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13 Reasons Why - Season 2 Episode 13
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00:01:30And to be a positive influence at Liberty High.
00:01:33It is my sincerest hope that you will allow me to do so.
00:01:38Thank you, sir.
00:01:40Does the county accept the elocution?
00:01:42We do, your honor.
00:01:43Prior to sentencing, the victim would like to exercise her right to make her own statement.
00:01:48Proceed.
00:01:49I have to admit, when I was asked to speak today, I didn't want to.
00:01:55To stand up in front of all these people.
00:01:58But it's what Hannah deserves.
00:02:01Your honor, thank you for this opportunity to address the court.
00:02:05If it's all right for the first part of my statement, I'd like to address the defendant directly.
00:02:10Go right ahead.
00:02:14The first weekend in September, my parents were out of town.
00:02:17And my little brothers were at their grandparents.
00:02:21I wanted to host the party, like I thought a popular cheerleader should.
00:02:30My boyfriend was there.
00:02:33Your friend, Justin.
00:02:38We had been drinking.
00:02:43We decided to go up to my room.
00:02:50I remember making out with him.
00:02:57And then I...
00:03:02And then I started to fall asleep or pass out.
00:03:12I just...
00:03:13I remember thinking that I just needed to close my eyes for a few minutes.
00:03:25And he...
00:03:29And then he walked out of the room.
00:03:31And then I remember waking up to you pulling off my underwear.
00:03:40I remember feeling you pushed yourself inside of me.
00:03:45I may not remember all of the details, but I will never forget the sheer terror of feeling your weight
00:03:53on top of me.
00:03:56Of not being able to breathe.
00:04:05When I opened my eyes, I was alone in the hot tub with him.
00:04:09And there was...
00:04:12The way he looked at me, there was something in his eyes.
00:04:17And I was afraid.
00:04:19I wanted to slow down, but he told me not to be a tease.
00:04:24And he pushed me down on the couch.
00:04:26And said he was glad I had waited for him.
00:04:29And then he pulled off my jeans.
00:04:31And then my underwear.
00:04:33And he said that if I showed my body better, people wouldn't think I was a lesbian.
00:04:39He used a different word.
00:04:40And then he grabbed me.
00:04:42On the inside of my thigh.
00:04:43At that moment, we were left alone.
00:04:46And he picked me up.
00:04:48He just...
00:04:49Picked me up.
00:04:51And carried me behind the fence.
00:04:53And he lay down on top of me and started to take my pants off.
00:04:57I fought and I fought.
00:04:59But he was 18.
00:05:01And I was 12.
00:05:03I found out later this guard had a reputation.
00:05:06When he got up from my bed and left,
00:05:08my roommate rolled over and told me it happened to most of the girls.
00:05:12I was a second-year associate.
00:05:14He invited me to a strategy meeting in his hotel room.
00:05:18He answered the door in his bathrobe.
00:05:21I spent the evening insisting we work on the case.
00:05:24At the end of that year, I was let go.
00:05:27I had been babysitting for this family for, I guess, two years.
00:05:32He was my youth pastor.
00:05:33My second cousin.
00:05:35Your Honor, when we leave this courtroom,
00:05:39Bryce Walker gets to leave.
00:05:41Convinced that he chose the wrong girl to have sex with.
00:05:45I get to leave constantly looking over my shoulder
00:05:48for monsters dressed up as the popular kid.
00:05:52Constantly on edge and assuming the worst in every boy.
00:05:56The sentence you decide today can tell Bryce Walker what he did was wrong.
00:06:00It can say that to every boy,
00:06:03every man who behaves like he does.
00:06:07And it can say to victims like me that our story matters.
00:06:21Prosecution has put forth a sentencing recommendation.
00:06:25Does the defense have anything to contribute?
00:06:28Your Honor, this is a terribly unfortunate event.
00:06:33And two young lives have been changed forever.
00:06:36Bryce has lost all his scholarship offers.
00:06:39The school district has canceled what might well have been a championship season.
00:06:44There is regret on all sides.
00:06:47We urge the court to let these two young people start rebuilding and return to their lives.
00:06:52This is a tragedy all around.
00:06:55As a judge, it's my role to look at both sides.
00:06:59California law requires every judge to consider rehabilitation and probation for first-time offenders.
00:07:05I'd like to see these two young people look hard at their lives and their choices.
00:07:10But I don't want to do any further damage.
00:07:13Mr. Walker.
00:07:17I expect you to walk the straight and narrow, young man.
00:07:20I'm sentencing you to three months probation.
00:07:23So ordered.
00:07:24Your Honor, three months probation?
00:07:26That's all for you.
00:07:29I'm angry, I'm sad, and I still have no idea how what happened, happened.
00:07:36Talk to me about the sex doll that was found at Miss Davis' home.
00:07:41Or the dead rat that was inside Mr. Dempsey's locker.
00:07:46The vandalism to Mr. Badia's car.
00:07:49This is bullshit.
00:07:50What about the shooting range target you sent to my son?
00:07:53I didn't do any of that.
00:07:54We have several kids who say he intimidated witnesses, engaged in felony vandalism.
00:07:59Everyone's saying all kinds of shit, but it's not true.
00:08:03Where's the gun?
00:08:05I never touched a gun in my life.
00:08:08Your Honor, Bryce Walker was released on bail within hours of his arrest,
00:08:13and Justin has been stranded in juvenile detention for almost a month.
00:08:17I'm aware of the timeline.
00:08:18The related case is complete as of today.
00:08:21Justin's plea is in, the paperwork is done.
00:08:24Understood, Counselor, but as a minor, he has to be released into custody.
00:08:28We have been searching for Amber Foley for weeks, Your Honor.
00:08:31She's nowhere to be found.
00:08:32Keep looking.
00:08:33Until then, he's remanded.
00:08:35Billiff.
00:08:41Hang on, Justin.
00:08:42We're working on it.
00:08:44I know.
00:08:45We're still learning all the ways we've been changed.
00:08:48All the things we've lost.
00:08:51I'm so fucking sorry.
00:08:57It's insane.
00:09:02But somehow I still feel stronger.
00:09:13Wait, where's Justin?
00:09:15They'll only release him to a guardian, and the judge won't move on it.
00:09:19We filed emergency papers, but it's a 24-hour minimum.
00:09:23I'll take the petition to Purdy.
00:09:24He owes us.
00:09:25Do you want to start on the order for the school?
00:09:26Yeah.
00:09:28We're asking for a court order to force the school to protect you.
00:09:33To keep them away from you.
00:09:37Mom, is your firm?
00:09:39I mean, are they cool with this?
00:09:40I've left the firm.
00:09:42To work with Dennis.
00:09:43On cases like this.
00:09:45Oh, that's...
00:09:48That's cool.
00:09:55And we're just starting to figure out how to go on with our lives.
00:10:08Coach said that we could leave our lockers till the end of the year.
00:10:11I'm transferring to Hillcrest.
00:10:14Hillcrest?
00:10:15You got the grades for that?
00:10:17Not exactly.
00:10:18Well, private schools need fields, too, I guess.
00:10:23Yeah.
00:10:24And uniforms, and all that shit.
00:10:29Speaking of which...
00:10:33Not all of my credit's transferred, so I'll be going in as a junior.
00:10:36Which means I'll see you on the field this fall.
00:10:39They're letting you play football.
00:10:41That's right.
00:10:42See you at the dance.
00:10:44Wait.
00:10:48So, you and Chloe?
00:10:50Yeah.
00:10:51Loyalty.
00:10:53It's a thing, huh?
00:10:57Take care of yourself, Zachy.
00:11:01I say go on and not move on, because in some ways, we'll never completely move on from what happened.
00:11:08Your meeting with the district psychologist went quite well, and the reports from your diversion program were excellent.
00:11:14It was a good program.
00:11:16Tell me why.
00:11:18Well, at first it was very difficult, you know, the long hikes and the camping.
00:11:23But after a few days, with everything else stripped away, you're just left to your thoughts, and you learn things.
00:11:32And what did you learn?
00:11:33That I can choose how I respond to things.
00:11:36That even if I am feeling angry or lonely or whatever, that I'm in control of my own actions.
00:11:42I can't control what other people do, but I can control my response.
00:11:47And do you think you're ready to come back now?
00:11:48Do you think things will be different this time?
00:11:51Yeah, I think so.
00:11:54I'm ready.
00:11:58Principal Bolin is concerned that we keep a very close eye on you.
00:12:03I understand.
00:12:06And your return won't be easy.
00:12:10Oh, I know.
00:12:17Hey.
00:12:20Oh, hi!
00:12:21Hi!
00:12:22Hey.
00:12:23You're back!
00:12:24I am.
00:12:25Wow.
00:12:26You look good.
00:12:27Thanks.
00:12:28Yeah, apparently natural sunlight and physical exercise are, like, good for us.
00:12:31Or something.
00:12:32Something.
00:12:33Something.
00:12:33Like, the good news is that I'm back in time for the spring plane.
00:12:36And I was determined to make it back in time to take you.
00:12:40Oh.
00:12:41I mean, or we could just blow it off.
00:12:43We could do something else, don't we?
00:12:44Yeah, no.
00:12:45I mean, um, I'm going to the dance, uh, with Eric.
00:12:51Okay.
00:12:52Oh.
00:12:53Cool.
00:12:54Yeah.
00:12:54We're kind of dating.
00:12:55Just for, like, a few weeks now.
00:12:57Yeah, cool.
00:12:58You know, he's, he's, Eric's a good guy, so, yeah, that's cool.
00:13:03Shoot, I gotta run.
00:13:05Yeah, me too.
00:13:06I'm really glad you're back.
00:13:08Thanks.
00:13:09Glad to be back.
00:13:19And I don't say get back to normal, because life will never be normal again.
00:13:26Before we start, I am distrustful of religion.
00:13:32Okay.
00:13:33The service can be whatever you want it to be.
00:13:36It's just, my mother always told us we should abide and have faith, accept what's coming
00:13:42to us, and I think that teaches people to be passive.
00:13:46I think abiding and acceptance is bullshit.
00:13:50Excuse my language.
00:13:52I don't disagree.
00:13:55So, tell me, why choose a church for Hannah's service?
00:14:01We, uh, we both come from religious families, and it's something we drifted from a bit and
00:14:07thought maybe it was something Hannah perhaps should have had in her life.
00:14:13We were ashamed.
00:14:16We were ashamed to have a funeral or a service.
00:14:23But then, after everything that happened, if there is a God, I want him to see that my little
00:14:32girl deserves his care.
00:14:37He will.
00:14:39He'll see that.
00:14:40A few of the other places we called, given the circumstances of Hannah's death, let me assure
00:14:52you there's no judgment from me, not regarding Hannah's decision or the circumstances that
00:15:02let her there, and I hope one day you'll release yourselves from any shame you might still be
00:15:11feeling as well.
00:15:24Life is divided into Hannah and after Hannah.
00:15:29And I don't really have anything to compare it to.
00:15:31I've lived here all my life.
00:15:34It's like asking Han Solo how is space.
00:15:39Wow.
00:15:40You're an actual nerd, aren't you?
00:15:42I admire that.
00:15:43It's courage in being a nerd.
00:15:51Memories are sometimes a relief.
00:16:02And sometimes they're torture.
00:16:03I was right.
00:16:05You're the most courageous nerd I ever knew.
00:16:11You asked me to speak.
00:16:14At your service.
00:16:16Are you going to do it?
00:16:19I don't know what to say.
00:16:24But, if I can trust myself not to be angry.
00:16:28So, be angry.
00:16:37What if I can say what I really need to say?
00:16:43I think you can.
00:16:47But we hold on to the memories.
00:16:54Because they're what we have left.
00:17:03You're doing great this time.
00:17:10You can look now.
00:17:12No more comma.
00:17:22And we have an urge to remember.
00:17:24To commemorate another time.
00:17:27To hold on to this as long as we can.
00:17:31The thing I'm most afraid of...
00:17:36Is forgetting you.
00:17:43The thing I'm most afraid of is I'll never be able to let you go.
00:17:50Do you remember the winter dance?
00:17:53Not the slow dance, but...
00:17:54That song where we jumped around like idiots and looked like fools.
00:17:59Like absolute dorks.
00:18:08No reason.
00:18:10I just wanted you to think about it right now.
00:18:29But today, we begin to let go.
00:18:59We're here to say goodbye to Hannah.
00:19:05One act does not define a life.
00:19:09We celebrate the richness of her life.
00:19:12Even as the tragic circumstances of her death cannot be forgotten.
00:19:19It does my heart good to see so many of Hannah's friends here today.
00:19:25Hannah had the biggest heart.
00:19:27Which she so generously shared with all of us.
00:19:31So, please, be kind to each other.
00:19:37She dreamed of going to New York to become a writer.
00:19:43I'm not sure when that dream began to feel impossible to her.
00:19:51Hannah was my dream.
00:19:56And now I get to dream for Hannah.
00:20:00As well as for myself.
00:20:02And so do all of you.
00:20:04So, please, dream your dreams.
00:20:09And dream them for Hannah.
00:20:11Hannah, and don't let anyone take them away from you.
00:20:16Don't ever let them go.
00:20:23Hannah Baker came into my life at the end of one summer.
00:20:26She was like a star that fell to earth.
00:20:30Like nothing I had seen.
00:20:33Like no one I'd ever met.
00:20:36She was funny.
00:20:39And smart.
00:20:41And moody.
00:20:43And maddening.
00:20:46And beautiful.
00:21:10And I loved her.
00:21:14But I loved her so much.
00:21:19And I ask her every day why she did what she did.
00:21:24But I get no answers.
00:21:30She took those with her when she went.
00:21:33Leaving me.
00:21:34All of us.
00:21:36Angry.
00:21:39Empty.
00:21:40Confused.
00:21:45And I know that hurt won't ever go away.
00:21:49But there will come a day when I don't feel it every minute.
00:21:52And the anger won't be so hot.
00:21:54And the other feelings will fade.
00:21:59And I'll be left with only love.
00:22:06A good friend once said to me.
00:22:09I can love you and still let you go.
00:22:17So, Hannah.
00:22:21I love you.
00:22:25And I let you go.
00:22:30I'm going to miss you.
00:22:35And I hope that wherever you go next,
00:22:38you feel peace.
00:22:41You feel safe.
00:22:44In a way you never did here.
00:22:56Wherever you go next,
00:22:59I hope you know that I love you.
00:23:11I'm going to miss you.
00:23:30Thanks for having me.
00:24:01Everything okay?
00:24:05Yeah. No, I just, uh, I was just taking a minute.
00:24:10Of course. I'll leave you to it.
00:24:14Can I ask you?
00:24:20Do you believe in the immortal soul?
00:24:24I do.
00:24:25And do you think Hannah's going to hell?
00:24:29Because she killed herself?
00:24:35I don't.
00:24:36I think the God I believe in, a just God, would have mercy on a soul like hers.
00:24:46If God forgives her, we should.
00:24:51I believe we should follow his example, sure, but it's not always easy.
00:25:01And do you think...
00:25:05Does God forgive us?
00:25:09The people who let her down?
00:25:11I think he does.
00:25:18Clay, you don't have to believe in the immortal soul to believe that people live on with us.
00:25:26Wait, what do you mean?
00:25:28Just that we've lost Hannah, but not the things she gave us.
00:25:36Compassion.
00:25:37Understand it.
00:25:40Love.
00:25:42Those don't go away.
00:26:00How do we take care of ourselves and look after each other?
00:26:07And celebrate Hannah's life and let it remind us to hold on to each other.
00:26:13And to the precious time we have.
00:26:20Do you remember when we first met you?
00:26:23At that table over there?
00:26:25You thought we were crazy.
00:26:28No.
00:26:28I was just, like, terrified and amazed.
00:26:32I mean, you guys were fearless.
00:26:35I don't remember being fearless.
00:26:43This is, um, this is really inappropriate at a wake, especially given the whole history,
00:26:49but I've been trying for, like, two weeks now to get up the nerve to ask you, um,
00:26:57if you would want to go to the Spring Fling as, like, people who date?
00:27:03Because I think that we are now, but I'm not really sure.
00:27:07Um, I think we are.
00:27:12Yeah?
00:27:13I mean, I'm not sure how ready I am to be a person who dates,
00:27:17but, I mean, we are.
00:27:21So, yes.
00:27:22Yeah?
00:27:23Okay.
00:27:24Oh, God.
00:27:24Is it okay that I asked you out of Hannah's table?
00:27:26Oh, it's all of our table.
00:27:29And I think she'd be okay with it.
00:27:32She'd probably make you interpret some weird painting.
00:27:35Yeah, who picks the paintings?
00:27:38Yo, dude!
00:27:40Oh, my God, you're crushing me!
00:27:44Yeah, you're, like, down to nothing.
00:27:46We gotta get you on a program.
00:27:48Okay, sure.
00:27:49How the fuck did Bryce only get three months and you got six?
00:27:53Aren't you pissed?
00:27:55I guess I just wasn't surprised.
00:27:58Actually, I'm gonna take a gap year.
00:28:00I'm going to Europe, which, I know, sounds like a cliche,
00:28:02but, honestly, Asia is the cliche.
00:28:04I mean, I could be going to Goa, but I'm not.
00:28:06I'm old school.
00:28:08I've actually been thinking about doing some traveling myself.
00:28:12My God, you should.
00:28:13You so should.
00:28:14It's kind of annoying how smart she is.
00:28:16I don't like it with people who are smarter than me.
00:28:19But it's fine, because she's really cute.
00:28:21So nice that everyone came.
00:28:26Maybe I should, uh,
00:28:29leave the two of you alone to catch up.
00:28:32Maybe you have some things to talk about?
00:28:35Yes.
00:28:36Yeah, all right.
00:28:38Okay.
00:28:47What?
00:28:48What things?
00:28:53So, um...
00:28:55I think my mom explained to you how she got you released into emergency custody.
00:28:59Yeah, she explained it.
00:29:01The thing is, that's only temporary.
00:29:04And because you're not 18 for almost a year,
00:29:07once that expires, you become a ward of the state.
00:29:09Yeah, the social worker told me about that.
00:29:12Okay, yeah.
00:29:13And there's only, like, two group homes in this county you'd be eligible for,
00:29:16and you couldn't finish school at Liberty and stuff.
00:29:20And my parents...
00:29:23I mean, me and my parents...
00:29:28I wanted to see if you might want them to adopt you.
00:29:36Wait, what?
00:29:38Like, adopt you.
00:29:40Into our family.
00:29:42You mean, like, I'd be your brother?
00:29:44Well, I'm not familiar with all the lingo, but...
00:29:48Wait, why are you asking me and not them?
00:29:52Because it was their idea, to be honest.
00:29:55And at first, I thought it sounded, um...
00:30:00Idiotic.
00:30:01And...
00:30:02They left it up to me, seeing as I was the person who brought you into life in the first
00:30:07place.
00:30:09And...
00:30:09Maybe it's a good idea.
00:30:13So...
00:30:18Are you...
00:30:20You're crying.
00:30:24You know I'm, like, really fucked up, right?
00:30:28Well...
00:30:29A...
00:30:30Yes.
00:30:31But you're clean.
00:30:33I'm going to meetings.
00:30:35And B...
00:30:36I'm also fucked up in certain ways.
00:30:40So...
00:30:44Okay.
00:30:48I'd like to be adopted.
00:30:50Yeah.
00:30:52Okay.
00:30:54Cool.
00:31:10Everything affects everything.
00:31:15Everyone affects everyone.
00:31:28fucking Tyler down his back.
00:31:31So?
00:31:32So?
00:31:33I'm going to break his head open.
00:31:35Yeah, that's a great idea at this particular time.
00:31:38The field?
00:31:40The field?
00:31:40The thing with Marcus?
00:31:41He cost us our season.
00:31:42We need to do something.
00:31:43We are not going to do a goddamn thing.
00:31:46I'm on probation.
00:31:48Right.
00:31:48I know.
00:31:48I got you.
00:31:49I'll take care of it.
00:31:52Clearly your father didn't beat you hard enough because you're still a fucking idiot.
00:31:56But the last time you tried to help, you almost fucked up my whole plea deal.
00:31:59Yeah, well, none of it came back to you.
00:32:01No one's going to believe that I didn't know about all the shit that you did.
00:32:04I had to give you my goddamn lawyer.
00:32:06I would have taken the fall if I had to.
00:32:08I kept you clean.
00:32:10What the fuck did you think would happen if you killed Clay Jensen in my car?
00:32:14I knew those kids could fuck everything up for us, and they did.
00:32:17Well, you helped.
00:32:21I, uh, tell me what you want me to do.
00:32:25Okay?
00:32:26I'll make it right.
00:32:27I want you to leave it alone.
00:32:30And leave me alone.
00:32:32We're done.
00:32:48Max said you guys had a good talk.
00:32:50Yeah.
00:32:52Just dating Eric now, huh?
00:32:56Yeah, that's cool.
00:32:58You're okay, right?
00:32:59I mean, watching out for yourself.
00:33:02Those fucking jocks were not happy about the field and the season.
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I'll be careful.
00:33:09Good.
00:33:09You know about everything.
00:33:13Yeah.
00:33:14No, me too.
00:33:15Yeah.
00:33:16Got a little fucked up.
00:33:18Yeah, totally.
00:33:20Hey.
00:33:22You know, being away, it was really good.
00:33:27And I realized a lot of shit, so, you know.
00:33:30It's good, man.
00:33:32So we're all right?
00:33:34Yeah, for sure.
00:33:36Cool.
00:33:37Hey, maybe we could, like, catch another show sometime.
00:34:09I don't know, man.
00:34:10We could go out to this place.
00:34:10I'm good.
00:34:11Done.
00:34:13No, I'm good.
00:34:15Oh, what a fine and way.
00:34:19Well, don't I know.
00:34:31Are you going to go to this dance?
00:34:36What, the spring fling thing?
00:34:38Why in the world would I go to that?
00:34:40I don't know.
00:34:42It might be fun.
00:34:43I don't go to dances.
00:34:46You can go.
00:34:47No.
00:34:49I just thought that it'd be my first thing back
00:34:53and I could show people that I'm not, like, hiding or whatever.
00:35:03Forget it.
00:35:07Fuck.
00:35:09Fine.
00:35:11We'll go.
00:35:14I just thought, since I hadn't heard from you
00:35:17after I told you about Lucas.
00:35:19Yeah, I left you three messages.
00:35:21Yeah.
00:35:22And they didn't sound like you really wanted me to call back.
00:35:25Okay.
00:35:26Okay.
00:35:26Seriously?
00:35:27I think you're used to people chasing you.
00:35:30And you're used to getting away.
00:35:35Maybe.
00:35:37Well, you're not getting away.
00:35:48I should be on my way.
00:35:52Thank you for coming.
00:35:55For...
00:35:56For having us.
00:35:58I saw the...
00:35:59The store's release.
00:36:01I'm moving to New York.
00:36:04It was always Hannah's dream.
00:36:06She never made it,
00:36:06so I'll get there for her.
00:36:11I...
00:36:14I wasn't sure
00:36:16if I should share this with you,
00:36:18but after hearing what you said,
00:36:20I think...
00:36:22I think it's all right.
00:36:31I found it on one of the old computers
00:36:33when I was cleaning up the store.
00:36:39Hannah wrote it.
00:36:53Reasons why not?
00:36:56You're on there.
00:36:57At least once.
00:36:59Possibly...
00:37:00twice.
00:37:01Did...
00:37:01Did she call you...
00:37:03Helmet?
00:37:07Yeah, she did.
00:37:13Eleven reasons.
00:37:15She came up...
00:37:17just short.
00:37:19But she left so many out.
00:37:20You know that, don't you?
00:37:21No matter...
00:37:23how many reasons there might be,
00:37:26why...
00:37:27there are always more,
00:37:28why not?
00:37:30I do.
00:37:31No.
00:37:33No.
00:37:34No.
00:37:40I wish I knew you when she was alive.
00:37:48I wish you'd know me then, too.
00:37:54Well...
00:37:56Bye.
00:37:58Bye.
00:38:17Why the fuck did you come back?
00:38:22I finished my program.
00:38:26Yeah, you fucked up a lot of shit.
00:38:31I'm sorry about everything.
00:38:34If I hurt you in any way...
00:38:35They can't fill the fucking season.
00:38:39I was acting out of a lot of anger and confusion.
00:38:41Yeah.
00:38:42And I'm going to do better.
00:38:44Kay and I,
00:38:44I hope that we can learn to pop each other.
00:38:48God.
00:38:49Ah...
00:38:50You ruined my fucking life, baby.
00:38:53Goodbye.
00:38:57I'm sorry.
00:38:58I'm sorry.
00:39:04Ih-
00:39:12HYYYYAAAHH
00:39:13Especially now.
00:39:16They ruined my fucking life, babe.
00:39:16Oh, my goodness!
00:39:45We can get better.
00:39:47We can do better.
00:39:49But we still live in a world that is out to break us any way it can.
00:39:54Yo, so how's the car?
00:39:56It's getting pretty close.
00:39:57I've been working on it every hour I'm not in school, and some when I should be in school.
00:40:01That was a beautiful car.
00:40:03Hey, why don't we go to your place?
00:40:05Alright?
00:40:06I think your place is closer.
00:40:09I'm in the opposite direction.
00:40:12You don't want me to meet your family.
00:40:13No, it's not that.
00:40:14It's just...
00:40:15I just need some time.
00:40:17Alright.
00:40:19I'll see you tomorrow.
00:40:20Uh, you know, I got some bullshit I gotta take care of.
00:40:23Oh, it's a bullshit like a dance.
00:40:26Yeah, yeah.
00:40:27Alex and Jester are going.
00:40:28It's like a thing.
00:40:29Yeah, you see, that's bullshit.
00:40:31And I didn't want to subject you to it, so...
00:40:33I appreciate that.
00:40:35You want to come by after it?
00:40:37Yes.
00:40:40Yeah, my mom got me some game that's about, I think, being a flower or some shit.
00:40:45I'm serious.
00:40:47I talked my dad into driving, since he won't let me drive for real yet.
00:40:51Excellent use of guilt, sir.
00:40:53Yeah, I thought so.
00:40:55I beat off three times this morning.
00:40:58I didn't want to know that.
00:40:59Why would you tell me that?
00:41:00Because I thought you'd be happy for me.
00:41:04Actually, I'm very happy for you.
00:41:06That's, uh, impressive.
00:41:09Yeah.
00:41:11I'm worried about dancing.
00:41:13It's Jess.
00:41:15Like, I don't want to go to the dance and just sit there, because that's stupid.
00:41:19And it doesn't get me closer to kissing her, so I want to dance with her, but I think I'll
00:41:23just fall over.
00:41:24No, just, um, lean on her.
00:41:28What, like a middle school slow dance?
00:41:30That's so dumb.
00:41:31No, just, you know, like, let her help.
00:41:34Make it seem smooth.
00:41:35Okay, yeah, that makes sense.
00:41:38You know what?
00:41:38I am sick of your poor me attitude.
00:41:41This one's easy.
00:41:42Come on, get up.
00:41:44This is embarrassing.
00:41:47This is embarrassing?
00:41:48Yeah.
00:41:49Yeah, okay, you've done worse.
00:41:51Come on, put the controller down.
00:41:53Let's go.
00:41:54Come on.
00:41:56I'm not to school you.
00:42:00My mom made me two-some dance.
00:42:04Don't, I don't mind.
00:42:05Don't even worry about that.
00:42:06So, good hand on her waist.
00:42:08Left hand on her hip.
00:42:11She'll hold it and just lean into her, okay?
00:42:16Just try a step.
00:42:17There you go.
00:42:19Hold the wheel in there.
00:42:21Yeah.
00:42:22See?
00:42:24I mean, the song will have to be pretty slow, shouldn't it?
00:42:29So, it turns out the sushi place doesn't, in fact, deliver, so my dad and I are going to pick
00:42:33it up.
00:42:34You want to come?
00:42:37No, I'm good here.
00:42:39These are kind of addictive.
00:42:42Yeah, right?
00:42:44You okay?
00:42:48You just seem weird.
00:42:50I think maybe I'm happy.
00:42:56Oh.
00:42:58Cool.
00:43:08Is it really this fun when you're on my mind?
00:43:18Is it really this cool to be in your life?
00:43:28There's one thing I'll do
00:43:33If it ever goes wrong
00:43:38I'll write you into all of my songs
00:43:51And if suddenly I die
00:43:56I hope they will say
00:44:01That he was obsessed and it was okay
00:44:11Cause we're going downtown
00:44:25And we feel like running around
00:44:35And I'm going crazy
00:44:40Crazy for you
00:44:44Well, how was the first day back?
00:44:48Good.
00:44:49It was good.
00:44:50It was, um, like I had to adjust everything, but it was great.
00:44:54Yeah, there's a new guidance counselor and she's totally smart, so.
00:44:59I think it's gonna work, Mom.
00:45:00That's great.
00:45:02Oh, that's so great, Tyler.
00:45:08We are so proud of you.
00:45:45No, bring that around to the right.
00:45:47No, no, no, no, the big end.
00:45:49The big end.
00:45:50That's what I'm doing.
00:45:51That's not what you're doing.
00:45:52Oh, my God.
00:45:52Start over.
00:45:53Will you fucking relax?
00:45:55You don't listen.
00:45:57You are so uptight.
00:45:59I am not uptight.
00:46:00It was your idea that we should wear ties.
00:46:02It's not even a formal dance.
00:46:03And if you want to wear a tie, you should follow my instructions.
00:46:07We really need to get you laid.
00:46:10Shut up.
00:46:12Start over.
00:46:14Seriously, Jensen.
00:46:15Okay?
00:46:16You help me tie a tie, I will help you get laid.
00:46:18I don't need your help.
00:46:20I know.
00:46:21I was just saying.
00:46:26I mean, you've had, like, a lot of sex, haven't you?
00:46:32Yeah, I've had a good amount.
00:46:46So how do we survive?
00:46:48How do we bring light to a world that seems only dark?
00:46:53This is the first dance I haven't DJed in two years.
00:46:57So now you get to dance.
00:46:59Dude, people become DJs so they don't have to dance.
00:47:02I thought it was because you had great taste in music.
00:47:05That's just my gift to the world.
00:47:50Good evening.
00:47:54Good evening.
00:47:55Did you do this?
00:47:57I got him a guest pass.
00:47:58Apparently you forgot to.
00:48:04I didn't go to dances when I was in school because I always felt so awkward dancing with girls.
00:48:09So it may seem like high school bullshit to you, but to me, it's fine to be able to dance
00:48:13with my boyfriend.
00:48:14If he will.
00:48:16Of course I will.
00:48:18After bitching about the DJ.
00:48:27Hey.
00:48:29Hey.
00:48:33You guys look good.
00:48:35Thanks.
00:48:36Yeah, I bedazzled the cane, so.
00:48:39Didn't really.
00:48:40Well, if we have to do this, let's do it.
00:48:43Okay.
00:48:45All right.
00:48:46You ready?
00:48:46Yep.
00:48:47All right.
00:49:02Tony!
00:49:02Hi!
00:49:04Hi!
00:49:04How are you?
00:49:04How are you?
00:49:05Tamika!
00:49:05Hey, Tamika.
00:49:06How are you?
00:49:06Hi!
00:49:07She's my girlfriend.
00:49:35You sure you don't want to sit down?
00:49:37No, I don't want to sit.
00:49:38I want to dance.
00:49:39I just need to work up to it.
00:49:41You want a drink?
00:49:42You know they're not alcoholics.
00:49:44Yeah, but any chance for a sugar?
00:49:51You would have been really good for Hannah.
00:49:54I'm just saying.
00:49:57Yeah.
00:49:58You know, if I didn't fuck it up, like, I'd fuck up everything else.
00:50:02Dude, you do not want to be having that contest with me.
00:50:08I'm really sorry you couldn't talk to me.
00:50:12You guys, come on.
00:50:14We've got to go in for this one.
00:50:15Okay, but it's full contact.
00:50:17Stan's desperately need you.
00:50:19Oh, yeah.
00:50:19Let's go.
00:50:22Jason, come on.
00:50:24Are you about kicking ass or are you not?
00:50:26Yeah, I'm...
00:50:32I am.
00:50:35I totally am.
00:50:40Hey, come on.
00:50:43Jeff Actons, we're here.
00:50:45You take it.
00:50:45Get your asses up and come on.
00:50:49Guys, come on.
00:50:51Come on.
00:50:52Come on.
00:51:10How can we find joy in our lives?
00:51:13In this world after him.
00:51:16Come a little closer.
00:51:20Aren't you?
00:51:22Come a little closer.
00:51:27Why don't you come a little closer?
00:51:30There's something I could tell.
00:51:33In comparison to them, I look all right.
00:51:42How do we take what hurts most?
00:51:46Take the darkness.
00:51:48And turn it into light.
00:51:56I think the answer is we love each other.
00:52:07Easy to say.
00:52:08But what do we do when it's hard to love?
00:52:35You want a real drink?
00:52:40No, thanks.
00:52:41I'm good.
00:52:49Brings back memories, huh?
00:52:51I heard you were transferring.
00:52:53Yeah.
00:52:54But it's mine.
00:52:55Yeah, I'm gonna start over.
00:52:58Lucky you.
00:53:03I'm gonna miss this.
00:53:07All of it.
00:53:13You remember freshman year?
00:53:14The night before our first day, you stayed over?
00:53:18And we stayed up talking about how we were gonna be kings of this fucking school.
00:53:24I remember.
00:53:27I'll always remember.
00:53:33Me too, brother.
00:53:39Justin.
00:53:43You okay?
00:53:44He's fine.
00:53:46But he's fine.
00:53:46I can't touch him.
00:53:48Or you.
00:53:49Or I go to jail.
00:53:51Funny.
00:53:51I don't have that problem.
00:53:56You're a good kid, Clay.
00:53:57You need to get laid.
00:53:59But you're a good kid.
00:54:00True love, true love, true love.
00:54:03My high love.
00:54:04True love, true love, true love, true love.
00:54:09True love, true love, true love.
00:54:12True love, true love, true love.
00:54:12My high love.
00:54:12You all right?
00:54:14Yeah, it's just...
00:54:15True love, true love, true love.
00:54:18Yeah, I'm gonna go use the bathroom for a quick minute, okay?
00:54:21I'll be right back.
00:54:39And I know I can hold you like he does.
00:54:43I don't have those emotions in me.
00:54:48And it's true, I can love you like he does.
00:54:52I can't hold you like he does.
00:55:21All right?
00:55:22Woo!
00:55:22Come on, guys.
00:55:23Nice, man.
00:55:24Nice.
00:55:25Nice, nice, nice, nice.
00:55:28Nice.
00:55:28Nice.
00:55:29Nice.
00:55:29Nice.
00:55:30Nice.
00:55:48Oh, shit.
00:55:50I gotta find Clay.
00:56:19I had all of them, most of you, some and now and now, you're taking me back to the night
00:56:29we met.
00:56:33I don't know what I'm supposed to do, hauling by the gusts of you, oh, you're taking me back to
00:56:42the night we met.
00:56:46When the night was full of terror, and your eyes were filled with tears, when you had not touched me
00:57:06yet.
00:57:08Oh, take me back to the night we met.
00:57:16I had all of them, most of you, some and now and now, you're taking me back to the night
00:57:27we met.
00:57:31I don't know what I'm supposed to do, hauling by the gusts of you, take me back to the night
00:57:42we met.
00:57:43Did you do anything?
00:58:09alone in the dark it's creepy i'm not alone anymore am i what's with these mats they must have had
00:58:24a
00:58:24wrestling meet yesterday wait we have a wrestling team you were a cheerleader but not for the
00:58:29wrestling team and i was a shitty cheerleader yeah you were
00:58:37what you said it still
00:58:45you look beautiful
00:58:50i'm sorry for saying i look beautiful yes
00:59:00so you're like living with clay for real now huh
00:59:06okay yeah they're adopting me which like why anyone would want to do that i don't know i do
00:59:47i never thought that was the way to go
00:59:52i've had some shitty days
00:59:57but i always wanted to live yeah
01:00:02i wanted to be alive
01:00:04i know
01:00:22i'll go back to you
01:00:25I'll go back to you
01:00:29I'll go back to you
01:00:32I'll go back to you
01:00:36I'll go back to you
01:00:38I'll go back to you
01:00:39Zy, you gotta look at this.
01:00:41I just got this text.
01:00:44Jesus, Matt.
01:01:01We can't let him do this.
01:01:02We have to stop it.
01:01:02No, we need to get the fuck out of here.
01:01:04We need to call the cops.
01:01:05If we do, his life is over.
01:01:07His life is over either way.
01:01:08It's either going to jail or he's dead.
01:01:10Tyler doesn't want to die.
01:01:11I know he doesn't.
01:01:13Where's Tony?
01:01:14What's going on, guys?
01:01:15Have you seen Jess?
01:01:31Jess.
01:01:32Don't.
01:01:33Please.
01:01:33What?
01:01:34What do you want?
01:01:37I don't know what to do.
01:01:39Really?
01:01:39You don't know what to do?
01:01:40Jess, I'm pregnant.
01:01:48The next time someone is in desperate need
01:01:54And they're about to make a terrible mistake.
01:01:57What do we do?
01:02:03Justin, find Jessica.
01:02:05Get everyone you can.
01:02:06Lock the doors.
01:02:07Stay inside.
01:02:08And don't call the police.
01:02:10I gotta find Tony.
01:02:11What the fuck?
01:02:13Hey!
01:02:17Do we look the other way?
01:02:19Do we just protect ourselves
01:02:21Or do we help them?
01:02:26Do we do whatever we can
01:02:28To save them?
01:02:33I think I know what Hannah
01:02:34Would want us to do.
01:02:39Tyler!
01:02:41Tyler, what are you...
01:02:43What are you doing?
01:02:50Get out of here, Clay.
01:02:52Go home.
01:02:53No.
01:02:55No, I...
01:02:56I don't...
01:02:56Don't do this, Tyler.
01:03:00You need to leave him right now.
01:03:03Tyler, please, just...
01:03:04Just listen to me.
01:03:04You...
01:03:05You don't want to do this.
01:03:06I know you don't.
01:03:08You don't fucking know anything about me.
01:03:11No.
01:03:11No, I do.
01:03:12I do know because...
01:03:13Because I hurt you.
01:03:14And I'm pissed off.
01:03:16And I didn't realize how bad it was for you.
01:03:17And I'm sorry that I didn't.
01:03:19Clay!
01:03:20Hey, go back inside.
01:03:22Jesus, Clay!
01:03:23Go inside!
01:03:25Get out of my fucking way.
01:03:27Please.
01:03:29Don't do it.
01:03:31I have to.
01:03:32No, you don't have to.
01:03:34You can turn around.
01:03:36You can go home.
01:03:40Everybody knows already.
01:03:42No, no, no, no.
01:03:43The only people that know
01:03:43are the people who know you.
01:03:45And they want to help you.
01:03:47Bullshit.
01:03:49Tyler, Tyler, they know you're hurting.
01:03:51And we all are.
01:03:52And I don't know what to do about it either.
01:03:55Okay?
01:03:55But I tried hurting other people, right?
01:03:57I tried hurting you.
01:03:58And it did fucking help, man.
01:04:00It doesn't do any good.
01:04:01Listen to me.
01:04:02It doesn't.
01:04:06Tyler, listen to me.
01:04:07You don't get out of this alive.
01:04:08And I don't want you to die.
01:04:18Hey, I don't want you to die.
01:04:26If you think this is the way,
01:04:29if you really think this will change a goddamn thing
01:04:32and not just be another fucking tragedy
01:04:34that adults cry about for a week
01:04:36and then forget if you really think
01:04:38that this is going to be different,
01:04:44then do what you got to do.
01:04:56Come on, Tyler.
01:05:03Come on, Tyler.
01:05:05Please.
01:05:12There's nothing else I can do.
01:05:21There is.
01:05:25We'll figure it out.
01:05:27Okay.
01:05:31I swear.
01:05:48It's okay.
01:05:48It's okay.
01:05:49It's okay.
01:05:50It's okay.
01:05:50It's okay.
01:05:52It's okay.
01:05:52Get out of the car.
01:05:53Let me help you.
01:05:55It's okay.
01:05:57Let me go.
01:05:57Come on.
01:05:58Come on.
01:05:58Get in the car.
01:06:07Wait.
01:06:09Fuck.
01:06:11Are you okay?
01:06:13No.
01:06:16This is fucked up, right?
01:06:26Yeah.
01:06:33Let me do it now.
01:06:34Give me strength.
01:06:36Give me someone to live for.
01:06:52For help finding crisis resources,
01:06:54visit 13reasonswhy.info.
01:06:56That I need you to survive
01:06:59Who will be the lifeblood
01:07:03Causing through my veins
01:07:05Like a river flowing
01:07:09That will never change
01:07:11I need someone
01:07:15I can't declare
01:07:29Oh, won't you give me love
01:07:34Oh, won't you give me love
01:07:35Give me hope
01:07:37Give me strength
01:07:40Give me time to live for
01:07:43Give me time to live for
01:07:56I need it now
01:07:58I need it now
01:08:10Someone write me a letter
01:08:12I need to know that I'm still alive
01:08:16Someone give me a telephone call
01:08:19I need to hear a human sound
01:08:23Someone open up a door
01:08:25And let me out in this place
01:08:27I'll be placed up for all so long
01:08:32I don't know if I'm living or dying
01:08:44Oh, won't you give me time to live for
01:08:47Someone better
01:08:47Give me love
01:08:50Give me hope
01:08:53Give me strength
01:08:56Give me so much to live for
01:08:59Give me love
01:09:02Give me hope
01:09:06Give me strength
01:09:09Give me so much to live for
01:09:12Give me love
01:09:15Give me hope
01:09:19Give me strength
01:09:27Well done, Ed
01:09:28Well done
01:10:05Give me so much to play
01:10:06Give me and do Woof
01:10:06Give me so much to live for
01:10:14Give me absolutely
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