00:00I say it with a heart, with a broken heart, because I don't want nobody to go to hell.
00:04I don't want my worst enemy to go to hell.
00:07When I read about hell, it sounds very terrible.
00:11And the thing about hell is, there's a lot of bad things about hell.
00:14Let me talk about hell.
00:15People don't like when you talk about hell.
00:17It's a place that's very hot.
00:19It's an eternal place, meaning there is no do-over.
00:23It's permanent.
00:24You cannot go check out hell and say, oh my goodness, it is hot down here.
00:28It is painful down here.
00:30It is very painful.
00:31In hell there is torment.
00:32You will go through many types of torment.
00:35Physical anguish, emotional and spiritual anguish.
00:40There's all types.
00:41And we're talking about this.
00:43These type of anguishes do not end.
00:45It will be so hot down there that you would want somebody to take a little bit of water off
00:50their finger and dip it on your tongue.
00:52That's how bad it is.
00:54You'll be in torment in these flames.
00:56The Bible says that.
00:57There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth down there.
00:59Oh, I'm talking about hell today.
01:01This is the bad news.
01:03There will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
01:05Weeping probably because you have no more chances to get it right.
01:12Ah, help us.
01:14Oh, you're going to wish that your family members could make it to heaven.
01:18You're going to be wishing that you could evangelize in hell.
01:22Ah, there's some people in hell that want to evangelize.
01:26Ah, the Bible tells us that.
01:27In the story of Lazarus and the rich man, he wanted to go tell his brothers.
01:31Ah, in hell.
01:33Oh, Lord, help us.
01:35I want nobody to go there.
01:37But the Bible says men are condemned to a place called hell because they have not believed in the name
01:44of the only begotten son of God.
01:47All you have to do to make it to hell is reject Christ.
01:52Ah, help us.
01:53I say this with a heart broken.
01:55I say this.
01:55Don't even like to say it myself.
01:57I hate when I talk about hell.
01:58But because I always think about how many people will be there.
02:14When I was alienated from my dad, I dreaded the holidays, especially Thanksgiving and Christmas.
02:22For me, we're characterized by intense stress and anxiety, pressure, and the feeling of just being really uncomfortable.
02:31The emphasis of love and warmth and family during the holiday time made me feel really upset about my relationship
02:39with my dad.
02:40Looking back now as an adult, I can see clearly that during the holiday season, my mom would ramp up
02:46the alienating behaviors.
02:48For example, even before Christmas, she would plant in my head again and again the difference in treatment with me
02:55and my brothers.
02:56She would make all these comments before Christmas Day about the expensive gifts he had brought for my brothers.
03:03And she would even tell me that she had to beg him to buy me a gift.
03:08That she, for whatever reason, needed me to reject him even harder on holidays.
03:15Actually, I know the reason.
03:18It's because she wanted to hurt him and have me all to herself.
03:23And she knew that during the holidays that would hurt him even more if I would reject him.
03:28Not much fun to be had as an alienated child during the holidays.
03:35There just wasn't.
03:36The whole thing...
03:37There wasn't.
03:38There just wasn't.
03:38There was no marriage there.
03:39The hundred years of daddy loved him...
03:39and the fifth penguins make a woman a little older father...
Comments