00:00and that's what it kind of came to and what annoys me the most again i have to be careful
00:06how i say this because i don't want to seem like a but for me what upsets me the most
00:11is when
00:12situations like this happen when the other person doesn't take any accountability
00:19that boils my blood i'm not blaming everything on you i'm not saying she's this monster and and
00:26everything was her fault and blah blah blah but take some accountability for your actions and
00:30realize you were difficult you did have difficult moments granted there was reasons for those
00:36moments but you can only pick somebody up so many times before you start losing track of your own
00:42sanity and you want to be there for that person but if they don't if they can't accept the help
00:47and they can't accept the love that you're trying to show how do you win how do you get past
00:53that you
00:53can't there's personal things there's public things there's everything i don't have the capacity
00:59for somebody like that in my life anymore and that might make me sound like a but i just don't
01:04have
01:04the energy for it and as much as i will always love her i don't think i can hack that
01:10energy in my
01:12space no i think it's that makes it makes more sense than anything i think i should take a leave
01:16out of
01:16that book
01:17you
01:18you
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