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Mira - Life After Divorce - Season 1 Episode 8
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00:00To be continued...
00:30Benim gönlüm, hatalarım köpeğimden taşmış.
00:35Bugün benim gönlüm, karışmayın yanlışsa da yanlış.
00:43Bugün benim gönlüm, en güzel yaşımdayım.
00:53Daha yolun başımdayım.
01:02Azıcık...
01:02Come in.
01:05Are you available?
01:07Of course.
01:12How are you?
01:14Hello. Last night was great. Thanks so much.
01:16You're embarrassing me. I should be thanking you.
01:19Set.
01:22Oh, uh, this morning, uh, I looked up the meaning of your name.
01:26It means success, perseverance, and it's also the name of a star.
01:31I think it suits you very well.
01:34I hope it will soon. Does Polat mean anything?
01:38Uh, it means strength.
01:44Why are you always looking into the future?
01:49I don't understand.
01:51Uh, why can't you be right here, right now?
01:54Look at you. I've never seen you look happier.
01:58Well, you've made me very, very happy.
02:01For years, it feels like I've been wearing all these layers of clothes that don't belong to me,
02:06and now I'm taking them off one by one, and I feel incredibly light.
02:10But you're still hanging on to your old clothes that are hanging in your closet.
02:16You're just waiting for the weather to turn so you can put those clothes back on.
02:21You have to wear something when it's cold.
02:24Yeah, but maybe it's time to fill your closet with things that fit you better now.
02:29And you say you're not a therapist.
02:31I'm willing to bet you treat patients when you're not here, don't you?
02:35Honestly, when I'm not here, all I do is work so I'm able to come here and keep this place
02:41going, Mira.
02:43Look, um, roofer isn't what you'd call a profitable establishment.
02:49And it never really has been.
02:51I keep the place up by supporting it with my construction business.
02:56That's what I do. I'm a construction engineer.
03:00My father left this building to me.
03:03It's his legacy.
03:04My father was born here. I was born here.
03:08And the roof has always been a restaurant.
03:11He loved this place.
03:12And I...
03:15You could say this place has great sentimental value for me, and...
03:21I want his dream to continue for as long as possible.
03:26And thanks to you, I actually think I can.
03:29Yeah, fantastic.
03:32That makes me glad.
03:34This is the first time you've talked about yourself.
03:37You've never mentioned this before.
03:39I don't like to talk about myself.
03:40Right?
03:41To be strong, you must protect yourself.
03:44And my way of protection has been...
03:47to turn myself into a seal box.
03:49That way...
03:52If I don't open up,
03:54no danger can creep in.
04:02Do you need to protect yourself?
04:04Are you happy being a sealed box?
04:06Not really, no.
04:07I mean, not anymore.
04:12I'd like to open the lid a little.
04:15Not to everyone.
04:19To you.
04:29I have a wine tasting event in Urla this weekend.
04:34Ruford could use a new wine brand, don't you think?
04:37Why don't...
04:38Why don't you come with me?
04:40We can go to the tasting.
04:41We'll choose the ones we like best
04:43and make a new wine menu.
04:45What do you think?
04:47I really don't know much about wine.
04:49I'll teach you everything I know about it.
04:53I'm not sure I'll be able to learn very much.
04:58It's a chance to spend some time together.
05:02Maybe you can help me open that lid a little.
05:09Of course.
05:10I'd love to come.
05:19Oh.
05:21What's this?
05:24Where did you find this?
05:26What is it?
05:27I've never seen you wear anything like this before.
05:31Yas gave it to me for my birthday.
05:35You'll never wear this.
05:36It looked great on you, but it's not your vibe.
05:39Okay.
05:40Do we have to talk about it?
05:41No.
05:43I'm putting this in the giveaway pile.
05:46Good riddance.
05:49It's a lot easier to move when you don't have any stuff.
05:52I never thought I'd be so happy that Yas took everything except this jacket.
05:57I never doubted Polat would be your boyfriend for a second.
06:01Hang on, little miss.
06:02Let's not jump to conclusions.
06:03Too late.
06:04You're embarrassing me.
06:06Don't make me regret I told you.
06:08You're crazy.
06:09The only thing you should be embarrassed about is waiting so long to give a guy this into
06:14you the green light.
06:16Will you stop it?
06:17Shame on you.
06:18I told you I'm embarrassed.
06:19And slow down.
06:20There's nothing between us yet.
06:22We can't be sure.
06:23What are you talking about, Mama?
06:26What?
06:27I'm so happy for you.
06:31It's so nice.
06:33Love makes us act like children.
06:36Be prepared.
06:38Soon Polat's going to be acting like a kid.
06:41What does that mean?
06:42Girl, there is nothing mature about love.
06:45Being childlike is one of love's defining characteristics.
06:48No, it's the characteristic.
06:50Just think.
06:51Why do we find ourselves doing such silly things when we're in love?
06:54Because we've lost our minds.
06:57We all want the joys of childhood.
07:00So we never give up on love, no matter how many shitty experiences we have.
07:06How come you know so much about love?
07:09I didn't know any of this.
07:11That's because you married the first guy you had a long-term relationship with.
07:14I warned you back then.
07:16I tried to tell you I was afraid you were rushing into it.
07:19But you got all pissy and scolded me.
07:21I'm still upset about that.
07:23You didn't listen.
07:26Whatever.
07:26We can't help it.
07:27But it's done.
07:28We should look ahead.
07:31You know what I see when I look ahead?
07:35What do you see?
07:37Yaz's ugly jacket.
07:39Oh, my God.
07:42Oh, my God.
07:43Oh, my God.
07:45Oh, my God.
07:48Come over, baby.
07:51We'll sing for a supper together.
07:56I've got one in the hole.
08:00I feel lucky today.
08:05You come when the moonlight's full.
08:10Always makes me feel better.
08:14Then you leave when the sunrise calls.
08:18I'm still lying away.
08:39Hey, do you have a suck?
08:40No, I'm fine, but something came up.
08:43I have Yaz's, I mean, uh, Polat's business transactions in front of me.
08:48He keeps sending money to the same person every month.
08:51They have the same last name.
08:54Yeah, it is a woman.
08:57I don't know.
08:58He never mentioned anything about a mother or sister before.
09:03Yes, I checked.
09:04Profile's restricted.
09:05Yeah, would you please do that?
09:07I don't want him to feel like I'm snooping.
09:10Okay, let me know when she accepts.
09:23Get ready.
09:24You got a road trip tomorrow with your new man.
09:27Give me some details.
09:29What sexy underwear are you taking?
09:32What color?
09:33You saw my closet yesterday.
09:34I don't have anything like that.
09:38Uh, surprise.
09:40Surprise.
09:42Oh, my God, Melis.
09:43What is wrong with you?
09:46You're crazy.
09:47Finally.
09:48You've lost your mind.
09:50What if nothing happens and it's just innocent?
09:53I wouldn't worry about that.
10:01She accepted it.
10:03Accepted?
10:05We talked about it earlier.
10:07You already forgot.
10:08Love has made you dumb.
10:11Oh, yeah, it slipped my mind.
10:13Well, who is she?
10:17Melis.
10:24Okay, now you're worrying me.
10:28Pull the car over.
10:30What's going on?
10:31Just pull over, all right?
10:34Come on, finally.
10:34I'm sorry.
10:42Okay.
10:43Have a slight 2016 noche.
10:44I'm sorry.
10:44I'm sorry.
10:44Bye.
10:44Bye.
10:44Bye.
10:44Bye.
10:45Bye.
10:57Bye.
11:15Can you take these, please?
11:44Can you take these, please?
12:07Can you take these, please?
12:40Can you take these, please?
12:43Can you take these, please?
12:48Can you take these, please?
13:16Can you take these, please?
13:39Can you take these, please?
13:41Can you take these, please?
14:14Can you take these, please?
14:15Can you take these, please?
14:36Can you take these, please?
14:43Can you take these, please?
14:43Can you take these, please?
15:13Can you take these, please?
15:14I just really don't feel like myself.
15:17Sure, yeah.
15:18Right.
15:21Mira, are you all right?
15:22I'm great.
15:24No, really.
15:25I'm great.
15:25There's nothing to worry about.
15:27I'll just rest, and I'll be better, because when I'm sleep-deprived, I can get this way.
15:31So I'll just...
15:32Okay.
15:34All right.
15:34All right.
15:35Uh, then I should head out.
15:37You stay and rest.
15:38I will.
15:39Super.
15:39Good luck.
15:40Bye-bye.
15:40See you.
15:41Bye-bye.
15:48Oh, fucking idiot!
15:54Pull yourself together.
16:12You need to get out of your fucking head.
16:17Idiot.
16:20I'm okay.
16:24Like our other barrel-aged wines, it's better for wintertime.
16:27You will find it full-bodied with strong notes of vanilla,
16:31muted tannins, and a medium level of acidity.
16:34If you'd like to know more about the wine,
16:36the brochure in your hand has all the information.
16:39I hope you enjoy it.
16:41Thank you so much.
16:42Thanks.
17:00Oh.
17:20Now, this wine is actually a summer wine.
17:24And normally, at this time of year, I wouldn't serve this to you.
17:27But you might consider this for your summer menu.
17:31It's a young wine, very bright, with notes of fresh fruit.
17:35So is that why it has a lighter color?
17:38Yes, sir.
17:39It is a light wine.
17:51As you can see, it is also extremely drinkable.
18:01Bring me another glass of that fruity one.
18:17I'm not sure if this is the right time, but I think I'll bring it up anyhow.
18:22It's fine.
18:24No, don't worry.
18:25You can relax with me.
18:26You can tell me anything.
18:28Uh, Mira, look, uh, when I asked you to come here, I wasn't only thinking about work.
18:35You know that.
18:35I told you this.
18:37Um, I thought we could maybe get to know each other over the course of the evening a bit more,
18:45but we've hardly spoken to each other since we sat down.
18:48I feel like I put you in a situation you don't want to be in.
18:52You seem uncomfortable.
18:53I mean...
18:53Do you really want to talk to me?
18:57Are you capable of talking?
19:01Mira, you say that like we're about to fight and not talk.
19:06Will you stop analyzing everything for one second?
19:09I'm not your guinea pig in a lab.
19:11I want you to stop trying out all these ideas by experimenting on me.
19:16This is my real life.
19:19That's what they do to rabbits.
19:21It's awful.
19:22It should all be stuff.
19:23These are living things, right?
19:25I'm gonna throw up.
19:42That's how I
19:42I'm so old.
19:44I'm so sorry.
19:50Bye-bye.
19:52I'm so sorry.
19:58I'm so sorry.
20:00It's a matter of fact.
20:06I'm so sorry.
20:09I don't even know if everything's going to happen.
20:19Oh
20:52I don't know.
21:23Polat, what's going on?
21:25Um, you weren't feeling well.
21:28The door was open.
21:33What are you doing in here?
21:35Hmm?
21:36I don't remember anything.
21:38Last thing I knew, I was throwing up.
21:39That's the last I remember, I swear.
21:41I can't take anymore.
21:43Now you're drunk.
21:44What the hell's going on?
21:46What do you think's going on?
21:48That's what I'm asking you.
21:50How did you get like this?
21:53This is the first time you've asked me anything about myself.
21:56You realize that?
21:58You're not the easiest person to talk to.
22:00I'm talking to a stone, and I'm mixed up.
22:02I swear to God, you're a bigger mess than I am, and you think you have all the answers that
22:07you actually think you can save everybody else.
22:13I'm like a stone.
22:16That's what I am, huh?
22:17I'm so tired of this bullshit.
22:20I'm sick of feeling this way.
22:24Are you all right?
22:26What do you care?
22:28I've had enough.
22:31What?
22:33I'm going to kill myself.
22:35Hmm?
22:36Are you insane?
22:38Wait!
22:39Hey!
22:40Pull up!
22:41Wait!
22:41What are you doing?
22:44Wait!
22:45Wait!
22:46Don't be stupid!
22:47Stop it!
22:59Hang on a second.
23:01Fine.
23:02Better have one for the road.
23:26Let's get Linda.
23:27What?
23:27Uh, Linda.
23:28Linda, here, girl.
23:29Come on.
23:31Linda.
23:32Come on.
23:34Linda.
23:36Come on, girl.
23:36Come on.
23:37Let's go.
23:39Linda.
23:40Come, girl.
23:42Here.
23:43Come on.
23:43Come here.
23:44Come here.
23:44Come on, Linda.
23:45Just leave her here.
23:47Huh?
23:48She doesn't want to come.
23:50What?
23:52What the hell's wrong with every fucking woman in my life?
23:57Unbelievable.
24:00Unbelievable.
24:00Oh.
24:21What do we do?
24:23I don't know.
24:24If you have any ideas, I am wide open.
24:26I'll tell you what.
24:28You tell me, and we'll do it.
24:32I was talking about opening this bottle of wine.
24:35How can we open it without the thing?
24:37How can we open me?
24:42Hmm.
24:46Are you talking about the box you've crawled into?
24:49You wouldn't understand.
24:52I think I do.
24:55Because you can't get out, and you can't manage to let me in.
25:00I even tried to take a peek inside that box.
25:03But as soon as I put my head in, the lid came crashing right back down.
25:10I'll probably end up with a nasty bump.
25:23You have a real sense of humor.
25:25Well, it's not doing me much good, is it?
25:27Why do you say that?
25:28Sometimes I think that's all we have left.
25:31Don't lose that, Miro.
25:33Hmm?
25:35Hmm.
25:35It doesn't bring me any closer to the truth.
25:39Why would that be?
25:41Because whenever I decide to trust someone, like now, it all just goes south.
25:47Listen.
25:49You can take this conversation wherever you want, all right?
25:53Seriously.
25:53I don't want you to feel shy when you're around me.
25:56Don't hold back.
25:59Just be honest with me, okay?
26:01And I'll be honest with you.
26:04Although maybe we can sleep an hour or so first, it's getting really difficult to talk like this.
26:10Please, just sleep a little bit.
26:12Please.
26:16I don't want to walk all the way back there.
26:19No, no.
26:19We'll sleep here.
26:20Right here.
26:21Don't be silly.
26:22We'll freeze.
26:25If we stay close to each other, we can survive anything.
26:31Does that kind of line usually work on the women you meet?
26:38Come on.
26:40Come on.
26:41Please.
26:42Let's sleep here.
26:44Just for an hour.
26:45Okay?
26:46It's going to be fine.
26:47I promise.
26:48The world won't stop.
26:49It'll keep going.
26:50And when we wake up, we'll talk about everything.
26:54Open.
26:57Open.
26:58Hmm.
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27:27Hmm.
27:30Hmm.
27:54Got to sleep.
28:01Got to sleep.
28:36Got to sleep.
29:07Got to sleep.
29:08Got to sleep.
29:39I'm in the process of getting a divorce.
29:46And you have a daughter.
29:52How do you know that?
30:00By mistake, just a weird coincidence, I guess.
30:03My whole life seems to be full of those.
30:07Just like meeting you was a coincidence.
30:10I'm a big girl.
30:11You really should have told me.
30:18You're right.
30:21I was afraid, so I didn't say anything when I should have.
30:27Afraid of what?
30:33I was afraid of losing you.
30:44Miro, getting a divorce is complicated.
30:48You know that already.
30:50Besides which, I have a daughter.
30:53I mean, you know what I'm talking about.
30:56I see you trying to put your own life back together.
31:00I don't know, I guess I thought that if I told you about it, I was afraid that I'd scare
31:06you off.
31:08I mean, we've never just gotten to know each other, you know, like normal people.
31:15So, I thought when I did tell you, it'd be better in a place like this.
31:19Maybe that's old-fashioned to me, but I wanted to finalize things before I took the first step.
31:24That's the only reason why I kept it secret until we got here.
31:32You can't second-guess life, Polat.
31:35Especially when it comes to matters of the heart.
31:40Yeah, I guess we live and we learn, don't we?
31:44Miro, I don't want to keep trying to get ahead of life.
31:47Sometimes a coincidence is nice.
31:53You sure about that?
31:55I want to try, at least.
32:08While you're trying, you should be careful not to hurt other people so much.
32:13Especially your little girl.
32:15That's been the hardest part.
32:18Divorce isn't something that can be taken lightly.
32:20I mean, not once you have a child.
32:24We made this decision together after spending a whole lot of time just thinking about it.
32:32And we...
32:34We made that decision before I met you.
32:39We figured that if the two of us weren't happy, there was no way our daughter could be either.
32:46So we decided to end it.
32:50I couldn't be happy in that environment.
32:53Could you?
32:56No, I couldn't.
33:03It seems like relationships get old like our clothes.
33:09Sometimes you just outgrow them.
33:13There comes a time.
33:15We have to admit that we've changed.
33:18And the old things just don't fit anymore.
33:23And then before you know it, the old clothes start piling up until there's no more room in that closet
33:29for anything else.
33:34So, I decided I didn't want my daughter growing up in a house full of outgrown clothes.
33:41I guess sometimes it's good to do a spring cleaning.
33:47We have to make some room for new things, I suppose.
33:52And give up some things we love.
34:01For my wife and I, we needed a spring cleaning for a very long time.
34:07But we just never had the courage.
34:11Yas and I got rid of a bunch of old stuff after a fire in our house.
34:18It's true, we lost some memories, although there were some nice things I got to keep.
34:23Now, neither of us want our nice memories anymore.
34:26I tried to save some of them from burning, and now I'll always have these scars.
34:30I'll never-
34:30Look, ancestors.lamourx.
34:33I have to seem
34:33clothes when I'm Hello and I'm sorry. Or, what's
34:41interesting? Of course. No,
34:52in my bedroom,
34:53in my bedroom. You're what ever-
35:08I need it to be spring again, Mira.
35:12Don't you?
35:18I'm like that.
35:47You want to take the plunge?
35:51You want to take the plunge?
36:01Ağız gitmişim, muz gitmişim, dere tepe düz gitmişim, kırk yıldır gezmişim eğer.
36:10Giriyorum yine, içimde aşk var, gel kene aç yavaştan.
36:18Ölüyorum ben deyip de kaçmam, yaşıyorum zilbaştan.
36:26Yalnız kaldım durdum, ne hayaller kurdum, önümde bir nehir akar.
36:34Gönül verdim dağdım, müziklerden çaldım, seslerim sözlerim taşar.
36:43Gidiyorum yine, içimde aşk var, gel kene aç yavaştan.
36:52Gidiyorum ben deyip de kaçmam, yaşıyorum zilbaştan.
37:00Gidiyorum ben deyip de kaçmam.
37:02Gidiyorum ben deyip de kaçmam.
37:53Gidiyorum ben deyip de kaçmam.
38:28Yaşıyorum silbaştan, yaşıyorum silbaştan.
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