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Desire Forbidden
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00:03I'm a sex addict.
00:04No.
00:05I played a little too rough and ended up hurting myself down there with my little toy.
00:09That's why I had to go to the clinic for an examination,
00:11only to find out that my therapist is Kasten, the ex-boyfriend I dumped five years ago.
00:15I felt his fingers examining my body.
00:17Their touch so light, almost like a caress.
00:20Have you had any recent sexual activity?
00:22Yes.
00:24Multiple times?
00:27Yes.
00:29Multiple times.
00:31Honestly, being a romance novelist is high-pressure work,
00:34and inspiration doesn't come cheap.
00:35Whenever I ran dry, I turned to a few trusty old friends,
00:38not men, but those damn little toys.
00:42It's a minor abrasion.
00:44You need to apply the ointment daily and no alcohol.
00:47And for one month, no sex or masturbation.
00:51Doctor's orders.
00:55It's finally over.
00:56I thought I would never see him again.
00:58But after the reunion, he suddenly broke into my apartment.
01:07That night, I went to a private alumni party hosted by my college.
01:10Looking at them brought everything back, my college years with Kasten.
01:13Back then, Kasten was the team captain, and I was the head of the student eco department.
01:18We clashed constantly.
01:19One day, he tampered with my thermos.
01:21He drank the water inside and replaced it with red wine,
01:24just to watch me get tipsy and make a fool of myself.
01:27But what he didn't expect was that we went from rivals to lovers.
01:30For a while, we were truly happy.
01:32But in the end, we broke up.
01:36Long time no see, everyone.
01:37I had assumed Kasten wouldn't show up tonight.
01:40But he did.
01:46Already forgot your doctor's orders?
01:50Or does your therapist need to give you some hands-on discipline?
01:55Sienna!
02:07I'm here to pick you up, Sienna.
02:11Is that your new boyfriend, Sienna?
02:13Wait, is he a football player?
02:15Oh my god, introduce us right now!
02:20Alright, ladies, show's over.
02:21I'm taking my favorite girl out of here.
02:23Come on, Sienna.
02:24Night, everyone.
02:24That guy next to you,
02:26is he the first love you've never been able to forget?
02:29Wait, how the hell did you know?
02:30He literally didn't say a word to you.
02:32Because he looked at me like he wanted to tear me apart.
02:35Trust me, Sienna, he's still in love with you.
02:45Your new guy just drops you off and disappears?
02:47Does he even give a shit that you're hurt?
02:49He doesn't fucking deserve to take care of you.
02:52Dr. Kasten, I don't think that's part of the treatment.
03:06Your body still remembers this feeling, doesn't it?
03:11I was still drowning in the heat when reality slapped me awake.
03:14He had cheated on me.
03:15Get off!
03:16Back the hell off!
03:17Why are you rejecting me?
03:18Sienna, why did you break up with me back then?
03:21Because other men actually know how to satisfy me.
03:24Leave.
03:25And don't come back.
03:29Back in college, Blair confessed to Karsten.
03:31Hey, I'm Blair.
03:32You're pretty cute.
03:33You should take me out sometime.
03:35I already have a girlfriend.
03:36Sienna is my girl.
03:38As an internet celebrity, Blair flew into a rage after being rejected.
03:41She spread rumors on social media.
03:43Sienna is absolute trash.
03:45Her writing?
03:46Please.
03:47Everyone knows she's sleeping with the professors for inspiration.
03:49Because of her retaliation, I suffered campus bullying.
03:53Karsten did nothing to stop it.
03:55Worse still, I spotted him and Blair's post.
03:57In the photo, Blair dressed provocatively, posing intimately with Karsten.
04:01No, it's not true.
04:03My boyfriend was examining the woman who bullied me.
04:06So I sent him a breakup text and blocked him.
04:08When he found me, I was talking to another guy.
04:11I smiled and said, meet my new boyfriend.
04:13After that, I never loved anyone again.
04:16All my desires got locked in a drawer.
04:18Toys became my only comfort.
04:19I pulled up my nightgown to apply the ointment.
04:22My own touch ignited me, and Karsten's face blurred into my vision.
04:25In my fantasy, he was half naked, his abs moving against me.
04:29His hot skin driving me wild.
04:31Lost in my dirty dream, I moan.
04:33Karsten today wore the clothes I gave him before.
04:35The ones I bought by working a whole summer break in secret part-time jobs.
04:39Any better?
04:41No, it still hurts.
04:43He gestured for the nurse to leave, and said he would apply the medicine for me.
04:47The nurse was stunned.
04:48Well, this is new.
04:49Since when does the busy Dr. Kasten personally apply ointment?
04:53Am I out of a job?
04:54I obediently lay down on the examination bed.
04:56He stood between my legs and began to move his hands.
04:59I couldn't help but tremble slightly.
05:02Stop squirming, Sienna.
05:04I went to a birthday party on a private yacht.
05:07As soon as Kasten appeared, Blair immediately rushed up to hook her arm around his.
05:11Kasten pushed her away in disgust.
05:13His eyes constantly scanning the entire party.
05:16Kasten sat down between Blair and me.
05:18Then we started playing a game of truth or dare.
05:20I chose truth.
05:21Blair asked me maliciously.
05:23When and where was your last kiss?
05:25I only dared to sneak a quick glance at Kasten, then reluctantly answered, last Saturday night,
05:30at home.
05:30Blair immediately started mocking me, but I couldn't be bothered to deal with her.
05:34The bottle landed on Kasten.
05:35He chose dare.
05:36Someone suggested he call his ex-girlfriend and tell her I still love you.
05:40He picked up his phone and said, I would.
05:42But I'm blocked.
05:42He showed everyone his call log.
05:44Aside from two calls with co-workers, all the other recent calls were failed outgoing calls.
05:49The contact he had been trying to reach was saved as my ass.
05:52I knew exactly who that was.
05:53I had changed the contact name myself back when I first gave him my number.
05:56Your ex is right here.
05:57Isn't she?
05:58Just say it to her face.
06:00Everyone started chanting.
06:01Looking into his eyes, my feelings suddenly became complicated.
06:04I wanted to run away, yet there was a trace of anticipation I didn't even understand myself.
06:08I'm standing there awkwardly.
06:10Then my fake boyfriend cousin suddenly shows up and eases my embarrassment.
06:13He tries to feed me fruit, but my ex snatches it away.
06:16Watching these two childish men, I'm totally speechless.
06:20That one's mine.
06:21But go ahead.
06:22It's not alcohol.
06:24Then it's my turn.
06:25My dare.
06:25Pass a cherry mouth to mouth with a stranger.
06:28I look at him.
06:29Nothing.
06:30Fine.
06:30So out of spite, I lean in.
06:32Our lips are about to touch.
06:34He finally rushes out.
06:36Touch her.
06:36I dare you.
06:37Kasten, seriously?
06:39Why are you defending her?
06:40It's just a game.
06:41Oh, please, Sienna.
06:43You write smud.
06:44Don't stand there acting like you're some innocent little saint.
06:50Shut up, Blair.
06:51You're spiraling.
06:53That's enough, Blair.
06:54Have some dignity.
06:56You owe Sienna an apology.
06:57Kasten, are you really just going to stand there and let me...
07:00Let them bully me?
07:01I appreciate Jack, but a part of me wished Kasten would be the one to protect me.
07:05Once again, though, he said nothing.
07:08After the party, Karsten pinned me down on the hotel sofa and kissed me.
07:12Even though I hated him, my body couldn't resist his closeness.
07:15Sienna, I still love you.
07:16His kisses drifted lower and lower, breathless.
07:19I pushed him away and held out the old screenshot.
07:22You examined Blair and let her post that kind of intimate photo on Instagram?
07:26Karsten looked stunned, as if seeing the picture for the first time.
07:29He explained that Blair had taken them secretly.
07:32Furious that we had spent five years apart over such a fabrication.
07:35Overcome with hurt, I asked why he had never stood up for me whenever I was bullied.
07:39There's a reason I stayed silent.
07:41You have to believe me.
07:43Actually...
07:43Kasten, the truth is, you never really loved me.
07:48I'm ready to cut ties with my past and focus on writing.
07:50Yet for my part-time columnist gig, my interviewee is Karsten, and the host is none other than Blair.
07:55Touching up her makeup, Blair sneered at me.
07:58Watch closely later.
07:59See how perfect Kasten and I are?
08:01Before the live stream kicked off, we held a meeting in the conference room.
08:05Blair acted coquettishly, begging for a sip of Karsten's coffee.
08:08Karsten refused her coldly.
08:10Go downstairs and get your own.
08:11He then handed another cup to me.
08:13Your stomach is sensitive.
08:14Drink this.
08:14Blair's face darkened instantly, staring at me with bitter resentment.
08:18After the meeting, Karsten caught up with me and handed me a chocolate donut, our old truce.
08:23It was how he always comforted me after every argument.
08:26The live stream was an overnight sensation.
08:28Karsten's professionalism and good looks captivated every woman watching.
08:32Towards the end of the interview, Blair suddenly dropped a bombshell on camera.
08:35Karsten, you promised you'd take care of me forever, didn't you?
08:39Sitting behind the control booth, I was struck by a sharp stomachache the moment I heard her
08:43words.
08:43I was about to leave when I heard Karsten reply.
08:46I've always seen Blair as a younger sister.
08:48The only person I truly love is my first love.
08:50Blair owes Sila five years of apologies.
08:53So do I.
08:54Blair kept spreading rumors about me, but unlike in the past, Karsten was now standing up for
08:58me.
08:58The live stream view count soared to 100, 000, yet all I could wonder was, if Karsten had
09:04done this five years ago, would we never have lost each other?
09:07After the live stream, Karsten took me back to the apartment we had shared six years ago.
09:12Nothing there had changed, even my old writing draft still rested on the bookshelf.
09:15He held me from behind, explaining that Blair had an extreme personality, and he had stayed
09:20out of it for fear I would get hurt.
09:21Opening a drawer, he said,
09:23I wrote you a letter every day for five years.
09:25Tears streamed down my face, and my long broken heart seemed to beat again.
09:29Before I could come to terms with Karsten's confession, his mother found me.
09:33You need to cut all ties with Karsten, she said.
09:35Blair's father had sacrificed himself to save Karsten's father, and she wanted me to step
09:39back voluntarily so Karsten could repay the lifelong debt of gratitude.
09:42I was lost in confusion when Karsten burst in, stepping protectively in front of me.
09:46From today on, the only title I want is being her man.
09:50He promised to repay the debt in another way.
09:52Taking my hand, he finally learned to stand against the whole world for me.
09:56From then on, Karsten showed up at my doorstep every day with donuts and flowers.
10:00He would kiss me and make an excuse.
10:02I'll be coming for a very thorough follow-up exam tomorrow.
10:06What if my boyfriend finds out?
10:07Karsten already knew the truth and exposed that Jack was just my cousin.
10:11He smiled and asked,
10:12How exactly did you manage to hurt yourself?
10:14Blushing.
10:15I whispered it was a small toy.
10:16Karsten's confession had turned my world upside down.
10:19I decided to go hiking and unexpectedly, I got a warning on my way down that heavy rain
10:23and mudslides were about to hit.
10:24To stay safe.
10:26I took shelter in the forest warden's cabin.
10:28Seeing Karsten's worried messages, I sent him my location and told him to come pick me up.
10:32My phone died right after I hit send.
10:33Outside, violent wind and pouring rain raged on, leaving me anxious and uneasy.
10:38Just as I thought I might die there, Karsten crashed through the wooden door and rushed in.
10:41All my pent-up emotions erupted, and I threw myself straight into his arms.
10:45Karsten held me tightly.
10:46Thank God.
10:47I finally found you.
10:49The cabin lost power, so we piled all the blankets over ourselves, huddling close to
10:53keep each other warm.
10:54I chided him, asking what he would do if he got hurt climbing the mountain in such terrible
10:58weather.
10:59But he kissed my lips, his forehead pressed against mine.
11:02If I'd lost you tonight, I don't know what I would have done.
11:04The next day we went back to Karsten's place.
11:06I cleaned the wound on his hand while scolding him for being reckless with his own life.
11:10Karsten simply lifted my chin.
11:12If I hadn't found you, I really would have died.
11:14He took out ointment and gently tended to my injuries.
11:17Does it still hurt?
11:18I told him I was already healed.
11:20At that, he unbuttoned his shirt.
11:22This follow-up exam is going to take all night.
11:24Thanks to Karsten's doing, Blair lost her job.
11:27Before leaving, she asked to meet him, and Karsten took me along.
11:31Desperate, Blair asked.
11:32Was my five years of devotion just a joke?
11:34My soul has never had a place for you.
11:37Your life is your own responsibility.
11:39Sienna and I are getting married.
11:40On our wedding day, Jack, my fake boyfriend, who was actually my cousin, shook hands with
11:45Karsten and made peace.
11:46I was pregnant.
11:47I'm going to be a dad!
11:49Karsten said he had a gift for me, then handed me an envelope.
11:52He said it was the last letter he would write to me.
11:55I opened it and found a medical record with his name, Karsten, on it, and the diagnosis
11:59was love.
12:00That sounds like exhausting work, Dr. Karsten, treating you for a whole hundred years.
12:04That's right.
12:05A hundred years.
12:06No quitting allowed.
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