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00:05Well, what a rollercoaster, as I kissed a girl, hit our screens.
00:11Gay panic!
00:13And you lot were here for it!
00:19Lesbian!
00:21Typical lesbianship.
00:23Now, eight months on from the masseria mayhem.
00:27Don't say, I'm not even, I caught you saying I'm...
00:30Can you find out the truth from, bro?
00:31Strapping!
00:32I'm just gonna go and buy a hat.
00:35But I kissed a girl.
00:38The reunion.
00:58The reunion.
01:00The reunion.
01:01Hello, and welcome to I Kissed a Girl, the reunion.
01:13Last summer, I had the privilege of playing Cupid for the UK's first cast of Queer Girls.
01:18And weren't they just incredible?
01:21Yeah!
01:25It started with a kiss, and from then on, the rollercoaster did not stop.
01:31Things moved so quickly, I've only just recovered from the whiplash.
01:34Now, eight months on, the girls are back to reveal all that's happened since their summer of love,
01:40and I am dying to know the gossip.
01:43Who is still together?
01:45And who has found a new golden retriever?
01:48OK, shall we get started?
01:50Yes!
01:52Please give it up for the girls!
02:15Girls, how good is it to see you back together?
02:19You look beautiful.
02:20Who's excited?
02:21Yes!
02:24Who's nervous?
02:25Yes!
02:27Well, we have so much to get through tonight, but before we let the cats out of the bag,
02:32let's take a look at our sizzling summer in Italy.
02:40I am about to kiss a girl that I've never met.
02:43No small talk.
02:45No swiping on the apps.
02:46It's just a kiss.
02:47You brush up your shoulder.
02:49Hot girl queer summer's here!
02:52Let's go, lesbians!
02:54I can't wait to see this.
02:56What's gonna happen?
02:58Yes!
03:00Fit girls, beautiful marceria.
03:03Nobody's fucking safe.
03:05Tits everywhere.
03:07She took to Hannah's boobs and got distracted.
03:10I'm ready to kiss some girls!
03:13Uh-oh!
03:16Buongiorno!
03:18Which girl has given you that red flag vibe?
03:22Here we go.
03:24With these beautiful things that I've got!
03:26What were you saying?
03:27Some girly chat.
03:29It's either a yes or a no.
03:31May took me to the terrace yesterday.
03:34She's pissed me off.
03:35Are you scared about splitting any couple up?
03:38No.
03:38What the fuck?
03:39I don't chase.
03:40I attract.
03:41It's a shame that it hasn't happened.
03:43I'm never that girl!
03:44Are you just talking shit?
03:47I literally just threw me under the bus.
03:49I love the drama.
03:50I feel like you've been a complete bitch behind my back.
03:54What the actual flip is going on?
03:56If I didn't like you, I'd have gone home.
03:58Truly fucking tough.
03:59Beautiful things that I've got.
04:08The gayer, the better.
04:18Live, laugh, love, lesbian.
04:23This is the best hot queer girl summer I've ever had.
04:28Sexy Girls and Danny Minogue.
04:30Iconic.
04:31I see ya, hold tight!
04:39You ladies, what an impression you've made.
04:42I mean, I was watching like that, but I loved every second of it.
04:47Amy, I went back to Australia and I'm like,
04:49I wonder if she's taken the boots off yet, but no.
04:54No babes, they're still on.
04:55And Fiorenza, the eyes.
04:58We've got to talk about that moment on the terrace.
05:01Because when you want to turn it on, you can put us in a trance, right Matt?
05:04Yeah!
05:06Your flirt game was on fire and the fans noticed everything.
05:11Take a look at this.
05:13I'm making you nervous.
05:16Smile.
05:19I'll wait for you to take your sip.
05:22I've taken my sip.
05:24Come on then.
05:26Oh!
05:27Oh, God!
05:31Fans of this show have just been incredible.
05:33I've loved just reading all of the messages.
05:35I think she absolutely nailed it.
05:38Now, as you can see, we are missing someone really important tonight.
05:42Our football legend, Georgia, who does have a valid excuse.
05:46She's playing in a cup final match this evening.
05:49Woo!
05:52So when it came to girls in Italy, Georgia was not about playing the field.
05:58From the moment she locked eyes with Cara, it was a case of nice to meet you.
06:03When are we moving in?
06:05Feel the rain on your skin.
06:08It was perfect.
06:10Your eyes are outrageous.
06:13Cara and Georgia, that's basically the perfect lesbian couple.
06:22I feel like you guys haven't taken your hands off each other since the first kiss.
06:28I'm happy for both of you.
06:30Yeah.
06:30You did look lovely together.
06:32Thanks, Mom.
06:32Girls, if you're ready to commit, then seal it with a kiss.
06:36Now.
06:37No one else can feel it for you.
06:39Only you can let it in.
06:41No one else, no one else can speak.
06:44Me and Cara has definitely, like, surpassed any expectations I think I had coming in here.
06:49But then again, I think my expectations were, like, pretty low.
06:52I kissed a girl, and I really, really liked it.
06:56And the past is still unwritten.
07:01Cara, welcome to the reunion.
07:04Oh, hot seat.
07:05Yay!
07:06We need to know.
07:08What's the update?
07:09I literally wish I could be like, yep, we're married.
07:12But it's just, I think it was just not going to work out because of our communication and shit.
07:18We didn't establish the relationship fully, so.
07:20What's happening?
07:22It is happening.
07:23It's not happening.
07:24No.
07:24No.
07:25We're just friends.
07:26I mean, you two were inseparable.
07:29It wouldn't be right unless we caught up with the main girl herself.
07:32So, Georgia has recorded a little message.
07:35Hi, everyone.
07:37Sorry I can't be there tonight.
07:38Absolutely good about it.
07:39But I've got football, and as we famously know, football comes first.
07:43I had the best experience on the show, and honestly, the reaction has been incredible.
07:48I'm sure you've had the update from Cara.
07:50Sadly, things didn't work out between us, but thankfully we're still friends.
07:53Girls, you're going to have the best night.
07:54I know you are.
07:54You're going to be giddy as out.
07:56So, Dani, look out for yourself, because those girls can be wild.
08:00Bye, everyone.
08:06Georgia!
08:07So good to see her.
08:08We miss you so much.
08:09But let's give it up for Cara and Georgia.
08:17In Italy, Fiorenza and Amy were great friends, but there was always the question if it could be more than
08:23that.
08:23Fiorenza was searching for her black cat, but had this feline been in front of her all along?
08:30And just when she was seeing sense, in walked Hannah and things for Amy got really complicated.
08:38Do you think there's room in here for two more?
08:42No!
08:44I want to leave here with a girlfriend, not alone.
08:47And I will get what I want, because...
08:50Look at me.
08:51Hannah is stunning.
08:53Like, my tattoo of tea.
08:55Amy is fit as...
08:57When the bottle landed on me, I thought, this is the perfect time to welcome Hannah to the Masseria.
09:02Me and Amy have been waiting for kids, so...
09:07Me and Amy should have kissed sooner, because that was well overdue.
09:10Which lovely lady would you like to take behind closed doors?
09:14Amy?
09:16Can I go for round two with Hannah?
09:18Take me, Amy.
09:22Yeah.
09:23Poor Amy thought that, like, Amy would choose me.
09:26If you think it's what you want, like, you've got to make moves and get it.
09:29You'll regret not doing it.
09:31I just wanted to chat to you about where your head space sat with people and that.
09:37Obviously, we'd be lying if I said the door was closed.
09:40So, my door was open.
09:42Anytime.
09:43Anytime I have a conversation with Fiorenza, I'm like, just remember, like, how much of a spark we kind of
09:47have and how much emotionally we get each other.
09:50Do you want to care?
09:51You always want to care.
09:53But the connection I have with Hannah is just too strong to ignore.
09:56My head's a mess.
10:03Do you want to kiss one of these girls?
10:06On one hand, I have Fi who's been with me through my journey from the start.
10:10We have this undeniable, you know, emotional connection.
10:14And then, on the other hand, I have Hannah.
10:15We have this amazing, organic, undeniable chemistry.
10:19My heart is just so heavy.
10:22Amy, reveal the name of the girl you want to kiss.
10:25Now.
10:28Hannah.
10:30Friends don't look at friends that way.
10:34Friends don't look at friends that way.
10:42Please welcome Hannah, Amy and Fiorenza.
10:51Amy in the middle of it again.
10:54I know.
10:54I know.
10:55Stop between two Scots.
10:56Oh, my goodness.
10:57She's got time.
10:59So, there were a lot of connections for you, Amy.
11:01I did have to have a notepad.
11:05There were a lot of notes and they kept going and going.
11:08So, what was it for the two of you, I'll start with Amy and Fiorenza, that took it out of
11:14that friendship zone?
11:15I think it was just the closeness and, like, we're so similar.
11:20Like, we're both so goofy and, like...
11:22Yeah, and I think as time went on, it was, like, it was too early days to, like, want to
11:26dive into, like, the romantic side because we were just such good friends.
11:32And then, obviously, as time went on, it was, like, a bit more flirting.
11:36And then I think, for me, it was actually when, like, seeing Amy and Hannah together, I think that was
11:43almost my point where I was like, I need to, like, get in there.
11:46So, Amy, tell us how you felt when Hannah walked in.
11:51I, like, was gobsmacked.
11:52Obviously, I was dressed as Jennifer Coolidge.
11:55Yes!
11:55So, you know, my first thought was, shit, like, I'm, like, drowned in a wig.
12:02You wanted to rip it off.
12:03I was like, babe, I'm hot.
12:04I'm here!
12:06Once we got rid of the Jennifer Coolidge costume, there was obviously...
12:11Shed that layer.
12:12There was obviously that attraction there.
12:14Yeah.
12:14Yeah.
12:16I mean, when she was strutting her stuff down that runway, I was like, Jesus, two fems.
12:20I was like, okay.
12:21When you miss one bus, two comes.
12:23Fear ends up.
12:24I realised that, like, everything happens for a reason and, like, I'm...
12:27Yeah.
12:28...settled with the fact that, like, we're just friends.
12:30I'm, like, I'm happy that it worked out that way, that we just ended it as friends, you know?
12:35It's the perfect almost love story and I think that's beautiful in the way that it is.
12:39Yeah.
12:40Like, it's...
12:40And I'm just really happy, like...
12:42When you say love story, we should talk about friendship, right?
12:44Yeah, but as an almost love story.
12:46Right.
12:46As in, like, we now have this friendship, but it could have been something.
12:48Do you know what I mean?
12:49Like, we are platonics almost.
12:50We're platonics almost.
12:51Yeah.
12:51So you can be yourselves with each other.
12:53Yeah, exactly.
12:54Just be flirty and fabulous.
12:54Exactly!
12:56Not too flirty though.
12:57As friends.
12:57Calm down.
12:58Oh, goodness!
13:00Alright, Fear ends up.
13:02Where are you up to now?
13:03Are you dating?
13:05Are you single?
13:06What's happening?
13:07Yeah.
13:07I'm in a relationship now.
13:09You are?
13:09Yeah.
13:11I've been going out with her for about six months now.
13:15Yeah?
13:15How's it going?
13:16It's going really well.
13:17You're so happy.
13:18Yeah.
13:19I'm really happy, yeah.
13:20Yeah.
13:20Well, please say hi to your girlfriend for me.
13:24And I wish you all the best.
13:26Thank you so much.
13:27Let's thank Fiorenza.
13:34Amy and Hannah became an official couple.
13:37And these lovebirds were well and truly smitten.
13:41But soon cracks started to form for the new couple
13:43as Hannah got spooked by the ghost of Fiorenza.
13:47Two, three, four.
13:49Woo!
13:49I'm feeling really good about Hannah.
13:51Like, she just makes me get it.
13:53I can't stop kissing the girl.
13:55Is your attraction to your partner 100% genuine?
14:00Yeah.
14:04Yeah, of course it is.
14:06Fiorenza me.
14:07What one word would you use to describe your partner and why?
14:10Different.
14:11Oh!
14:12I was, like, not sure how to take it.
14:14Do you feel you have a strong emotional connection
14:17with your partner?
14:19Yeah.
14:19No.
14:21It's a bit awkward.
14:23Has your partner always made you feel secure?
14:26No.
14:28Fiorenza's situation didn't really make me secure.
14:30Amy, do you trust Hannah completely?
14:33I wouldn't say completely, no.
14:37Amy and Hannah.
14:39Yikes.
14:40Yeah.
14:40That was a train wreck.
14:42Do you regret picking me over Fi?
14:45No, I don't.
14:46I fully don't.
14:47I don't know if I believe you or not.
14:48But we know where we stand with each other and, like,
14:50I still am really attracted to you.
14:53Well, I hope so.
14:56I think she should have picked Fiorenza.
14:58I'm just overthinking and scared that she's not going to turn.
15:04I feel like I've definitely had a journey in here.
15:07But, in the end, I ended up with Hannah and it just feels right.
15:10There is a part of me that's worried that she isn't going to turn for me.
15:14And now a second guess my thoughts every step.
15:16I took a leap by choosing Hannah over Fi.
15:19And it's definitely paid off.
15:21If you're ready to commit, then seal it with a kiss.
15:24Now.
15:25Go ahead and break my heart.
15:27I think you're amazing, Amy.
15:30There is a physical connection there.
15:32But I just don't think that emotional connection is 100% there.
15:35I'm gutted, I can't lie.
15:37I'm such a, like, a lover.
15:41And, like, that is truly the reason why I came in here.
15:44It's just...
15:46Just sad it hasn't ended that way.
15:49Like you didn't mind.
15:57Hannah, I'll start with you.
15:59Getting to know Amy, what was it about her personality?
16:02I did make a comment and I said different.
16:05And I'm going to take the time now to explain what different is.
16:10Yeah.
16:11Absolutely the best person.
16:13I've never met anyone with a personality like yours.
16:16You're so kind, you're so lovely.
16:18Like, you're funny, so funny.
16:21Different in a great way, in a good way.
16:23What was going through your head at the final kiss off?
16:28My head was a mess.
16:29A complete mess.
16:30I had no idea, like, was Amy going to turn, was Amy not going to turn.
16:34Obviously from, like, conversations we had and the chemistry test,
16:39I was just a bit thrown off.
16:41So I didn't actually...
16:42Maybe the communication wasn't there.
16:44How did you feel, Amy?
16:45I genuinely thought I was stood there and I was like,
16:47oh, like, she's doing a bit.
16:49I was like, she's, like, longing out.
16:51She's teasing me.
16:52And then it just kept going and going and going and I thought,
16:55oh, like, I've just been rejected again.
16:59But no hard feelings at the end of the day.
17:01I think everything happens for a reason.
17:03And me and Hannah weren't meant to be.
17:06And it does, like, it does kind of upset me when you say
17:08you didn't turn because you thought I wasn't going to turn.
17:10Like, at the end of the day, I didn't turn off of the thought
17:14of what you were going to do.
17:15It was purely, like, based off of my feelings.
17:18But I do see, like, I do get where you're coming from
17:22in terms of the chemistry test and everything.
17:24Do you think, Hannah, sometimes people think you're a lot stronger
17:27than you are?
17:28Yeah.
17:28I mean, I come across very confident and, like, woo, but deep down,
17:34and I'm like, it's just the show.
17:36It's funny because, like, when she first came into the master's rear,
17:39I was like, oh, my God, this bitch, like, she's got nerves of steel.
17:41She was giving nothing away.
17:43She was, like, playing mysterious that she puts this front on.
17:45Now, Priya, do you stand by what you said at the time?
17:49My opinion has changed.
17:50I do love Hannah.
17:52I think it was just the way she came across.
17:55She came in four guns blazing.
17:57And I was like, oh, we just got off on the wrong foot.
18:01Yeah.
18:01That was the situation, but, yeah.
18:03And you have my back.
18:04I protect it.
18:05Yeah.
18:07Hannah wasn't the only girl making tough decisions
18:09at the final kiss-off.
18:11Throughout their time in the Masseria,
18:13Eva and Meg were going from strength to strength,
18:16but when Meg arrived at the L-word,
18:19Eva worried if she could ever meet her there.
18:21I'm actually, like, quite happy with how things are going.
18:25So am I.
18:25I wouldn't want it to change.
18:27And I know...
18:28Yeah, I'm just for you.
18:28Yeah.
18:30Meg makes me feel really, really, really good about myself.
18:34And Meg makes me feel really, really confident.
18:38Girls, reveal your decision.
18:42Now.
18:49I am so grateful and so happy to be able to grow my connection with Eva.
18:55Obviously, we're like this, but when we leave here, it can't keep going like that.
18:59It kind of has to go a little bit, like, slower.
19:02Stay there, yeah.
19:02I know exactly what you mean.
19:04Meg, are you falling in love with Eva?
19:08Yes.
19:12Eva, are you falling in love with Meg?
19:16No.
19:18I could have said no.
19:20Yeah.
19:21But I didn't want to lie.
19:22It's like, you're getting them, you're starting to get them feelings.
19:26I am genuinely so scared of being committed to anyone.
19:30We are moving at two different paces, almost.
19:32I have this thing in the back of my head, being like, I don't want to lead her on.
19:36Because she is an amazing person.
19:38She cares a lot about me and I care a lot about her.
19:41Girls, if you're ready to commit, then seal it with a kiss.
19:45Now.
19:45I think you're changing everything.
19:49I was so just shocked.
19:52She just upset me.
19:54Because, you know, you just want to care for someone so much.
19:56Like, you've got so much love to give.
19:59You are so loved.
20:01You're so beautiful.
20:02You will find the right person.
20:05I guess it means my match is still out there somewhere waiting for me.
20:10So, fingers crossed I find them.
20:17Megan, Eva, welcome to the hot seat.
20:21You're looking great.
20:22How are you?
20:25Eva, when you came in.
20:27Woo!
20:28What an entrance!
20:30And I see you here in a gorgeous dress tonight.
20:32Yeah, I just thought I'd switch it up a bit.
20:34I think I was feeling very, like, masculine whenever this was filmed.
20:39And now I just feel a little bit more confident in myself and, like, my femininity.
20:43Because I'm not going for the straight girls anymore.
20:45So, now I'm, uh...
20:47So, you learnt a lot in the mastery about yourself.
20:50Oh, my word.
20:51Yeah.
20:51Understatement, understatement.
20:53Meg, I think you had a lot to do with that, right?
20:56I think you opened your heart and you had a lot to do with opening other people's hearts, too.
21:02I mean, I'm a lover girl.
21:04What can I say?
21:05Yeah.
21:05What can I say?
21:07Eva, is there, like, anything that, you know, Meg did particularly that, you know, really helped you open up to
21:14yourself?
21:15I feel like I've, like, reached my final form now of, like, being fully confident in, like, my sexuality, femininity,
21:22masculinity.
21:23Meg did genuinely.
21:24Like, just really helped me out the way I didn't know I needed.
21:28We had that friendship there to start off with.
21:31It was very much a solid ground where you could speak to someone.
21:36Just, you could speak to someone about anything.
21:38That's what we started off on.
21:40Yeah.
21:40And then it grew from there.
21:41Now, Eva, do you think, looking back now, it was the right thing to do, not to turn?
21:47Um, looking back now, I would still stand by my choice.
21:52Um, because I feel like I wouldn't want to string Meg along and, like, she's an amazing person.
21:57And, like, I just want the best for her, so.
22:00It was a tough moment.
22:01It was.
22:02It was hard watching it as well.
22:03It's so difficult to get that right balance and be that perfect person for someone.
22:07It just never works out.
22:09Guess what?
22:10It's because they're not the right person.
22:12Never dim your light.
22:14Ah!
22:17What's the update for you?
22:18Are you dating?
22:19I am seeing someone, yes.
22:25You know, there's nothing I love better than seeing your face when you are happy.
22:29You give everything, your eyes, everything.
22:33It is beautiful.
22:34Tell me about her.
22:37Funnily enough, darling, you might actually know her.
22:41What do you mean I know her?
22:43Meg, who is it?
22:46Layla?
22:52I think we're going to have to do a sofa switch and say goodbye to Hannah, Amy and Eva.
22:59Thank you very much.
23:01Woo!
23:05Woo!
23:05Layla, thank God you've got your bonding shoes on.
23:07Get here now!
23:09Woo!
23:11I know.
23:12Okay.
23:14Girls, it's so good to see you so happy.
23:18Meg, you famously said, I'm always that girl.
23:21Layla was like, there's no one here for me.
23:22I'm leaving and look at you two now.
23:25I'm not that girl anymore.
23:29So Layla, what happened?
23:31So, um, it was a few days after, like, the rest of the girls flew back from Italy and Meg
23:37dropped me a message.
23:38We got to talking and like, I had a bit of a crush on Meg in there, like I'll be
23:42honest, that like developed a few days in.
23:44And I didn't know that she was kind of crushing on me a bit too.
23:47Like, so.
23:48Slid in the DMs.
23:49Yeah.
23:49Some flirty DMs.
23:52Um, so I went from there.
23:53We met up like a week and a half later.
23:55Where did you meet up?
23:56I just flew back and I landed in Manchester and we went for a cheeky Nando's.
24:01Oh!
24:03Oh, I love a cheeky Nando's!
24:05What future are we looking at?
24:08How's this going to play out?
24:09We're taking each day as it comes.
24:12And seeing what falls in our way.
24:15Basically Meg's moving in next week.
24:16She's a great man.
24:17No, I'm joking, I'm joking.
24:18She's not.
24:19But you've met family.
24:20How's the whole family been going?
24:21Yeah, of course.
24:22Yeah.
24:22My family love Meg.
24:23Like, all my friends are obsessed with this.
24:25She's amazing.
24:25Like, falling in love with Meg has been like one of the most beautiful experiences of my life.
24:29Like, genuinely.
24:30Like, she's like, no, seriously.
24:33I think like, the whole country fell in love with her, but like, being able to do it on a
24:36personal level, she has the biggest heart.
24:38Yeah.
24:39And like, the fact that she, the fact that she gets to love me with that, I, yeah.
24:43She's that girl.
24:44She's that girl.
24:45So.
24:49Well, I heard the L word a few times just dropped then.
24:53So I'm just going to go and buy a hat for whatever my, you know.
24:56I think you might have to.
25:00So happy for you.
25:03Please.
25:03Another round of applause for Layla and Meg.
25:10Before we started filming, I was told the girls would move fast, but I wasn't prepared for just how fast
25:16that roller coaster would be.
25:17I wish I could talk you through, but honestly, I can't talk that quickly.
25:21So luckily I know someone who can.
25:23Taking us through the wonderful web of connections is the amazing Charlie Marlow.
25:32We all know lesbians move fast.
25:35I was engaged to someone in the military in the US and I never met them and it was after
25:38two months.
25:39That's so good.
25:40But in the Masseria, the path to love was more like a dating superhighway.
25:45Three, two, one, let's go!
25:49I'll try and explain, but I'm warning you, it gets messy.
25:53So here we go.
25:54Once the snogging started, it didn't take long for the girls to scramble.
25:59Okay, I'll hit.
26:01Fiorendra and Meg weren't feeling things with their matches.
26:04Hey, well, she's lovely, but there's not that initial butterflies there.
26:09But up on that terrace, they were soon feeling each other.
26:12I didn't fancy her.
26:13Yeah, feelings Mitchell.
26:16Oh, God.
26:18Amy matched with new girl Eva.
26:20Our vibes are off the scale.
26:22Then quickly realised she might fancy her best mate Fiorendra.
26:26Somebody be crushing me.
26:28I have a wee crash on Fiorendra.
26:31But that was okay, because Eva had made moves for Meg, who had just been dumped by Fiorendra.
26:36I do have, like, a wee crash on Fiorendra.
26:40That's funny because I've got a bit of a crush on Eva.
26:45It's giving wives off.
26:47It's giving sister wives.
26:48Keeping up?
26:49Well, if that wasn't enough.
26:51Girls!
26:52New girls arrived.
26:54Chop and change, chop and change.
26:56I think you need to move first.
26:57And you don't need to tell these girls that twice.
27:01Fi snogged Beth.
27:02Then Amy snogged Layla.
27:04And then they all basically snogged each other.
27:10The path to love was more confusing than previous line-ups of the sugar babes.
27:15You've got Fi, you've got Meg, you've got Amy, you've got flipping Beth.
27:18Oh my God, I cannot keep up.
27:21There you go.
27:21In summary, total chaos.
27:24I'm bloody exhausted after that.
27:27Thank you, Charlie.
27:28Now joining me are four girls who came, slayed and said,
27:32chow chow to love.
27:33They turned heads, they kept us giggling, and they don't chase, they...
27:38Attraves!
27:39Okay.
27:41Please welcome Demi and Beth and Thea.
27:49Demi, our baby gay, how are you doing?
27:52I'm good, how are you?
27:53Good.
27:54I mean, you came in, you met this wonderful group of girls.
27:57How's life been since you left the Masseria?
28:01I was thinking the Masseria gave me so much confidence.
28:03I feel like it's just been on the up.
28:06What do you think you learnt?
28:08I learnt a lot about myself.
28:09I learnt to be more centred and also more confident in my sexuality.
28:14I learnt it's okay for me to take up space within the queer community,
28:16even if I hadn't dated a woman.
28:18Woo!
28:19Yeah, woo!
28:20Thank you, thank you, yeah.
28:22You didn't have long to make connections inside the Masseria.
28:27Has anyone caught your eyes since?
28:28I have a partner now.
28:30Yeah?
28:30They're amazing.
28:31Yeah, they're called Jill.
28:32Oh!
28:32They're very cool.
28:33They're Fiorenda's best friend.
28:35Yeah.
28:35Woo!
28:40We love you, Jill!
28:43Hang on.
28:44Fiorenda and Demi, you had your first kiss together and now Fiorenda you're playing Cupid?
28:51Yeah.
28:51Yeah!
28:52It seems wrong!
28:54Woo!
28:55Em, you came in for adventure.
28:57You stood under the adventure pillar.
29:00What's happened since the Masseria?
29:02I still have had my adventure.
29:04Tell us what it's been.
29:06Yeah, I took the van over to Europe, so I've been travelling.
29:09Met any great ladies along the way?
29:13Europe has a lot of nice girls.
29:18I'm very glad I've been single for the trip.
29:20Oh!
29:21Oh!
29:22Yeah, it's been good so far, but no one's, like, stuck just yet.
29:26Okay.
29:27Now Beth?
29:28Yes.
29:29Yes!
29:30Beth's at love!
29:31My wife's at love!
29:33I've turned it down a bit.
29:35How's it been since you left the show?
29:37Yeah, great.
29:39Erm, I've been living my best life.
29:42And we all get updates as well.
29:43Yeah.
29:44That's all about everything.
29:46Those voice notes will go down.
29:48Voice notes.
29:49I'm probably a bit too open, but I do share with the girls all my dating drama.
29:54Everything.
29:55Beth has been living her best lesbian life.
29:59So beware whoever you date is going to be right across this chat room.
30:03They are.
30:05Hi.
30:06What have you been up to?
30:07Lots of gigs.
30:08The girls have come to some gigs.
30:10The girls have been.
30:11Woo!
30:12And it was like, my time on the show was, like, so short.
30:15I felt, like, really upset that I didn't get to spend so much time with them.
30:19I'm so grateful that, like, they're so supportive and, like, we can still be friends afterwards as well.
30:25Like, I'm so grateful for that.
30:28And they love my music, right, guys?
30:30Yeah!
30:31I listen to your music.
30:33I love your music.
30:34Oh, thank you.
30:35Yeah, it's fantastic.
30:37It's great to see you gorgeous girls enjoying life and to see you back here all together.
30:42So, Demi, M, Beth, Thea, thank you so much.
30:45Woo!
30:47Woo!
30:50Woo!
30:51Woo!
30:54In the mass area, it wasn't all fun and games and snogging.
30:58Across the summer, we saw the girls opening up to each other for incredible conversations about queer history, identity, pride
31:06and sexuality.
31:07And we all loved hearing the girls stories and the conversations that they sparked
31:13Wearing like feminine clothes for me, like I've never just felt never felt comfortable
31:16I feel like I'm trying to fit into something that I'm not. I actually had long hair
31:19I think the only reason I cut it was to look more gay. I was in a heterosexual relationship for
31:25four and a half years
31:26I was a completely different person in that relationship and now I've been able to become like my true self
31:37Like I was Emily before I think I know I'm
31:40What's like annoying as well is when you do come out as bi sometimes people are waiting for you to
31:44then come out as lesbian
31:45Yeah, but it's frustrating where like it's not a stepping stone like this is where I'm stopping now
31:49Did you just like struggle with feeling like not gay enough for lesbians or else being like a kink for
31:55men?
31:55Yeah, I always feel like it's not kink and I'm not having a threesome. Yeah
32:01Just letting you know that this is not what's happening
32:03I'll be there for you
32:06How do you guys feel about the word?
32:08I don't mind it really and truly. I use it. I don't think it's like I don't know why people
32:13shy away from that word
32:15I feel like I've always identified
32:18Like it's gay as opposed to saying I'm a lesbian thinking back to like school
32:21It's like if there was a boy that was interesting you weren't about it. So are you a fucking lesbian?
32:25Yeah
32:25It's like, oh, you just don't fucking like you. You're a cock. Do you guys know?
32:29I don't know why the L is the first letter in the LGBTQ plus
32:32I remember reading that
32:33Yeah, I don't
32:34You know like back with the like HIV and the AIDS like epidemic nobody wanted to really help them
32:40Yeah, it was lesbians that were helping them and like nursing them
32:44Because it was like stop that's giving me
32:46Oh, I'm gonna cry
32:46It still bothers me when it shouldn't because it's such a good word
32:51Do you know what after that story? I can't wait to go out and just tell people I'm a fucking
32:55lesbian
32:59I need to just say to like my younger self. You are a lesbian. Why would you not want to
33:04be a lesbian?
33:17It's all dead
33:19Wow these brave conversations had such an impact. How was the response?
33:28I think it's like really beautiful that we were quite like a diverse
33:31cast and like personalities like different intersectionalities as well
33:36and I think like younger queer lesbians can watch this and see themselves in
33:41like each and every one of us and we just didn't have that like growing up at
33:45all. So Cara there was an amazing moment where we saw you speaking with other
33:51openly by women is it really important to have that safe space to talk?
33:58Obviously I don't be around people all the time in the queer community so for me
34:02being around all these girls and actually talking to people who I could
34:05identify with and relate to is so it's been so much it's been so important for
34:09me coming out of the show like my ma even says she was like you're literally so
34:13much more yourself and I just appreciate all these guys!
34:24Under the Italian Sky One couple shone brightly from the start Priya a tourist
34:30from South Wales looking for her protector and nay a Virgo from South London
34:35looking for her princess they stayed together at every kiss off were voted
34:40the strongest couple in the masseria said the L word at next steps and sealed it
34:45with a kiss at the final kiss off but before we find out what's written in the
34:50stars let's recap
34:52can you come a little closer
34:56here cause a brand
34:57okay thank god she's my type
35:00she's fun but she's she's a bit of me she's a bit of me so how do you feel about
35:04this situation
35:05to be honest like I'm still trying to see what you're saying
35:08I'm still trying to figure you out
35:09I'm still very interested in you reveal your decision now
35:18how are you feeling relieved
35:22I'm looking forward to how we grow in ourselves and relationships you I want to fuck her soul back
35:28oh god just get us a bedroom please
35:36I am very smitten I don't know I feel like such a teenager when I say that even outside in
35:41my
35:42seri I'm gonna feel the same way about you
35:43me too I can't I can't see it changing yeah so you think it will be official at some point
35:49I want you to be my girlfriend I'll be so real
35:51hmm are you falling in love with your partner
35:56I would say yes
35:59Priya yes
36:00I've never heard you speak about anyone like this before and you haven't stopped smiling
36:07if you're ready to commit seal it with a kiss now
36:19my feelings for now are very strong going down the the long-term route
36:24thank you
36:31girls the strongest couple couldn't keep your hands off each other
36:36what happened when you got back to the UK
36:39she went back home and got married to her fiance
36:43you're doing too much
36:45I'm so sorry bro I'm so sorry
36:47are you making that up
36:48I'm being serious
36:49her fiance that she mentioned in episode one
36:52she went and got married to her after the show
36:54I was gonna be nice by her but it's not it's not looking that way anymore
36:58if you want to be acting like that
36:59it is what it is bro
37:01what happened
37:02okay so
37:04the story
37:05Nei has her vision
37:07but I did mention in the show that I was I was engaged to someone in America
37:12I just want to be clear before you started the show you had completely called off the engagement
37:19and broken up with her
37:20yeah
37:21we were like done
37:23you'd broken up with the fiance had you stayed friends with her so you were friends with her you spoke
37:28to her
37:29and then just before the show we got back in touch
37:34I let her know about the show
37:37went on the show
37:40I was falling in love with Nei
37:42came out the show went stayed at hers for a week and then she was calling me and she was
37:48very like upset about the situation
37:49and I like debate like I sat on it
37:51so I went back home I sat on it debated on
37:54you know
37:55I think the fact that I'd known her for a long time and
37:59I think it was just the time
38:03but Nei is an amazing person although what she did just now was questionable
38:07it's the truth to be honest it's not the truth
38:10Nei is it difficult because I remember at the beginning you said
38:15it's normal for you to have a few girls
38:18yeah
38:19going at the same time
38:20yeah the whole problem is
38:22like we both said after the show we were speaking to people
38:24that's fair enough
38:25but I found out the whole truth from someone in the cast
38:30like she didn't have an actual conversation with me about what was going on
38:33I called you
38:34I called you
38:34I didn't have an actual conversation
38:37Nei
38:37I'm not even
38:38I called you saying
38:39who did I find out the truth from bro
38:40I already knew you were speaking to someone else first of all
38:42I called you
38:44I already knew bro this is why you was blocked before
38:45oh my god okay
38:46I had no idea who she was speaking to
38:49I just knew that her energy shifted when she got back home
38:51so you thought she's gone back to Wales and then you hear she's in America
38:56basically
38:56and she's got back together with her ex
39:00yeah I feel like that yeah
39:01how did that make you feel?
39:02I was just like damn that's quite shit to be honest
39:09like
39:11like what?
39:12so you were ready to be with Priya?
39:16I was ready up until her energy shifted and then I was like okay
39:20like something's clearly going on something's wrong here
39:22but I just didn't know the truth the whole truth
39:25Priya you reconnected with your ex tell me about what happened in the States
39:31we got married we just yeah that was it really
39:34you flew there and you just got married that trip
39:36two weeks into being in America yeah
39:40it was a difficult decision because I didn't want to hurt her
39:43and I truly am very sorry for hurting you
39:48and that was not my intention whatsoever
39:50I just went with my heart and yeah
39:55what does she do?
39:56she's in the military
39:57she's literally the best person for me so
40:02I'm very happy living my best gay life
40:09I'm happy for you
40:11thank you
40:11yeah
40:13but it's the end of the day
40:14like at least you found love you know I'm happy for you bro
40:18nay where do things go from here
40:20because I don't want to see you shut down and not open up to love
40:23I'm not shut down to love
40:25I'm speaking to someone
40:27you are?
40:28yeah
40:28oh good
40:33but you're happy
40:34we're cool yeah
40:36well I wish you both a fantastic life in your next steps
40:42let's give it up for Priya and Nay
40:49finally for a Masseria chapter which ended all too soon
40:53with Abby and Leisha
40:54there were sparks, cuddles and a few red flags to navigate
40:58the path to love is never straight
41:01especially when communication starts to break down
41:04but these two were ready to keep working on their connection
41:07that's until a dramatic turn of events changed everything
41:11I was like wow
41:16are you happy?
41:17yeah I'm happy
41:18she is unreal
41:26mama's so happy
41:31when I see Megan Leash flirt in front of me
41:34like it does make me feel like shit
41:36I'm not flirting with her
41:37it's flirt all over her
41:39if I wanted to explore things with Mag
41:42I think I would have done it by that way
41:44yeah
41:44okay
41:45Abby do you think Leisha's good at communicating?
41:49yeah
41:51that was a bit of a gap babe
41:53yeah
41:54you're making out of the groove like I'm shit at communicating
41:57and that I don't listen to you
41:59cause if you want to keep me
42:01you gotta, gotta, gotta, gotta
42:04how have things been going?
42:05it's been bumpy
42:06but I feel like it's just made me realise how much I really do like her
42:09same
42:10no I feel like we're really working on our communication
42:14Priya and Nay
42:18you will now have to decide
42:21which couple
42:22are together
42:24but their hearts aren't truly in it
42:27the couple you choose
42:29will leave the masseria
42:30now
42:32put your arms around me
42:35or save me now
42:37Leisha and Abby
42:39what?
42:40our journey in here has not been a smooth one
42:43but we've dealt with our issues
42:44and just growing closer
42:46if you don't spend fun about issues
42:47then you're just coasting
42:48and
42:50you're hiding behind something
43:00it's eight months on since then
43:02break the news
43:04are you still together?
43:08yeah
43:18yeah
43:19wow
43:19this is crazy
43:21so you were voted off
43:23as the couple least likely to stay together
43:25what happened when
43:26you left Italy?
43:28you came straight back to mine didn't you?
43:30to Brighton
43:31met my friends, my family
43:33we had so much fun
43:34and then I came up to yours
43:35yeah, met the family
43:37that's fantastic
43:39yeah
43:39we're still like very different people
43:41but we have so much
43:41we're still learning about each other
43:42every single day
43:43we're still growing
43:44and yeah
43:45our hearts are definitely in it
43:46so
43:47yeah definitely
43:48and so what are next steps?
43:50what are the
43:51get married
43:52children
43:56no I think the distance is hard
43:58so I think in the near future
44:00moving out
44:00we definitely want to move closer
44:02well I love to see love
44:04so I'm so happy for you
44:06please give it up
44:07for Abby and Leisha
44:13our time's almost up
44:14what an amazing reunion
44:16although
44:16please
44:17no more U-turns
44:18please
44:18I couldn't cope
44:19so if you could just hold off
44:21from hooking up or breaking up
44:22in the next
44:23minute
44:24that would be fantastic
44:26you have smashed stereotypes
44:29you've broken hearts
44:30and you've had us falling down
44:32in laughter
44:32stay gorgeous
44:34and you know what I'm gonna say now
44:36love who you want to love
44:39and thank you at home for watching
44:41your support has been amazing
44:43you've wrapped your arms around these brave
44:46and beautiful girls
44:47and it's been wonderful to see
44:49all that's left for us to do
44:50is party
44:51and we can't have a party
44:52without a dress up
44:54so tonight the girls have raided
44:55Amy's wardrobe
44:56which contains a lot of boots
44:58some love and kisses
45:00and let's party
45:28I'm thinking about us
45:30I'm thinking about us
45:32I'm thinking about us
45:35Do you know I'm thinking about us?