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00:01:07Some people find themselves when they're very young.
00:01:11Others, like me, can take a lifetime.
00:01:58Some people find themselves when they're very young.
00:01:59Some people find themselves when they're very young.
00:02:14Some people find themselves when they're very young.
00:02:28you look ridiculous why don't you shower and dress at the pool who cares look like a reject from the
00:02:35home funny sorry Evan I'm sorry shut up are we still on for tonight yep nine everybody's coming
00:02:46I got shell two tickets to reggae fest what's it's from us she's I can't afford that she knows who
00:02:53pays for this shit well do you have a gift for her Evan what the fuck I'm gonna pretend this
00:03:01is funny
00:03:01because we don't use them what are you looking for um here look I am trying to help you what
00:03:11do
00:03:11you want to give to her I can't afford $200 concert tickets Chris it just it looks oh hey stop
00:03:17up
00:03:17here what a yard sale gift Evan come on just drop me off oh okay how are you gonna get
00:03:25home go get
00:03:25gas and come back in 10 minutes why do you always have to prove 10 minutes
00:03:43that's one of a kind yeah you don't see those anymore yeah it is oh my goodness
00:03:54wow oh isn't she beautiful that was my wife she's gorgeous
00:04:01well I won't take the slide but how much do you want for this oh I don't know it's an
00:04:10original it's
00:04:11that was the price back then yeah so with inflation I'll let you have it for eight
00:04:19well it's certainly worth eight but how do you feel about five
00:04:27you're such a lovely lady okay thank you thank you very much
00:04:35ten dollars still works comes with two roll of film too oh I was just looking I took movies of
00:04:44my
00:04:44kids growing up with this thing it served me well I suppose you use your camera phone huh
00:04:53and sometimes this is pretty cool it's funny you kids use your phones to shoot HD video then you try
00:05:02to make it look like old film you might as well start with the real thing do you know anything
00:05:09about
00:05:09editing the film yeah there's in one of those boxes over there ten dollars oh take the camera come back
00:05:20in a
00:05:21few weeks when you've had the film process if I haven't sold the editor I'll give it to you seriously
00:05:28I'm Harry by the way you're Evan I might never come back I'll see you in a couple of weeks
00:05:50you guys should come up the coast with us next week Fish is letting us stay in his parents house
00:05:53in
00:05:53Monterey I don't think I can grant seven you should let me talk to him I don't like this you
00:05:58should okay
00:05:58what the hell are you wearing Chris's idea clearly you gotta take all that off though honey because you
00:06:06look like a star track doll but anyways let's get a blowjob from the bartender and maybe a drink
00:06:15so what drink would get us the drunkest some shots
00:06:20I'm sure you do it doubles
00:06:22I'm sure you do it doubles
00:06:26is it on right?
00:06:30I can tell this
00:06:34it's so adorable together
00:06:37this guy Magellan like crossed into the ocean he called the Pacific you know he called that because it was
00:06:42so calm
00:06:43like you know like because the word Pacific comes from the word like passed by or pacifist and it means
00:06:49that because it means the root word which means
00:06:51um like calm and peaceful and you know that's why it's called the calm ocean you know like because
00:06:56there are no hurricanes in the Pacific because it's just like really you know like cool and it's just like
00:07:02peaceful
00:07:03and like it's really cool out there
00:07:05hey babe
00:07:05hey hey
00:07:07time to go
00:07:08is it?
00:07:09yes
00:07:10I think you've entertained enough for one night
00:07:12that's good
00:07:12hey
00:07:13hey
00:07:14well it's been great to meet you
00:07:17thank you very much
00:07:17I can't wait to see you guys again
00:07:19we're going to catch up
00:07:20really soon
00:07:21really soon
00:07:22thank you
00:07:23just
00:07:24hold on me
00:07:54thank you
00:07:56thank you
00:07:57they figured out why bartenders are so cute
00:07:59you just figured that out
00:08:02didn't even have to pay you for a single drink last night
00:08:05I would've
00:08:06I would've
00:08:07the guy tipped in pretty well
00:08:10yeah
00:08:12you were real fun last night
00:08:16why?
00:08:17I don't know I just haven't seen you that relaxed in a while
00:08:20I don't know
00:08:21and then you agreed to go on that trip
00:08:25what trip?
00:08:28trip with fish and shell and everyone else up to Monterey
00:08:31yeah yeah
00:08:34I can't go on a trip I'm so broke
00:08:36oh my god Evan shut up
00:08:38okay
00:08:38that's why you're living here
00:08:40as long as my parents don't find out you're fine
00:08:44every time I heard you last night it was
00:08:46oh my god I'm so broke
00:08:48you know what nobody cares so shut up
00:08:53well do you want to go?
00:08:54yes I want to go okay
00:08:56I am so sick of this town right now
00:08:59like I've done everything I can do here
00:09:08gotta go bye
00:09:14you're going with us to get used to it
00:09:24hey Evan I've been calling for you
00:09:26sorry
00:09:29what's up?
00:09:30fucking exhumes
00:09:32I know right
00:09:34hey Michelle's party was a blast
00:09:37or do you remember Michelle's party?
00:09:39I was pretty trashed
00:09:41yeah that's the thing Evan
00:09:43you're uh
00:09:43you're pretty trashed a lot lately
00:09:48are you depressed?
00:09:49no
00:09:51I don't know
00:09:53thinking about leaving school
00:09:54I'm gonna maybe get a job and save up some money for a while
00:09:58boo
00:09:59I thought
00:10:00I thought Chris was helping you out
00:10:02I don't want him to help
00:10:04Evan you should let him help you
00:10:05help always comes at a price
00:10:11you guys aren't uh breaking up are you?
00:10:13no
00:10:15it's just not a good day
00:10:39oh my god
00:10:43oh my god
00:10:47oh my god
00:10:49oh my god
00:11:19I know I've been a complete asshole.
00:11:25I just want you to be happy, okay?
00:11:30Sometimes it seems like it's impossible to make you happy.
00:11:34I know.
00:11:36I'm sorry.
00:11:54I'm sorry.
00:12:03You're not going to swim laps, go to the kiddie pool.
00:12:05I'm sorry.
00:12:18Evan?
00:12:20Evan, they're outside.
00:12:22What are you doing?
00:12:23I don't want to forget anything.
00:12:25Do you have your toothbrush?
00:12:26Yes.
00:12:27Do you have your phone charger?
00:12:29Yes.
00:12:29Do you have your aspirin?
00:12:30Do you have your allergy shit?
00:12:31Do you have your lube?
00:12:33Yes.
00:12:34Good.
00:12:34Then you have everything.
00:12:35Come on, let's go.
00:12:36Yes.
00:12:37Evan, oh my god.
00:12:38Come on, let's go.
00:12:39And don't forget to lock the door.
00:12:49Tick tock.
00:12:51I'm coming.
00:12:54They talk but don't say much.
00:12:57You're sleeping in shadows.
00:12:59They cut your lunch.
00:13:01You're like a beauty star, like a tight line.
00:13:04You come to me with more, but with something late.
00:13:08And this feeling's so distressed, but at least you know.
00:13:12When I decide to call you, just come back.
00:13:15Running home is feeling so distraught.
00:13:17At least you know.
00:13:19Until you decide to know what it is I'm running from.
00:13:23Cause I, I, I, I, I feel so really lost.
00:13:28I know that you were right in saying that
00:13:31I, I, I, I, I, I get it so confused.
00:13:38Cause I, I, I, I feel so really lost.
00:13:43I know that you were right in saying that
00:13:46I, I, I, I, I get it so confused.
00:13:56Can't let it go.
00:14:00When you know that you're in my head.
00:14:03You smell it too.
00:14:07It smells a spice from the despair.
00:14:11Can't let it go.
00:14:15That you were told to look away
00:14:18And what you know
00:14:22I guess the pain is losing
00:14:26And I'm still with you
00:14:30So I put it in just a dream
00:14:34I lost it all in it's worth
00:14:37But did I really happen to again?
00:14:50I lost it all in it's worth
00:15:30Most people know where they come from
00:15:35They have ancestors
00:15:39They have family in another town or another country or down the street
00:15:46They have family reunions
00:15:51Swap treasured family recipes
00:15:56Draw complicated genealogical histories
00:16:03But not me
00:16:05My family could be living next door to me and I never know it
00:16:14They may as well be strangers in the street
00:16:42Are you okay?
00:16:45Yeah
00:16:51Are you okay?
00:16:53Yeah, of course
00:17:00Yes
00:17:05Yes
00:17:07Yes
00:17:16Yes
00:17:17Yes
00:17:19Yes
00:17:21Yes
00:17:23Yes
00:17:41What's that?
00:17:44Oh, cool.
00:17:53That's money well spent.
00:17:56Don't even have anything to play them on.
00:17:59That old guy said let me use his.
00:18:01I told you that.
00:18:11Do you have a paper due or something?
00:18:42Yes?
00:18:44Hi, is Harry here?
00:18:47Not right now, why?
00:18:48Oh, I bought this camera at his yard sale last month and he said if I got the film the
00:18:54process that I could use his editor.
00:18:56He did?
00:18:57Yeah.
00:19:00Is he here?
00:19:01I got the film.
00:19:05Look, why don't you meet me in the garage, okay?
00:19:07Okay.
00:19:16What else did my dad promise you?
00:19:18Evan.
00:19:19Evan.
00:19:19I'm Peter.
00:19:21Oh, he said to show me how to edit this stuff.
00:19:32Oh, I've been looking for this.
00:19:33Hey, could you put this over there for me?
00:19:35Thanks.
00:19:41I think this is what you're looking for.
00:19:43I guess so.
00:19:45Yeah, that's the projector.
00:19:47But not the bulb still works.
00:19:49Same with the viewer.
00:19:52Might need a little more glue.
00:19:53The splicer still works though.
00:19:55Look, you can just take it all.
00:19:57Are you sure your dad won't mind?
00:20:01Yeah, he died a few weeks ago.
00:20:03Oh, I'm really sorry.
00:20:05We're just boxing up his stuff to donate, so might as well have it.
00:20:09Look, I don't know how to use this stuff.
00:20:11He'll probably figure it out.
00:20:12If I'd known, I never would.
00:20:14It's okay.
00:20:16No, he'd want someone to have it that could use it.
00:20:19Seriously.
00:20:19And there's a whole box of old family movies he's shot too, so.
00:20:22My sister has them on DVD.
00:20:24I can't just take your family films.
00:20:27It's okay.
00:20:28It'll be trashed.
00:20:29All right.
00:20:30Maybe you can use me to practice one.
00:20:32Okay.
00:20:33Okay.
00:20:34Okay.
00:20:43Wow.
00:20:45I love that place.
00:20:47It's really pretty.
00:20:49Mm-hmm.
00:20:56Oh, my God.
00:20:57Shit.
00:20:59Oh, my God.
00:21:00He almost died just then.
00:21:02Oh, my God.
00:21:03I can't believe it.
00:21:08Shelling her fucking gift shops.
00:21:15Hmm.
00:21:16Mm-hmm.
00:21:20That's your beach.
00:21:23Yeah.
00:21:26I'd love to go swim there someday.
00:21:29Hmm.
00:21:32Is that all of it?
00:21:33Is that it?
00:21:34There's another roll.
00:21:37I'm hearing one over here.
00:21:43I don't know why you're messing with this stuff.
00:21:45Seems like a lot of work.
00:21:48I bought a book today.
00:21:50It shows me how to splice the film.
00:21:51Mm-hmm.
00:21:52I think there's something about all these boxes.
00:21:56Can you find one thing to be positive about?
00:22:02I think your film is good.
00:22:03I just want things to be easier for you.
00:22:07Oh, hang on, hang on.
00:22:36I often wonder what it would be like to see myself as a child.
00:22:41Being cared for by strangers.
00:22:47Would I look happy?
00:22:49Or just confused?
00:22:56There seems to be an upside to having no family connections.
00:23:00There are no parental expectations.
00:23:04Discussions about what physical traits I assumed from my father or grandfather.
00:23:09No warnings of deadly illnesses that were in a family.
00:23:13No need to send aunt somebody a birthday card.
00:23:21I was born and abandoned like any animal.
00:23:24Everything that is mine.
00:23:27Everything that is mine, is mine.
00:24:08we chose this wall for people to becargy for people.
00:24:09Well, you know, because ofιάitara dominates the Look,
00:24:13some of them to be seen,
00:24:13I'm certainly pleased that.
00:24:13I good at work here to freaking out and acknowledge my family.
00:24:22I was thinking that there's always a little wish.
00:24:31I don't know.
00:25:02Evan?
00:25:07Evan, open up.
00:25:08I gotta pee.
00:25:19Okay, I don't think I need to tell you how weird this is.
00:25:23It's not weird.
00:25:24It's only a dark room in our house.
00:25:26Whatever.
00:25:27Get up.
00:25:39How are we at the same car we handed to us on?
00:25:42Same color and everything.
00:25:45Fascinating.
00:25:45And a little creepy.
00:25:49It's charming.
00:25:50Whatever you say.
00:25:57Hey.
00:25:59Are you going to stay inside all day?
00:26:02You know, it's summer out there.
00:26:05I'm working on a film project.
00:26:10Do you want to have dinner on the beach later?
00:26:12Maybe.
00:26:13Maybe.
00:26:13Maybe.
00:26:14Maybe.
00:26:14Or is it amazing or never even used to sit inside the house?
00:27:01It's not visible, you know.
00:27:08Sorry about that, Peter.
00:27:10Why are you filming me?
00:27:13I don't know.
00:27:19I think I'm in over my head here.
00:27:22I don't know how my dad kept up with all this stuff.
00:27:25He loved his roses.
00:27:30Oh my god, you were as bad as he was.
00:27:32Sorry, I found a little sad.
00:27:42You're old enough, aren't you?
00:27:44I'm 22.
00:27:49Cheers.
00:27:52So you've been making a lot of movies?
00:27:54Probably too many.
00:27:55Yeah?
00:27:56To learn how to edit?
00:27:57It's pretty cool, actually.
00:27:58I've been watching your whole movies.
00:28:01Ah, vacations by the beach.
00:28:03That's a lot of beach, from what I recall.
00:28:07Yeah, those are the only vacations we actually took as a family.
00:28:10Can I give you a hand with this?
00:28:12Know anything about gardening?
00:28:14A little.
00:28:14I used to see someone in the houses I grew up in.
00:28:17Sure.
00:28:23Yeah, he's getting cold or something.
00:28:32I got a恋 when we walked again.
00:28:34Only the water andmax is stuck on.
00:28:35I'll see you guys now.
00:28:35Go back, Jacob.
00:28:35Come back, Jacob.
00:28:35Cathy!
00:28:35Go back, Jacob.
00:28:36Let's see.
00:28:37Don't get put away, Jacob.
00:28:37Right now.
00:28:38Web Ted N ligne here.
00:28:39If he has anyeloid, he doesn't take care of the care worker.
00:28:40How can I get a pair of water?
00:29:41This house looks really familiar from all the movies I've been watching.
00:29:48Who's that kid in all your home movies?
00:29:54Is he your brother?
00:29:57That must be Mark.
00:29:59Mark was my best friend growing up.
00:30:03Is he in them a lot?
00:30:04I haven't seen him in a while.
00:30:14You wouldn't want a job, would you?
00:30:16Doing what?
00:30:17Tending the garden and the pool.
00:30:20It's not very glamorous but I really need something to do it and I can pay you.
00:30:24It would come once a week.
00:30:26It doesn't need much.
00:30:28Cleaning out, checking the pump, testing the water.
00:30:32Can I use it?
00:30:33Yeah, of course you can use it.
00:30:35Come on, take the job.
00:30:37I think you'll like it.
00:30:38I'm a good boss.
00:30:43Can I use it?
00:30:47I'm a good boss.
00:30:49I'm a good boss.
00:30:51I can use it slowly.
00:31:01I can wear it on the full-time.
00:31:25I think I'm going to take Hume with Caldwell.
00:31:27Oh, really?
00:31:28Yeah, I hear he's hard, but, uh, he's like...
00:31:31I haven't heard the best things about it, to be honest.
00:31:33But he has, like, three chili peppers on Rate My Professors, so I think that's an incentive.
00:31:40This is so gorge.
00:31:43I'm kind of jealous.
00:31:45You're in Cheryl's place is really nice, too, though.
00:31:47Well, I know, but you have this view, and I want it.
00:31:52Is this, like, little, yeah, there's a little, like, box you, like, put the film in, like...
00:31:56Oh!
00:31:57You have to, like, cut it out and, like, put it back together.
00:31:59It's like taking out a piece of, like, a section of the, of the film.
00:32:03Oh, wow!
00:32:04So you, like, take out a section and, like, you blow it back together.
00:32:06Here.
00:32:07You need to...
00:32:07Where is it?
00:32:09There it is.
00:32:11There.
00:32:11You can see it now.
00:32:14What did you guys do for your birthday?
00:32:15Just you two.
00:32:16Because you have to do something specifically with, like, your rava on your birthday.
00:32:21Yeah, I don't know.
00:32:22I mean...
00:32:23We had sex.
00:32:25Yeah.
00:32:25Yeah.
00:32:26Super sex.
00:32:27It's...
00:32:27It's all that really matters.
00:32:29Yeah.
00:32:30Fixed.
00:32:31Maybe that fixes every problem.
00:32:39Yay!
00:32:40Wait.
00:32:40Wait.
00:32:41Wait.
00:32:41Wait.
00:32:42Where are the candles?
00:32:44He doesn't like candles.
00:32:46Dude!
00:32:47What the age?
00:32:48He doesn't like candles on their birthday.
00:32:51It's sacrilegious, isn't it?
00:32:53I don't like candles.
00:32:54They don't like candles on their birthday.
00:32:54They ruin the cake.
00:32:56I'm weird.
00:32:57I know.
00:32:58Whatever.
00:32:58We'll never wish you guys a cake.
00:33:00I don't make wishes, either.
00:33:02I just...
00:33:03All the birthday traditions.
00:33:05Dara, Meduane, Kim.
00:33:07I like it big.
00:33:08Someone help him.
00:33:09Dirty, dirty.
00:33:10No!
00:33:12You guys, I'm a birthday.
00:33:15This is the most provocative birthday I've ever had.
00:33:19Dirty, dirty.
00:33:33Take a break.
00:34:06You have a beautiful house.
00:34:08Thanks.
00:34:09I grew up here.
00:34:11We were like the only people in the neighborhood that actually stayed in one place.
00:34:17That's why I grew up with my dad when he started getting old.
00:34:20I figured I'd end up with the house anyways.
00:34:23It's kind of nice knowing I'd be back here.
00:34:28Where'd you grow up?
00:34:30Everywhere, it seems.
00:34:32I lived in six different places by the time I was 13.
00:34:38Army brat?
00:34:40Group homes and foster homes.
00:34:44What, are you like an orphan?
00:34:47I guess so.
00:34:52How did that happen?
00:34:54I know my mother had me when she was 16 and she couldn't support a baby.
00:34:58Yeah, but what about your dad?
00:35:00I don't know anything about him.
00:35:01One of my socials told me that no other living relative could be found.
00:35:09I guess I've never really known an orphan.
00:35:12I had a pretty normal life.
00:35:14A couple of nice foster parents for a while.
00:35:18They were really sweet, but...
00:35:20I could only really feel sorry for me.
00:35:31How about a swim?
00:35:48I sank, I sank.
00:35:50Don't worry, you're okay.
00:35:51I'm okay.
00:35:52I want to get out!
00:35:53Just calm down, let me.
00:35:54Calm down.
00:35:55It's okay.
00:35:55It's okay.
00:35:56I'm fine.
00:35:57My arm is okay.
00:35:58I'm fine.
00:35:59I'm fine.
00:36:02Just relax, just relax.
00:36:04In the sky.
00:36:06You see that plane?
00:36:08Yes.
00:36:09Just keep looking at that plane. Just look at that plane and just relax.
00:36:14Good. Paddle your arms a little slowly by the side. Paddle your arms.
00:36:22See?
00:36:24You're floating.
00:36:26Are you?
00:36:43Who taught you how to swim?
00:36:45My foster dad. My first foster dad.
00:36:48Used to stay in the community center on the weekends.
00:36:52Yeah, I used to be on my high school swim team.
00:36:55Do laps whenever I can.
00:37:01You know when you'll be back?
00:37:03Tuesday, if that's okay.
00:37:05Yeah, sure.
00:37:09Actually, I was wondering if you want to come to my school on Wednesday night.
00:37:13Oh, why?
00:37:14Well, I made a film.
00:37:16From all your home movies.
00:37:18They're actually playing at our school's film festival. I hope that's okay.
00:37:23You did?
00:37:24Yeah.
00:37:27I guess. As long as our good.
00:37:30We'll have to see.
00:37:37Where is he?
00:37:38He's inside.
00:37:39Have you seen this yet?
00:37:40No.
00:37:41He didn't show it to me.
00:37:43He didn't show it to me.
00:37:44Yeah.
00:37:44I don't know.
00:37:45I don't know.
00:37:47I'm gonna go.
00:37:48Holy fucking rainbows.
00:37:51I had no idea this was such a big deal, you guys.
00:37:54Where is the red carpet?
00:37:55And the go-go boys.
00:37:57Where are the go-go boys?
00:37:58Why would there be go-go boys?
00:38:00I always want go-go boys.
00:38:01Let's kiss his face.
00:38:07Let's kiss his face.
00:38:11Go.
00:38:17This is the cold.
00:38:18Okay.
00:38:24Yes.
00:38:24No.
00:38:29No.
00:38:30No.
00:38:31No.
00:38:31No.
00:38:48I don't think it's disrespectful.
00:38:50Well, I do.
00:38:51Well, you'll learn about these things as you get older.
00:38:53You don't care, do you?
00:38:54Evie, we have guests.
00:39:22Family photos in movies are windows into the past.
00:39:29When I see old photos of people I know, I try to imagine what they were like back then.
00:39:37I wonder what moments in their lives made them who they are today.
00:39:44This is Peter.
00:39:48His father shot hours of movies of him growing up.
00:39:54Family vacations, birthdays, holidays.
00:40:01Most of which Peter spent with his best friend, Mark.
00:40:08Some people would see these as random moments in Peter's life.
00:40:13I see a father whose love for his son created a capsule of their time together.
00:40:19A record of a childhood, friendship, and family now lost to time.
00:40:28When I bought a vintage 8mm camera at an old man's garage sale, I had no idea the history
00:40:35that came with it.
00:40:39This is my friend Peter, today.
00:40:43I shot these movies of him.
00:40:46With his father's camera.
00:41:13With his father's camera.
00:41:18With his father's water.
00:41:19He sent them to help me.
00:41:21With his father's camera.
00:41:25With his father's camera.
00:41:27With his father's camera.
00:41:33With his dad's camera.
00:41:37Hey.
00:41:40Hi.
00:41:42Hello.
00:41:42Hi.
00:41:43Hi.
00:41:44Hi.
00:41:45Hi.
00:41:50Look, I know you're a beer drinker, but this is all I have.
00:42:03Did I cross the line?
00:42:07Well, I erased it.
00:42:11Your film made me see things differently.
00:42:15My dad, Mark.
00:42:18I didn't mean to upset you.
00:42:21No, it's okay.
00:42:24I'd forgotten so much until I saw this.
00:42:31The way you put it together was just so unexpected.
00:42:37It was a very nice tribute to my dad.
00:42:42Well, how did you know about Mark?
00:42:44And did I tell you about him?
00:42:46You just mentioned that he was your friend.
00:42:54His family moved away and suddenly we didn't talk.
00:42:58We didn't write.
00:43:01Something happened to him.
00:43:08And he changed.
00:43:11He changed in ways that I couldn't even understand.
00:43:19I just wish I'd known how to help him, make him better.
00:43:29And then one day they just found him.
00:43:35He was 17.
00:43:41And I think I just tried not to think about him all these years.
00:43:45You know?
00:43:48I think subconsciously I couldn't even watch those films because I felt powerless and weak.
00:43:56And I just thought of him as a friend that was gone.
00:44:03But he was so much more than that.
00:44:11You're a friend like that?
00:44:15One of my foster brothers.
00:44:17He was about six foot tall.
00:44:21Kept me out of trouble.
00:44:23For care of me.
00:44:25I had such a crush on him.
00:44:29Maybe that's what I was seeing in your films.
00:44:34I'm really sorry if it upset you.
00:44:37No, it's okay.
00:44:40Sometimes it's good to be shaken up a bit.
00:44:46Hey, I should go.
00:44:48My boyfriend and some people are having a party for me and I'm late.
00:44:53I'm kind of terrified to hear what they thought.
00:44:56Oh.
00:44:59So we're okay?
00:45:02Yeah, of course.
00:45:14Good night.
00:45:18Good night.
00:45:29Oh my god!
00:45:31Finally!
00:45:32He showed up to his own party!
00:45:34Oh my god, honey.
00:45:36You were amazing tonight.
00:45:38Congratulations.
00:45:39Thanks.
00:45:39Where have you been?
00:45:40Great job!
00:45:42I'm sorry everyone.
00:45:44Peter need a little consoling honey, you have a lot of catching up to do
00:45:59Thanks for coming everyone
00:46:05Yeah, where's Chris?
00:46:09He's inside
00:46:14He's so mad
00:46:16Should I take him off?
00:46:18Tantrum
00:46:19Yeah, he might be getting sick in there
00:46:25Hey, how are you doing?
00:46:28Do you want to go home?
00:46:29No, I'm fine
00:46:31Are you pissed at me?
00:46:35Yeah, yeah I am
00:46:38We came here tonight and we watched your film
00:46:41And you know, I was giving you
00:46:43I was talking you up
00:46:45I was giving you all the support that you say that I never give to you
00:46:50And then what, you don't show up here for like two hours
00:46:54I'm sorry Chris, Peter was really upset
00:46:56Um, huh
00:46:57You know what, I'm a little sick
00:47:01Of uh, hearing that meme
00:47:02Right now
00:47:05You know
00:47:08I know he paid you for something, but uh
00:47:12What exactly is that?
00:47:14Exactly
00:47:15If he's gardening in the pool, you know that
00:47:17God, I'm finally making a little money
00:47:19I thought you'd be happy
00:47:20Yeah, and what else?
00:47:22Oh God, you're so drunk, Chris
00:47:23No, you know what, it's fine
00:47:24You know, if you're fucking him
00:47:25It's fine
00:47:26You can tell me
00:47:27I don't, never mind
00:47:27You can tell me
00:47:28Chris, settle down, I'm not
00:47:29You know, you're over there like
00:47:31One whole day a week
00:47:32Anything could be going on
00:47:34It's just
00:47:35You know, in that film
00:47:37Tonight
00:47:37He's obviously a homo
00:47:38And he wants you for his little garden boy
00:47:40Okay, okay
00:47:42Let's just go home and talk about this
00:47:43You know what, Amy worked really hard
00:47:45For this party
00:47:46And I think you should stay
00:47:49I think you should stay
00:47:50And enjoy the party
00:47:56Fish, can you tell him he's drunk and has to go home?
00:47:59Stop it, just leave me alone
00:48:00Chris, what the fuck?
00:48:01Sorry, everybody, just leave me alone
00:48:03Come on, let me take
00:48:04Hey, fuck off
00:48:04Hey, I'll get home on my own
00:48:09Chris, what's wrong with you?
00:48:10What's wrong with you?
00:48:12You're acting like a fucking asshole
00:48:14You know what, you
00:48:16You are what's wrong with me
00:48:18What did I do?
00:48:19I don't need you anymore
00:48:21Because you don't need me anymore
00:48:24What are you talking about?
00:48:26Your film
00:48:28It was
00:48:31Incredible
00:48:33I never knew you had it in you
00:48:39I was watching it tonight
00:48:40I was watching it
00:48:41And I
00:48:42I
00:48:42I realized you're a different person
00:48:45Chris, I'm not leaving
00:48:47It's fine, you already have
00:48:48You
00:48:49You found the family
00:48:50You always wanted
00:48:51And it's his
00:48:52Peter's?
00:48:53Peter, yeah it's Peter
00:48:56It's kinda screwed up
00:48:57Cause it's only in movies
00:48:58But it's
00:48:58Chris, I'm not leaving
00:49:00It's fine
00:49:01Everybody needs a family
00:49:09So
00:49:20You
00:49:21You
00:52:27How are you going to solve it?
00:52:28By talking to each other.
00:52:30We talk to each other all the time.
00:52:32It doesn't help.
00:52:32We talk around each other, Evan.
00:52:34We don't talk to each other.
00:52:41It better not be a joke because it's not very funny if it is.
00:52:47Things come to an end.
00:52:49You know that.
00:52:49Yeah, they do.
00:52:53Well, then, I guess you have it all figured out.
00:52:57I do, actually.
00:52:59It feels like you're just walking out and not making an effort to try to stay.
00:53:04I have made an effort.
00:53:06I have made an effort.
00:53:06No, you haven't.
00:53:09Well, good luck then.
00:53:11Thanks.
00:53:12I don't really need luck.
00:53:15How have you not seen this coming?
00:53:17I think that if we both work a little harder and make...
00:53:20Work hard to make what?
00:53:22I don't want this.
00:53:23I was drunk.
00:53:24You know how I am when I'm drunk.
00:53:28You're honest when you're drunk.
00:53:29You said everything you've always wanted to say.
00:53:34I can't go, Evan.
00:53:40Are you really going?
00:53:41You were right.
00:53:42I have always been searching for a family.
00:53:46Well, he can take care of you, and that's what you've always wanted anyway, isn't it?
00:53:50Jesus.
00:53:51Do you really believe that?
00:53:53Yes.
00:53:53You have money, and you hold it over my head all the time.
00:53:56Oh, my God, Evan.
00:53:57How is this going to be any different?
00:53:59And what?
00:53:59He's like 20 years older than you.
00:54:01Hey, what the hell, Evan?
00:54:03No, I appreciate everything you've done, but you never really understood me.
00:54:09You never figured me out.
00:54:12If you leave, you can't come back.
00:54:14Evan.
00:54:56What does your tattoo mean?
00:55:00That's a phrase my dad used to say all the time.
00:55:05It's something kind of special and private.
00:55:07It reminds me of him.
00:55:11What about yours?
00:55:14It's a symbol of fearlessness.
00:55:17When I was young, I was really afraid.
00:55:20This is just to be aware, be free, and not be afraid.
00:55:48You want to talk about Chris?
00:55:50Everything with him is talking.
00:55:52I just like being quiet for a while.
00:55:56Okay.
00:56:06No party tonight?
00:56:08He'd probably be there.
00:56:10I didn't want to start anything.
00:56:13Besides, most of my friends are really his friends.
00:56:18Who are your friends, Judge?
00:56:22Probably.
00:56:24Not to your face.
00:56:26I can tell.
00:56:31I really don't care.
00:56:42I don't care.
00:56:44I know.
00:56:45Poor thing.
00:56:47I feel like that's getting better.
00:56:48Exactly.
00:56:49No, I can't do that.
00:56:51Oh, that's right.
00:56:52Yeah.
00:56:52We're taking her to somebody else.
00:56:54I shouldn't have said that.
00:56:55You should have walked away.
00:56:56I should have.
00:56:57She's been better.
00:56:58Yeah.
00:56:58I don't know.
00:57:00No, I know.
00:57:01Why don't you just go ahead on the boat?
00:57:02I'll take about four days.
00:57:04You're not going to come?
00:57:05No, no, no.
00:57:06I'll fly over.
00:57:08I'll take a good rid of you, so.
00:57:10Yeah.
00:57:10I think you should just put an old lady and catered it myself.
00:57:18I'm involved with you.
00:57:19I'll take a good rid of you, so.
00:57:21Thanks for your life.
00:57:24I promise I won't take you in one of those again.
00:57:27I didn't mind.
00:57:27I actually had fun.
00:57:30See, you're shooting more film.
00:57:31You're working on another project?
00:57:33Yeah, I want to.
00:57:34But I don't really have an idea yet.
00:57:37Hey, I told you that guy at the camera store offered me a job, right?
00:57:40Yeah.
00:57:41Yeah, that's good.
00:57:42You got to take it.
00:57:43I'd like to.
00:57:44At least my school's out.
00:57:45Plus, I'll get a nice discount on supplies.
00:57:49Still going to work in the garden, though, aren't you?
00:57:51Of course.
00:57:52Whatever you need around the house.
00:57:54You know that.
00:58:27How can we be friends with all these people?
00:58:29They don't seem like your type at all.
00:58:32I don't know.
00:58:34History.
00:58:36As you go through life, you pick up friends along the way.
00:58:38Some leave.
00:58:39Some stick around.
00:58:42Plus, I think you need all kinds of friends, you know?
00:58:45Some miss you all the time.
00:58:47Others come and go.
00:58:50Helps you keep perspective.
00:58:53Seems unreliable to me.
00:58:56Life is unreliable.
00:59:01Did you ever imagine me moving in?
00:59:03Yeah.
00:59:04First night you came to my house.
00:59:06Right.
00:59:07I did.
00:59:09I started to see you leave and thought about you all night.
00:59:12Is your picture just married or something?
00:59:14Oh, no.
00:59:14Nothing like that.
00:59:15I'm not the mankind.
00:59:18Like I said, people come and go out of your life.
00:59:21There's nothing you can do about it.
00:59:24They either stay or they don't.
00:59:29I think that's sad.
00:59:54I think that's sad.
01:06:49God, I look at this and this is like thousands of photos taken in an instant of time.
01:06:53It's just memories.
01:06:56Memories I don't even remember.
01:07:00They're just seconds out of an entire life.
01:07:03My life.
01:07:03My life.
01:07:04My life.
01:07:05My life.
01:07:06That's all they are.
01:07:17Thanks for coming.
01:07:19Thanks for coming.
01:07:26Thanks for coming.
01:07:28You're here.
01:07:33I'm going to be here.
01:07:35I'm going to be here.
01:07:47I'm going to be here.
01:07:55You're going to be here.
01:07:56I'm going to be here.
01:08:00I'm going to be here.
01:08:11I'm going to be here.
01:08:36so that's him
01:08:40hey beautiful
01:08:42hey
01:08:43are you okay?
01:08:44yeah
01:08:45hey um i i just wanted to tell you just in case you heard from somebody else we are going
01:08:51up north again this year one second um and chris is coming so i didn't invite you but i just
01:08:59let you know i get it it's fine yeah really i just i thought it'd be weird it would hey
01:09:09i think i'm gonna go oh no he's not here nice to see you oh you too you too thanks
01:09:15for coming
01:09:18miss you
01:09:23hey
01:09:26what you don't even say hi sorry i thought i i thought you were
01:09:32so is that your new boyfriend yeah
01:09:39his name is jake he seems nice
01:09:44how'd you guys be happy
01:09:46what do you mean it's a simple question are you happy with peter
01:09:53why do you want to know that because i care about you okay i know that you don't think so
01:09:59but i
01:10:00never said that god you haven't changed why should i change
01:10:09answer my question
01:10:15i'm not sure i even know what happiness is
01:10:19but it's not as important as people think
01:10:21really because it seemed to be pretty important when we broke up
01:10:25i wasn't happy with you at least now i'm not unhappy
01:10:35okay
01:10:38well i still care about you
01:10:42and
01:10:45and i miss you
01:10:50it's just you know if anything were to ever happen to you no one would call me
01:10:53i
01:10:58i
01:11:03i
01:11:05i
01:11:05i
01:11:07i
01:11:09i
01:11:22i
01:11:23i
01:13:35I'm not sure there's a place that I fit in.
01:13:38I'm not sure anyone ever fits in completely.
01:13:45I don't know how people pretend to be someone they're not, or how they lie to people they
01:13:51love.
01:13:55I do know that I need to search for my own life, and that the people along the way are
01:14:00special
01:14:01and important.
01:14:03But they are not the journey.
01:14:05I do know that I need to search for my own life, and that I need to search for my
01:14:35own life.
01:14:35I do know that I need to search for my own life.
01:15:05It's funny.
01:15:36Some people find themselves when they're very young.
01:15:42Others, like me, can take a lifetime.
01:16:32Some people find themselves when they're very young.
01:17:00Some people find themselves when they're very young.
01:17:05Some people find themselves when they're very young.
01:17:05They need me to realize how much I do.
01:17:40Some people find themselves when they're very young.
01:17:47Some people find themselves when they're very young.
01:18:14Some people find themselves when they're very young.
01:18:17Some people find themselves when they're very young.
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