00:00the driving forces of you at 18 and 28 and 38 and 48, they tend to be the same. And
00:06that means that
00:07if you don't feel enough at 18, that's going to keep on going. And what people do kind of like
00:12a hungry ghost, they assume, well, if I just achieve enough, I'll fix this internal void
00:18and take external success, grab it and shove it into this hole. And that'll make it feel okay.
00:25Okay. Now it's my current belief that you need to achieve your goals, but the only reason to
00:31achieve them is so that you're free of them. The only reason that you achieve them is so that you
00:36know that that wasn't the answer, but you can't skip that point. I don't think that you can speed
00:42run through. Fuck. I thought it was a Ferrari. I thought it was a, I thought when I got the
00:47Ferrari
00:48that everything would be fixed. You can't leapfrog that you have to get the Ferrari, realize that
00:54you're still unsatisfied, realize that you need to do deeper work and then close the loop.
00:58Okay. Right. The Ferrari can go away.
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