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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 05
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00:17I gave this a real fucking life!
00:24He's a piece of shit.
00:26I'm shy.
00:29It's a lot.
00:30I feel so bad for her.
00:38Me too.
00:40Me too.
00:42She does not deserve that.
00:45I'd like the chance to talk to you about it.
00:47I hate this man.
00:49I don't know if that's the case or it wouldn't hurt this bad.
00:51You're so strong, Shy.
00:54Love is not real.
00:57All right.
01:01I'm ready.
01:03First of all, the pain you're feeling is real.
01:06What you saw is crazy.
01:08So it hits you harder.
01:10You're allowed to have the feelings.
01:12It's a sorry excuse of a man.
01:14Yeah, literally.
01:15What a loser.
01:16That is a boy.
01:17That is a child.
01:18And you know what's even worse?
01:19It's worse knowing that I truly love him.
01:22And everything that I was giving him was like all of me.
01:27I was constantly providing for him.
01:30I'm constantly making him feel like he's worth more than he actually is.
01:34He's a fucking loser.
01:35He's a fucking bum.
01:36He's never going to ever fucking be anything ever.
01:39I can't stand this man.
01:41I can't stand him.
01:44Next.
01:46Wow.
01:48Wow.
01:48Wow.
01:51What a fucking loser.
01:53Literally.
01:54I hope she enjoys her 30 fucking seconds of nothing.
01:59The words you used to describe this clip, and I know it's anger and upset.
02:04What a loser.
02:05He's never going to amount to anything.
02:06No, he's a fucking loser.
02:08Okay.
02:10Listen to where I'm going with this.
02:11Whether you're aware of it or not, your problem has been a little bit of concern of what's he going
02:16to be for me.
02:17Is he going to be the man?
02:18Is he going to show up and have a career and things like that?
02:20So in your anger and sadness, you're saying words that, to me, sound like a bigger issue.
02:30I just don't even know how to move forward.
02:33You'll find out one step at a time.
02:36We're going to be with you every step of the way, babe.
02:37You got it.
02:38Okay.
02:40It's never easy.
02:44You're good.
02:46I just don't even know how to live my life without him.
02:49It'll all make sense and you're going to be so grateful.
02:52You have your own career.
02:54You have so much going for you.
02:57Okay.
02:58I hate him.
02:59You do not hate him.
03:01I do.
03:02I fucking hate his guts.
03:03Oh.
03:04You hate him.
03:05I said you don't need him.
03:06Oh.
03:07Yeah.
03:09We all hate him.
03:10We all hate him.
03:11A lot.
03:12He better not sit next to me at the final bonfire.
03:14Because I'm going to jail.
03:18I'll be right there with you, babe.
03:20You gonna be okay?
03:22Yeah.
03:23Okay?
03:24Okay.
03:25Okay.
03:28Let's go to you, Sydney.
03:30All right.
03:31Let's do it.
03:35Find each other's breath.
03:37So breathe in.
03:39Kind of feel your breath, too.
03:40Yeah, you're starting to feel it.
03:41Yeah, I am starting to feel it.
03:42That's how we want it.
03:43Feeling somebody else's energy in that type of way, I truly just thought that was deep.
03:49Big smiles on both of your faces.
03:51Wow.
03:53I see the opposite, because you're not me.
03:55No.
03:56At all.
03:58Like...
03:58I feel like a lot of people that end up being, like, compatible, like...
04:02Are always different.
04:03Are kind of opposite in ways.
04:05Yeah.
04:05To be real with you, we both know what we got going on.
04:08It's just mad easy to chop it up with you.
04:10I don't really know where I fit in and all this.
04:13I know I fit in and having good conversations with you.
04:17I know.
04:25You know, I'm glad that he found a connection that he feels as though he can explore.
04:31So you're not feeling any emotional longing or sadness behind that?
04:35I'm not feeling anything about that.
04:37Like, if that's how he feels, that is great.
04:40I love that for him.
04:43I hate that it couldn't be me, you know?
04:45I hate that he doesn't feel like I was enough.
04:50But at the end of the day, I know I'm enough.
04:53And that's what that is.
04:56Point blank period.
04:59What I find interesting in this is the initial clip you saw last bonfire crush you for a moment only.
05:07When you watch a clip and it doesn't upset you, that lets you know you're free from that.
05:13Right?
05:14100%.
05:15I'm genuinely done.
05:17When I said that last bonfire, I meant it.
05:19And I'm like, thank God I'm standing on what I said.
05:22Because I can't let him, you know, hurt me.
05:25I can't let him continue to do the same cycle.
05:28I've been through it enough.
05:29I've put myself through it enough.
05:31Like, I see the other side, Mark, and it looks beautiful.
05:38Normally I would call somebody out for like, you don't really mean that.
05:41But I think literally you seem lighter and freer and happier, quite frankly.
05:46Yeah.
05:47So, um, you do you, girl.
05:51Always will.
05:53Kaylee, your turn. Here we go.
05:58Uh, this is...
06:00Oh.
06:01His stomach wants to go bad.
06:04Am I just out?
06:06No, they're not.
06:07I didn't look.
06:09There we go.
06:10And let go of the hands and reach for your own foot.
06:13Reach for your own foot.
06:14Reach for your own foot.
06:16Reach for your own foot.
06:17Reach for your own foot.
06:18Reach for your own foot.
06:19Aw.
06:21You know, you do give off this, like, mysterious vibe, you know?
06:25I don't know if that's a good thing or a bad thing.
06:27No, it's a good thing.
06:27Like, you know, especially, like, guys always want, like, what they can't have type thing.
06:32Yeah, I know what you mean.
06:32You know, like, mysterious is fun.
06:34Mm-hmm.
06:35I am.
06:35Cool, cool.
06:36Yeah, you're very cool.
06:38Very cool.
06:39You're almost, like, too cool.
06:40Really?
06:41Too cool for school.
06:42No, you're too cool.
06:43Aw, okay.
06:44I have to kiss someone.
06:45Yeah!
06:47You want to kiss someone?
06:48Let him pick who he wants to pick.
06:51You know who he's about to kiss.
07:06I mean, I don't know what to take of that, because I don't feel like I have full answers.
07:13Like, why would he pretend to kiss someone, or did he kiss her?
07:17I don't know.
07:20What does it make you feel?
07:21Like, I don't feel like he's thinking about me when he's acting like this.
07:26He's not taking how that would make me feel to watch.
07:32You don't learn by being disrespectful to your partner.
07:35You learn by, like, digging within yourself.
07:39That's right.
07:39And finding where your relationship is going wrong.
07:42That's right.
07:43I just, it doesn't look like that's what he's doing.
07:47What does it look like he's doing?
07:49Just having fun.
07:51Okay, in the clip you saw, it looks like he's having fun.
07:54Mm-hmm.
07:55Maybe what he's doing is having an experience that might turn on a light for him to understand
08:02why he has shown up for you the way he does, that leaves you upset.
08:07It's, it's just frustrating.
08:09This is not normal.
08:14But he went for the girl I expected him to.
08:20So what does that say?
08:22I can sense that you've got much deeper feelings than we're talking about.
08:26That you're in a lot of pain right now.
08:29I'm just like, I don't know what to make of half of that.
08:32I just need to process and reevaluate things.
08:37And there's nothing I can do about it right now.
08:41Besides go back to the villa and like, keep talking to people and getting to know other people.
08:46And understanding what is important to me.
08:51I agree 100%.
08:54That's exactly what you should do.
08:55Find out what's important to you.
08:58And then later, you can decide if he's the guy who can give it to you.
09:02Yeah.
09:03Because he may show up as the guy who can give it to you.
09:06Where he hasn't been that guy up to this point.
09:08I really want him to be.
09:09Okay.
09:10It's been a, a rough bonfire for some of you.
09:13I love that you're there for each other.
09:16I know this isn't easy, but every choice you make here brings you closer to the answers you are seeking.
09:24So tomorrow, you'll go on solo dates.
09:27Once again, you choose who best serves you on your journey.
09:32This is your chance to get exactly what you need.
09:35And you're not doing yourself a service if you don't get it.
09:39Now, on this island, you should always expect the unexpected.
09:47So, when you return to your villa, you'll see a change.
09:52It's called the temptation haven.
09:55In there, there are no cameras.
09:57It's a private space and an opportunity for you to explore temptation more fully if you choose to use it.
10:06Now, just so you know, both houses have a temptation haven.
10:11And when someone steps inside, a light will glow in the other house to let those people in that house
10:18know that someone is using the haven.
10:21You won't know who.
10:22You won't know why or how long, but you'll know that something is happening.
10:26I literally cannot do this shit.
10:29Well, you don't have to do anything.
10:31It's just there.
10:32You can go in there.
10:33There's no cameras.
10:34Okay?
10:35I think that's enough.
10:36You're doing great.
10:37You're right on time.
10:38You can handle it.
10:49You are going to be so much better than you ever knew was even possible.
10:54I promise you that.
10:55What's on the other side for you is bliss and love and all of the things that you are so
11:04deserving of.
11:06Shy, baby.
11:08We love you so much.
11:09We love you so much.
11:13I can't make you love me.
11:14Can't make you love me, no.
11:16I've done literally everything to try and keep him in my life.
11:22For five years.
11:30And I just feel embarrassed.
11:33Can't make you love me, no.
11:37Can't make you love me, no.
11:39Can't make you love me, no.
11:39Can't make you love me, no.
11:39I promise you you're going to be so much stronger without him.
11:44You are.
11:44You're already so much stronger without him.
11:47Like, I can't keep taking him back.
11:49Like, I have to, I have to do what's best for me.
11:52And I have to move on, even though it just doesn't even seem possible.
11:59I love you.
12:01Fuck him.
12:02Whatever you need.
12:07I love you.
12:10I love you.
12:12I love you.
12:36I
12:38How y'all feeling are good why are y'all so happy I think we're just start you know
12:43Our vibes are trying to be up vibes is up vibes is up
12:47It's all good. Let's do some take some shots
12:50Okay, let's turn up turn on some music. Let's turn up. I mean he's in a really good mood
12:55And he was crying like five minutes ago. Yeah surety brought me all the way to Hawaii
12:59To be holding hands and shit would have grown-ass man. So we all saw it. She said she said
13:05that they date
13:05She said that they date dating and that she's way more of a man than you are and then they
13:10were holding hands
13:11He did say that yeah, well, they're like dancing
13:14This is bad
13:16Mikey's acting like it was okay
13:17Nothing that happened at the bonfire. He was was like phasing him
13:21But it's all a coping mechanism to keep himself from breaking down
13:26That's just Mikey for you for sure, but then it goes me of course
13:31She's came to the realization while being here
13:34That she doesn't really need me anymore. She said she's happier. She's happier without me
13:41Wow, but
13:45Whatever fuck it. I'm gonna go get a drink
14:03No
14:06Hey guys
14:07Welcome back. What's up, Sid? How is everybody doing great? How are you doing? I'm good
14:12Oh
14:14Who's ready to hear it that's a fucking cheater? Oh
14:18Bro straight so what happened was it like bad man? He was making out with her and then
14:25She was in his bed and then he was like told her to get up and close the blinds and
14:30then the clip went off
14:34That's shitty I'm sorry to hear that I
14:39I
14:39Mean you got your answer though. That's your answer
14:42Got my answer. That's right. So yeah trash
14:45Yeah, the last thing that you wanted is being five more years with this dude
14:48That's clearly not supposed to be with you and that clearly not who you want like that's the that's the
14:53worst case scenario
14:54This is not the worst case scenario. Yes, it sucks right now, but that's the worst case scenario
14:57I think I definitely had the best one I don't know like oh one of us comes out of here
15:09still with our girlfriend
15:10I think you will I think your problems are pretty fixable you're very invested in one another
15:15You guys know that you want to come out of here with one another right?
15:18And I really don't think either of you is gonna do anything to put that in jeopardy
15:28I
15:28Don't know what he's been shown, but I think he is not
15:32Receiving what I'm saying. Yeah, all I saw was that came in the kitchen like talking to all the girls
15:37literally saying like
15:38She just needs to like leave that in the past, but like how does that make you feel I?
15:44Just feel so stagnant right now. I
15:47Feel like if you go through this whole experience and you feel this same way at the end and go
15:50home
15:50You also do have somewhat of an answer
15:54You're right
15:58Why your eyes getting glossy
16:01Because sometimes yours are glossy too. Are they? Yeah, I thought you're gonna start crying or something
16:10You remember how you said you wanted me to write you those affirmations mm-hmm
16:14So I wrote ten of them I think those are things you should be saying to yourself
16:19Every day. I don't need to change a thing to be amazing. You don't need to change the thing to
16:24be amazing
16:28You're so sweet you're literally like the sweetest man ever these are things that you should believe within yourself
16:35I know I've been like
16:39Made to think that I'm
16:42Like too much you're not enough of this and too much of that was that summit that made you feel
16:47the way yeah, I mean
16:49It's been so many times in this relationship that I have taken a step back and I'm like I know
16:54this is not right
16:55Like there was a night where I was like in his room
16:59Beside myself and his friends were outside and he left me crying in his room
17:04We just left you to cry. Yeah, and it's just like how can you do that someone you love?
17:10It's like sociopath
17:19I I just never talked down on her. Yeah, and even when I'm like, you know, oh, I'm
17:25Trying to make sure Kaylee's the one, you know cuz we're so different or whatever. I'm never like I want
17:31her to change
17:31It's like I'm trying to make sure that she's the one for me. So we're like a good relationship
17:36She's like just not happy with who I am I guess right exactly that's the hurtful part because I don't
17:42think you should change
17:43Like you should be you and have a partner that appreciates it. I
17:47Have not talked down on her once or that I want to change her or that I wishes she was
17:53this
17:53That's what hurts that she's just able to like talk down on me. I don't want to be with someone
17:58No, that yeah, honestly
18:05She brought me here to play me. Oh, it's gonna be good for our relationship. We have problems. We got
18:09work through them
18:13She sat front row at my sister's wedding with my mother
18:19Two weeks ago
18:33I hate this shit, bro. It's not a youth thing. I mean, that's all her thing all on her
18:40That's not a reflection of you or anything that you've done. It's really not. That's a reflection of her
18:46She don't give up if she showed her ass, but that's her character at least you know now
18:54Obviously, you know that we had a bonfire tonight, but while we were there
18:59Mark dropped a whole other bomb on us if you look outside there is the temptation Haven, right?
19:05So we saw
19:09So basically what that is is if you go in there there are no cameras
19:14It's completely private, you know, whoever you choose to go in there with that's y'all. That's your vibe
19:21So let's keep the vibes high energy higher, okay?
19:34There is a new addition to the house over here in the backyard. It's called the temptation Haven
19:44There's no cameras and you kind of just get to go in there and do your thing
19:49And have fun and basically when you go in there
19:52It's gonna send a red light over at the other house, which is a little scary, but
19:58Yeah, I mean if this house does turn it up, it's probably gonna be my girlfriend. I'm just gonna put
20:03that out there now
20:06I don't owe Jack shit
20:10so is this more so about Jack or is it more about you? I don't need to worry about him
20:14anymore. It's all about me, right?
20:16So I think at some point like I don't need a I don't need to care
20:22Jack sucks
20:24It's just not worth it to fight for somebody that's not fighting for me back and
20:28Doesn't care about me. Jack doesn't care about me
20:32What's up shy about to make a scene how you feeling I'm making a scene go for it. I'm finally
20:37gonna be able to start focusing on me
20:40Oh
20:49Why can't you make me fall in love?
21:09I've got in there
21:11Ladies first
21:12Go for it
21:14Oh shit that red just turned on
21:18Cheers
21:18Chance
21:21I've been so fucking
21:22Through all the shit, bruh
21:26Oh
21:27Oh, man
21:28Dog dog dinner
21:30Oh my god
21:34That was so quick
21:41That's my girlfriend dude. I'm just letting y'all know that now
21:46It's it's my girlfriend. I could put money on it
21:50She said I'm not man enough, bro
21:52Mikey, I hope you know I think you're a really great person and I think that that's very obvious
21:56Other people are gonna see that. I'm sorry
21:58That shit fucking
21:59It's weird
22:02You really don't think it was Mikey's girlfriend?
22:06Shh
22:08There's a possibility
22:10It's mine and mine and his dude. They're bad
22:12They're being bad
22:14They're being bad
22:16Feel it coming over me
22:24Craving his control
22:26You good?
22:42I'm great
22:43I wanna do something
22:45Bad
22:46Something I can't take
22:49Back
22:51Good night guys
22:52Good night
22:53Good night
22:54Yeah
22:54Let me go to bed. Give me hugs
22:56I love y'all
22:58You're not coming to my room
23:02I'm just kidding you can
23:03Alright
23:03I want you to come here
23:04Trying to think straight
23:07But I know that it's too late
23:10Cause I feel it coming over me
23:16I wanna do something
23:18Bad
23:19Something I can't take
23:21Back
23:23Something to give me a heart like a heart I've never had
23:29I wanna do something
23:32Bad
23:36I wanna do something
23:38Bad
23:39I wanna do something
23:40I wanna do something
23:45Hey!
23:51Oh my god I see surfboards
23:53I know
23:53This is so perfect
23:54This is like exactly what we were talking about on our first day
23:56And the sun's coming out
23:57I feel like I'm finally like in Hawaii now
24:00I asked Julianne out on my first date
24:02And I wanted to ask a different girl out for every date
24:05Just cause I wanted to, you know, experience Temptation Island as much as possible
24:11But I had to go with my gut on this one and Julianne and I vibe
24:15You get what you want
24:17Hi!
24:18You found your man
24:40I'm nervous
24:40Why?
24:41I don't know what to expect
24:43Christelle is one of my biggest supporters within the house
24:46She's truly like a breath of fresh air
24:49I'm 100% excited to share this with Christelle
24:54When I used to get in my head a lot, I was going fishing
24:57So this is a perfect thing
24:58Nah, so like the fact we're doing this
25:00Perfect timing
25:01Perfect timing
25:01I was today years old when I started fishing so
25:05It's new, it's new
25:07There's a million things going on when you're fishing
25:09But the fact that you can lock in and find peace in
25:13In situations that are unseen
25:15And I think that's perfect for what I'm going through right now
25:18There you go
25:19There you go
25:20This is the most happy piece I've been since I've been here
25:23Lately had a lot of money
25:25Now I'm just gonna have a good time
25:29This is gorgeous
25:31It looks like a castle
25:32Where even are we?
25:34What is this?
25:36Secret garden painting
25:38Let's read this
25:40Take some time to explore yourself and appreciate the natural gift between your legs
25:46As you imagine all the ways you can represent this beauty with paint and canvas
25:50Okay
25:50Take inspiration from the orchid and the anthurium flowers to paint a representation of your secret garden
25:57Let's see
25:58Painting what's between our legs
25:59Yeah, our secret garden
26:00Okay
26:01Um
26:03Creative
26:03But just not what I was expecting
26:06I don't know
26:07It's
26:09Weird situation
26:10Okay
26:12I'm gonna slip back here
26:13I have to have a muse
26:20Get a good look
26:21Sometimes you just gotta refresh in the memory
26:24Yeah
26:26How's it looking?
26:27What's it looking like?
26:28It's looking just like me
26:29Is it?
26:30Yeah
26:30Pretty big flowers
26:35I wasn't gonna say it
26:36We gotta get a bigger canvas
26:38Yeah
26:38Next time
26:39Let's walk forward and not look back
26:45I'll carry you to the grave
26:50So much fun
26:51I mean you did so well
26:52You were standing up on the board
26:54I know I was like surprising myself
26:56You were paddling, killing it?
26:57That was awesome
26:58No, I'm really glad that you asked me
27:00I feel like
27:01I feel like
27:02We've gotten so close so fast
27:03And like all the other guys too
27:05But definitely especially you
27:06Obviously
27:07I'm your favorite
27:08Yeah
27:10You already knew that
27:11It's just good to hear it out loud
27:13The second I'm around him
27:14I just feel like more energized
27:16Like I come alive
27:17As soon as I start talking to him
27:18Like I can't stop smiling
27:19I can't stop laughing
27:20I wish you didn't have a girlfriend
27:24I love that you're like
27:25So bubbly
27:26And outgoing
27:27And happy to like
27:29Talk to everyone
27:30She doesn't love that
27:31A beautiful thing
27:31Yeah I know
27:32It feels like
27:34I'm sacrificing a lot
27:35Yeah
27:36To like be in
27:37The relationship with Kaylee
27:39Like I just don't really know
27:40What I can do differently
27:42To be like
27:42Yeah
27:44Appreciated
27:45It's like
27:46Like go out there and find this like
27:47Perfect boyfriend
27:48Yeah
27:49That you keep talking about
27:50Yeah
27:50Clearly it's not me
27:51Right
27:52Instead of putting me through this
27:53And trying to change me
27:54And morph me into that
27:55Like why are you dating me
27:55If I'm such a shitty boyfriend?
27:57Yeah
27:58It's exhausting
27:58And it's
27:59A painful feeling
28:01To feel like your partner
28:03Wants to change certain things about you
28:05Cause you're such a beautiful person
28:07That means a lot
28:09That like really hits home
28:10Just cause it's like
28:11Yeah that's
28:12That's what I want
28:13Kaylee
28:14Still doesn't know
28:15If I would be like
28:16An amazing partner
28:18In life
28:19So if that's how she truly feels
28:21You know why
28:22Why am I putting all this
28:23Like effort
28:24Into the relationship?
28:25I think that like
28:26What you are is so rare
28:27I think Kaylee's so lucky
28:30Yeah
28:31Julianne just like
28:32Sees me for
28:33Who I am
28:34Which is awesome
28:36And
28:36She's
28:37Not trying to change me at all
28:39You know
28:39She just is like
28:40Stoked on who I am
28:42And that's
28:44It's refreshing
28:46I don't need a reason to love you
28:48Love you
28:49This is something I do
28:51When it's hard to see
28:56The last few days have just been
29:00So overwhelming
29:01This has been
29:02So fun
29:03And light
29:05It's just been like
29:07Refreshing to have
29:08Conversations that are
29:09Easy
29:10And
29:11Not
29:11Always so hard
29:13Yeah
29:13You know?
29:14Or
29:15You just make them easier
29:17Honestly I feel like
29:18Today's date could have been weird
29:19With anyone else in the house
29:20But Bradley really does just get me
29:24It's like I don't even have to say anything
29:26And he knows what I'm thinking
29:27Or
29:28I won't say anything
29:30And he'll say it for me
29:31Having Bradley here has honestly been
29:34My saving grace
29:36Okay, are you ready to see how gorgeous I am?
29:39I'm actually nervous to show you mine
29:40I'll show you mine
29:41If you show me yours first
29:43Okay
29:45Let me see this
29:45This is the big reveal
29:46Big reveal
29:47Should we get the cap table?
29:48I don't know
29:49I think the cat wants to see
29:54That's amazing
29:55Honestly
29:56Wait, isn't it?
29:57And it's subtle
29:58Mine's like straight to the point
29:59Okay
30:00More than yours
30:02Let me see
30:04You ready?
30:07So an eggplant
30:09Essentially
30:09Yeah
30:10You love it?
30:11Yeah
30:11You gotta hang it on your wall
30:13I will
30:14I'll look at it every night
30:18You
30:19Send me what you really, really, really wanna do
30:23Kiss me
30:24Kiss me
30:25Kiss me
30:26Baby
30:28I'll drive you crazy
30:33This is so dope
30:34Oh wow
30:35This is beautiful
30:36I wonder how far down it goes
30:39I heard some caves
30:40I heard some caves are like miles deep
30:43He reminds me of like all of my friends back home
30:46And he just makes me feel like I can just be myself around him and I don't have to like
30:51put on a show
30:51I don't know, he's just a vibe
30:54He's just fun
30:56And he's cute or whatever
30:58Oh, mine's a-
30:59Wait, look
30:59Mine's a-
31:00Mine's a wolf
31:02Come here
31:03I have no idea what the future is with Preston
31:07I-
31:10I think he's great
31:11And I think that we have a great connection
31:13But I don't know what's gonna come out of this
31:15Because I have only been single for 24 hours
31:19I feel like I'm five years old again
31:23Wait, make it look good in the shadow
31:25Aww
31:26Ooh, I'm ready now, ready now
31:29Ready for that feeling
31:32Wait, I love this
31:34That's like a-
31:34Dude, it feels like a dream
31:35No, this is insane
31:37Look at the little tent
31:38That's so cute
31:39This is our fourth date
31:41And I think things are getting a little bit more serious
31:43I do like Jack, which is so scary
31:47Like, what am I doing?
31:48Like, this man literally came here with a girlfriend
31:50Like, what is happening?
31:53How do you like your marshmallow?
31:55Mmm
31:56Do you like him burnt?
31:57Yeah
31:58I want to know more about you
32:02Like, where do you see yourself
32:0410 years from now?
32:05Like, if it was a perfect world
32:09I don't know
32:10I'm not really, like, a person
32:11Like, I don't really have plans
32:13With relationships
32:15It's like
32:18I never really put any thought into, like, where it could go
32:21I kind of just
32:23Live in the moment
32:25That's exactly how I am
32:27I feel like that's kind of where me and you align
32:29Is we really don't do too much thinking on
32:32We just do it
32:33In life
32:33We just live
32:35Talking to Carter
32:36I can be myself
32:37And I feel like she can look at me
32:39And I can look at her
32:40And I kind of know what she's feeling
32:41Do you want to take this and go
32:43And go stargaze?
32:44Yeah
32:45Yeah
32:45That's something I've been missing over the course of five years
32:48So I think that's, you know, a huge comfort thing for me
32:50And it feels good to, like, feel that way
32:52Ooh, she feeling it cup tipped over
32:55Spilling it
32:56What I gotta do to be the one that you be chilling with?
33:00This is honestly the best day yet
33:01I think this is, like, a dream
33:03Yeah
33:04Come here and give me a hug
33:05It's the right time
33:07The right time
33:08Baby, it's the right time
33:10The right time
33:22The right time
33:30It's been hard for me to, like, open up about things in my relationship
33:33I've been very vulnerable lately
33:35And, you know, sometimes I think I can be too hard on myself
33:38And I just wanna, like, really enjoy the moment when I can
33:41Knowing you for the short amount of time
33:43From when you started and, like, came into the house versus now
33:46I feel like you're a lot more receptive and open and vulnerable
33:51I don't know, it's just refreshing to see you vocalize and verbalize, you know, the way you're feeling
33:56Just because I feel like men are not always taught to do that
33:59Yeah, I've never, like, expressed my emotions
34:01Um, going in here was tough for me
34:04I was obviously, you know, hesitant about coming here
34:07But realizing that, you know, for the meantime, like, I'm on this journey
34:11I'm trying to lean into, like, those kind of themes to make sense in light of things
34:15I think there's a lot of growth that, you know, will come from it
34:19But ultimately it's been, like, a really challenging process for me
34:22Oh, shit
34:25Okay, we're done
34:26There you go
34:37Yeah
34:37I don't know what we're about to walk in on
34:39It's so cool
34:40It's like a whole spa night
34:44Oh, my God
34:45Oh, my God
34:45This is amazing
34:46This is amazing
34:46This is amazing
34:52Yeah, give it that
34:55I'm so bad at being in the moment, like, I've always been that way
34:58Is it because you're, like, constantly thinking about, like, what's about to come next?
35:01Yeah
35:02I feel like I have to, like, figure out, like, what could go wrong before I even do anything
35:07And it's exhausting
35:09And it's exhausting
35:09Yeah, I mean, it makes you, like, it, like, takes you away from where you're actually living
35:13You're such an overthinker
35:15I overthink everything
35:16Same
35:17I just really need to learn how to, like, let go of that and just try to live life, like,
35:22a little more freely
35:24Like, I want to find a way that I can be happy because I feel like right now I'm not
35:28happy with you
35:32A big issue in our relationship was that Summit is so happy and he loves his life so much
35:38And I always felt like I wasn't happy deep down
35:43And why can't I be like that?
35:46And it took a toll on our relationship for sure
35:49You know, like, genuinely
35:49I've never talked to a guy like this before
35:52Really?
35:53Yeah
35:54Oh, damn
35:54You're, like, so much more mature
35:56Thanks
35:57Than most men
35:58Thank you
35:59It's crazy
36:00Chris is, like, the kindest man
36:03And I know he cares, like, so much about me and he wants the best for me
36:07And I, like, literally never met anyone like that before
36:11Like, someone that just cares so much
36:13And he's so, like, intuitive and in tune with his own emotions and with my emotions
36:18You've helped me a lot along the way
36:20You really have
36:22I hope that I can keep helping you along the way
36:24Yeah
36:24You make me think about things that I don't want to think about
36:28And you give me new perspectives
36:31Even though you challenge me sometimes
36:33I feel like I challenge you too much sometimes
36:36I appreciate your insight
36:37You do
36:38It's just, like, I feel like I know, like, where your head is at
36:41Like, with the way you think
36:42You can, like, read my mind
36:44Yeah, I feel like I can read your mind
36:47You got me opening up in new ways
36:51Never thought someone make me feel so safe
36:57Hi!
36:58Hi! How are you doing?
36:59I'm Nat Nya
37:00Got it
37:00And I'm going to be your sensual embodiment coach for tonight
37:03We're gonna pass me again as sensual...
37:05Embodiment
37:06Got you, okay
37:07Embodiment
37:07Got it
37:08I have never done anything like this before
37:11Please don't play with me
37:13Very nice
37:14Don't throw shade on me
37:15And, you know, as a woman
37:17I feel like that's a great thing to explore
37:19Okay, then you're gonna mirror each other
37:21Uh-huh
37:22You're gonna keep doing your hip circles, okay?
37:23Okay
37:24Alright
37:25Circle
37:25Keep going
37:27Circle
37:30Take a deep breath
37:31And allow him to dip you
37:46Honestly, being so close to Xavier is very new
37:50This date was what was needed to push us to the next level, next step, whatever you want to call
37:55it
37:56But it felt great, you know, to explore the physical side of things
38:05And release
38:08And just back up just a little tiny bit
38:15You've been stuck on my mind
38:17Imagine it a million times
38:19I've never felt this level of being comfortable with somebody that I'm only talking to
38:24It gives you more insight to what it could look like if we weren't dating
38:30At the end of it, like, I...
38:33I feel like me and Xavier just, like, matched up in the perfect way
38:36And, like, we synced
38:37Cheers to, um, deeper connections
38:41Mm-hmm
38:42And, um...
38:45New beginnings
38:46Yes
38:46I like that
38:48That was good
38:49Yeah
38:49Why don't we just jump
38:56Hey, y'all, to a great night, to a great night
38:58Hey, hey, hey, hey
38:59To the Sibbers of the top of the hill, it says she won't, but her sister will
39:01All right
39:02Hey!
39:04What did he say?
39:05I don't know
39:05We are playing Kinky King's Cup
39:08Each card is associated with something you have to do
39:11I'm gonna leave the rules on the table
39:15Everyone understand?
39:16Yeah, let's work
39:17I'm ready
39:17All right, we're getting into it, ready?
39:19What is it?
39:20Four?
39:21Look at the sheet
39:22Daring dance
39:24Daring dance
39:25Daring dance
39:26Daring dance
39:34Daring dance
39:36Hopefully
39:37We could get one of them in the Haven tonight
39:39Fingers crossed
39:40Fingers crossed
39:41Let's all do a prayer
39:41Hold hands
39:44All right
39:45What'd you get?
39:46Two?
39:47What is that?
39:47Remove a piece of clothing
39:48Whoa!
39:51Come on, Jack-Jack
39:52Coming up
39:53You went right for the band
39:56Why are you going to take this fucking band?
39:59You always take this band
40:01Stop!
40:02Make a rule
40:03Every time somebody crosses their leg
40:06Give the person to your right a kiss
40:09Lexi
40:10That's a cross right there
40:10That's a cross
40:12It's time to turn up
40:13Ah!
40:15That Chris crossed applesauce
40:17That Chris crossed applesauce
40:17Another kiss
40:18Ah!
40:20Two
40:20Remove a piece of clothing
40:21Dude
40:22What the fuck?
40:24We about to go crazy
40:25Turn up
40:26Yeah, turn up
40:28Coming out the clothes
40:29We about to go crazy
40:30I think we should play
40:32There or shot
40:34Woo!
40:35Yay!
40:37All right
40:39We're shy
40:40Get shy in a way
40:42She's asleep
40:43All right
40:44I dare Kaylee
40:45To
40:46Kiss
40:47Brayden
40:48On the cheek
40:50He's gonna take my shot
40:53Let me just get through one more bonfire, okay?
40:56And then maybe we'll get cheek kisses
40:58I don't know
40:58I can work with that
41:02Bradley, I dare you to kiss Scarlett's toe
41:07Keep doing that
41:08I'm down for that
41:09Get in there
41:10Get in there
41:12I'm doing that
41:18Everybody drink right now
41:20Now the last person to drink has to go in the haven with someone of your choice
41:22Okay
41:22What?
41:24What?
41:25I didn't hear
41:25Y'all are some pussies, I'll do it
41:27Yeah
41:29Come on, Carter
41:30All right, man
41:33My brother is living
41:34Everybody cheer them all
41:35Woo!
41:37Do you realize how bad this is gonna look?
41:39They're cooked
41:40Oh my gosh
41:42I can't believe this is happening right now
41:43Woo
41:44Good morning
41:46Good morning
41:47Good morning
41:50Good morning
41:51Good morning
42:09Take a stroll on the bad side
42:12Oh my god
42:16Holy shit
42:18Why did we know it?
42:20The greens
42:20Yo, that shit was crazy
42:22I hope you regret this
42:28And you can't forget
42:30Cause you know what we heard
42:33It's as good as it gets
42:37Last night the light went off
42:38It did?
42:39Yeah, you were asleep
42:40I came upstairs to check on you
42:42And see if you were up
42:44But the light went off
42:46And you were asleep
42:46I know
42:49We don't know who it is
42:51It might not have been Jack
42:52But I did want you to know
42:54I know
42:59I know
43:01It's okay
43:05It's okay
43:11Oh my god
43:14Like I know that was him
43:19Oh god
43:20I wish it sucked so bad
43:22I wish I would've never
43:24Have came here
43:25But it's like
43:26If you would've never came here
43:27Would you know?
43:29Or would you
43:29Like would it just
43:30Keep happening
43:31And then y'all would just
43:32Keep being okay with it
43:33You know?
43:35And that's not fair to you
43:41I can't believe it went off
43:46What could make this better?
43:49Some mimosas or something?
43:52We could
43:53If you want to get day drunk today
43:55I'm right there with you
44:04What's your type?
44:06I don't
44:07I don't have a physical type
44:09Yeah
44:09It's really just personality
44:10Yeah
44:11To me
44:12Yeah
44:12I just think like energy
44:14Is just such a big thing
44:16It is
44:16When I first started dating Cole
44:18He was like
44:18I've never heard the term energy
44:20I was like
44:21That's my life
44:22Yeah
44:23You can only
44:24Meet someone
44:25To the depth
44:26Like they've met themselves
44:27Wait, yeah
44:28Yeah
44:29That's literally it
44:30Yeah
44:45Yeah, bro
44:52What's up?
44:55What's up?
45:05I mean
45:09That's just like your baby girl
45:10You know?
45:11Yeah
45:21I can see you hurting, bro
45:23I feel like she just doesn't got me, you know?
45:25And she always prides herself on my team
45:27And like
45:28Getting each other's backs
45:29And I'm just like
45:30I don't feel like she has my back right now
45:31I have hers
45:33Yeah
45:39It hurts, bro
45:40Yeah
45:40And just feel like she doesn't care
45:43Just fucking rubs me the wrong way, man
45:48Like I'm fucking
45:50I'm solid with that chick
45:52I'm just too fucking genuine
45:54And kind of a dude, honestly
45:55To like
45:56I mean
45:56I have so much to give
45:57So much to offer
45:59Yeah
45:59My girlfriend's like
46:00I don't just know if they fucking even see that
46:02Yeah
46:03To my understanding
46:04A week and a half ago they did
46:05And then it's like
46:06You live with 12 dudes
46:07And all of a sudden
46:07Like you don't
46:10And I'm so sick of crying, bro
46:12Me too, dude
46:18I'm sick of just every night
46:19Going to bed
46:20Just staring at the fucking ceiling
46:21And crying
46:21And falling asleep
46:22For like hours
46:23And then
46:24Waking up in the morning
46:25Food doesn't even look good
46:26Like anything
46:26I'm just like
46:27Yeah, what are we doing?
46:27So I can just
46:28Take my
46:29Hopefully take my mind off it
46:30And I just hope the sun goes down
46:31And I can fall asleep
46:32And wake up next day
46:33And just keep ticking off days now
46:34Yeah
46:41No party
46:49Tonight's the foam party
46:51But there is a kicker
46:53Ladies, the fellas here have a surprise for you
46:56We gotta add a little, uh
46:58Pizazz
46:59Twice
47:00One, two, three
47:10The rumor is everyone filled their Speedo tonight
47:14Everyone packed their Johnson with some socks
47:16Because they're not big enough
47:17No matter the size
47:19Don't discriminate
47:20Oh, God
47:22Nothing left to the imagination
47:24After tonight, ladies
47:26Thick, round, flat, small
47:28Turn around
47:29Don't make the food escape
47:30Drop, drop, drop, drop
47:33Drop, drop, drop
47:36Drop, drop, drop
47:37Drop, drop, drop
47:37Drop, drop, drop
47:45I definitely like Scarlett
47:46I love being around her
47:47I love having conversations with her
47:48But it's tough to tell
47:51If, like, she is feeling me
47:53In, like, an intimate way
47:55But it's kind of, like, the power's in her hands
47:58At this point
47:58So I'm gonna let her kind of decide
48:00Where that, that goes
48:04I put a big-ass heart on your back
48:06Yeah?
48:07Does it look like it?
48:08No
48:08Is the effort there?
48:10Yeah
48:10100%
48:11Hey, that's all I need
48:11Come on, now
48:12I don't even know what to say about Xavier anymore
48:14Like, everything with him feels so natural
48:17Everything feels so genuine
48:18He just makes me feel, like, seen and heard
48:22And I feel like that's all a girl wants
48:24And then
48:26We can't stop kissing in our dreams
48:32Just make me look
48:33Sick
48:34Yeah
48:35Yeah, duh
48:36When I first arrived here
48:38I feel like I was afraid to, like
48:40Really, like, connect
48:43And have deeper conversations
48:46But I feel like Bradley is just
48:49He gets me more than anyone
48:52It's scary
48:53And it's, like, ah
48:54I feel like I'm walking on eggshells
48:56Like, is this wrong?
48:57Is this wrong?
48:57But it's, like, now, like, as I've been here
48:59I am just fully embracing it
49:02Do you feel good?
49:03I feel good
49:04Do you feel it?
49:05Do you feel it too?
49:08I'm my forbidden fruit
49:10There's something I can do
49:13But you're breaking all my rules
49:15And I only have a few
49:18I'm my forbidden fruit
49:22Forbidden fruit
49:23Guys, guys
49:25What?
49:25We're gonna do an ABC party
49:27So you can wear anything
49:29But clothes
49:30So let's go get ready
49:33Yeah, let's go get ready
49:34Come on
49:37I'm talking ABC
49:40Anything but clothes
49:41When they come around me
49:42All the pretty girls
49:43Getting low to the beat
49:45How to spice it up
49:46Yeah, they're getting the heat
49:47I'm talking ABC
49:50Anything but clothes
49:51When they come around me
49:53All the pretty girls
49:54Getting low to the beat
49:55I'ma pop the spice it up
49:57Yeah, they're getting the heat
50:06I'm talking A, B, C.
50:09Anything but clothes when they come around me.
50:12All the pretty girls getting low to the beat.
50:15How to spice it up, yeah, bring it in the heat.
50:17I'm talking A, B, C. Anything but clothes when they come around me.
50:22All the girls getting low to the beat.
50:25What are they doing?
50:26Oh, OK.
50:27India, yes, yes.
50:29I'm scared of India.
50:31Bad news.
50:32Bad news.
50:33You got to resist temptation.
50:36And you got to see the temptation in order to resist.
50:39You have to see the temptation in order to resist it.
50:41That's real.
50:42That's true.
50:43That's real.
50:43And I feel like I saw the temptation, and I resisted it.
50:46Summit!
50:49All right.
50:51The car's together.
50:56Bad girl.
50:57You know you like it, I'm a bad girl.
51:00The way I like it, I'm a bad girl.
51:03Thought I told you I'm a bad girl.
51:05You know you like it, I'm a bad girl.
51:07You know you like it, I'm a bad girl.
51:30The way I work it, I'm a bad girl.
51:39You guys are cute together you think yeah low-key goes together it makes sense low-key it does
51:44she give a little dare shot going for no reason only if you got good dares Preston I dare you
51:51to tell us what your favorite thing is about shot that's a good one that's a good one honestly good
51:59she literally the realest that's that is why we get along so us because she's so dead-ass real
52:06your change big Xavier I dare you to lick Sydney's earlobe before kissing her name
52:29there's a lot of tension between me and Sydney and I think we both kind of like
52:33that to an extent but like it's sooner than later as far as us just like pushing further
52:41her face was like I felt something on that one honestly I'm down to trying it you're down to
52:50diving in let the wave catch over me you're interesting why you're just interesting to me
52:59you got the baddest body in this crib thank you Jack I want to take you on a date but
53:05like it's gonna
53:06start a lot of shit you're bad I know me and Carter I have a thing we've gone on a
53:15lot of dates but I
53:16want to see where things go with Jasenia it's probably gonna start drama but if you knew me I
53:21I don't give a fuck so who cares okay cheers to fucking tonight literally it's a good vibe
53:34and good people literally the best people yeah Scarlett likes that man swear to God Scarlett
53:41likes that man I call it yeah I think so yeah I want to go get his drinks and then
53:46me and Scarlett can
53:47talk yeah for sure oh then you can go with him oh we're gonna leave you here no it's just
53:52us yeah
53:56keep fucking with it okay let me say this oh go on don't don't like do you love the friendship
54:09that
54:10you and Bradley I know okay okay yeah okay me too like genuinely it's real no he's so great he's
54:18such a
54:19good person and and what I love is that I can have this friendship and he's like I see you
54:26can get what
54:27you're going through like and I'm like he literally reads my mind I don't have to settle exactly I would
54:35not be okay like I am if it wasn't for him being here literally
54:43what are you mean wait ready yeah
54:50wait try again what Preston's a good time there's a bottle in the haven I'm down I don't think about
54:58Jack when I'm with Preston we'll be back in 15 seconds I like that Preston's hot and he has big
55:06muscles and that's a reason to take him into the position even oh shit straight to it
55:28shut the fuck up no no no oh no uh oh who getting fucked tonight
55:39she getting fucked tonight
55:43Jack get in there right now go
55:46it's wild
55:48is it your girlfriend
55:55maybe
55:56you good
55:59you just know what to do
56:01you've never been with anything else
56:04like the view
56:06best
56:12would you go in there with me
56:15oh my god is anyone gonna see us
56:22oh no
56:25that's so messy
56:30let's go
56:30let's hurry up
56:38this is so bad Jack oh my god you were just in there yesterday with someone else oh my god
56:48yo Jack you're bad oh my god
56:57oh my god
56:58this is so bad Jack you're crazy
57:01this is so bad Jack you're crazy
57:11oh my god
57:13oh my god
57:20oh
57:21It makes my stomach drop.
57:28Bring your drugs to me.
57:30Of course.
57:35I'm a frog.
57:37Jack.
57:39How do you want this?
57:41You're crazy.
57:44Why did you just sleep in my bed tonight?
57:46Blind up your pants.
57:49Let the games begin.
57:52You look simple when you win.
57:56I'm the queen of revenge.
58:00I'm your favorite thing.
58:02I'll get under your skin.
58:05Let your heart be on him.
58:08Feel the fire within.
58:11You're my king of revenge.
58:14I'll get under your skin.
58:18Let the games begin.
58:21Let the games begin.
58:21I'll get under your skin.
58:22You're my queen.
58:26You're my queen.
58:30You're my queen.
58:37You
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