00:07How difficult was that experience and how did you change it?
00:14First, the annulment is really hard. It's a very difficult situation.
00:20It's a long process.
00:21Mahal?
00:21Yes. Mahal. Emotional.
00:24Lahat na, lahat na.
00:26Tapos, yung nagsasalita ka in front of itong mga tao na ito na hindi mo kilala,
00:31that you have to say your story.
00:33So, dinanan ka yun because ayoko kasi siyang parang madaliin.
00:37I want to feel the process.
00:39So, I want to, hindi naman to endure the pain,
00:43pero at least ano bang lesson ko dito sa annulment na ito?
00:46And now, better sa situation ko now with my new partner.
00:52Kasi lahat ng mga mali, naitama ko ngayon.
00:55And hindi ko naman sinasabing I was perfect.
00:58Of course, may pagkukulang din ako sa ex-husband ko.
01:00And ang maganda ngayon, naayos ko lahat.
01:04Para bang 360, ano rin siya.
01:06Parang ginulo, para umayos.
01:08Parang ganun yung nangyari.
01:09And I think siguro talagang compatibility.
01:11Hanggang doon na lang talaga siguro yung relationship naman.
01:13Tinanggap ko na lang siyang ganun.
01:15Yung naging attitude ko ngayon is,
01:16ayoko nang ipilit yung mga bagay kung hindi na talaga dapat.
01:19While that was happening, yung problema halimbawa sa marriage,
01:24ano yun?
01:25Parang may mga self-blame din.
01:27Yes.
01:28Meron din, no?
01:29Doon ako nag-start mag-search into mga retreat, healing, ganyan.
01:33Kasi I felt like, ako ba may problema?
01:36Oh.
01:36Parang ako ata may problema eh.
01:38Parang nagkakaroon na ako ng psychological,
01:40parang kailangan ko ba magpa-psychiatrist?
01:42Kailangan ko ba magpa-check?
01:43Dumating sa ganun point.
01:44Kasi sisisiyin mo na yung sarili mo,
01:47na parang bakit ganito yung nangyayari sa family ko.
01:49Eh, same with you,
01:51wala rin hiwalay sa mga kapatid ko.
01:52So parang,
01:54na ano ako,
01:54nagkaroon ako ng self-doubt,
01:56self-pity,
01:57lahat-lahat.
01:58Kasi iba din yung experience nung time na yun eh.
02:01Yung daughter mo was already with you?
02:04Yes, yes.
02:05Did you fight in front of your daughter?
02:08There were times.
02:09There were times.
02:09There were times.
02:10Although baby pa siya,
02:11pero nakikita ko sa kanya na parang,
02:13parang yung pag men nag-a-argue na yun,
02:15ah,
02:16tapos alam niya eh,
02:17stop it, stop it,
02:18sasabihin niya dun sa dad niya.
02:20Parang ganun.
02:21Parang kinukover,
02:22pinoprotect niya ako.
02:23She knows.
02:24Laki ng epekto na yun sa bata.
02:26Yes.
02:26And eventually you had to explain.
02:28Yes.
02:28Now,
02:30dahil malaki na siya,
02:31na-explain ko na sa kanya,
02:32napapaintindi ko na sa kanya,
02:33little by little,
02:34yung mga nangyari.
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