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The Summer My Heart Stopped
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00:00:02my name is isabel spencer the summer i graduated high school in the sweltering june heat
00:00:09i died in the days leading up to my death i recorded secret videos for my crush
00:00:15but he didn't see them until 10 years later and here is the story of my life
00:00:26murder how dare you show up to this school just leave yeah beat it if you hadn't gotten
00:00:31caught up with those gangsters alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying
00:00:35to save you you're the reason he died he bled out on the street because of you the worst part
00:00:40is you didn't even show up to court to testify so now his murders are walking free because of you
00:00:47alex was your best friend his dad was like a father to you i mean how could you do this
00:00:51to him
00:00:51don't you even feel a shred of guilt hey we're talking to you answer me nothing i say is gonna
00:01:02change your mind anyway you selfish skank i'm gonna put you in your place for alex
00:01:30alex i was gonna go to the court but then i had another heart attack
00:01:33so i had surgery and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks too bad you didn't just die
00:01:43maybe i should have just died right then and there
00:01:52due to the absence of witness testimony the court has concluded that the cause of mr stephen brooks's
00:01:58death cannot be determined the case is hereby dismissed and both defendants are acquitted
00:02:06how could you not be here isabel alex's dad died because of me
00:02:21alex want to share
00:02:34come on izzy you need to keep a heart healthy diet
00:02:43here have mine
00:02:47i get why you hate me i just never thought it hurt this much
00:02:51god what a dumbass i mean the guy's a fireman right not a cop plus he went in there with
00:02:56no
00:02:56weapon he's basically asking to get stabbed to death
00:03:05no one talks about my dad am i wrong though if i could play the hero pay the price he
00:03:10got what he
00:03:33alex don't be like this your dad wouldn't want it if you need to just take it out on me
00:03:38take it out on you
00:03:40fine fine go fucking die isabel
00:03:46don't worry alex you get your wish soon isabel the surgery went well but your heart
00:03:53can't handle the stress of any more procedures you have about one month left to live
00:04:00at most
00:04:11looking for these yes thank you do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by
00:04:16pretending to be little miss er
00:04:22no
00:04:25said you needed him right then lick him up
00:04:33is that the brand new phone who gave you the money for that was it the murderers who bribed you
00:04:37to
00:04:38stay silent my mom gave it to me oh oh touchy match why are we so nervous is it because
00:04:45you have
00:04:45incriminating evidence on here all the videos i made for alex are on there i can't let him see those
00:04:50hi alex i just wanted to say that i love you
00:04:56i might not ever get a chance to tell you in person so
00:05:01hold her hold her hold her oh let's use face id to unlock it i want to see what kind
00:05:07of dirty little
00:05:08secrets this is hiding smile sweet heart
00:05:19hi alex i just wanted to say that
00:05:25what are you doing alex help
00:05:34alex help we were uh we were just trying to get back at her for you bro right starts in
00:05:39five
00:05:39minutes get your asses to the pool right it's been practice i almost thought he was here to save me
00:05:48you idiots want to get kicked off varsity go
00:05:56alex can i join you for your swim practice i can be your personal cheerleader
00:06:05coming to the swim meet tomorrow already got an army of fangirls going it doesn't matter if i go you
00:06:12really don't know you're what i don't care about those other girls i only want you cheering me on
00:06:26yeah sure
00:06:36alex you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me
00:06:42i'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again your court's decision isn't going to
00:06:47change i'm not going to give up not until the murderers who killed alex's father brought to justice
00:06:56alex that's the judge jeez
00:07:03miss spencer the case is closed and i'm not reopening it it's over i'll testify please reopen the case
00:07:20hey alex so today i went to go see judge roberts i tried to get him to reopen the case
00:07:27that he said no
00:07:30i'm not going to give up though i promised you
00:07:35and i'm going to keep my word
00:07:39hey love bug how was school oh my what happened is someone bullying you at school
00:07:48well i just fell how everyone at school loves me listen i have great news the lawyer finally called me
00:07:55back and he said we might be able to reopen the brooks case we're finally going to take those killers
00:08:01to
00:08:01justice that's great i know honey just unexpectedly judge roberts just changed his mind you should tell alex
00:08:11the good news no not yet i don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out i know
00:08:18this is
00:08:18important to you but don't forget to take care of your own don't worry about me okay i want to
00:08:25get
00:08:25justice for alex's dad when did my little girl grow up so fast all right go get him tiger but
00:08:32no i love
00:08:32you to the moon and back i love you too mom you know some people they say they have the
00:08:40best mom but i
00:08:41really do have the best mom
00:08:50mrs spencer your daughter only has a month left
00:08:55i'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days
00:09:08i wish alex was here
00:09:29what did he get so ripped don't pretend i saw you checking me out
00:09:35you no no i was just spacing out oh really you're telling me that this doesn't make you drool
00:09:42you could strip butt naked and it would do nothing for me yeah then let's put that to the test
00:09:48do it
00:09:50i dare you okay
00:10:17oh god oh god i didn't see anything
00:10:19mom i swear
00:10:37hey alex i've got notes from chemistry you missed it because of practice um you gotta study up if we're
00:10:45going to the same college
00:10:53what are you
00:10:59why would i want to go to the same college as you
00:11:06so i made up my mind i'm going to go to princeton for undergrad
00:11:11and then columbia for med school and once i graduate i'm going to join doctors without borders
00:11:19what about you i'll go wherever you go
00:11:25i just wanted to help you study your mom wants you to go to a good school my mom is
00:11:31in a mental hospital
00:11:32because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered and the people who did it got to walk
00:11:40away
00:11:40i'm sorry as if nothing ever happened and who do you think is responsible for that
00:11:46i'm sorry sorry you're sorry you think that's enough i'm sorry he's gonna bring my dad back
00:11:54i'm sorry he's gonna help my mom now i'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies
00:12:00no remember this i will never forgive you not for the rest of my life
00:12:17alex brooks alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick
00:12:23you practically killed his father now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine
00:12:31she's right i shouldn't even be here
00:12:35why come to school if i don't even have a future ahead of me
00:12:42alex if you don't want to see me i'll stay out of your sight
00:12:47please i know it hurts and i know that you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:12:52you're mad but don't give up on your own future
00:13:14that beside spot's reserved
00:13:19it's reserved since when always has been always will be i always want you by my side
00:13:27beautiful great congratulations great geez awesome can i see oh sure
00:13:38that's perfect would i be able to get it like like this big that's like wedding picture big
00:13:45it's for a funeral actually my funeral
00:13:52a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:13:58because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since
00:14:01it's fucking kindergarten come up with a new line already let's race whoever gets to the top first
00:14:08win this yummy candy i can't my mommy does my heart to weak if i run i'll die
00:14:18i will never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:14:23when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:14:31if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven
00:14:35so be a good girl and go to hell
00:14:42congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in
00:14:47and graduation and graduation is just around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is
00:14:53not the time for senioritis let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:15:05alex where'd you get in
00:15:09um yale wow only the bets are my alex what are you gonna major in pre-med
00:15:16oh you want to be a doctor how come uh
00:15:22i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:15:31it's a promise
00:15:37tell my mom
00:15:40at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:15:45together
00:15:46whoo who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:16:05forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:16:22hey love book it's me mom i'm right here
00:16:33i think it's okay if i take a break from school yes of course
00:16:42i think your teachers will understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious girl
00:16:49if i don't go to school maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:01wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:17:07isabel i want to let you know that isabel will be taking a leave of absence
00:17:28isabel are you dropping out of school
00:17:31why do you care i thought you didn't want to see me just answer me are you dropping it or
00:17:36not
00:17:36would you like to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:17:42you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:17:48college dreams out the window you think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death
00:17:53it's not that damn simple isabel is going to take your medication wait isabel you at the hospital
00:18:05hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:18:14a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people
00:18:21don't normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers
00:18:27to justice isabel you here to see me why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with
00:18:44your hair
00:18:48your hair
00:18:55i was just trying a new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:04picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:19:08well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel are you really dropping
00:19:14out of school why don't you lay around the hospital when everyone knows you're not actually dying
00:19:20playing the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she actually
00:19:28sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying as if
00:19:35pain in asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:19:41she better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:19:57your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks
00:20:02isabel spencer was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here
00:20:10mr logan where is your witness she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer
00:20:16classic isabel i know i shouldn't have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented
00:20:24then the court's ruling is
00:20:30i'm here i'll testify
00:20:36i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:20:43on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:20:48it was them i never forget their faces they tried to assault me
00:20:53help but mr brooks he saved me
00:21:04had he lost his life
00:21:09help please please somebody help he died trying to save me
00:21:15i don't know
00:21:18based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:21:30the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross guilty of murder in the second degree
00:21:37and sentences them to 20 years in state prison
00:21:42see alex i meant what i said i promised i'd bring your dad's killers to justice
00:22:00hey thanks
00:22:03no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today she said that
00:22:10i
00:22:10shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know
00:22:16but every time that i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:22fell apart
00:22:24i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:27okay
00:22:30i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to
00:22:36me
00:22:52i don't think we should see each other again
00:22:59this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:26this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:23:29hey hon how you feeling
00:23:34feel good
00:23:39um what day is it june 9th why
00:23:44you have a date to the dance no
00:23:48what hey what if we just went together is that like a formal invite i mean if it was
00:23:58what was your answer be
00:24:02yes cool i'll see you at the day of the dance then
00:24:15today's a crowd dance i have to go oh isabelle your heart oh please
00:24:21this might be the only dance i ever get to go to
00:24:27i know i can't actually dance but maybe maybe i can watch
00:24:33fine i'm not going to stop you from seeing alex but take it easy all right we've had enough close
00:24:38calls at the er thank you mom i love you i love you
00:24:54you seriously still struggling with this it's so easy
00:24:58maybe i just wanted to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life
00:25:03dummy
00:25:13what happened to isabel i haven't seen her in a week
00:25:49i have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:25:57i have a nice life alex now you can say goodbye to me
00:26:13come on dance it this way
00:26:19izzy izzy oh my god hey mom i'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:24izzy izzy
00:26:27izzy izzy
00:26:56Izzy?
00:26:58What the hell, Alex?
00:27:01Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:03Don't call her that.
00:27:13What's wrong?
00:27:15Nothing, thanks.
00:27:21Ms. Spencer?
00:27:23Alex, please come.
00:27:26Isabel, she's about to die.
00:27:30Alex!
00:27:31Alex, where are you?
00:27:36No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:27:45Isabel, you can't die.
00:27:59Isabel!
00:28:00Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:02You need to leave.
00:28:03No, no, I'm not leaving.
00:28:04That's why Isabel, that's why Izzy.
00:28:06I need to see her.
00:28:19No, this can't be real.
00:28:21No, this can't be real.
00:28:41Isabel is the show for an young lady.
00:28:43No, it's...
00:28:44It's not her.
00:28:51please spencer please just pick up
00:28:58excuse me do you know what room isabel spencer's in
00:29:03she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes the kind you never forget
00:29:14alex looking for me
00:29:19wait what isabel
00:29:24what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die are you okay
00:29:31my mom she's so overdramatic i just had a minor surgery completely fine
00:29:37what do you think this is funny or something what jesus christ is about what you you had
00:29:43your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death what's next huh you're gonna invite
00:29:50me to your fake fucking funeral this is not what happened no no don't call me again not
00:29:55even on your deathbed because i don't care anymore not one fucking bit
00:30:17isabel what are you doing out here you just got out of surgery
00:30:23is that alex baby i'm sorry i called him i just thought it was important for you guys to have
00:30:30closure it's okay mom it doesn't matter can we go home i really don't want to die
00:30:51hey alex five days till graduation um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but
00:30:59i know you didn't mean them
00:31:04sometimes i just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:10but i want you to be happy
00:31:14and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:23do you remember this you left it here it means a lot to me
00:31:51wait isabel you you sure you want this
00:31:55one hundred percent i don't want to die a virgin
00:32:00yeah but why me
00:32:04because you're my best friend
00:32:07the only one who'd agree to do this
00:32:10the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a request
00:32:13yeah great okay then um how do you want to get started
00:32:21tell me i'm the virgin here
00:32:24well uh actually you're not the only virgin here
00:32:30what about the cheerleader last summer
00:32:32that was just a rumor izzy
00:32:35i'm not the hookup kind of guy
00:32:38actually i've been waiting
00:32:43waiting for what
00:32:47i've been waiting for you izzy
00:32:50i wanted you to be my first
00:32:54nothing
00:32:55i'm ready if you are
00:33:13i'm ready too
00:33:19i'll be gentle
00:33:20i promise
00:33:31that was my first kiss
00:33:33i too
00:33:52oh my god
00:33:53am i really losing my virginity to my best friend
00:34:01what the hell are you kids doing
00:34:08is the last thing you gave me
00:34:14so now it is time to give it back
00:34:33alex anyone home
00:34:52so he got into princeton too
00:34:58since we were five
00:34:59alex and i have spent countless hours together in this room
00:35:04playing games
00:35:06building blanket forts
00:35:08all kinds of stupid stuff
00:35:11but i never come in here anymore
00:35:14not since alex's dad died
00:35:25my eyes are up here
00:35:28yeah sorry
00:35:30just uh
00:35:31people at school said you have
00:35:33three nipples
00:35:35and i was just curious
00:35:37you're not seriously listening to those rumors
00:35:40you could have just asked me
00:35:42yeah
00:35:43sorry
00:35:43you're right
00:35:45definitely
00:35:46shouldn't listen to those idiots
00:35:50you know what
00:35:52it's to prove the gossip wrong
00:35:54i'll show you
00:35:56what
00:35:56what
00:36:03so
00:36:05how many do i have
00:36:07two
00:36:07two
00:36:10perfect
00:36:11one
00:36:18this will probably be the last time i'm ever in this room
00:36:26goodbye alex
00:36:34oh my god alex
00:36:36you're finally showing me your room
00:36:38will i be the first girl who's in it
00:36:48wow
00:36:49i never thought i'd set foot inside the room
00:36:51of
00:36:52the
00:36:54alex brooks
00:36:56it's always late
00:36:57i think you should leave
00:36:58don't be such a killjoy alex
00:37:01i have a surprise for you
00:37:10uh
00:37:13yes
00:37:14so i
00:37:14i should definitely
00:37:16leave
00:37:16you sure you want me to leave
00:37:18you said your parents are out
00:37:20which means we have the whole place to ourselves
00:37:26i can do anything that you want alex
00:37:30i'm yours
00:37:35see
00:37:36i'm already wet for you
00:37:45yes
00:37:46oh that's it
00:37:48oh that's it baby
00:37:53alex
00:37:53alex do you want me
00:37:54yes
00:37:54is he wants you
00:37:57did alex just say my name
00:38:01what did you say
00:38:03did you just call me
00:38:04is he iffy
00:38:07is he iffy
00:38:18i uh
00:38:21isabel
00:38:22what are you doing in my closet
00:38:30alex
00:38:30i'm so sorry
00:38:33i didn't know you'd be back
00:38:34what the fuck
00:38:35isabel what are you doing here
00:38:36what else
00:38:37she's being a creepy stalker
00:38:39as usual
00:38:41seriously isabel
00:38:42hiding in the closet
00:38:43to catch a glimpse of us
00:38:44fucking
00:38:44alex
00:38:45no that's not what i was
00:38:46i just
00:38:46i just
00:38:47i just
00:38:48i'm just gonna return something
00:38:49to you
00:38:50it's yours
00:38:53what the hell is that
00:38:54just
00:38:56a raggedy old t-shirt
00:39:00alex is this yours
00:39:10you sure you want this
00:39:12one hundred percent
00:39:16what
00:39:17you think you can win
00:39:18alex back with a dirty old t-shirt
00:39:20no
00:39:21that's not what
00:39:22alex do you even want this
00:39:35why would i want some
00:39:36dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:39:38means nothing to me
00:39:42hear that
00:39:43get the fuck out
00:39:45alex doesn't want you here
00:39:50she's right
00:39:52you should leave
00:39:59don't let that loser ruin the mood
00:40:01i know that you only said her name
00:40:03because you hate her so much
00:40:05i can help you forget all about her
00:40:09sorry stop i'm not in the mood
00:40:10oh wait
00:40:12we can try something else
00:40:13then
00:40:13you'll love it
00:40:17zoe
00:40:18i'm serious stop
00:40:19stop resisting
00:40:20it's gonna feel amazing
00:40:21i promise
00:40:25i said no
00:40:27leave me the fuck alone
00:40:28what the fuck is wrong with you alex
00:40:31you're sick in the head
00:40:32just like that psycho freak isabel
00:40:33i fucking hate you asshole
00:40:42damn it isabel
00:40:43why do you make everything so fucking difficult
00:41:01where is it should be right here
00:41:03looking for this
00:41:09looking for this
00:41:13i mean don't think it
00:41:15means
00:41:16something
00:41:16whatever
00:41:17i just don't want another
00:41:19creep like you getting their hands on it
00:41:36good morning sunshine i made pancakes
00:41:42hey mom
00:41:44i'm going to the care home to visit alex's mom
00:41:47don't worry i'll be back soon
00:41:50miss brooks
00:41:52sorry it took me so long to visit
00:41:54i know that it's because of me that you're like this
00:41:58if it wasn't for me then you and mr brooks would still be together
00:42:02happily in love like before
00:42:09i have missed you my love
00:42:11i have been thinking about you all day
00:42:14even when training your new recruits
00:42:16even while putting out fires and
00:42:18rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree
00:42:23gross
00:42:24son one of these days you're gonna fall in love
00:42:27and then you'll know exactly how we feel
00:42:31if i could turn back time i'd make it so that he never saved me that many
00:42:35don't don't cry my dear
00:42:36you ruin your pretty face
00:42:38okay i'll stop
00:42:41good news
00:42:42alex got into princeton
00:42:44and what about you my dear
00:42:47i'm not going anywhere
00:42:49ever
00:42:50i'll probably die here
00:42:52be buried here
00:42:54for all eternity
00:42:57what are you talking about
00:43:00alex i was just visiting your mom i didn't know you'd be here too
00:43:04what are you saying
00:43:06you know she's on one you know she can't handle any more stress right now
00:43:09alex i
00:43:10it's torturing me not enough
00:43:12you really need to drag my mom into this too
00:43:16hey
00:43:17don't speak to a lady like that
00:43:20are those for me
00:43:21yes
00:43:22mom
00:43:24they're uh yellow roses
00:43:26your favorite
00:43:26you remember how dad used to always bring you those
00:43:34steven
00:43:35steven you're back
00:43:38oh i missed you so much
00:43:40you were gone fighting fires for so long this time
00:43:46isabel
00:43:52i've been thinking about it
00:43:54about her parents
00:43:56and about us
00:43:58i think i figured it out
00:44:00i don't hate you anymore
00:44:03really
00:44:04but what happened
00:44:06it can't be undone
00:44:08we can't go back to how things were
00:44:20so after graduation
00:44:22i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:44:25and we are going to forget
00:44:27everything in it
00:44:29including you
00:44:32easy
00:44:36this is goodbye alex
00:44:39forever
00:44:42goodbye my easy
00:44:54stephen let's go
00:44:55stephen let's go
00:45:02stephen let's go
00:45:04stephen let's go
00:45:05stephen let's go
00:45:09stephen
00:45:11i heard
00:45:12our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital
00:45:18he's not just brilliant
00:45:20he's ridiculously hot
00:45:25hello everybody
00:45:26welcome to the presbyterian hospital
00:45:28for the next three months
00:45:30i will be your attending physician
00:45:34all right so that's all from me
00:45:36there are no further questions
00:45:37you're free to go
00:45:42actually i did have a question
00:45:45are you after work?
00:45:48shelly
00:45:49shelly
00:45:49right
00:45:49yeah i'm sorry
00:45:51i'm busy
00:45:52and
00:45:53this is a hospital
00:45:55please adhere to the dress codes
00:45:57thank you
00:46:00dude that was harsh
00:46:02would it really kill you to cut them some slack
00:46:04i've known you since college
00:46:06i've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl
00:46:08yeah
00:46:10hey but
00:46:11chicks aren't your thing man
00:46:12i'm not the one to judge
00:46:13fuck off man
00:46:14mind your own business for once
00:46:20yo alex
00:46:21how you been man
00:46:21our 10 year high school reunion's coming up soon
00:46:24you going?
00:46:27i'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town
00:46:29and we are going to forget
00:46:30everything in it
00:46:31including you
00:46:33you see
00:46:35isabel
00:46:36are you going to be there?
00:46:48yo alex you made it man
00:46:49hey man
00:46:53look who's here everyone
00:46:54the legend of evergreen high
00:46:57the captain of the swim team
00:46:58alex brooks
00:47:02i envy you
00:47:03you disappeared for 10 years
00:47:05and everybody still loves you
00:47:06was everyone invited?
00:47:08yeah
00:47:08i'm pretty sure everyone's coming
00:47:09oh except for zoe
00:47:11she's getting divorced from her third husband
00:47:13uh
00:47:14i guess you probably don't care about that
00:47:17why?
00:47:18who are you expecting to see?
00:47:21no one
00:47:22isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways
00:47:25after all the terrible things i said
00:47:27i can't blame her
00:47:29oh
00:47:29i don't know who you're waiting for
00:47:34your little uh childhood sweetheart isabel
00:47:36what do they call her?
00:47:38little miss uh
00:47:38little miss emergency room
00:47:40hey don't call her that
00:47:43dude
00:47:44come on man
00:47:45don't be so but hurt
00:47:48your little izzy's dead
00:47:49nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a griffin yard
00:47:53what the fuck did you just
00:47:54whoa whoa
00:47:55hey whoa whoa whoa hey man
00:47:57you were drunk
00:47:57back off
00:47:58i ain't drunk
00:47:59shit i've never been much sober in my life
00:48:02remember that one time
00:48:03by the swimming pool
00:48:04when we roasted her super hard
00:48:06hey man get your shit together
00:48:08no no no let them finish
00:48:11attention everyone
00:48:12it's show and tell time
00:48:14and boy oh boy
00:48:15do i have something juicy to share with you all
00:48:18see this
00:48:19it's someone's precious little bucket list
00:48:21things i want to do before i die
00:48:24number one travel to paris
00:48:25number two set off fireworks on the beach
00:48:27no no no no no
00:48:28that's my bucket list
00:48:29number three go to prom with alex
00:48:31number four lose my virginity to alex
00:48:36everybody shut up
00:48:39alex i
00:48:40bro she wants you to pop her cherry
00:48:43go home and take her to pound town
00:48:49how embarrassing
00:48:50it only makes me hate you even more
00:48:59see that
00:49:00alex hates you
00:49:02and now everybody knows
00:49:03that you're not the innocent virgin
00:49:05you pretend to be
00:49:06you're just a dirty slut
00:49:08who wants to get railed by the team captain
00:49:11well
00:49:12then i guess it's time to watch
00:49:14those dirty thoughts out of your head
00:49:15i thought we're in the pool
00:49:17no i can't swim
00:49:26alex
00:49:27help me
00:49:29god what did i do
00:49:31i could have saved her
00:49:33man
00:49:34that was fun
00:49:35i think she got sick for like a month
00:49:38after that
00:49:38and her health just got worse
00:49:41and worse
00:49:42and for long
00:49:43she was dead
00:49:45dunzo
00:49:49you asshole
00:49:50how could you do that
00:49:51she has a heart condition
00:49:54you piece of fucking shit
00:49:58what the fuck
00:49:59man
00:50:00you don't act like you weren't a part of this
00:50:02can you just stood there
00:50:03and let it all happen
00:50:04why would i want some dirty raggedy t-shirt
00:50:07means nothing to me
00:50:08means nothing to me
00:50:09means nothing to me
00:50:22to bet you didn't just die
00:50:26you just stood there
00:50:27and let it all happen
00:50:32you know looking back on it now
00:50:34i think we really did go too far with isabel
00:50:37i just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry
00:50:40you said you invited everybody
00:50:43where is izzy
00:50:45dude
00:50:45do you really not know
00:50:47not know what
00:50:49alex
00:50:50isabel died ten years ago
00:50:52right after graduation
00:51:00now you're messing with me man
00:51:02i mean there's no way she could be dead
00:51:04i'm not messing with you
00:51:06all right
00:51:07my uncle works for the county clerk's office
00:51:09he helped mrs spencer register her death
00:51:12i don't believe it
00:51:14no has to be a different isabel spencer
00:51:16my izzy is not dead
00:51:36she must have moved
00:51:45the number you have dialed
00:51:46is not in service
00:51:50the number you have dialed
00:51:52is not in service
00:51:53the number you have dialed
00:51:55the number you have dialed
00:51:56is not in service
00:52:02no
00:52:02no no she can't be dead
00:52:05I'm gonna find her
00:52:07Yeah, I'm going to find her.
00:52:21Who sent this to my house?
00:52:32Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:52:35Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:52:38Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:40They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:43Message me back when you see this.
00:52:54Izzy?
00:52:57Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:00Oh, hi, Mom.
00:53:01Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:02Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:53:23It's true for a funeral, actually.
00:53:25My funeral.
00:53:26A funeral?
00:53:27Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:53:30No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,
00:53:32no, no, um, no, no, no.
00:53:32Let's have a tweeting.
00:53:33Isabel sent me this 10 years ago?
00:54:00Hi, Alex!
00:54:03I am recording a special video series for you.
00:54:06Gosh, my life's okay.
00:54:08Anyway, tomorrow we are one year away from graduation, and I'm going to make you a video
00:54:14every single day.
00:54:15And then on graduation, I will give them all to you and tell you a crush on you.
00:54:22Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:24I told you how I feel about you.
00:54:29What the hell is going to shout out to you?
00:54:32I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:54:39Isabel, I like you.
00:54:44I know, we've been saying that since you were like five.
00:54:46No, I mean...
00:54:52Who's there?
00:54:59Oh my god, is he hard right now?
00:55:16I've got you now, you brats.
00:55:23I'm sorry, Isabel.
00:55:27I didn't let you drown.
00:55:28I let you down.
00:55:31I might have been a little bit braver, just a little bit more persistent.
00:55:36I could have told you how I felt.
00:55:40Hi, Alex.
00:55:43275 days till graduation.
00:55:44I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:55:47So...
00:55:49What's this?
00:55:50Come on.
00:55:51And you are still smiling, like it's nothing.
00:55:56Hi, Alex.
00:55:57It is now 211 days until graduation.
00:56:01Today, I snuck in tears for me, and I saw Zoe.
00:56:05She just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress.
00:56:09And to make matters worse, you hugged her back.
00:56:13I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:56:15But then, you gave me your trophy, so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:56:20Admit it.
00:56:21You like me too.
00:56:26Hey, Alex.
00:56:27Hey, Alex.
00:56:28Hey, Alex.
00:56:28Hey, Alex.
00:56:31That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:56:35Hi, Alex.
00:56:36I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:56:39I know you don't want to see me.
00:56:40I mean, it's my fault he died.
00:56:43And I know how much he meant to you.
00:56:45I wish it was me who died instead.
00:56:53Alex?
00:57:00You were invited.
00:57:06I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:57:08I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:57:09You're not welcome here.
00:57:11My dad saved your life.
00:57:14And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:57:16If he had to sacrifice himself, it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:57:20I'm sorry.
00:57:23I'm sorry.
00:57:24I'm sorry.
00:57:24Just fucking leave.
00:57:26Go!
00:57:28I'm sorry.
00:57:33I'm sorry.
00:57:34Fuck!
00:57:37Oh, fuck.
00:57:37I was so stupid.
00:57:39Isabel.
00:57:39Oh, fuck.
00:57:44When you were rushing to the hospital for a heart attack.
00:57:46When you were dying on the operating table.
00:57:49I didn't believe you.
00:57:53I told you to go die.
00:57:58I'm so sorry.
00:58:07Hi, Alex.
00:58:11I'm so scared.
00:58:29I don't want to die.
00:58:31I want to go to college with you.
00:58:33It's not really up to me.
00:58:35Maybe God just hates me.
00:58:38like you do. Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife, but if there is, I really hope
00:58:44to see you there. That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:59:02Hi, Alex. Happy graduation. This is my last video. You left town today. I saw you packing
00:59:12up. But I know you didn't want to see me. So I hid behind the curtains. And then you
00:59:19looked up at me. I almost thought that you were going to come and say goodbye. But then
00:59:27you drove away. At least I know you still haven't forgiven me. It's okay. Isabel! Isabel!
00:59:41No, Isabel, you can't be dead. If you can't be dead, you must be doing this because you
00:59:46hate me. Isabel. Zoe? Oh my God, Alex. It's been forever. I rushed over as soon as I heard
01:00:03you were back in town. Yikes. Looks like a haunted house in here. Don't worry. I can help you
01:00:16spruce it up. What are you doing? Why so cold, Alex? Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:22We just hooked up. Okay, we were never official. It's still a heartbreaker, I see. Well, you know,
01:00:30I was super into you back then. Okay. I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:00:38Hmm. What's that?
01:00:43No. Nothing. Oh. So even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then, huh? I get it. You've
01:00:55been single for all these years. You need to meet your needs somehow. No, I haven't forgotten
01:01:02about you, Alex. You don't need to do everything by yourself. Let me fill those needs.
01:01:09Get out!
01:01:11Seriously, Alex? Been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:22So you came back for Isabel? I seriously don't understand. Why are you not over a bitch
01:01:29who's been dead for 10 years? She's not dead. Stop spreading lies about her. You're crazy.
01:01:36You need to get your head fucking checked.
01:01:42Why does everyone say that you're dead? They're lying. Right. And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:53So that's where you are. I'm coming, Izzy.
01:01:57Okay. Hello, Mrs. Spencer. Alex?
01:02:13Thanks. It's been ages. What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:18I became a heart surgeon. A heart surgeon? That's fantastic. You found a great career.
01:02:23It was Isabel's dream to be working with Doctors Without Borders. If she was still around,
01:02:29I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives.
01:02:33If she was still around? Holy shit. Is Mrs. Spencer in on this too? Is she helping Izzy hide from
01:02:41me?
01:02:42Mrs. Spencer, do you know where Isabel's living now? I have something I need to talk to her about.
01:02:51Isabel? Are you in there?
01:03:12Sorry, Mrs. Spencer. I gotta get going. I'll see you again soon.
01:03:20No. No, it's a lie. She can't be dead. I promised I would become a doctor and I'd fix her
01:03:25heart.
01:03:25I'm gonna find her doctor from before. He knows her conditions better than anyone.
01:03:30Yes, Isabel Spencer. How could I forget her? It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her.
01:03:37Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:39She was a stubborn girl. She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery.
01:03:44Said something about needing to testify in court for a friend.
01:03:49I don't think we should see each other again.
01:03:54You were in so much pain, but I didn't see it.
01:03:57Come to think of it, I remember you now.
01:04:01You used to come visit her when she was sick.
01:04:04But why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:04:06Toward the end?
01:04:08You're full of us too.
01:04:11No.
01:04:13It's not true.
01:04:14It's not true, right, Izzy?
01:04:17You can't be dead.
01:04:19Helix.
01:04:22Helix.
01:04:36Helix.
01:05:01How is it?
01:05:03Disgusting.
01:05:04Liar.
01:05:06No, but if you really want a taste, I have the perfect solution.
01:05:09What's that?
01:05:14Well, how was it?
01:05:16Disgustingly sweet, right?
01:05:17I think he just wanted to kiss me.
01:05:22Isabel, how could you just die?
01:05:24How could you disappear just like that?
01:05:26Maybe it's really true.
01:05:28Maybe she really is gone.
01:05:32Isabel.
01:05:35Isabel!
01:05:43Isabel.
01:05:44I knew it was you.
01:05:45I knew you weren't dead.
01:05:48Alex.
01:05:50One time to see.
01:05:56Why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school?
01:06:01I had to leave the city.
01:06:04Leave all the pain behind.
01:06:08Hey.
01:06:09Ended up back here in the end.
01:06:12Alex, have you forgiven me?
01:06:14I told you.
01:06:15I don't hate you anymore.
01:06:17Listen, I was so young and dumb back then, okay?
01:06:20The last ten years, I have thought about you every day.
01:06:23Hell, every minute.
01:06:24Every second.
01:06:26Me too.
01:06:27It's not too late, Isabel.
01:06:29We can start over.
01:06:30I'm never going to let you leave my side again.
01:06:34Sorry about the mess.
01:06:36No one's been in this house for years.
01:06:38But you can stay here with me now.
01:06:44How are you?
01:06:45How's your heart?
01:06:46I've been good.
01:06:48Yeah, my health has improved a lot.
01:06:50Still not perfect.
01:06:52My mom moved in with my grandma.
01:06:53And then I left for college.
01:06:56Came back after graduation.
01:06:57So why didn't you just move back into your old house?
01:07:00Or because of it?
01:07:02Is it because you didn't want to see me?
01:07:04I just needed somewhere close to work.
01:07:07Why wouldn't I want to see you?
01:07:17So you know everything?
01:07:18I am so sorry, Isabel.
01:07:21I should have protected you.
01:07:23Been there for you.
01:07:25But I treated you terribly.
01:07:27Do you hate me?
01:07:28I could never hate you.
01:07:37Sorry.
01:07:39Just really excited to see you.
01:07:41It's fine.
01:07:43It's okay.
01:07:43Don't worry about it.
01:07:45I just got back to you.
01:07:46It's pretty empty in here.
01:07:49How about we go get something to eat?
01:07:51Yeah?
01:07:52Okay.
01:07:58What can I get you, sir?
01:08:02Pancakes.
01:08:03Definitely pancakes.
01:08:05You're probably craving them as usual.
01:08:06It's been ten years.
01:08:07Surprised you remember.
01:08:09How could I forget?
01:08:11I'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady.
01:08:22Hey there, handsome.
01:08:24I'm alone, too.
01:08:26You mind if I slide in?
01:08:28Uh, yeah.
01:08:29We do mind.
01:08:31We?
01:08:32Me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me.
01:08:36She's the only girl I like.
01:08:38And that's how it's been for a long, long time.
01:08:42Weirdo.
01:08:43Could have just said no.
01:08:48It's crazy.
01:08:50I also like the guy sitting across from me.
01:08:53And I have for a long, long time.
01:09:00Your total for today comes out to 55.43.
01:09:04You want to get that to go?
01:09:05It'll make a good midnight snack.
01:09:09Sir, I don't mean to pry, but who exactly are you speaking to?
01:09:15Uh, my girlfriend.
01:09:18But, sir, there's no one there.
01:09:22What do you mean?
01:09:31Oh.
01:09:33There she is.
01:09:39Be right back.
01:09:45What you feeling for dinner, Izzy?
01:09:46And don't say pancakes again.
01:09:50Isabel?
01:09:56We have a visual on target.
01:09:59There is no more she's got value.
01:10:03Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you.
01:10:05I wanted to see what you want for dinner.
01:10:07I hope.
01:10:10Promise you'll never leave my side again.
01:10:12I promise.
01:10:14You saw my videos.
01:10:16You know that you're my one and only.
01:10:22You already missed out on a decade.
01:10:24And I don't want to waste any more time.
01:10:26Are you saying that you want to be official?
01:10:28If I am.
01:10:30Then what's your answer?
01:10:32Yes.
01:10:33A thousand percent, yes.
01:10:37Let's be together a waste.
01:10:39Forever.
01:10:40Till we get old and gray.
01:11:09What are you watching?
01:11:09It's shiny.
01:11:11It's actually really scary.
01:11:13You're so warm.
01:11:17Jesus!
01:11:19How do people watch this?
01:11:22You're not scared?
01:11:23Oh, yes.
01:11:24Scared to death.
01:11:26Oh, I'm sorry.
01:11:30Hold it any tighter and I think you're going to snap it in half.
01:11:34Sorry.
01:11:35No.
01:11:36It's okay.
01:11:36I just said you were holding it tight.
01:11:39Not that I want you to stop.
01:11:40I like the way you touch me.
01:11:51I like the way you touch me.
01:12:18Isabel?
01:12:33Isabel?
01:12:34Want to drink?
01:12:46Scared me for a sec.
01:12:48I almost let you laugh.
01:12:55I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:57I told you I'd stay with you.
01:12:59Remember?
01:13:00Isabel.
01:13:02Let's get married.
01:13:05Like nothing more.
01:13:25Hey, Alex.
01:13:27I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:32Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:37Can you come?
01:13:38It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:43What's wrong?
01:13:44Who's on the phone?
01:13:45Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:47Who is it?
01:13:48Nothing.
01:13:49Just a scam.
01:13:51As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:59Alex.
01:14:00Hello.
01:14:01I'm sorry.
01:14:02It's nothing.
01:14:05June 23rd.
01:14:07The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:14:11Can I go with you this time?
01:14:14Yeah.
01:14:16I'd love that.
01:14:23Hey, Dad.
01:14:26Me.
01:14:37I've been good.
01:14:40Mom's doing a lot better, too, now.
01:14:42You don't need to worry.
01:14:44You'd want me to move on.
01:14:45Let go of my resentment.
01:14:47I finally have.
01:14:50Isabel said she's going to marry me.
01:14:55We're going to start our own family together.
01:15:12Hey, what's wrong?
01:15:20I...
01:15:21Sorry.
01:15:21I...
01:15:22I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:24I didn't think I'd react like that.
01:15:26It's okay.
01:15:27You don't have to look.
01:15:29Okay?
01:15:29Let's go.
01:15:34Sorry.
01:15:35I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:37I just...
01:15:38didn't think I was going to react like that.
01:15:40It's okay.
01:15:42How about a massage?
01:15:56You selfish bitch.
01:15:59Go to hell.
01:16:00I don't know.
01:16:16Can I help you?
01:16:17Help me.
01:16:18Now I'm already dead.
01:16:19I hate you!
01:16:21And I never want to see you again!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:43Isabel!
01:16:50Isabel!
01:16:52Isabel?
01:16:55Didn't you hear me yelling?
01:16:56Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:57Listen up.
01:16:58I can't breathe.
01:16:59Isabel.
01:17:00I'm sorry.
01:17:02I'm sorry I didn't hear you.
01:17:04What's wrong?
01:17:05Nothing.
01:17:07Just a nightmare.
01:17:09Isabel.
01:17:10Will you marry me?
01:17:11I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:17:15I want to marry you, Isabel.
01:17:18To be with you always.
01:17:19Like day and night, year after year.
01:17:22Okay.
01:17:23Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:27Great.
01:17:28Alright, you go pick out a dress.
01:17:30And I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:32Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:35Hey mom.
01:17:36I'm getting married.
01:17:38To Izzy.
01:17:39The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:41Same place you and dad got married.
01:17:43Hoping to make it.
01:17:56Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:59We're just early.
01:18:00We'll be here soon.
01:18:05Mom.
01:18:08Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:18:10No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:18:15Mom, what's wrong?
01:18:17Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:18:20Yeah, of course.
01:18:20She's right in front of me.
01:18:23Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:25Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:28What?
01:18:31They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:33Huh.
01:18:36Hallucinations?
01:18:36What are you talking about?
01:18:38Like, Isabel, she's alive.
01:18:40She's right.
01:18:40She's right here in front of me.
01:18:41I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:42Deep down, you already know the truth.
01:18:45Don't you?
01:18:46You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:49To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:54No, Mom.
01:18:55Why would you say that?
01:18:56She's alive and well.
01:18:56Why would you say that she's...
01:19:05Isabel!
01:19:06Isabel!
01:19:07Isabel!
01:19:08No.
01:19:09No, no, no.
01:19:10She has to be here.
01:19:12You scared her off.
01:19:13She scared her off.
01:19:14That's...
01:19:15Wake up, Alex.
01:19:17Isabel is dead.
01:19:19How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:19:21No, no, Mom.
01:19:22She's not.
01:19:23She's alive.
01:19:24She is.
01:19:25She really is.
01:19:26You think she's alive?
01:19:27I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:30I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:30I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:36Take a good look.
01:19:38What does it say?
01:19:45No.
01:19:47I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:48Oh, no.
01:19:49Isabel.
01:19:51No, I knew anything.
01:19:53Anyone but her?
01:19:54Anyone but Isabel?
01:19:55No.
01:19:56Anyone but you?
01:19:57No, please.
01:19:58No.
01:20:00No.
01:20:04No.
01:20:05No.
01:20:07No.
01:20:09No.
01:20:10No.
01:20:13No.
01:20:17Alex...
01:20:18I'm here to take you.
01:20:20We can finally be together.
01:20:39alex alex
01:20:44miss fencer your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately i'm uh i'm fine
01:20:52i'm just trying to find isabel alex i know it's been hard for you to accept the truth but isabel
01:21:03isabel's dead and she died 10 years ago and we have no choice but to accept it i can't accept
01:21:09that
01:21:10you'll never accept that how can i accept it the last time i saw her i said the most
01:21:16those horrible things to her and those words to echo in my mind all the time i mean that's the
01:21:23last
01:21:24memory she has of me how can i forgive myself i love her and i never got to tell her
01:21:32alex don't beat
01:21:34yourself up isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her can you be so sure
01:21:41but i can't tell her that i love her what is the point of going on living
01:21:49when i was organizing isabel's thanks i found this
01:21:54this is her last words to you i hope this helps you understand how she felt
01:22:04hey alex
01:22:08my time on earth was short but i'm leaving with no regrets because i was loved by the most
01:22:13incredible boy in the world you alex brooks i hope that in a world without me you'll be able to
01:22:21find your own path forward and live an amazing spectacular life love isabel
01:22:41need something for you
01:22:46what are you proposing to me it's a friendship ring dummy
01:22:55how did i miss this all these years
01:23:01hey isabel came to say goodbye it was your dream to join doctors without borders to treat those
01:23:07who are as fortunate well i went and i applied to i'll leave for sedan soon i'm gonna take the
01:23:14love
01:23:14you gave me and lived a life that you were brave enough to dream of isabel you'll always be my
01:23:19girl
01:23:22i love you
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