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00:09During the months I had a crush on Lucas Reed, the football captain.
00:13I tried everything to lose weight.
00:14One day after volleyball practice, I almost passed out from hunger.
00:18Lucas caught my wrist and pulled me into a quiet corner beside the gym.
00:23Can you stop starving yourself?
00:27If anyone makes another joke joke about your body, I'll shut them up.
00:31That was the day I thought Lucas might like me too.
00:34So after our football team won the next game, I walked onto the field.
00:44Lucas, I like you.
00:50What?
00:51Lily Taylor, did you just say you like Lucas?
00:54My voice carried across the field.
00:56For one second, everyone went silent.
00:58I'm not going to go stop laughing.
01:02Damn, Lucas really is something.
01:04Even the fatty has a crush on him.
01:07Lucas, is that why you keep rejecting girls?
01:10You were saving yourself for her?
01:12You serious?
01:16My face burned.
01:18I could not say another word.
01:21Then a loud thud cut from the field.
01:23A football shot past my ear and slammed into the ground behind me.
01:27The boys who had been laughing shut up.
01:30Lucas looked down at me.
01:31I just want to know one thing.
01:34What made you think you could confess to me?
01:36Did you think my standards were that low?
01:38My whole body went stiff.
01:40The heat drained from my face.
01:42Don't you think you're kind of gross?
01:44I left the room and I'm going to be lighter.
01:46I could not take it anymore.
01:48I ran into the restroom and left myself inside a stall.
01:59Next time, look in a mirror before you embarrass Lucas.
02:05I stood there without moving.
02:07Cold water dripped from my hair onto the floor.
02:11I had been knocked from my body for years.
02:13But Lucas was the first boy who ever defended me.
02:17For a while, I thought my life could be different.
02:21But today, Lucas crushed that dream himself.
02:25I finally understood.
02:26Girls like me did not get exceptions.
02:32The next morning, one of Lucas' friends came over to move his desk.
02:37Lucas said he felt sick after yesterday.
02:40He's taking a few days off.
02:41He asked me to move his seat.
02:46After saying that, he seemed to realize how cruel it sounded.
02:50He met my numb eyes and quickly added,
02:52Not because of you.
02:54Don't overthink it.
02:55I blinked hard.
02:56I could not understand why being bigger than other girls
02:58and people hate me this much.
03:00I only ate a little more than they did.
03:03Was that really so disgusting?
03:07Three days later, Lucas came back.
03:10He walked into the classroom with his arm around Bella Hart's waist.
03:14Bella was captain of the cheer squad and every guy's dream girl.
03:19And I was Lily Taylor,
03:21a nobody people only remembered when they needed a joke.
03:26Chase could not help whistling.
03:27Damn, Lucas.
03:29Finally got yourself a girlfriend?
03:30So is it real or just for show?
03:34Bella pouted like she was offended.
03:36What do you mean?
03:37Do I look like the kind of girl who lets random guys put their hands on my waist?
03:41Lucas lifted his brow lazily.
03:44Lucas did not deny it.
03:46People started cheering and teasing me.
03:48I lowered my head and looked at me real quick.
03:51At least no one cared about what happened that day anymore.
03:54No one had time to laugh at me.
03:56That was already good enough.
04:04After that, I buried myself in schoolwork.
04:07On the next AP calculus test,
04:09I beat Ethan Miller, the top student, for the first time.
04:12The moment class ended,
04:14Ethan moved his desk beside mine.
04:17Miss Carter said I keep messing up the written explanations.
04:21She told me to learn from you.
04:22Then he smiled at me.
04:24New seatmate.
04:25Help me out.
04:26It took me a few seconds to realize I had a seatmate again.
04:30I was a little happy,
04:31so I quickly pulled out my notebook.
04:34Here.
04:35This is what I use.
04:36Thanks.
04:37When I looked up by accident,
04:39I met Lucas' eyes across the room.
04:41He had been watching us for a while.
04:43A second later,
04:45he looked away first.
04:46I did not know my confession had disgusted him that much.
04:50So much so that he could not even stand to see me doing okay.
04:54The next morning,
04:55Ethan brought me two sausage rolls.
04:57I had just taken them when Lucas walked over with a low laugh.
05:02Didn't know you had such a specific taste, man.
05:06Ethan's face changed.
05:08What do you mean?
05:13Lucas dropped a stack of printed pictures on my desk.
05:17For you.
05:18You like this type, right?
05:22Want me to bring you more tomorrow?
05:26Who the hell said I liked fat girls?
05:31Oh.
05:32I saw you move seats.
05:33I thought you were into her.
05:36Was I wrong?
05:37Lucas' friends laughed with him.
05:42Ethan cursed under his breath.
05:45Then he moved back to his old seat without another word.
05:48From beginning to end,
05:50neither of them looked at me.
05:52But every word was about me.
05:55My eyes fell on the picture scattered across the desk.
05:58The sausage rolls in my hands went cold.
06:02Before Lucas walked away,
06:04Why would you do this?
06:08What?
06:11Are you that desperate for attention?
06:14Every guy who sits beside you gets the full treatment.
06:21After what Lucas did,
06:23everything got worse.
06:25One morning,
06:26I found my desk covered in graffiti.
06:29I kept my head down and walked to my locker.
06:32The moment I opened it,
06:33a stack of printed pictures slipped out
06:35and scattered across the floor.
06:37Students slowed down as they passed
06:39and started laughing.
06:41I crouched down and picked up the pictures one by one.
06:45After that,
06:46no one wanted to hang out with me anymore.
06:49They were afraid they would become the next target.
06:52During lunch,
06:52I sat alone under a tree
06:54and took big bites of my food.
06:56Even though,
06:57I never thought about dieting again.
06:59The only time I had tried to lose weight
07:02was because I liked Lucas more than food.
07:05Now,
07:05I did not like him anymore.
07:07That Friday,
07:08we had volleyball class.
07:10Halfway through class,
07:12it started pouring.
07:14Everyone ran toward the gym entrance.
07:16They laughed and screamed while covering their heads.
07:18I followed behind them.
07:20Before I could reach the door,
07:22several girls started knocking me back and forth between them.
07:25I lost my balance
07:26and fell hard onto the wet court.
07:28My kneecap slid out of place.
07:31The pain was so sharp that I could not sit up.
07:34Then a person stopped beside me.
07:37I grabbed one pant leg without thinking.
07:40I can't stand.
07:41Can you help me?
07:43It was Lucas.
07:46No.
07:48Bella laughed beside him.
07:50Maybe if you lost weight,
07:51you wouldn't fall so hard.
07:53I was soaked through.
07:55Lucas did not look at me.
07:57He walked past me.
07:59I can't help you.
08:01Rain kept running into my mouth,
08:03but my throat still felt dry.
08:05I could only try to push myself up.
08:08Near the gym entrance,
08:10I heard people talking.
08:11She doesn't look like she's faking it.
08:12This is too much.
08:13Should we help her?
08:15You like her?
08:16You go.
08:17Who the hell said I liked fat girls?
08:20It took me almost 10 minutes to sit up.
08:23I still could not stand.
08:25So I sat quietly in the rain.
08:28I forced myself to think about
08:29what grandma might make for dinner.
08:31Otherwise, the pain in my knee
08:33and the eyes behind me would break me.
08:36In the end,
08:36I got up by myself.
08:39The voices at the gym entrance never stopped.
08:42I did not dare look back.
08:44I limped to the security office
08:47and called grandma.
08:48After hearing what happened,
08:50grandma decided I needed to get stronger.
08:53From that day on,
08:54she planned my meals
08:55and made me exercise with her.
08:57If they try to knock you down again,
08:59hit back.
09:05I stayed home for two days
09:07before going back to school.
09:09That morning,
09:10grandma only let me eat
09:11one whole wheat egg sandwich.
09:13I felt miserable.
09:14But soon,
09:15Ms. Carter walked into the classroom.
09:17Behind her stood a strange transfer student.
09:20Ms. Carter looked around the room.
09:21Her eyes finally stopped at me.
09:23Sebastian Cole, sit beside Lily.
09:25After that,
09:26she hurried back to the office.
09:28Sebastian sat in the empty spot beside me.
09:31Neither of us seemed interested in talking,
09:33but Blake could never keep his voice down.
09:36Lucas, look.
09:37This guy is weird.
09:39His whole face is covered.
09:41What, is he disfigured?
09:43Probably.
09:44If he looked good,
09:45why would he hide his face?
09:49Ghost boy and chubby Lily.
09:51New couple alert.
09:53Lucas did not react.
09:54He only spun his pen lazily
09:56and said nothing.
09:57For almost a month,
09:59Sebastian and I barely spoke.
10:01I did not want to talk.
10:03I was afraid the same thing
10:05that happened with Ethan
10:06would happen again.
10:07Then one afternoon after class,
10:09I noticed Sebastian lying across his desk.
10:12After hesitating for a moment,
10:14I walked over.
10:15Do you have a stomach ache?
10:19Yeah.
10:24I'll take you to the nurse's office.
10:26Luckily, he did not pull away
10:27when I touched him.
10:28He was almost six feet two.
10:30Most of his weight leaned against me.
10:33Good thing I was sturdy.
10:34Otherwise,
10:35I would not have been able to hold him up.
10:37The nurse gave him medicine.
10:40Then she asked me to get him some water.
10:42I ran to buy it,
10:43then hurried back.
10:45By then,
10:45Sebastian was the only one left
10:47in the nurse's office.
10:48You dislike me that much
10:49and still help me?
10:51That's pretty kind of you, Lily.
10:52I don't dislike you.
10:53I thought you hated me,
10:54so I didn't talk to you.
10:55Why would I hate you?
10:58Because I'm fat.
10:59I suddenly felt he was probably not disfigured at all.
11:06After that day,
11:08Sebastian and I slowly got closer,
11:10but he was still strange.
11:11He never took off his mask.
11:13He barely talked to anyone else,
11:15but he always ran with me after school.
11:17My body changed, too.
11:20Without noticing it,
11:21I had gotten stronger.
11:22Grandma was pleased.
11:24She said I looked healthier now.
11:26I never expected Lucas
11:27to be the first person at school to notice.
11:30That afternoon,
11:32I sat on the lawn,
11:33finishing the low-fat turkey bowl
11:35Grandma had packed for me.
11:37I had just picked up my lunchbox
11:39when Lucas suddenly grabbed my wrist.
11:41You're dieting again?
11:43That's none of your business.
11:44Lucas, let go.
11:46Lucas pulled me toward the cafeteria.
11:48You get dizzy when you starve yourself.
11:50Did you forget?
11:51Planning to pass out again?
11:53If you don't let go,
11:55I'll bite you.
11:56You really don't know who is good to you?
12:00Drop the act.
12:01After that,
12:02I turned and walked back to the classroom.
12:04Sebastian was lying across his desk, alone.
12:09Is your stomach hurting again?
12:11Sebastian slowly lifted his head.
12:14Yeah.
12:16I wanted to buy medicine,
12:19but I forgot where the nurse's office was.
12:22I saw you downstairs just now,
12:24but you were talking to some guy,
12:29so I didn't want to interrupt.
12:32Lily, it hurts.
12:33I'll go buy it for you right now.
12:34Wait here.
12:37I'll go with you.
12:38That way I can remember the route.
12:57I hurt too much to walk.
12:59Let me rest for a second, okay?
13:01I opened my mouth,
13:02but when he made another soft sound of pain,
13:04I could not refuse.
13:07Lucas's eyes turned cold at once.
13:10He had just taken one step toward us
13:12when Blake and Bella caught up from behind.
13:15Whoa!
13:16Fatty and Ghost Boy.
13:17What are you two doing?
13:19What did you call her?
13:21Fatty.
13:22Am I wrong?
13:23Sebastian punched him
13:24and he could react.
13:27I rushed between them
13:28and shrugged Tyler hard.
13:30Run!
13:33Only when we reached the nurse's office
13:35did I let out a breath.
13:36Thank you, Sebastian.
13:39But next time,
13:40just ignore him.
13:41He won a taekwondo tournament before.
13:44We can't beat him.
13:49But he was bullying you.
13:53Lily, I can't let anyone bully you.
13:56I can't let anyone bully you.
14:02The next day,
14:04Blake came to school
14:04with bruises all over his face.
14:08If I find out who beat me,
14:09I'll kill him.
14:10Forget your face for a second.
14:12I heard some billionaire's kid
14:14just transferred to our school from overseas.
14:16Who do you think it is?
14:17I looked up
14:18and met Sebastian's clean, calm eyes.
14:21He pointed at a problem on his worksheet.
14:24Then he smiled sincerely.
14:25Lily,
14:26can you explain this one to me?
14:29By late spring,
14:31graduation was only a month away.
14:33For the graduation showcase,
14:35Bella was in charge of costume sizes.
14:37She stood at the front of the classroom
14:39with a clipboard
14:40and asked everyone.
14:42When she got to me,
14:44she looked down at the form.
14:46Lily,
14:46should I put you down for XL or XXL?
14:49I looked up for my corrections.
14:52For some reason,
14:53I felt embarrassed saying it.
14:55I wear a small.
15:00The classroom went fire.
15:11Their shock told me
15:13no one had really noticed the change
15:14except Sebastian and Lucas.
15:16After months of eating healthy
15:18and walking laps,
15:19I had lost a lot of weight.
15:20Holy shit.
15:21Is that Lily?
15:22I told you.
15:23Her face was always pretty.
15:25Just had to lose the weight.
15:26Bella's face turned ugly.
15:28Ethan,
15:29who had not spoken to me in a long time,
15:31looked stunned too.
15:33That look made me even more uncomfortable.
15:35I was used to people staring at how much I ate,
15:38not at my face.
15:40Ethan coughed and turned to Bella.
15:42Isn't the lead singer spot still open?
15:44Maybe Lily should do it this year.
15:46Bella had always been the default lead
15:47for school performances.
15:49Bella's smile almost cracks.
15:52Lily's not as tall as me.
15:53I'm not sure she can pull off the dress.
15:56She's prettier than you.
15:58We can buy a different dress.
16:00Blake shot up from his suit.
16:02What the hell is that supposed to mean?
16:04You're defending fat girl now?
16:06She lost some weight
16:07and suddenly you like her?
16:10Ethan glanced at me.
16:12His voice dropped.
16:14Why not?
16:16Besides,
16:17she might not even look at me now.
16:18Something in that sentence
16:20must have hit Lucas.
16:21He suddenly threw the cup in his hand.
16:23The cup shatters against the wall.
16:28The whole room went silent.
16:30Lucas leaned back like nothing had happened.
16:32Sorry.
16:33My hand slipped.
16:34The interruption killed Ethan's mood
16:36to keep talking.
16:37When Lucas bent down
16:38to pick up the glass,
16:40a shard cut into his palm.
16:41He acted like he did not feel it.
16:43By the time he stopped
16:44in front of my desk,
16:46blood was already dripping
16:47from his fingers.
16:48His eyes landed
16:49on the box of bandages on my desk.
16:51His voice was low.
16:53Can I borrow one?
16:54It won't stop bleeding.
16:56Sebastian gave a soft laugh.
16:58Wow.
17:00You really know how to put on a show.
17:02I looked away from Sebastian.
17:04Then I shook my head at Lucas.
17:09Lucas.
17:10No.
17:10Whether Lucas bled or not
17:12had nothing to do with me.
17:13I did not know
17:14why he had to come to me for this.
17:16Lucas did not look surprised.
17:18The color slowly drains
17:19from Lucas' face.
17:20When he spoke again,
17:21his voice was even softer.
17:22I get it.
17:26In the end,
17:27I became the lead singer
17:29for the graduation showcase.
17:30After that day,
17:31I experienced a lot of firsts.
17:34The first time someone called me pretty
17:35on the school subreddit.
17:37The first time a boy asked me out.
17:40The first time,
17:41so many people were nice to me
17:43for no reason.
17:44Boys from other classes
17:45even came to our room
17:46between periods.
17:47Lily,
17:47I accidentally got an extra coffee.
17:49You want it?
17:49I refused out of habit,
17:51but Sebastian stopped the boy
17:53before he could leave.
17:54Lily,
17:54I think my blood sugar is low.
17:56I want the coffee,
17:58but I forgot my wallet.
17:59His calm voice
18:00did not sound convincing at all.
18:01It sounded like he was teasing me.
18:03It's okay.
18:04I have cash.
18:06I took out my little wallet
18:07and counted out $15 for the boy.
18:11Can I buy it?
18:12My friend wants it.
18:13The boy's face twisted.
18:18Being around Sebastian was easy.
18:20Even when more people
18:22started showing interest in me,
18:24I still only stayed close to him.
18:26Because of that,
18:27rumors about us
18:28slowly spread through the school.
18:30Did you hear?
18:31Lily Taylor,
18:32the new pretty girl
18:33from senior class,
18:34has weird taste.
18:34She likes Ghost Boy.
18:35I saw his face once.
18:37He's disfigured.
18:38It's disgusting.
18:39Yeah.
18:39I heard his face
18:41is covered in burn scars.
18:42Sebastian had never
18:43taken off his mask
18:44or cap in front of anyone.
18:46Even at lunch,
18:47he always ate alone.
18:48If not for me,
18:50he would not have been
18:51dragged into these rumors.
18:52So I started
18:53keeping my distance.
18:55Sebastian noticed.
18:57One morning before class,
18:58he stayed quiet
18:59for a long time.
19:00Then he suddenly said
19:01in a low voice,
19:02Lily, you can move
19:03your desk away.
19:05I froze and turned to him.
19:09What?
19:12He leaned back
19:13in his chair.
19:14His voice sounded tired.
19:16I'm used to being alone.
19:18You don't have to get tied
19:20to someone
19:20with a bad reputation.
19:23They all say
19:24someone ugly
19:24and disgusting
19:25like me
19:25doesn't deserve
19:26to be close to you.
19:27So maybe you should
19:28sit somewhere.
19:29Who said that?
19:29He said lightly.
19:31It doesn't matter.
19:32At first,
19:33Sebastian refused
19:34to tell me.
19:35After I asked
19:37several times,
19:38he finally gave me
19:39a few names.
19:39I remembered them.
19:41They were all boys
19:42who asked me
19:42to come out.
19:44Before,
19:44Sebastian had spoken up
19:46for me whenever
19:46people called me fat.
19:48Now it was my turn
19:49to do something for him.
19:50I found those boys
19:52and rejected them again.
19:53This time,
19:54I warned them.
19:55If they kept
19:56spreading rumors,
19:57I would report them
19:58for harassment.
20:01When Sebastian found out,
20:03he covered his eyes
20:03with one hand.
20:05Sebastian's shoulders
20:06shake silently.
20:07I guessed he was crying
20:08because he was touched,
20:09so I patted his shoulder gently.
20:11No one will say
20:12bad things about you anymore.
20:14Don't be scared.
20:15I made a reasonable conclusion.
20:17Sebastian was deeply moved.
20:22Nothing bad happened again
20:23before graduation.
20:25The only thing people
20:26gossiped about
20:27was Lucas and Bella
20:28breaking up.
20:29At lunch,
20:30Sebastian and I
20:31walked ahead.
20:31Behind us,
20:32Blake was trying
20:33to comfort Lucas.
20:34Don't take it too hard, man.
20:36There'll be someone better.
20:37Lucas walked past me
20:38without slowing down.
20:40His shoulder brushed mine.
20:42He looked straight ahead
20:43and said casually,
20:44Why would I be upset?
20:46I never liked her anyway.
20:49Sebastian glanced ahead.
20:51Then he smiled faintly.
20:53Lily,
20:54sounds like there's a dog
20:56barking somewhere.
20:59By the time finals ended,
21:01I already knew
21:02I had done better than usual.
21:04The day after results came out,
21:05Ms. Carter asked Rachel
21:07to organize one last senior dinner.
21:09When I arrived,
21:10I saw Lucas outside the restaurant.
21:12The red spark flickered in the dark.
21:15His eyes stayed on me.
21:16I looked away
21:17as if I had not seen him.
21:19I tried to walk around him.
21:21Lucas grabbed my wrist.
21:22He pulled me back
21:23until my back hit his chest.
21:30Are you insane?
21:32He caught my other wrist
21:34without even looking.
21:35Lucas looked down at me.
21:36No matter how I beg now,
21:38you won't give me another chance, right?
21:39I avoided his eyes.
21:41I don't know what you're talking about.
21:43Don't lie.
21:45Lucas smiled faintly.
21:46You know exactly what I mean.
21:49He pinched my chin
21:50and made me face him.
21:52You know,
21:52I said I never liked Bella
21:53because I wanted you to hear it.
21:55I went quiet.
21:56I stopped struggling.
21:57After a long moment,
21:58I looked back at him calmly.
22:00Yes, I know.
22:02I also know you liked me
22:03a long time ago.
22:04Otherwise,
22:05I wouldn't have been stupid enough
22:06to confess to you.
22:12The first time I tried to lose weight,
22:14I hid it from everyone.
22:16I ate almost nothing.
22:17I walked home every day
22:18instead of taking the bus.
22:20I wanted to lose weight
22:21as fast as possible.
22:23I wanted to wear the dress
22:24I had loved for months.
22:26Then I wanted to confess to Lucas,
22:28but Lucas noticed my pale face.
22:30He also noticed my hand
22:31pressed against my stomach.
22:33He had been about to leave
22:34for basketball with Blake
22:35and the others.
22:36Period cramps?
22:36I'm fine.
22:38Lucas did not believe me.
22:40He kept insisting
22:41on taking me to the hospital.
22:42I had no choice
22:43but to tell him
22:44I had been dieting.
22:45His frown deepened.
22:47He used the clinic as an excuse
22:49and signed us both out of school.
22:51Then he dragged me to lunch.
22:53He walked ahead,
22:54holding my hand.
22:59His voice was cold.
23:00I care that much
23:01about what people think.
23:03Even starving yourself is fine.
23:05I was so hungry,
23:05my head felt light.
23:07I barely heard him.
23:09I just nodded without thinking.
23:11Yeah.
23:12Lucas was furious.
23:14His grip on my hand tightened.
23:16But after a long silence,
23:17he still gave in.
23:19He held back his anger
23:20and said,
23:21Can you stop starving yourself?
23:23If anyone makes another joke
23:25about your body,
23:25I'll shut them up.
23:27Is that enough?
23:28I smiled a little.
23:30Then I asked quietly,
23:31Don't you think I'm fat?
23:32Like this,
23:33I'm kind of ugly, right?
23:35Lucas stopped walking.
23:37He did not let go of my hand.
23:39He turned back and bent slightly.
23:41His eyes were focused.
23:42I looked.
23:44His voice was serious.
23:45You're cute.
23:47Everywhere.
23:49Lucas said it like he was giving an answer in class.
23:52That was the moment my crush on him grew out of control.
23:55I squeezed his hand back.
23:57For the first time,
23:58I tried to climb out of my own insecurity.
24:01Then,
24:02in the next second,
24:03he pushed me right back in.
24:06For a long time after that,
24:08I could not get up again.
24:12Lucas' lashes trembled.
24:15His grip on my wrists loosened.
24:17Yes.
24:18He lowered his eyes and gave a bitter smile.
24:20I liked you a long time ago.
24:23But being with you meant everyone would stare,
24:26joke,
24:26and laugh behind my back.
24:28So you don't get to ask me for another chance now?
24:32His confession came too late.
24:34I turned and walked away.
24:39After a few steps,
24:40I heard his voice behind me.
24:42It was low,
24:43almost like he was talking to himself.
24:45But I liked you.
24:47More than any of them ever did.
24:50I did not stop.
24:51I took a breath.
24:53Then I pushed open the restaurant door.
24:56Inside,
24:56most of our class was already there.
24:59Sebastian had not arrived yet.
25:02Ms. Carter smiled when she saw me.
25:03Lily,
25:04you did well.
25:05Come sit.
25:08Bella's face darkened the moment I walked in.
25:10Then she suddenly smiled.
25:13Ms. Carter,
25:14don't let Lily's grades fool you.
25:16She's not as innocent as she looks.
25:19I looked at her.
25:21What are you talking about?
25:24Come on, Lily.
25:25We've already graduated.
25:27It doesn't matter now.
25:29She was secretly dating someone before finals.
25:32I almost laughed.
25:33Before I could explain,
25:35Ms. Carter cut in.
25:36Who?
25:37Who is Lily's boyfriend?
25:40Bella smiled wider.
25:43Sebastian Cole.
25:46Bella continued her words.
25:48I mean,
25:49Lily acts like such a good girl.
25:51Who knew she had a thing for the weirdest guy in school?
25:53Ms. Carter's eyes widened behind her glasses.
25:57Bella looked even more pleased.
26:01He never takes off that mask.
26:03Maybe there is something ugly hiding underneath.
26:08But Lily,
26:09you don't have to deny him
26:10just because your boyfriend is ugly.
26:11When he gets here,
26:13why don't you ask him to take off that mask?
26:17Let everyone see those burn scars.
26:20Compared to her rumor about me dating Sebastian,
26:23I hated her insulting him more.
26:27Bella,
26:27have you ever seen scars on Sebastian's face?
26:30She choked.
26:31No,
26:31but then you made it up?
26:33Everyone says it.
26:36Everyone also says you only made cheer, Captain,
26:39because your mom paid off the coach.
26:41So according to you,
26:42that must be true too, right?
26:44Bella panicked at once.
26:46Who the hell said that?
26:48Bella looked around the room.
26:50The restaurant got noisy.
26:52Another group of students crowded around Ms. Carter.
26:55Ms. Carter,
26:56I heard the principal say
26:57some billionaire's son was in our class.
26:59Who is it?
27:00Is he hot?
27:01He has to be hot, right?
27:02He's rich.
27:06Ms. Carter was holding two directions.
27:09The room grew louder and louder.
27:11Then the door opened again.
27:12Everything went quiet.
27:14Everyone looked toward the entrance.
27:19See,
27:21I'll never come my way.
27:26Better will be floating.
27:30For a second,
27:31the whole room forgot how to breathe.
27:33His features were sharp and clean.
27:35The man was almost too good looking to be real.
27:37The girl closest to the door blushed first.
27:40Um,
27:42are you looking for someone?
27:43Ms. Carter finally let out a breath.
27:46Then she smiled.
27:47You don't recognize him?
27:49The person you were all talking about
27:50is standing right in front of you.
27:52Bella's voice cracked.
27:55Sebastian Cole?
27:56The billionaire's son?
27:58What the hell?
27:59So this gorgeous guy is Sebastian?
28:02The same Sebastian who transferred back from overseas?
28:04Oh!
28:06Oh!
28:07Oh!
28:07Oh!
28:08Oh!
28:12Oh!
28:13Oh!
28:15Oh!
28:16The man looked a little unfamiliar without the mask.
28:18Then he raised one brow and looked at me.
28:23Fine.
28:24I accept.
28:25I stared at him.
28:27Except look.
28:28The rest of my screen.
28:33No way.
28:34That's Ghost Boy.
28:36I knew his eyes were too pretty for him to be ugly.
28:38I thought that mask was hiding scars.
28:40Are we sure he's not some actor?
28:42The dinner ended in scattered gasps and whispers.
28:46On the way home,
28:47Sebastian answered every question I had.
28:50At first, he wore the mask
28:52because he had gotten into a fight before transferring.
28:55The bruises on his face had not healed yet.
28:58Later, he just got used to wearing it.
29:01As for why he still took finals after being accepted early,
29:04Sebastian looked at me calmly.
29:07To go to the same university as you, girlfriend?
29:11Only then did I remember what Ms. Carter had said at dinner.
29:15You misunderstood. Bella was just...
29:17This is my first relationship.
29:19Sebastian's eyes softened.
29:21My parents were always working.
29:23I grew up with nannies.
29:25Once, they both missed my birthday.
29:29So I ran away from home.
29:31I thought someone would notice.
29:33No one did.
29:36After that, I got used to it.
29:38He said it like it was nothing.
29:39But I still saw the shadow in his eyes.
29:42My nose stung.
29:44So even rich families could be this cruel.
29:47Sebastian noticed my eyes turning red.
29:50Don't feel bad for me.
29:51This is the first time someone chose me and didn't give me up.
29:57That's enough.
30:04He sounded too used to begging for scraps of love.
30:08That made it worse.
30:10I pressed my lips together.
30:12But the tears still fell.
30:15Don't cry, Lily.
30:18Then he suddenly returned to the earlier topic.
30:21By the way, what were you saying I misunderstood?
30:25I froze.
30:27The tears hung in my eyes.
30:29I blinked fast.
30:32After choking on my words twice,
30:34I finally said stiffly,
30:36Nothing, boyfriend.
30:39If I denied it now,
30:41Sebastian might actually jump into the river.
30:43He needed love too much.
30:46And I could tell what I felt for him was different.
30:49Trying it would not hurt.
30:54Sebastian had already been accepted somewhere good.
30:56But after I chose my university,
30:58he gave up his spot and enrolled with me.
31:01His cold, work-obsessed family barely reacted.
31:04By the end of summer,
31:06I had fully accepted that Sebastian Cole was my boyfriend.
31:10He never pushed too far.
31:12The most he did was kiss my forehead when he walked me home.
31:15Other than being clingy,
31:16he had almost no flaws.
31:19On the first day of college,
31:20reality hit me fast.
31:22Out of my three roommates,
31:24two ignored me when I said hello.
31:25The last one was Bella Hart.
31:28Her cheer record had helped her get into the school.
31:32Compared to my bad mood,
31:34Bella looked almost pleased when she saw me.
31:36What a coincidence.
31:39Not really.
31:41Most students from our high school
31:43had stayed in state for college.
31:45Running into old classmates on campus was normal,
31:48but some coincidences were still annoying.
31:55Like that evening,
31:56when Sebastian and I were eating dinner,
31:58he told me Lucas was in his major.
32:01I felt depressed for a few seconds.
32:03Then I remembered Lucas was good at fighting.
32:05I quickly warned Sebastian.
32:08Don't get into it with Lucas when you're alone.
32:10You can't beat him.
32:13If he gives you trouble,
32:14call campus security.
32:15Sebastian was picking the carrots out of my food.
32:18Without looking up,
32:19he asked slowly,
32:21How do you know I can't beat him?
32:22He had no idea how dangerous Lucas was.
32:25This concerned his personal safety.
32:28So I put down my fork and said seriously,
32:31Don't act tough.
32:33He's really good at fighting.
32:37I've seen Lucas fight a few times.
32:39He barely lost.
32:40Maybe I sounded too serious.
32:43Sebastian seemed hurt.
32:44After a long pause,
32:46he pushed the food he had picked clean back to me.
32:48Then he nodded.
32:49Got it.
32:50I'm useless.
32:51I won't mess with him.
32:53I forgot Sebastian was sensitive.
32:54My words had hurt him.
32:56For the rest of dinner,
32:56he barely spoke.
32:58Even though he was upset,
32:59he still quietly peeled shrimp for me.
33:01I bit my fork and looked at him carefully.
33:04The guilt got worse.
33:08After dinner,
33:09we did what college couples were supposed to do.
33:11We went for a walk.
33:13From the track to the quiet path by the campus lake,
33:16I apologized to Sebastian the whole way.
33:20After a long time,
33:21he finally softened a little.
33:25Lily, comfort me.
33:27I am comforting you.
33:30Not enough.
33:31His breath brushed hot against my ear.
33:34Kiss me.
33:36Please?
33:37His voice was so close that I shivered.
33:40My breath hitched.
33:42Where?
33:43Both our voices had gone quiet.
33:45Sebastian tugged down the collar of his hoodie.
33:48Here.
33:49I stood on tiptoe and kissed him.
33:52Sebastian held the back of my head.
33:55Leave a mark.
33:59Let everyone know I'm yours.
34:01I followed what he told me to do.
34:04I pressed my lips there.
34:06Then I bit down lightly.
34:10My face burned red.
34:12I pushed him away and lowered my head.
34:15Done.
34:17It felt nice.
34:20Next time, leave a few more, okay?
34:23Wasn't it supposed to go both ways?
34:25Why didn't he kiss me?
34:27I could not bring myself to ask.
34:30So I stared at him for a few seconds.
34:32Then I shook my head.
34:34No.
34:35Hopefully, he would understand what he had done wrong.
34:37And next time, he would offer to kiss me too.
34:44After college started, I joined the volleyball club.
34:47At first, everything seemed normal.
34:49Then I realized Coach was strange.
34:52Whenever he corrected my posture, he stood too close.
34:55Lily, raise your arms.
34:57He came up behind me.
34:59I could almost feel his breath near the back of my neck.
35:02I stepped away quietly.
35:06Lily, you can just tell me what to fix.
35:08He did not take the hint.
35:09He smiled.
35:11But you're too stiff, freshman.
35:13Then he suddenly flicked my forehead.
35:15Other girls wish I'd helped them myself.
35:18During break, Bella sat beside him with her water bottle.
35:21She raised her voice just enough for me to hear.
35:25Wow, Lily.
35:27Coach is so nice to you.
35:28If you didn't already had a boyfriend, you could totally consider him.
35:33Coach's face changed.
35:35Boyfriend?
35:36You have a boyfriend?
35:40I looked away from Bella and nodded.
35:44Coach stared at me for a few seconds.
35:47You have a boyfriend and didn't say anything?
35:52What, were you leading me on?
35:55Did you ask?
35:56And honestly, you're not exactly worth leading on.
36:00Before he could answer, Bella slammed her bottle down and stood up.
36:04Who do you think you're talking to?
36:06Your boyfriend isn't even on his level.
36:09He's useless and creepy.
36:12Anger shot straight to my head.
36:14Before I could think, I walked up to Bella.
36:17Then I slapped her hard across the face.
36:20I warned you not to insult Sebastian again.
36:23Bella froze with one hand on her cheek.
36:25You hit me?
36:27The next second, she lunged at me.
36:29We crashed into each other.
36:31All the anger I had swallowed for years finally came out.
36:35Three girls finally pulled me away.
36:37Coach looked at me coldly.
36:39Then he made his decision on the spot.
36:43You started it!
36:45Stay after practice!
36:47Run drills until I say you're done.
36:52Bella dusts herself off and smiles like she has won.
36:59Under the evening heat, I stayed on the court and ran drills alone.
37:04By the time Coach finally let me go, everyone else had already left.
37:09I dragged myself back to the dorm.
37:12After I showered, I was too tired to move.
37:15I was also starving.
37:18Then Sebastian called and made me come downstairs.
37:21The moment I saw him, I fell into his arms and started complaining.
37:26Halfway through, I felt so yoonged that I cried.
37:30Sebastian, I'm so hungry.
37:31I barely ate anything today.
37:34I really want sausage rolls.
37:37Sebastian went quiet.
37:39Too quiet.
37:41He helped me sit on the bench nearby.
37:43Then he went to buy food for me.
37:46After I finished eating, he checked his phone.
37:49His face showed nothing.
37:51Go back and rest, Lily.
37:53I have something to do.
37:54I'll come find you later.
37:55I looked at him for two seconds.
37:57Then I lowered my eyes.
37:58Okay.
37:59I'll head back.
38:03Then he turned away.
38:05But I remembered the message I had accidentally seen on his phone.
38:10Sebastian, that asshole from volleyball, is at the pool hall.
38:12Come over.
38:17I quietly followed him.
38:19For some reason, I suddenly thought of Blake showing up with bruises back in senior year.
38:24Pieces of old memories came together in my head.
38:27And they all pointed to one fact.
38:29Sebastian had been pretending to be weak this whole time.
38:33That guess was confirmed when I stood outside the pool hall.
38:36I looked through the glass.
38:38Sebastian stood beside a pool table.
38:40Coach and three other guys lay scattered across the floor.
38:44Sebastian did not have a scratch on him.
38:47Sebastian holds a broken pool cue in his hand.
38:51The sharp wooden end hovered less than an inch from Coach's eye.
38:56Coach.
39:00You were interested in my girlfriend?
39:02Coach shook his head hard.
39:04No, no.
39:05I wasn't.
39:07I swear.
39:09Sebastian turned the broken pool cue lazily between his fingers.
39:13My girlfriend had a rough day.
39:16How are you planning to make it up to her?
39:19Coach trembled.
39:21What do you want me to do?
39:25Sebastian seemed too bored to answer.
39:27He shifted the broken key.
39:30The sharp wooden end aims toward Coach's palm.
39:34Before it could go down, I spoke.
39:38Sebastian.
39:39My voice was calm.
39:41His whole body froze.
39:46Until Coach and the others ran out in a panic, Sebastian still did not turn around.
39:51I walked over and crouched in front of him.
39:54Then I took the broken pool cue out of his hand.
39:58Sebastian lowered his hand.
39:59His throat moved a few times before he spoke.
40:02His voice was hoarse.
40:03I'm sorry.
40:05I stayed quiet.
40:07After a long moment, he asked again.
40:10Are you going to break up with me?
40:12I looked up at once.
40:14His eyes were red.
40:16Something dark and restless moves in Sebastian's eyes.
40:19He looked nothing like the harmless Sebastian who leaned on me and said his stomach hurt.
40:24I sighed and curled my fingers into his palm.
40:27Only then did he calm down a little.
40:30Of course I'm not breaking up with you over this.
40:33I just don't understand why you lied to me.
40:37Sebastian wrapped his hand tightly around mine.
40:39His smile looked pale and bitter.
40:43Because I knew you didn't like me.
40:47You only agreed to date me because you felt sorry for me.
40:52If I didn't look pitiful enough, you would leave.
40:55Then I held his face in both hands.
40:59Sebastian looked at me.
41:01I feel sorry for a lot of people.
41:04But I don't date them just because they're pitiful.
41:07Liking someone isn't charity.
41:09It's not something I hand out because someone looks sad.
41:13He gripped my hand.
41:13His eyes were almost stubborn.
41:17You can't lie to me.
41:23Sebastian was wound too tight.
41:25So I leaned in and kissed him lightly.
41:28Fine.
41:29If he would not kiss me first, I could do it.
41:33If I'm lying, I'll never get to eat sausage rolls again.
41:36Sebastian finally relaxed.
41:37That night, we walked through the quiet street outside campus.
41:41I swung his hand as I walked.
41:45Listen.
41:46We're actually perfect for each other.
41:48You're really good fighting.
41:50And I'm pretty good too.
41:51Today, I basically pinned Bella to the ground.
41:54She barely touched me.
41:56Her face is going to be swollen for at least a week.
42:00Sebastian squeezed my hand.
42:02Next time, you don't have to do it.
42:05I'll handle them.
42:07But Bella is a girl.
42:11Sebastian answered without much thought.
42:14I'll use a pink bat.
42:16I burst at him.
42:18Then I stood on TikTok and kissed his cheek loudly.
42:23I like you so much, Sebastian Cole.
42:28Sebastian was not the kind of guy Lucas said he was.
42:32He did not only solve problems with violence.
42:35Before going after Coach, he had already collected screenshots, messages, statements from other girls, and proof that Bella had cheated
42:44her way into her cheer scholarship.
42:45Then he submitted everything to the school.
42:49The next day, Coach was suspended from the club team.
42:52Bella lost her scholarship.
42:55She was removed from the cheer program.
42:57Everything happened so fast that I could barely believe it.
43:00Sebastian met my suspicious eyes.
43:02Then he lazily touched my lashes with one finger.
43:05My mom graduated from this school.
43:07She donated a library three years ago.
43:09Right now, she's talking to the school about funding two new dorm buildings.
43:14Later, I met Sebastian's mother once on campus.
43:17Remembering his lonely childhood, I carefully told her to be nicer to him.
43:22That little brat told you we abandoned him?
43:25I nodded sadly.
43:27That year, he was only seven years old.
43:29We missed one birthday dinner because of work.
43:33So, he took his father's phone and texted our assistant.
43:36Told him to prepare the private rep.
43:38He wanted to fly to Melbourne alone.
43:41When we caught him, he was afraid his father would punish him.
43:45So, he hid in the hotel for two days and told everyone he had run away from home.
43:51If the housekeeper hadn't found him eating cake in there,
43:54your boyfriend would still be telling people he survived in the wild.
43:57I stared at her.
43:58So, that was the tragic childhood he told me about.
44:05A sudden laugh came from not far away.
44:08The mood went cold.
44:09Lucas stood under a streetlight, watching me.
44:11So, now you're into violence?
44:17Just because he beat up a few guys for you, you're obsessed?
44:20Sebastian was still upset about me saying he could not beat Lucas.
44:24The second Lucas opened his mouth, Sebastian's face went dark.
44:28He started walking toward him.
44:30I grabbed his arm in time.
44:33Is he even worth fighting?
44:35Lucas is obviously weaker than you.
44:38If you fight him, that's basically bullying.
44:41You could make him cry without even trying.
44:48What if he breaks down and calls the police?
44:52Coward.
44:53You couldn't even like someone in public.
44:57What makes you think you can compete with me?
44:59Lucas' face darkened.
45:01He gave a cold smile and stepped forward.
45:03I had no patience left.
45:05I pulled the pepper spray from my bag.
45:07Then I sprayed him straight in the face.
45:12No one helped him.
45:13He would probably need a while before he could open his eyes again.
45:16For a second, the way he stood there in pain reminded me of myself in the rain.
45:21Back then, I had sat alone on the court.
45:23No one was willing to help me.
45:25Now Lucas looked just as helpless.
45:29Lucas, seeing you like this makes me feel like I finally walked out of that rain.
45:33I would not choke on that humiliation anymore.
45:36I did not need him to suffer exactly the way I had suffered.
45:39This was enough.
45:44Are you okay?
45:45My premium class service wolf likes to engage in group sex in front of me.
45:49I'm fine.
45:49The premium class service wolf I bought didn't like me.
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