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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 06
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00:16To be continued...
00:42To be continued...
01:00You know, if she wanted other stuff, like, it's hard to act like there's not something there.
01:08It's like our bodies want to make some waves.
01:13Oh, I got that sexy song to switch and crave.
01:19You're a giant.
01:21Oh, my God.
01:37Oh, my God.
01:39Good job.
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04:08Yesenia I think he needs to really find himself here first, but it was so
04:14Refreshing and like a breath of fresh air to hear him actually be emotional
04:20Yeah, I want to I just want a hug. I feel like you need a hug really bad
04:38It's good. I finally know my word
04:45Are you talking about me? I'll tell you that
04:50I know you're talking about you. I know you're talking about me. I was talking about you. I know I
04:53was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I was. I like Sydney
04:56a lot and I'm just looking forward to seeing more of a romantic or potential like physical situation
05:04I don't know
05:06Am I in trouble?
05:20You just needed a hug?
05:41I was wondering when it was gonna happen. Yeah. It was great
05:48This love feels like home
05:51Real. Real
06:01Oh
06:02I'm fucking crying
06:03What are you crying about?
06:07Did you just kiss me?
06:08I did I did
06:13I could see myself leaving Temptation Island with Xavier
06:19I'm crying
06:21I'm crying
06:21Jesus
06:21You make me nervous
06:24You make me nervous
06:26This could be forever
06:31Hit me
06:31That water looks so good
06:33Hit me
06:36Oh
06:36Oh
06:37Oh
06:37Oh no
06:39Hi everybody
06:40Hi Mark
06:41Oh here we go
06:43Mark
06:44There he is
06:45What's up?
06:46How are you?
06:46What up?
06:50Hi
06:51Hi
06:52Hello
06:53I snuck up on you
06:55Hi everybody
06:56How are you?
06:57Hi
06:57How are you?
06:58So the reason I dropped by is to let you know
07:02Tonight I'm gonna see you at a bonfire
07:06Should we say it together?
07:08Yeah
07:08Tonight
07:08You have another bonfire
07:11Tonight's another bonfire
07:15We're getting down to it
07:17And now
07:18Well the stakes are higher
07:21Right?
07:22So
07:23You got the rest of the day to kinda
07:25Get your head around that
07:26It's not something you should dread
07:28It's uh
07:29Actually there's a point where
07:30You start leaning into it
07:32Because it's less comfortable to not know
07:34Than it is to get the answers that you need
07:37Right?
07:37Even if it's painful to see it
07:39The only way out
07:40Is through it
07:43I look forward to talking to you guys
07:44All right see you
07:46Thank you Mark
07:46Thank you
07:47You're right
07:47Thank you Mark
07:49Take it easy on us Mark
07:51Yeah
07:51I'll take it as it comes
07:54I don't know why I'm like so anxious for this one
07:56I know
07:56I know
07:57Like I have like a pit in my stomach
07:59That I haven't had
08:00Me too
08:00I can just see where what I've seen could escalate
08:03And that's what's freaking me out
08:04Yeah
08:06Yeah it gives you like a sick feeling for sure
08:08Yeah
08:14I know dude
08:15I can't keep doing shit
08:16I know
08:17I think we're ready for this
08:18Yeah
08:19We've got this
08:20And we got each other
08:21Yeah
08:21Most importantly
08:22Yeah
08:23Look at it
08:24One, two, three
08:26Bonfire
08:27Yeah
08:27Oh God
08:28It's the worst cheer I've ever been a part of
08:30It sucks
08:31Ah
08:36Burning the oil dry
08:40Trying to survive
08:44I'm not worried about what Jack's gonna see
08:46He's gonna see me making out with Preston
08:49He's gonna see me going into the Haven with Preston
08:51He's gonna see me and Preston having a sleepover
08:53And I can't wait
08:56Holding on for hope
08:58But it's a slippery, slippery slope
09:03The first two bonfires
09:05They haven't been comparable to some of the other guys
09:07But I think going into every bonfire
09:09You're still kind of shit in your pants
09:11Since the last bonfire
09:13Our light has gone off twice
09:15It's going to be a very difficult bonfire
09:20For everyone
09:21And especially
09:23I think one or two individuals
09:28I feel like it just gets worse and worse every time
09:30I'm obviously super stressed to what I'm gonna see
09:33But we're both here to figure out our relationship as a whole
09:36And I'm just gonna take everything with a grain of salt
09:39And keep my head high
09:57I definitely feel as if
09:58What I'm about to see
10:00Is gonna bring emotions of jealousy
10:03I feel like the worst case scenario
10:05Is seeing Sydney do some sexual shit
10:07It's like how you moving that fast
10:09I mean, no sense
10:15Y'all suck, suck, suck, suck, suck
10:21Don't you let it go
10:25Welcome back to the bonfire
10:27By now you know what this is
10:30You're gonna see clips of your girlfriend's experience tonight
10:33And then we'll talk about it
10:37But tonight we're gonna do things a little different
10:44Normally you'd watch a single clip of your girlfriend
10:47But tonight I'm gonna give you a choice
10:51After your first clip
10:52You'll have the option to go deeper
10:55A second clip
11:00You can choose to watch it
11:01If you think that'll help you
11:04You can choose not to watch it
11:05If you think that's something you'd like to avoid
11:08It's entirely up to you
11:14Jack, we'll start with you tonight
11:16Perfect
11:17You good?
11:18I'm good
11:19Okay, let's take a look
11:24All right, let me walk
11:25All right, let me get you there
11:35Straight to it, okay?
11:48You good?
11:51You just know what to do
11:55Okay
12:02What comes up for you?
12:06Finally
12:07Honestly
12:13I'm not gonna even sit here and act like that doesn't hurt me
12:15Because it does
12:16But I'm glad she did it
12:18I mean
12:20This is kind of what we both needed to get out of the toxic cycle we were in
12:26I find it interesting that your reaction to a pretty heavy clip is relief
12:33I mean, it sucks, it hurts
12:36Like I don't...
12:37Like the thought of that is just mind-boggling, but...
12:44And you can understand that she's probably had her mind boggled as well
12:48Correct
12:50That says a lot too
12:52Yeah
12:57Let's run the second one
12:59Okay
13:04Did you think coming into this experience you'd be sleeping in a bed with some...
13:07Nope
13:07Some girl
13:14It's a hard watch
13:18Like giant
13:28Fuck this chick, dude
13:31It's all good, honestly
13:34I'm not gonna even sit here
13:35Like it's so hard to watch
13:36But I feel like this is like...
13:38This is just what we needed
13:41Like truthfully
13:41Like I feel like it can just finally just be me
13:44And just focus on myself
13:45And really just do my own thing
13:47And I think I'll get a lot farther in life that way
13:50Do you think there's any part of you that when you guys are at a final bonfire
13:54You'd be able to look across from one another and maybe as a couple
13:58Find each other again?
14:00I think
14:02In a perfect world
14:04Yeah, I mean, I'm a very forgiving person
14:07If she could be forgiving of what I've done and we could move on and talk about it
14:13Um...
14:15I mean, I love her to death
14:17I mean, I would love to be with her
14:19But I just don't know if that's gonna end up happening
14:25I get it
14:26I get it, and thanks for sharing
14:28And I'm sorry this was painful to watch
14:29No, it's okay
14:33Okay, let's move on
14:35Cole, you ready?
14:36Yep
14:37Okay, let's take a look
14:42I just think like energy is just such a big thing
14:45It is
14:46When I first started dating Cole, he was like, I've never heard the term energy
14:49I was like, that's my life
14:52Yeah, you can only meet someone to the depth like they've met themselves
14:57That's literally it
14:58Bradley, I dare you to kiss Scarlett's toe
15:04You're doing that
15:05I'm down for that
15:07I'm down for that
15:22I'm down for that
15:25She's all about energy, the universe, things like that
15:29I mean, what she's kind of describing to him, I mean, it's not...
15:32Doesn't come off to me as like special though
15:34She said she wants to, you know, be with me long term
15:37But she doesn't have that fiery connection, you know, that she's searching for
15:43And it hurts because she expressed it, she had it in a prior relationship
15:47Oh
15:47That was not good by any means
15:50And so it hurts
15:51I crossed every box for her except
15:54At times that like, just fiery feeling
15:57Well, the fiery feeling is a big deal
15:58For sure
15:59And that it hurts that she had it with somebody else is a good sign
16:03Yeah
16:03That it hurts you to think that somebody else lit the fire
16:09Let's me know that there's an emotional part of you, you've yet to really examine
16:17Yeah
16:19Do you wanna see the second clip?
16:25Yeah, let's rip it
16:27Rip it
16:33Does this make me live?
16:34Sick?
16:35Yeah, it does
16:42Your paint's gonna get all over my bikini
16:47He's like, I see you, he gets me
16:51I see what you're going through
16:52And I'm like, holy fuck, like I don't have to settle
16:56Exactly
17:04I don't like the term, the word she used, settle, obviously
17:08You know, I know the kind of man I am and what I, you know, bring
17:12To the table in the relationship and how good I do treat her
17:14And it sucks to be kind of hurt as, you know, something she'd be settling for
17:18What is the definition of the man you think you need to be?
17:22I mean, Scarlett a lot of times in our relationship uses this term masculine energy
17:26And she says
17:27In a good way or a bad way?
17:29In a bad way, she expresses that I don't have it
17:33I think masculinity is the wrong name for it and it's not fair to you
17:37Mm-hmm
17:38Because that's gonna send you down, I'm alpha
17:40I climb mountains and slay dragons, you know, I'm that dude, which you are
17:45Yeah
17:46I suggest true masculine energy is the courage to be completely vulnerable
17:52Yeah
17:56I'm not really sure what else I can do at this point
17:58Like, I'm just being, I'm just being cold
18:01A lot of cold is fantastic
18:04I appreciate it
18:05I just want to access another level to save your relationship
18:09Because I believe you love her
18:11A lot, yeah
18:14Okay, uh, Summit
18:16Yeah, let's, let's get into it, my, my stomachs
18:19All right, let's take a look
18:20In knots
18:25So, you remember how you said you wanted me to write you those affirmations?
18:28Mm-hmm
18:29So, I wrote you a couple
18:32I don't need to change a thing to be amazing
18:35You're so sweet
18:37You're literally like the sweetest man ever
18:39These are the things that you should believe within yourself
18:41I'm made to think that I'm, like, too much
18:45Or not enough of this
18:46And too much of that
18:48Was that Summit that made you feel the way?
18:50Yeah
18:51It's just like a mind to fuck
18:54Like, there was a night where I was, like, in his room
18:57Beside myself
18:59And his friends were outside
19:01With some random girls
19:02And he was like, I'm gonna go hang out with them
19:05Left me crying in his room
19:07Went outside
19:09I watched him through the window
19:10Where he was, like, dancing
19:12Having so much fun
19:14While your girlfriend's sitting upstairs sobbing
19:17How can you do that to someone you love?
19:20It's like, sociopathic
19:30Uh, yeah, I mean, it's right on theme with my last two bonfires
19:35I'm here to, like, make sure Kaylee's the one
19:38And it sounds like she's here because she's
19:40I'm not fulfilling her
19:43And so it's like we're both just super unsure in the relationship
19:47And that sucks and that's scary
19:49Feels like pressure, doesn't it?
19:52Yeah, it does
19:53Do you think you're ready for forever?
19:56Well, that's why I'm here, you know, is to decide if I am ready for forever
20:00I just don't want to, like, blink and it's all over
20:04And I want to squeeze the juice out of life as much as humanly possible
20:08And it's scary thinking that, you know, I'm just, like, not tied down
20:12Tied down is the wrong word
20:15There's no wrong words
20:16As a matter of fact, whatever comes out of your mouth first
20:18Is what we work with, so just don't edit
20:21Okay, tied down
20:23It's just, I like Kaylee every second
20:26I love Kaylee every second
20:28That I need is what I'm trying to figure out
20:31You can't will commitment
20:36Do you want to see more?
20:41I don't probably want to see it, but
20:43No
20:45Okay
20:46Mikey
20:47What's up?
20:49What's up?
20:50How are you?
20:51I'm great, thanks for asking
20:52Let's work on you, let's take a look
21:02Goddamn
21:07Very intimate
21:11You're buying trouble?
21:15You just needed a hug?
21:23What the fuck?
21:32Oh
21:33Oh
21:43Um
21:49Wow
21:53Wow
22:01wow my life is my life is gonna be different and that's okay it's okay for my life to be
22:07different
22:24i thought this was i thought this was it for me i thought it was i thought it was going
22:30to be me
22:30and sydney running into the sunset and sometimes you have to go through certain things to know if
22:36she's the one i don't want to offer false hope right because i don't know how things go but i
22:45can tell you the only chance you have in life is to keep doing what you're doing to discover more
22:51about you and at the end when you get to talk to one another we'll see if that makes a
22:56difference
22:57yes sir do you want to see the other clip let's do it you sure positive okay let's take a
23:06look
23:13i put a big ass heart on your back hey that's all i need come on now i don't even
23:17know what to say
23:18about xavier anymore like everything with him feels so natural everything feels so genuine
23:23and he just makes me feel like seen and heard and i feel like that's all a girl wants and
23:29then
23:29she's watching hilarious yeah oh oh oh shit oh oh yeah okay okay okay okay okay okay okay
23:49yeah yeah it's sexual um it's a very sexual connection there and it just kind it hurts like she's she's
24:00she's like two weeks ago she sat front row at my sister's wedding and she sat right next to my
24:05mom
24:06if she looked my mom in her eyes and said i love your son and that's not a woman that
24:10would do that
24:11to some like somebody that she loves i just want you to just be honest with me do you think
24:18it
24:20it do you do you think it's time for me to shut that door i just don't think it's that
24:24simple
24:26okay do i think she's experiencing a real connection with somebody mikey i think she is
24:34but do i think you shut a door hell no when we show up at these final bonfires if you've
24:44done the work
24:46you're a different person yeah that conversation doesn't resemble the conversations you've had in
24:53the past they're at another level yeah i'm just finally happy to to know what it is like
24:59she's not thinking about the gaining of the trust within the relationship she's gaining
25:04she's gaining something deeper from what i see with somebody else the thing about this place
25:09you come here saying these are the problems in my relationship
25:15i hate to tell you it's never what brings you here that's the actual problem yeah at least i can
25:20say
25:21i'm growing and learning and i wish there was a softer easier path for you
25:25yeah me too this is painful but it's okay well it's it's gonna be okay there you go
25:34all right gentlemen you've made it through another bonfire it's a lot to process
25:39god damn i'm gonna let you go but there are some changes i need to let you know about
25:44when you come back to the villa tonight the temptation haven will be gone
25:49so what's next tomorrow you'll have the chance to record a 30-second video message for your girlfriend
25:57now you can choose to do it or you can choose not to do it it's entirely up to you
26:02okay and so you
26:05know i'm giving the women the exact same choice which means some of you could receive a message from
26:11your girlfriend's and some of you may not the decision will be theirs all right that's it guys
26:34i'm hurt i came in here i set my boundaries and i stuck with them and looks like sydney fell
26:42for
26:42temptation i'm kind of past the tears point of this because i'm like i got the answers i needed like
26:47it's black and white you can't fake that words you can you feel me get a little misconstrued but
26:53action she stood on business yeah i'm feeling hurt annoyed sad angry she was telling me not to
27:09hurt her little heart and crying and she's obviously doing things to hurt my heart and i don't even know
27:14if i'm on her mind when she's going through this process with whatever bradley so it's for sure it's
27:20tough my girlfriend called me a sociopath did she say that word yeah how is that socio i wish i
27:26had
27:27your problems how am i a sociopath like i'm like very endearing and caring and i treat her like a
27:33princess and i do so much to try and make that woman happy and it doesn't work i don't know
27:41what to do
27:42i can't believe she's calling me a sociopath
27:49what hit hardest for me was just the fact that when i cheated she knows how i felt and
27:59i don't really see that in her i feel like she just took everything we've ever done together
28:04for granted and doesn't care go back to the crib i just want to go home every bonfire so far
28:25i feel
28:26like has been the exact same i have gotten no clarity and no answer so i just still really feel
28:31like i'm
28:32in the dark what i've wanted from this is the accountability but so far i haven't seen anything
28:39along those lines so it's really hard it's crazy how like your perspective changes as that's what
28:49scares me yeah at least i'm not going into this one blindsided yeah at least i'm not going into it
28:56like
28:56he's gonna cheat i know he's gonna cheat like i know what i'm gonna see yeah i'm going into this
29:02bonfire prepared i know jack was the one who set those red lights off i can't tell y'all what
29:07this
29:07man's capable of he's capable of it all
29:21obviously there's a fear that i'm going to see something from summit that i don't want to see
29:26i think i've been just like working on myself to improve our relationship and if i'm not seeing
29:33that from him i'm gonna be really frustrated honestly i feel like after the first bonfire
29:43you know i stated that i was done with mikey and i was i said that because i wanted to
29:48be able to
29:48stand on that but it's always hard going back to these bonfires you know hearing him talk hearing
29:53him laugh seeing him smile like all those things that would usually bring me joy don't anymore
30:09good to see you all good to see you too welcome back to the bonfire you guys have done some
30:16amazing
30:16work in the bonfires we've had coming up to today tonight's gonna be a little different
30:25here's how it's gonna work you're gonna see a clip just like we've done before
30:29and we'll talk about it just like we've done before
30:32and then after that you're gonna have an option you can choose to see more
30:40a second clip
30:45got it got it we'll start with kaylee
30:53it feels like i'm sacrificing a lot yeah to like be in the relationship with kaylee like i just don't
31:00really know what i can do differently to be like yeah appreciated it's like go out there and find this
31:08like perfect boyfriend that you keep talking about yeah clearly it's not me right instead of putting
31:13me through this and trying to change me and more like why are you dating me if i'm such a
31:17shitty boyfriend
31:17yeah it's exhausting
31:25okay okay he's said that to me many times it shows me that he is still in denial of where
31:34the
31:34relationship is lacking and he's not learning anything what have you defined you want your
31:42relationship to be are you ready for that next level of forever is that while you're that's what
31:47you want yes of course i want someone that wants to be with me and wants to put in the
31:54effort to make
31:54that work not someone that just takes the back seat and wants it to be easy it looks like he
32:01doesn't want
32:01to put in that hard work to make it work and it makes me wonder like do you love me
32:07enough if that's
32:09so hard for you to do the bare minimum it's not a lot to ask no okay have you seen
32:20enough
32:25i'll see another one okay let's watch the next clip
32:34oh my god
32:38Go Coby!
32:40Go Coby!
32:41Go Coby!
32:42Hey!
32:57She's good. She's good.
32:59Oh, my God.
33:05Disrespectful.
33:07That is not showing me him making any effort at all
33:11towards the relationship.
33:12And that makes you feel how?
33:15Makes me feel worthless.
33:18Hmm.
33:19You're not worthless.
33:20You're not worthless.
33:23You're not worthless.
33:25You are a prize.
33:27You are somebody's forever.
33:30And
33:31you've started the process of
33:33defining it, recognizing it,
33:35making space for it and demanding it.
33:38Yes.
33:38I will demand that.
33:42I'm gonna have a lot of questions
33:43for that boy when I see him.
33:46And I did call him a boy for a reason.
33:48Oh, my God.
33:53Okay.
33:54Cheyenne.
33:56You ready?
33:57I'm ready.
33:59Let's take a look.
34:00Yeah.
34:03Would you go in there with me?
34:06Oh, my God.
34:08Is anyone gonna see us?
34:11That's so messy.
34:12Let's go.
34:14Let's hurry up.
34:19Oh, my God.
34:24This is so bad, Jack.
34:26You're crazy.
34:28No.
34:30Are you trying to be crazy?
34:34I'm a bra.
34:36Jack, you're crazy.
34:47That's Jack.
34:48I mean, he showed me that since the first bonfire.
34:51So, I'm not surprised that I'm continuing
34:54to get the same shit from him.
34:56This is what I get with him,
34:58and I'm glad that he's showing the whole world who he is,
35:01because this is Jack.
35:03So, who's Cheyenne?
35:07I don't know.
35:08Well, what have you learned so far about you?
35:12Um, I've learned...
35:16You're the coolest person.
35:17That's a fucking mess.
35:20Well, the girls make me feel like I'm, like,
35:22the best person ever.
35:23Because you are.
35:24I don't know.
35:26I'm realizing that I am fun,
35:29and I can have fun without Jack,
35:32and there's way more out there.
35:34Besides these three women supporting you,
35:37anybody else in the house helping you through this?
35:41Oh, Mark.
35:45Um, yeah, so I have a BFF of the house.
35:49His name's Preston, and yeah,
35:50he's been helping me get through it.
35:51I'm maybe 20 feet from you,
35:53but I can feel you blushing from here.
35:55I'm not.
35:58Okay.
35:58I'm not.
35:59No, yeah, he's just a great guy.
36:00He's your BFF.
36:01He's my BFF.
36:02Yeah.
36:03So, I know you've thought about
36:06not, I think I'm falling in love with Preston.
36:08I want to be with him.
36:09I think you've thought about
36:10what would it be like with a guy like that?
36:12Mm-hmm.
36:12So, what do you want in a partner?
36:15What have you discovered that you want
36:17that you're not getting?
36:19I want respect.
36:20I want my partner to respect me,
36:23and love me, and provide for me,
36:26and just make me feel like I'm the most beautiful person
36:29in the world.
36:29I want him to scream my name from the mountaintops
36:31and make me feel like I'm worth more than what Jack does,
36:37and I think I'm already starting to know
36:41that there's other people out there that are better than him.
36:44So, are you done, or you want to see more?
36:52I'm good.
36:52I've seen everything that I need to see.
36:54Jack has hurt me enough.
36:56These clips stick with me for, like, the next days after,
37:00and I don't want to see any more.
37:01I don't want to see him, period.
37:03Like, I don't ever.
37:05I don't want to see him ever again.
37:07I've seen enough.
37:09Your decision.
37:10I honor your decision.
37:12That's my decision.
37:14Sydney.
37:15You ready?
37:16I'm ready.
37:18Let's take a look.
37:22All right, then we got it.
37:23Oh, oh, oh.
37:26What'd they know?
37:26Oh.
37:27Okay.
37:28I'm scared of India.
37:31Bad news.
37:32Bad news.
37:33You got to resist temptation.
37:36And you got to see the temptation in order to resist.
37:39You have to see the temptation in order to resist it.
37:41That's real.
37:42That's true.
37:43That's real.
37:43And I feel like I saw the temptation, and I resisted it.
37:48That's good.
37:49I'm glad that he has, you know, respect in what our boundaries were in terms of not touching.
37:55But at the end of the day, it doesn't change anything.
37:59Could it be that subconsciously you were looking for a reason to say, I'm done?
38:07Honestly, Mark, not at all.
38:09Because he's not being who I need him to be.
38:12The first thing he said in the first two days was, I'm, my biggest fear is falling for one of
38:18you.
38:18I'm going to shoot my shot with India.
38:20And I'm like, whoa, that's not what we came here for, and that's not what you told me.
38:23How much of your ability to say that has to do with what you've found?
38:30So much.
38:31Let's just start there.
38:32The night after, I believe it was the first bonfire, the guys made us some cards.
38:38And my card from Xavier, like, you could tell he had took his time designing it and everything.
38:43And it was a little prize.
38:45And I had told him, like, I always, I want to be the prize.
38:48And it was like, peel here.
38:49I peeled it back.
38:50And it said, you're the prize, Sydney.
38:53Oh.
38:55She's perfect.
38:55So, like, seeing that, it's like, thank you for seeing me.
38:59Like, Jesus, it's amazing.
39:01So now, no pressure on you, but could this be a real thing?
39:09Yeah.
39:10It definitely could be a real thing.
39:12It could.
39:13I would love that.
39:14He's a great guy.
39:15Just exploring our connection, I feel more comfortable.
39:19And it definitely could turn into something real.
39:22All right.
39:22Let's see where that goes.
39:24Want to see more?
39:32I've seen what I needed to see, what I came to the island to see.
39:36And I'm good where I'm at.
39:39Promise.
39:39I'm good where I'm at.
39:41All right.
39:42That leaves Scarlet.
39:44Let's see where Cole's at.
39:48I feel like she just doesn't got me, you know?
39:51And she always prides herself on my team and, like, getting each other's backs.
39:55And I'm just like, I don't feel like she has my back right now.
39:57I have hers.
39:59Yeah.
40:01It hurts, bro.
40:02Yeah.
40:03I just feel like she doesn't care.
40:05Just fucking rubs me the wrong way, man.
40:10I'm solid with that chick.
40:12I have so much to give, so much to offer.
40:16My girlfriend's like, I don't even know if they fucking even see that.
40:19Yeah.
40:20I'm sick of just every night going to bed, just staring at the fucking ceiling.
40:23Can't fall asleep for, like, hours.
40:25And then waking up in the morning, food doesn't even look good.
40:28Like anything, I'm just like, yeah, what are we doing?
40:30So I can just take my, hopefully take my mind off it.
40:32And I just hope the sun goes down and I can fall asleep and wake up next day and just
40:35keep ticking off days now.
40:47I mean, kind of what I've been saying all along.
40:50Since being here, like, one of the things that has become so clear when I talk about the missing piece,
40:55like, that's it.
40:56Like, I just want to see if he can go deeper and, like, express to him that, like, I have
41:01pinpointed, I think this is the root of everything.
41:05And, like, can you meet me there?
41:07And then, you know, if he can't, then that's the answer I don't think will ever align on it.
41:11Where does that leave you?
41:13I'm confused because he has so many amazing qualities that I do love.
41:19What do you do?
41:20Do you give up lack of depth for someone that truly just loves you with their entire being?
41:29Or do you have someone that half-assed loves you but goes deeper?
41:33Are those our only choices?
41:35No.
41:36So what you're saying is there's no one else who's going to love you as deeply as that?
41:40I mean, there probably is, but I don't want to go looking.
41:47Then one might argue that you're playing it as surface as he appears to be.
41:55I think it's just scary.
41:57So before I go any further, do you want to see more?
42:06Okay.
42:08I have some thoughts.
42:10The thing I get most worried about in any relationship is acquiescence.
42:15He's pretty great.
42:17Yeah.
42:18He leaves me feeling worried every time he leaves the house.
42:22And I can't have a deep conversation with him.
42:24And I'm never sure if I can trust him.
42:27But he's pretty great.
42:28And he really, really loves me.
42:32Yeah.
42:32Not what I want.
42:34So what do you want?
42:36I want my soul to be set on fire.
42:40I'm okay.
42:42I'm down for that.
42:43Yeah.
42:44Is Cole the guy who can set your soul on fire?
42:51It says a lot that you don't have an answer for that yet.
42:54I don't have the answer.
42:57Well, you've got some choices to make.
43:02Okay, you guys.
43:02We made it through another one together.
43:04Good for you.
43:05When you return to the villa tonight, there's going to be a little change.
43:07Okay?
43:11The temptation haven will be gone.
43:14Thank the Lord.
43:16For some of you, it served its purpose.
43:19And for others of you, it hasn't served at all.
43:21But nonetheless, it's done.
43:24So, what's next?
43:27It's time to decide if there's something on your heart,
43:32something you want to share with your boyfriend.
43:35Because tomorrow, you'll have the chance to record a 30-second video message for your boyfriend.
43:42Now, you can choose to do it, or you can choose not to do it.
43:47That decision is entirely yours.
43:50And just so you know, I'll be giving the same choice to the men.
43:54So, you may receive a video clip, or you may not.
43:58That decision will be theirs.
44:00I appreciate all four of you.
44:02That's it.
44:04Thank you, Mark.
44:05Good night, you guys.
44:06Good night.
44:06Good night.
44:13I'm just, like, really struggling with the thought right now that Cole and I might not be meant for one
44:18another.
44:18I feel like Bradley and I communicate without even speaking.
44:22And Cole and I, I mean, we can't even communicate with words.
44:28I know Cole means well, but some things you can, you just can't force.
44:36And that is a soulful connection.
44:47Like, it's just like you're sitting there enjoying yourself, like, running around naked having so much fun.
44:52And, like, I'm just glad that...
44:56Make me feel like I didn't exist.
44:59Whenever I ask for an ounce of more effort, that's what I'm met with, is go find someone else that
45:06can give you that.
45:07And to hear him still saying that is just like a slap in the face.
45:12It's like, when are you gonna step up?
45:17You can keep your excuses.
45:22Mikey's a good person.
45:23You know what I'm saying?
45:24Yeah.
45:24In the sense of, like, him, like, resisting that.
45:27But it's like, choose me every fucking time.
45:29Yeah.
45:30Seeing the clips is, like, showing me that I'm moving on and that I don't feel the same way.
45:36I accepted the bare minimum for a very long time from Mikey, and I want more for myself.
45:44Wait, do you guys think he's gonna send me a video?
45:47Oh, yeah.
45:48I think he will.
45:50I am realizing with this experience that Jack was never worth my time.
45:54I've been looking for someone in Jack that he just, he can't get.
46:18I really hope that I can see, like, some sort of proof that he has been putting in the work
46:26and digging a little deeper.
46:28I'm tired of feeling like I'm fighting for this relationship so much more than he is.
46:34I still am holding on to so much hope.
46:37And I still think that there is a chance for this to work.
46:42Like, I'm just at my point of, like, knowing what my line is for when I'm not gonna go forward.
46:49But that doesn't stop me from still loving him and hoping for the best.
46:55Okay.
47:07Baby girl, I love and miss you beyond words.
47:12Not a moment passes by where I don't think of your big, beautiful blue eyes and your little head nestled
47:16up on my chest.
47:18This experience is more emotional than I ever could have imagined.
47:22The clips I've seen during the bonfire make it nearly unbearable.
47:26I'm proud that I've never put you down.
47:28That's why it makes it all the much harder to see the way you speak of me so poorly.
47:34I'm worried that you're not proud of the man I am.
47:37I don't care about our past.
47:39I just care about us and our future.
47:41I just want us to be happy.
47:59I love Summit so much, but if he's saying the past is the past, then I don't know if he
48:05has fully, you know, realized like the things that you have said and done to me.
48:13Will leave a scar on me for the rest of my life.
48:17I want him to just admit like what I did was in the past was not right.
48:25And I'm going to be a better man now.
48:29That's all I want.
48:31I tell me you're just going to be better.
48:35Things might not work out the way that I had hoped.
48:39She is beautiful.
48:42Someone tell her that if I was beautiful.
48:48The weight of this video message today, it could make or break our relationship.
48:53I just want to be enough for somebody.
48:55But from what I've been seeing from the bonfires, I don't love the things she's saying about me.
49:00I just don't get how it's constructive.
49:03I don't get what we're working on here.
49:06Sometimes it feels like as hard as it is, the only way out is out.
49:11You know what I have to do.
49:18Hi, Summit.
49:20I have been seriously taking this opportunity to reflect on myself and learn so much.
49:28and I have such a new outlook on life
49:31and I'm so excited for you to see that side of me.
49:35But I also want you to remember what we came here for.
49:39This isn't just about resisting temptation.
49:43We came here together to dig a little deeper
49:46and realize why things aren't working
49:49and figure out how to make them work.
49:52And so far, I just feel like I haven't seen that from you.
49:57I'm so tired of feeling like I am fighting
49:59so much harder than you are for this relationship to work.
50:04And I'm tired of feeling like I have to prove myself
50:07over and over again.
50:11I need to see more from you.
50:14I want us to come out of this
50:16as the amazing alien summit that I know we can be.
50:22And that's not going to happen
50:23if we don't start to make some changes.
50:25And I do not want this to all be for nothing.
50:49This is just kind of, you know,
50:51some of the best I've felt.
50:54I have gotten clarity
50:56on what I need to do the rest of this process.
50:59I need to better myself for her and for me.
51:03And if at the end,
51:05we like the people we've become,
51:09then we're going to be perfect and happy
51:11and live together forever
51:12and get a wiener dog and move in together.
51:14If we don't like how we've changed
51:17and who we've become,
51:20we cut ties right there and then we move on.
51:30I mean, I'm pretty anxious.
51:31Obviously, there's a lot on the line.
51:32Like, I love this girl.
51:33And so I hope in the video,
51:34it's nothing like wishy-washy.
51:36It's like definitely get some insight
51:37into where her head's at.
51:39I mean, I've never felt this far from her,
51:41you know, ever.
51:42I think if she really loves me
51:44and she wants to be with me,
51:45um, yeah, this video message from her
51:48needs to really portray that.
51:59Cole, I want to start this by saying
52:02everything I say, I say with love.
52:05I truly wish coming into this
52:08that we had not set such strict boundaries.
52:12I feel that you've been so hyper-fixated
52:16on the no cheating
52:18that you're actually missing the big picture.
52:21This is a huge opportunity for growth.
52:24You know, I have been expressing for months
52:27that I feel that we are lacking in trust
52:29and transparency and communication and in depth.
52:33I just feel let down to see
52:36that there has been no inner work.
52:38There's been no accountability.
52:40There's been no depth in your journey here.
52:44I am diving in over here.
52:46I am getting to know people
52:48and through getting to know these people,
52:50I'm getting to know myself.
52:52We can't leave here as a couple
52:54if we leave the same way that we arrived.
52:57So please put in the effort,
52:59know why I'm doing the same
53:01and I love you.
53:06I don't want to look back and wonder why
53:12And it hurts like hell
53:13To know how hard we try
53:16I was hoping her message
53:17would be a little more heartfelt
53:18and more like, I miss you.
53:20At the end of the day,
53:21it's like, I'm a good guy.
53:22I treat you well.
53:23I love you.
53:24Like, what else am I supposed to do?
53:26You know, like, I bring a lot to the table.
53:27Let's not stay here
53:30Let's just stay here
53:33And make believe that
53:36We're okay here
53:40Cole and I both deserve
53:43to feel fully fulfilled.
53:46The last few days,
53:47I have had a lot more clarity.
53:51I would love if
53:53we came back together
53:55and, like, there was
53:56all of this depth and growth,
53:58but
53:58I just don't know
54:00how much could have actually
54:03changed.
54:05If it just is what it is
54:08I'm not ready to call it quits
54:13Hi, Mom, my most precious angel.
54:15This process has been
54:16one of the hardest things
54:17I've ever gone through emotionally
54:19and I just want you to know
54:20there's been so much depth
54:21and growth in this experience
54:22and I can't wait to show you.
54:24I miss you so much.
54:26I want you to know
54:26that my loyalty lies with you
54:28and your most precious heart
54:29has always been top of mind
54:31in all the decisions
54:31that I've made.
54:33I've seen some things
54:34in the bonfire
54:35that have definitely caused
54:36some pain and suffering
54:37and confusion to me.
54:39But just know
54:40how much I love you
54:40and how much I want us.
54:42I just miss your scent.
54:43I miss your smell.
54:44I miss your touch.
54:46I just see us in our kitchen right now
54:47listening to our favorite
54:48Shania Twain song
54:49dancing around
54:50going for a walk
54:51snuggling in bed
54:52with our little ankle wrap.
54:53I love you so much
54:55and I can't wait to see you soon.
54:57Always, Cole.
54:58I'm losing control
55:00You played your role
55:02Didn't take it
55:03You stole
55:04This part of me
55:06We never fit the mold
55:09This love won't grow
55:11Cause we laid it to rest
55:13Where hearts don't beat
55:15Seeing Cole
55:17and just hearing his voice
55:20it actually broke my heart.
55:24He obviously still really wants this.
55:28Meanwhile, like,
55:30I've realized what is truly missing.
55:32Oh, God.
55:35Are you okay?
55:37Oh, my God.
55:39I don't know.
55:40I think, like,
55:41the reality of everything is
55:45setting in
55:46and, like,
55:46I truly don't know
55:47I don't know what's next
55:48and I think that
55:49that just, like,
55:50hurts my heart.
56:02I feel sick
56:05If you looked sad
56:15Just makes me feel like
56:19Love is back and forth
56:22There's too many doors
56:24Has anyone found
56:26what they're looking for?
56:28Oh, my God.
56:29And I
56:32I want to feel free
56:37But the more that I try
56:40A part of me does
56:42Cause being alive
56:45Always feels like
56:46It's killing me
56:53Cause being alive
56:56Always feels like
56:57It's killing me
56:59It's killing me
56:59I don't know
57:07Nothingётся
57:08You
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