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Temptation Island - Season 7 - Episode 04
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00:17Destined and I know that you know I'm tiptoeing around
00:42I can't even lie I was
00:59expecting Jack to kiss me at some point in this process but this early on I'm
01:04like damn like he's really going for it I just love you Jackie his boundaries
01:09done broken gone you just went in the confessional like just me and him so we
01:20just talked to the camera or whatever I don't know whether he wants to talk
01:24about it or just pretend like it never happened but I think off of what I got to
01:28experience he's a good kisser and I wouldn't mind experiencing it some more
01:35too much going on right now
01:38mid what
01:49personally I thought that he would be the first one to break and he did so kudos to
01:55Carter if you ask me he's done like he might as well just go fully all the way
02:03I got you I got you he might want to go home with his girlfriend but after this shit I
02:08don't think
02:09his girlfriend's gonna want to go home with him let's be honest Carter's a good kisser but not better than
02:19Cheyenne
02:45I don't know how they're vibing over there bro I don't think it's as close as we are here there's
02:49no way there's no way there's no way I don't think it's great
02:50Girls are, like, cat-fighting, too.
02:52Yeah, and girls, like, fight.
02:53And, like, they're fighting over my boyfriend.
02:55Exactly.
02:56That's disgusting.
02:57I feel like he's doing good over there, genuinely.
02:59I think he's doing good over there, too.
03:00I think he's doing good over there, too.
03:01I think he'd be dumb if he did it
03:02to where I could, like, watch it.
03:03I just had to scare him right before we left.
03:06I told him, I said, if he embarrasses me,
03:08your friends are no longer off-limits.
03:11Just so that way.
03:12You can't start fucking his friends.
03:13Hell, no, that's crazy.
03:14Like, that would kill him.
03:15That would break his heart.
03:16Is that what you're trying to do?
03:18Nah.
03:20I don't know what he's doing over there.
03:21I have, like, a little angel over here
03:23that's like, it's okay,
03:24but then the devil's like,
03:25he's fucking a bitch, you know?
03:28Like one of the pettiest people I know.
03:32How are you guys feeling about all this shit?
03:38My term is, like, paranoia.
03:39I'm always paranoid.
03:40We know.
03:42I worry that I'm, like, out of sight, out of mind.
03:45You know, it's like, you're not, like, in reality,
03:47you're not, like, the only person they would ever, like,
03:50hook up with it, you know?
03:51I think the first bonfire was so traumatizing
03:53and kind of scarred from that.
03:54That would be real.
03:55My mouth was, like, on the floor when I saw your clip.
03:58Yeah.
03:58Like, I don't care how much money somebody had, bro.
03:59How bad she was bashing you.
04:01Do you care when she, like, shits on you, like, the bonfire?
04:04Like, do you care?
04:04Like, does it?
04:05Yeah.
04:05Because your response even at the bonfire was a little loud.
04:08Like, my response was more loud than yours, and I was confused.
04:10I feel like I've gotten, like, almost used to it.
04:12And, like, I've been...
04:13But that's not okay, though.
04:14That's not healthy, yeah.
04:15You got more to offer in life than being somebody's punching bag.
04:19And that's the scary part.
04:20I feel like even coming into the house, dude,
04:22I feel like I've held a lot of shit in.
04:25My and Cheyenne's relationship has not been the most perfect thing.
04:29I don't want to make her look like a bad person,
04:31because at the end of the day, I love her.
04:32But a year or two into our relationship,
04:34she went out with a friend and, you know, got drunk
04:37and, you know, kissed someone she had talked to in the past.
04:43So, like, yes.
04:43Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.
04:45Wait, wait, what?
04:46So you're telling me she cheated before you cheated?
04:48Yeah, it was before.
04:49Why didn't you say that?
04:51Because I didn't want to make her look like a bad person.
04:54You retaliated.
04:54I retaliated, but I ended up cheating to the full extent.
04:58Isn't that so unfair to just, like, take all the blunts
05:02of all the wrongdoings in your relationship?
05:04Yeah. That's crazy.
05:05At the end of the day, dude, I want her to be happy.
05:07But what about you?
05:09I am starting to be a little bit happier,
05:10and, like, I wouldn't be telling you guys this
05:12if I didn't, if I was, something wasn't changing with me.
05:15Me and Cheyenne, when that all happened,
05:17should have taken a break and we didn't,
05:18and I feel like that's definitely where this resentment
05:21and shit didn't heal.
05:22Over the years, I pushed my feelings to the side.
05:25I mean, now that I'm here, this experience,
05:26it's bringing stuff out that I really didn't see was wrong,
05:29and, like, hearing the guys and, like, the advice they give me,
05:31I kind of see that now.
05:32Basically, your ultimate test is, like,
05:35are you and Cheyenne too far gone
05:37because of all that you've done to each other,
05:38or can you guys make it work?
05:40Yeah.
05:41Too little, too little.
05:43Too little.
05:43Too little.
05:43We can't ever be the best.
05:47Too little.
05:49Getting some sun?
05:51Had to, bro.
05:52Yeah, we're working on our tan.
05:54Wait, so have you ever had, like, a girlfriend?
05:56Not really.
05:57Like, I honestly went through, like, a hoe phase
05:59when I was, like, 20.
06:01Mm-hmm.
06:02And then recently, I just been like, you know what?
06:03I think that happens when we turn, like, 24 and 25,
06:06where, like, this isn't fun anymore.
06:08Like, the chase gets old.
06:09See, I wish I would have realized that sooner.
06:11Yeah, I think some of Summit's friends
06:12are still not on that wavelength,
06:14and that's, like, a problem because it gets in his head.
06:17You think, like, they do have a pretty good influence on him?
06:20Yeah, I do not like a lot of his friends.
06:22Like, when we broke up, they made him, like, a hinge
06:25within, like, three days.
06:27And it, like, actually made me think
06:29that he just, like, never cared about me
06:32because I was like, why are you on a dating app?
06:34It's normal to have a relationship,
06:36and that can be your number one priority.
06:38It's good to be in love.
06:39Like, you're 25 years old.
06:42Relationships are supposed to be, like,
06:45the light of your day, and he is sometimes.
06:48But there's other weeks where he's the thing
06:51that's dragging me down the most.
06:54And I'm like, is this person really the father of my kids?
06:59Or, like, I don't know, it just messes with my head.
07:02Like, would the father of my children, like,
07:06make me feel this way?
07:10My biggest fear is, like, being alone for the rest of my life.
07:14I don't want to spend my life alone.
07:16I want to have, like, a partner.
07:18How could you make this go?
07:25I'd be curious to see if our girlfriends are, like, reactive of us,
07:28because if they start doing crazy shit, then we'll be like,
07:31they definitely saw something in the last pond.
07:33I know. Well, yeah.
07:34Which wouldn't have been bad,
07:35but they might have assumed it would.
07:36You know what I mean?
07:37Right.
07:37I don't think Kaylee's like that,
07:39but you just never know in these situations.
07:41This isn't normal.
07:42Yeah.
07:43I wrote her a letter this morning,
07:45and I want to start writing more,
07:47so then, like, I can give them to her,
07:48so she can read, like, a day in the life.
07:50Right.
07:51Versus, like, me trying to, like...
07:52Explain everything at the end, yeah.
07:54Yeah, be like, look, like, I was thinking this.
07:56Like, I missed you coming back from, like, the restaurant,
07:58and, like, I love you, you know?
08:00God, what did they see?
08:07I'm like a coffee connoisseur.
08:09What's crazy is I'm not a huge fan of coffee,
08:11but I'm gonna try it.
08:13Potentially, losing Cheyenne
08:14and me making a connection
08:15with another girl in the house is scary.
08:17Ooh, these look good.
08:18Here's your beautiful drink.
08:19Perfect, thank you.
08:20But at the same time,
08:21being with Carter definitely makes me feel
08:22like I can be my authentic self, I have fun.
08:24Her presence is definitely making this whole process
08:27a lot easier.
08:28I wanna, like, get you, like, a cool gift
08:30to remember, you know?
08:31Wait, that's so cute.
08:33Just, like, the date overall.
08:33Maybe this little hat action.
08:34What are you feeling?
08:351 to 10.
08:36What do you think?
08:3810.
08:38I like 12.
08:40Really?
08:41Yeah, 12, 12.
08:41In my relationship,
08:43I'm not a huge romantic person at all.
08:45Try this one.
08:46I lack taking Cheyenne on dates.
08:48I lack, you know, getting gifts and stuff like that.
08:51Wow.
08:51Is that too big?
08:52No, I like it big.
08:53But, like, that's definitely something I wanna work on,
08:56and I think being here,
08:57I'm kinda learning that.
08:58What do you think?
09:00I like it.
09:01I think it looks good on you.
09:02This is, like, a once-in-a-lifetime thing.
09:04When I'm with Jack,
09:06it feels like I'm literally just with, like,
09:08one of my best friends,
09:11but we have, like, that physical connection, too.
09:15Mm-hmm.
09:16I don't know.
09:16It's just so flirty.
09:17It kinda gives me butterflies in my stomach a little bit.
09:21I like how big it is.
09:22Like, yeah, this is, like, my man's hoodie.
09:24That's what this is giving me.
09:27I think we're going in a really, really good direction,
09:30and I'm really excited to see what can happen
09:32in these next few days with him.
09:41I don't know what's prettier, the view or you.
09:44Stop.
09:45You're playing.
09:45No, I'm not.
09:47Getting this, like, one-on-one time with you is really nice.
09:49No, I really appreciate it.
09:51You give me the biggest hug in the world.
09:53I really appreciate you.
09:55You're my favorite in the house.
09:57Really?
09:58Yeah.
09:58Say it again.
09:59You're my favorite in the house.
10:00Wow.
10:07So, why are you stressed out?
10:09You and your ex?
10:10No.
10:11I mean, sorry, Sydney.
10:12I'm just so scared,
10:13because I know she has this thing
10:16where it's really a double standard
10:18where if she does something, it's okay,
10:22but if I do something, she'll, like, she'll leave.
10:24Like, she threatens to leave so much.
10:26Like, and...
10:31I'm scared of losing her.
10:33Does that stem from, like, childhood stuff?
10:35No, this is just the first time in my life I've been loyal.
10:38She's the only girl I've been with for, like...
10:40A year is not that long.
10:42That's a long time.
10:43No, it's not.
10:43A year is a long time for me.
10:45I was a hoe.
10:47So, like, the way I move in here is, like,
10:49I'm petrified to...
10:51I'm petrified to flirt.
10:53You shouldn't want to be with somebody like that, though.
10:56Like, y'all came here together to go through a process
11:01and experience dating other people.
11:06This is the first time that Mikey said he's ever been faithful
11:09in a relationship, so I see why he's so emotional.
11:14But he needs to figure out if this is the person
11:17that he wants to be with, because if not,
11:19she's gonna break his heart out of it.
11:21Even when I first had a conversation,
11:23I was like, Sydney's gonna leave me.
11:25Like, you know what I'm saying?
11:25And you want to be with somebody like that?
11:27Like, you're literally saying it.
11:28Like, you need to start writing this shit down and read it.
11:30It makes sense of why you're so emotional in here,
11:32because God knows what she's doing over there.
11:35Like...
11:36Yeah, you see what I'm dealing with.
11:37You...you see me.
11:44What's up, everybody?
11:45Oh, my God.
11:46What's up?
11:47Prepped up on you there.
11:48Sorry, hi, Tish.
11:50Wow.
11:50What's up, everybody?
11:52Hey, what...
11:54Look, this is an intense experience,
11:57and you guys went through the bonfire,
11:59and that stirs things up,
12:01and you guys are trying to make connections,
12:04and you're all becoming a family,
12:05but I think you need to dial it back
12:07and just get a little loose and, you know,
12:09go have some fun.
12:10So I came here to tell you that tonight
12:12is gonna be a group outing.
12:14Yeah!
12:17You need a break, so it's a group outing.
12:19Oh!
12:23Yeah!
12:23Yeah!
12:29Let's go!
12:30Y'all better be careful.
12:33Y'all stuck in here with me.
12:34Why do you keep saying that?
12:36Who's the fattest?
12:37Who's the maddest?
12:38Who's the one you wanna...
12:39I love going out.
12:41Like, I love going to clubs.
12:43Like, honestly,
12:44the clubs just call my name every Saturday.
12:47I wanna know.
12:49Let's party!
12:51I'm excited to get out of the villa
12:52and, like, hang out with everyone
12:54in, like, a group setting.
12:55They're teaching me what I should
12:57and should not stand for.
13:01Who's the fattest?
13:02Who's the maddest?
13:03Who's the one you wanna...
13:05Everybody's about to have a great time.
13:07We're about to have fun.
13:07We're about to turn up.
13:08I'm messy,
13:09so I'm encouraging all bullshit
13:10for the guys to do.
13:12And if they do it,
13:13ay!
13:13I don't see shit.
13:15Who's the one you wanna...
13:16You wanna...
13:17Oh!
13:19Tonight...
13:19We out!
13:22The Temptation girls are hitting the island.
13:25Hitting the island.
13:26Hitting the island.
13:27Hitting the island.
13:28We're getting to fool it out.
13:30Yeah.
13:30Like, someone might hit a home run tonight.
13:32Look out!
13:33We're hitting all the bases tonight.
13:36Finger licking, bootstomp kicking.
13:39Get it while it's hot before it all go missing.
13:41It's so nice to get out of the villa.
13:43I know.
13:45Everybody now!
13:45Hitting up, hitting up.
13:47Turn around and hitting up.
13:50Hitting up.
13:51Kick your boots and hitting up.
13:53Hitting up.
13:55Add two to that.
13:56For who?
13:57You.
13:58And me.
13:59Jack is starting to understand what he wants and what he doesn't want in his life.
14:04Here, he's realizing, like, there's no limits.
14:06And I think part of him really does like that.
14:10I'm a little worried for myself.
14:15We and Cheyenne have hit an area in our relationship where we need to figure out who we are as
14:20people.
14:21Because I feel like in the course of five years, you know, we've both lost ourselves.
14:24You know, is she happy as a whole?
14:26Am I happy?
14:27Like, I don't know if I'm happy.
14:28And, like, having the conversation with the guys this morning, uh, has just really made me realize, you know, I
14:33gotta be authentic to myself.
14:50The bigger checks, potentially some better sex, and always being hotter than your ex.
15:01Tonight, we are keeping the energy high.
15:03This is forever on three.
15:05One, two, three.
15:07This is forever!
15:17Tonight's the night.
15:18The girls are looking good.
15:19We're feeling good.
15:20And we're looking good.
15:22We're looking good.
15:23You know what I'm saying?
15:27Your laugh is so funny.
15:29I like it.
15:30Have you pumped about one in particular?
15:31Whoa.
15:32I mean, Cindy's looking pretty bad.
15:47I feel like we talk without saying shit.
15:49And it's like, it's just fun.
15:51Yeah.
15:52Because we're just like, I don't know, we get.
15:55You fucking get me.
15:56I know.
15:56I don't know if it's like an age thing or like what it is.
16:00It has a lot to do with it.
16:01I think so.
16:01We've been through similar shit.
16:02Yeah.
16:03I'm sure you've been through like relationships that I've been through.
16:05Yeah.
16:05Like similar stuff.
16:07There is a level to that where it's like, you just can't.
16:10You're at different stages.
16:11That's why like we're shy.
16:12Like, I think she means well.
16:14And like, she's a good girl.
16:15But like, there's just nothing.
16:17In common.
16:18In common.
16:18Right.
16:19I think I've learned the most about myself through Bradley being here.
16:24We do have great conversation and that is something that I want in my relationship with Cole.
16:29Like, I hope your boyfriend does this shit.
16:33Like, talks to girls.
16:34Me too.
16:35I know.
16:35That's what you need.
16:36Yeah.
16:37What else?
16:37Why would you come here?
16:38Yeah.
16:40All right, everyone.
16:42Can you guys hear me all right?
16:44All right, all right, all right.
16:44Hey!
16:45I just wanted to get up here and play a little song, you know, dedicated to Sydney real quick.
16:50Hey, hey, hey, some slice, some slice, some slice, some slice, some slice, some slice.
16:54I hope you guys enjoy it.
17:04It seems like Sydney has never been treated like the prize in any of her past relationships.
17:10So, even, like, when I'm without her, I'm thinking about, like, something that I can do for her.
17:15Wait, this is, like, the start of the rest of their lives.
17:19I'm just really blessed with the opportunity to be able to, like, show up for her.
17:22And, uh, she appreciates it, which I love.
17:26I appreciate all y'all.
17:30You wanted me to know that it was about me?
17:34I love that.
17:35What can I say?
17:46Wait, I think I've asked you this, but, like, what is your type?
17:49In person?
17:50Of guy.
17:51Of guy.
17:53I just like when a guy, like, views the world the same as I do and can laugh at the
17:58same thing as I.
17:59It's, like, those two things.
18:00But you laugh at everything.
18:03It's just because I'm so funny.
18:06You are so funny.
18:07Do you think?
18:08Like, truly, you are.
18:08I think you're so funny.
18:10I always think that I'm funny, but sometimes I question myself.
18:13I question myself, too, because I'm like, oh.
18:15No, you're funny.
18:15Really?
18:16I'm officially telling you that you're funny.
18:17It doesn't really matter what we're talking about.
18:22I enjoy the presence of Julianne the most.
18:26Everything I say, she's got, like, this clever, witty little, like, response.
18:31And it's just, it's very enjoyable.
18:34It just goes back to this idea of, like, always being attracted and drawn to, like, the newest,
18:40next shiny item.
18:42And, you know, it's hard to, like, truly, fully commit to one person.
18:46It's just really hard.
18:48I keep trying to...
18:49Beautiful.
18:50...explore, but you're just my favorite.
18:56I do think you're pretty.
18:58I, like, I do.
18:59Tell me again.
19:00I'm not saying it again.
19:02And, you know, I feel like, you know, there's really nothing to hold back anymore,
19:05because I've already said it.
19:07No, it's some real-ass shit.
19:10And I'm starting to feel like I'm not scared to show that.
19:13You know what I mean?
19:14Yeah.
19:15And I kind of have to forget about the outside life for a little bit.
19:26I don't really know where I fit in in all of this.
19:30You get what I'm saying?
19:31Mm-hmm.
19:33And...
19:35I know I fit in in having good conversations with you.
19:42Oh, God.
19:45I, like, in the past, like, a bad guy.
19:48Like, I'm like, oh, my God.
19:49Like, I crave that attention.
19:50You know what I'm saying?
19:51Uh-huh.
19:51Like, where did that get me?
19:53Mikey's...
19:53He's a good person.
19:54Mm-hmm.
19:55But in terms of a relationship, he is not what I genuinely want in a relationship.
20:00I understand that now.
20:01I get that.
20:02From here on out, I, like, have a minimum...
20:04Mm-hmm.
20:05...list.
20:07You gotta meet these.
20:08You...
20:09You...
20:09You...
20:09You gotta meet these.
20:11Yeah.
20:12I'm very happy to be here with you.
20:14Um...
20:15It's, like, actually, like, a beautiful thing to be sitting right here with me.
20:18Like, it's actually amazing.
20:19Oh, God.
20:19Like, I love it.
20:20And I hope you all have seen that.
20:22Oh, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on, come on.
20:25Vibin', baby, we vibin'.
20:27You ain't gotta act shy.
20:29You ain't gotta hide it.
20:30I know that you feelin' me.
20:32I'ma make my move.
20:33Baby, tell me what you wanna do.
20:36Woo, woo!
20:37Red, white, striped back.
20:39Woo!
20:41Woo!
20:42We back!
20:43Woo!
20:46Woo!
20:47Woo!
20:48Woo!
20:50The house is finally not Bible camp anymore.
20:52For the first few days, it was, like, nobody touch each other.
20:55Hands to yourselves.
20:56But now, I feel like the guys are finally letting loose a lot more.
21:00Wait, I have Sambas that have, like, a pink stripe in them,
21:03and they'd be really cute with that.
21:04Oh, sick.
21:05Would they fit my feet, though?
21:06No.
21:07Yes!
21:07Welcome to the club, babe!
21:09Hi, everyone!
21:10You!
21:10The guys are finally taking their tails from in between their legs
21:15and actually letting it waddle a little bit.
21:17Y'all ain't give me no compliments today, bro.
21:19What?
21:19We've been complimenting you all.
21:22Y'all ain't glazed me enough today, bro.
21:24Y'all supposed to glaze.
21:26They're slow burners, but do I think one of them might,
21:30you know, crack under pressure or might get cracked?
21:33I don't know.
21:34But we'll see.
21:35Yeah!
21:37Woo!
21:38What do you want?
21:40Not that.
21:41Want tequila?
21:42Yeah.
21:43What you got here?
21:45It's getting hot.
21:47Turn up the tent, tent, tent, tent, tent.
21:51Wait, what?
21:53Good choice.
21:53Woo!
21:56Honestly, it's been the best night so far.
21:59Where the hell does that come from right now?
22:01I'm realizing that I am OK without Jack.
22:05Whoa!
22:06Whoa!
22:06I'm having so much fun.
22:08Not worrying about him.
22:09Spending the time apart that we have spent apart.
22:12I'm feeling good.
22:13I'm having a blast.
22:15Honestly.
22:15It's trying to do...
22:21I'm getting to go.
22:24Mm-hmm.
22:25Okay, let's go.
22:25Why didn't you make attention?
22:26Yeah.
22:29With Xavier, I definitely feel like there's something more there.
22:35And I'm interested to explore it.
22:40I love who he is as a person and I love what he's showing me.
22:44and as long as it keeps heading in that direction,
22:47who knows what could happen.
22:49Oh, my gosh.
22:50You're living lavish.
22:53So what do you think about this tension between us?
22:57The tension between us?
22:59Oh, my God.
23:01That's hilarious that you asked that, you know?
23:04I definitely feel like it's there.
23:06Yeah?
23:10Okay.
23:13Here, you can read this.
23:14I just don't want to say it out loud.
23:16I'm sharing my life with you,
23:17and I need you to understand that.
23:19Appreciate it.
23:26I have a perfect smile.
23:29Yes, you do.
23:31You do have a perfect smile.
23:32No, you have a really nice smile.
23:35With Sydney, I'm being real delicate on that speed,
23:38but, like, we're going there.
23:41Like, the feasibility of a kiss,
23:42it doesn't sound too unrealistic.
23:44But seeing, like, the potential of, like,
23:47bonding like a genuine romantic partner
23:49who, like, shows up the way, like, Sydney does,
23:53it's, um...
23:54It's surprising, but, like, also, like, beautiful.
23:57That, like, seems like it's within my grasp.
24:15Good night, you guys.
24:17Love you all.
24:18And I've waited for some time now
24:22just to hear you say I love you
24:26And I've waited for some time now
24:30Baby, would you let me love you?
24:34I just want to know, like,
24:35at the end of the day, I look at you
24:37and I read you,
24:39I could say nothing you know exactly
24:41what the fuck I'm thinking about.
24:44Yeah.
24:44No, I do.
24:45Jack is about to fold tonight.
24:49He's been...
24:50Yeah, he's about to go ballistic.
24:52Do you want to go to bed?
24:54Running from your life...
24:57Yeah, sure.
24:58With me?
24:59Sure.
25:04Let's go.
25:08Temptation comes in everyday life,
25:09and I feel like
25:10if you're going to fall into temptation,
25:12you're going to probably fall into it here.
25:14As much as this sounds crazy,
25:16if you don't feed into this shit,
25:18you're not going to find any answers
25:19for your relationship as a whole.
25:22I'm answering a lot of questions for Jack.
25:24He is getting to know me,
25:26he is connecting with me,
25:27and he feels comfortable enough
25:28to get physical with me
25:31at the end of the day.
25:32Close his blinds really quick.
25:34God.
25:36You've got to fall.
25:40Like, I'm in better than Ming
25:42when there's a girlfriend.
25:44It's kind of fun, though.
26:12It was a little weird
26:14sleeping next to somebody else.
26:15I feel like
26:17it was different
26:18because I'm just, like,
26:19so used to
26:21sleeping next to Cheyenne.
26:23I think that's the hard part
26:24is, like,
26:26you know,
26:26figuring out what you need for yourself,
26:27but at the same time, like,
26:29if I'm doing this,
26:31there's a possibility
26:32she's doing this,
26:33and I feel like
26:34that's, you know,
26:35that's hard to, like,
26:36process,
26:36and I feel like,
26:38you know,
26:39yeah.
26:49How are you feeling?
26:52I'm feeling good.
26:53Good.
26:54Yeah, I don't know why
26:55I, like, worry
26:56or, like, have so much stress
27:00back home,
27:01but I freaking do.
27:02I just want him
27:04to prove to me
27:04so badly
27:05that he can be open,
27:07so then,
27:07even if it's something little,
27:09I just, like,
27:09lose my shit.
27:10Yeah.
27:11I do think Cole
27:12needs to open up
27:13just a tad.
27:14Me too,
27:15because that's, like,
27:16a part of our relationship
27:17where we are
27:18truly disconnected.
27:19You know,
27:19my friends have said
27:21it's just, like,
27:21really hard
27:22to get to know him,
27:24and, you know,
27:25I want someone
27:26to where I feel like
27:27we can both, like,
27:30have that energy
27:31and, like, show up
27:32and, you know,
27:32be talkative,
27:33and I don't want to feel
27:34like I'm, like,
27:35having to carry conversations.
27:37I noticed that, I mean,
27:38in the few, like,
27:39interactions I had with him.
27:41Yeah.
27:41He would just be like,
27:43yeah.
27:43Cool.
27:44Yeah.
27:44Like, and it was like this,
27:45we have something
27:45to talk about here.
27:47Like, I was, like,
27:47excited to relate.
27:49You know, like,
27:50he's just such
27:51a solid human,
27:53but it's just, like,
27:54figuring out
27:55all of the missing pieces
27:57that are there right now.
27:58Step into my world
28:01Let me show you
28:02what I see
28:05I know, obviously,
28:06you have your boundaries
28:08Yeah.
28:08and none of us
28:09are gonna cross it,
28:09but we are here
28:11to, like, offer you
28:12opinions that maybe
28:13your boys couldn't give you.
28:14You can be more
28:16in the experience
28:17without completely
28:18disrespecting yourself,
28:19her, or your relationship.
28:20It's kind of the dynamic
28:21of our relationship.
28:23Mm-hmm.
28:23Like, girls can
28:25escalate things
28:26in my relationship
28:27because she doesn't
28:27trust me,
28:28so it already
28:29just kind of stigmatizes,
28:30like, can make things,
28:32like, worse, you know?
28:33Like, even how platonic
28:34it is or my intentions,
28:36you know?
28:37There's not a lot
28:37of grace, for sure.
28:38I give her a lot of grace,
28:39I feel like.
28:40She either needs to, like,
28:41just come to terms
28:42with, like, the past
28:43and we need to forgive
28:44each other.
28:44Yes.
28:44And she knows that I'm
28:47apologetic about it
28:48and it is, like,
28:48a big deal.
28:49It's like, if she just
28:50let me, if she just
28:51let her guard down
28:52and let me be free,
28:53I would be more
28:54comfortable out of fear
28:56knowing, I'd be like,
28:57yeah, babe, like,
28:57I went to the beach
28:58and there was 10 girls there.
28:59Like, you're telling
29:00little white lies
29:01out of fear that
29:01if you say the truth,
29:04even if it's not
29:04something bad,
29:05she's gonna flip out.
29:06She'll get mad at me
29:07for the truth sometimes
29:08because she doesn't
29:09believe me.
29:09So now I'm like,
29:10I tell the truth,
29:10you're mad,
29:11I lie, I'm mad.
29:11So it's like a lose-lose
29:13for me.
29:14It feels good
29:15to obviously just get,
29:15like, different perspectives
29:16from, you know,
29:18other girls,
29:18but I'm always
29:20in a constant state
29:21of, like, surveillance
29:22and, like,
29:23when's the next bad thing
29:24she's gonna get mad about
29:25and that's, like,
29:26you don't wanna live
29:26like that.
29:27I'm just tense
29:28all the time.
29:30You obviously
29:30love her so much.
29:32I think you guys
29:32could have something
29:33really wonderful.
29:34It's just a matter of,
29:35like, working through
29:36those issues.
29:41Where do you think it is?
29:44What's up, everybody?
29:46Hello, Mark.
29:47How are you?
29:48Want to have a chat, ladies?
29:50Sure.
29:51Come on, let's, uh,
29:52go over these chairs.
29:53Fellas, it'll only be a minute.
29:55What's up, guys?
29:57Oh, shit.
29:58Shit.
29:59I'm here tonight
30:00to tell you
30:01what's coming up.
30:03So,
30:04tonight,
30:05it's time
30:05for another bonfire.
30:10Oh.
30:11I was not expecting that.
30:13Me neither.
30:13I thought something else
30:14was gonna be coming our way.
30:15Oh, God.
30:16That was fast.
30:19Look,
30:19the whole point
30:20of the bonfire
30:20is to inform you
30:21not so much
30:22of what's going on
30:23on the other side
30:23of the island,
30:24but how you feel
30:24about what you see.
30:26At this point
30:26of the journey,
30:27you've now had
30:28plenty of time
30:29to be an individual.
30:30The information
30:31you may see,
30:32I don't know what it is,
30:33could be harder now,
30:34but who you are now
30:35is different.
30:36And I want to remind you
30:37that when I met you,
30:38you came here
30:39as a couple,
30:40and as much
30:41as you loved
30:42the guys you came with,
30:43it wasn't firing
30:44on all pistons.
30:47so looking at the clips
30:49may be difficult,
30:50but are you feeling
30:51any different
30:52about yourself
30:52having been an individual
30:54for a while?
30:56I'll see you tonight,
30:57okay?
30:57All right.
30:57See you.
30:58Thanks, Mark.
30:59I'll see you soon.
31:00We'll see you soon.
31:01Thanks, Mark.
31:04I just can only imagine
31:05what we're about to see,
31:07honestly.
31:08Oh, God.
31:09I think we're going
31:09into this one
31:10with a different mindset.
31:12We're not in denial
31:13of our issues anymore,
31:14but it's...
31:15It's still scary.
31:16It's so scary.
31:18Well, we got each other,
31:19you know?
31:20Yeah.
31:21I need a drink.
31:23I also would.
31:24Yeah, me too.
31:26All right, let's go.
31:29I don't know, dude.
31:30I feel like coming in here,
31:31like, you know,
31:33I did break my boundaries
31:35overall.
31:36You know, I came here
31:36wanting to leave with Cheyenne,
31:38and I just know, like,
31:39based off what I've
31:40already done here...
31:41You put that at Jeopardy?
31:42Yeah.
31:43You feel like that?
31:45Once fooled,
31:47twice burned.
31:50Pulled me down,
31:52now you're cruel.
31:53And my feet
31:55see me.
31:58Once weak,
32:00now strong.
32:02Going into this bonfire,
32:04I have a different mindset.
32:06If I see Jack having fun,
32:07that's okay.
32:09Being here,
32:09I haven't kissed,
32:10I haven't touched,
32:11I haven't done
32:12any of that.
32:13And I should be able to
32:14let him experience
32:16what I'm also experiencing,
32:19but still be in a healthy relationship.
32:21And,
32:23and,
32:25and,
32:29I'm 29 years old.
32:31I'm not at a place
32:33where I want to be wasting any time.
32:35Cole and I came here for a reason,
32:36and I'm just really hoping that
32:38he is putting in
32:40as much effort as I am
32:41to get to the bottom
32:42of our problems,
32:43to grow and come out stronger.
32:47Love's a crime,
32:48but soon
32:50you'll be
32:52a slave
32:54for me.
32:57My anxiety
32:58from one to ten,
32:58I'm going to rate it
32:59at a hundred right now.
33:00It's shitty to say,
33:02but you know,
33:02I really hope that she's
33:03done something similar
33:04to what I have,
33:05because maybe it wouldn't
33:06make me feel so bad.
33:09Bad,
33:09bad,
33:11bad for so messy
33:12for me.
33:15I remember how
33:15the first bonfire went,
33:17I feel like scared shitless.
33:19Like,
33:19I don't know what she's doing,
33:20and I talk to her,
33:21so,
33:22like,
33:22I'm definitely,
33:23like,
33:23worried.
33:25Bad for so messy
33:26for me.
33:32I'm going to break free.
33:34It's not going to break me.
33:36Not going to break me.
33:38Like,
33:39I just feel uneasy.
33:40My heart tells me
33:41that Kaylee hasn't done anything
33:42that would really hurt me,
33:44but
33:45I know I've done things
33:46that
33:48Kaylee's not going to love to see.
33:56I'm scared that she's going to
33:57press the limits
33:58to the point
33:58where there is no return,
34:01and that's going to hurt,
34:02and I don't want to believe
34:03that she doesn't care about me.
34:06What's up, fellas?
34:07What's up, what's up, what's up?
34:08How's it going?
34:08Mark.
34:09How we living?
34:13Well, you look good.
34:15Feel good.
34:15Good.
34:17Let's get into it.
34:18We'll start with Jack.
34:19Okay, Jack, you ready?
34:21As much as I can be.
34:22All right, buddy.
34:23Let's take a look.
34:25You and Jack came here
34:26for a reason,
34:27so do you feel like
34:28you are truly happy with him?
34:31No, no.
34:32I don't feel like
34:32we are truly happy.
34:34I don't trust him.
34:34He knows how bad
34:35he hurt me, too,
34:36like, whenever
34:37he went that far with her,
34:39and so it's like,
34:39I just don't know.
34:41It almost makes me feel like
34:42he's just been filling
34:43my head full of bullshit.
34:47This relationship's so fucked.
34:48It is so toxic,
34:50but it's just because
34:51we've been together
34:51for so long,
34:52so it's like that comfort.
34:56I'm realizing that
34:57I am okay without Jack.
34:59I'm having so much fun,
35:00not worrying about him,
35:02spending the time apart
35:03that we have spent apart.
35:05I'm feeling good.
35:06I'm feeling like
35:07I'm having a blast, honestly.
35:14You know, seeing that clip,
35:16I'm really not caught
35:17by surprise at all.
35:18I feel like, you know,
35:18she's speaking her emotions,
35:19and, you know,
35:21over the course of five years,
35:22we've had a rough patch.
35:24And, you know,
35:24I feel like that honeymoon stage
35:28has faded in our relationship,
35:29and the happiness
35:30has kind of faded as well.
35:32And, you know,
35:32what she is saying,
35:33it's hard to hear.
35:37But I can't agree
35:39with a little bit of that.
35:41Be more specific.
35:42What did you hear
35:42that you can agree with
35:43that's hard to hear?
35:44We're not happy
35:45in the relationship.
35:47What I've learned
35:48while being here
35:48is how to be myself again.
35:52I've talked to the girls
35:53in the house,
35:53and I feel like, you know,
35:54they've kind of made me
35:55feel a certain way
35:56about what I've been through
35:57and kind of what I'm missing
35:59in myself.
36:00And overall, you know,
36:01they've been really honest
36:03with me about, you know,
36:04that I've probably lost myself.
36:06I feel like I have lost myself,
36:07you know?
36:08Is there any one
36:09particular person, Jack?
36:10You know, I think
36:11Carter is a big one.
36:14It's something
36:15I didn't expect.
36:16And, yeah,
36:17it's a little bit scary, too,
36:19just because, you know,
36:20I've been in a relationship
36:21for so long.
36:22So I think overall,
36:24like, what I really have noticed
36:25is there's no judgment.
36:27I feel like, you know,
36:28in my relationship,
36:29I've, you know,
36:29been judged in weird ways.
36:31You know, these guys
36:31are getting me through it as well.
36:33You know, having these bonfires
36:34and kind of seeing the way
36:35that she's opening up
36:36and talking about me,
36:37that just seems unfixable to me.
36:39Like, that's kind of
36:40what I'm realizing.
36:42I'm sure it's hard to hear,
36:44you know,
36:45the person you came
36:46to the island with
36:46kind of run you down
36:48a little bit.
36:49And then in true Jack form,
36:52you take responsibility for it.
36:54Yeah.
36:55I feel like I've just
36:57kind of been walked all over.
36:58And I'm just,
36:59I'm just tired of it.
37:04Okay.
37:05That's rough.
37:06And I'm,
37:07I'm happy you're discovering
37:09things about yourself
37:09and reigniting
37:12ways of being
37:13that you'd forgotten about.
37:15All right.
37:16Cole,
37:17let's see what's going on
37:18in your world.
37:21I just want him
37:22to prove to me
37:23so badly
37:24that he can be open.
37:25So then,
37:26even if it's something little,
37:28I just, like,
37:28lose my shit.
37:29Yeah.
37:30I do think Cole
37:30needs to open up
37:31just a tad.
37:33Me too,
37:33because that's, like,
37:34a part of our relationship
37:36where we are truly disconnected.
37:38You know,
37:38my friends have said
37:39it's just, like,
37:40really hard
37:41to get to know him.
37:42I noticed that,
37:43I mean,
37:43in the few, like,
37:44interactions I had with him.
37:46Yeah.
37:46He would just be like,
37:48yeah.
37:48Cool.
37:48This is fun.
37:49Yeah.
37:50Because we're just, like,
37:51the same.
37:52I know, we get it.
37:53You fucking get me.
37:54I know.
37:54I think I've learned
37:56the most about myself
37:57through Bradley being here.
37:59We do have great conversation,
38:01and that is something
38:02that I want
38:02in my relationship.
38:11I mean,
38:14it makes me feel sad
38:15we came into this island,
38:17you know,
38:18with a relationship
38:18that I thought
38:19and what she's expressed to me
38:20that, you know,
38:22was really good.
38:23Obviously,
38:23we had our problems,
38:24but I have been
38:25a very loyal boyfriend,
38:27and, you know,
38:29before coming here,
38:30I have hundreds of letters
38:31from her saying
38:32how much she loves
38:32this relationship
38:33and, you know,
38:34how much I mean to her.
38:36So, yeah.
38:37I mean,
38:37I think that video
38:38just made me kind of sad.
38:39That's what I can say
38:40about that.
38:41But maybe these are
38:42the questions
38:42to ask the girls
38:43in the house.
38:44Why do I think
38:45things are cool
38:46and she doesn't seem
38:46to think they're cool?
38:48What can you tell me
38:49about me
38:49that I may not know
38:51about me?
38:52Yeah.
38:52And then be willing
38:53to hear it.
38:54You know,
38:55I've realized some things
38:55in our relationship
38:56that, you know,
38:57obviously I want to fix,
38:58but there was some things
39:00of, you know,
39:00her being half in,
39:01half out early
39:02in the relationship.
39:03Obviously,
39:04she broke up with me
39:05the first time.
39:05I think it really damaged,
39:07you know,
39:08my confidence
39:08and sense of worth,
39:09which I think
39:10could have fed into,
39:11like,
39:11some of the white lies
39:12that then proceeded
39:13out of fear,
39:14out of fear,
39:14you know?
39:15So now that you're
39:18starting to see
39:18why your behavior
39:19might be connected
39:20to a feeling of insecurity
39:21or not feeling supported,
39:23now let's look at
39:25the gap between
39:26your perception
39:28of how things are
39:29and her perception
39:31of how things are.
39:33It sounds like
39:34things are stirring up
39:35for you,
39:36and that's the start
39:37of the process, Cole,
39:38so good for you.
39:39Yeah.
39:40All right.
39:42Mikey?
39:43What's up?
39:44What's up?
39:44How you feeling?
39:45Feeling good.
39:46How you feeling?
39:46So good.
39:47All right.
39:48Let's take a look.
39:54Two, three.
39:55Oh, shit.
40:00Like, I'm super comfortable.
40:02I'm not gonna lie.
40:03You make it so easy.
40:04No, I like it.
40:06Yeah.
40:06No, you make it
40:07pretty easy, too.
40:10We're dating.
40:11Like, you know,
40:12we're exploring.
40:13We're experiencing.
40:14I'm experiencing
40:15new feelings.
40:16I don't know.
40:17Is it smooth
40:18if I blow your hand?
40:21I love how you ask.
40:23Yeah.
40:24Now I'm big on this.
40:26Meeting a guy
40:27like Xavier
40:28has just, like,
40:29opened my eyes
40:30to all of the possibilities
40:32of what, like,
40:33love should look like,
40:35what a relationship
40:36should look like,
40:37what a man
40:38truly looks like.
40:41Okay.
40:45She looks beautiful,
40:46by the way,
40:46first and foremost.
40:47I love that girl.
40:49I miss that girl.
40:50And I'm gonna be real.
40:52Nothing I saw
40:53made me uncomfortable.
40:54I mean,
40:56you told us
40:57that we're supposed
40:57to be in here
40:59to figure out
41:00some things,
41:01figure out some questions.
41:01And if that's the guy
41:03for her,
41:04I commend her on that.
41:06And if I'm not
41:06the guy for her,
41:07I have to understand that.
41:10And I mean that.
41:12Okay.
41:13It's a little bit
41:14of a change
41:14from the last time
41:15I saw you,
41:15which is like,
41:16you know,
41:17if I lose her,
41:19I'll be devastated
41:20kind of vibe.
41:21Seeing everything
41:22right here,
41:22I have no problem
41:23with it.
41:24She's living in her truth.
41:25And that's all she can do.
41:26What if her truth
41:27ends up being
41:28that she needs
41:28to be with him
41:29and not you?
41:30What can I say?
41:31I'm happy for her.
41:32Like, that's my best friend,
41:33so I support her
41:34right or wrong.
41:35And if that's right
41:36for her,
41:36I support that.
41:38Straight talk?
41:39It doesn't feel
41:40like you're feeling much.
41:41Like, you're cool with it,
41:42it's fine,
41:43and that wasn't
41:44the emotional guy
41:45I saw about a week ago.
41:46And if you see the girl
41:49you say you love
41:49to death like you do,
41:50and it looks like
41:51she might be feeling
41:52somebody else
41:53and maybe be gone,
41:55I'm surprised
41:55that you're just like,
41:56whatever.
41:58I mean, what can I do?
41:59You can feel something.
42:02I grew up with a mother
42:03that said,
42:04don't want nobody
42:04that don't want you.
42:06So the day gotta go on.
42:08The sun gonna come up,
42:10the sun gonna go down.
42:13So...
42:13Look, I don't disagree
42:14with anything you're saying,
42:15Mike.
42:16I just think there's
42:17something to explore
42:18about the fact
42:18that you're seeing
42:19the girl you came here with
42:22saying we're dating
42:23with some other guy,
42:25and you're like,
42:26I'm happy for her,
42:27it's all good.
42:28Truthfully,
42:29I wish that was me.
42:31I do.
42:31I wish I was experiencing
42:33these moments with Sidney,
42:35but I'm not,
42:36and that's something
42:37I gotta live with.
42:39Well, that statement
42:40you just said
42:41was the closest thing
42:41to something I'll buy
42:42that you've said.
42:43That feels real to me.
42:45Yeah.
42:45Everything else
42:46feels a little bit like
42:48if I don't acknowledge it,
42:50I'm gonna be cool.
42:51Right?
42:51Oh, no, not at all.
42:53I'm gonna be honest.
42:54If I felt...
42:54If I felt some time...
42:55I can't hide my emotions.
42:57Yeah, that's true.
42:58I can't hide them.
43:00That's true.
43:01And, yeah,
43:02that just...
43:03that just didn't do it for me.
43:05Like, I'm sorry.
43:06No, don't be sorry.
43:07That's a huge answer
43:09to a question.
43:09Oh, yeah,
43:09I'm growing for real.
43:11I know when to be serious,
43:12when it's time to be serious.
43:13I know how to joke
43:14when it's time to joke.
43:15Okay.
43:16And big shout-out India
43:17for helping me through that.
43:18Like, my journey
43:19would not be
43:20where it's at right now
43:21if it was not for India.
43:22So...
43:22Well, that's great.
43:23I'm cool.
43:25Okay.
43:27Summit?
43:29Yeah, hopefully I can be as cool.
43:31I don't know.
43:33Let's take a look.
43:35Do you want him to be
43:37something other than what he is?
43:38I just want him to, like,
43:39be a fucking good boyfriend.
43:41Yeah.
43:42Like, you want your partner
43:42to, like, love you
43:43and accept you for all of you.
43:45At some point,
43:46you have to realize,
43:47like, you are enough, though.
43:49Like, at what point
43:50does the breaking point happen?
43:51Because, I mean,
43:52all the disrespect
43:53I mean, it builds up.
43:55Like, no one should feel
43:56like their partner
43:57is, like, belittling them.
43:59I don't understand, like,
44:01why he does it.
44:02Like, I don't know
44:02what he gets out of, like,
44:04making me feel bad about myself.
44:07Is this person really
44:09the father of my kids?
44:11Or, like, I don't know.
44:12It just messes with my head.
44:14Like, would the father
44:15of my children, like,
44:17make me feel this way?
44:29Um, yeah, I mean,
44:31obviously it's on theme
44:33with the clip I got
44:34at the first bonfire.
44:37This theme of me
44:38not making her feel
44:40as amazing as she is
44:42and deserves to feel.
44:44And it sucks that
44:46clearly I'm not making
44:48her feel that way.
44:49It's almost, like,
44:50just so frustrating
44:51because I guess I don't
44:52fully understand, like,
44:54what I'm doing
44:54to make her feel
44:55so unsupported.
44:59Like, am I really
45:00such a shitty boyfriend?
45:02I guess I have a hard time
45:04acknowledging that.
45:06I think you're
45:07on the right track.
45:08I think the fact that you say
45:10I don't know why
45:11she feels this way
45:13is, in essence,
45:14asking the question.
45:16So, let's talk about it.
45:20It's, I'm just, like,
45:21a very independent person,
45:22I feel like,
45:23and I like to do
45:24my own thing,
45:25and, like,
45:26we don't need to, like,
45:28be together, like,
45:29be each other's
45:30absolute rock
45:3124-7, seven days a week.
45:34I, I don't,
45:35maybe I'm just not ready
45:36for a relationship still.
45:38I don't fucking...
45:38That may be.
45:39Oh, I didn't think
45:41you would say that.
45:42But you're,
45:42you're on the right track.
45:43And you know what
45:44I love about you?
45:46You're trying so hard
45:48to get it.
45:48I'm trying, Mark.
45:49Buddy, I get that.
45:51It's foreign to you
45:52because you've had
45:52two relationships.
45:54Give yourself a break.
45:56What relationship
45:58in your life,
45:59parents or others,
46:00have you witnessed
46:01that you thought
46:02they've got it together?
46:04It wouldn't be my parents.
46:06I, I was raised
46:08by a single mom.
46:09Um, yeah, no dad.
46:12Do you have a relationship
46:13with your father?
46:14Do you mind me asking?
46:14I do not.
46:15My mom's my everything.
46:17She's my rock.
46:18She's mom and dad,
46:20super mom, my hero.
46:21Anytime anyone asks,
46:22like, who is your role model?
46:24Who are you the most proud of
46:26in your life?
46:27It's always my mom.
46:28But as children,
46:29we take our cues
46:31from what we've,
46:31we've witnessed.
46:33You haven't really seen
46:34an example
46:35of a love relationship
46:36other than the love relationship
46:37of a mother to her son
46:38and vice versa.
46:40Right?
46:41Yeah.
46:41However,
46:43if you reframe it,
46:44you can use what you know
46:45to create a good relationship
46:47with a girlfriend.
46:48Your relationship
46:49with your mom,
46:50was it fair to say
46:51you'd do anything for her?
46:52Absolutely, yeah.
46:53Is it fair to say
46:54you don't criticize anything
46:55even when you see things
46:56that aren't really so great?
46:58Yeah, me and my brothers
46:58joke all the time.
47:00There's things about it
47:00like I can't believe
47:01mom's nuts,
47:02but you don't go and say,
47:02mom, I really,
47:03you know what?
47:04You know what type of mom I want?
47:05I want a mom like that mom.
47:07Oh, I would never.
47:08Right, but you're doing
47:09that with Kaylee.
47:10Yeah.
47:12So she's not saying
47:13you're a shitty boyfriend.
47:14Maybe those are the words.
47:15But what she may be sharing
47:17is what she needs
47:19that she's not getting from you
47:20and how much she loves you
47:21and wants you to give her that.
47:24Because that's
47:25a healthy relationship.
47:28Okay?
47:29Thank you, Mark.
47:31Okay.
47:32Thank you, buddy.
47:33All right.
47:35I think we're done
47:35for the night.
47:36You made it through
47:37another bonfire, guys.
47:40Tomorrow and coming up
47:41will be more dates,
47:42so think about
47:42who you want to go
47:43on dates with.
47:43When you go back
47:44to your villa tonight,
47:46you will see an addition
47:47to your villa.
47:49It's called
47:50the Temptation Haven.
47:52It's an area
47:54where you can go
47:55whenever you want,
47:56with whomever you want.
47:57There are no cameras in there.
47:59It's a chance for you
48:00to further experience
48:02temptation or connection
48:05without everybody's eyes on you.
48:08There's a Temptation Haven
48:09in the other villa as well.
48:12Whenever anyone
48:13goes into the haven,
48:16a light goes on
48:17in the other house
48:18to let everybody know
48:19that somebody has entered
48:20the Temptation Haven.
48:21You will not know
48:23who or what's going on,
48:24but you'll know
48:24that something's going on
48:25and vice versa.
48:28Got it?
48:28Sure.
48:29Got it.
48:29We appreciate you.
48:30I appreciate you guys, man.
48:32This is not easy.
48:33It's not.
48:34It's not easy,
48:35and I acknowledge that.
48:36So give yourselves
48:36a bit of a break,
48:37head on out,
48:39and I will see you soon.
48:40Love you, Martin.
48:41Good night.
48:44They say the window opens
48:47whenever her door closes.
48:50For her to question, you know,
48:52if I should be the father
48:53of her children,
48:54like, those are just
48:54such intense words.
48:57I hate this.
48:58It's tough.
48:59It's so tough.
49:00Not to gasp my own tires,
49:02but, like, I know someone
49:03out there would, like,
49:04love me so much for me
49:05and appreciate me
49:06so much for me.
49:07So if she doesn't
49:08appreciate me for me
49:10and everything I bring
49:11to the relationship,
49:12I don't really know
49:13what we're doing here.
49:15I heard that time
49:16can heal a wound
49:18and fix up
49:19what is broken.
49:21I know the bonfire
49:22was tough for some of us.
49:25You know, I expect her
49:26to be having a good time,
49:27but I have not
49:29and would not be saying that,
49:31you know, about Scarlett.
49:32So I guess that's maybe
49:33what sucked the most.
49:36From what I'm hearing
49:37from her side,
49:38she's coming to the realization
49:39that she doesn't really
49:40need me anymore.
49:41It changes my overall
49:43thought process on, like,
49:44where me and her stand.
49:46I see that Sydney
49:47has found somebody
49:48that she cares about,
49:49and I want to respect it.
50:18I just thought Sydney loved me,
50:20and I thought that
50:22her love for me
50:24would have been stronger
50:24than this experience.
50:29It's all I've been with.
50:31Maybe one day
50:33I'll stay in my arms
50:37instead of always
50:54whatever we are shown,
50:56it's like that is
50:58maybe the truth
50:59that we're looking for.
51:00It's for a reason.
51:00I know, yeah, yeah, exactly.
51:04I'm more scared for this one
51:06than the first one.
51:07I feel like Cole maybe
51:09hasn't gone this deep
51:10with his emotions
51:11and feelings.
51:12I'm just bracing myself.
51:15Guys, I get nervous
51:16thinking about all of
51:17each other's
51:18bonfire experience.
51:20It's like,
51:20it makes me feel even more,
51:22like, stressed
51:23and just, like, emotional.
51:24It just doesn't even feel real.
51:27It doesn't.
51:28Not at all.
51:29I hope Summit remembers
51:31that I am
51:32on the other side of things
51:33and I am going to see
51:34what he does.
51:36If I see something
51:37that I'm really
51:37uncomfortable with,
51:38I'm going to need
51:39to take a step back
51:40and reevaluate
51:41how I move on
51:42with the process.
51:45I want to see you
51:49rise, rise,
51:51baby, die.
51:57I just want to know
51:58that we're still
51:58choosing each other
51:59every day
51:59and we're not just
52:02going through the motions.
52:07I don't know
52:08how I'm going to feel
52:08when I see my key
52:09pop up on the screen,
52:11but seeing what I saw
52:12last time,
52:14this time I'm like,
52:15I expect the absolute worst.
52:18I just want to know,
52:19did I waste my time
52:20on something real
52:21or was it all fake?
52:25Burry me a surprise.
52:30Hello, friends.
52:31Hi.
52:32How you doing?
52:34Good.
52:34Pretty good.
52:36Welcome to your
52:37next bonfire.
52:38At this point,
52:39you're in it.
52:40Hopefully, you've learned
52:41some stuff about yourself.
52:42Hopefully, you've had
52:43some chance to reevaluate
52:44what's working
52:46in your relationship
52:46and what's not working.
52:51I know that sometimes
52:52looking at these clips
52:52can be painful,
52:55but we'll get
52:55through it together.
52:58Here we go, ladies.
53:00We're good.
53:02We're going to start
53:03with you, Scarlett.
53:04Let's take a look.
53:11I give her a lot of grace,
53:12I feel like.
53:13She then needs to, like,
53:14just come to terms
53:15with, like, the past
53:16and we need to forgive
53:17each other.
53:17Yes.
53:17And she knows
53:18that I'm apologetic about it
53:19and it is, like, a big deal.
53:21If she just let her guard down
53:22and let me be free,
53:23I would be more comfortable
53:24knowing, I mean,
53:25yeah, babe,
53:25like, I went to the beach
53:26and there was 10 girls there.
53:27She'll get mad at me
53:28for the truth sometimes
53:29because she doesn't believe me.
53:30So now I'm like,
53:31I tell the truth,
53:31you're mad,
53:32I lie, I'm mad.
53:32So it's, like,
53:33a lose-lose for me.
53:35When we do end up
53:36coming back together,
53:37it's, like,
53:38we've got to figure out
53:38how to clean up
53:39these, like, trust issues.
53:40But it's, like,
53:40if you can't get over the past,
53:41I can't make you trust me
53:42no matter if I'm honest
53:43to you or not, you know?
53:45Right.
53:45You have to just let it go
53:46and, like, it's, like,
53:47we can't keep going
53:49back on it, you know?
53:59I think it's hard
54:00to let it go
54:01when it's happened
54:02as recently as
54:04the week before we got here.
54:08He says, you know,
54:10trust issues that are
54:10in the past,
54:12but we've never worked
54:13through them,
54:13so they're still present.
54:15Can you tell me
54:15what happened recently?
54:17He told me he was going
54:18to the track with his friend
54:21and that was it.
54:22That's all I ever heard of it.
54:23I just had a feeling
54:24and so I said,
54:26who's going to the track?
54:27And he said,
54:28well, this girl DM'd me
54:31and, you know,
54:32I told her that
54:32we were going to the track.
54:33Someone going to the track,
54:34that's fine,
54:35but when we're already
54:37in such a fragile state
54:38and then it seems like
54:40that information
54:40was being withheld,
54:41it's like I'm just
54:42tired of asking.
54:43I don't want to have to ask
54:44to hear these things.
54:45This is a tough question
54:47to ask you,
54:47but do you think trust
54:48can ever be earned?
54:50I do.
54:51I just need
54:52the consistency
54:54of transparency.
54:56You know,
54:56of course there are
54:57traits that I wish
54:59Cole had,
55:00more depth,
55:01deeper conversations.
55:02Then I also question,
55:05you know,
55:05would anyone ever check
55:06all 100 of my boxes?
55:09I'm going to let you in
55:10on a secret.
55:12there are people
55:13that check all the boxes
55:15and part of it
55:16is because
55:17they check more boxes
55:18and there are a bunch
55:19of boxes that you don't
55:20even need to have
55:21on your page anymore
55:21when you have
55:22that connection.
55:24Do you understand?
55:27What I don't want
55:28to see you do
55:28is return to what you had
55:30because you're going
55:31to end up talking
55:32to your girlfriends
55:32every day about it.
55:33I don't know where he is
55:34and you're going to need
55:34something and he's
55:36going to need.
55:36I don't know why
55:37she's always on my back.
55:38I don't cheat on her
55:39and I don't cheat
55:39and she's always
55:40on my back
55:40and that's not
55:41a relationship.
55:42Right.
55:45So get your soul
55:46filled up.
55:48Okay.
55:48I appreciate you.
55:53Hello, Cheyenne.
55:55Hello.
55:56Are you ready?
55:58I think the clips
55:59will speak for themselves
55:59so I'm just excited
56:02to just,
56:03just to see
56:04what he's been up to.
56:05I don't know,
56:05just hearing his voice
56:06makes me happy
56:06so I'm like,
56:08turn it on.
56:09All right,
56:09well let's look.
56:11Here we go.
56:14Do you feel like
56:15our connection
56:16like scares you at all?
56:18I mean, yeah,
56:19I'll be, yeah,
56:20I'll be honest.
56:20It's just weird
56:21how, how easy
56:22it is to talk to you.
56:23You know,
56:23things are moving so fast
56:24and I feel like
56:25we've known each other
56:25forever.
56:26Yeah.
56:27I think
56:29we both know
56:31what our connection is
56:32and how it's like
56:33different from anything else.
56:35No, it is.
56:36You know,
56:36that is truthfully
56:37how I feel like.
56:38I feel like
56:38I don't really have
56:38to act a certain way.
56:40Yeah.
56:57Is this the button
56:58you choose?
56:59Is this the button
57:00you choose?
57:01Yes, it is.
57:06Shut the fuck up.
57:09Shut the fuck up.
57:11Shut the fuck up.
57:11Shut the fuck up.
57:12You're so dirty.
57:15Do you want to get
57:16something to eat
57:16and go to bed?
57:17Yeah, sure.
57:19With me?
57:21Sure.
57:23Wow.
57:28Close his blinds
57:29really quick.
57:30Are you fucking
57:32hitting me?
57:34Like, I'm in bed
57:35with a man who
57:36was a grown man.
57:38It's kind of fun, though.
57:43Did he fuck her?
57:45What the fuck
57:46does close the blinds mean?
57:53This is what I mean.
57:55I have given
57:57this man
58:00so many times
58:02to redeem himself
58:03and prove to me
58:04that he wants
58:05to be with me.
58:06And this
58:06five years,
58:08five years,
58:10five years
58:11to fucking
58:12publicly
58:14humiliate me.
58:16It's one thing
58:17to know about it.
58:18It's another thing
58:18to see it.
58:19And he did it
58:21knowing that
58:22I was going to see it.
58:24He's a piece of shit.
58:26I'm off the shit.
58:27Like, I'm done.
58:28I'm sorry.
58:29I'm sorry.
58:30I'm fucking leaving.
58:33Is this real
58:34fucking life?
58:36No, is this real life?
58:41Like, is this real
58:42fucking life?
58:43life?
58:44Uh.
58:45In the dark
58:48You made up your mind
58:52Were you ever mine?
58:54Cause it's looking like
58:56you went too far
58:59So don't try to lie
59:02It's all come to light
59:05What you did
59:07What you did
59:08In the dark
59:09Oh, my God.
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