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Don’t Regret When She Let Go
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00:00:07I'm Bella Rupert top of my class
00:00:14Top of my school every guy's fantasy and every girl's desperate wish
00:00:25But what my prestigious classmates don't know
00:00:30Unlike the Regina Georges of the world, I worked for every penny I spend and every piece of my crown
00:00:34And one day, my boy too
00:00:43That's the new transfer, Louis. So fucking hot
00:00:46Look at his clothes. He looks poor. I'll show him who owns the place
00:00:55Calm down
00:00:59So
00:01:04Hi, Bella Rupert
00:01:07Be my guy and I'll have your back at school
00:01:10Watch out!
00:01:19Looks like I'm the one who's got your back
00:01:21I don't know what it was
00:01:22First sight, I fell for Louis
00:01:25Yep, the whole school knows. Queen B adores the plain guy and has been all over him for two years
00:01:32Two years! The whole school already see you two as a couple
00:01:37And now all this effort to make it official?
00:01:40Girl, you do love him
00:01:42Louis is just not good at romance
00:01:44And it's nothing wrong with girls making a move
00:01:47I threw him the biggest party for this birthday
00:01:51Tonight, I'll lose my virginity to Louis!
00:01:55Louis, that way!
00:01:57The fireworks you prepared for him are about to start
00:01:59Bella, go get him!
00:02:01Louis?
00:02:07Vivian
00:02:10Then I find out
00:02:11Louis, the boy I've been chasing for two years, loves Vivian
00:02:15The stepsister who stole my family and everything from me
00:02:23Who's there?
00:02:33Hey, Philip
00:02:34Dude, what's up?
00:02:36Yo, happy birthday, Mr. Moneybags!
00:02:37How's your little love mission going?
00:02:39Seriously, I still don't get you
00:02:40Aster Air playing poor boy just to chase some girl
00:02:43Aster?
00:02:44As in the powerful Aster family that basically owns the city?
00:02:48I'd do anything just to be close to Vivian
00:02:50Just tell Vivian how you feel already
00:02:52Why follow her stepsister Bella like a puppy dog for two fucking years?
00:02:57Vivian told me she's the hidden kid of the Rupert
00:03:00Unlike Bella, who grew up rich and spoiled
00:03:02Vivian's been through a lot
00:03:03I didn't want to freak her out with my air identity
00:03:05Rich and spoiled?
00:03:07More like unprovided and unloved
00:03:09Dad never gives me any money since he got her mistress and their bastard daughter Vivian into our home
00:03:15I had to work part-time to stay respected in this elite school
00:03:18Using Bella to see her?
00:03:19That's the safest way
00:03:20Poor Bella
00:03:21I gotta ask, man
00:03:22You hang out with Bella every day
00:03:24Aren't you worried you'll actually catch feelings?
00:03:26She is well-knownly pretty
00:03:27No way
00:03:28I've been loving Vivian for long enough
00:03:30That doesn't change easily
00:03:31Louis, you've been using me this whole time
00:03:34You don't know how much I loved you
00:03:36And now, you never will
00:03:41Tell Louis how I feel
00:03:42I lost my virginity!
00:03:45That's it, Louis
00:03:47I'm done playing for you
00:03:48I'm done playing your games
00:03:50I give up
00:03:57So you really plan to obey your father?
00:03:59To transfer to a public school?
00:04:01In another state?
00:04:02At your senior year?
00:04:04I've made up my mind
00:04:06And the art program?
00:04:07You've been working on it your whole high school
00:04:09I know your dad mistreats you
00:04:12But think about your own future
00:04:13Vivian can take my place in the program
00:04:15Like my father always wants
00:04:19Alright then
00:04:27Bella
00:04:28I didn't mean to take all you've worked so hard for
00:04:32But Daddy just loved me too much
00:04:35Save it, Vivian
00:04:36I don't care
00:04:41And by the way
00:04:42Louis?
00:04:44He's all yours now too
00:04:47I chased him for two years
00:04:49Turns out my stepsist was the one he wanted all this long
00:04:51Last seven days of school
00:04:53After that, I'm done with everything here
00:05:10Bella?
00:05:15What's gotten into her?
00:05:21She never let anyone else sit next to me before
00:05:25Oops, sorry
00:05:26This seat's taken
00:05:36I got it, thanks
00:05:41Tomorrow's my Iris Prize announcement
00:05:42You'll be there, right?
00:05:44I've worked my entire high school career
00:05:46Raised great amount of charity funds to get this award
00:05:48It will help me get into my dream school
00:05:51That's tomorrow?
00:05:52I think I have practice
00:05:52Vivian's coming
00:05:55Oh, okay, I'll be there
00:05:58Of course, the moment I mention Vivian, you're down
00:06:01Well, one last time to show myself in the spotlight
00:06:04Remember me in my best glory, Louis
00:06:06Before I'm gone for good
00:06:11V, does Bella know about you'll be on the stage with her?
00:06:14Isn't it like her thing?
00:06:16She doesn't
00:06:17I can't wait to see her face on stage
00:06:20When she finds out dad donated a million in my name
00:06:22Just so I could compete with her
00:06:25Win or not
00:06:26I'll make sure she suffers
00:06:29Like always
00:06:37Bella, look at you
00:06:39Miss Pantsuit Nation
00:06:41We're not close like that
00:06:44Vivian's just cheering you up
00:06:46Yes, you are the Queen Bee
00:06:48But you can't bully your sister like that
00:06:51It's okay
00:06:52Bella's so much cooler than me
00:06:54I don't deserve her kindness
00:06:56The Queen Bee bullies her sister
00:06:58Just when you think you know someone
00:07:00Is it just me or is her sister prettier?
00:07:03Maybe she's jealous
00:07:06Lou, thanks for staying the night with me last Saturday
00:07:08You made me feel so much better
00:07:12Of course, I had nothing else going on that day
00:07:15And you need to be taken care of
00:07:17Last Saturday?
00:07:19Wasn't that when Lou stood you up?
00:07:22Don't tell me he ditched you for Vivian
00:07:24Again?
00:07:29I saved up for months to get those front row seats
00:07:32Because Lewith loved that band
00:07:34I waited until the last car left the plot
00:07:38And he never showed up
00:07:46Vivian was really sick
00:07:47I couldn't just leave her
00:07:48Don't make it a thing, Bella
00:07:50You can play doctor with anyone you want
00:07:52We were never serious
00:07:53Wait, are you mad at me?
00:07:55No
00:07:57I'm...
00:07:58Indifferent
00:08:00Please get out of my way
00:08:01I have an Irish price to accept
00:08:05Why is she acting so weird?
00:08:10All right, everyone
00:08:11As you all know
00:08:12The Irish prize goes to the student
00:08:14Who raised the most money for charity
00:08:16Using her talent, smarts, and leadership
00:08:20And the winner will be recommended
00:08:21To the best college in the state
00:08:23Sis, if I take your crown this year
00:08:25Are you going to cry?
00:08:26I knew dad donated a million
00:08:28To get you more votes
00:08:28Sorry, not sorry
00:08:30I raised more for charity
00:08:31With my own two hands
00:08:32I'll hand you tissues later, sis
00:08:41And the winner is
00:08:43Belly's worked on this for years
00:08:45It's gotta go to her
00:08:46This award is the one thing
00:08:48I care about most
00:08:49Before I leave this school
00:08:50All years of hard work
00:08:52No one can take it from me
00:08:55Vivian Rupert
00:09:00How is this possible?
00:09:03Vivian raised $10 million for the charity
00:09:08Dad only threw in a million
00:09:09So where'd the other $9 million come from?
00:09:14Wow, this is totally unexpected
00:09:17I can't believe I actually beat the proud Bella
00:09:20I guess all my hard work and persistence paid off
00:09:22Something must be wrong
00:09:24I requested the vote count to be public
00:09:26There's nothing wrong with the votes, Bella
00:09:29You were in the lead at first
00:09:30But in the last 10 minutes
00:09:32The Aster heir put in $9 million
00:09:34In Vivian's name
00:09:36The Aster's?
00:09:37The richest family in the country?
00:09:39Wait, is the Aster's heir hitting on Vivian?
00:09:42I've got a feeling
00:09:43Vivian's gonna be the new queen
00:09:44Taking Bella's place
00:09:45Aster family
00:09:47So it was you, Louis
00:09:48You're the secret donor
00:09:50Who helped Vivian steal this moment from me
00:09:55Just because you lost
00:09:58Doesn't mean you have to leave
00:09:59Stay and take a picture with your dear sister
00:10:05Was that an earthquake?
00:10:08Was that an earthquake?
00:10:13Louis
00:10:19Watch out!
00:10:34Vivian, are you hurt?
00:10:36I'm okay
00:10:37I think
00:10:40I'm such a fool to think he was going to save me
00:10:44Did you guys see that?
00:10:46Louis pushed Bella aside to save Vivian
00:10:48I thought he was with Queen B
00:10:49Maybe he's really in love with Vivian instead
00:10:54Bella, you're bleeding
00:10:55Are you okay?
00:10:57What do you care?
00:10:58I just want to make sure you're good
00:11:00I'm fine
00:11:02I feel dizzy
00:11:05Louis!
00:11:06Vivian just fainted!
00:11:07Help her!
00:11:09Vivian
00:11:09We need to get her to the nurse
00:11:10Now
00:11:29For God's sake
00:11:41I was so worried
00:11:42Thank God you're okay
00:11:43I'm fine
00:11:47Fuck Louis
00:11:48He's such a jerk
00:11:49He doesn't deserve you
00:11:50I can't believe he saved that snake Vivian over you
00:11:53After all you've done for him
00:11:55Alice
00:11:55It's okay
00:11:57I only have a few more days here anyways
00:12:08Bella
00:12:09Are you okay?
00:12:10I was so worried
00:12:14You're such a fake Vivian
00:12:17It's okay Alice
00:12:19No need to worry about me sis
00:12:21I'm tougher than you think
00:12:25Sis
00:12:26How does it feel to watch the love of your life lick my feet?
00:12:38Bella?
00:12:39I was only asking if you were okay
00:12:41Bella
00:12:42How could you shove your own sister?
00:12:45You've gone too far
00:12:46I didn't start this
00:12:48Stop lying
00:12:50I was standing right here
00:12:52You clearly lashed out at her out of nowhere
00:12:57She's not even injured
00:12:58Do you know what she said to me?
00:13:00Don't touch her
00:13:05Bella
00:13:05Are you okay?
00:13:08You're an asshole Louis
00:13:09After everything Bella's done for you
00:13:11How could you be so cruel?
00:13:14He never cared about me
00:13:15In his eyes
00:13:17I'm a monster
00:13:17And Vivian can do no wrong
00:13:21Five days
00:13:23In five days
00:13:24You'll never have to see me again
00:13:25Was she hurt really seriously?
00:13:28Lou
00:13:29I feel bad for tearing you away from Bella
00:13:31You always walk her to class
00:13:32I can manage on my own
00:13:33No Vivian
00:13:33Bella's fine
00:13:34I'll stay here with you
00:13:41It's okay
00:13:46I got my welcome email from Franklin High
00:13:48It's official
00:13:50I'm transferring in five days
00:13:52I'm gonna miss you so much
00:13:59I don't want to be around you anymore Louis
00:14:03We're closing in five
00:14:07Look at our queen bee
00:14:09Working in a dirty hipster cafe for lunch money
00:14:13Can't wait to hear everyone laugh about it
00:14:17If you're not gonna order you need to leave
00:14:21For my birthday party
00:14:23I don't want people to think I didn't invite my sister
00:14:26So, here
00:14:30Not interested in your shallow show-off party
00:14:35Too bad
00:14:37Because I was going to give you back your mom's bracelet
00:14:41If you came
00:14:50Mom, I miss you so much
00:14:52I want that bracelet
00:14:54My mother left that to me
00:14:56Give it back
00:14:59Vivian wants it
00:15:00Then she gets it
00:15:01Don't you dare take anything your sister likes
00:15:09Happy birthday to Vivian
00:15:12Happy birthday to you
00:15:15Happy birthday to you
00:15:23That used to be me
00:15:24With friends
00:15:27If you wished for a boyfriend
00:15:28I'm single
00:15:35Well, if I'm not your type
00:15:37What is your type?
00:15:39My type?
00:15:40Check my NS postist
00:15:42I want a guy who's loyal and obsessed with me
00:15:45But like, hot too
00:15:47Like, he'd get a tattoo for me
00:15:49Not a corny one
00:15:50Just my initials on his chest or something
00:15:55Wait, stop
00:15:56Louis?
00:15:57Did you get that V tattooed on your chest for Vivian?
00:16:04He even got a tattoo for her
00:16:06I thought Louis was with Bella
00:16:10Did he dump her for Vivian?
00:16:11Bella was the one who clung to Louis
00:16:12Maybe he was just too scared to reject her
00:16:13I heard she bullies her sister
00:16:14True
00:16:15And Vivian and him seem like such a cute couple
00:16:17Plus, Vivian's not image-obsessed as like Bella
00:16:18I heard she nicknamed herself Queen Bee
00:16:20Who does that?
00:16:25That is so hot, Louis
00:16:27No one's ever done anything like that for me
00:16:35I don't want to be here
00:16:42OMG, it's Bella
00:16:44I just saw her destroy the tower
00:16:46She just can't bear not being the center of attention, can she?
00:16:51Bella?
00:16:53She is just fine
00:16:56How tacky
00:16:57Trying to steal the spotlight
00:16:58What an attention whore
00:16:59Bella Coleman
00:17:00Way to ruin Vivian's moment
00:17:02I'm so sorry
00:17:03I'm looking for Miss Vivian Rupert
00:17:05I have a gift delivery for her from the Aster Heir
00:17:12Vivian!
00:17:13First Louis got your name tattooed on his chest
00:17:15And now the Aster Heir is after you too!
00:17:18I haven't met the Aster Heir in person
00:17:21But he seems like such a good man
00:17:27Actually, I don't care if my future boyfriend's rich
00:17:30I just want someone who genuinely cares about me
00:17:36Louis Aster, the Aster Heir
00:17:40I wish you and your perfect dream girl a happy, happy life
00:17:48Go on, open the gifts we want to see
00:17:54That's a limited edition yellow diamond from the Tiffany's vault
00:17:57It must be worth a fortune
00:18:08So, this is where you've been hiding, Aster
00:18:10What makes Vivian so special to you anyway?
00:18:14She's not like other girls
00:18:17She helped me through the worst time of my life
00:18:19Without even knowing who I really was
00:18:22After my mother passed, I didn't talk to anyone for weeks
00:18:26I didn't want to be alive
00:18:28Welcome to Actually, I'm Not Okay
00:18:30The podcast where it's okay to not be okay
00:18:33Want to talk?
00:18:34Give me a call
00:18:36Until I heard this podcast she hosted
00:18:39I called in at my lowest
00:18:42And told her every everything I was feeling
00:18:49Hey
00:18:57It felt like she could see through me
00:18:59And take away my pain
00:19:03Good night, listeners
00:19:09I went to the studio to look for her
00:19:11To thank her in person
00:19:15It's okay
00:19:19Thanks
00:19:22Wait
00:19:38Leaving already?
00:19:42Must be touch watching me take all your friends from you
00:19:47Since I'm here
00:19:48I'll take my bracelet back now
00:19:50Straight to business so quickly?
00:19:52You sure you don't want cake first?
00:19:54Oh, by the way
00:19:55Did you catch your little crush's new tattoo?
00:19:57Can't believe that loser
00:19:58Actually got my initials tat
00:20:01Isn't that cringe?
00:20:02I thought you
00:20:08You thought I what?
00:20:10Actually liked that poor nobody?
00:20:12I'm about to be the new Queen V
00:20:14I can have anyone I want
00:20:15Including the heir to the Astro Fortune
00:20:17I just wanted to show you
00:20:19How easy it is to take everything you love away from you
00:20:22And including
00:20:23Your dead mother's cheap little bracelet
00:20:26Don't you talk about my mother like that!
00:20:28You end up just like her
00:20:29A forgotten nobody
00:20:32No!
00:20:38Bella, don't push me!
00:20:40I just asked if you wanted some cake!
00:21:02Bella!
00:21:04Wait!
00:21:05Why are you being like this to your sister?
00:21:07Believe whatever you want, Lewis
00:21:12She's not my sister!
00:21:14She showed up with her mom
00:21:14Days after my mom passed life
00:21:16And took everything from me!
00:21:18They destroyed my mother's memory
00:21:20Took my father's love
00:21:21And she even took
00:21:24She took the one thing my mother left to me
00:21:27What did she take?
00:21:32Nothing
00:21:32It doesn't matter now
00:21:43Stop crying, Bella!
00:21:45This is stupid!
00:21:46This is stupid!
00:21:51I'm leaving you, Lewis
00:21:53I'm leaving you tomorrow
00:21:55Goodbye
00:21:55My stupid first love
00:21:58Vivian!
00:22:02Vivian!
00:22:03Are you okay?
00:22:04Lou, I'm so scared!
00:22:06Help me!
00:22:07I don't know what I did to make Bella so angry!
00:22:11Bella?
00:22:12What's your problem?
00:22:13You've been going after Vivian all these days?
00:22:15Now push your own sister?
00:22:17On her birthday of all days?
00:22:18Bella's such a bully!
00:22:20So this is what the Queen Bee is really like to her family?
00:22:23You've gone too far
00:22:24Apologize to her now
00:22:26For what?
00:22:28I didn't do anything
00:22:31Thank you, Louis
00:22:32You're so kind to me
00:22:34Forget it
00:22:35Bella can't control her temper
00:22:40After all
00:22:40She didn't have a mother to teach her manners like the rest of us
00:22:43You snake!
00:22:45Get out!
00:22:46Before I have security come escort you out
00:22:48Out!
00:22:49Out!
00:22:50Out!
00:22:51Out!
00:22:51Take this, bully!
00:22:56You pushed Vivian and ripped her dress!
00:22:59She lost a dress?
00:23:00Now you're going to lose one too
00:23:01Take it off and apologize
00:23:03Now!
00:23:04Take it off!
00:23:05Take it off!
00:23:06Take it off!
00:23:07Take it off!
00:23:08Louis
00:23:09You're just standing there watching them humiliate me
00:23:12Not even a step closer
00:23:17I'm doing it to feed all of your pathetic little bullying fantasy
00:23:20Want an apology?
00:23:22Now I'm sorry
00:23:26Move!
00:23:27All of you!
00:23:39Matcha latte
00:23:40Those are my favorite
00:23:42What a shame
00:23:43I thought she would have told you
00:23:48So that's why Bella had her bags all packed this morning
00:23:51Didn't you tell me you couldn't stand her anymore?
00:23:55Now it'll just be us
00:23:56Like you always wanted
00:23:59Yes
00:23:59This is what I wanted
00:24:01But why do I suddenly feel like something's missing?
00:24:10Since Bella has left
00:24:11Vivian will be taking Bella's place in our prestigious broadcast media program
00:24:15That's amazing!
00:24:17I didn't know you were interested in that
00:24:18I'm not
00:24:19But how hard can it be?
00:24:20Be on TV
00:24:21Look pretty
00:24:22Read some lines off a prompter
00:24:23Voila!
00:24:24I'm an influencer
00:24:25The program isn't just video broadcast
00:24:27It also includes radio
00:24:28Radio?
00:24:29No thanks
00:24:30I'm too pretty for that
00:24:31Didn't she host her own podcast not too long ago?
00:24:42Now that Bella's gone
00:24:44I can finally ask Vivian out
00:24:46What am I waiting for?
00:24:57Lou, is everything okay?
00:24:59You don't miss Bella, do you?
00:25:01Vivian, there's something I want to say to you
00:25:04Meet me tomorrow after school by the flower garden
00:25:12Where's your bracelet?
00:25:14Bracelet?
00:25:15What are you talking about?
00:25:20Hi
00:25:22It's me
00:25:22I know what it's like to lose someone you love
00:25:25I wear my mom's bracelet every day
00:25:26It's all I have of her
00:25:28I would never give it up for the world
00:25:30Didn't you always wear a bracelet on your left wrist?
00:25:32Oh, you mean that cheap old thing I've had for years?
00:25:35Threw it away
00:25:36It's time for an upgrade
00:25:42It's too quiet
00:25:44I just hate the silence
00:25:47It has nothing to do with her
00:25:55Boo!
00:25:57Gotcha, Louis!
00:25:59Did your heart skip a beat?
00:26:01Tell me it did
00:26:07You are impossible
00:26:14Stupid habit
00:26:19Keep it up, my MVP
00:26:21You're the best
00:26:30Vivian is the one I wanted
00:26:31Bella was just
00:26:32A noisy detour
00:26:39Here we are
00:26:40The day of leaving
00:26:44What's with the suitcase?
00:26:45You're going somewhere?
00:26:49Did you still want me to pick you up after practice today?
00:26:53The dress you left at the party yesterday
00:26:54I got it washed
00:26:56Here
00:26:58Bella
00:26:59If you're still upset about last night
00:27:01Do you want to do something for me, Luis?
00:27:02Go buy Vivian a matcha latte
00:27:04It's her favorite
00:27:06Okay
00:27:07I'll, um, get going then
00:27:08See you at class later
00:27:13This is goodbye, Louis Astor
00:27:23May we never see each other again
00:27:39Bella Rupert, the new transfer to Franklin High, right?
00:27:42Yes
00:27:45Bella
00:27:46It's been years
00:27:48We're finally going to see each other again
00:27:50Do you still remember me?
00:27:52Oh my god
00:27:53How could she be so dumb?
00:27:54That fat guy's definitely going to be single forever
00:27:56I'm just messing with that nerd
00:28:05Bella
00:28:08No, Lou
00:28:08It's Vivian
00:28:11Where's Bella?
00:28:12She's not here yet
00:28:14You didn't hear?
00:28:15Bella transferred to another state
00:28:17She's gone
00:28:21Is that latte for me?
00:28:25No
00:28:29Bella
00:28:31Has left?
00:28:44Oh my god, that's so funny
00:28:47Shut up, you're so dumb
00:28:49Look at the loser
00:28:52Whatever, let's go
00:28:54It's just a seat
00:28:55It means nothing
00:28:59Hey, if you have time to mock others
00:29:01You have time to finish my art project
00:29:02Get out before I make you the joke of Wetworth
00:29:08Don't worry, Louis
00:29:09Nobody messes with you as long as I'm here
00:29:12Let's go
00:29:13I need to prepare the flowers for Vivian
00:29:20Vivian is pure
00:29:21Vivian is gentle
00:29:23Once she's mine
00:29:24I won't feel this missing piece anymore
00:29:31Louis
00:29:31Do you know why I love irises?
00:29:33They mean valor and power
00:29:36Everyone wants to be a rose
00:29:38But I'd rather be the iris that protects the garden
00:29:43Like how I protect you
00:29:46I don't want those
00:29:47Give me the roses
00:29:47The biggest bouquet you have
00:29:55It has to be Vivian
00:29:58It will be perfect once it's Vivian
00:30:10It's almost 6pm
00:30:12Louis has been waiting here for two hours
00:30:15Isn't that rich kid Louis Astor chasing her?
00:30:17There's no way she'd go for some poor guy like Louis
00:30:20Only that sad Bella would love him like that
00:30:23Vivian's so avoiding him
00:30:24Awkward
00:30:26Hey, Louis
00:30:27Are you sure Vivian's coming?
00:30:29She'll be here, she promised
00:30:31The Vivian I remembered wouldn't be shallow like that
00:30:34Maybe something happened to her
00:30:36Does anyone know where Vivian is right now?
00:30:49Don't you feel bad standing Louis up today?
00:30:51He's been so sweet to you
00:30:53I could just tell he was going to make some innocent love conflation
00:30:56Then ask me to prom
00:30:57Can you imagine?
00:31:00I've got the Astor air after me
00:31:02No way I'm going to my first Wentworth prom with a poor inner city kid
00:31:08Honestly, Louis's hot
00:31:10But I thought you actually liked him
00:31:12Why'd you make such a fuss over him at your birthday?
00:31:14Why do you think?
00:31:16Because Bella's in love with him
00:31:17And anything she has, I want
00:31:20You want to hear something funny?
00:31:22I told her I'd give her dead mommy's bracelet back to her
00:31:25Just to get her to come to see Lou all over me
00:31:27Then I threw that bracelet away
00:31:29You should have seen the look on her face
00:31:33I didn't even like that cheap thing
00:31:34I only had dad buy it for me
00:31:36Because Bella cherished it
00:31:37And dad loves me so much
00:31:38He'll believe anything I say
00:31:39That bracelet was Bella's?
00:31:43Who's there?
00:32:02Phillip, your dad owns the broadcasting studio on South Street
00:32:05Need a favor?
00:32:07One of my dad's companies sponsored the Actually I'm Not Okay podcast
00:32:12Hosted by Bella Rupert
00:32:19I wear my mom's bracelet every day
00:32:21I would never give it up for the world
00:32:23There's more
00:32:24I looked up the Actually Not Okay Instagram
00:32:27And they just posted this
00:32:29Is everyone okay?
00:32:31Because I have news for you
00:32:32After a hiatus, Actually I'm Not Okay is coming back
00:32:35I'm your host Bella Rupert
00:32:37New episodes dropping soon
00:32:38Bella
00:32:39She hasn't answered my calls
00:32:41I have to go find her
00:32:42She transferred
00:32:44Franklin High
00:32:49Okay, confession time tonight
00:32:51This is embarrassing
00:32:52But I was in love with a boy
00:32:55I thought if I just loved him enough he'd love me back
00:33:00Doesn't work that way
00:33:01The truth is, my crush used me to get to my sister
00:33:05I know, drama central
00:33:07And yeah, it hurt like hell
00:33:12But I said goodbye to my stupid old crush this week
00:33:16Started a new chapter
00:33:20And you know what?
00:33:22I think I'm gonna be okay without him
00:33:26Fuck what I even do the last two years
00:33:29Mistaken the girl I love?
00:33:31I treated Bella's bellies feeling like garbage
00:33:32I hurt her so much
00:33:36I'm such an idiot
00:33:38Fuck
00:33:39No
00:33:39I have to do something to make things right
00:33:43Bella
00:33:44Wait for me
00:33:45I promise
00:33:54Thanks Oliver
00:33:58You did great, as always
00:34:01Thanks Oliver
00:34:03You did great, as always
00:34:05Thank you for letting me do my show here, Oliver
00:34:08I didn't realize how much I missed having a voice
00:34:11Not just any voice
00:34:12You have a way of connecting people
00:34:15And getting them to open up
00:34:17I can tell you're passionate about sharing these stories
00:34:20How do you know that?
00:34:22Have you heard my show before?
00:34:25I should get going, it's late
00:34:26Thanks again
00:34:32Bella
00:34:33You really don't remember me, do you?
00:34:40Your third dozen roses for your third day at Franklin
00:34:43From Oliver
00:34:46Oliver's being so nice to me
00:34:48That's the new transfer
00:34:49Bella Rupert
00:34:50Looks like she's already got her claws in Oliver
00:34:53I heard she tried to steal her sister's boyfriend
00:34:55And was so embarrassed when he rejected her
00:34:57She transferred schools
00:35:00Do you think you're better than us?
00:35:03Excuse me?
00:35:05Do we know each other?
00:35:08We know who you are
00:35:09Queen Bee
00:35:10You tried to steal your sister's boyfriend
00:35:12And became the joke of Wentworth
00:35:15You chased him for two years
00:35:17And not once did he ask you out
00:35:18But look
00:35:19He pulled out all the stops
00:35:20For your sister's promposal
00:35:22You're so predictable, Louis
00:35:24I'm barely gone
00:35:25And you're already going public with Vivian
00:35:29You're mistaken
00:35:29I'm the one that left Louis
00:35:31What he does is none of my business
00:35:32Now excuse me
00:35:34But I'll take my flowers back
00:35:36Catch!
00:35:39You think just because Oliver got you flowers means he likes you?
00:35:42He's nice to everyone
00:35:47Hey! Get away from her!
00:36:03Oliver, we were just joking around
00:36:05We didn't mean anything by it
00:36:08I do like her
00:36:10You girls have a problem with that?
00:36:12He likes me
00:36:14But we hardly know each other
00:36:22In fact, Bella
00:36:25I've liked you for a long time
00:36:27Ever since we were kids
00:36:28I knew I loved you
00:36:31Oliver, what are you talking about?
00:36:36You really don't remember me, do you?
00:36:42Oh my god!
00:36:44He's so hot!
00:36:48The scar
00:36:49I've seen it before
00:36:54Ollie?
00:36:56The crybaby next door?
00:36:58You remember
00:36:59I don't cry anymore
00:37:00Wait, this is so sweet
00:37:01Bella was Oliver's childhood crush?
00:37:04I'm crying
00:37:06Emma!
00:37:06You're supposed to be on my side
00:37:09I love love
00:37:10It's time to move on from Louis
00:37:17This looks more like the Louis Aster I know
00:37:19Does this mean Vivian knows who you really are now?
00:37:21She doesn't know
00:37:22In fact, I invited her here tonight as the Aster Hare's date
00:37:25If I'm going to reveal who I am
00:37:26Everyone here should know who she truly is too
00:37:28I take it the P.I. you hired
00:37:30Didn't have good news about Vivian's past?
00:37:33Let's just say
00:37:33I invited the skeletons in her closet to join us tonight too
00:37:42So, where's this rich boy you have wrapped around your foot?
00:37:44As your parents, we should get to meet him first
00:37:46Did he ask you to prom yet?
00:37:47Mom, Dad, don't embarrass me
00:37:48Rich guys like him probably don't go to prom
00:37:50He asked me to be his date tonight
00:37:51Who knows?
00:37:52Maybe we'll skip straight to a ring
00:37:53Tonight, we're here to honor the Aster family
00:37:56For their generous donation towards this year's Iris Prize Fund
00:37:59Please welcome to the stage our Iris Prize winner
00:38:02Vivian Rupert
00:38:03Who will introduce Louis Aster himself
00:38:08Oh my God, the Aster Hare is finally going to show his face
00:38:11All because of Vivian
00:38:13Do you think he'll propose to her?
00:38:15It's my pleasure to introduce to you tonight's guest of honor
00:38:21Mr. Louis Aster
00:38:32How did you even find this place?
00:38:34And this, the line for this bakery takes an hour just to get to the door
00:38:38Louis never remembers what I like
00:38:40Or cared about it
00:38:41I know you used to sneak in here and talk into the dead microphones whenever you were upset
00:38:46It's old, but it's soundproof
00:38:49As for the cinnamon roll
00:38:51Seeing the look on your face when you eat it
00:38:53Makes an hour feel like a minute
00:38:56You kept this?
00:38:58All this time?
00:38:59I've listened to it a thousand times
00:39:02Even when you didn't remember me
00:39:03Your voice kept me going
00:39:06Bella, you don't need to perform or prove your queen bee to anyone
00:39:09Not to me
00:39:10You're right
00:39:12When I was with him
00:39:13I always felt like a broken part trying to fit into the wrong machine
00:39:16But sitting here with you
00:39:19I feel like I'm finally whole
00:39:31Lou?
00:39:33You're the Louis Aster?
00:39:40Turns out Lou is actually the heir to the Aster fortune
00:39:43Lou is Aster
00:39:44No wonder he's been by Vivian's side since she got here
00:39:47Oh my god, is he going to ask her to prom in front of everyone?
00:39:49Or even to marry him?
00:39:51Jeez
00:39:51Why is he looking at me differently all of a sudden?
00:39:58Hi, I'm Louis Aster
00:40:00But tonight's about me
00:40:02I want to take a moment to talk about Vivian Rupert
00:40:04How well do you really know your new Queen V?
00:40:07Let's take a look, shall we?
00:40:12Look how popular Vivian is
00:40:19Wait, those are the Smith heir, the White heir, and the Forbes heir
00:40:24Fuck
00:40:24Is that Vivian?
00:40:26Looks like she's only hooking up with every rich guy in the state
00:40:28You're the only one I love, honey
00:40:31Buy me that bag
00:40:36Louis, what is this?
00:40:37I'm leaving!
00:40:39That's not all
00:40:40She volunteered at the mental health hotline
00:40:42Just to steal your secrets and mock them online
00:40:45Vivian is behind that blog?
00:40:47That's straight up psychological abuse
00:40:48Speaking of abuse
00:40:56I don't understand
00:40:58I thought you liked me, Lou
00:41:00I thought I did too
00:41:01But that was only because you pretended to be Bella
00:41:03You manipulated me
00:41:05Manipulated everyone
00:41:06Into hating her
00:41:08Now everyone know who you really are
00:41:10No!
00:41:15It's Vivian, get her!
00:41:18Mom, help me!
00:41:20Dad!
00:41:22Mom!
00:41:23Mom!
00:41:24Mom!
00:41:25Mom!
00:41:25Mom!
00:41:25Mom!
00:41:39Where did you find this?
00:41:41Told me
00:41:42He said the sweepers had already thrown it in the trash
00:41:46I spent the entire night sifting through the bottom of that fountain
00:41:49It was pouring rain that night
00:41:52Watched my dignity get completely shredded
00:41:54And he just turned his back and walked away with Vivian
00:42:02How do you do it, Ollie?
00:42:04You always know exactly where it hurts the most
00:42:07Because I've spent the last ten years learning how to love you
00:42:11Tonight is the Starlight Arch event
00:42:13I want to take you
00:42:14The Franklin Legend
00:42:16The Arch where a midnight kiss means forever
00:42:19I don't believe in school legends
00:42:21But I believe in you
00:42:23I want to stand in front of everyone
00:42:24And make up for the tension of companionship I owe you
00:42:36Every single one of these paper cranes has a message written inside
00:42:39They're the names of the listeners you helped on your podcast
00:42:41You thought you were fighting in the dark all alone
00:42:43But look at how many lives you lit up
00:42:44Theride always told me I was too loud
00:42:46That I needed to tone myself down to fit his world
00:42:48But you
00:42:49You remind me that I am allowed to shine
00:42:51The countdown begins
00:42:53Ten
00:42:54Nine
00:42:55Eight
00:42:55Oh my god, we're gonna kiss under the arch
00:42:57And it means forever
00:43:00If you don't want it
00:43:02Always tell me to stop
00:43:03Seven
00:43:03Six
00:43:04Up
00:43:06Four
00:43:07Three
00:43:09Two
00:43:13Stop
00:43:21Bella, wait
00:43:25Llewitt?
00:43:26What are you doing here?
00:43:27Bella, I made a mistake, please
00:43:28Can we talk?
00:43:29Broke her heart, what's there to talk about?
00:43:31Are you out of your mind?
00:43:33This cheap arch
00:43:35These pathetic scraps of paper
00:43:37Is this what you want?
00:43:39Come back to me
00:43:40I can buy you the entire school
00:43:42Lewin
00:43:43Even now, you're still pricing love
00:43:46Pricing me
00:43:48No!
00:43:49Hey!
00:43:54I don't believe in legends
00:43:55But I believe that kiss means we're over
00:43:57Leave
00:44:00No, it's not
00:44:01Oh, come on
00:44:05Don't touch him, Lewis
00:44:06This is between us
00:44:07Please, Bella
00:44:08Can we just talk privately?
00:44:09I can explain
00:44:10There's nothing to explain
00:44:12You hid who you were
00:44:13Pretended to be my friend
00:44:15All to chase after my sister
00:44:17Only because I thought you were someone else
00:44:18I was wrong
00:44:19You're the one I love
00:44:20Then why do you have my sister's initial tattooed on your chest?
00:44:25Oof
00:44:26He's cooked
00:44:27That was before I knew the truth
00:44:29I found the wrong girl
00:44:30I can get it removed
00:44:31You want it gone?
00:44:32It's gone
00:44:32It's too late, Lew
00:44:35Come on, let's go
00:44:43O-M-G, he's insane!
00:44:50What the hell, Lewis?
00:44:56I'll cut my heart out if you want me to, Bella
00:44:58Just say the word
00:45:01I'll do anything for you, Bella
00:45:03I'll carve your name on my chest
00:45:08Stop this right now!
00:45:11One more chance
00:45:14One month, I will make everything right
00:45:23Okay, one month's too long
00:45:25One week
00:45:28Next week's spring break
00:45:30Spend it with me
00:45:32If you still want to part ways after that
00:45:33I'll let you go
00:45:38So I finally kissed my first love I chased for two years
00:45:42After I decided to give up on him
00:45:48I... I gotta go
00:45:49Don't run, Bella
00:45:50Admit it
00:45:51You still have feelings for me
00:45:54That's why you kissed me
00:45:56That was an accident
00:45:57I tripped
00:45:58I...
00:46:02Say what you want, but I know you feel it too
00:46:04The chemistry doesn't lie
00:46:08Please, Bella
00:46:09I've changed, I promise
00:46:12I just can't trust you anymore, Lewis
00:46:14Marry me!
00:46:16What?
00:46:16Marry me and we'll be official forever
00:46:18My family doesn't believe in divorce
00:46:21You'll never have to doubt our love again
00:46:24That's your proposal?
00:46:31I'm serious
00:46:32Once you're an Astor
00:46:34You'll always be an Astor
00:46:36You'll never have to compete with another woman again
00:46:38You're so full of yourself, Lewis
00:46:40To think
00:46:41I could have been hanging out with my friends
00:46:43Actually being happy
00:46:46But I gave that up to be here with you
00:46:51I'm out of here
00:46:56Don't leave, Bella
00:46:57You promised me a week
00:46:59A week or a month, it's all the same
00:47:01You just don't get it and you never will
00:47:05It's still the tattoo, is it?
00:47:09I'll get it removed tonight
00:47:11There's a shop down the street
00:47:12I don't care about the tattoo
00:47:18Was it the roses?
00:47:19I'm sorry, I should have remembered
00:47:20You don't like red roses
00:47:22What do you want?
00:47:22Lilies?
00:47:23Tulips?
00:47:23You really are hopeless
00:47:24You think a tattoo or a bouquet of flowers
00:47:26Can undo the years of hurt you've put me through?
00:47:28Don't you understand, Lou?
00:47:29The damage is done
00:47:29Wait, don't go, please
00:47:30I'll give you anything
00:47:31You want Yale?
00:47:32My dad golfs with the Chancellor
00:47:33I can get you in
00:47:33What did I do wrong?
00:47:34I just wanted to spend spring break with you
00:47:38It's always about what you want, isn't it?
00:47:40Did you even stop to ask what I want?
00:47:41I wanted to spend my spring break with my friends
00:47:49Surprise!
00:47:51Alice!
00:47:52Jamie!
00:47:53What are you doing here?
00:47:59You thought we could do senior spring break without you?
00:48:02Girl?
00:48:03When you didn't show up at the party
00:48:04We called Oliver and he told us where you were
00:48:07He flew us out here
00:48:08Said you missed having your friends
00:48:11You're so thoughtful
00:48:17These are for you
00:48:19Did you pick those off the street?
00:48:23Funny you ask
00:48:24They're freshly picked for Bella
00:48:25Unlike the secondhand wilted roses you've got there
00:48:27You want to say that again to my face?
00:48:28I said
00:48:29I got these flowers for Bella
00:48:30Because unlike you
00:48:32I'm serious about Bella
00:48:34Ollie
00:48:35He's not worth it
00:48:41This is going to be an interesting week
00:48:47You've been competing all afternoon
00:48:50Volleyball, dash, ping pong
00:48:54Let's just call it a tie, alright?
00:48:56I'm getting bored
00:48:57Can we do something else?
00:48:59No, we must have a winner
00:49:02Since none of the other contests proved anything
00:49:05Let's settle it the simple way
00:49:06Holding our breath underwater
00:49:08Stay under longer, you win
00:49:09Got the guts?
00:49:10Suits me
00:49:11You should know I was national swim champion for three years
00:49:13You don't have a shot
00:49:15Is this really necessary, guys?
00:49:19Alright
00:49:21On your mark
00:49:22Get set
00:49:23Go!
00:49:24Go!
00:49:25Go!
00:49:27Go!
00:49:28Go!
00:49:36No
00:49:36I can't let him win
00:49:47Oliver!
00:49:49Oliver!
00:49:50I won!
00:49:51Are you okay?
00:49:55Are you okay?
00:49:56Are you okay?
00:49:59You're so childish, Lou
00:50:00You can't stand to lose so you shoved him
00:50:03You could have really hurt him
00:50:04Who cares?
00:50:05I won
00:50:05Forget that, loser
00:50:07Let's go
00:50:19He seems so different from the crybaby next door I remember
00:50:22He's actually kind of hot
00:50:28Bella
00:50:28What are you thinking about?
00:50:32N-nothing
00:50:36Just
00:50:37Why do you let Lewis bait you like that?
00:50:39No wonder your son burned
00:50:43If I didn't burn
00:50:44You wouldn't be putting aloe vera on me right now, would you?
00:50:47Maybe I got a little competitive with Lewis, but
00:50:51I can't stand to see him hurt you
00:50:53You deserve better
00:50:57Ollie
00:50:59I
00:51:07Back off
00:51:08She's not yours
00:51:16Back off
00:51:17She's not yours
00:51:19Let me go
00:51:21I'm not yours either, if that's what you're implying
00:51:26Think you can just come in here and steal Bella away?
00:51:29You hardly know her
00:51:31Oh, and you do?
00:51:32It's none of your business, Lewis
00:51:34I've been by Bella's side for two years, you're just a little rebound distraction
00:51:38In the last two years, Bella told me they were the worst two years of her life
00:51:42Say that again
00:51:45I said, the last two years were the most pamphlet
00:51:48Enough!
00:51:49I don't want to discuss it
00:51:52I never should have come here, this is the worst spring break ever
00:51:55Don't follow me!
00:51:57Don't follow me!
00:51:57Don't follow me!
00:52:00Bella?
00:52:06How did things get so messy?
00:52:12Bella?
00:52:15Bella?
00:52:24So hot
00:52:29Bella
00:52:43No
00:52:45Bella
00:52:46No
00:52:47Bella
00:52:48Wake up
00:53:08No
00:53:08Bella
00:53:09Wake up
00:53:11Louie
00:53:12Please be okay Bella
00:53:13There's so much I have to say to you
00:53:15I'm so sorry for the pain I put you through
00:53:17I can't lose you again
00:53:18I want to be by your side forever
00:53:32Bella
00:53:33You're awake
00:53:34I was so worried
00:53:38How are you feeling?
00:53:38I'm fine
00:53:40I'm fine
00:53:40Thank you
00:53:42For saving me
00:53:43You can go now
00:53:48All right
00:53:49You don't want to see me
00:53:50I'll go
00:54:05Bella
00:54:06Bella
00:54:06You go to bed early last night?
00:54:08I texted you but you didn't reply
00:54:20Last night
00:54:20Last night?
00:54:21Last night?
00:54:24If I tell them what happened
00:54:26They'll know Louis spent the night in my room
00:54:33Freshly brewed coffee?
00:54:36You need fresh juice
00:54:37You need fresh juice
00:54:38Not caffeine
00:54:39To replenish your energy
00:54:49That's one gnarly love triangle
00:55:01So, Bella
00:55:02Last night?
00:55:06Hello, Principal Adams
00:55:07Hi, Bella
00:55:08I've got some news
00:55:09Given Vivian's expulsion
00:55:11The Media Arts Fellowship spot is yours if you want it
00:55:13I can think of no one better for the program
00:55:15Would you like to come back?
00:55:16As in come back to Wentworth?
00:55:18I, um, I'll think about it
00:55:20I'm not ready to give up on that art program yet
00:55:23But that means
00:55:26I have to go back to Wentworth
00:55:28To the side of Louis
00:55:35The Wentworth Media Arts Fellowship is perfect for you
00:55:37You've been wanting this forever
00:55:38This is your chance
00:55:41Thank you, guys
00:55:48That means I have to finish an art program by the end of the school year
00:55:51I'm already behind
00:55:52I have to work on it now
00:56:04Dad, I need a favor
00:56:05Bella, I'm going to do everything I can to help you achieve your dream
00:56:11All right, time for truth, dare, or kiss
00:56:14I'll go first
00:56:21Truth or dare?
00:56:25Truth
00:56:29What's your worst failure ever?
00:56:31Was it yesterday when I beat you in the swimming pool?
00:56:35You didn't beat me
00:56:36You cheated
00:56:37But
00:56:38I'll answer the question
00:56:40The worst failure I had was in seventh grade
00:56:42I asked a girl I liked out
00:56:44And she wanted to walk across the Brooklyn Bridge to get pizza
00:56:48But I was so scared of heights
00:56:49I never made it across with her
00:56:50I remember that day
00:56:52I thought he ditched me
00:56:54That's pathetic
00:56:55I was taking girls on helicopter drives in middle school
00:56:58Scared of heights
00:57:00Yes, it was a mistake
00:57:02Ever since then, I told myself I'd be brave and go after what I want
00:57:06Thankfully, I meet you again, Bella
00:57:07Oh my God
00:57:11Stop showing off
00:57:13Nobody asked you who your childhood crush was
00:57:16You asked my worst failure
00:57:18It was letting Belly go
00:57:23I'll go next
00:57:27Bella
00:57:29Truth or dare?
00:57:34Dare
00:57:34I dare you
00:57:37To make out with Oliver
00:57:47Rules are rule
00:58:05This game sucks
00:58:12This time, truth
00:58:16How about
00:58:17What's your biggest high school regret?
00:58:21I regret losing myself for two years chasing a boy
00:58:24Only to find out he was in love with my sister
00:58:26If I could go back to the day I met him
00:58:28I would never have approached him and asked him to be my guy
00:58:31But that was in the past
00:58:33I've let go of all that
00:58:34Truth or dare, I choose truth
00:58:36Bella
00:58:37I regret the way I treated you
00:58:39I regret mistaking your sister for you
00:58:42I regret it all
00:58:43I'm sorry, Bella
00:58:44I really am
00:58:45For all of it
00:58:46I know you won't forgive me
00:58:48But I want to make it up to you
00:58:49I know how badly you want to go to Yale next year
00:58:54What are you trying to pull?
00:58:55I talked to my dad
00:58:56And convinced him to make a big donation in your name to Yale
00:59:00It'll guarantee you'll get in
00:59:03You did what?
00:59:05It's what you want, isn't it?
00:59:07Then you don't have to worry about the rest of the year
00:59:09You don't even have to finish that completely meaningless art program
00:59:12You're already set
00:59:13So you don't believe I can get in on my own?
00:59:17That's not what I meant
00:59:19You think all the work I've done
00:59:21To get here is meaningless?
00:59:22My grades, my extracurriculars, my charity work
00:59:25That without you, I'll never achieve my dream?
00:59:28You are so full of yourself, Louis Astor
00:59:31Just when I think you might be changing
00:59:33You prove me wrong again
00:59:34Tell your dad to take back the donation
00:59:36I don't want it
00:59:38Bella!
00:59:55Want to talk to me?
00:59:57Anything?
00:59:58Ollie, I'm so tired
01:00:06I'm sorry, Bella
01:00:08I know this isn't how you wanted to spend spring break
01:00:11Do you think everything I do is meaningless, too?
01:00:14Am I full for thinking I could get into Yale on my own merit?
01:00:18Not at all
01:00:19You're the most driven, hard-working person I know
01:00:23Yale would be lucky to have you
01:00:24Anyone would
01:00:29You know, the water's pretty nice
01:00:33I don't have my swimsuit
01:00:36That's okay
01:00:48Feeling a little better?
01:00:55Just like that
01:00:57Just like that
01:01:19I've never had sex.
01:01:23I like you, but I'm...
01:01:24You're not ready.
01:01:25That's okay.
01:01:27I don't want to rush either.
01:01:29We can take it slow.
01:01:39Oliver is just too perfect.
01:01:43Why did I waste my years on Louis?
01:01:52Oh, my God.
01:01:57Go.
01:02:16No!
01:02:17Stop!
01:02:19I've got you.
01:02:20No!
01:02:21Stop!
01:02:22Get away from her!
01:02:33I don't love you any love that you want.
01:02:36You threw me away.
01:02:38And now you have to watch someone else keep me.
01:02:41You lost me.
01:02:43You lost me forever.
01:02:49You're not real!
01:02:51You're not real!
01:02:55You're not real!
01:02:59It was just a dream.
01:03:01It was just a dream.
01:03:02But it's going to be real if I don't stop it.
01:03:32I like that.
01:03:35I like that.
01:03:50I like that.
01:03:53He's touching her.
01:03:54He's going to kiss her again.
01:03:56I have to stop him.
01:04:00Lewis?
01:04:01What is your problem?
01:04:04Back off, London.
01:04:06Get your hands off her.
01:04:07I was reaching for a mug, Aster.
01:04:08Are you hallucinating?
01:04:09Lewis, you are acting insane.
01:04:11He didn't even touch me.
01:04:14I can't deal with this right now.
01:04:16Don't act like a baby, Lewis.
01:04:27Here, let me help you.
01:04:29You need potassium.
01:04:34Want a bite of my sausage?
01:04:35It has more protein.
01:04:45You know what?
01:04:46I'm not hungry.
01:04:48I gotta work on my project.
01:04:56Okay, spill it.
01:04:58You've got two of the hottest guys on the eastern seaboard
01:05:00fighting over your breakfast.
01:05:05Seriously, Bella?
01:05:06Are you really completely unmoved by them?
01:05:09I mean, look at that.
01:05:32The past should stay in the past.
01:05:35I'll tear down the arrogant boy I was
01:05:38just to build the man you actually want.
01:05:40I will win you back, Bella.
01:05:46Back in my familiar haunt.
01:05:48This time, I just want to be myself.
01:05:51Bella, welcome back.
01:05:53Wentworth is pleased to have our star student back.
01:05:59Bella, I'm really glad you came back.
01:06:02I came back for myself, not for anyone else.
01:06:04I hope you understand.
01:06:06I understand.
01:06:07Just know I'm here for you.
01:06:08I'll support you in any way I can.
01:06:14Is that Bella Rupert?
01:06:15She looks so different.
01:06:17I heard she cut ties with the Rupert family.
01:06:19She's paying her tuition with a scholarship now.
01:06:22What's that bitch doing back here?
01:06:24I've got to tell Vivian.
01:06:35Oops.
01:06:36My bad.
01:06:41Oops.
01:06:42My bad.
01:06:45You came back for your art program.
01:06:47Don't waste your time with drama.
01:06:50That's okay.
01:06:53I'd offer to pay you back for that outfit, but it looks cheap AF.
01:06:56Honestly, belongs in the trash.
01:07:05Take a good look, everyone.
01:07:06This is the real Queen Bee.
01:07:08She's got no daddy's money, no style, no riz, and no friends.
01:07:12Here.
01:07:13Let me help you wash up.
01:07:20Stop it!
01:07:21Stop it!
01:07:23Stop it!
01:07:25Stop it!
01:07:26Should we do something?
01:07:28I don't want to get on Jennifer's bad side.
01:07:34Stop that!
01:07:38Stop that!
01:07:40Stop that!
01:07:42Stop it!
01:07:44Stop it!
01:07:46show's over you cowards you're all just gonna stand there and watch Bella get
01:07:49bullied you should all be ashamed didn't expect it's Louis saving me now I heard
01:08:00your dad stopped paying for your school if you need money for clothes I can take
01:08:04you shopping it no it's okay it's just a little spill I can clean it up myself
01:08:23what Bella's back and she's with Louis she got me kicked out of Wentworth and turned
01:08:29Louis against me I'm going to get her back
01:08:40Bella looks good as well in plane without any luxuries
01:08:42why didn't I pay more attention to her in the past
01:08:51we have a new transfer student joining our class today
01:08:57Oliver
01:09:04we have a new transfer student joining our class today
01:09:17wow he's so handsome what a cutie huh doesn't this guy look like the one Bella was rumored
01:09:24with after she transferred no way did he transfer just for Bella awesome can't shake
01:09:31off this rival hi everyone I'm Oliver looking forward to meeting you all
01:09:53hey let me help you with those books do you want to grab a bite to eat I'm fine thank
01:09:59you
01:10:03wait I've got to work on my project maybe we can all get food another time
01:10:21sister it's been too long I missed you you shouldn't be here
01:10:26I came to apologize sissy I thought you'd be happy to see me I don't need your empty apologies
01:10:34move aside I've got work to do
01:10:41don't be so cruel Bella I know I hurt you but I've changed let go you're hurting me Bella I
01:10:49know ever
01:10:50ever since I came home dad hasn't cared about you you had to work at some burger joint just to
01:10:55pay for school and living
01:10:57and seriously what is that curious outfit you're wearing right now
01:11:18so Bella was faking having money before huh yeah looks like she's been out of favor for a while but
01:11:25still tried to act like the queen
01:11:29sis you've been poor all these years but that was never my intention please clean my name let me come
01:11:37back to school
01:11:57who's that with Louie he's even hotter than Lou oh my gosh Bella are you okay
01:12:07I didn't mean to
01:12:16thank you for saving my sister Louis
01:12:22don't touch me
01:12:24didn't I tell you never to step foot at wet worth again
01:12:27I came to apologize to Bella
01:12:33she doesn't need your apologies she needs you to stay away from her
01:12:40listen up you guys remember Vivian right the scammer
01:12:44did you know she stole Bella's family from her and took away the one thing Bella's dying mother left for
01:12:49her
01:12:51so Vivian was the real bully this whole time
01:12:53it's not my fault her mother died her father married mother of course he loves me more
01:13:01this slap is for my late mother
01:13:06I may not be the designer label Bella Rupert I used to be but let me tell you
01:13:10even in a cheap plaid shirt
01:13:12I am not beneath any of you
01:13:17you want to come back to school
01:13:20fine I couldn't care less
01:13:23go Queen B
01:13:31I'm not gonna let you get away with this Bella
01:13:48I'm gonna write a play to bring the stories from my podcast to life
01:13:53oh
01:13:55good call I can help you
01:13:58Bella
01:13:59I don't need anyone's help
01:14:01Louis
01:14:02especially yours
01:14:04I really just want to help you
01:14:05I wouldn't pull any strings to help you cheat this time
01:14:08I don't really believe it
01:14:10just give me some space and let me think in peace
01:14:23third time already
01:14:25this has got to be Vivian sabotaging us
01:14:27at this rate no one's ever gonna sign up for our play
01:14:31Bella don't let this get to you
01:14:33they're just shallow jerks
01:14:34it's fine I don't need anyone else to prove my worth anymore
01:14:37we'll find another way
01:14:39hey guys come join my drama club
01:14:41if you're interested check it out
01:14:54hey come try out for the school play
01:14:55anyone who comes in for auditions gets a hug from either me
01:14:58or Oliver
01:14:59your choice
01:15:10oh
01:15:14they actually did this all for me
01:15:17I was gonna sign up anyway
01:15:18but this does sweeten the deal
01:15:21oh
01:15:21oh
01:15:22oh
01:15:22oh
01:15:22oh
01:15:23oh
01:15:23oh
01:15:24oh
01:15:24oh
01:15:24oh
01:15:24oh
01:15:24oh
01:15:24oh
01:15:24oh
01:15:25ho
01:15:48oh
01:15:52Maybe Louis really changed.
01:15:58Nice work.
01:16:04I can't believe Louis and Oliver would do that for her.
01:16:09Bella, I swear I'll make sure you never get this show off the ground.
01:16:24Break a leg. Your secret? Admire.
01:16:29I wonder who it's from.
01:16:38It's so nice of Bella to pay for such extravagant meals all weekend long.
01:16:42We'll have a good show tonight, right?
01:16:56That's right. Go, Louis!
01:16:58Bella, I'm going to humiliate you in front of all the people you care about.
01:17:04Welcome to Actually, I'm Not Okay where your secret's safe with me and our listeners.
01:17:09Let's take the first caller.
01:17:13Hello? Caller? Are you there?
01:17:16I'm calling to say I'm going to be sick.
01:17:32Um...
01:17:40Oh, that's disgusting.
01:17:48Close the curtain!
01:17:55Bella! Look! My hand looks so funny in the lights.
01:18:02What?
01:18:03What?
01:18:04What is going on?
01:18:07I'm gonna be sick.
01:18:15What happened?
01:18:18What?
01:18:20I'm gonna be sick.
01:18:21Na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na-na.
01:18:25Na-na-na-na-na-na-na...
01:18:30What should we do, Bella?
01:18:35Someone's trying to sabotage this play.
01:18:39Shhh.
01:18:42What's going on? Is the show happening or not?!
01:18:46This place sucks. I'm leaving.
01:18:52This is ridiculous. This is absurd.
01:19:00We gotta do something.
01:19:02I'm so sorry, everyone.
01:19:04We can't do the play like this.
01:19:07I'll go out and tell the audience we're postponing.
01:19:09Wait!
01:19:15Don't give up, Bella!
01:19:16But there's not enough actors to go on.
01:19:19We've watched every rehearsal. We know the lines.
01:19:22Let us perform with you.
01:19:26You want to perform with me?
01:19:29Your podcast saved my life.
01:19:31You encouraged me to share my story at my lowest moment.
01:19:34Let me help you share yours now.
01:19:37Bella, let him do it.
01:19:43Okay. Alice, get Louith and Oliver into costume.
01:19:46I'll call the school nurse and get the audience back in their seats.
01:19:49Okay.
01:19:50This place sucks!
01:19:52Whoever put it on should be punished!
01:20:00Ladies and gentlemen, we apologize for the delay.
01:20:03There's been a technical difficulty, but it's sorted out now.
01:20:06If you'll take your seats, we can begin again.
01:20:08That's the hot new transfer, Oliver.
01:20:11Is he in the play, too?
01:20:12I'll stay for that.
01:20:25Hello?
01:20:27I'd like to share my story with you.
01:20:35Thank you so much, everyone.
01:20:38Wow, that was really great.
01:20:42Miss Bella Ruber, you're under arrest for possession and distribution of illegal substances.
01:20:50What?
01:20:52Now, this just got interesting.
01:20:54It's true!
01:20:55I saw Bella drugging those cupcakes before giving one to everyone in her cast.
01:20:59No wonder the actors got sick!
01:21:00Vivian, it's you again!
01:21:02Bella, explain yourself.
01:21:08Look!
01:21:08Her whole cast is high as a bird!
01:21:10As you all know, we have zero tolerance policy for drugs and alcohol at Wentworth.
01:21:16We'll be dealing with this immediately.
01:21:19Alice, wait.
01:21:26All right, Miss Rupert, you're coming with me.
01:21:30This isn't Bella's fault!
01:21:31It's mine!
01:21:34Mr. Astin?
01:21:36What are you talking about?
01:21:40This isn't Bella's fault!
01:21:41It's mine!
01:21:43Mr. Astin?
01:21:45What are you talking about?
01:21:47I ordered the food, not Bella.
01:21:48She had nothing to do with it.
01:21:49Me too.
01:21:50It was our idea.
01:21:51If anyone got sick from eating the food, it's our fault.
01:21:53Don't blame Bella.
01:21:54She had no idea.
01:21:55Don't listen to them!
01:21:56Bella must have been sleeping with them to get them on their side!
01:22:01Just shut your filthy lying mouth, Vivian.
01:22:04I'm not letting you frame me or shame me for anything I didn't do.
01:22:12I have proof that Bella was framed!
01:22:16I got the security footage from this afternoon.
01:22:31The person in the video is in a disguise.
01:22:34For all we know, that's Bella herself pretending to be someone else.
01:22:37It was you.
01:22:38Your nails matched the delivery person in the video perfectly.
01:22:42It was you.
01:22:44Your nails matched the delivery person in the video perfectly.
01:22:47This is unfair!
01:22:49You have proof it was me!
01:22:53Shh!
01:22:55I think we have enough proof, Miss Rupert.
01:22:58All right, let's go to my office, Vivian.
01:23:18What a show!
01:23:20I feel like I know so much more about Bella now.
01:23:22I'm inspired to create something, too.
01:23:24She's so brave.
01:23:27Miss Rupert, I was really impressed today.
01:23:30I work with admissions at Yale.
01:23:31We'd love to schedule an interview with you.
01:23:37My dream is coming true.
01:23:52It's time to finally close the book, on my own terms.
01:24:05You texted.
01:24:06I came as fast as I could.
01:24:08I thought...
01:24:09I hoped you wanted to see me.
01:24:13Sit down, Lou.
01:24:17Bella, I have replayed every mistake in my head a million times.
01:24:21I was arrogant.
01:24:23I was stupid.
01:24:25I was a boy playing with a diamond,
01:24:27too blind to realize what I held until I threw it away.
01:24:32Please, give me one more chance.
01:24:34Let me follow you to Yale.
01:24:36I'll drop my family's entire legacy if I have to.
01:24:39Let me spend the next four years in college,
01:24:41proving I can be the man you actually deserve.
01:24:44I will make up for everything.
01:24:46I will make up for everything.
01:24:51You don't owe me a debt, Louis.
01:24:55And my heart is in a ledger waiting for a payment.
01:25:02I'm not angry at you anymore, Lou.
01:25:04I really am not.
01:25:06But you loved me.
01:25:08You loved me so much.
01:25:10I did.
01:25:12And I don't regret those two years.
01:25:15I loved deeply.
01:25:18I fought bravely.
01:25:20And I had moments of real, genuine happiness just looking at you.
01:25:25But I'm released from it now.
01:25:28The world is so massive.
01:25:30And there are so many more beautiful things waiting for me to pursue.
01:25:41So, that's really it?
01:25:42I lost you?
01:25:44For good?
01:25:47Is it Oliver?
01:25:49Are you choosing him over me?
01:25:51Maybe it is, Oliver.
01:25:54Maybe we'll date, and we'll navigate the world together.
01:25:58Or maybe we'll break up in a year.
01:26:01I might fall in love again, and I might get my heart broken again in New Haven.
01:26:06But whoever it is, and whatever happens, I will never stop moving forward.
01:26:14I am looking ahead, Louis.
01:26:16And I hope you do, too.
01:26:18You know, you were always so much more mature than me.
01:26:23You always had this blinding light, even when I was too stupid and tried to dim it.
01:26:32I'm glad I met you, Bella.
01:26:35I'm glad I was lucky enough to be loved by you, even if I ruined it.
01:26:40You are still my savior.
01:26:46I'm glad I met you, too, Louis.
01:26:51Goodbye.
01:26:54Goodbye, Bella Rupert.
01:26:56The one that got away.
01:27:07I like it.
01:27:09Yeah, it's good.
01:27:12We did it, Queen Bee!
01:27:13Yale is going to bow down to you!
01:27:15I used to think that giving your whole heart to someone and getting it shattered was the most terrifying thing
01:27:19in the world.
01:27:19I thought the pain would destroy me.
01:27:26Ready for the real world, Queen Bee?
01:27:27I've been in the real world this whole time, Ollie.
01:27:29Now I'm just taking over.
01:27:31But I was wrong.
01:27:33Loving fully isn't scary.
01:27:35Getting hurt isn't the end of the world.
01:27:38What is truly terrifying is losing yourself trying to fit into someone else's shadow.
01:27:44But as long as you remember to choose yourself, you will always wear the crown.
01:27:50Keep shining, girls.
01:27:57Keep shining, girls.

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