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No Longer Yours, My Alpha Episode ENGSUB Werewolf Romance AGS
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00:00:00The Alpha Heir could never bond with a human girl.
00:00:02The Northern Pack had one unbreakable rule.
00:00:05The Alpha Heir could never bond with a human girl.
00:00:08Despite that, Alpha Kieran Wolfe still formed a mate bond with me.
00:00:11To be with me, he openly defied the Elder's Council.
00:00:15He endured 99 lashes and was forced to kneel at the altar for three days and nights.
00:00:20Even as blood soaked through his shirt, he smiled at me and said,
00:00:24Elise, don't be afraid. I only want you.
00:00:28Eventually, the Elder's Council finally relented and agreed to let Kieran leave with me.
00:00:33However, there was one condition.
00:00:35He had to leave a pure-blood heir behind for the pack.
00:00:39From that moment on, the phrase I heard most from Kieran was,
00:00:42Wait.
00:00:43The first time, Kieran asked me to wait while he got another she-wolf to carry his pup.
00:00:48He slept with Cecilia Donati 33 times until she was carrying his pup.
00:00:53The second time, he told me to wait again because the first pup was a female and the elders wanted
00:00:59a male.
00:01:00So, Kieran slept with Cecilia 99 more times until she was carrying his pup again.
00:01:05Just when I thought our ordeal was finally over,
00:01:07their daughter, Tyra Wolfe, accidentally ate Wolfsbane at her Meet the Pup party.
00:01:12Everyone was convinced I had poisoned her.
00:01:15When they threw me into the freezing cold storage room, Kieran stood at the doorway with bloodshot eyes.
00:01:20I told you to wait.
00:01:22You know what wolfpate means to our kind!
00:01:26Why would you hurt my pup?
00:01:27My fingernails dug deep into my palms as the pain tore through me.
00:01:31When the storage room door opened again, I loosened my bloodied hands.
00:01:35This time, I was not going to wait anymore.
00:01:41I pushed open the heavy doors of the Elders' Council, forcing myself to keep my voice steady.
00:01:46I said, I'm willing to leave Kieran Wolfe, but I have one condition.
00:01:51I want you to send me somewhere he'll never find me.
00:01:54Elder Lucian Pierce let out a satisfied laugh.
00:01:57If only you had been this sensible sooner.
00:02:00Spending one night in the cold storage truly showed you your place.
00:02:03A human like you was never worthy of our noble alpha bloodline.
00:02:08His voice dripped with contempt as he said,
00:02:10On the night of the full moon in ten days, we'll arrange everything to send you away.
00:02:16And when that time comes, you'd better never show your face in front of Kaiman again.
00:02:20The heavy doors slammed shut abruptly, and I leaned against the mansion's cold wall.
00:02:25In the main hall, Kieran had shifted into his massive wolf form,
00:02:29and was gently letting his daughter, Tyra Wolfe, tug at his thick fur.
00:02:34Cecilia was curled against his warm belly, smiling with tender satisfaction.
00:02:38The perfect family of three looked so blissfully happy together.
00:02:42Cecilia Donati noticed me first, and immediately sat up with alert eyes.
00:02:46She instinctively pulled Tyra behind her protectively.
00:02:50Mrs. George, you're back.
00:02:52Kieran almost reflexively shifted back to human form,
00:02:55and handed Tyra to a servant to take upstairs.
00:02:58Their wary looks cut into me like knives.
00:03:01I'll only acknowledge pups that come from your belly.
00:03:04Now watched me like I was a murderer.
00:03:09After Tyra was taken away, Kieran approached and reached out to check my frostbitten body.
00:03:14You're back.
00:03:15Did you get hurt in the cold storage?
00:03:17As I looked at this man who had once taken 99 lashes for me,
00:03:21my heart ached with bitterness as I turned away from his touch.
00:03:25He frowned slightly.
00:03:26Elise George, given last night's situation,
00:03:30the more I defended you, the harsher the elders' punishment would have been.
00:03:34With your human body, they might have even executed you.
00:03:38We're leaving soon anyway, and I don't want any more complications.
00:03:42Also, Tyra's innocent.
00:03:45I told you it wasn't me!
00:03:47I growled, my eyes burning with tears.
00:03:50Wolf bath is a deadly poison.
00:03:52How could I possibly use something like that to hurt anyone?
00:03:55Kieran seemed startled by my intense reaction, and paused before softening his tone.
00:04:00All right, fine.
00:04:01It doesn't matter now.
00:04:04Tyra is fine now.
00:04:05His dismissive words felt like ice picks stabbing into my heart.
00:04:09He still did not believe me.
00:04:11Just as the atmosphere grew tense, Cecilia approached while rubbing her slightly rounded belly.
00:04:15Mrs. George, I owe you an apology too.
00:04:18I was too panicked at the time.
00:04:20You're not a wolf, so you probably don't understand a mother's instinct to protect her pup.
00:04:25She raised her hand to brush her hair back, and the delicate crystal bracelet on her wrist glowed with a
00:04:30soft luster.
00:04:31My eyes widened as I grabbed her wrist.
00:04:33Where did you get this bracelet?
00:04:36I gave it to her.
00:04:38Cecilia likes antique pieces.
00:04:40I looked at Kieran with deep disappointment, my heart aching as if it were being cut by a knife.
00:04:46It was you.
00:04:49Kieran said matter-of-factly, as he pulled my hand away.
00:04:53Consider it your apology gift to her.
00:04:55Besides, it's just a bracelet.
00:04:57My voice trembled with rage.
00:04:59This is the only thing my mother left me.
00:05:01How could you give it away?
00:05:03You know how much it means to me.
00:05:05I reached to snatch the bracelet back, but Cecilia suddenly staggered backward and clutched her stomach in apparent pain.
00:05:12She moaned weakly.
00:05:13My belly.
00:05:15Kieran immediately shoved me away roughly, his eyes turning frighteningly cold.
00:05:20Elise!
00:05:21She's carrying my pup!
00:05:23He was so strong that I crashed hard into the bookshelf behind me.
00:05:27Haven't you caused enough trouble?
00:05:28My head struck against it heavily, and warm blood immediately began trickling down my neck.
00:05:33Yet, Kieran did not even look back, as he swept Cecilia into his arms and rushed out.
00:05:40Kieran.
00:05:41Cecilia sobbed weakly against his chest.
00:05:44Will our pup be okay?
00:05:47Don't be afraid.
00:05:49I'm here.
00:05:50He replied, his voice tenderly reassuring, each word piercing my ears.
00:05:55We'll be fine, and so will the pup.
00:05:57When Kieran carried Cecilia out of the mansion, I was still slumped on the floor with blood trickling down my
00:06:03neck from the back of my head.
00:06:04I watched his retreating figure, so urgent, and panicked.
00:06:08Yet, he never looked back once.
00:06:12I looked down at the pool of blood beneath me, and suddenly laughed, and the sound was bleak.
00:06:18Later, I took a carriage to the hospital, alone.
00:06:21The doctor saw how severe my injury was, and immediately began stitching and bandaging the wound.
00:06:26By the time they finished treating me, I had lost so much blood that I was dizzy, and could barely
00:06:31stand.
00:06:31I had just stumbled out of the examination room when someone grabbed my wrist, roughly.
00:06:36Elise, Cecilia almost miscarried, yet you still wouldn't stop.
00:06:42You followed us to the hospital, to cause more trouble.
00:06:46Kieran's voice was tight with rage.
00:06:48His brow was furrowed deeply, and his eyes held a bone-chilling coldness.
00:06:52He still carried Cecilia's suffocating perfume scent on his clothes.
00:06:56I came to the hospital, but not for her.
00:06:58I pointed to my freshly bandaged forehead.
00:07:01I was injured too, and I couldn't treat it myself.
00:07:05Kieran's expression froze.
00:07:07He finally noticed the strong scent of blood on me,
00:07:10masked by antiseptic and the thick gores still seeping red.
00:07:16Kieran, you said that once you delivered the pup, you'd take me away.
00:07:20I said, looking at him as my nose began to sting.
00:07:23But now, do you even see me anymore?
00:07:26Kieran's frown deepened as he reached out tenderly to touch my wound.
00:07:29What happened here?
00:07:31You pushed me.
00:07:32I said calmly, dodging his touch.
00:07:34I hit the bookshelves.
00:07:38To you, it was just a casual shove, wasn't it?
00:07:41Kieran's pupils contracted as he recalled the force he had used in his moment of rage.
00:07:46For a human, it could have been fatal.
00:07:48He pulled me into his arms, guiltily.
00:07:50Elise, I'm sorry.
00:07:52I didn't mean to.
00:07:53I was just afraid something would happen to Cecilia.
00:07:56She's carrying the pack's future.
00:07:57If anything went wrong, the Elder's Council would never forgive us.
00:08:00And our departure would be delayed again.
00:08:02I let him hold me while staring blankly at the sterile white ceiling.
00:08:06I had heard these excuses too many times before.
00:08:09I understand.
00:08:10I said, pushing him away.
00:08:12Go take care of her.
00:08:13I turned to leave, but he grabbed my wrist again.
00:08:15Elise, no matter what, you have to believe that I only love you.
00:08:22Everything I do is to help us escape this prison as quickly as possible.
00:08:26Kieran released my hand and, as he walked away, said,
00:08:29When I get home, I'll bring you your favorite cranberry cupcakes.
00:08:33With that, he headed toward the private healing chamber at the end of the corridor,
00:08:37where Cecilia was being cared for by the pack's finest healers.
00:08:41I stood there, watching him disappear into the distance.
00:08:44Suddenly, I laughed, and tears began streaming down my face.
00:08:48I don't believe you anymore.
00:08:49I whispered to the empty air and to my own dying heart.
00:08:52Kieran, I will never believe any of your promises ever again.
00:09:01Kieran was gone for three days straight.
00:09:03During those three days,
00:09:05Cecilia sent me taunting letters every single day.
00:09:09Cecilia, what the hell do you want from me?
00:09:12My voice shaking with barely contained rage.
00:09:14I could almost hear her soft, mocking laugh through the ink.
00:09:18Oh, nothing much.
00:09:19I just thought you should see how happy your husband is without you.
00:09:22Three days, and he hasn't even mentioned your name once.
00:09:25The letter ended there abruptly.
00:09:26In my mind's eye, I saw Kieran gently coaxing Tyra with toys,
00:09:31while Cecilia leaned intimately against his shoulder,
00:09:34smiling sweetly as she watched the father-daughter interaction.
00:09:37I endured the heartache and read every letter she sent.
00:09:41She wrote about him keeping watch by her hospital bed deep into the night,
00:09:45feeding her soup, and holding Tyra with nothing but adoration in his eyes.
00:09:49Each word felt like a needle piercing my heart.
00:09:52The pain kept coming until suddenly I realized I could not feel it anymore.
00:09:56Perhaps my heart had already died the moment I was locked in that ice cell.
00:10:00I was about to burn her letters when a servant brought another package.
00:10:03Inside was a sketch of my mom's crystal bracelet being toyed with in Cecilia's hands.
00:10:07Want your mother's compensate?
00:10:09Then come get it.
00:10:12I shot to my feet so fast that my vision went black from the lingering blood loss.
00:10:18Yet, I did not care.
00:10:20I grabbed my coat and rushed out.
00:10:22In the hospital room, Cecilia was holding Tyra and humming a lullaby softly.
00:10:27Daddy loves you the most, doesn't he?
00:10:30Daddy's alpha power will be passed down to you someday.
00:10:33She looked up when she saw me, her smile deepening.
00:10:37You came.
00:10:38Did you know that during my stay here, Ciaran hasn't even gone on his territory patrols.
00:10:43He's been right here, using his pheromones to comfort me.
00:10:48And our future heir.
00:10:50She deliberately emphasized the word heir.
00:10:52My nails dug deep into my palms as I asked coldly,
00:10:55Where's the bracelet?
00:10:56Cecilia leisurely picked up the antique crystal bracelet from the bedside table
00:11:00And dangled it from her fingertips.
00:11:02You mean this?
00:11:03She flashed a cruel smile.
00:11:05Here's the deal.
00:11:06With your human body.
00:11:08Bow to me, Ciaran's future Luna.
00:11:11And I'll consider giving it back.
00:11:14I trembled with rage.
00:11:15Don't go too far!
00:11:19Cecilia's eyes were full of disdain.
00:11:21Her arrogance on full display.
00:11:23So what if I do?
00:11:25Elise, you're nothing but a fragile, short-lived human.
00:11:28While I possess the purest alpha bloodline.
00:11:31What right do you have to compete with me for Ciaran's affection?
00:11:35Bowing to me is an honor.
00:11:36She pretended to loosen her grip.
00:11:39I'll count to three.
00:11:40If you don't get on your knees, I'll drop it.
00:11:43Two.
00:11:44One.
00:11:45I bit my lip so hard I nearly drew blood.
00:11:47My knees felt like they were filled with lead.
00:11:50But they finally crashed heavily onto the cold floor
00:11:52As I bowed down with my forehead touching the ground.
00:11:56Cecilia burst out laughing.
00:11:58Look at you!
00:11:59You really do look like a pathetic dog.
00:12:03She raised her hand and I reached out to catch it.
00:12:06However, she released her fingers just half a step away from me.
00:12:10The crystal bracelet shattered on the floor, breaking into several pieces.
00:12:14Cecilia covered her grin with a look of mock surprise.
00:12:17Oh my!
00:12:19How careless of you!
00:12:20You couldn't even catch it!
00:12:21I trembled and had just lunged forward to gather the pieces when Cecilia suddenly screamed and fell backward against the
00:12:28wall.
00:12:28At that moment, the door was violently pushed open.
00:12:32Ciaran and Lucian stood in the doorway with grim expressions, followed by several other elders.
00:12:38What are you doing?!
00:12:42Lucian demanded sternly, his voice carrying alpha authority that made me feel suffocated.
00:12:48Cecilia threw herself into Ciaran's arms, crying.
00:13:09Ciaran!
00:13:10I never even touched her!
00:13:12I shook my head desperately as Lucian glared at me with venom in his eyes.
00:13:16Suddenly, a blow heavy with werewolf strength struck me across the face.
00:13:21My vision went black, my ears rang, and blood dripped from the corner of my mouth.
00:13:25You vile woman!
00:13:27Lucian's voice sounded like an echo.
00:13:29You dare harm a pregnant she-wolf and an innocent pup!
00:13:34Another elder said coldly,
00:13:36The last punishment was too lenient.
00:13:39Guards, drag her to the punishment chamber and give her twenty flamshies.
00:13:44Ciaran clenched his fists tightly and stepped forward.
00:13:46Elders, you still want to protect her?
00:13:49Lucian interrupted harshly.
00:13:51She harmed your own bloodline.
00:13:53Even if you plan to run away with her, it doesn't change that this pup carries your blood.
00:14:00I trembled, instinctively looking toward Ciaran.
00:14:04He still stood there with his knuckles white from clenching.
00:14:07In the punishment chamber, wolf guards pinned me down,
00:14:10forcing me to kneel on the stone slab in the center.
00:14:13The first lash came down, and my vision went black.
00:14:16In a daze, I remembered when I had broken up with Ciaran,
00:14:20on the day he decided to rebel against his family, to be with me.
00:14:23That night it poured rain, and he stood outside my window,
00:14:27letting the storm drench him until he burned with a high fever.
00:14:30When I went to see him, he was delirious with fever.
00:14:33Yet, he still grabbed my hand and said,
00:14:36Elise, remember, even if it means fighting the whole world,
00:14:40I want only you as my mate.
00:14:43At the 15th lash, I seemed to hear his gentle voice from years ago, when I was injured.
00:14:48How did you get hurt again? Let me lick it.
00:14:52It won't hurt for much longer.
00:14:54Finally, the last lash struck, and I could not hold on anymore.
00:14:57My vision went black as I completely passed out.
00:15:00Just before losing consciousness,
00:15:02I saw Ciaran anxiously pulling me into his arms.
00:15:07When I woke up again, I was lying face down on a bed.
00:15:10Even the slightest movement sent searing pain across my back.
00:15:15Elise!
00:15:16Ciaran immediately rushed over.
00:15:18His eyes bloodshot with exhaustion.
00:15:21You're awake.
00:15:22Does it still hurt?
00:15:24I silently pulled my hand away, unwilling to look at him.
00:15:27Ciaran stiffened for a moment before speaking again to explain.
00:15:30Elise, it's not that I didn't want to stop them.
00:15:34But in that situation, the more I resisted,
00:15:36the harsher the Elder's punishment would have been.
00:15:39Elder Lucian even considered executing you.
00:15:41I had to protect your life first.
00:15:44So, I said with a hoarse voice,
00:15:47You also believe I hurt your pup?
00:15:49Ciaran's Adam's apple bobbed once.
00:15:51Ultimately, he chose silence.
00:15:53This moment of silence was like a dull blade,
00:15:56brutally cutting through my last shred of hope.
00:15:59With reddened eyes, I slowly said,
00:16:01I'll ask you just one question.
00:16:04Ciaran Wolf, in the name of the moon and our mate bond,
00:16:07do you believe me?
00:16:11Ciaran frowned, anger creeping into his voice.
00:16:14Elise, there are bruises on Tyra,
00:16:16and Cecilia named you herself.
00:16:19There's a witness and evidence.
00:16:21How do you expect me to believe you?
00:16:23Didn't I tell you that everything would be fine once this was all over?
00:16:26Why did you have to provoke Cecilia?
00:16:29My tears suddenly started falling.
00:16:31I thought I would not feel pain anymore,
00:16:33but my chest still felt like it was being viciously torn apart.
00:16:36I hurriedly turned my head away,
00:16:38not wanting him to see me looking so pathetic and weak.
00:16:41Go.
00:16:42I whispered so quietly it was barely audible.
00:16:45Just wait a little longer, okay?
00:16:47His voice softened as he tried to approach me again.
00:16:50Soon, once Cecilia gives birth to this pup,
00:16:53we'll definitely be able to leave.
00:16:55I swear,
00:16:57I'll take you to see the southern seas that never freeze.
00:17:01We would go back to how things were?
00:17:03I closed my eyes,
00:17:04my throat tightening.
00:17:05I knew well that we could never go back.
00:17:08After all,
00:17:08he had Cecilia now,
00:17:10and two pups.
00:17:11For their sake,
00:17:12he had hurt me again and again,
00:17:14choosing others over me time after time.
00:17:16I slowly turned over to face away from him,
00:17:19not wanting to say another word.
00:17:24Kieran looked at me,
00:17:26his face twisted with pain.
00:17:27In the end,
00:17:28he only reached out to brush my hair,
00:17:31whispering,
00:17:31Sleep.
00:17:32I'll stay here with you.
00:17:33Before he even finished,
00:17:35the door was violently pushed open,
00:17:37and a beater stood there frantically.
00:17:39Alpha,
00:17:40Miss Donati has been crying and calling for you.
00:17:42The healer says emotional fluctuations may hurt the pup.
00:17:45Kieran frowned.
00:17:46He glanced at my turned back,
00:17:48and hesitated for a moment.
00:17:50Then he stood up.
00:17:51Elise,
00:17:53I...
00:17:53I let out a self-mocking laugh,
00:17:56and murmured,
00:17:57Go.
00:17:58Wait for me.
00:17:59I'll go check on them.
00:18:00Then come right back to take care of you.
00:18:02Watching his retreating figure,
00:18:04I smiled bitterly.
00:18:05You're a liar,
00:18:07Kieran.
00:18:08You won't be coming back.
00:18:10Sure enough,
00:18:11he never returned that night.
00:18:12I was discharged the next day,
00:18:14and it was pouring rain outside.
00:18:16I packed my belongings,
00:18:18and stood at the hospital entrance,
00:18:20watching Kieran's carriage slowly approach.
00:18:22As soon as I opened the carriage door,
00:18:24I saw Cecilia holding Tyra in the passenger seat.
00:18:27Kieran.
00:18:28Cecilia saw me,
00:18:29and immediately shrank closer to him.
00:18:31I...
00:18:33I...
00:18:33I haven't recovered from the shock yet.
00:18:37She covered her lower abdomen,
00:18:38her voice trembling.
00:18:39She can hurt me if she wants,
00:18:41but she can't hurt Tyra.
00:18:44Can you...
00:18:45give me a little more time?
00:18:47Please don't make me ride in the same carriage with her for now.
00:18:50I froze,
00:18:50as I stared at the seat that used to belong to me.
00:18:54Kieran was silent for a long time,
00:18:55then finally pushed his door open,
00:18:57and handed me a large umbrella.
00:18:59Elise, wait here for a while.
00:19:01I'll take Cecilia home first,
00:19:03and come right back to pick you up.
00:19:05With that,
00:19:06he closed the window,
00:19:07and the black carriage sped away.
00:19:09I stood there motionless,
00:19:11watching the carriage carrying the family of three disappear at the end of the road.
00:19:14I closed my eyes,
00:19:16feeling like there was a huge hole in my chest that could never be filled,
00:19:19with cold wind rushing through it.
00:19:21I waited for a long time,
00:19:23until the rain grew heavier,
00:19:24and the sky turned completely dark.
00:19:27Kieran had promised to come back for me,
00:19:28but he never did.
00:19:29My communication crystal had lost its glow,
00:19:32and I called out to him repeatedly through our mind link.
00:19:35Yet,
00:19:35there was only blocked silence on the other end.
00:19:38Seeing the sky grow darker with no sign of the storm letting up,
00:19:41I had no choice but to open the heavy umbrella and walk home.
00:19:46The fierce wind nearly snapped the umbrella frame,
00:19:49as I stumbled forward.
00:19:51Suddenly,
00:19:52my foot slipped,
00:19:53and I fell hard into a mud-
00:19:57The umbrella cracked with a sharp sound,
00:20:00and rain instantly soaked through my entire body.
00:20:02By the time I finally made it home in my messy state,
00:20:05it was already deep into the night.
00:20:07As I stood dripping wet in the entryway,
00:20:10I heard Cecilia's tearful voice coming from the living room.
00:20:13Her voice was soft and trembling.
00:20:16Kieran,
00:20:16I know you only have Elise in your heart,
00:20:20but this really is a special situation.
00:20:22My milk ducts are blocked,
00:20:24and it hurts so much,
00:20:26and Tyara keeps crying for milk.
00:20:27She sobbed.
00:20:29The usual methods don't work,
00:20:30and the healer said,
00:20:32perhaps the pup's father has to
00:20:35help.
00:20:36Just think of it as for Tyara's sake.
00:20:38Please help me.
00:20:40Don't worry.
00:20:41Elise will never know.
00:20:42I froze at the doorway,
00:20:44and it felt like all the blood in my body had run cold.
00:20:47In the living room,
00:20:48I could not see his expression,
00:20:50only his tense back.
00:20:51After a long silence,
00:20:53I watched Kieran's left hand slowly rise,
00:20:55his fingertips parting Cecilia's clothing,
00:20:58as his right hand slid over her pale skin.
00:21:01Then,
00:21:01right before my eyes,
00:21:03he lowered his head,
00:21:04and pressed his lips against that softness.
00:21:08I was struck motionless,
00:21:10like lightning had hit me directly.
00:21:12Time seemed to stretch endlessly,
00:21:15each second feeling like a knife,
00:21:16stabbing into my eyes,
00:21:18and carving into my soul.
00:21:19I watched helplessly as Kieran leaned down.
00:21:22I watched as his lips touched Cecilia's chest,
00:21:25and I certainly watched as he sucked gently,
00:21:28over and over again.
00:21:30Cecilia let out a satisfied moan,
00:21:32threading her fingers through his hair.
00:21:34This side needs attention too.
00:21:36Kieran frowned slightly.
00:21:38But that side isn't blocked, is it?
00:21:40Cecilia did not answer with words.
00:21:42Instead,
00:21:42she wrapped her arms around his neck,
00:21:44and pressed his face against her.
00:21:46After a moment of silence,
00:21:47he lowered his head again.
00:21:49I could not watch anymore,
00:21:50and vaulted into the rain.
00:21:52The storm poured down on me,
00:21:54but I felt no cold.
00:21:56My mind was filled with memories of our first time together,
00:21:59how careful Kieran had been,
00:22:01how he had treasured me,
00:22:02and how he had whispered in my ear with that husky voice.
00:22:05Elise, you're my first,
00:22:07and you'll be my last.
00:22:09Now, those same lips were on another woman.
00:22:12My heart ached,
00:22:13and it hurt worse than the lashes.
00:22:14I bent over and crouched in the rain
00:22:16until my legs went numb,
00:22:18waiting until the mansion's lights finally went out,
00:22:21before stumbling back like a lost soul,
00:22:23and collapsing in an empty room.
00:22:27The fever hit hard and fast in the middle of the night.
00:22:30Half conscious,
00:22:31I heard Kieran's deep, gentle voice from the master bedroom.
00:22:35He was humming an old werewolf lullaby,
00:22:37one used to soothe their young.
00:22:39Of course,
00:22:40he was doing prenatal bonding with the pup in Cecilia's belly,
00:22:43using a method reserved only for the closest of kin,
00:22:47just like he had once promised me,
00:22:49saying,
00:22:49When we have our pup,
00:22:51I'll sing our ancestors' songs to help him sleep every...
00:22:54I did not know how long had passed,
00:22:56before I heard someone calling me.
00:22:58Elise!
00:23:00Elise!
00:23:01I struggled to open my eyes,
00:23:03and saw Kieran sitting by the bed with a bowl of medicine.
00:23:06How did you get this sick?
00:23:08He touched my forehead with the same gentle care as before.
00:23:11However,
00:23:12when he got close,
00:23:13all I could see was what I had witnessed in that bedroom.
00:23:16I turned away,
00:23:17refusing his touch.
00:23:19Elise,
00:23:20I'll leave the medicine and water here.
00:23:22He paused,
00:23:23his voice strained.
00:23:25Cecilia is sick and carrying my pup.
00:23:27Plus,
00:23:27she has Tyra to care for,
00:23:29so she'll be staying in our house for now.
00:23:32The master bedroom will be theirs for the time being.
00:23:35You'll stay in this room for the next few days and shouldn't leave,
00:23:38in case they catch something from you.
00:23:40I'll have the door locked from the outside,
00:23:41and Brad will bring you food and medicine.
00:23:46Without waiting for my response,
00:23:48Kieran practically fled the room to go care for Cecilia and Tyra.
00:23:51The lock clicked shut,
00:23:52and my tears fell instantly.
00:23:55How ridiculous.
00:23:56I had once been the treasure he held in the palm of his hand,
00:23:59but now I had become nothing but a danger
00:24:02that needed to be locked away.
00:24:04Maybe it was Cecilia's doing,
00:24:06but over the next few days,
00:24:07no one brought me water or food on schedule.
00:24:10My fever would not break,
00:24:12leaving me dizzy and lightheaded,
00:24:14while I constantly heard laughter and joy from outside.
00:24:17From the living room came the sound of a familiar,
00:24:20magical projection,
00:24:21playing one Kieran used to watch with me,
00:24:23wrapped in his arms.
00:24:25Cecilia's soft voice drifted through the door,
00:24:28sweet and intimate.
00:24:29This scene always makes me cry.
00:24:31Hold me tighter, just like this.
00:24:34Kieran chuckled warmly.
00:24:36All right, come here.
00:24:38You're such a baby.
00:24:40They shared candlelit dinners in the living room,
00:24:42just like the surprises he used to cook for me every month.
00:24:45The clink of wine glasses and their quiet laughter carried clearly to my room.
00:24:50Later that night,
00:24:50their voices turned softer,
00:24:52more tender,
00:24:53as they talked about the future.
00:24:54It's a boy,
00:24:55I want to name him Fenlore.
00:24:57Strong,
00:24:58just like his father.
00:24:59What do you think?
00:25:00Fenlore sounds perfect.
00:25:01And if it's a girl,
00:25:03Serafina,
00:25:04she'll be as beautiful as you.
00:25:06I curled up on the bed,
00:25:07biting the blanket hard,
00:25:08refusing to let myself cry out loud.
00:25:14After three full days of fever,
00:25:16I finally recovered.
00:25:18The day I walked out of my room
00:25:19happened to be Tyra's official pack recognition ceremony,
00:25:23the Moonlight Ritual.
00:25:24The ceremony was held at the pack's sacred ground,
00:25:27a moonlit grove surrounded by ancient oak trees.
00:25:31A bonfire blazed bright
00:25:32while the scent of roasted venison filled the air,
00:25:35and the werewolves drank honey mead
00:25:37as the atmosphere grew festive.
00:25:38Lucian and several elders beamed with joy
00:25:42as they held the swaddled Tyra
00:25:44while she received blessings from the pack members.
00:25:47Exquisite jewellery and precious toys
00:25:49were piled high like a small mountain.
00:25:51Ciaran,
00:25:52this is for Cecilia.
00:25:53Lucian smiled
00:25:54as he handed over a wooden box.
00:25:57Inside was a ring set
00:25:58with an enormous milky white gem
00:26:00that seemed to pulse with moonlight.
00:26:02It was the tear of the moon goddess.
00:26:04She has given the wolf family
00:26:07a healthy bloodline!
00:26:10Ciaran slipped the ring onto Cecilia's finger
00:26:12and whispered gently.
00:26:13You've done so well.
00:26:14Cecilia blushed and leaned into his arms,
00:26:17and the family of three looked blissfully happy.
00:26:23The guests circled Tyra,
00:26:25praising her endlessly.
00:26:26Tyra's cry is so strong!
00:26:27She'll definitely be a powerful warrior.
00:26:30Her eyes are like Cecilia's,
00:26:32with the color of moonlight.
00:26:33What a union of powerful bloodlines!
00:26:35Long live the Alpha,
00:26:36Chiron,
00:26:36and Miss Donari!
00:26:37I stood in the corner watching it all.
00:26:39My nails dug deep into my palms,
00:26:41but I felt no pain.
00:26:43I didn't expect that it would be to pose for a portrait.
00:26:46Cecilia suddenly walked toward me with a wine glass,
00:26:49her smile sweet.
00:26:50The artist carefully prepared
00:26:52his magical recording crystal.
00:26:54Miss George,
00:26:55Miss Donati,
00:26:55please stand a little closer.
00:26:57Cecilia looked unbothered though.
00:26:58She directly pulled me towards the artist's easel.
00:27:01Don't worry, Miss George,
00:27:02this magical recording crystal won't harm you.
00:27:04It will just record your current state.
00:27:07Look how good Chiron is to me now.
00:27:10Every night he stays with me,
00:27:12wrapping me in his Alpha aura,
00:27:14until I sleep.
00:27:15I closed my eyes wearily,
00:27:17not wanting to listen or argue.
00:27:18We are ready.
00:27:19Just wishing it to end quickly.
00:27:21The moment the magical recording crystal
00:27:23clicked and captured the image,
00:27:24the massive totem pole behind us,
00:27:26a symbol of the pack's history,
00:27:28gave a sharp crack.
00:27:29Watch out!
00:27:32As the totem pole collapsed,
00:27:34Ciaran rushed over and grabbed me.
00:27:36The huge wooden column crashed to the ground,
00:27:39scraping past my back
00:27:41and raising a cloud of dust.
00:27:43Meanwhile,
00:27:43Cecilia was struck by splintered wood
00:27:45and the impact force of the collapse.
00:27:47She screamed as she fell,
00:27:49with a shocking pool of bright red blood
00:27:51spreading beneath her.
00:27:52Cecilia!
00:27:53Ciaran released me
00:27:54and rushed to her like a madman.
00:27:56Outside the operating room,
00:27:57Ciaran paced anxiously.
00:27:59Watching his restless state,
00:28:00I remembered how he had kept watch
00:28:02by my bedside all night
00:28:03when I was injured
00:28:04while gathering herbs in the mountains.
00:28:07Alpha Ciaran!
00:28:08The healer suddenly burst through the curtain.
00:28:10Miss Donati is hemorrhaging badly.
00:28:12The blood reserves don't have her blood type.
00:28:14We need an immediate donation.
00:28:16Take mine.
00:28:16That won't work.
00:28:17Your type A
00:28:18and Miss George is type O.
00:28:20Given her weakened state after the injury,
00:28:22she might not be able to handle
00:28:23the violent energy in an alpha's blood.
00:28:25It has to be human blood.
00:28:26After hearing this,
00:28:28Ciaran's gaze snapped to me.
00:28:30At that moment,
00:28:31I felt like I had been struck by lightning.
00:28:35I stepped back abruptly,
00:28:37my voice trembling.
00:28:38I won't do it.
00:28:40My blood,
00:28:41the one thing they saw as special in this body
00:28:43they deemed a lowly human's,
00:28:45was now supposed to be used as a tool
00:28:47to save his heir.
00:28:48Elise!
00:28:49Ciaran grabbed my wrist.
00:28:50His eyes sharp.
00:28:51This isn't the time for your tantrum.
00:28:54She's carrying the pack's heir.
00:28:56If something happens,
00:28:57we'll never be able to leave.
00:28:58Do you understand?
00:28:59My heart clenched painfully.
00:29:01I wondered if he was afraid we could not leave
00:29:03or that something would happen to their pup.
00:29:05What if I refuse?
00:29:06Ciaran's face darkened.
00:29:07I saved you
00:29:09and that was what caused Cecilia's injury.
00:29:11You owe her this.
00:29:13Is giving a little blood really so hard?
00:29:15He looked at me with disappointment.
00:29:18Ilysses, how did you end up like this?
00:29:20My heart stabbed with pain.
00:29:22Had I changed?
00:29:23He was the one who had pursued me relentlessly,
00:29:26saying I was his only possible mate.
00:29:28He was the one who promised to recognize only me for life,
00:29:32who stood in the rain begging me to trust that he could handle everything.
00:29:35Now he was saying I had changed?
00:29:39My voice shook as I replied.
00:29:41So,
00:29:42you regret saving me.
00:29:44If you could do it over,
00:29:45you'd slave Cecilia and your pup first, wouldn't you?
00:29:48Ciaran froze.
00:29:49What are you talking about?
00:29:50Something's wrong.
00:29:51Miss Donati is in critical condition.
00:29:54The healer urged anxiously.
00:29:55Any more delay and we'll lose both mother and pup.
00:29:58Alpha,
00:29:59make a decision quickly.
00:30:01Ciaran's eyes hardened.
00:30:03Without further hesitation,
00:30:04he ordered the guards at the door.
00:30:06Take her to the blood drawing chamber.
00:30:08I was forced into the chair
00:30:09as a hollow silver needle pierced my vein
00:30:12and my blood flowed out,
00:30:13drop by drop.
00:30:15Throughout it all,
00:30:16Ciaran never once looked back at me.
00:30:18When they had drawn two vials,
00:30:20the healer hesitated.
00:30:21Alpha!
00:30:22Miss George is too weak.
00:30:24If we draw more,
00:30:25I'm afraid.
00:30:26Continue.
00:30:27Ciaran said without turning around.
00:30:29When they reached three vials,
00:30:31in my delirium,
00:30:32I seemed to see Ciaran from when we first met,
00:30:35standing outside the herb shop,
00:30:37smiling at me.
00:30:38I'm Ciaran Wolfe,
00:30:39and I'll be back tomorrow.
00:30:41In the final moment,
00:30:42I completely lost consciousness.
00:30:47When I woke up again,
00:30:48Ciaran was sitting by the hospital bed.
00:30:50I thought he would coax me gently like before,
00:30:53begging for my forgiveness.
00:30:55Yet, when I opened my eyes,
00:30:57I met his cold gaze instead.
00:30:59Did you ruin the totem pole?
00:31:01My mind went completely blank.
00:31:03What are you talking about?
00:31:04Ciaran's eyes were sharp.
00:31:05The elders' council investigated
00:31:07and found that someone had soared
00:31:09halfway through the totem pole's base.
00:31:12If it wasn't you,
00:31:13who else would be scheming so hard
00:31:15to harm Cecilia?
00:31:16A chill spread through me.
00:31:18I'll say it again.
00:31:20It wasn't me.
00:31:21Not this time.
00:31:22Not this time.
00:31:24Not the last time.
00:31:25Not the time before that.
00:31:26Do you believe me, Ciaran?
00:31:30Swear on your wolf's soul,
00:31:32and tell me if you sense through our bond
00:31:35that I'm lying.
00:31:37My voice rose into a scream
00:31:39with the last words.
00:31:41You're still denying it!
00:31:43Ciaran's eyes turned cold.
00:31:45You always ask me to believe you,
00:31:47but what have you done?
00:31:49Cecilia ends up hurt
00:31:50while the pups are in danger.
00:31:53I told you.
00:31:55I only treat her well because of the air.
00:31:58Why do you insist on making a scene
00:31:59if she loses the pup?
00:32:02What good does that do for us?
00:32:05My chest heaved violently
00:32:06as countless grievances
00:32:08and anger clogged my throat.
00:32:09I wanted to question him,
00:32:11to argue back,
00:32:12to scream at the top of my lungs
00:32:14that I had never hurt anyone.
00:32:15I wanted to ask
00:32:16if he had forgotten his promise
00:32:18to always believe me unconditionally
00:32:19and never doubt me.
00:32:21In the end,
00:32:22I just looked at him wearily,
00:32:23my voice trembling,
00:32:25as I said,
00:32:26Fine.
00:32:27Since you don't trust me,
00:32:29let's end this.
00:32:31You can break the maeton between us.
00:32:33I'll step aside
00:32:34so you can live happily
00:32:35as a family of four.
00:32:37Ciaran froze instantly.
00:32:38His golden pupils
00:32:40contract and sharp.
00:32:41What did you say?
00:32:42An uncontrolled werewolf growl
00:32:44spilled from his throat.
00:32:45I glared at him
00:32:46with bloodshot eyes.
00:32:48Wasn't I clear enough?
00:32:49I renounced the bond between us.
00:32:52I'm willingly stepping aside
00:32:54for you and Cecilia.
00:32:55Ciaran punched the nearby table,
00:32:58shattering it
00:32:58as wood splinters flew everywhere.
00:33:00He grabbed my wrist,
00:33:02fury rolling in his eyes.
00:33:04Elise!
00:33:06What are you saying?
00:33:08I've always loved you,
00:33:10yet you want me to be
00:33:11with another woman.
00:33:12I stared back at him stubbornly
00:33:14with teary eyes,
00:33:15saying nothing.
00:33:17After a long standoff,
00:33:19Ciaran took a deep breath.
00:33:20He forcibly suppressed his anger
00:33:22and pulled me into his arms,
00:33:24holding me so tight
00:33:25it felt like he wanted
00:33:26to merge me into his bones.
00:33:28This matter ends here.
00:33:30Cecilia has already
00:33:31forgiven you
00:33:32and I won't hold it
00:33:33against you either.
00:33:35But remember this.
00:33:36He tightened his arms,
00:33:37his voice hoarse as he said,
00:33:39Don't ever mention
00:33:40breaking the bond
00:33:41or leaving again,
00:33:42never!
00:33:42Everything I'm doing
00:33:43is for our future.
00:33:45I did not tell him
00:33:45that to hell with the future.
00:33:47I had already decided to leave.
00:33:49She forgave me that easily.
00:33:51No conditions.
00:33:52I asked softly,
00:33:54my voice numb.
00:33:55Ciaran's body stiffened
00:33:56and he was silent for a moment
00:33:58before releasing me.
00:33:59She wants to hold
00:34:01a moonlight vow ceremony.
00:34:02Cecilia says she wants
00:34:03the pups to know
00:34:04their parents once loved each other,
00:34:06are blessed by the moon goddess,
00:34:07to give them
00:34:08a legitimate background.
00:34:10After a pause,
00:34:10he turned to look at me.
00:34:11But this vow is fake.
00:34:13I'm just going through the motions
00:34:15to give the pack and pups
00:34:16an explanation.
00:34:17Don't overthink it.
00:34:20My lips trembled,
00:34:21but I could not say a word.
00:34:23My heart felt like
00:34:24it was being squeezed
00:34:25by an icy hand,
00:34:27each beat bringing
00:34:28tearing pain and absurdity.
00:34:30Ciaran, oh Ciaran,
00:34:31you already have children with her
00:34:33and now you're even having
00:34:35the pack's most sacred
00:34:36moonlight vow ceremony.
00:34:38What part of this is fake?
00:34:40What am I supposed to be to you?
00:34:42Ciaran kept talking,
00:34:43his voice fading in and out
00:34:45as he explained the necessity
00:34:46of the ceremony
00:34:47and promised we would
00:34:49leave together afterward.
00:34:50I watched his moving lips
00:34:51and suddenly felt
00:34:52utterly exhausted.
00:34:54I slowly closed my eyes,
00:34:55letting those words
00:34:56turn to dust
00:34:57and settle on my
00:34:58already dead heart.
00:35:00I never spoke another word.
00:35:02Ciaran stayed with me
00:35:03at the healer's chamber
00:35:04for three full days,
00:35:06caring for me meticulously.
00:35:07When feeding me medicine,
00:35:09he would always blow on it
00:35:10gently first,
00:35:11then carefully bring it
00:35:12to my lips.
00:35:13At night,
00:35:13if I made the slightest movement,
00:35:16he would wake up startled
00:35:17and frantically grab my hand
00:35:19until he was sure I was okay.
00:35:21When the healer gave me
00:35:22magical healing needles,
00:35:23he would hold me in his arms,
00:35:25his fingers gently covering my eyes
00:35:27while he whispered soothingly,
00:35:29Don't look.
00:35:30It'll be over soon.
00:35:33However,
00:35:35after taking me home
00:35:36from the healer's chamber,
00:35:37he immediately began preparing
00:35:39for the vow ceremony.
00:35:40To prevent me
00:35:41from causing trouble,
00:35:42he even confiscated
00:35:43my communication crystal
00:35:44and posted guards at the door
00:35:46to watch me 24-7.
00:35:48In the huge mansion,
00:35:49only one housekeeper
00:35:50was left to look after me.
00:35:52I did not resist
00:35:53and quietly packed my luggage.
00:35:55On the day of the vow ceremony,
00:35:57my communication crystal
00:35:58was returned to me,
00:36:00filled with magical projections
00:36:01Cecilia had sent.
00:36:03Kieran,
00:36:04in formal attire,
00:36:05tenderly placing a ring
00:36:06on Cecilia's finger,
00:36:07both of them kissing passionately
00:36:09amid everyone's blessings.
00:36:11Their little family
00:36:12happily cutting
00:36:13a ceremonial bread together.
00:36:15Every projection
00:36:15was a blade
00:36:16carving deeper
00:36:17into my already broken heart.
00:36:19Every projection
00:36:20was a blade
00:36:21carving deeper
00:36:22into my already broken heart.
00:36:24Just as I was about
00:36:25to put the crystal away,
00:36:26the door suddenly opened.
00:36:28Lucian stood in the doorway
00:36:29and said,
00:36:30Everything's been arranged.
00:36:32He handed me a ship ticket
00:36:33and said,
00:36:35I guarantee that once you leave,
00:36:37he'll never find you.
00:36:38I silently took the ticket
00:36:39and picked up
00:36:40my packed leather trunk.
00:36:41As I walked out of the mansion,
00:36:43the sun was shining.
00:36:44I did not look back,
00:36:45walking toward the carriage
00:36:46waiting by the roadside.
00:36:47I did not say goodbye to Kieran.
00:36:49For the rest of my life,
00:36:51as long as the mountains rise
00:36:53and the rivers run,
00:36:54we would never meet again.
00:36:57I took a deep breath
00:36:59and forced myself
00:37:00to keep a calm expression.
00:37:01This is only temporary.
00:37:03Everything I'm doing
00:37:04is for Elise.
00:37:05The altar was already crowded
00:37:06with werewolf guests
00:37:07wearing traditional attire,
00:37:09their eyes filled with respect
00:37:11for the ancient ritual.
00:37:12Though this was merely
00:37:13a fake wedding,
00:37:14the elders' council
00:37:15had made it grand and solemn.
00:37:16I knew I should step forward
00:37:18to greet my bride,
00:37:19but my legs felt heavy.
00:37:20The alpha and his mate
00:37:22will swear in blood,
00:37:23nourishing the bond
00:37:24and uniting their honor.
00:37:26I looked down at the cold dagger
00:37:28and reached out,
00:37:29my fingertips trembling slightly.
00:37:30Just as my fingertips
00:37:31were about to touch the dagger,
00:37:33a violent burning pain
00:37:34from deep within my soul
00:37:35suddenly shot up from my heart.
00:37:37The sudden, soul-deep agony
00:37:39made me jerk my hand back,
00:37:40and I seemed to hear
00:37:41Elise's desperate voice
00:37:43in my ears.
00:37:43Kieran,
00:37:44are you really going
00:37:45to take a blood oath with her?
00:37:47What about me?
00:37:48What do our vows mean?
00:37:49The voice was distant,
00:37:50yet unbearably real.
00:37:54I shook my head
00:37:55and forced myself to calm down.
00:37:57Lucian told me,
00:37:58Elise is waiting for me
00:37:59in the mansion
00:38:00and she won't go anywhere.
00:38:01Don't scare yourself.
00:38:03Throughout the entire process,
00:38:04I was like a puppet.
00:38:06Now the alpha may kiss his mate
00:38:08to complete the final step
00:38:10of the vow.
00:38:11Cheers and wolf howls
00:38:12suddenly erupted
00:38:13like a tidal wave.
00:38:14In the crest of the noise,
00:38:15I stiffly lowered my head,
00:38:17moving closer to Cecilia.
00:38:19The ceremony is complete.
00:38:21Congratulations to both of you
00:38:22for becoming mates
00:38:23under the moon goddess's witness.
00:38:25May your bloodline thrive!
00:38:27Beyond the grove,
00:38:28magical flares
00:38:29shot into the sky,
00:38:31exploding in the shape
00:38:32of wolfhats.
00:38:33The grand ceremony
00:38:34was finally over.
00:38:36After that,
00:38:36I violently tore off
00:38:38the gorgeous ceremonial robes
00:38:39and burst forth
00:38:40with incredible speed,
00:38:42shooting out of
00:38:43the sacred ground
00:38:43at impossible speed.
00:38:45Faster!
00:38:46Faster!
00:38:48Elise!
00:38:49Wait for me!
00:38:51I slammed through
00:38:52the heavy doors
00:38:53in my massive wolf form,
00:38:54charging forward
00:38:55at breakneck speed,
00:38:57leaving destruction
00:38:57in my wake.
00:38:58The moment I shifted back
00:38:59to human form,
00:39:01I sprinted toward Elise's room
00:39:02with desperate urgency.
00:39:04Elise!
00:39:05The ceremony's over!
00:39:06We can leave now!
00:39:07Right now!
00:39:08The next moment,
00:39:09the smile on my face froze.
00:39:10It was empty.
00:39:13The closet hung bare.
00:39:15The vanity sat stripped.
00:39:17Elise!
00:39:19Elise!
00:39:20Panic surged through me.
00:39:22I spun around
00:39:22and tore through the estate,
00:39:24the library,
00:39:24the lounge,
00:39:25even the armory.
00:39:25I grabbed the trembling housekeeper.
00:39:28Where is she?
00:39:29I told you to watch her!
00:39:31I had locked her door,
00:39:33increased the guards,
00:39:35ordered the servants
00:39:35to monitor her every move.
00:39:37A human like Elise
00:39:38couldn't leave
00:39:39packed territory alone.
00:39:40So why was she gone?
00:39:42The housekeeper
00:39:43was too terrified to speak.
00:39:44Lucien emerged
00:39:45from the shadows.
00:39:46Stop looking, Kieran.
00:39:47She's already gone.
00:39:49I whipped around.
00:39:50Gone? Where?
00:39:50Somewhere you'll never find her.
00:39:52The moonlight vow is done.
00:39:54Focus on being Alpha
00:39:55and stay with Cecilia
00:39:57and your pups.
00:39:57Gone!
00:39:58That sounded absurd.
00:39:59Elise would only leave with me,
00:40:01just as she'd promised.
00:40:03She loved me.
00:40:04She had waited for everything.
00:40:06If she wanted to leave,
00:40:07she would have done it
00:40:08when I agreed to have pups
00:40:09with Cecilia.
00:40:10Did you force her to leave?
00:40:12My alpha aura burst out,
00:40:13making the walls vibrant.
00:40:17I agreed to have pups
00:40:18with Cecilia.
00:40:19I went through
00:40:20the moonlight vow.
00:40:22I gave you everything.
00:40:24Why did you still
00:40:25drive her away?
00:40:27Lucien stepped forward
00:40:28and handed me a letter.
00:40:29We didn't drive her away.
00:40:31She left on her own.
00:40:33Read this.
00:40:34I looked down.
00:40:35On the parchment,
00:40:37in Elise's handwriting,
00:40:38To Kieran.
00:40:39My fingers trembled
00:40:40as I took the letter.
00:40:41The paper tore.
00:40:43Inside was a letter.
00:40:44Her script,
00:40:45beautiful and neat.
00:40:46By the time you read this,
00:40:48I'll be gone.
00:40:49You won't find me.
00:40:51I'm leaving
00:40:52because I don't want
00:40:52to wait anymore.
00:40:54First you said
00:40:55you just needed an heir.
00:40:56I believed you.
00:40:58Then Tyra was born
00:40:59and you said
00:41:00you needed more time.
00:41:01I believed that too.
00:41:03Then you said
00:41:04you needed a son.
00:41:05I tried to believe.
00:41:08But now you're
00:41:09taking a blood oath
00:41:10with her
00:41:10under the moon
00:41:11goddess witness.
00:41:13Kieran,
00:41:13how much longer
00:41:14was I supposed to wait?
00:41:15I'm human.
00:41:16My life is short.
00:41:18I can't endure
00:41:19endless waiting.
00:41:19When the moonlight vow
00:41:21echoed through
00:41:21the sacred grounds,
00:41:22everything between us
00:41:23ended.
00:41:25The mate bond
00:41:26is severed.
00:41:27We will never
00:41:27see each other again.
00:41:29Elise.
00:41:32Only then did I understand.
00:41:34The pain during the vow.
00:41:35My wolf's restless howling
00:41:37had come from
00:41:37the mate bond severing.
00:41:39I destroyed our love
00:41:40with my own hands.
00:41:41I read the letter again.
00:41:42The paper shook
00:41:43in my trembling fingers.
00:41:45A metallic taste
00:41:46surged up my throat.
00:41:48The world twisted and spun.
00:41:50Colors bled away.
00:41:51The floor collapsed
00:41:52in the wrecking.
00:41:53My entire world
00:41:54plunged into darkness.
00:41:55Alpha Kieran,
00:41:56get the healer!
00:41:57Now!
00:41:59Overnight,
00:41:59the entire north
00:42:00buzzed with gossip
00:42:01about the wolf family's
00:42:02humiliation.
00:42:03I stood in the destroyed room,
00:42:05glaring at Lucian
00:42:06and at Cecilia,
00:42:07who clutched Tyra
00:42:08while sobbing.
00:42:08I tightened my grip
00:42:09on the knife
00:42:10against my wrist.
00:42:11Let me go find her,
00:42:13or we'll all die together.
00:42:14I still believed Lucian
00:42:16or Cecilia
00:42:17had driven Elise away.
00:42:19The moment I woke up,
00:42:20I planned to find her
00:42:21and run away.
00:42:21But the elders drugged me
00:42:23and brought Cecilia
00:42:24and Tyra
00:42:24to convince me to stay.
00:42:25If Elise was still here,
00:42:27I might have hesitated.
00:42:28But now she was gone.
00:42:30So was my weakness.
00:42:31I had nothing to lose.
00:42:35Put the knife down!
00:42:37You're disgracing this pack!
00:42:39Kieran,
00:42:39please,
00:42:40stay for our pups.
00:42:42Everyone pressured me
00:42:43to stay with someone
00:42:44I didn't love.
00:42:45Raised pups born from duty.
00:42:46No one considered my feelings.
00:42:48No one considered Elise's.
00:42:50You've already destroyed me once!
00:42:52I didn't want to sleep with her.
00:42:55You drugged me!
00:42:57I never wanted the pups!
00:42:59My voice trembled with fury.
00:43:02Back then,
00:43:02the elders' council
00:43:03had conspired with Cecilia
00:43:05to drug her.
00:43:05When I woke up,
00:43:06I wanted to strangle her,
00:43:08then kill myself.
00:43:09The elders begged me.
00:43:10We just want an heir.
00:43:12You are the heir
00:43:13we raised for over 20 years!
00:43:16They wouldn't let me run away
00:43:17with Elise
00:43:17without leaving them anything.
00:43:19Even Cecilia
00:43:19knelt in front of me
00:43:20and begged.
00:43:21Kieran,
00:43:22I've loved you
00:43:23for so many years.
00:43:24I've always loved you.
00:43:26Please give me a chance.
00:43:27Her voice trembled
00:43:28as she looked up at him
00:43:29with tear-filled eyes.
00:43:30I'm willing to carry your pup.
00:43:32Once the baby is born,
00:43:33I'll personally help you
00:43:34leave with Elise.
00:43:35I won't stand in your way anymore.
00:43:37Just please accept me.
00:43:39I gave in,
00:43:39but their greed kept growing.
00:43:41After Tyra was born,
00:43:43they demanded a son.
00:43:44They kept forcing me
00:43:45to compromise.
00:43:46Now that I'd finally found freedom,
00:43:48they'd driven Elise away.
00:43:50I couldn't accept it.
00:43:51Suddenly,
00:43:52Cecilia bent over,
00:43:54clutching her stomach.
00:43:55It hurts!
00:43:58Blood stained the white fabric
00:44:00under Cecilia's dress.
00:44:01Quick!
00:44:02Get help!
00:44:02After chaos,
00:44:03the elders rushed
00:44:04the miscarrying Cecilia
00:44:06to the healer's chamber.
00:44:07Cecilia's mother,
00:44:08Helena Graymark,
00:44:09slapped me across the face.
00:44:10Blood trickled
00:44:11from the corner of my mouth,
00:44:12but I stood like
00:44:13a soulless puppet.
00:44:14Mrs. Donati,
00:44:15this was our fault.
00:44:16Once Cecilia recovers,
00:44:18I'll make sure
00:44:18Kian takes care of her.
00:44:20Take care of her.
00:44:21Kian is ready to run off
00:44:22with another woman.
00:44:23Cecilia has sacrificed
00:44:24everything for him.
00:44:25Bore him one pup
00:44:26carrying another,
00:44:26and this is how you treat her?
00:44:28Apologize!
00:44:29Now!
00:44:29I didn't move.
00:44:30I hadn't done anything wrong.
00:44:32Screaming,
00:44:33pleading,
00:44:34chaos,
00:44:34all crushing me.
00:44:35Then an angry roar echoed,
00:44:37This is a healer's chamber!
00:44:39Keep it down!
00:44:40The patient is coming out!
00:44:41The healer's chamber doors opened.
00:44:44Cecilia lay on the bed,
00:44:45face pale,
00:44:46magical breathing mask on.
00:44:48She just finished
00:44:49post-partum recovery
00:44:50and is pregnant again.
00:44:51Her body is extremely weak.
00:44:53She needs three months
00:44:54of strict bed rest.
00:44:55If she loses this pup too,
00:44:57it'll be much harder
00:44:57for her to conceive again.
00:44:59The elders' faces fell.
00:45:00They hurried after the healer.
00:45:01The corridor emptied.
00:45:02I snapped back to reality.
00:45:04Elise,
00:45:05I have to find her.
00:45:06I wheeled toward the exit,
00:45:08but Lucian's guards
00:45:09blocked my path.
00:45:10Alpha,
00:45:11you should see your Luna first.
00:45:13Get lost!
00:45:14Sorry, Alpha.
00:45:15If you won't go willingly,
00:45:17we'll escort you.
00:45:18She's carrying your pup.
00:45:20At least see the pup.
00:45:21I froze.
00:45:23Even though I couldn't stand Cecilia,
00:45:25she was carrying my child.
00:45:27Soon,
00:45:27I was wheeled
00:45:28to her isolation chamber.
00:45:29Just as the guard
00:45:30was about to knock,
00:45:31voices drifted out.
00:45:32Mom,
00:45:33your fake misbearage plan
00:45:34was brilliant.
00:45:36It worked perfectly
00:45:37to keep Kian here again.
00:45:39Her voice was slick
00:45:40with calculation.
00:45:40I had never heard
00:45:41her speak like that.
00:45:42Do you think
00:45:43if I make the pups
00:45:44have little accidents
00:45:45from time to time,
00:45:46Kieran will eventually
00:45:48stay for good?
00:45:52Those words slithered
00:45:53into my ears like venom.
00:45:54My entire body went rigid.
00:45:56Bone-deep cold
00:45:57shot up from my feet.
00:45:58The guard quickly
00:45:59stepped aside.
00:46:00Helena's smug voice
00:46:02came from inside.
00:46:03Of course,
00:46:04Elise is gone.
00:46:05But these tricks
00:46:06will keep Kian in your hands.
00:46:08My eyelids twitched.
00:46:10But don't go too far.
00:46:11With Tyra,
00:46:12just give her a little fever.
00:46:13Make her cry.
00:46:14Never poison her
00:46:15or drop her again.
00:46:17And the one in your belly,
00:46:18don't risk too much.
00:46:20Don't worry,
00:46:21I know my limits.
00:46:21But I already promised
00:46:23Kylan I'd let him leave
00:46:24after the ceremony.
00:46:25Even with this fake miscarriage,
00:46:26what about later?
00:46:27He'll still want to find Elise.
00:46:28Relax.
00:46:29I've already worked it out
00:46:30with Elder Lucian.
00:46:31We've sent her far,
00:46:32far away.
00:46:33She'll never come back.
00:46:34Focus on your pregnancy.
00:46:36Once this pup is born,
00:46:37all the Wolf family's
00:46:38assets will be yours.
00:46:40Veins bulged
00:46:41on the back of my hands.
00:46:42So that was it.
00:46:43All those times
00:46:44Tyra got sick,
00:46:45I thought it was Elise.
00:46:46It was Cecilia
00:46:47and her mother.
00:46:48They did it themselves.
00:46:49All those nights
00:46:50I abandoned Elise,
00:46:52letting her get punished
00:46:53while I sat by Cecilia's
00:46:55or Tyra's bedside.
00:46:56Every moment
00:46:57had been part of their plan.
00:46:59The world went silent.
00:47:01No potions smell.
00:47:02No distant murmurs.
00:47:04Only the thunderous roar
00:47:06of blood in my ears.
00:47:07A metallic taste
00:47:09surged into my throat.
00:47:10Lucian approached
00:47:11with a bag of herbs.
00:47:13Ciaran,
00:47:13why are you standing there?
00:47:15Why haven't you gone in?
00:47:16He moved to open the door.
00:47:18I never expected
00:47:18your dad to give me a name.
00:47:21But you must fight
00:47:22to marry into the Wolf family.
00:47:24Otherwise,
00:47:25your pup will be like you.
00:47:26Born a bastard!
00:47:27Forced to live
00:47:28like a rat in the gutter!
00:47:30He never imagined
00:47:31the mother of the heir
00:47:32he'd adored for years
00:47:33was actually an illegitimate
00:47:34daughter with no status.
00:47:35The Wolf family
00:47:36was a century-old dynasty.
00:47:38Every Luna
00:47:39had been born
00:47:40into noble bloodlines.
00:47:41If their Luna
00:47:42was a bastard,
00:47:43they'd be the laughingstock
00:47:44of every pack.
00:47:45Cecilia had been
00:47:46Lucian's carefully chosen
00:47:48candidate from the
00:47:49equally prestigious
00:47:50Donati family.
00:47:51She was beautiful,
00:47:52charming,
00:47:53and had lowered herself
00:47:54to carry my pups
00:47:55before marrying in.
00:47:56Lucian had treasured her.
00:47:57But now?
00:47:58She was worse
00:47:59than Elise's human status.
00:48:03It finally hit us
00:48:04why Cecilia's father,
00:48:06Alpha Orion Donati,
00:48:07hadn't been seen
00:48:08since the ceremony.
00:48:10Lucian burst through the door.
00:48:11You despicable liars!
00:48:14How dare you deceive me!
00:48:16Screams erupted.
00:48:18Things were thrown
00:48:19and smashed.
00:48:20I wheeled inside.
00:48:21Cecilia panicked,
00:48:23tried to get up,
00:48:23collapsed to the floor.
00:48:25She crawled tearfully
00:48:26to my feet.
00:48:27Kieran, let me explain.
00:48:28I never meant
00:48:29to hurt our pups.
00:48:30I did it because
00:48:31I love you.
00:48:32Please don't send me away.
00:48:34Until today,
00:48:35Cecilia had felt blessed.
00:48:37She thought she'd won me over,
00:48:38gotten to bear children
00:48:39for the man she adored.
00:48:40But now,
00:48:41everything was ruined.
00:48:42I knew the truth.
00:48:44Lucian knew.
00:48:45Soon the entire
00:48:46wolf family would know.
00:48:47Orion had his
00:48:48legitimate wife and daughter.
00:48:50Attending Cecilia's wedding
00:48:51had been his final courtesy.
00:48:52Her only path
00:48:53was to cling
00:48:54to the wolf family.
00:48:55Pups.
00:48:56My voice was cold.
00:48:58In your eyes,
00:48:59they're just tools.
00:49:00What right do you
00:49:01have to mention them?
00:49:03I'll give you
00:49:04ten million gold coins.
00:49:06Don't ever appear
00:49:06in front of me again.
00:49:08As I turned to leave,
00:49:10Cecilia tried to
00:49:11chase after me.
00:49:14Sharp pain
00:49:15shot through
00:49:16her lower abdomen.
00:49:17She looked down
00:49:18at her dress
00:49:18in disbelief.
00:49:20Warm blood
00:49:20gushed from
00:49:21beneath her gown.
00:49:22No!
00:49:24Another rainy day.
00:49:25After the devastating blow,
00:49:27Lucian was bedridden.
00:49:29I took over
00:49:29the entire wolf family,
00:49:31both the pack
00:49:31and its estates
00:49:32and businesses.
00:49:33While managing
00:49:34the empire,
00:49:34I kept searching
00:49:35for Elise.
00:49:36After one week,
00:49:37exhaustion was etched
00:49:38across my face.
00:49:39Still nothing.
00:49:41The guard stayed silent,
00:49:42lowering his head.
00:49:44Lucian and the elders
00:49:44had finally agreed
00:49:45to let me bring Elise in
00:49:47as my Luna.
00:49:48Even without their approval,
00:49:49I would have found Elise
00:49:50and overcome
00:49:51every obstacle
00:49:52to be with her.
00:49:53Now I had the pack's blessing,
00:49:54so I increased
00:49:55the search efforts.
00:49:56But a week passed.
00:49:57Nothing.
00:49:58Lucian had bought Elise
00:49:59a ship ticket to Hindland.
00:50:00But when my people
00:50:01tracked her there,
00:50:02she had never arrived.
00:50:04She had changed ships
00:50:05mid-journey.
00:50:06Then she had boarded
00:50:06a local carriage.
00:50:08Where she went from there,
00:50:09no one knew.
00:50:10The trail had gone cold.
00:50:12Then my assistant,
00:50:13Jacob Terrell,
00:50:14entered.
00:50:15Mr. Wolf,
00:50:16Mr. Narty,
00:50:17Cher has returned.
00:50:18Cher refuses to leave.
00:50:21Ever since the falling hour,
00:50:23Cecilia had miscarried
00:50:24and Helena had fallen
00:50:25seriously ill.
00:50:27Both women's status
00:50:28had plummeted.
00:50:29Jacob walked into my office
00:50:30with a troubled expression.
00:50:32Boss, Cecilia,
00:50:33I ask kneeling in the lobby
00:50:34again with the child.
00:50:35Tyra has been crying
00:50:36through Verenhauer.
00:50:37The guards don't dare
00:50:39drag them away
00:50:39because of the pup.
00:50:41What do you want us to do?
00:50:42Cecilia's tearful voice
00:50:43echoed from the doorway
00:50:44as she shouted
00:50:45toward my office.
00:50:46Karen, please!
00:50:47I know I was wrong!
00:50:49I've learned my lesson!
00:50:50For Tyra's sake,
00:50:51don't abandon us!
00:50:53She's your daughter too!
00:50:54Stay with us!
00:50:56Just come back!
00:50:57I'll be good!
00:50:59I swear I'll never
00:51:00cause trouble again!
00:51:01Tyra needs her father!
00:51:03I looked at the small
00:51:04figure in her arms.
00:51:05Once,
00:51:06I felt some paternal love
00:51:07for Tyra.
00:51:08But now,
00:51:09all I could think about
00:51:10was how she carried
00:51:11half of Cecilia's blood.
00:51:13She might grow up
00:51:14to be just as malicious
00:51:14as her mother.
00:51:15My last trace of pity
00:51:17completely evaporated.
00:51:18I kept scrolling
00:51:19for news about Elise.
00:51:21When Jacob waited too long
00:51:22and was about to take matters
00:51:23into his own hands,
00:51:24I finally spoke.
00:51:25If you ever dare bother me
00:51:26with this again,
00:51:28you can roll out
00:51:29of here with her.
00:51:30Jacob stiffened
00:51:31and hurried out.
00:51:32Downstairs,
00:51:33Cecilia was still
00:51:34on her knees,
00:51:34holding Tyra.
00:51:35Her face was deathly pale.
00:51:37The pup had cried
00:51:38herself hoarse.
00:51:39Cecilia's eyes
00:51:40were fixed desperately
00:51:41on the Lord's
00:51:42private lift climb.
00:51:43Finally,
00:51:44the elevator moved.
00:51:45It descended.
00:51:46The doors opened.
00:51:47Cecilia scrambled
00:51:48to her feet.
00:51:49Kieran!
00:51:49Her hand stopped mid-air.
00:51:51Her smile froze.
00:51:56Why is it you?
00:51:58Where's Kyan?
00:52:00Jacob looked at her blankly.
00:52:02Mrs. Donati,
00:52:03Mr. Weil has made
00:52:03everything clear.
00:52:04Since you enjoy
00:52:05tormenting pups so much,
00:52:07you don't need
00:52:07to raise Tyra anymore.
00:52:09Cecilia's expression changed.
00:52:10She hugged Tyra tighter.
00:52:12What do you mean?
00:52:14Healed leather boots
00:52:15clicked behind her.
00:52:16Her half-sister,
00:52:17Giselle Donati,
00:52:18snatched Tyra
00:52:19from her arms.
00:52:21Since you can't
00:52:22take care of her,
00:52:22I will.
00:52:23I can't have pups anyway.
00:52:26I'll raise her
00:52:27like she's my own.
00:52:30No, Donati!
00:52:31She tried to grab Tyra back.
00:52:33Giselle's armed guards
00:52:34knocked her unconscious
00:52:35and dragged her away.
00:52:37Tell Mr. Wolf
00:52:38we've taken her away.
00:52:39She won't be coming back.
00:52:40Also,
00:52:41congratulations
00:52:41on acquiring that field aid
00:52:43in the Northern Territory.
00:52:44Trading land for a pup
00:52:46an extremely profitable deal
00:52:47for both sides.
00:52:48That was the last mercy
00:52:49I would show the child.
00:52:53News of the major
00:52:54leadership changes
00:52:55in the Northern Pax Wolf family
00:52:57spread quickly.
00:52:58Within just a few days,
00:53:00I caught up on
00:53:01Kieran and Cecilia's aftermath
00:53:02through parchment scrolls
00:53:04brought by a traveling merchant
00:53:05while hiding out
00:53:06in a small mountain village
00:53:07in neutral territory
00:53:09working as a teacher.
00:53:10My heart filled
00:53:11with mixed emotions
00:53:12at this outcome.
00:53:14After all,
00:53:15in my memory,
00:53:16even though Kieran
00:53:16did not love Cecilia,
00:53:18he had still cared for her
00:53:19somewhat for the sake
00:53:20of their two pups.
00:53:22Yet in such a short time,
00:53:23they had reached
00:53:24this kind of ending.
00:53:25Still,
00:53:26none of this
00:53:27concerned me anymore.
00:53:28I had my own life
00:53:29to live now.
00:53:30I pushed the wooden gate open
00:53:31and watered the herbs
00:53:33growing in the yard.
00:53:34When I finished,
00:53:35I set down
00:53:36the watering can
00:53:37and settled onto
00:53:38the wooden bench,
00:53:39gazing peacefully
00:53:40at the orphanage
00:53:41surrounded by mountains.
00:53:42A soft voice
00:53:44suddenly called out
00:53:45from behind me.
00:53:46Miss Eliza,
00:53:47are you looking
00:53:48at the mountains again?
00:53:50Will the big bad wolves
00:53:51from the north
00:53:52come here?
00:53:53The little rabbit-eared girl
00:53:54climbed onto my lap,
00:53:55hugging my arm tightly.
00:53:57Teacher,
00:53:57you look sad today.
00:53:59Did someone bully you?
00:54:01Don't worry,
00:54:02I'll protect you.
00:54:03I smiled
00:54:04and gently stroked
00:54:05her fluffy ears.
00:54:06No one bullied me,
00:54:08Mia.
00:54:08I'm just thinking.
00:54:10Some people's stories
00:54:12have ended
00:54:12and mine
00:54:14has only just begun.
00:54:16Then will you stay
00:54:17with us forever?
00:54:18Don't leave, okay?
00:54:20We all like you the most.
00:54:22I hugged the little girl closer,
00:54:24feeling the warmth
00:54:25in my chest.
00:54:26Yes,
00:54:27I'll stay.
00:54:30This is my home now.
00:54:36It was currently
00:54:37summer break,
00:54:38so only a few teachers
00:54:40remained to watch
00:54:40over the small facility
00:54:42and I was one of them.
00:54:44One day,
00:54:44a few new teachers
00:54:46invited me
00:54:46to go up the mountain
00:54:47to gather herbs
00:54:48and mushrooms.
00:54:49On the way,
00:54:50Kelly linked arms with me
00:54:52and chatted excitedly.
00:54:53I heard Mrs. Lott
00:54:54secured another investor
00:54:55from up north.
00:54:57They're coming to inspect
00:54:58next week.
00:54:59Elise,
00:55:00will you be there
00:55:01to welcome them?
00:55:02I politely declined.
00:55:03I won't be going.
00:55:05I have other things
00:55:06to handle.
00:55:08Oh,
00:55:08Kelly said
00:55:09with some regret.
00:55:10I heard the Wolf family heir,
00:55:12Alpha Kieran,
00:55:13is incredibly handsome
00:55:15and rich.
00:55:17If he's the one coming.
00:55:18I smiled and said nothing.
00:55:20I had worked so hard
00:55:22to move on.
00:55:22I didn't want to see
00:55:23Kieran again.
00:55:25Margaret also tried
00:55:26to persuade me,
00:55:26but I firmly refused.
00:55:28Mrs. Lott,
00:55:29please help cover for me
00:55:31when the time comes.
00:55:32Margaret sighed,
00:55:33but eventually
00:55:34respected my decision.
00:55:36But I never expected
00:55:38to see Kieran again
00:55:39so soon.
00:55:40Late that night,
00:55:41when I finally returned
00:55:42to the orphanage
00:55:43with the other teachers,
00:55:44I immediately spotted
00:55:45Kieran's familiar
00:55:46black carriage
00:55:47bearing the Wolf family crest.
00:55:49My heart tightened.
00:55:50As I was about
00:55:51to walk past it,
00:55:52the carriage door opened.
00:55:54The door opened
00:55:55without warning,
00:55:56and the two people
00:55:57who thought they would
00:55:57never see each other again
00:55:59suddenly came face to face.
00:56:01Time froze at that moment.
00:56:02The earthy smell
00:56:04of rain-soaked soil vanished,
00:56:05and the distant sounds
00:56:07of children playing
00:56:07in the woods disappeared,
00:56:09leaving only the wild beating
00:56:10of Kieran's heart
00:56:11and his rapid breathing.
00:56:13Please.
00:56:14Kieran had not expected
00:56:15to actually see me here either.
00:56:17I looked at Kieran as well,
00:56:19never having imagined
00:56:20I would encounter him here.
00:56:21The moment I saw him,
00:56:23the grief buried deep in my heart
00:56:25surged back up my throat,
00:56:26and memories rewound
00:56:28like sand falling backward
00:56:29in an hourglass,
00:56:31with those painful scenes
00:56:32replaying one by one
00:56:34in my mind.
00:56:34Kylan,
00:56:36why do you still
00:56:37keep coming for me?
00:56:38I want to take you home.
00:56:40He sat across from me,
00:56:42his voice low and hoarse
00:56:43as he finally spoke.
00:56:45I found out the truth
00:56:46about Cecilia.
00:56:47Everything.
00:56:48How she schemed.
00:56:50How she lied.
00:56:51How she tried to destroy you.
00:56:52I saw her true nature
00:56:53with my own eyes.
00:56:55He paused,
00:56:56swallowing hard.
00:56:57I dealt with her.
00:56:58She won't ever appear
00:56:59in front of you again.
00:57:01Tyra,
00:57:01I sent her to a remote
00:57:03pack orphanage.
00:57:04She'll be raised
00:57:05far away from all of this.
00:57:06His eyes reddened,
00:57:07and his voice
00:57:08cracked slightly.
00:57:09The elders and I,
00:57:10we all regret
00:57:11what we did to you.
00:57:12Deeply.
00:57:13We were blind,
00:57:14Elise.
00:57:15I was blind.
00:57:16He reached out
00:57:17as if wanting to touch me,
00:57:18but stopped halfway
00:57:19and clenched his fist.
00:57:21These past months
00:57:22while searching for you,
00:57:24I almost went mad.
00:57:26I couldn't eat,
00:57:27couldn't sleep.
00:57:28My fingers clutched
00:57:29the parchment
00:57:30that my whole body trembled.
00:57:31It was not relief,
00:57:32or grief.
00:57:33It was the sudden,
00:57:35brutal,
00:57:36tearing away of a scar.
00:57:37A truth too long delayed,
00:57:39now ripping open a scab
00:57:40that had never really healed,
00:57:42revealing the festering wound
00:57:43still raw beneath.
00:57:45It was too late.
00:57:46Everything was too late.
00:57:47I had long past the point
00:57:49of needing the truth exposed,
00:57:50and I no longer needed
00:57:51Ciaran's attempts
00:57:52at reconciliation
00:57:53or his regret.
00:57:54Ciaran,
00:57:55I can't go back with you,
00:57:56and we can't return
00:57:57to how things were.
00:57:59When I saw you
00:58:00being intimate with her,
00:58:01I kept wondering
00:58:02if I was the other woman.
00:58:04No, Elise.
00:58:05You weren't the other woman.
00:58:07You're the person I woman.
00:58:09You're the person I love most.
00:58:11Ciaran repeatedly denied this.
00:58:14He instinctively reached
00:58:15for my hand,
00:58:16but I dodged aside.
00:58:17But that was exactly
00:58:18how it was for me.
00:58:20You had pups with her.
00:58:22Sealed a vow
00:58:23under the moon goddess,
00:58:24and lived like a true pair
00:58:26in every way.
00:58:27To everyone else,
00:58:28she was your mate.
00:58:29So why did you
00:58:30come looking for me?
00:58:31There was already
00:58:32an impossibly wide distance
00:58:34between us
00:58:34that neither of us
00:58:35could cross,
00:58:36and I did not want
00:58:37to try crossing it again.
00:58:38Go back.
00:58:40Ciaran,
00:58:41this isn't where you belong.
00:58:42Thunder rumbled
00:58:43across the horizon.
00:58:44I refused to argue further
00:58:46and turned toward my door.
00:58:48The second I reached my room,
00:58:50torrential rain
00:58:50began pouring outside.
00:58:52However,
00:58:53he still stood motionless
00:58:54in the storm.
00:58:55I frowned
00:58:56and was about
00:58:57to pull the curtains closed
00:58:58when someone began
00:58:59pounding frantically
00:59:00on my door.
00:59:01Mrs. George,
00:59:02come out quickly!
00:59:03A child is missing!
00:59:06I immediately
00:59:07joined the search.
00:59:09Together with another teacher,
00:59:10Miss Lena,
00:59:11we hurried through
00:59:12the heavy rain
00:59:12toward the missing boy
00:59:13Elliot's home.
00:59:15The downpour
00:59:15was so heavy
00:59:16we could barely
00:59:17see the path ahead.
00:59:18Suddenly,
00:59:19distant rumbling sounds
00:59:20echoed from the mountain valley.
00:59:22Miss Lena grabbed my arm,
00:59:23her voice shaking.
00:59:24Elise!
00:59:25Did you hear that?
00:59:26That's sound!
00:59:31It's a landslide!
00:59:32We have to turn back!
00:59:33I clenched my teeth
00:59:34and kept running.
00:59:35We can't!
00:59:36Elliot is still there!
00:59:39We're almost at his house!
00:59:40We have to get him!
00:59:41We exchanged
00:59:42terrified glances
00:59:44but pushed forward,
00:59:45running faster.
00:59:46Sure enough,
00:59:47we found the trembling Elliot
00:59:49hiding under the bed,
00:59:50clutching a pile of toys
00:59:51that belonged
00:59:52to his late mother.
00:59:53No!
00:59:54I don't want to go!
00:59:56My mum's still here!
00:59:58I'm not leaving
00:59:59without her toys!
01:00:01Tears streamed down
01:00:02his small face
01:00:03as he hugged
01:00:03the toys tighter.
01:00:05Elliot,
01:00:06listen to me.
01:00:07I promise I'll bring
01:00:09every single one
01:00:09of your mum's toys
01:00:10back safely.
01:00:12But right now,
01:00:13you have to go
01:00:14with Miss Lena.
01:00:14It's dangerous here!
01:00:16You swear?
01:00:17You really promise?
01:00:19I swear!
01:00:21Now go!
01:00:22I quickly handed him
01:00:23to Miss Lena.
01:00:24Take him and run!
01:00:25Don't stop until
01:00:26you reach high ground!
01:00:27After they disappeared
01:00:28into the rain,
01:00:29I grabbed a sack
01:00:30and frantically stuffed
01:00:32all the toys inside.
01:00:33Just as I slung
01:00:35the heavy bag
01:00:35over my shoulder,
01:00:36the rumbling turned
01:00:37into a deafening roar.
01:00:39The landslide
01:00:40exploded through the window
01:00:41in a surge of mud,
01:00:42rock and debris.
01:00:45Time froze.
01:00:46Terror gripped me.
01:00:47My vision was filled
01:00:48only with that murky
01:00:49thick sludge
01:00:50mixed with broken
01:00:51wood and debris.
01:00:52It roared as it
01:00:53poured over the windowsill
01:00:55like the gates of hell
01:00:56opening wide.
01:00:57The putrid,
01:00:58earthy stench
01:00:59instantly flooded
01:01:00my nostrils.
01:01:01My mind went blank.
01:01:05I slumped helplessly
01:01:07against the wall.
01:01:07watching the wave
01:01:08of death
01:01:09crash toward me.
01:01:10Just then,
01:01:11a massive white wolf
01:01:12burst through
01:01:13the churning mud
01:01:14in caves,
01:01:15lunging straight at me.
01:01:16My eyes flew wide open.
01:01:19Kieran,
01:01:19what are you?
01:01:20The moment he charged in,
01:01:22his golden wolf eyes
01:01:23locked onto me
01:01:24with fierce intensity.
01:01:26Kieran,
01:01:26deep,
01:01:27urgent growl
01:01:27through mind link.
01:01:28Hold on tight,
01:01:29don't let go.
01:01:30With a deep growl,
01:01:31he lowered his head
01:01:32and slammed his powerful
01:01:33shoulder into my stomach,
01:01:35lifting me clean
01:01:36off the ground.
01:01:37The world spun
01:01:38as he tossed me
01:01:39across his broad back
01:01:40like luggage.
01:01:41Kieran,
01:01:41wait!
01:01:42He barreled toward
01:01:43the wooden door
01:01:44that led to the slope
01:01:45beyond,
01:01:45and smashed through it
01:01:47with bone-rattling force.
01:01:52The door shattered,
01:01:54but a sickening crack
01:01:55followed.
01:01:56Kieran's entire body
01:01:57jolted violently.
01:01:58A muffled,
01:01:59pained groan
01:02:00tore from between
01:02:01his clenched teeth.
01:02:02I froze in horror
01:02:03and looked down.
01:02:04My heart seemed to stop.
01:02:06A jagged wooden shard
01:02:07from the broken frame
01:02:08had pierced deep
01:02:10into his right side.
01:02:11Kieran,
01:02:12oh God,
01:02:13no,
01:02:14you're hurt!
01:02:14My hands scrambled
01:02:16desperately to the wound.
01:02:17Hot,
01:02:18sticky blood
01:02:18instantly soaked
01:02:19my palms.
01:02:20Put me down,
01:02:21Kieran,
01:02:21please!
01:02:22You're bleeding
01:02:22too much!
01:02:24Stop!
01:02:24I pressed hard
01:02:25against the gash,
01:02:26but nothing could stop
01:02:27the steady rush
01:02:28of crimson
01:02:28pouring out
01:02:29between my fingers.
01:02:30Yet Kieran acted
01:02:31as if the pain
01:02:32did not exist.
01:02:33He kept charging
01:02:34up the steep slope,
01:02:35powerful muscles
01:02:36straining beneath me.
01:02:37Hold on.
01:02:39Don't let go.
01:02:40I'm getting you
01:02:41out of here.
01:02:42The overwhelming
01:02:43mudslide roared
01:02:44behind us,
01:02:45sweeping up trees
01:02:46and boulders
01:02:46like they were nothing,
01:02:47chasing us relentlessly.
01:02:49Kieran,
01:02:49you're going to die
01:02:50like this!
01:02:51Please stop!
01:02:52I can run on my own!
01:02:53Kieran!
01:02:54Kieran!
01:02:55He didn't answer.
01:02:56His breathing grew heavier,
01:02:58but his pace never slowed.
01:02:59I didn't know
01:03:00how long it lasted.
01:03:01But finally,
01:03:02the deafening roar
01:03:03of the landslide
01:03:04faded into the distance.
01:03:09We were safe,
01:03:10or so I thought.
01:03:11Suddenly,
01:03:12the world tilted again.
01:03:14Kieran,
01:03:15who had been carrying me,
01:03:16could no longer hold on.
01:03:17His massive body
01:03:18collapsed heavily
01:03:19toward the ground,
01:03:20but he still carefully
01:03:22protected me
01:03:23in his embrace.
01:03:25Kieran!
01:03:26Just then,
01:03:27I heard the sharp roar
01:03:29of a rescue horn
01:03:30echo in the distance.
01:03:31I tore off my cloak
01:03:32and waved it frantically.
01:03:34Soon after,
01:03:34Kieran and I
01:03:35were rushed by carriage
01:03:36to the nearest infirmary.
01:03:37Kieran was rushed
01:03:38straight to the healer's
01:03:39emergency room.
01:03:41After signing all the forms,
01:03:42exhaustion and shock
01:03:43finally hit me.
01:03:45Everything went black.
01:03:46When I came to,
01:03:47it was already the next day.
01:03:49The healer's apprentice
01:03:50looked at me
01:03:51with a heavy sigh
01:03:52and said,
01:03:53The treatment was
01:03:53a complete success,
01:03:54but due to massive blood loss
01:03:56and an old condition,
01:03:58Kieran has fallen
01:03:58into a coma.
01:03:59He might wake up tomorrow,
01:04:01or he might never
01:04:02wake up at all.
01:04:03My knees buckled.
01:04:05I covered my mouth
01:04:06as tears instantly
01:04:07spilled down my face.
01:04:08No matter what had happened
01:04:09between us,
01:04:10he had saved my life.
01:04:12I pushed open the door
01:04:13to his room
01:04:14and sat beside his bed,
01:04:15staring at his unconscious face.
01:04:19On the third day,
01:04:20Lucian arrived.
01:04:21He looked exhausted
01:04:22and for the first time
01:04:23bowed his head,
01:04:25apologizing before
01:04:26handing me a worn journal.
01:04:27After you left,
01:04:28Kieran recorded in this
01:04:29with a quill
01:04:30every single day.
01:04:32He wanted to show it
01:04:33to you himself.
01:04:34I slowly opened the journal.
01:04:36Wolf calendar year 818,
01:04:38month of Thaw.
01:04:39Today,
01:04:39Elise and I made it official.
01:04:41This journal
01:04:42is her first gift to me.
01:04:43I'm so happy.
01:04:45I'll treasure her
01:04:46and I'll never let her down.
01:04:48For the next three years,
01:04:49every page overflowed
01:04:50with his deep love for me.
01:04:52Then the entries stopped
01:04:53after the elders
01:04:53threatened mass suicide.
01:04:55Two pages were torn through
01:04:56with massive letters.
01:04:58The journal stayed blank
01:04:59for a year and a half.
01:05:01The final entries were written
01:05:02after he came looking for me.
01:05:03Elise,
01:05:04I'm so sorry.
01:05:05I kept asking you
01:05:06to wait just a little longer.
01:05:07At first,
01:05:08I thought I could finish it quickly.
01:05:10But after Tyra was born,
01:05:11my heart started changing.
01:05:12I got soft again and again.
01:05:14Every moment of weakness,
01:05:16turned into knives
01:05:17stabbing your heart.
01:05:18If I hadn't given in that day,
01:05:20we could have married,
01:05:21had pups of our own
01:05:22and travelled anywhere you wanted.
01:05:24But I know it's too late now.
01:05:26I closed the journal.
01:05:28Medical staff wheeled Kieran out
01:05:30on a gurney.
01:05:31Lucian planned to take him north
01:05:32for better treatment.
01:05:34I handed the journal back to Lucian
01:05:36with steady hands.
01:05:37If he ever wakes up,
01:05:38please tell him that
01:05:39everything from the past
01:05:40ends here.
01:05:41From now on,
01:05:42we're like two parallel lines
01:05:44that will never cross again.
01:05:46Elise,
01:05:47are you really sure?
01:05:49After everything he did for you
01:05:50in the landslide?
01:05:51I'm sure.
01:05:52My voice was calm and firm,
01:05:54though my throat felt tight.
01:05:56Tell him he doesn't owe me
01:05:57anything anymore.
01:05:58We're even now.
01:06:00This is goodbye.
01:06:01Without another glance at Lucian
01:06:03or the unconscious Kieran,
01:06:04I turned and walked firmly
01:06:06in the opposite direction.
01:06:08I was ready to start my new life.
01:06:10This was our final goodbye.
01:06:12We would never see each other again.
01:06:15Three months had passed since that day.
01:06:18I thought I had finally buried the past
01:06:20in this quiet mountain village.
01:06:21The children's laughter filled my days,
01:06:23and the simple rhythm
01:06:25of grading parchment scrolls
01:06:26under a dim oil lamp
01:06:27brought me a fragile peace.
01:06:29Until that stormy night,
01:06:32frantic knocking
01:06:33shattered the silence.
01:06:34Before I could answer,
01:06:36the door burst open
01:06:37with a violent bang.
01:06:38A tall, blood-soaked figure
01:06:40stumbled in Kieran.
01:06:42His healer's linen tunic
01:06:43hung in tatters,
01:06:45bandages across his chest
01:06:46already soaked crimson.
01:06:47Rain and blood streaked his face.
01:06:49Those once familiar golden eyes,
01:06:51now wild and bloodshot,
01:06:53locked onto me.
01:06:53Kieran.
01:06:54He didn't speak.
01:06:55He staggered forward
01:06:56and dropped heavily to his knees,
01:06:58forehead slamming against
01:07:00the wooden floor
01:07:01with a dull thud.
01:07:02I'm sorry.
01:07:04Alys!
01:07:05His voice was raw,
01:07:06broken,
01:07:06repeating over and over
01:07:08as tears mixed with rain
01:07:09and blood dripped onto my feet.
01:07:11I stood frozen,
01:07:13ice spreading through my veins.
01:07:16He crawled forward on his knees
01:07:18and clutched the hem of my dress
01:07:20like a dying man,
01:07:21his burning forehead
01:07:22pressed against my legs.
01:07:23I woke up
01:07:24and the first thing
01:07:25I thought of was you.
01:07:27I read the journal,
01:07:29every word.
01:07:30His voice cracked.
01:07:31I was wrong.
01:07:32I should have chosen you
01:07:34from the beginning.
01:07:34I should have fought the elders,
01:07:36the whole pack,
01:07:37everything.
01:07:37I never should have made you
01:07:38suffer alone.
01:07:39Come back with me.
01:07:40I disbanded the council.
01:07:42Sevilia and Tyre are gone.
01:07:43There's nothing between us anymore.
01:07:44I'll give you everything.
01:07:45My title,
01:07:46my power,
01:07:46my life,
01:07:47just don't leave me,
01:07:49please.
01:07:49My heart twisted painfully
01:07:51as his blood soaked
01:07:52through my dress.
01:07:53I tried to step back,
01:07:55but he rose abruptly
01:07:56and crushed me into his arms.
01:07:58His kiss was fierce,
01:08:00tasting of blood,
01:08:01rain,
01:08:01and desperate regret.
01:08:03He pressed me against the wall,
01:08:05body burning and trembling.
01:08:07I love you, Elise,
01:08:08more than my own life.
01:08:09If you won't forgive me,
01:08:10kill me right here,
01:08:11tear out my heart.
01:08:12I'd rather die by your hand
01:08:13than live without you.
01:08:15I pushed him away
01:08:16with all my strength,
01:08:17my voice shaking but resolute.
01:08:19Kieran Wolfe,
01:08:20I once loved you enough
01:08:21to die for you,
01:08:22but you killed that love,
01:08:24piece by piece.
01:08:25Every time you chose them over me,
01:08:28every broken promise,
01:08:29every night I waited in pain,
01:08:31it died slowly.
01:08:32He staggered back,
01:08:33face deathly pale,
01:08:34blood seeping from reopened wounds.
01:08:37I don't hate you anymore,
01:08:38I whispered,
01:08:40but I will never go back to you.
01:08:42Silence swallowed the room,
01:08:44broken only by rain.
01:08:45He knelt again,
01:08:46pressing his forehead to the floor.
01:08:48Then let me stay here.
01:08:49Let me guard you from afar,
01:08:52even if you never look at me again.
01:08:54I only ask to love you
01:08:56for the rest of my life,
01:08:57even if it's one-sided.
01:08:59He raised his bloodied hand
01:09:00and swore fiercely
01:09:01under the moon goddess.
01:09:04I didn't let him stay.
01:09:05That night,
01:09:06after he left,
01:09:07I packed what little I had
01:09:09and slipped away
01:09:09from the village before dawn.
01:09:11I changed my name,
01:09:13moved to a distant city,
01:09:14and built a new life
01:09:15where no one knew about werewolves,
01:09:17alphas,
01:09:18or broken mates.
01:09:19I never saw Kieran again.
01:09:21I made sure of it.
01:09:24Years passed.
01:09:25One rainy autumn evening,
01:09:27a letter arrived from the north.
01:09:29It was from an old pack member.
01:09:32Kieran had been diagnosed
01:09:33with a rare,
01:09:34aggressive cancer
01:09:35that even his alpha blood
01:09:37couldn't fight.
01:09:38He refused every treatment
01:09:39that would keep him alive longer
01:09:40if it meant leaving the village.
01:09:42He stayed there,
01:09:43waiting.
01:09:44He died quietly at dawn,
01:09:46alone in the same mountain cabin
01:09:48where he had once knelt before me.
01:09:50In his arms,
01:09:50they found a worn photograph of me,
01:09:52the only one he had kept.
01:09:54His fingers were still curled
01:09:55gently around it,
01:09:56as if even in death
01:09:58he couldn't let go.
01:09:59I read the letter once,
01:10:00then burned it.
01:10:02I didn't cry.
01:10:03I had already cried
01:10:05all my tears for him years ago.
01:10:07Some love,
01:10:08no matter how deep,
01:10:09can only end in silence.
01:10:12Perhaps this was the mercy
01:10:13we both had.
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