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00:24:46Yeah, I love being online.
00:24:54It's how I make money.
00:24:58Selling your soul.
00:25:00It's not selling my soul.
00:25:03Who are you really?
00:25:06I have an advantage, so I use it.
00:25:37What are you doing?
00:25:39As a deer longs for flowing streams,
00:25:42so my soul longs for you, O God.
00:25:45My soul thirsts for God, for the living God.
00:25:50When shall I come and behold the face of God?
00:25:55My tears have been my food day and night,
00:25:58while people say to me continually,
00:26:01where is your God?
00:26:04You're honestly scaring me.
00:26:07I know inside of you there's a real person,
00:26:10a real whole person,
00:26:12not just a picture on the internet.
00:26:16What kind of pictures are you taking to yourself, hm?
00:26:19Just pictures?
00:26:21Why do you care so much, like?
00:26:27Who are you really?
00:26:30Who are you really?
00:26:35I don't know.
00:26:50I don't know.
00:26:51Anger and wrath.
00:26:53These also are-
00:26:55That's what you're giving me.
00:26:56...abominations.
00:26:57Yet a sinner holds on to them.
00:27:01The vengeful will face the Lord's vengeance.
00:27:04I honestly don't want to hear it.
00:27:07...for he keeps a strict account of their sins.
00:27:10Okay, cool.
00:27:11Forgive your neighbor the wrong he has done,
00:27:14and then your sins will be pardoned when you pray.
00:27:17Dude.
00:27:18Does anyone harbor anger against another?
00:27:21Okay.
00:27:21...and expect healing from the Lord?
00:27:23You're weirding me out, honestly.
00:27:24...if someone has no mercy towards another like himself,
00:27:29Can he then seek pardon for his own sins?
00:27:32Tell me about your mother.
00:27:35Your mother!
00:27:35No!
00:27:36Your mother!
00:27:37Stop!
00:27:37Your mother!
00:27:39Your mother!
00:27:39I'm done.
00:27:40I'm done.
00:27:41Get me out of here.
00:27:44I believe in you, and I can help you.
00:27:47And I will not give up on you.
00:27:49That's a promise.
00:27:54That's a promise, and I will keep it.
00:27:57...and I will give you a second.
00:28:08Hello?
00:28:13Elise.
00:28:15Mama needs help.
00:28:17My mom's dead.
00:28:19Mama needs help.
00:28:21She's dead.
00:28:23Help me, Elise.
00:28:25Help me, Elise.
00:28:26Help me, Elise.
00:28:26I don't want to call her.
00:28:27I need help.
00:28:28Mama needs help.
00:28:30You're scaring me.
00:28:32Please, Elise.
00:28:34Dude, what is wrong with you?
00:28:57Your mother needs help.
00:28:59Help me, Mama.
00:29:00Stop saying to my mother.
00:29:02She's dead.
00:29:04I'm done.
00:29:10She just wanted help her mother.
00:29:12And she couldn't.
00:29:13That's the key.
00:29:17Okay.
00:29:28ặng.
00:29:29закон.
00:29:33Here.
00:29:42Zoom.
00:29:42Go.
00:29:43Go.
00:29:43Go.
00:29:53Go.
00:29:58How'd it go?
00:30:00Dr. Race, come in.
00:30:07Sure.
00:30:15I hope they weren't as tough on you as they are on me, right?
00:30:22Dr. Race, I want to read you a passage from 2 Timothy.
00:30:28Will you?
00:30:30Sure, that's fine.
00:30:34It's titled, Godlessness in the Last Days.
00:30:39You must understand this, that in the last days, distressing times will come.
00:30:45For people will be lovers of themselves, lovers of money, boasters, arrogant, abusive,
00:30:54disobedient to their parents, ungrateful, unholy,
00:30:59inhuman, implacable, slanderers, profligates, brutes, haters of good,
00:31:11treacherous, reckless, swollen with conceit, lovers of pleasure, Dr. Race, rather than lovers of God,
00:31:22holding to the outward form of godliness, but denying its power.
00:31:30Avoid them.
00:31:32For among them are those who make their way to households and captivate silly women,
00:31:40overwhelmed by their sins and swayed by all kinds of desires,
00:31:45who are always being instructed and can never arrive at a knowledge of the truth.
00:31:54Dr. Race, good news.
00:31:58Really?
00:31:59Yes, sir.
00:32:00I do have hope today.
00:32:03Okay.
00:32:04That's great, John.
00:32:05Thanks.
00:32:06You're welcome.
00:32:07It's not easy, but I would assume that by sundown, we can get them where they need to be.
00:32:18Sundown today?
00:32:19Yes, sir.
00:32:20You're...
00:32:23It's fantastic.
00:32:25You're welcome.
00:32:27But there's...
00:32:29one...
00:32:30thing.
00:32:32What?
00:32:48What are you hiding?
00:32:56I'm thinking that maybe we should be more focused on the...
00:33:00young...
00:33:01young women.
00:33:03Okay?
00:33:05That's all I ask.
00:33:06That's all I ask.
00:33:07Please.
00:33:08Just remember one thing, Dr. Race.
00:33:10When I'm called to help, I really want to help.
00:33:14It's my duty, my responsibility.
00:33:17No, no.
00:33:18I get that from then.
00:33:19I really appreciate that.
00:33:21But...
00:33:22I can assure you that Brunswick 2...
00:33:25follows all the criteria.
00:33:27Goes under all the guidelines.
00:33:31And I know with your guidance and help...
00:33:36I give these girls a stepping stone, okay?
00:33:39For the rest of their lives.
00:33:43Dr. Race, may I ask you a question?
00:33:47I notice that you like to carry...
00:33:50your...
00:33:51files...
00:33:51around.
00:33:54I notice that you're a man who takes...
00:33:58files...
00:33:58very seriously.
00:34:02I do.
00:34:03Yeah, I do.
00:34:05He's being...
00:34:06organized and...
00:34:09Maybe it's just a safety blanket.
00:34:14Or an option.
00:34:20I'm gonna start the second session now.
00:34:23But if there's anything you want to talk to me about...
00:34:26I'm here for you.
00:34:30Thank you, John.
00:34:31You're welcome.
00:34:36And you can tell Dr. Stevenson to prepare the currency...
00:34:39to be wired into my digital wallet by tonight.
00:34:42Yeah, yeah, of course.
00:34:43Thank you, John.
00:34:45I'll send him a text right now.
00:34:50What?
00:34:51What are you talking about?
00:34:52He's here now.
00:34:54Everything's gonna be okay by sundown.
00:34:56He told me himself.
00:34:57No, no, just stop...
00:34:59Stop harassing me, okay?
00:35:01Come on.
00:35:02I mean, everything's gonna be okay.
00:35:03Once this is done...
00:35:06and he cures them...
00:35:07I'm a free man.
00:35:09Everything will be okay.
00:35:11Just stop...
00:35:11Just stop harassing me, please.
00:35:14Don't do this anymore.
00:35:15I'm sick.
00:35:16Sick and tired of it, okay?
00:35:18Come on.
00:35:18Just stop it.
00:35:19Stop it.
00:35:20Stop it.
00:35:20Stop it.
00:35:20Stop it.
00:35:21Stop it.
00:35:22Please.
00:35:24Alright.
00:35:25Just...
00:35:26Just shut up.
00:35:53There's a certain energy that has to come out of these sessions.
00:35:55I'm seeing progress on the first teaching, the first lesson, but I'm also seeing a lot of resistance.
00:36:05I'm seeing resistance to the word, I'm seeing resistance to love, but I'm also seeing a kind of openness within
00:36:14them, within their hearts.
00:36:15Like, they want to open up, but they don't know how, if only I can find a way to open
00:36:22them up, to get them to kind of blossom, to flower into this dimension of love, to kind of flow
00:36:34into it.
00:36:35And I think I can make progress.
00:36:37I have to make progress.
00:36:39I have to make progress.
00:36:40And, uh, Dr. Race is also an issue.
00:36:47Because I can tell something's going on with him.
00:36:52I don't know what it is yet.
00:36:56Okay.
00:36:57So, for the next session, second session, I need to be hard and soft at the same time.
00:37:11Direct and yet very caring.
00:37:18And if I do that, well, we can make some magic happen.
00:37:31Yeah, I'm here for the second session, so I prefer we did something else in the last one.
00:37:43It seems like it's going to be the same thing.
00:37:45Okay.
00:37:47Why are you lying to me?
00:37:49I'm not lying to you, man.
00:37:53Why are you lying to yourself?
00:37:58Look, I just want to get out of here, okay?
00:38:00So, if I need to play this game, okay, but I'm not lying to myself.
00:38:06Why are you lying to yourself about what you did?
00:38:15Why are you lying to yourself about who you are?
00:38:22Look at me.
00:38:26That was good.
00:38:28You looked at me.
00:38:29Look at me.
00:38:30No, bro.
00:38:31Look at me.
00:38:35What are you hiding?
00:38:37What are you hiding?
00:38:37I'm not hiding anything.
00:38:39Tell me about the night it happened.
00:38:42Tell me about the night you burned it all down.
00:38:51It was an accident, okay?
00:38:54It was an accident.
00:38:55Yes!
00:38:56It was an accident.
00:38:59Stop itching your hair.
00:39:01Look at me.
00:39:03It was not an accident.
00:39:05Do not lie.
00:39:06Stop.
00:39:07I mean, I didn't like...
00:39:10Tell me the truth.
00:39:13Try to like, make it like...
00:39:16Like that bad, you know?
00:39:21You didn't mean to do it.
00:39:27Didn't...
00:39:28I didn't...
00:39:29I don't know.
00:39:30I'm not...
00:39:32Yes.
00:39:32Not that...
00:39:34Like...
00:39:34Yes.
00:39:35Look...
00:39:35Okay.
00:39:35Stop.
00:39:36Stop.
00:39:40Listen.
00:39:41I normally don't do this.
00:39:43But how about we sit down?
00:39:44Okay, yeah.
00:39:45Okay?
00:39:45Would you like to sit down?
00:39:46Yeah, sure.
00:39:48Can we not do the Bible thing?
00:39:55I use this as a...
00:39:58Kind of a compass.
00:40:00You know, I did a session before...
00:40:03Over in Malibu.
00:40:05Beautiful property.
00:40:07Beautiful academy.
00:40:10I didn't use the Bible.
00:40:13Then something happened to me in my life.
00:40:15And I turned to it.
00:40:18And it worked.
00:40:21But listen.
00:40:26I'll close it.
00:40:27Aye, aye.
00:40:28And I will listen to you.
00:40:31What I would like you to do...
00:40:33Is to take me to that night.
00:40:36Take me to the night.
00:40:38Where are you?
00:40:43I don't...
00:40:44I don't see the point of this.
00:40:45I don't really see the point in...
00:40:48Talking about it.
00:40:49I mean, it happened.
00:40:49I can't...
00:40:51Like, change what happened.
00:40:54But if I have to do this to get out of this stupid place...
00:40:56Like, okay.
00:40:57Fine.
00:40:57Yeah.
00:40:58That's what my family wants.
00:41:07It was an accident, okay?
00:41:11But...
00:41:12But what?
00:41:14But what?
00:41:15Okay.
00:41:15Just chill out, man.
00:41:19No, dude.
00:41:20Please.
00:41:22Please.
00:41:25Give me your hand.
00:41:29I am here to help you.
00:41:32You need to let it out.
00:41:35Come on.
00:41:36Come on.
00:41:37Okay.
00:41:38I...
00:41:39Like...
00:41:39Maybe I could've stopped it.
00:41:42I don't know.
00:41:47Yes.
00:41:49I don't...
00:41:51Yes.
00:41:53No, you didn't.
00:41:54It's okay.
00:41:55I just...
00:41:57I don't...
00:42:01I don't really care that you said.
00:42:04I just...
00:42:05It's just that kid that...
00:42:10No.
00:42:11Stay with me.
00:42:12Stay with me.
00:42:13Dude.
00:42:13Back up, man.
00:42:14I get it.
00:42:15You're the bible beater.
00:42:16But like...
00:42:17Let's...
00:42:17Let's chill out, okay?
00:42:19Alright.
00:42:22Look at me.
00:42:23You made great progress today.
00:42:25I will stop this session.
00:42:27Yes.
00:42:27I will respect that.
00:42:28But you, I'm very proud of this.
00:42:31No, I'm serious.
00:42:32Look at me.
00:42:33You're making amazing steps today.
00:42:36You opened up.
00:42:37I can see it.
00:42:38The tears...
00:42:39Right.
00:42:40The tears of the Lord are coming down.
00:42:42Okay.
00:42:43Okay, dude.
00:42:44Wow.
00:42:44That's wild.
00:42:45It's beautiful.
00:42:46The Lord is wild.
00:42:49That's wild.
00:42:51Okay, man.
00:42:52Alright.
00:42:52Well...
00:42:53Hey.
00:42:55I know we're not buddies, but...
00:42:57I'm gonna get there.
00:42:59I'm not gonna give up on you.
00:43:00I'm not gonna give up on you.
00:43:02Okay, man.
00:43:03Just let me know when the Christian rock band thing's happening.
00:43:13Transgression speaks to the wicked deep in their hearts.
00:43:16There is no fear of God before their eyes.
00:43:19For they flatter themselves in their own eyes,
00:43:22that their iniquity cannot be found out and hated.
00:43:25The words of their mouths are mischief and deceit.
00:43:30They have ceased to act wisely and do good.
00:43:34They plot mischief while on their beds.
00:43:37They are set on a way that is not good.
00:43:40They do not reject evil.
00:43:44Your steadfast love, O Lord, extends to the heavens.
00:43:49Your faithfulness to the clouds.
00:43:51Your righteousness is like the mighty mountains.
00:43:54Your judgments are like the great deep.
00:43:56You save humans and animals alike, O Lord.
00:44:00How precious is your steadfast love, O God.
00:44:03All people may take refuge in the shadow of your wings.
00:44:06They feast on the abundance of your house,
00:44:08and you give them drink from the river of your delights.
00:44:11For with you is the fountain of life.
00:44:16In your light we see light.
00:44:20What?
00:44:34Do you always dress like this?
00:44:40Kinda.
00:44:41No.
00:44:43It's okay.
00:44:45I'm not here to judge you, okay?
00:44:47You're a beautiful person.
00:44:54Can you do something for me?
00:44:58I want you to take me to the day you found her.
00:45:03My mom.
00:45:04Yeah.
00:45:09Are you able to do that?
00:45:11Yeah.
00:45:15Take me there.
00:45:16You're there now.
00:45:18It was in the summer.
00:45:20Okay.
00:45:21And I was hanging out with my friends.
00:45:25We got some food.
00:45:26When you say it to me now, I want you to like to say it in the present tense.
00:45:29I want you to enter the house now.
00:45:32I'm entering the house.
00:45:33Say it that way.
00:45:34I'm entering the house.
00:45:36Continue.
00:45:36I want you.
00:45:40And...
00:45:40She hadn't answered my text.
00:45:42Not had.
00:45:43Okay.
00:45:43Keep going.
00:45:44I'm sorry.
00:45:44From earlier before.
00:45:45So I was worried.
00:45:48I came in.
00:45:50Say it present tense.
00:45:51You're there now.
00:45:52I come in.
00:45:53Go.
00:45:54I come in the kitchen.
00:45:57She's on the floor.
00:45:59Yes.
00:46:03How does she look?
00:46:06Lightless.
00:46:10Look at her.
00:46:14I don't want to.
00:46:16Come on.
00:46:17Come on.
00:46:17Come on.
00:46:18Stay with me.
00:46:19Stay with me.
00:46:23No.
00:46:24I can't.
00:46:25I can't.
00:46:25I can't.
00:46:26I can't do this.
00:46:28You're so close.
00:46:30No.
00:46:31No.
00:46:36You're so close.
00:46:43No.
00:46:49There was a time in my life.
00:47:04where this meant something to me.
00:47:10Take it.
00:47:14You can have it.
00:47:17This doesn't mean much to me anymore.
00:47:23You think I'm innocent?
00:47:26You think I don't know about pictures on the internet?
00:47:29Videos?
00:47:33Social media?
00:47:41Why do you do it?
00:47:43Why do you take those pictures?
00:47:45Why?
00:47:46Yeah.
00:47:50Feel whole again, I guess.
00:48:00My mom was kind of the one that would give me validation in my life.
00:48:06Make me feel good about myself.
00:48:11So I don't know.
00:48:12Without that?
00:48:15I don't know.
00:48:21Your mom loved you so much.
00:48:24It's not your fault.
00:48:28It's not your fault.
00:48:34I don't want to talk about my mom anymore, okay?
00:48:39It's not your fault.
00:48:42It's not your fault.
00:48:45It's not your fault.
00:48:46Stay with me.
00:48:47It's not your fault.
00:48:51It's not your fault.
00:48:57It's not your fault.
00:49:00It's not your fault.
00:49:00It's not your fault.
00:49:02Okay, I don't even know who you think you are to talk about something like this.
00:49:06It's not your fault.
00:49:07You don't know a single thing about my life.
00:49:09Keep your money.
00:49:09I don't even...
00:49:17Okay, okay, okay, okay.
00:49:19Okay, good, good, good.
00:49:20That was good.
00:49:22God, that was good.
00:49:27Slaves, obey your earthly masters with fear and trembling.
00:49:31In singleness of heart as you obey Christ.
00:49:34Not only while being watched and in order to please them, but as slaves of Christ.
00:49:41Doing the will of God from the heart.
00:49:44Render service with enthusiasm.
00:49:47So as to the Lord and not to men and women.
00:49:50Knowing that whatever good we do, we will receive the same again from the Lord.
00:49:54Whether we are slaves or free.
00:49:57And masters do the same to them.
00:49:59And stop threatening them.
00:50:02For you know that both of you have the same master in heaven.
00:50:06And with him, there is no partiality.
00:50:12Yes.
00:50:14I'm close.
00:50:16We're very close.
00:50:22We're very close.
00:50:24Dr. Reyes?
00:50:26Is that you?
00:50:28Is that you?
00:50:46Oh my God.
00:50:47Dr. Reyes, Bill.
00:50:49Bill.
00:50:51Oh God.
00:50:52God, please help this man.
00:50:55Please take away.
00:50:57Take away whatever sickness is in him right now.
00:50:59Please.
00:51:00I'm in.
00:51:01Bill.
00:51:01Bill.
00:51:02Bill.
00:51:04Sit up.
00:51:05Sit up.
00:51:05Sit up.
00:51:06Hey.
00:51:08Oh my gosh.
00:51:10Are you okay?
00:51:11I'm very worried.
00:51:12Okay, man.
00:51:13How many figures am I holding up?
00:51:14Yes.
00:51:15Three.
00:51:16Yes.
00:51:17I must have tripped on something or something.
00:51:19That's this place, you know, all the stairs.
00:51:22You've seen it.
00:51:23All the stairs and stuff.
00:51:25Here.
00:51:27Bill.
00:51:43This isn't just about needing the job done quickly for, um, convenience sake, is it?
00:51:51No.
00:51:54Are you ready to tell me the truth?
00:51:59I'm, um, this is really, really, really tough.
00:52:04Uh, I'm just, I'm just, uh, in over my head and, uh, the pressures.
00:52:11I've had some bad temptations.
00:52:17Okay.
00:52:19Whatever happened today with you ending up down here, I don't want to see that happen again.
00:52:24I can tell you are a good man.
00:52:29This Sunday school does good work.
00:52:33Whatever you're going through right now with those files, Bill, we can make that go away.
00:52:41We can make that go away.
00:52:43That.
00:52:45By the power of the word and by the power of what we're about to do today with these two
00:52:51bad girls.
00:52:54Bill.
00:52:58Let's get you healthy, too.
00:53:00Okay.
00:53:00Okay, my friend?
00:53:01Show me the way.
00:53:03All right.
00:53:04Let's just go inside and get some water.
00:53:06Just, just don't tell them.
00:53:07I don't want their progress to be delayed, okay?
00:53:12Whatever you're working on with them and their sessions, I need that to keep building on.
00:53:18Because I know you're doing great work and then I'll, uh, I'll try to straighten myself out, okay?
00:53:27I think, um, get through today with those girls and, uh, moving forward, I'll, I'll also make sure I work
00:53:37on myself.
00:53:39And, um, I'll find, I'll find the love.
00:53:43I think you know what we're talking about, Bill.
00:53:46Okay.
00:53:48Clean.
00:53:49Clean living.
00:53:51Okay, I'll, I'll get help.
00:53:52I've been there.
00:53:53I'll get help.
00:53:54Yeah.
00:53:55Let's go inside.
00:53:58Come on.
00:54:00Come on.
00:54:01Come on, you old son of a gun.
00:54:03Thank you, doctor.
00:54:05You're welcome.
00:54:06Thank you, Dr. Mahler.
00:54:12Of course.
00:54:13Yeah, it's okay.
00:54:15Okay.
00:54:18Okay.
00:54:25Okay.
00:54:47You know, when I was young, I, I remember a, a really wintry day and I was, uh, sledding
00:54:54with my friend and, uh, he was sledding first before me.
00:55:01And he, he went head first and I put a stocking cap over his face.
00:55:08We thought it would be funny if he couldn't see, if he just went down that hill as fast
00:55:13as he could, darkness, pure darkness, it was my idea.
00:55:19And he was ready and I pushed him and he went so fast and he went and he went and
00:55:27he went and smack, he ran right into a tree.
00:55:36And it went right through his spinal cord, you know, and he had to go to the hospital and it
00:55:42was a big deal and he was really hurt.
00:55:48And when people asked me about it, I couldn't tell them the truth that it was my idea, that it
00:55:56was my idea.
00:55:59And I was thinking about that story.
00:56:03I was thinking about you and what you told me, so bravely told me, because you are brave.
00:56:11You're very, very brave.
00:56:14No, I'm not.
00:56:15Yes, you are.
00:56:16You really are.
00:56:17I'm a coward.
00:56:19No, you're not a coward.
00:56:21A coward couldn't do this.
00:56:27Are you able to recognize what you've done?
00:56:39It was my fault.
00:56:43Yeah.
00:56:44It's okay.
00:56:45Say it.
00:56:48Own it.
00:56:51It was my fault.
00:57:19And like that, you own it.
00:57:23And you're forgiven.
00:57:25And it all is cleared up.
00:57:30It happened.
00:57:33You can let it go.
00:57:34Because you're owning it and you're confronting it.
00:57:37And you're being with it.
00:57:38And that's what's important.
00:57:40Wow.
00:57:42How amazing.
00:57:51Because you did it.
00:57:53You did it.
00:57:55You did it.
00:57:56I just can't bring it back.
00:57:58You can't.
00:57:58And that's okay.
00:58:00You're forgiven.
00:58:02I don't think this family forgives me.
00:58:08Do you think you're prepared to, um, maybe when you get out of here, maybe we can go together
00:58:14and pay them a visit.
00:58:15And we can make things right.
00:58:17I'll see to it that you get the help that you need.
00:58:20Yeah?
00:58:21And we can start living again.
00:58:24Okay?
00:58:25Yeah.
00:58:26Yeah.
00:58:27Okay.
00:58:28Wow.
00:58:29I'm proud of you.
00:58:30Very, very proud of you.
00:58:33Amazing.
00:58:35Amazing.
00:58:35Amazing.
00:58:41Let's get you a tissue.
00:58:43Yeah.
00:58:43You know what this means?
00:58:44This means you can get your stuff together and we'll get you a ride.
00:58:47And we'll get you back home.
00:58:49Really?
00:58:49Yes.
00:58:50Yes.
00:58:52Oh my God.
00:58:53Completely.
00:58:55Thanks.
00:58:56You're welcome.
00:58:59You're welcome.
00:59:00Of course.
00:59:02It's okay.
00:59:03It's okay.
00:59:05Yeah.
00:59:07Proud of you.
00:59:08You did it.
00:59:25Are we prepared today?
00:59:28Yeah.
00:59:30Yeah.
00:59:31Yeah.
00:59:34We got really close last time and I'm very proud of you.
00:59:39Are you able to be in that space?
00:59:44Where she was?
00:59:46Can you be there?
00:59:48I can try.
00:59:50Be there now.
00:59:51Just be there.
00:59:52And see her beautiful face smiling at you.
00:59:57She's not angry.
00:59:59She's not angry at all.
01:00:02In fact, she's...
01:00:05She's looking at you with...
01:00:07With this kind of warmth.
01:00:08With this beautiful, radiant warmth.
01:00:15And she knows you love her.
01:00:17And she knows...
01:00:20Wow.
01:00:21How much you are worth.
01:00:24Oh.
01:00:25Everything.
01:00:27You are everything.
01:00:31And she knows that.
01:00:33And she gives that to you.
01:00:35You understand?
01:00:36She gives that to you.
01:00:38And she gives you...
01:00:40The ability to be free.
01:00:44Finally.
01:00:45You can be free because she loves you.
01:00:48What do you want to say to her?
01:00:51I love you too.
01:00:52Yeah.
01:00:53Yeah.
01:00:55Wow.
01:00:59It's not your fault, okay?
01:01:03You are beautiful as you are.
01:01:07Say it.
01:01:08I am beautiful.
01:01:09I am beautiful.
01:01:11I am worthy.
01:01:14I am worthy.
01:01:15I am forgiven.
01:01:17I am forgiven.
01:01:18I am free.
01:01:21I am free.
01:01:22I am free.
01:01:24I am free.
01:01:27Yeah?
01:01:28Yeah.
01:01:29Yeah?
01:01:29Yeah.
01:01:30How do you feel?
01:01:31Good.
01:01:32Good.
01:01:32I'm so proud of you.
01:01:34You really did it.
01:01:37You really did it.
01:01:38You did it.
01:01:41Here, stand up.
01:01:42Give me a hug.
01:01:44Come on.
01:01:47You did it.
01:01:49I am very proud of you.
01:01:51Amazing.
01:01:52Look at the beautiful, beauty of the world.
01:01:55You can go out into it.
01:01:57You are going to go home today.
01:01:58Okay?
01:01:59Okay.
01:02:00Okay?
01:02:00Yeah.
01:02:01You want to go home?
01:02:02Yeah.
01:02:03And you can live.
01:02:05And if you need additional help, we have resources we can get you, okay?
01:02:09Okay.
01:02:09Alright.
01:02:10Okay.
01:02:11Let's get you inside, get your things ready, and I will tell Dr. Race.
01:02:14Okay.
01:02:14You are ready.
01:02:15Okay.
01:02:16Alright.
01:02:38Hi. It's okay. Smart man ties his shoe. We did it. We did. We did it. We did it like
01:02:51you said. How'd you do it?
01:03:00Well, it starts from a kind of inner strength. But it's not only inner. I see that tree.
01:03:13Yeah. I reach out for it. Reach out for it. It's there.
01:03:25That's how you do it. You know, it reminds me of Revelation 12. The woman and the dragon. It's a
01:03:34good fitting lesson for you and I.
01:03:39A great portent appeared in heaven, a woman clothed with the sun and the moon under her feet, and on
01:03:46her head a crown of twelve stars.
01:03:48She was pregnant and was crying out in birth pains, in the agony of giving birth. Then another portent appeared
01:03:56in heaven, a great red dragon, with seven heads and ten horns, and seven diadems on his heads.
01:04:04His tail swept down a third of the stars of heaven and threw them to the earth. Then the dragon
01:04:11stood before the woman who was about to bear a child, so that he might devour her child as soon
01:04:18as it was born.
01:04:20And she gave birth to a son, a male child, who is to rule all the nations with a rod
01:04:29of iron.
01:04:30That's you, Dr. Ray. But her child was snatched away and taken to God and to his throne, and the
01:04:38woman fled into the wilderness, where she has a place prepared by God, so that there she can be nourished
01:04:44for one thousand, two hundred and sixty days.
01:04:49You know, it only took us one day.
01:04:51Yes, yeah, it did.
01:04:54But you're happy?
01:04:56Very happy. Thank you, John.
01:04:59I guess you don't need that anymore.
01:05:00Nope.
01:05:02The file situation?
01:05:04It's time to just let it go.
01:05:10Well?
01:05:14Thank you. Thank you, John.
01:05:16You're welcome.
01:05:31You had wonders for me as well.
01:05:36Bye, Chilly Billy.
01:05:39I'll, I'll, don't worry about that.
01:05:43That's a good nickname.
01:05:44I like that.
01:05:46You two take care, okay?
01:05:47Okay, bye.
01:05:50You're always welcome back if you need to.
01:05:55Well?
01:05:58Thanks again.
01:06:00You're welcome.
01:06:01It seems my work here is done.
01:06:03Until next time.
01:06:05Thank you, John.
01:06:07God bless.
01:06:08Thanks again.
01:06:14See you.
01:06:16Whoo.
01:06:18Okay.
01:06:20Everything's gonna be okay.
01:06:21Okay.
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