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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 04
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00:17I stand and I know that you know I'm tiptoeing around
00:45I can't even lie I was
00:59expecting Jack to kiss me at some point in this process but this early on I'm like damn like
01:05he's really going for it I just love you Jackie his boundaries done broken gone we just went in
01:17the confessional like just me and him we just talked to the camera or whatever I don't know
01:23whether he wants to talk about it or just pretend like it never happened but I think off of what
01:27I
01:28got to experience he's a good kisser and I wouldn't mind experiencing it some more
01:35too much going on right now mid what
01:49firstly I thought that he would be the first one to break and he did so kudos to Carter if
01:57you ask me
01:57he's done like he might as well just go fully all the way I got you I got you he
02:05might want to go
02:06home with his girlfriend but after this shit I don't think his girlfriend's gonna want to go home with
02:17let's be honest Carter's a good kisser but not better than Cheyenne
02:45I don't know how they're vibing over there bro I don't think it's as close as we are here
02:48there's no way there's no way bro girls are like catfights yeah and girls like fight and like
02:53they're fighting over my boyfriend exactly that's disgusting I feel like he's doing good over there
02:58genuinely I think he's doing good over there too I think he'd be dumb if he did it to where
03:02I could
03:02like watch it I just had to scare him right before we left I told him I said if he
03:07embarrasses me
03:08your friends are no longer off limits just so that way you can't start fucking his friends
03:14like that would kill him that would break his heart is that what you're trying to do no I don't
03:20know
03:20what he's doing over there I have like a little angel over here that's like it's okay but then
03:24the devil's like he's he's fucking a bitch you know like one of the pettiest people I know
03:36how are you guys feeling about all this shit my term is like paranoia I'm always paranoid we know
03:42I worry that I'm like out of sight out of mind you know it's like you're not like in reality
03:47you're
03:48not like the only person they would ever like hook up with it you know yeah look at the first
03:52bonfire
03:52so traumatizing I'm kind of scarred from that yeah my mouth was like on the floor when I saw your
03:57clip
03:57like I don't care how much money somebody has how bad she was bashing you do you care when she
04:02like shits on you like the bonfire and stuff like do you care like does it yeah like yeah
04:05cause your response even at the bonfire was a little like my response was more loud than
04:09yours and I was confused I feel like I've gotten like almost used to it and like that's not okay
04:14that's not healthy yeah you got more to offer in life than being somebody's punching bag and that's
04:19the scary part I feel like even coming into the house dude I feel like I've held a lot of
04:24shit in
04:25mind Cheyenne's relationship has not been the most perfect thing I don't want to make her look
04:30like a bad person because at the end of the day I love her but a year or two into
04:34our relationship
04:34she went out with a friend and you know got drunk and you know kissed someone she had talked to
04:40in
04:40the past so hold on hold on hold on hold on so you're telling me so you're telling me she
04:47cheated
04:47before you cheated yeah why didn't you say that because I didn't want to make her look like a bad
04:52person you retaliated I retaliated but I ended up cheating to the full extent isn't that so unfair
04:59to just like take all the the blunts of all the wrongdoings in your relationship yeah it's crazy at
05:05the end of the day dude I want her to be happy but what about you I am starting to
05:09be a little bit
05:10happier and like I wouldn't be telling you guys this if I didn't if I was something wasn't changing with
05:14me me and Cheyenne when that all happened should have taken a break and we didn't and I feel like
05:19that's definitely where this resentment and shit didn't heal over the years I pushed my feelings to
05:24the side I mean now that I'm here this experience it's bringing stuff out that I really didn't see
05:28was wrong and like hearing the guys and like the advice they give me I kind of see that now
05:32basically your ultimate test is like are you and Cheyenne too far gone because of all that you've done
05:38to each other or can you guys make it work yeah getting some Sun had to bro yeah we're working
05:53on
05:53our tan wait so have you ever had like a girlfriend not really like I honestly went through like a
05:58ho
05:58phase when I was like 20 mm-hmm and then recently I just been like you know what I think
06:04that happens
06:04when we turn like 24 and 25 we're like this isn't fun anymore like the chase gets old see I
06:09wish I
06:10would have realized that sooner yeah I think some of Summit's friends are still not on that wavelength
06:13and that's like a problem because it gets in his head you think you'd like they do have a pretty
06:18good influence on him yeah I do not like a lot of his friends like when we broke up they
06:23made
06:23him like a hinge within like three days and it like actually made me think that he just like
06:30never cared about me because I was like why are you on a dating app it's normal to have a
06:36relationship
06:36and that can be your number one priority it's good to be in love like you're 25 years old
06:42relationships are supposed to be like the light of your day and he is sometimes but there's other
06:49weeks where he's the thing that's dragging me down the most and I'm like is this person really the
06:58father of my kids or like I don't know it just messes with my head like with the father of
07:04my children
07:04like make me feel this way my biggest fear is like being alone for the rest of my life I
07:15don't want to
07:15spend my life alone I want to have like a partner I'll be curious to see if our girlfriends are
07:27like
07:27reactive of us because if they start doing crazy shit and then we'll be like they definitely saw
07:32something in the last part I know well yeah which wouldn't have been bad but they might have assumed
07:36it well you know what I mean right I don't think Kaylee's like that but you just never know in
07:40these
07:41situations this isn't normal yeah I wrote her a letter this morning and I want to start writing
07:46more so then like I can give them to her so she can read like a day in the life
07:50right versus like me
07:51me trying to like explain everything at that yeah be like look like I was thinking this like I missed
07:56you coming back from like the restaurant and like I love you you know God what did they see
08:07I'm like a coffee connoisseur what's crazy is I'm not a huge fan of coffee but I'm gonna I'm gonna
08:12try
08:12it potentially losing Cheyenne and me making a connection with another girl in the house is scary
08:17oh these are good here's your beautiful drink perfect thank you but at the same time being with Carter
08:21definitely makes me feel like I can be my authentic self I have fun her presence is definitely making that
08:26this whole process a lot easier I want to like get you like a cool gift to remember you know
08:31just like the date overall maybe this little hat what are you feeling one to ten what do you think
08:37ten I like twelve really yeah twelve twelve in my relationship I'm not a huge romantic person at all
08:45try this on I lack taking Cheyenne on dates I lack you know getting gifts and stuff like that
08:50wow is that too big no I like it big but like that's definitely something I want to work on
08:56and I think being here I'm kind of learning that what do you think I like it I think it
09:01looks good
09:01on you this is like a once-in-a-lifetime thing when I'm with Jack it feels like I'm literally
09:07just
09:07with like one of my best friends but we have like that physical connection too I don't know it's just
09:17so
09:17flirty it kind of gives me butterflies in my stomach a little bit I like how big it is like
09:22yeah this is
09:23like my man's hoodie that's what this is giving me I think we're going in a really really good
09:29direction and I'm really excited to see what can happen in these next few days with him
09:40I don't know what's prettier the view or you stop you're playing no I'm not getting this like one on
09:48one time with you it's really nice no I really appreciate you give me the biggest hug in the
09:51world I really appreciate you you're my favorite in the house really yeah say it again you're my
09:59favorite in the house oh so why are you stressed out you and your ex no I mean sorry Sydney
10:11I'm just so
10:13scared cuz I know she has this thing where it's really a double standard where if she does something
10:21it's okay but if I do something she looks like she'll leave like she threatens to leave so much
10:26like and scared of losing her does that stem from my childhood no this is just the first time in
10:36my
10:37life I've been loyal she's the only girl I've been with for like a year is not that long no
10:43it's a year is a
10:44long time for me I was a ho so like the way I move in here is like I'm petrified
10:50so I'm petrified to
10:53flirt you shouldn't want to be with somebody like that though like y'all came here together to go through
11:01a process and experience dating other people this is the first time that Mikey said he's ever been
11:09faithful in a relationship so I see why he's so emotional but he needs to figure out if this is
11:16the person that he wants to be with because if not she's gonna break his heart even when I first
11:22had a conversation you guys like Sydney's gonna leave me like you want to be with somebody like
11:26that like you're literally saying it like you need to start writing this shit down and read it it makes
11:30sense of why you're so emotional in here because God knows what she's doing over there like yeah you
11:36see what I'm dealing with you you see me what's up everybody prepped up on you there sorry what's
11:50up everybody hey look this is an intense experience and you guys went through the bonfire and that
12:00stirs things up and you guys are trying to make connections and you're all becoming a family but
12:05I think you need to dial it back and just get a little loose and you know go have some
12:09fun so
12:10I came here to tell you that tonight there's gonna be a group outing you need a break so it's
12:19a group outing
12:29let's go y'all better be careful y'all stuck in here with me why did you say that who's
12:36the fattest who's the maddest who's the one you wanna I love going out like I love going to clubs
12:42like honestly the clubs just call my name every Saturday
12:47I wanna know I'm excited to get out of the villa and like hang out with everyone like a group
12:54setting
12:55they're teaching me what I should and should not stand for everybody's gonna have a great time about to have
13:07fun about to turn up I'm messy so I'm encouraging all bullshit for the guys to do and if they
13:12do it
13:13hey I don't see shit
13:14two so one you walk you walk
13:18tonight we out
13:21the temptation girls are hitting the island
13:25hitting the island
13:26hitting the island
13:28we're getting to fool it out
13:30like someone might hit a home run tonight
13:32we're hitting all the bases tonight
13:41it's so nice to get out of the villa I know
13:55add two to that
13:56for who
13:56you
13:58and me
13:59Jack is starting to understand what he wants and what he doesn't want in his life
14:03here he's realizing like there's no limits and I think part of him really does like that
14:09I'm a little worried for myself
14:15me and Cheyenne have hit an area in our relationship where we need to figure out who we are as
14:20people
14:20because I feel like in the course of five years you know we've both lost ourselves
14:24you know is she happy as a whole am I happy
14:26like I don't know if I'm happy and like having the conversation with the guys this morning
14:30uh has just really made me realize
14:32you know I gotta be authentic to myself
14:50the bigger checks
14:52potentially some better sex
15:00tonight we are keeping the energy high this is forever on three one two three
15:06this is forever
15:17tonight's the night the girls are looking good we're feeling good and we're looking good
15:27you're laughing so funny
15:29I like it
15:29have you posted about one in particular
15:31well I mean Cindy's looking pretty bad
15:47I feel like we talk without saying shit and it's like it's just fun yeah because we're just like
15:53I know we get you fucking get me I don't know if it's like an age thing or like what
15:59it means
15:59it has a lot to do with it I think so we've been through similar shit yeah I'm sure you've
16:03been
16:03through like relationships that I've been through like similar stuff there is a level to that where
16:08it's like you just can't you're at different stages that's why like we're shy like I think
16:13she means well and like she's a good girl but like there's just nothing in common in common right
16:19I think I've learned the most about myself through Bradley being here we do have great conversation
16:26and that is something that I want in my relationship with Cole I like I hope your boyfriend like does
16:32this shit like talks to girls me too I know that's what you need yeah what else why would you
16:38come in
16:38yeah all right everyone um can you guys hear me all right all right I just wanted to get up
16:46here
16:46play a little song you know dedicate to Sydney real quick hey hey hey some slice some slice some slice
16:53right I hope you guys enjoy it it seems like Sydney has never been treated like the prize I knew
17:08for past relationships so even like when I'm without her I'm thinking about like something I can do for
17:14her wait this is like the start of the rest of their lives I'm just really blessed with the
17:20opportunities to be able to like show up for her and uh she appreciates it which I love
17:26I appreciate all y'all thank you thank you thank you you wanted me to know that it was about
17:31me
17:34I love that what can I say
17:45wait I think I've asked you this but like what is your type in person of guy of guy I
17:53just like
17:54when a guy like views the world the same as I do and can laugh at the same thing it's
17:59like those two
18:00things but you laugh at everything it's just because I'm so funny you are so funny like you
18:07think really what I think you're so funny I always think that I'm funny but sometimes I question myself
18:12I question myself too because I'm like you're funny I'm officially telling you that you're funny
18:17it doesn't really matter what we're talking about I enjoy the presence of Julianne the most
18:26everything I say she's got like this clever witty little like response and it's just it's very
18:33enjoyable it just goes back to this idea of like always being attracted and drawn to like the newest
18:40next shiny item and you know it's hard to like truly fully commit to one person it's just really hard
18:48I keep trying to beautiful explore but you're just my favorite
18:56I do think you're pretty I like I do tell me again I'm not saying it again and I you
19:02know I feel
19:03like you know there's really nothing to hold back anymore because I've already said it
19:07not some real shit and I'm starting to feel like I'm not scared to show that you know what I
19:13mean
19:13yeah and I kind of have to forget about the outside life for a little bit
19:26I don't really know where I where I fit in and all this you know I'm saying and
19:35I know I fit in and having good conversations with she
19:42oh god I like in the past like a bad guy like I'm like oh my god like I crave
19:49that attention
19:50you know what I'm saying like where did that get me Mikey's he's a good person but in terms of
19:55a
19:55relationship he is not what I genuinely want I understand that now I get that from here on out
20:03I like have a minimum list you gotta meet these you you got to meet this I'm very happy to
20:13be here
20:13with you um it's like actually like a beautiful thing to be sitting right here with you like it's
20:18actually amazing like I love it I hope you like
20:25baby we five and you ain't gotta action you ain't gotta hide it I know that you feeling me
20:31I'm gonna make my move baby tell me what you want to do
20:50the house is finally not Bible camp anymore for the first few days it was like nobody touch each
20:55other hands to yourselves but now I feel like the guys are finally letting loose a lot more
20:59wait I have sambas that have like a pink stripe in them and they'd be really cute
21:10the guys are finally taking their tails from in between their legs and actually letting it waddle
21:16a little bit y'all ain't give me no compliments today bro what we've been complimenting you
21:20y'all ain't give me no y'all ain't glazed me enough today bro y'all supposed to glaze
21:26they're slow burners but do I think one of them might you know crack under pressure or it might get
21:32cracked out of hell but we'll see
21:36what do you want not that
21:41want tequila
21:42yeah
21:55honestly
21:57it's been the best night so far
22:01I'm realizing that I am okay without Jack
22:06I'm having so much fun not worrying about him spending the time apart that we have spent apart
22:11I'm feeling good I'm having a blast honestly
22:22I'm gonna tell you what is paying attention
22:26yeah
22:29with Xavier I definitely feel like there's something more there um and I'm interested to explore it
22:40I love who he is as a person and I love what he's showing me and as long as it
22:45keeps heading in
22:46that direction who knows what could happen oh my gosh you're living lavish
22:53so what do you think about this tension between us
22:57the tension between us oh my god that's that's hilarious that you asked that you know
23:04I definitely feel like it's there
23:10okay
23:13here you can read this I just don't want to say it out loud
23:15I'm sharing my life with you and I need you to understand that
23:20appreciate it
23:26I have a perfect smile
23:29yeah you do you do have a perfect smile
23:32no you have a really nice smile
23:33thank you
23:34with Sydney I'm being real delicate on that speed but like we're going there
23:41like the feasibility of a kiss it doesn't sound too unrealistic
23:44but seeing like the potential of like bonding like a like a genuine romantic partner who like
23:50shows up the way like Sydney does
23:51it's um it's surprising but like also like beautiful that like seems like it's within my grasp
23:59I just want to know you
24:04I just want to hear your voice again
24:07baby come closer
24:12show me who you are under that skin
24:16goodnight you guys love you all
24:18and I've waited for some time now just to hear you say I love you
24:26and I've waited for some time now baby would you let me love you
24:34I just want to know like at the end of the day I look at you and I read you
24:38I could say nothing you know exactly what the fuck I'm talking about
24:43yeah
24:44no I do
24:45jack is about to fold tonight
24:47he's been
24:49yeah
24:50he's about to go ballistic
24:51do you want to go to bed
24:53running from your life
24:56yeah sure
24:57with me
24:58sure
25:03let's go
25:08temptation comes in everyday life and I feel like if you're going to fall into temptation
25:12you're going to probably fall into it here
25:14as much as this sounds crazy if you don't feed into this shit you're not going to find any answers
25:19for your relationship as a whole
25:22I'm answering a lot of questions for jack
25:24he is getting to know me he is connecting with me
25:27and he feels comfortable enough to get physical with me at the end of the day
25:32close his blinds really quick
25:40like I'm in better than me when there's a girlfriend
25:44it's kind of fun though
26:12it was a little weird sleeping next to somebody else
26:15I feel like
26:17it was different
26:18because I'm just like so used to
26:21sleeping next to Cheyenne
26:22I think that's the hard part
26:24is like
26:25you know figuring out what you need for yourself
26:27but at the same time like
26:29if I'm doing this
26:31there's a possibility she's doing this
26:33and I feel like
26:34that's you know that's hard to like
26:36process
26:36and I feel like you know
26:39yeah
26:49how are you feeling
26:51I'm feeling good
26:53good
26:54yeah I don't know why I like worry
26:56or like have so much stress
27:00back home
27:01but I freaking do
27:02I just want him to prove to me so badly that he can be open
27:07so then even if it's something little
27:09I just like lose my shit
27:10yeah
27:11I do think Cole needs to open up just a tad
27:14me too
27:14because that's like
27:15a part of our relationship
27:17where we are truly disconnected
27:19you know
27:19my friends have said
27:21it's just like really hard to get to know him
27:24and you know
27:25I want someone to where I feel like we can both like
27:29have that energy
27:31and like show up
27:32and you know be talkative
27:33and I don't want to feel like I'm like having to carry conversations
27:37I noticed that
27:38I mean in the few like interactions I had with him
27:40like he would just be like
27:42yeah
27:43cool
27:43yeah
27:44like and it was like this
27:45we have something to talk about
27:46yeah
27:46like I was like excited to relate
27:49you know like he's just such a solid human
27:53but it's just like figuring out
27:55all of the missing pieces that are there right now
27:58step into my world
28:01let me show you what I see
28:05I know obviously you have your boundaries
28:08and none of us are going to cross it
28:09but we are here to like offer you opinions
28:12that maybe your boys couldn't give you
28:14you can be more in the experience
28:17without completely disrespecting yourself
28:19her or your relationship
28:20it's kind of the dynamic of our relationship
28:22like girls can escalate things in my relationship
28:27because she doesn't trust me
28:28so it already just kind of stigmatizes like
28:31can make things like worse you know
28:33like even how platonic it is or my intentions you know
28:37there's not a lot of grace for sure
28:38I give her a lot of grace I feel like
28:40she then needs to like just come to terms with like the past
28:43and we need to forgive each other
28:44yes
28:44and she
28:45that's the only way
28:46she knows that I'm apologetic about it
28:48it is like a big deal
28:49it's like if she just let me
28:51if she just let her guard down
28:52and let me be free
28:53I would be more comfortable
28:54and out of fear
28:56knowing
28:56yeah babe
28:57like I went to the beach
28:58and there was 10 girls there
28:59like you're telling little white lies out of fear
29:01that if you say the truth
29:03even if it's not something bad
29:05she's gonna flip out
29:06she'll get mad at me for the truth sometimes
29:08because she doesn't believe me
29:09so now I'm like I tell the truth you're mad
29:11I lie I'm mad
29:11so it's like a lose-lose for me
29:14it feels good to obviously just get like different perspectives
29:16from you know other girls
29:18but I'm always in a constant state of like surveillance
29:22and like when's the next bad thing
29:24she's gonna get mad about
29:25and that's like you don't want to live like that
29:27I'm just tense all the time
29:29you obviously love her so much
29:31I think you guys could have something really wonderful
29:34it's just a matter of like working through those issues
29:44what's up everybody
29:45hello Mark
29:47how are you
29:48want to have a chat ladies
29:49sure
29:50come on let's go over these chairs
29:52fellas it'll only be a minute
29:55what's up guys
29:57oh shit
29:58shit
29:59I'm here tonight to tell you what's coming up
30:03so tonight it's time for another bonfire
30:11I was not expecting that
30:12I thought something else was gonna be coming our way
30:15oh god
30:16that was fast
30:19look the whole point of the bonfire is to inform you
30:21not so much of what's going on on the other side of the island
30:24but how you feel about what you see
30:25at this point of the journey
30:27you've now had plenty of time to be an individual
30:30the information you may see
30:32I don't know what it is
30:32could be harder now
30:34but who you are now is different
30:35and I want to remind you that when I met you
30:38you came here as a couple
30:39and as much as you love the guys you came with
30:43it wasn't firing on all pistons
30:47so looking at the clips may be difficult
30:49but are you feeling any different about yourself
30:52having been an individual for a while
30:56I'll see you tonight okay
30:57all right
30:57thanks Mark
30:58I'll see you soon
31:00we'll see you soon
31:01thanks Mark
31:04I just can only imagine what we're about to see honestly
31:07oh god
31:08I think we're going into this one with a different mindset
31:12we're not in denial of our issues anymore
31:14but it's still scary
31:16it's so scary
31:17well we got each other you know
31:20yeah
31:21I need a drink
31:23I also would
31:24I know
31:24yeah me too
31:26all right let's go
31:29I don't know dude
31:30I feel like coming in here like
31:32you know I did break
31:34my boundaries overall
31:35you know I came here wanting to leave with Cheyenne
31:37and I just know like based off what I've already done here
31:41you put that at Jeopardy?
31:42yeah
31:43you feel like that?
31:45once fooled twice by
31:49pull me down
31:51when I get crumb
31:53at my feet
31:55see
31:58once we
32:00can now stroll
32:02going into this bonfire
32:04I have a different mindset
32:05if I see Jack having fun
32:07that's okay
32:08being here I haven't kissed
32:10I haven't touched
32:11I haven't done
32:12any of that
32:13and I should be able to
32:14let him experience
32:16what I'm also experiencing
32:19but still be in a healthy relationship
32:29I'm 29 years old
32:31I'm not at a place
32:33where I want to be wasting any time
32:34Cole and I came here for a reason
32:36and I'm just really hoping that
32:38he is putting in as much effort as I am
32:41to get to the bottom of our problems
32:43to grow and come out stronger
32:47love's a crime
32:48but soon you'll be
32:52a slave for me
32:57my anxiety from 1 to 10
32:58I'm going to rate it at 100 right now
33:00it's shitty to say
33:01but you know
33:02I really hope that she's
33:03done something similar to I have
33:05because maybe it wouldn't
33:06make me feel so bad
33:14I remember how the first bonfire went
33:16and I feel like
33:17scared shitless
33:19like I don't know what she's doing
33:20and I can't talk to her
33:21so like I'm definitely like worried
33:32I'm going to break free
33:34it's not going to break me
33:36not going to break me
33:38like I just feel uneasy
33:39my heart tells me that
33:41Kaylee hasn't done anything
33:42that would really hurt me
33:44but I know I've done things
33:46that Kaylee's not going to love to see
33:56I'm scared that she's going to
33:57press the limits to the point
33:58where there is no return
34:01and that's going to hurt
34:02and I don't want to believe
34:03that she doesn't care about me
34:06what's up fellas
34:07what's up what's up
34:08how we living
34:13well you look good
34:14feel good
34:15good
34:16let's get into it
34:17we'll start with Jack
34:18okay Jack you ready
34:20uh as much as I can be
34:22alright buddy let's take a look
34:25you and Jack came here for a reason
34:27so do you feel like you
34:28are truly happy with him
34:30no no I don't feel like
34:32we are truly happy
34:33I don't trust him
34:34he knows how bad he hurt me too
34:36like whenever he went that far with her
34:38and so it's like
34:39I just don't
34:40it almost makes me feel
34:42like he's just been
34:42filling my head full of bullshit
34:47this relationship's so fucked
34:48it is so toxic
34:49but it's just because
34:51we've been together for so long
34:52so it's like that comfort
34:56I'm realizing that
34:57I am okay without Jack
34:59I'm having so much fun
35:00not worrying about him
35:02spending the time apart
35:03that we have spent apart
35:04I'm feeling good
35:05I'm feeling like
35:07I'm having a blast
35:12honestly
35:13um you know seeing that clip
35:15I'm really not caught
35:17by surprise at all
35:17I feel like you know
35:18she's speaking her emotions
35:19and you know
35:20over the course of five years
35:22we've had a rough patch
35:24and you know
35:24I feel like that
35:26that honeymoon stage
35:28has faded in our relationship
35:29and the happiness
35:30has kind of faded as well
35:31and you know
35:32what she is saying
35:33it's hard to hear
35:35um
35:36but I can't agree
35:38um
35:39with a little bit of that
35:40be more specific
35:41what did you hear
35:42that you can agree with
35:43that's hard to hear
35:44we're not happy
35:44in the relationship
35:47what I've learned
35:48while being here
35:48is how to be myself again
35:52I've talked to the girls
35:53in the house
35:53and I feel like
35:54you know
35:54they've kind of made me
35:55feel a certain way
35:56about what I've been through
35:57and kind of where
35:58what I'm missing
35:59um in myself
36:00and I overall
36:01you know
36:01they've been really
36:02honest with me
36:03about you know
36:04that I've probably
36:05lost myself
36:05I feel like
36:06I have lost myself
36:07you know
36:07is there any
36:09any one particular person
36:10Jack
36:10you know
36:11I think Carter
36:12is a big one
36:13um
36:14it's something
36:15I didn't expect
36:16and uh
36:17yeah
36:17it's a little bit scary too
36:18just because you know
36:19I've been in a relationship
36:21for so long
36:22so uh
36:23I think overall
36:24like what I really
36:25have noticed
36:25is there's no judgment
36:26I feel like
36:27you know
36:27in my relationship
36:29I've you know
36:29been judged in weird ways
36:31you know
36:31these guys are getting me
36:32through it as well
36:33you know
36:33having these bonfires
36:34and kind of seeing
36:35the way that she's
36:36opening up
36:36and talking about me
36:37that just seems
36:38unfixable to me
36:39like that's kind of
36:40what I'm realizing
36:42I'm sure it's hard
36:43to hear
36:44you know
36:45the person you came
36:46to the island with
36:46kind of run you
36:48down a little bit
36:48and then
36:49in
36:50true Jack form
36:52you take responsibility
36:53for it
36:53yeah
36:55I feel like
36:55I've just
36:57kind of been
36:57walked all over
36:58and I'm just
36:59I'm just
37:00tired of it
37:04okay
37:05that's rough
37:06and I'm
37:07I'm happy
37:08you're discovering
37:09things about yourself
37:09and reigniting
37:12ways of being
37:13that you'd forgotten
37:13about
37:15all right
37:16Cole
37:17let's see what's
37:18going on
37:18in your world
37:21I just want him
37:22to prove to me
37:23so badly
37:24that he can be
37:25open
37:25so then
37:26even if it's
37:27something little
37:27I just like
37:28lose my shit
37:29yeah
37:29I do think Cole
37:30needs to open up
37:31just a tad
37:33me too
37:33because that's like
37:34a part of our
37:35relationship
37:36where we are
37:36truly disconnected
37:37you know
37:38my friends have
37:39said
37:39it's just like
37:40really hard
37:41to get to know
37:41him
37:42I noticed that
37:43I mean
37:43in the few
37:44like interactions
37:45I had with him
37:45yeah
37:46he would just be like
37:47yeah
37:48cool
37:48this is fun
37:49yeah
37:49cause we're just like
37:51the same
37:52I know
37:52we get
37:53you fucking get me
37:54I know
37:54I think I've learned
37:56the most about myself
37:57through Bradley
37:58being here
37:59we do have
38:00great conversation
38:01and that is something
38:02that I want
38:02in my relationship
38:11I mean
38:14makes me feel sad
38:15we came into
38:16this island
38:17you know
38:18with a relationship
38:18that I thought
38:19and what she's expressed
38:20to me that
38:21you know
38:21was really good
38:23obviously we had
38:24our problems
38:24but I have been
38:25a very loyal
38:27boyfriend
38:27and you know
38:29before coming here
38:29I have hundreds
38:30of letters from her
38:31saying how much
38:32she loves this relationship
38:33and you know
38:34how much I mean to her
38:35so yeah
38:37I mean I think
38:37that video
38:37just made me kind of sad
38:39that's what I can say
38:40about that
38:41but maybe these
38:42are the questions
38:42to ask the girls
38:43in the house
38:44why do I think
38:45things are cool
38:46and she doesn't seem
38:46to think they're cool
38:48what can you tell me
38:49about me
38:49that I may not
38:50know about me
38:52yeah
38:52and then be willing
38:53to hear it
38:54you know
38:54I've realized
38:55some things
38:55in our relationship
38:56that you know
38:57obviously I want
38:58to fix
38:58but there was
38:59some things
39:00of you know
39:00her being half in
39:01half out
39:02early in the relationship
39:03obviously she broke up
39:04with me the first time
39:05I think it really
39:06damaged you know
39:07my confidence
39:08and sense of worth
39:09which I think
39:10could have fed into
39:11like some of the
39:11white lies
39:12that then proceeded
39:13out of fear
39:14out of fear
39:14you know
39:15so
39:17now that you're
39:18starting to see
39:18why your behavior
39:19might be connected
39:20to a feeling of
39:21insecurity
39:21or not feeling
39:22supported
39:23now let's look
39:24at the gap
39:26between your
39:27perception of
39:28how things are
39:29and her perception
39:31of how things are
39:33it sounds like
39:34things are stirring
39:35up for you
39:36and that's the start
39:37of the process
39:37Cole so good for you
39:38yeah
39:39all right
39:42Mikey
39:42what's up
39:43what's up
39:44how you feeling
39:45feeling good
39:46how you feeling
39:46so good
39:47all right
39:48let's take a look
39:54two three
39:55oh shit
40:00like I'm super
40:01comfortable
40:02I'm not gonna lie
40:03you make it so easy
40:04no I like it
40:05yeah
40:06no you make it
40:07pretty easy too
40:09we're dating
40:10like you know
40:12we're exploring
40:12we're experiencing
40:14I'm experiencing
40:15new feelings
40:16I don't know
40:17is it smooth
40:18if I plug in
40:21I love how you ask
40:23yeah
40:24nah I'm big on this
40:26meeting a guy
40:27like Xavier
40:28has just like
40:29opened my eyes
40:30to all of the
40:31possibilities
40:31of what like
40:33love should look like
40:35what a relationship
40:36should look like
40:37what a man
40:37truly looks like
40:41okay
40:45she looks beautiful
40:46by the way
40:46first and foremost
40:47I love that girl
40:48I miss that girl
40:50and I'm gonna be real
40:52nothing I saw
40:53made me uncomfortable
40:54I mean
40:56you told us
40:57that we supposed
40:57to be in here
40:58to figure out
41:00some things
41:00figure out some questions
41:01and
41:02if that's the guy
41:03for her
41:04I commend her on that
41:05and if I'm not
41:06the guy for her
41:07I have to understand that
41:10and I mean that
41:12okay
41:13it's a little bit
41:14of a change
41:14from the last time
41:15I saw you
41:15which is like
41:16you know
41:17if I lose her
41:19I'll be devastated
41:20kind of vibe
41:21seeing everything
41:22right here
41:22I have no problem
41:23with it
41:23she's living
41:24in her truth
41:25and that's all
41:26she can do
41:26what if her truth
41:27ends up being
41:28that she needs
41:28to be with him
41:29and not you
41:29what can I say
41:30I'm happy for her
41:32like that's my
41:33best friend
41:33so I support her
41:34right or wrong
41:34and if that's
41:36right for her
41:36I support that
41:38straight talk
41:39it doesn't feel
41:40like you're feeling
41:41much
41:41like you're cool
41:42with it
41:42it's fine
41:43and that wasn't
41:44the emotional guy
41:45I saw about a week
41:46ago
41:46and
41:47if you see the girl
41:49you say you love
41:49to death like you do
41:50and it looks like
41:51she might be feeling
41:52somebody else
41:53and maybe be gone
41:54I'm surprised
41:55that you're just
41:56like whatever
41:58I mean what can I do
41:59you can feel something
42:02I grew up with a mother
42:03that said
42:04don't want nobody
42:04that don't want you
42:06so the day
42:07gotta go on
42:08the sun gonna come up
42:10the sun gonna go down
42:12so
42:13look
42:14I don't disagree
42:14with anything you're saying
42:15Mike
42:15I just think
42:16there's something
42:17to explore
42:17about the fact
42:18that you're seeing
42:19the girl you came here with
42:22saying we're dating
42:23with some other guy
42:25and you're like
42:25I'm happy for her
42:27it's all good
42:28truthfully
42:29I wish that was me
42:30I do
42:31I wish I was experiencing
42:33these moments
42:34with Sydney
42:35but I'm not
42:36and that's something
42:37I gotta live with
42:39well that statement
42:40you just said
42:41was the closest thing
42:41to something I'll buy
42:42that you've said
42:43that feels real to me
42:45yeah
42:45everything else
42:46feels a little bit like
42:48if I don't acknowledge it
42:50I'm gonna be cool
42:50right
42:51oh no
42:52not at all
42:53I'm gonna be honest
42:53if I felt
42:54if I felt some time
42:55I can't hide my emotions
42:57yeah that's true
42:58I can't hide them
42:59that's true
43:00um
43:01and yeah
43:02that just
43:03that just didn't do it for me
43:04like I'm sorry
43:05like that didn't
43:06no don't be sorry
43:07that's a huge answer
43:09to a question
43:09oh yeah
43:09I'm growing for real
43:10I know when to be serious
43:12when it's time to be serious
43:13I know how to joke
43:14when it's time to joke
43:15okay
43:15and big shout out India
43:17for helping me through that
43:18like my journey
43:19would not be
43:20where it's at right now
43:21if it was not for India
43:22so
43:22well that's great
43:23I'm cool
43:25okay
43:27summit
43:29yeah
43:30hopefully I can be as cool
43:31I don't know
43:33let's take a look
43:35do you want him to be
43:37something other than
43:38what he is?
43:38I just want him to like
43:39be a fucking good boyfriend
43:41yeah
43:41like you want your partner
43:42to like love you
43:43and accept you
43:44for all of you
43:45at some point
43:46you have to realize
43:47like you are enough though
43:49like at what point
43:50does the breaking point happen
43:51cause I mean
43:52all the disrespect
43:53I mean
43:54it builds up
43:55like no one should feel
43:56like their
43:56their partner is
43:58like belittling them
43:59I don't understand
44:00like why he does it
44:02like I don't know
44:02what he gets out of
44:03like making me feel
44:05bad about myself
44:06is this person
44:08really
44:08the father of my kids
44:10or like
44:11I don't know
44:12it just messes
44:13with my head
44:13like
44:14would the father
44:15of my children
44:16like
44:17make me
44:19feel this way
44:29um
44:30yeah
44:31I mean
44:31obviously
44:32it's on theme
44:33with the clip
44:34I got
44:34at the first bonfire
44:37this theme of
44:38me
44:38not
44:39making her feel
44:40as amazing
44:41as she is
44:42and deserves to feel
44:44and it
44:45it sucks that
44:46clearly
44:47I'm not making her
44:48feel that way
44:49it's almost like
44:50just so frustrating
44:50cause I
44:51I guess I don't
44:52fully understand
44:53like what I'm doing
44:54to make her feel
44:55so
44:57unsupported
44:59like
44:59am I really
45:00such a shitty boyfriend
45:01I
45:02I guess I
45:03I have a hard time
45:04acknowledging that
45:06I think you're on
45:07the right track
45:08I think the fact
45:09that you say
45:10I don't know
45:10why she feels
45:11this way
45:12is
45:13in essence
45:14asking the question
45:16so
45:16let's
45:17talk about
45:19it's
45:20I'm just like
45:21a very independent
45:22person I feel like
45:23and I like to
45:24do my own thing
45:25and like
45:26we don't need to
45:27like
45:27be together
45:29like
45:29be each other's
45:30absolute rock
45:3124 7
45:327 days a week
45:33I
45:34I don't
45:35maybe I'm just
45:36not ready
45:36for a relationship
45:37still
45:38I don't
45:38that may be
45:39oh
45:40I didn't think
45:41you would say
45:42but you're
45:42you're on the right track
45:43and you know
45:44what I love about you
45:46you're trying
45:47so hard
45:47I'm trying
45:48Mark
45:49buddy
45:49I get that
45:50it's foreign
45:51to you
45:52because you've
45:52had two relationships
45:54give yourself a break
45:56what relationship
45:57in your life
45:59parents or others
46:00have you witnessed
46:01that you thought
46:02they've got it together
46:03it wouldn't be
46:04my parents
46:06I
46:07I was raised
46:08by a single mom
46:09um
46:10yeah
46:10no dad
46:12do you have a relationship
46:13with your father
46:13do you mind me asking
46:14I do not
46:15my mom's my
46:16everything
46:17she's my rock
46:18she's
46:18mom and dad
46:19super mom
46:20my hero
46:21anytime anyone asks
46:22like who is your role model
46:24who are you the most proud of
46:26in your life
46:26it's always my mom
46:28but as children
46:29we take our cues
46:31from what we've
46:31we've witnessed
46:32you haven't really seen
46:34an example
46:34of a love relationship
46:36other than the love relationship
46:37of a mother to her son
46:38and vice versa
46:39right
46:41yeah
46:41however
46:43if you reframe it
46:44you can use what you know
46:45to create a good relationship
46:46with a girlfriend
46:48your relationship
46:49with your mom
46:50was it fair to say
46:51you'd do anything for her
46:52absolutely
46:53yeah
46:53is it fair to say
46:54you don't criticize anything
46:55even when you see things
46:56that aren't really
46:57so great
46:57yeah
46:58me and my brothers
46:58joke all the time
46:59there's things about it
47:00like I can't believe
47:01mom's nuts
47:02but you don't go and say
47:02mom
47:03I really
47:03you know what
47:04you don't want the type of mom
47:05I want
47:05I want a mom like that mom
47:07oh I would never
47:08right
47:08but you're doing that
47:09with Kaylee
47:10yeah
47:12so she's not saying
47:13you're a shitty boyfriend
47:14maybe those are the words
47:15but what she may be sharing
47:18is what she needs
47:19that she's not getting from you
47:20and how much she loves you
47:21and wants you to give her that
47:24because that's a healthy relationship
47:28okay
47:29thank you Mark
47:30okay
47:32thank you buddy
47:33all right
47:35I think we're done for the night
47:36you made it through
47:37another bonfire guys
47:39tomorrow
47:40and coming up
47:41will be more dates
47:41so think about
47:42who you want to go on dates with
47:43when you go back
47:44to your villa tonight
47:46you will see an addition
47:47to your villa
47:49it's called
47:50the temptation haven
47:52it's an area
47:54where you can go
47:55whenever you want
47:55with whomever you want
47:57there are no cameras in there
47:59it's a chance for you
48:00to further experience
48:02temptation
48:02or connection
48:05without everybody's eyes on you
48:08there's a temptation haven
48:09in the other villa as well
48:12whenever anyone
48:13goes into the haven
48:16a light goes on
48:17in the other house
48:17to let everybody know
48:18that somebody has entered
48:20the temptation haven
48:21you will not know
48:22who or what's going on
48:24but you'll know
48:24that something's going on
48:26and vice versa
48:27got it
48:28got it
48:29we appreciate you
48:30I appreciate you guys
48:32man
48:32this is not easy
48:33it's not
48:33it's not easy
48:35and I acknowledge that
48:36so give yourselves
48:36a bit of a break
48:37head on out
48:38and I will see you soon
48:40love you Martin
48:41goodnight
48:41thank you
48:43they say
48:45the window opens
48:47whenever her door closes
48:50for her to question
48:51you know
48:52if I should be
48:52the father of her children
48:53like those are just
48:54such intense
48:56words
48:56I hate this
48:58tough
48:59it's so tough
49:00not to gasp
49:01my own tires
49:01but like I know
49:02someone out there
49:03would like
49:03love me so much
49:05for me
49:05and appreciate me
49:06so much for me
49:07so if she doesn't
49:08appreciate me
49:09for me
49:10and everything
49:11I bring to the relationship
49:12I don't really know
49:13what we're doing here
49:14I heard that time
49:16can heal a wound
49:18and fix up
49:19what is broken
49:21I know the bonfire
49:22was tough
49:22for some of us
49:25you know
49:26I expect her
49:26to be having a good time
49:27but I have not
49:29and would not be
49:30saying that
49:31you know
49:31about Scarlett
49:32so I guess
49:33that's maybe
49:33what sucked the most
49:36from what I'm hearing
49:37from her side
49:37she's coming to the realization
49:39that she doesn't
49:40really need me anymore
49:41it changes my
49:42overall thought process
49:43on like
49:44where me and her stand
49:46I see that Sydney
49:47has found somebody
49:48that she cares about
49:49and I want to respect it
50:18I just thought Sydney loved me
50:20and I thought that
50:23her love for me
50:24would have been stronger
50:24than this experience
50:29it's all I've been with
50:30maybe one day
50:33they'll stay
50:35in my arms
50:37instead of always
50:52whatever we're shown
50:55it's like
50:56that is
50:58maybe the truth
50:59that we're looking for
51:00it's for a reason
51:00you know
51:00yeah
51:01yeah
51:02exactly
51:04I'm more scared
51:05for this one
51:06than the first one
51:07I feel like
51:08Cole maybe
51:09hasn't gone this deep
51:10with his emotions
51:11and feelings
51:12I'm just bracing myself
51:15guys
51:15I get nervous
51:16thinking about
51:17all of each other's
51:18bonfire experience
51:19it's like
51:20it makes me feel
51:21even more
51:22like stressed
51:23and just like
51:24emotional
51:24it just doesn't
51:25even feel real
51:27it's
51:27not at all
51:28I hope Summit
51:30remembers
51:31that I am
51:32on the other side
51:33of things
51:33and I am
51:34going to see
51:34what he does
51:35if I see something
51:37that I'm really
51:37uncomfortable with
51:38I'm going to need
51:39to take a step back
51:40and reevaluate
51:41how I move on
51:42with the process
51:57I just want to know
51:58that we're still
51:58choosing each other
51:59every day
51:59and we're not just
52:02going through the motions
52:07I don't know
52:08how I'm going to feel
52:08when I see Mikey
52:09pop up on the screen
52:11but seeing what I saw
52:12last time
52:13this time
52:14I'm like
52:15I expect
52:15the absolute worst
52:18I just want to know
52:19did I waste my time
52:20on something real
52:21or was it all fake
52:30hello friends
52:31hi
52:31how you doing
52:33good
52:34pretty good
52:36welcome to your
52:37next bonfire
52:38at this point
52:39you're in it
52:40hopefully you've learned
52:41some stuff about yourself
52:42hopefully you've had
52:43some chance
52:43to reevaluate
52:44what's working
52:46in your relationship
52:46and what's not working
52:50I know that sometimes
52:52looking at these clips
52:52can be painful
52:55but we'll get
52:55through it together
52:58here we go
52:59ladies
53:00we're good
53:02we're going to start
53:02with you Scarlett
53:04let's take a look
53:11I give her a lot
53:12grace
53:12I feel like
53:13she either needs
53:14to like
53:14just come to terms
53:15with like the past
53:16and we need to forgive
53:17each other
53:17and she knows
53:18that I'm apologetic
53:19about it
53:19and it is like
53:20a big deal
53:20if she just
53:21let her guard down
53:22and let me be free
53:23I would be more
53:23comfortable
53:24knowing
53:24yeah babe
53:25like I went to the beach
53:26and there was 10 girls
53:27there
53:27she'll get mad at me
53:28for the truth sometimes
53:29because she doesn't believe me
53:30so now I'm like
53:30I tell the truth
53:31you're mad
53:31I lie I'm mad
53:32so it's like
53:33a lose-lose for me
53:35when we do end up
53:36coming back together
53:36it's like
53:37we got to figure out
53:38how to clean up
53:39these like trust issues
53:40but it's like
53:40if you can't get over
53:41the past
53:41I can't make you trust me
53:42no matter if I'm honest
53:43to you or not
53:44you know
53:44you have to just
53:46let it go
53:46and like
53:47it's like
53:47we can't keep going
53:49back on it
53:50you know
53:59I think it's hard
54:00to let it go
54:01when it's happened
54:02as recently
54:03as the week
54:05before we got here
54:08he says
54:09you know
54:09trust issues
54:10that are in the past
54:11but we've never
54:12worked through them
54:13so they're still present
54:14can you tell me
54:15what happened recently
54:17he told me
54:18he was going
54:18to the track
54:19with his friend
54:21and that was it
54:22that's all I ever
54:22heard of it
54:23I just had a feeling
54:24and so I said
54:26who's going
54:26to the track
54:27and he said
54:28well
54:28this girl DM'd me
54:31and you know
54:31I told her
54:32that we were
54:32going to the track
54:33someone going
54:34to the track
54:34that's fine
54:35but when we're
54:36already in such
54:37a fragile state
54:38and then it seems
54:39like that information
54:40was being withheld
54:41it's like
54:41I'm just tired
54:42of asking
54:43I don't want
54:43to have to ask
54:44to hear these things
54:45this is a tough
54:46question to ask you
54:47but do you think
54:48trust can ever
54:49be earned
54:50I do
54:51I just need
54:52the consistency
54:54of transparency
54:55you know
54:56of course
54:57there are
54:58traits
54:58that I wish
54:59Cole had
55:00more depth
55:01deeper conversations
55:02then I also
55:03question
55:04you know
55:05would anyone
55:06ever check
55:06all 100
55:07of my boxes
55:08I'm gonna let you
55:09in on a secret
55:12there are people
55:13that check
55:13all the boxes
55:15and part of it
55:16is because
55:17they check
55:18more boxes
55:18and there are
55:19a bunch of boxes
55:20that you don't even
55:20need to have
55:21on your page anymore
55:21when you have
55:22that connection
55:24do you understand
55:27what I don't
55:28want to see you do
55:28is return to
55:29what you had
55:30because you're
55:31gonna end up
55:31talking to your
55:32girlfriends
55:32every day about
55:33I don't know
55:33where he is
55:33and you're
55:34gonna need
55:34something
55:35and he's
55:36gonna need
55:36I don't know
55:37why she's
55:37always on my
55:38back
55:38I don't cheat
55:38on her
55:39I don't
55:39she's always
55:40on my back
55:40and that's
55:41not a relationship
55:42right
55:45so get your
55:45soul filled up
55:47thank you
55:47okay
55:48I appreciate
55:49you
55:53hello
55:53Cheyenne
55:55hello
55:55are you ready
55:57I think the
55:58clips will speak
55:59for themselves
55:59so I'm just
56:01excited
56:01to just
56:03just to see
56:04what he's been
56:04up to
56:04I don't know
56:05just hearing his
56:06voice makes me
56:06happy so I'm
56:07like turn it
56:08on
56:09all right
56:09well let's
56:10look
56:10here we go
56:13do you feel
56:14like our
56:15connection like
56:16scares you
56:17at all
56:18I mean yeah
56:19I'll be honest
56:20it's just weird
56:21how easy
56:22it is to talk
56:22to you
56:23you know
56:23things are
56:23moving so fast
56:24and I feel
56:25like we've
56:25known each
56:25other forever
56:26yeah
56:27I think
56:29we both
56:29know
56:31what our
56:32connection is
56:32and how it's
56:33like different
56:33from anything
56:34else
56:34it is
56:36you know
56:36that is
56:37truthfully
56:37how I feel
56:37like I feel
56:38like I don't
56:38really have
56:38to act
56:39a certain
56:39way
56:56yeah
56:56is this the
56:58bunny juice
56:58is this the
57:00bunny juice
57:00it is
57:06shut the
57:07fuck up
57:09shut the
57:09fuck up
57:10shut the
57:11fuck up
57:11you're so
57:12dirty
57:15do you want
57:16to get
57:16something to eat
57:16and go to bed
57:17yeah
57:18sure
57:18with me
57:21sure
57:23wow
57:28close his
57:28blinds really
57:29quick
57:30are you
57:31fucking
57:32hitting me
57:34like I'm
57:35in bed
57:35with a man
57:36who has
57:36a girlfriend
57:36right
57:38it's kind
57:38of fun
57:39though
57:43did he
57:44fuck her
57:45what the
57:46fuck does
57:46close the
57:46blinds mean
57:54this is
57:54what I mean
57:55I have
57:56given
57:57this
57:58man
57:59so
58:00many
58:01times
58:01to redeem
58:02himself
58:03and prove
58:04to me
58:04that he
58:05wants to
58:05be with
58:05me
58:05and this
58:06five years
58:08five years
58:10five years
58:11to fucking
58:12publicly
58:13humiliate me
58:15it's one thing
58:17to know about it
58:18it's another thing
58:18to see it
58:19and he did it
58:21knowing that
58:22I was gonna
58:22see it
58:23he's a piece
58:24of shit
58:26I'm off
58:27like I'm done
58:28I'm sorry
58:29I'm sorry
58:30I'm fucking
58:31leaving
58:32is this real
58:34fucking life
58:35no is this
58:37real life
58:40like is this
58:42real fucking
58:43life
58:44fuck
58:44fuck
58:45fuck
58:46in the dark
58:48you made up
58:50your mind
58:52were you
58:53ever mine
58:54cause it's looking
58:55like you
58:56went too far
58:59so don't try
59:01to lie
59:02it's all
59:03come to
59:04light
59:05what you did
59:07in the dark
59:09in the dark
59:11I'm sorry
59:13I'm sorry
59:17I'm sorry
59:19I'm sorry
59:20I'm sorry
59:30I'm sorry
59:31You
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