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00:20What do you want for breakfast?
00:22Oh, I don't know.
00:23Could you sleep?
00:24No, not really.
00:25I hope I didn't keep you awake.
00:27What, was I snoring?
00:28Stop it.
00:29My neck.
00:30That fucking sleeping bag.
00:33Oh, good for you though.
00:35Hard floor.
00:37Yeah.
00:37Have you got any cereal?
00:39I got your Frosties.
00:40You said you liked those?
00:42Yeah, when I was a kid.
00:44Well, you're my kid.
00:46What the fuck?
00:48Um, balls.
00:52They're here.
00:54Oh, Mum and Daryl.
00:55They're at the old house.
00:56Having breakfast.
00:57What?
00:58They stayed here last night.
01:00That's why she never came home.
01:02They're having Frosties.
01:03Frosties?
01:04We never had Frosties for breakfast.
01:07Wait.
01:07What are you doing there?
01:09I stayed here last night too.
01:12You're all at the old house?
01:13They don't know I'm here.
01:14I'm in my old room.
01:15So you didn't speak to her yet?
01:17Uh, I left a voice note.
01:18A voice note?
01:19She's a shit.
01:19She's not going to listen to her voice now.
01:21She's a boomer.
01:21We need to tell Mum about Daryl.
01:24I'm going to confront him.
01:25No!
01:26Why?
01:26Because he's an expert liar.
01:28He'll just deny it.
01:29And she's in total denial.
01:31We need to be methodical.
01:32Present the evidence together.
01:34But I can't hide in here forever.
01:36I'm coming now.
01:37Text aunt.
01:38But what if-
01:38Just don't do anything until I get there.
01:48You want to be late for work?
01:50That's okay.
01:52Any day off?
01:53No.
01:54They're going to fire me.
01:56What?
01:59Look, aunt.
02:00Whatever you've done, I'm sure there's a way to make it right.
02:02Unless you stole something.
02:04You didn't steal something, did you?
02:05No.
02:06Or...
02:06Touch someone?
02:08No.
02:08Dad, God.
02:09What did you do?
02:11Just a thing they told me not to do.
02:14Watch something on the computer.
02:16I rented a flat to a foreign family, okay?
02:18Jesus.
02:19You what?
02:20Some big landlord doesn't like foreigners and Vicky and Eddie want to keep them on side.
02:24I felt bad for the family so I took the deposit and processed the tenancy.
02:28Good.
02:28No.
02:29Not good.
02:30I've lost Applebee's a massive client.
02:31Vicky's going to can my ass.
02:33I was on my way to being made manager.
02:34And now I'm on my way to being fucking nothing.
02:37So if you don't mind, I'm going to lie here and think about what an unemployed fuck-up I am.
02:41Aunt, you can't work for people like that.
02:43Who take advantage of ordinary families just needing a roof over their heads.
02:47You know I'm an estate agent, right?
02:49I'm proud of you.
02:53You are?
02:54You did the right thing.
02:58Thanks, Dad.
03:01Wanna go get breakfast?
03:02You're going to work.
03:04What? But-
03:05Come on, up. Into the shower.
03:06They're gonna fire me.
03:07Don't get fired like a man.
03:09Face them.
03:10You didn't get fired like a man.
03:11You swear dogs would love your boss's van.
03:23Jack.
03:24If you're trying to turn me on, it's definitely working.
03:26I know I said I called, but something's-
03:28I just got suspended.
03:30Someone made a complaint about me at college.
03:32I'm suspended while they investigate.
03:35Oh, my God.
03:36Can I come in?
03:42Thanks.
03:46You really don't have to drive me.
03:48I want to see you go in.
03:50Uh, Tom?
03:52Rory?
03:54Everything alright?
03:55Caroline didn't come home last night.
03:56Oh, she just texted.
03:57She's at the whole house with Mum.
03:59What?
04:00Can I talk to you?
04:15You okay?
04:19Tom keeps calling.
04:30Hi, Mum.
04:36I'm sorry.
04:37Why?
04:38You didn't do anything.
04:38No.
04:39I know.
04:40I definitely didn't.
04:41It's just-
04:43Who do you think it was?
04:44One of the students?
04:45Definitely not.
04:46They fucking worship me.
04:48Yeah, but students can be so sensitive these days.
04:52Derva said they're devastated we're not finishing the project.
04:55Well, you might still finish it.
04:56If nothing comes of this, or if whoever made the complaint withdraws it.
05:01I'm not going back to that snake pit.
05:03No way.
05:04They can't suspend me and then expect me to crawl back when it all turns out to be a pack
05:07of lies.
05:08No.
05:09I'm really sorry, Jack, but I have to-
05:12Inappropriate behaviour.
05:13Fuck that.
05:15Whoever did this knew exactly what they were doing.
05:19Why do you think that?
05:21Come on.
05:22Well, you know what they say about me.
05:24This is gonna hang over my reputation, my work, and never teach in another fucking institution.
05:30I just wanted to inspire them.
05:34Shake them up a bit.
05:47Thanks for being here.
05:49Oh, no.
05:50Of course.
05:58Means a lot.
06:02Good luck.
06:05Ant, get fired like a man.
06:15All right, son.
06:16Talk to me.
06:18What's going on with you and Caroline?
06:22How did you do it?
06:23Do what?
06:24Get over the fact that Bernie didn't love you.
06:27What?
06:29She did love me.
06:29Yeah, no, I know she loved you.
06:32Like, after she had Daryl, she'd been through so much, and you stepped up, and I'm sure she loved you
06:36for that.
06:37But she loved him first.
06:40Who?
06:41Johnny Bollocks, or Nigel, or whatever.
06:43They were gonna go traveling together, weren't they?
06:46And they probably would've done all that if she hadn't gotten pregnant, right?
06:48Well, maybe.
06:49She broke up with you first, so in a way she chose him.
06:52Or she would've chose him if she had a choice, but she didn't really.
06:55Okay, I see what you're getting at.
06:57And I just wondered how you managed to live with that.
06:59You know?
07:00How you put that behind you, day in, day out, throughout your whole entire marriage,
07:05and just accepted the fact that even though she didn't want you the way you wanted her,
07:09you loved her enough that being second best was enough for you.
07:12You were happy with second best.
07:14Like, that was okay.
07:15And I just wondered...
07:17Well, I just wondered how you lived with that.
07:20You know?
07:31It's not a Birkin.
07:33Of course it's not a Birkin.
07:35They're like 20 fucking grand.
07:39Now, here we are.
07:43Cappuccino for the lady.
07:45Thanks, Eddie.
07:46Didn't get anything for you.
07:50Look, Anthony.
07:52There's no easy way to say this.
07:55But there's been some disturbing developments at Aptobees over the last 24 hours.
07:59Someone made a call to Skihan implying that I am a racist.
08:03Me.
08:05I spent a year in South America working with orphans.
08:08Some of whom were filthy, and I still pick them up.
08:12How could I be a racist?
08:15Well, you said not to...
08:16There's clearly been some crossed wires.
08:18Clearly.
08:18And as I said at the emergency HR meeting this morning with the Skihan lads, Vicky's a great ass to
08:25this company.
08:26She's bland.
08:27She's ambitious.
08:29She's absolutely not a racist.
08:30And if we work together going forward with me leading, I believe we can turn Aptobees into the gold standard
08:39of outside residential.
08:41Absolutely, Eddie.
08:42I'm completely on board with that.
08:43Of course, we did have to explain to Mr. Lennon that a family who were not what we'd hoped slipped
08:50through the nets.
08:51But we did promise to tighten those nets in the future.
08:54And fire whoever is to blame.
08:57You're fired.
08:59Sorry, bro.
09:01Hands are tied.
09:02Hands are tied.
09:05Do I still get my commission?
09:06Absolutely not.
09:09Anything you want to say before you clean out your desk?
09:12Oh, one thing.
09:13What's that smell?
09:19I think it's coming from your bag.
09:22Little present.
09:23No, you little dogs.
09:25Bye!
09:28What the fuck?
09:33You little piece of shit!
09:35You slimy fucking horse up!
09:37I will punch you!
09:38Go!
09:39The hell?
09:39Go!
09:40Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go!
09:42I'm going to kill you fucking animals!
09:44And I'm going to use them as a fucking dropbox!
09:48I will rip your cock off!
09:49And I will feed it to my fucking dog!
09:51You assholes!
09:55Well done, son.
09:56Cheers, Dad.
10:01So, you had a fight with Rory.
10:04And you just decided to come here?
10:08Well, I called around to Dad's first, but he was busy.
10:10Of course.
10:11And then I just thought, the old house?
10:14So, what about you two?
10:17How come you're here with sleeping bags and coffee pots and...
10:21Rusty's?
10:24Well...
10:26I...
10:26Well, it was my idea.
10:29But I thought it would be fun.
10:30Fun?
10:31Yeah!
10:32Imagine what it would have been like to live here.
10:34Be part of the family.
10:37Sounds kind of creepy.
10:38Yeah, it does sound kind of creepy, but I don't think it really is.
10:42Like, that creepy.
10:44Oh.
10:45That transfer just went through.
10:47Transfer?
10:50Would you like some more coffee?
10:52I need to go to the bathroom.
11:02It's Shiv.
11:03Leave a message.
11:04Shiv, where the fuck are you?
11:06Mom's giving him money.
11:07We need to stop this now.
11:09Get your ass over here.
11:13Hey.
11:16You okay?
11:18Yeah.
11:19Why wouldn't I be?
11:21You just seem a little on edge.
11:23That's all.
11:24No.
11:30Don't understand. What's the big hurry?
11:32Er, there's...
11:33There's been a family emergency.
11:35What emergency?
11:35It's a long story.
11:37Daryl's a liar.
11:38Everything he's told us is a lie.
11:40Except Bernie doesn't know yet, and now she's giving him money.
11:43Oh, Jesus.
11:46I have to go.
11:50Well, I'll come with you.
11:51What?
11:52Oh no, there's no need.
11:53You think I'm gonna sit by and let Bernie get fleeced?
11:55She's like a mother to me.
11:56Really?
11:57Really?
11:57Come on, get in.
12:04Are you sure she said she was here?
12:06Yes.
12:07Yeah, well that's not gonna work.
12:10Cool.
12:11Ant!
12:13Hold on now, Ant. We can't just...
12:16Tom!
12:17Bernie, what are you doing in here?
12:20I just wanted to show Daryl where we lived.
12:22This is illegal.
12:23Dad?
12:24Rory!
12:25Caroline.
12:28Hey.
12:32This isn't right, Bernie. We shouldn't be here.
12:34Well, nobody asked you.
12:37What do you want from me, Tom?
12:48Did you love me?
12:50What?
12:51When you married me.
12:52Did you love me?
12:53What sort of a question is that?
12:55Or did you just name me?
12:58Cause...
12:58Life had handed you a terrible blow, and I was the one who was there.
13:05See, I remember when you gave up Daryl.
13:10I went to see you the next day.
13:12You were still in the hospital.
13:13And you said, they just took him.
13:16You know, it's...
13:18You didn't even get to hold him.
13:21And you were in such pain.
13:23And you'd always been this wonderful, wild creature.
13:29Burning so bright.
13:31And suddenly, you were so...
13:34Small.
13:38I mean, all I wanted to do...
13:41Was take that pain away.
13:46And you did.
13:50For a long time.
13:57Of course I loved you, Tom.
14:00I grew to love you.
14:03Isn't that the same thing?
14:11I don't think it is.
14:12No.
14:13Oh, for God's sake, Tom.
14:14It was so long ago, and I was...
14:16All right.
14:17Barry.
14:20I chose you.
14:23And...
14:25I don't have...
14:26A single regret.
14:39Does Mina love you?
14:43Yeah.
14:44I think she really does.
14:50Hmm.
15:00Is Dad Shiv?
15:03Hey Dad.
15:05Hey Mum.
15:06Did you get my voice note?
15:08What's a voice note?
15:09Tom.
15:10Good to see you, man.
15:11Here for moral support, yeah?
15:13Moral support?
15:14Bernie.
15:15Looking gorgeous.
15:17You stay strong.
15:20What's going on?
15:26Hi.
15:27Hey.
15:30You all right, mate?
15:32My old room.
15:34Man.
15:35This must be weird.
15:38It used to be Carl's, but then...
15:41You know, I've always secretly thought that if Carl hadn't died, I'd probably hate him.
15:47Why?
15:48Is there a perfect rugby player studying law?
15:52That's a projection, fuck.
15:54I know.
15:55I've been to therapy.
15:57Yeah.
15:58Now I just feel bad that we never got to hang out.
16:03Properly.
16:05Because it's nice.
16:07Having a brother.
16:10Especially one who owns a vineyard.
16:12Here, when are we getting some of that wine?
16:14And?
16:15Oh, hey you.
16:17Well, is everybody here?
16:18Yeah, kind of.
16:19Can you guys come to the living room, please?
16:27Ready?
16:29What's going on?
16:31Can you take him for a walk?
16:33I'll explain later.
16:43Thanks for coming, everyone.
16:46God, this is weird.
16:48Can I just say, we really shouldn't be here.
16:51Dad, please.
16:52What is happening?
16:53Well, we're having a family meeting, I suppose.
16:58Oh, God.
16:58No.
16:59For fuck's sake, Shiv.
17:00What's a family meeting?
17:01Okay, can everyone just relax for a second and take a seat?
17:05There's not enough chairs.
17:06Find something, and relax, and Caroline and I will explain.
17:10Explain what?
17:18Some things have been brought to our attention about Daryl.
17:22Me?
17:23I want to give him a chance to explain himself.
17:28Are you taking the piss?
17:30No.
17:31Okay, Shiv.
17:32This is ridiculous.
17:33Daryl hasn't been honest with us.
17:36What?
17:36What she means is...
17:39We're not sure anymore Daryl is who he says he is.
17:44Who is he then?
17:45Sorry, I don't know what's going on here.
17:48I think there's been a little...
17:49You came to my recovery meeting, a sacred space for a lot of people, and pretended to be trying to
17:53get sober.
17:54Yeah, okay, and I've admitted that was a little...
17:56You told me that both your adopted parents were dead.
17:59And you missed having a family, which is why you wanted to meet your birth mother.
18:04You said you owned a successful vineyard, and that you had a brother in Perth, but you weren't close.
18:11Yeah, okay, look...
18:11Are any of those things not true?
18:14It's not how it sounds, okay?
18:16I...
18:17Your parents aren't dead, are they?
18:20They're both alive, actually.
18:23Your dad George is retired, and your mother Felicity is a prize-winning gardener.
18:26A prize-winning gardener?
18:28You don't own a vineyard either.
18:29Yes, I do.
18:31It was closed last year due to financial mismanagement, which means you're probably a little strapped for cash,
18:35which explains why you're borrowing money from our mother.
18:38You gave the money up? Fairly! Not again!
18:41Your brother doesn't live in Perth, does he?
18:44He lives in Melbourne.
18:45Well, that's not really the worst of it.
18:48Okay, listen, look, I can explain.
18:50How much did you give him?
18:51No, I'm paying her back.
18:53Yeah, that's what Finbar said.
18:54No, he didn't. He said it was a gift.
18:56Well, I told you, you shouldn't have let that money sit there.
19:00It's my money, and he's my son. He's not your son.
19:04What?
19:08What are you saying, Shiv?
19:09I don't believe you're her son.
19:12I don't believe you're our half-brother. I think you're a liar who set out to deceive us.
19:17No, no, no, no. Okay, yes, I've stretched the truth a little bit.
19:22A little bit?
19:22Yeah, but that's just because that's the only way I could get to meet her.
19:25You'd moved house. You weren't answering any of my letters, and you wouldn't introduce us because of all your own
19:31shit with her.
19:32I had to think of something.
19:36So, your adopted parents aren't dead?
19:40No.
19:42No, my adopted parents aren't dead. I made that up.
19:51So what happened to your vineyard?
19:53My business partner overspent, and I've got some debt from my divorce. It's a mess, okay, but I'm getting on
19:58top of it.
19:59So you're not in Europe on business?
20:00Yes, I am. Everything else that I've said is the truth.
20:05It is.
20:10Okay, look, maybe he's stretched the truth a little bit, and that's not great, but if Daryl says...
20:18His name's not Daryl.
20:22It's David, isn't it?
20:25My birth name was Daryl.
20:28But you're not Daryl. You're David Johnson.
20:31You grew up David Johnson. You went to school David Johnson.
20:34Does anyone know you as anyone other than David Johnson?
20:36No.
20:37And couldn't you just have told us from the start that your adopted parents changed your name?
20:41I mean, why lie and create fake online profiles unless you had something to gain?
20:46You only told us you were Daryl, and let us call you Daryl because you wanted her to believe you
20:52were her son.
20:53I am her son.
20:54How do I know?
20:59You know?
21:02Daryl was the name I gave my baby the last time I saw him.
21:07And you wanted me to think that that was you.
21:12You asked me for that money.
21:14You offered me that money?
21:17No.
21:18I don't think I did.
21:20Well, that's how they do it.
21:21They lie, they cheat.
21:23Oh, yeah, well, that's rich coming from you.
21:25Yeah, excuse me?
21:26Why would you lie about your business being closed?
21:29Oh, I don't know, mate, because I don't want to look like a total fucking failure the first time I
21:32met my birth mum.
21:33That's fair.
21:34I kind of get that.
21:35Well, I don't.
21:37There are no small lies, Daryl.
21:39Or...
21:40David.
21:41Once you tell one lie, no one can ever believe a word you say.
21:46Yeah, well, you're the expert, Shiv.
21:48What?
21:49Hey, man, there's no need to get personal.
21:50No, this whole fucking family does nothing but lie.
21:55She doesn't tell her ex that he has a kid.
21:58You haven't told the rest and you've been living here for weeks.
22:00What?
22:01And I'm guessing that you probably haven't told Jack that you made that complaint.
22:05You...
22:05What?
22:08You made the complaint?
22:09No.
22:10Well, look, this is not the time.
22:12Yeah, and don't for one second think that I don't know that you were on pills the other night, Shiv,
22:17right before you went and fucked him.
22:18Oh, Jesus, Shiv, you didn't.
22:20Yeah, I think your friends at your sacred sobriety meeting might have a little something to say about that, don't
22:24you?
22:25And don't even get me started.
22:26That's enough.
22:30I think you should leave.
22:33What?
22:35Uh, okay.
22:36Uh, okay, no.
22:38Yes.
22:39Yes, I have made some big mistakes, but...
22:42I don't know who you are, but I don't think you're my son.
22:48Please, go.
22:49No.
23:02You know what?
23:06Go fuck yourselves.
23:09I don't want to be a part of this shitty, fucked up family anyway.
23:14Fucking joke.
23:30You made the complaint against me?
23:32No, I didn't mean to.
23:33How much?
23:34You brought him into the house.
23:35Why did you humble him?
23:36That wasn't clear.
23:37How much money did you give him?
23:38Does it matter?
23:39I don't know.
23:40You deceived me.
23:40Just stop it.
23:41How could you do that?
23:43Really?
23:44Just stop it.
23:45Rory, stop it.
23:46I'm a liar.
23:47Please.
23:47Stop it.
23:48You know he's not telling me.
23:49Please, a liar.
23:51You're a liar.
23:52Please.
23:52Please, just stop it.
23:55Not now, Rory.
23:57Oh, God.
23:58It's the new owners.
24:02Dad!
24:29Who the hell ordered the wicker fucking coffin?
24:38Obviously, this is a very sad day for you all.
24:41But it is also an opportunity to celebrate Tom's...
24:49Oh, Jesus.
24:51Excuse me, Father.
24:53They own the house.
24:58Yes?
24:59We thought you might need some supplies.
25:01There's biscuits, tea, tissues.
25:04Thanks, we're already doing a show.
25:06We are so sorry for your loss.
25:09And we're sorry that we can't give you the house for the night.
25:12The builders are coming tomorrow for the renovation.
25:14They're removing him at five, so we've plenty of time.
25:16Do you mind if I just...
25:17I...
25:22Sorry, Father.
25:23Would you like anything?
25:23Tea? Coffee?
25:24Something stronger?
25:25I'm fine.
25:27I would just like to get to know Tom.
25:36For the sermon.
25:37Yes.
25:38He was a family man, clearly.
25:40Absolutely.
25:42Though we got divorced last year.
25:44Oh, I hadn't realised...
25:45But is anyone ever really divorced?
25:48Well...
25:49We had a long and happy marriage.
25:51And an open one.
25:53Because obviously there was Mina.
25:55Who's Mina?
25:56No one.
25:56She's not important.
26:00Siobhan, you're the eldest yet?
26:01Yes.
26:03Well, no.
26:04There was Carl before me, but he...
26:07died.
26:08Oh God, I am so sorry.
26:09And actually there was Daryl before Carl.
26:11Mum's first born, but not with Dad.
26:13What?
26:13We had a situation with an imposter.
26:15Let's not get into that now.
26:16If I hadn't been such a gullible fool,
26:19Tom might still be alive now.
26:24Right.
26:26Well, we might just say you are the eldest, just for now.
26:29No.
26:29And the eldest children, they're often the more responsible ones.
26:33God, no.
26:34I'm a total fuck-up.
26:36This is all my fault.
26:37Ask anyone.
26:39She's the responsible one.
26:42Caroline, yes, of course.
26:43You made Tom a grandfather.
26:44That must have brought him great happiness.
26:48Maybe...
26:49I don't know.
26:52Your fiancée is Rory?
26:53Yes.
26:54The baby's father?
26:55No, the baby's father is Shane.
26:57But the baby's name is Peter.
26:58Not anymore.
26:59What is it now?
27:01Pass.
27:03You, young man.
27:04You must be Anthony.
27:06What do you do with yourself?
27:07I got fired three days ago and put dog shit in my boss's handbag.
27:10Oh.
27:12You know, I think I will take something stronger.
27:15Just for the day that's in it.
27:18Okay.
27:20It's starting.
27:22Now, but we haven't...
27:23Come on, come on, come on.
27:23Up, up, up.
27:24People will be coming.
27:27Did you get the crisps?
27:28Oh, I got everything.
27:30Bread, booze, water biscuits.
27:32Great.
27:33Where's the baby?
27:34Nothing in my room.
27:35Uh, old room.
27:36Monitor's there.
27:37Right.
27:39Hey.
27:40Hey.
27:41Hey.
27:42Do you want to see him, love?
27:46Oh.
27:48Uh, uh, well...
27:50There's no rush.
27:50He's gonna be dead all day.
27:52Let's just get these to the kitchen, yeah?
27:54Okay, I've done a roster.
27:55A roster?
27:56I'm on drinks.
27:57Shiv's on sandwiches.
27:58Ant's gonna do greetings.
27:59I can't do this.
28:01Just open the door and smile.
28:02I don't want to do this.
28:04Ant.
28:06For fuck's sake.
28:07Maybe we should...
28:08Oh, don't you dare flake out of me today, Shiv.
28:09Okay?
28:10I need the manpower.
28:12Right, I'm reassigning roles.
28:13I'll do sandwiches.
28:14Shiv do drinks.
28:16Mom can do greetings.
28:17Greetings?
28:18Drinks?
28:19I really...
28:19Can you stop arguing and just get it done?
28:21You only have a few hours.
28:22I'll be in the kitchen making sandwiches.
28:30Mom...
28:30I'm so...
28:32That's me.
28:34Here we go.
28:37Aww.
28:38You're so soft to go.
28:41How are you doing?
28:42Oh, God.
28:43I'm so...
28:44Shit.
28:45Shit.
28:46Shit.
28:47Shit.
28:48Shit.
28:49Shit.
28:49Shit.
28:50Shit.
28:51Shit.
28:52Shit.
28:52Shit.
28:54Shit.
29:03I love you.
29:08Shit.
29:09Shit.
29:13Shit.
29:39Your sister set me up with more drink.
29:41Great.
29:43Drink.
29:45You're a new half of a whiskey man.
29:55Are they going to be out there all day?
29:56What's up to them?
29:58We could, like, go to the cinema or something.
30:03We're alright, aren't we?
30:04Yeah.
30:05Of course.
30:07Oh, um, a letter came for you.
30:12I wasn't sure if it was...
30:13Oh, thanks.
30:14...important.
30:16I was just desperate to lose your ex-husband and son at the same day.
30:21I'm a beggar's belief.
30:22I wouldn't describe Tom as my ex-husband.
30:26Well, I had my doubts about Daryl from the start.
30:30The smell of bad egg the moment I laid eyes on him.
30:34Shame other people weren't quite so perceptive.
30:38Can I get anyone a drink?
30:40I'm not drinking for out to upset.
30:43I'll just have a sherry.
30:53Hey, listen.
30:56I know there's a lot going on with Tom being dead and everything.
31:00And this might not be a good...
31:03I just wanted to say it in case I forget.
31:05That I think you're right.
31:08About moving out of Mom's.
31:10And renting somewhere of our own.
31:12And I'm open to it now.
31:17If you still are.
31:20Are you?
31:22Jack!
31:26Jack!
31:27You're here!
31:29Well, I wanted a support.
31:32You.
31:33You're so good.
31:34When you watch a man die in front of you, it changes it burn you.
31:37I don't think I'll be the same again.
31:39I don't think my work will be the same again.
31:40You poor love.
31:42If there's anything I can do.
31:44Actually, you couldn't hang these out, could you?
31:46Yeah.
31:47Sure?
31:50Where should I...
31:51There's people in here.
31:57Sorry for your loss.
32:00Thanks.
32:03Sandwich?
32:04He's a famous artist.
32:06My parents.
32:06Yes.
32:07Yes.
32:13He is.
32:21No...
32:26No...
32:27No...
32:27No.
32:27No...
32:27Yeah.
32:27No...
32:28No...
32:30No...
32:35No...
32:36Evening, son
32:40We didn't know we were ready
32:51Oh, no
32:56Will we break the grounds beneath
33:03What if the dreams are out of the key
33:11What if the silence set in
33:33Is Tom here today?
33:36No
33:36Are you open?
33:40Sorry
33:41Down for a coffee
33:45It's the best in Dublin
33:49I could make you a coffee
33:51What do you fancy?
33:53Latte, cappuccino, cortado
33:56Cortado?
33:57Yeah
33:58Cool
34:00God
34:02It's okay
34:02It's on Tom
34:16Jesus
34:17Shiv
34:17What?
34:18We need to talk
34:21Okay, look, Caroline
34:22I really don't want to be a flake today
34:24But I don't know how much longer I can be here
34:27The DNA test results came back
34:30He's our brother
34:33God, what have we done?
34:35Hey
34:35What?
34:36Sorry
34:38The new owners are wondering if they could use a toilet, the one in the shed
34:40No
34:45But they need to
34:45I said no
34:46Okay
34:47Caroline, we have to tell her
34:49We're not telling her today
34:50He's her son
34:51That she basically disowned this will kill her
34:53And I'm not organising two funerals by myself this week
34:56I organised the coffin
34:57Exactly
34:58Caroline, if we don't tell her now, it's just more lies
35:00So?
35:01So that is the problem with this fucking family
35:03You know when Dad was in hospital, he told
35:05You do not bring Dad up now
35:05It is not the time
35:07I just want to be honest
35:08I think that Jib has sailed
35:13Jib?
35:13Mum?
35:15Jib!
35:16Stop it!
35:17Mum?
35:18Well, I suppose there is some consolation to the fact that Daryl or David or whatever he was called
35:23Was a liar
35:24I mean, I've lost my house
35:27My husband
35:28But if he was never my son
35:30Well, that's one thing I haven't lost, I suppose
35:33Isn't it?
35:34Great
35:35What?
35:37Is everyone okay for drinks?
35:51Oh
35:55He looks sensational
35:58I still would
35:59I'm sorry?
36:01And you were?
36:02Oh
36:03Only Harrington
36:04Tom and I were lovers
36:07He's such a loss
36:09He was such a sensual man
36:15Samich?
36:18I don't mind if I do
36:30We cannot connect your call
36:45Hi, love
36:46Sorry about earlier
36:47Strange old day
36:50Just calling to make sure you're okay
36:53I know
36:56Sometimes life can be overwhelming
36:58Being a parent is certainly overwhelming at times
37:01But you can do this
37:02You're a strong person
37:03And you're going to be an amazing mother
37:05And that little baby is lucky to have you
37:07Remember that
37:09And you're both welcome here
37:11Anytime
37:12So remember that too
37:13Call me back
37:16Call me back
37:42Hey
37:43Hey
37:44Hey
37:45You're here
37:47How's it going?
37:50Well
37:52The one loving person in my life is dead
37:55But other than that
37:56Yeah
37:58Pisser
38:00Listen love
38:00I know you're in shock and everything
38:02But
38:02You've been acting a bit off lately
38:06There's nothing going on, is there?
38:08Other than
38:08You know
38:09The obvious
38:10That I should know about
38:14Not really
38:19Hello
38:19There is
38:20There is one
38:23Thing I probably should have told you
38:27Okay
38:27I went clubbing
38:30With Daryl last week and
38:35I thought about taking a pill
38:37I just thought maybe it wouldn't have been
38:38Been a big
38:40Because like it's not
38:41It's just a
38:43Social
38:43You know
38:43It's not like I'm going to get addicted to pills
38:45Yeah
38:46But it's a slippery slope
38:48One day it's a pill
38:49Next it's a vodka
38:50Next you're doing the strip tease
38:51On a mini bus to our club
38:52And anyway
38:53Once you're off your tits on that
38:54And you're not sober
38:55Are you so
38:56No
38:57Lucky I didn't then
39:05Mina
39:07Do you want to come in?
39:08I don't think I'm going to come
39:10Of course you're welcome
39:17What's she doing here?
39:21I don't want that woman in my house
39:23No firstly it's not your house
39:24Don't get smart
39:25She's dad's fiancee mom
39:27She's not his fiancee
39:28She threw his ring back in his face
39:30He was waiting for your blessing
39:33Mom
39:35She's lost him too
39:39What would dad have wanted?
39:48Sorry everyone
39:49Can I ask you to clear the room for a minute?
39:52I'd like a moment
39:53With Tom
40:07Not you
40:08Not you
40:11Not you
40:14Not you
40:35But you
40:44You would have made him very happy.
40:49I'll give you a moment alone.
41:26Hey. Hey.
41:32These are for you.
41:34Thanks.
41:35I'm sorry for your loss.
41:40And I'm sorry for being a massive fucking dickhead, too.
42:30I'm sorry for being a massive dickhead.
42:39Listen, I get it.
42:41I have to be a complete psychopath not to want a drink right now.
43:02We've done too many funerals in this house.
43:13Do you remember Carl's?
43:15He did a load of drugs and had sex in the bathroom.
43:18I don't remember that.
43:23Want to do it again?
43:29Sorry, bad joke.
43:33He had a near-death experience, you know.
43:36Dad, before he actually died, he saw the light.
43:42Right.
43:44And heard a voice.
43:46My voice.
43:49Telling him to be honest.
43:53He said it was the thing he admired most about me.
43:59By honesty.
44:01And do you know what the really fucked up thing is?
44:04Ever since he said that, I've done nothing but lie to everyone.
44:10I didn't even know I was doing it.
44:15That's how truly fucked I really am.
44:18Right.
44:22Honestly, it can be a bit overrated.
44:25Being honest with a couple of women in my time, it did not pay off.
44:35You really hurt me.
44:38I know.
44:42Because you really fucking hurt me too.
44:44Yeah.
44:45But this time, I really thought we had a shot.
44:49That night we spent together was so connected.
44:52Yeah, I was on pills, Jack.
44:54OK, well, there's no need to knock my experience.
44:56You only ever want me when you can't have me.
44:58Like, if you're with someone else, or I'm with someone else, or I'm on pills.
45:04That's not true.
45:06There's a thing called love shit.
45:10Yeah.
45:13I just don't think this is it.
45:20We almost work.
45:22So does the drink.
45:27That's why I keep going back.
45:42So are we going to your studio or what?
45:50She's a collector.
45:52Right.
45:56You know, your dad saw you for who you are.
46:02Not everybody gets that.
46:04See you around.
46:05See you around.
46:07Oh, my God.
46:37Where have you been?
46:37I'm telling Mum about Daryl.
46:39What?
46:40What?
46:40What about Daryl?
46:43She has...
46:44Mum, there's something I need to...
46:48Sorry, Rita.
46:49She, please don't do this.
46:51We're almost at the end of the day.
46:52What's going on?
46:53Mum, there's something I need to tell you.
46:54And it's not easy and it's not the right time.
46:57But I have to say it because I have to be honest.
47:00Because this family have told so many lies
47:02and I don't want to be a part of that anymore.
47:03So I'm just going to come out and say it.
47:05I'm just going to say it.
47:06Whatever the consequence is, okay?
47:11You were a terrible mother.
47:14Shiv!
47:14Oh, dear God.
47:15And it's not because you didn't feed me
47:17and it's not because you didn't clothe me
47:19and it's not because you didn't love me
47:20because I know you love me.
47:22But I've never felt that you liked me.
47:27And I know you think I killed that.
47:29What?
47:30And I'm not saying that you...
47:31I don't think you killed Tom.
47:34I think I probably killed him.
47:36Actually, I've been wondering if maybe we all kind of killed him.
47:40Oh, Jesus Christ.
47:41Ventricular fibrillation killed him, okay?
47:43It's a medical condition.
47:44There's nothing any of us could have done.
47:45Okay, well, even if you think I didn't actually kill him,
47:48I know you think I made his life more difficult
47:51all our lives, don't you?
47:53Oh, for God's sake, Shiv.
47:55You really pick your moments.
47:57I've tried so hard to make it up to you
47:59and it's never good enough.
48:00I'm so tired of trying and trying
48:03and never being able to take my eyes off myself
48:05or trust myself or just let go.
48:08Because if I do, God knows how I'm going to fuck things up.
48:12And I know you're standing there looking at me
48:14and you think the same
48:15and it makes me so fucking angry, Bernie,
48:17the way you judge me, the way you...
48:19What do you want from me here, Shiv?
48:22To say that you're right,
48:24that you did make our lives more difficult,
48:27that I do find it hard to like you,
48:29that every time I look at you I see myself
48:32and the 18-year-old girl who got herself pregnant
48:35and fucked up all her chances.
48:39Fine.
48:40You're right.
48:44Happy.
48:55I see you standing there with that drink in your hand
48:57and it's everything I never want to be.
48:59Well, maybe I didn't want to be it either.
49:01Maybe if life had gone the way I wanted,
49:03I wouldn't have lost two sons.
49:06Maybe I wouldn't have gotten married.
49:07Maybe I wouldn't have bought this house
49:09and maybe I would have travelled the fucking world.
49:12And maybe I wouldn't have had any bloody kids at all.
49:15Bit harsh.
49:17The only person who ever accepted me is gone.
49:20The only person who ever accepted me is gone too.
49:23The only person who was ever there for me is gone.
49:27So,
49:28we're all on our own
49:30and we all have to live with it.
49:34That's just the way it is.
49:36So,
49:37grow up!
49:44I'm so sorry to interrupt.
49:46This is all
49:47very
49:48intense.
49:50But the
49:51undertakers are here.
49:52Let's give the family
49:54some privacy.
49:55Is that wise?
49:56They might kill each other.
50:38No.
50:39No.
50:40Please don't.
50:41Take him.
50:44Shiv.
50:45I'm not ready.
50:46I'm not ready.
50:48Shiv.
50:48I can't do this.
50:50I can't.
50:51Shiv.
50:52I'm not ready.
50:53I'm not ready to say goodbye.
51:03Shiv.
51:06Oh,
51:07Oh,
51:09let go.
51:10You can let go.
51:12I gotcha.
51:20I'm sorry you got left with the shit,
51:23parent.
51:23Mom.
51:24Oh,
51:25let's not kid ourselves.
51:26You did.
51:32But I'm here.
51:34And I'm your mother.
51:39And you're not on your own.
51:46We have to be
51:47Tom for each other now.
51:55We have to let him go.
52:02We have to let him go.
52:20Tom for each other.
52:24We have to put us,
52:27we have to let him go.
52:32We have to let him go.
52:37We have to let him go.
52:40We have to let him go.
52:47What if the dreams were ours to keep?
52:56What if the silence said it?
53:03We didn't know we were ready We didn't know we were ready
53:11What if the silence said it?
53:14What if the silence said it?
53:28I'm sorry, we're going to take back the house now if that's okay.
53:32My husband absolutely is dying to use the loo. Irritable Belle.
53:41Thank you for letting us have this. It means a lot. You're welcome.
53:47They will be needing their keys back.
53:49Oh!
53:51Everyone's keys?
53:53Yeah.
54:04We will be changing the locks, but just in case.
54:19I'll see you tomorrow.
54:33It doesn't even feel like our house anymore anyway.
54:35No.
54:46What's that?
54:48Oh.
54:55It's addressed to us.
54:59It's...
55:00It's from Australia.
55:02What?
55:03Vine Creek.
55:05Wasn't that the name of Daryl's vineyard?
55:07Oh my god, you forgot to tell her.
55:08You made that big fucking speech and you never told her.
55:11Tell me what?
55:13Is it about Daryl?
55:15The DNA test results came back.
55:20Daryl is your son.
55:22Oh my god.
55:25So everything he said was true?
55:27No.
55:27Not at all.
55:28Although that does seem to be his vineyard which is...
55:31Cool.
55:31I always knew he was a fucking legend.
55:33Well where is he now?
55:35We don't know.
55:37Well can't we phone him?
55:38He's blocked us.
55:40Blocked us?
55:41He's probably back in Australia.
55:43Then we have to go to Australia.
55:45We have a funeral.
55:47Why would he block us?
55:48Because he hates us.
55:50He doesn't hate us.
55:51We're his family.
55:52He just hasn't learned to love us yet.
56:07That's my daughter in the water.
56:10Everything she owns I bought her.
56:14Everything she owns.