00:42:13know like your feelings are 100 valid like you should have as much time as you feel like you need
00:42:18before like advancing through that he's just kind of stupid he is stupid and i think that's what it
00:42:23comes down to and he's learning which it's like you know this is a self-growth for everybody yeah but
00:42:28it's the optics are fucked yes the optics are so bad to me once you literally like i know it's
00:42:34not
00:42:35good it's just not it doesn't feel good i don't feel good i don't i think he has a lot
00:42:39of work to do
00:42:40to show you these things i think it can be fixed and i think he does care about you yeah
00:42:45you know i mean
00:42:47i'm happy he got to see what he's doing because i feel like that makes a major difference i'm sure
00:42:50he
00:42:50felt that and was like dude this is bad as weird as it is like i do feel like he
00:42:55always felt like
00:42:57you've been like the one you know i don't feel like the one don't tell me i'm wrong
00:43:06i literally feel like the meme with the girl with the mat like doing my problem because it doesn't
00:43:10make fucking sense like you can like me all you want but this is how you're treating me this is
00:43:14how
00:43:14you treat things you like that makes so much fucking sense i have a really like i like this thing
00:43:18so much
00:43:19so i'm gonna keep hurting it that doesn't make sense that does not make sense to me at all i
00:43:24know
00:43:24everyone's telling me he likes me but it's really hard to believe someone likes me it's also hard to
00:43:30like move forward after seeing all that so that's what i'm saying it's like how am i gonna trust you
00:43:33outside it's hard yeah it's like i completely like why you're feeling like literally i feel like
00:43:37fucking beautiful
00:43:54welcome back to love island usa at movie night it was difficult for corbin to hear some of the things
00:44:00he
00:44:00said to be fair his voice was hard for any of them to hear the speakers don't operate at that
00:44:06low of a frequency oh brother how are you feeling i'm drained emotions are very high during that
00:44:12shit last night yeah what you wanted to talk to me about though i feel like i want to know
00:44:17you on a
00:44:18deeper level or something what do you mean i can't just like i think i got a box of deep
00:44:24secrets in my
00:44:25body and i just pick one that i want to tell you i don't know i just feel like do
00:44:28you think you know
00:44:30me pretty well or no no i don't know you pretty well but i do know that you are family
00:44:38oriented but
00:44:40about your siblings so that's what i gather you care about them a lot i am the oldest they're my
00:44:45little
00:44:45babies exactly are your parents romantic at all with each other no really i didn't grow up to my dad
00:44:52you know buying my mom flowers taking out the dates yeah i mean he did that when they were younger
00:44:58you
00:44:58know when they were first in a relationship yeah when i was around no that died out yeah does that
00:45:04make you like want to be like romantic or does it make you like not want to be romantic i
00:45:11want to be
00:45:12romantic for sure but i think you think you are i think i am to a certain extent but my
00:45:18dad he's so
00:45:19nonchalant he's so chill like he doesn't he doesn't you know get in all the mix of noise and
00:45:25shit he's just like very he's dead as like me just take those off really quick yeah i'm gonna see
00:45:32right i feel like it's so good to date someone that's just like you because i know how he likes
00:45:38to
00:45:38handle problems because i do it the same way so it's just i don't know i see this going really
00:45:44well
00:45:45because we're the same people i want you to just learn me yeah and kiss
00:46:00the islanders are getting ready to spend an evening with a bunch of people they were screaming
00:46:04up mere hours ago oh this is like thanksgiving i know you're furious you're just like me it's always
00:46:12the same like energy you got good reasons but i do too and i just want to have a good
00:46:21night me too
00:46:22i really do same i'm sick of the drama sick of you are the drama i fear well i'm done
00:46:30with it
00:46:32it escalated so fast i don't want him to be in here moping like i hate that he said but
00:46:39i'm
00:46:39glad he saw it you know today i'm i'm gonna have a conversation with a nine like take full
00:46:43accountability she wants to hear different wives you know what i mean how's everyone feeling
00:46:48i feel good i do think it's fixable i do think you guys should recover yeah no i think it's
00:46:57definitely
00:46:57salvageable
00:47:15i like the capris thank you
00:47:28well i said i want to say i hope everyone's okay feeling good today i know last night was a
00:47:33lot but look at your shows we all care about each other and we all just want the best and
00:47:37tonight
00:47:37we should have a good night have good chats and just all make love
00:47:47thank you
00:47:50kenzie's like pulling dylan like to apologize for like like her actions and like yeah um i did want
00:47:57to tell you like again that i'm like i'm sorry for making you feel bad i feel like i've made
00:48:02you
00:48:02feel bad for like the past like two days or three days and it's been hard conversations
00:48:08i feel like even through those last two days even though they really sucked
00:48:12i feel like that kind of helped us grow i definitely do feel
00:48:16bad because i don't want to ever make you feel upset or bad especially like anymore i just want to
00:48:22make you happy that makes me happy to hear you say that i wanted to give you the opportunity to
00:48:27just
00:48:28like be able to talk through both of our feelings yeah because i feel like you're genuine and real
00:48:32and this is like the realest thing that i've gotten out of this experience is you that's so cute
00:48:40i'm very into dylan i see myself growing with him and i do feel bad about like making him upset
00:48:48but
00:48:48don't plan on doing anything like that again so i'm definitely more closed off one boy you know like
00:48:55that's me and that feels amazing those are very kind things to say and it definitely just shows
00:49:02your personality and maturity and makes me happy
00:49:11casey's about to pull a naya for a chat these two haven't always seen eye to eye like tonight
00:49:16they had completely different views on what weather to dress for
00:49:44so i said a lot of bullshitting there yeah i said a lot of that like i was embarrassed of
00:49:49and
00:49:50you know i think even watching it like i kind of like curled in a ball because i just cringed
00:49:55yeah at most of the shit i was saying i think i was holding so much in because i didn't
00:50:01want to
00:50:01keep arguing and in like in due time the shit kind of blew up to the point where i'm just
00:50:08saying
00:50:08shit because i think i built up resentment that you didn't even know about you know my feelings for
00:50:14you weren't fake i don't want you to feel like you know you're a safe option i don't want to
00:50:18feel
00:50:18like you you thought i was lying to you we did have a really bright moments we had some
00:50:22bullshit yeah we had some bullshit that bullshit was at the end but we had really bright moments
00:50:27and that really is like dear to my heart i really feel those feelings but yeah you can still hate
00:50:34me
00:50:34you can still be mad at me you can still feel how you feel because i understand you say there's
00:50:39so much
00:50:47i'm sorry i forgive you when you're high i'll take the lows you can have and i can flow and
00:50:57we'll take it
00:50:58slow and grow as we go i want you to know like i really do care about you it was
00:51:07hard to see it but
00:51:08i'm glad that you were just like okay it was bad and like that you do are sorry it was
00:51:12a mirror for
00:51:13sure yeah honestly i respect your apology so much and i'm so over arguing i'm over it too like i
00:51:19want
00:51:19you to be happy casey genuinely like i really want you to know that you deserve to be happy
00:51:30i'm happy you're carl like that's a great thing for you i feel like you guys complement each other
00:51:35very well and then just treat tt right yeah no no i will bro i will bro so we good
00:51:43we're good
00:51:44okay
00:51:53and i'm happy me and i are good i'm happy we can move forward you know i feel like you
00:51:58know we both
00:51:59feel better you know i mean and moving forward with tt i don't want to ever bullshit her because
00:52:03i don't want to ever make tt feel how i made her not feel because that's not cool it's not
00:52:06noble
00:52:07and it is cowardly i'm just happy that she knows that i do care about her and i'm you know
00:52:13i take
00:52:13a full accountability for it i said and did and grow as we go life gets better bro first time
00:52:23i've seen
00:52:24you smile in three days hey bro off your chest huh you just gotta get this out bro there you
00:52:30go
00:52:31everything better yeah how did you try go let us know all right this is too much
00:52:35no how'd it go relax here lay back
00:52:39grow as we go
00:52:52welcome back to love island usa from the director of last night's box office smash sincere the reckoning
00:53:01we bring you the sequel sincere the groveling i do not want to get my shoes dirty you want to
00:53:09get
00:53:09your feet dirty or your shoes dirty i would rather get my feet dirty than fucking
00:53:20how was your breakfast this morning it was good thank you did you eat it
00:53:23what you did actually did today i was just able to rewind everything
00:53:35and honestly you would ask me why i would do the things i do and i would say i don't
00:53:40know
00:53:41but today honestly just like giving you the space giving myself the space
00:53:47and i'm going to be really vulnerable when i say this like where i was when i was younger
00:53:53of just like always wanting to be a people pleaser always wanting to cater to other people's emotions
00:53:58has bled into my adulthood because i'm the first person oh i don't want to let anybody down but
00:54:03here i am letting down the person that i value the most in this villa because i'm genuinely saying
00:54:07this from the bottom of my heart when i never want to ever make you feel like that again
00:54:12i'm gonna ask something yes what about you and soul was people pleasing you didn't you weren't
00:54:19trying to please her you were trying to please yourself so what about that was people pleasing
00:54:23you liked her i saw the clips you did like her because in reality is that wasn't you people pleasing
00:54:29that was you finding a new connection which was fine fine yeah it's gonna hurt my feelings but
00:54:34like what about that was it wasn't like own up to that that that was a connection with that whole
00:54:38experience you know with me and so it wasn't it wasn't even about people pleasing it was about
00:54:43kind of me just just flat out that was just disrespect please let me look i don't look somebody
00:54:51turn around um that does not look good it looks like he's just getting a grilling i agree he's just
00:54:57getting a grilling at this point he can only take it and just say i can only do this better
00:55:01she didn't
00:55:01do anything yeah you left you almost lost me you know you literally lost me you were able to get
00:55:08me
00:55:08back and then you go to casa more and then you do it again and it's like you keep telling
00:55:13me i'm
00:55:14going to show you through my actions but when it's time to act you don't act on them and i
00:55:17don't like
00:55:18i i literally i'm sorry but i don't believe anything you tell me once is a mistake twice for me
00:55:24once
00:55:25shame on you for me twice shame on me yeah something like like come on no sincere does like her
00:55:31a lot
00:55:31and it's i get from the optics it's like you wouldn't think it you know but like
00:55:36kind of stupid sometimes i don't think you consider me at all like i understand the people
00:55:41pleasing thing i felt that with corey i felt like i had people like i had to please him because
00:55:47i felt
00:55:47bad because he was a good person but to an extent right i feel like you you overdid it and
00:55:55you keep
00:55:55overdoing it and you don't consider me and how can i believe you like me but you have not shown
00:56:00me
00:56:00like i know now that that is not what i want to be it's just disgusting and you don't deserve
00:56:09that at
00:56:10they're still over there they can get through it i don't know i mean this keeps happening
00:56:20and i don't feel bad that you feel disgusted i'm gonna be honest no no i really don't you
00:56:23should feel disgusted you shouldn't do that and i don't know exactly you need to figure that out
00:56:27you do need to figure that out i don't know where that comes i understand you're telling me but it's
00:56:31like grow the up bro grow like dead ass like grow the up i mean she keeps making this decision
00:56:39over and over that like leads to more drama i mean if he doesn't fix it it's it's it's done
00:56:46i do not with how you've been like moving with me at all and it doesn't make sense to me
00:56:52and like
00:56:52you should feel bad you you should be sad you should be disgusted because literally like
00:56:58you for that like you for that that was so like that's so up like that's so up like
00:57:05literally like i spent my like whole summer literally crying sincere
00:57:11and like being so patient on you and your growth and it's like
00:57:17you don't deserve me you're saying everything true you do not deserve me you should be disgusted
00:57:20you should be sad like i and i do know you're a good person i just don't think you have
00:57:25been
00:57:25the good like the a good person to me i really don't i really do not and i don't think
00:57:31you deserve
00:57:31to be in a connection with me at all like i think you should that's how you should learn your
00:57:34lesson
00:57:34is to lose you trust that you betrayed confusion that still lingers took everything i loved and
00:57:40crushed it in between your fingers you made your bed now you got away in it i try to be
00:57:46tough but i want to
00:57:48scream how could anybody do the things you did silently oh fuck
00:58:09i really wish i knew what i want to do next but i don't so i'm like fighting in my
00:58:14brain right now
00:58:15like what's the best decision for me i'm like what's the best decision for me i do like him and
00:58:20i
00:58:20feel good when i'm with him he just didn't act right and he made me look like a fool
00:58:34sorry isn't enough
00:58:37but you know i can't let it go i've tried i've tried i've tried for so long
00:58:44it takes strength to forgive but i don't think
00:58:48well damn that doesn't look good
00:58:52where do they go from i don't know where do they go from here yeah there's actually two options you
00:58:57carry on and try walking or you split it's deserved actions i just feel like the speeches do nothing to
00:59:02me
00:59:02i'm sorry no no i know and i know that i know it doesn't i know it doesn't
00:59:13try to be tough try to be me even after all this you're still everything to me
00:59:22i'm gonna do everything my power to show you but you know i can't let it go i've tried to
00:59:28try to
00:59:28try it for so alone it takes strength to forgive but i'm not quite sure i'm there yet
00:59:40take strength to forgive but
00:59:50so the girl i would like to couple up with tonight is
00:59:57the night is far from over
01:00:00a dumping choose two couples that you think are the least compatible
01:00:08but i think are the most compatible and america will have its success
01:00:14and america will have its success
01:00:14and america will have its success
01:00:36To be continued...
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