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Second Chance Love - Season 1 - Episode 03: Recipe For Love Emgsub
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00:12This process is going great.
00:14For real.
00:15Mateen and I are reconnecting with each other, like, so easily.
00:18So it's kind of scary that it's, like, happening so fast.
00:21Cheers.
00:22This is fun.
00:23Just, like, hanging out and kicking it with you.
00:25With Camille and I, there's always been this chemistry that we have.
00:29Kind of gave me a little bit of the butterflies.
00:33We just knew each other as kids.
00:34We never dated.
00:36Like, this is the dating part.
00:37We're trying to get to know each other.
00:38I don't really have a great sense of what our romantic compatibility would be like.
00:43You so easily let the relationship go.
00:46Why?
00:47I just could not see myself getting married.
00:50I don't want this man to dump me another time.
00:53Sorry, I'm going to cry.
00:56I don't know if you guys noticed there's an extra bed in your room.
00:59An extra bed?
01:00You know, we might have another couple coming.
01:02I'm so excited.
01:03There's a lot at stake.
01:04Is she still going to feel the same way about me?
01:06I know how I feel about it, but I'm wondering how she feels.
01:25Hello!
01:27There might be a little group excursion today.
01:29What is it?
01:30And it will consist of a cooking class.
01:32We're going to cook together.
01:33Yeah.
01:34Yeah.
01:34Let's do it.
01:35That's so good.
01:37I have to sit in front, guys, because I have cars.
01:40Unless you want me to throw up on the van.
01:43No, that would be unpleasant.
01:49So today, we are going to a cooking class.
01:54I feel like cooking together is really, really important in a relationship.
01:57And seeing how well we work together.
02:01You could say it's romantic.
02:14Wow.
02:15Oh, my goodness.
02:17This is incredible.
02:19Buongiorno.
02:20Buongiorno.
02:21This is crazy.
02:23What are we making here?
02:24What is this?
02:25We will make our traditional pasta from Sardinia.
02:29Ravioli di ricotta.
02:31Yes.
02:32Bacon pasta.
02:33I think I figured that out.
02:36Wow.
02:37Authentic Italian pasta is just, this is great.
02:42He's the best chef in the island.
02:44His name is Pietro.
02:45My name is Piero.
02:47So, Pedro and...
02:49Pietro and Piero.
02:50Pietro.
02:52Pietro.
02:52Pietro.
02:52He doesn't speak English.
02:53So, I will translate for you.
02:55Perfect.
02:57All right.
02:59Yes.
03:00So, we must be kneading the pasta.
03:04Now?
03:05Yeah.
03:05Now?
03:05Just do as he's doing.
03:07You circle.
03:09You go.
03:10Put a little bit of water.
03:11Little, little bit.
03:12Yes.
03:13And then start kneading.
03:15He's moving.
03:16It's amazing how quickly he did that.
03:18It's not that simple.
03:20Just like love.
03:21Just like love.
03:23As the weather goes.
03:25Yes.
03:25Mateen and I have never cooked before.
03:27I think we've only had his mom's cooking.
03:30Because we were so young when we dated.
03:32So, this should be very interesting.
03:34More water, Paul.
03:35A little bit.
03:36Mmm.
03:36I had no idea how to make pasta.
03:38I didn't even know.
03:39I mean, it's not that complicated.
03:40I should have known.
03:41Oh, I'm thinking of pasta.
03:43But I just like it.
03:44Adding the right amount of water.
03:46And the kneading, Paul and I kneading together.
03:49You know, it's just, it has to be the right consistency.
03:53Not unlike a relationship.
03:55Ah!
03:55I just thought about that.
03:56Pasta is like a relationship.
03:58You guys see how flower I'm eating?
04:01Good enough.
04:03Why are you going to take my eyebrow off?
04:08Oh, good job.
04:09Good job.
04:10I love this.
04:11You guys.
04:11Yeah.
04:12It must become like this.
04:14So then you will do a line and you will cut.
04:17It's Lay.
04:18Yeah.
04:19Oh my gosh.
04:21That's hard.
04:23Right?
04:24Go like this.
04:25And kneading it.
04:27Lay, he always takes over when I'm like, not knowing what to do or he helps me.
04:32He's giving a little, like, massage, you know.
04:35And that is something really, really important in a relationship.
04:38Because even just the little things, they mean so much.
04:41That arm workout today, you know.
04:44The man of the house.
04:47Good job, everybody.
04:49So now we are going to put the pasta from one size big to a size a little bit smaller.
04:56You do it in increments, correct?
04:58Exactly.
04:58Slowly get it thinner and thinner.
05:00Exactly.
05:01Ooh, careful, careful.
05:01We are going to put a ricotta that is very typical from Sardinia.
05:05The best ricotta is the ricotta of perfugas.
05:09Can we taste the ricotta?
05:10Of course.
05:14I like to do everything in the kitchen.
05:16How do you feel about cooking with someone?
05:19Like, can you have someone else in the kitchen?
05:21No, I like to take control.
05:22I love to cook so that I'm like, I need a man to fix my car.
05:26I want to make up here.
05:26That's hard, though.
05:30She is very much a take charge type of person.
05:34So I kind of let her take the lead a little bit.
05:35But I want to be in the kitchen with someone.
05:38I want to have that relationship where we're kind of doing things together.
05:42I don't even let somebody clean up.
05:44That's not her style.
05:46And that doesn't always feel good.
05:49That's she from Cousins.
05:51Wow, look at that.
05:52Look at these raviolis.
05:56Okay.
05:57Oh, my goodness.
05:58All around.
06:00Okay.
06:20My name is Autumn.
06:22I'm 27 years old and I'm from San Angelo, Texas.
06:25I'm here right now in Italy to see Calvin.
06:27He invited me out here for a second chance at love.
06:34My name is Calvin.
06:35I am 34 years old and I'm from Boston, Massachusetts.
06:38The reason I'm here in Italy is to finally rekindle with someone I had deep feelings for.
06:46Calvin and I met six years ago.
06:48I was in college in Alpine and he was there to play baseball.
06:53First time I saw Autumn, I met her during the baseball season.
06:56I was playing professional baseball and I spotted her.
06:59I said, all right, she is beautiful.
07:00He came up, introduced himself.
07:02We exchanged numbers.
07:03She was great vibes.
07:05We ended up hitting it off and we're together for about five months.
07:10We had really strong feelings for each other.
07:12He was someone that I was just instantly comfortable with.
07:15I fell in love.
07:16Come to know she felt the same way, but I was leaving and she was going to stay back in
07:21college.
07:22We was in two different parts of our lives.
07:24He was playing travel ball.
07:26When he had to leave, it was really hard for both of us and I was really emotional about it.
07:30So calling her and telling her about this opportunity, she was very excited for that.
07:36I think now is a good time to try to reunite and see if we could be something more.
07:41We only have two weeks here to see if this is something that is going to work.
07:46We kind of got off to a late start.
07:49My flight was delayed.
07:51Still no bags.
07:54I'm pretty nervous to see Calvin, but I'm also very excited.
07:59And I know he's been waiting a couple of days for me to get here.
08:02So it's about time I finally show up.
08:06I got butterflies.
08:07I'm nervous.
08:08My hands are shaking.
08:09She's grown.
08:10I've grown as a person.
08:12I'm wondering if she still feels the same about me.
08:14My biggest fear with seeing Calvin again is that he won't feel the same spark as he did before.
08:20Six years is a really long time.
08:23I know how I feel about it, but it's just, can it happen again?
08:40I think it's amazing that they're actually going to take what we actually made today and we're going to try
08:46and see how good we are.
08:47Right.
08:48Mine's going to be good.
08:54Oh wow.
08:55Oh my God.
08:56Okay.
08:56I'm in heaven.
08:59This is what we made?
09:00This is what we made?
09:01Oh my goodness.
09:02That ricotta was so good.
09:03Oh my gosh.
09:04Only one.
09:05Only one.
09:06That's it.
09:07Okay.
09:07That's it.
09:09Oh, you're not going to pray with me?
09:11That's how you feel?
09:11Sorry.
09:12You think you just do that alone?
09:14I'll let you go.
09:15No, you go.
09:16Father, please bless this food that we're about to receive.
09:19Thank you for this experience and that's bringing us closer.
09:21In God's name I pray.
09:22Amen.
09:24I want the moment of truth together.
09:27All right.
09:27Here we go.
09:31It's the real deal.
09:33Cheers.
09:34Cheers.
09:36Wow.
09:38What?
09:38Is that real?
09:39That just hits the spot.
09:41Oh my gosh.
09:42I know.
09:42We created that together.
09:43I know.
09:44Mm-hmm.
09:46Mm-hmm.
09:48Wow.
09:50They're like tiny little pillows of joy.
09:51Sorry.
09:58Oh my goodness.
10:00I think normally when I have pasta, it tastes like pasta.
10:05The ravioli we made, not to brag, but it was incredible.
10:11Give a hand to yourself.
10:17So good.
10:35Hi.
10:38How are you?
10:39What's up?
10:41Oh my God.
10:43I'm so happy to see you.
10:46Six years?
10:48It's too long.
10:51I feel I'm starstruck.
10:55Real quick, I set up, you know, a little picnic for us.
10:59I know, you know, you like views.
11:03There you are.
11:04Let's take a seat.
11:10So, six long years, huh?
11:13Feels like 20.
11:17This is surreal today.
11:19I know.
11:21You look as beautiful as you do, so you haven't changed a bit.
11:26I was gonna say, you look exactly the same.
11:30So don't mind me if I'm a little, you know, jittery.
11:33I got butterflies.
11:34Oh, it definitely is.
11:35I'm super nervous.
11:36See, you still give me the butterflies.
11:37You still give me the butterflies.
11:38That's a good thing.
11:39Hey, when I first saw you, the same butterflies.
11:42You know?
11:43It's a good start.
11:44It's a good start.
11:44Yeah, 100%.
11:48So why did me, to come out here and try to get a second chance with?
11:53I feel like we had a good thing, just at the wrong time.
12:00You know?
12:01I agree.
12:03There was a lot going on.
12:04A lot going on in different places.
12:07The long distance.
12:09It would have been hard for us to try to make something work then.
12:12You know, I didn't want to keep living, like, thinking, like,
12:15what if, or I should have, or we should have.
12:18So, um, that's why you was first-round draft pick.
12:28For you, Miss.
12:31To the reunion.
12:32To the reunion.
12:33Why did you upset?
12:35So I just wanted to see if it could be something in the future for us.
12:39That's music to my ears.
12:41Hmm.
12:43So, oh.
12:44Ah!
12:48Where is it?
12:49Yeah, we're good.
12:50Nope, wait.
12:51Don't say we're good.
12:52Yeah, we're good.
12:55It's gone, it's gone.
13:01It felt like nothing has changed.
13:03It was like we, you know, we started off where we left off from before.
13:08I felt like I could sit up here all day and just, like, watch the boats and stuff.
13:11I know.
13:12I picked it out.
13:13I know you like this type of thing.
13:14It's super pretty.
13:15I'm glad you enjoy it.
13:17I'm glad you like it.
13:18I was pretty nervous.
13:19I'm not going to lie.
13:20But for that being the first time, with us seeing each other in six years, I have no complaints.
13:26My mom told me I know how to pick them a little bit.
13:28All right, leave.
13:29Yeah?
13:30Yeah.
13:34Can we make the transition to having a deeper level of intimacy?
13:38If you want, like, marriage and kids again, because that's what I'm looking for.
13:43I thought, but you knew this.
13:45He is hot and cold with me.
13:47It's 45 years ago, you know, he did let me go.
13:49I wanted to reminisce about when we broke up, or as you like to say, I dumped you.
13:55It's kind of heavy.
13:56Yeah, I know.
13:56I don't know what the future holds.
14:07Are they here?
14:08It's so pretty, right?
14:10It's beautiful.
14:11Do we have new people?
14:12Yeah, finally.
14:13Hi!
14:14Hey guys, we got a little surprise for you.
14:16Yes, we do.
14:17Oh, hi guys.
14:18What about me?
14:18I'm Camille.
14:19Hi.
14:19Our next couple.
14:22The next couple's here, guys.
14:23Oh my God!
14:25There's new people!
14:26Oh my God!
14:27I'm Calvin.
14:28You're welcome.
14:29Well, welcome.
14:30Yeah, welcome.
14:31You guys had some trouble getting here, right?
14:33Was it you?
14:34A little bit.
14:35It was LA.
14:36Had to stay the night in London, and then I just showed up today with no bags.
14:41They didn't make it either.
14:42No, it's coming.
14:44I know it's coming.
14:45Right?
14:45I hope your back's come here tomorrow.
14:47We're gonna leave you guys to it.
14:49Glad everybody met.
14:50Bye.
14:51Hi.
14:55This is kinda like a little patio area.
14:57Okay.
14:57This is funny.
14:58I'm a realtor, so I'm just like showing you the property.
15:02This is our living room, you know?
15:04Smooth.
15:06Come on in.
15:07Yes, this is your bed.
15:10I bet you're so happy to be here.
15:14I am.
15:15It's cool to see Calvin and Autumn finally here.
15:17We honestly have such a great group.
15:19We're here to support and just be welcoming.
15:22Let us know if there's anything we can help you with.
15:25And you know, I think I have some extra pajamas too.
15:28Brand new pair actually, so.
15:29This is where we will be sleeping.
15:33And so I'm here and then Mateen's there and then I'm in the middle.
15:39Let's do it.
15:40This is gonna be cool, man.
15:42This is gonna be cool.
15:43The more the merrier.
15:44It's kinda like throwing me back to freshman dorms.
15:47It's, uh...
15:49It's funny.
15:50My one thing, though, is I like to sleep.
15:53Fingers crossed he doesn't snore.
15:56We all get to do like a little bros, like, you know this thing?
16:00Yeah!
16:00You know, like...
16:01Yes!
16:02Yes!
16:05One, two, three, bros!
16:10Alright, let's never do that again.
16:11Yeah!
16:16Tonight is mine and Alan's first date.
16:20It always feels like when we were kids with a little crush.
16:23But I hope that this date will change the dynamic a little bit.
16:29I think it's important to kind of explore the romantic connection because we met in seventh grade.
16:36You ready, my dear?
16:38We've never really had space to move past this kind of like middle school dynamic.
16:43Wow!
16:43Looking all cute!
16:44Thanks!
16:45This is really the first time that I'm seeing her kind of in her full womanhood.
16:52And she's seeing me in my manhood.
16:56And, um, yeah, I'm a little nervous about it.
17:00Shelby?
17:01We look like we're about to storm a boardroom.
17:08Oh my gosh!
17:09This is eggs!
17:10Is this it?
17:10Is this it?
17:12This is it!
17:13Yum!
17:13Come on!
17:14Why don't we sit, like, across from our people, our partner?
17:19I think this is me.
17:21Is this the tartar?
17:22This is the tartar.
17:23Wow!
17:24It looks like it needs to be cooked.
17:25Sparkling!
17:26I'm so excited!
17:28It's just too great!
17:30Bon appetit!
17:35It's dangerous walking here because I'm looking at everything but where I am.
17:40Going on this date with Alan, I'm ready to open up and see what kind of feelings pop up.
17:46Reservations for Alan?
17:47Please.
17:48Oh my goodness.
17:50Wow!
17:50Watch your step.
17:51Wow!
17:52I want to know who she is as a woman and what sort of things, you know, she wants in
17:58her life.
17:58And if we have compatibility around that.
18:02I'm just excited to have more conversations with her and kind of check in.
18:06This is really, really nice of you, the setting.
18:09You look amazing.
18:10Thank you so much.
18:11You look so nice too.
18:14So how are you feeling?
18:16It's been incredible spending time with you, getting to know you a little bit better.
18:19Yeah, and I think I'm curious about what sparks romance for you.
18:28You know, that takes time.
18:30Growing up, my parents showed me love in a different way.
18:34Right.
18:35And that it was kind of seen as like, no, it's not good to be like that in public.
18:40I would never see my mom and my dad kiss before.
18:45If you're in relationship with someone, are you comfortable with affection?
18:49Behind closed doors, yes.
18:50Oh, wow.
18:51Yeah.
18:51Yeah, of course.
18:53Are you, are you an affectionate person?
18:57Yeah, yeah, yeah.
18:58I like physical affection, being warm.
19:02And in my marriage in particular, it was not, you know, very affectionate.
19:08I'm definitely kind of more conscious of that and conscious of the, the consequences of
19:12not having that, you know, in a relationship.
19:15Have you ever thought about, um, what it would be like to be in relationship with me,
19:21like romantically?
19:22I have not, because I just thought, you know, we're just really good friends.
19:27Mm-hmm.
19:28You said that you haven't felt a spark from here, and I feel that.
19:32I, I, I didn't say that I never had a spark with you.
19:35Oh, okay.
19:35I never said that.
19:36Say more.
19:37I did have that spark for you right now.
19:40I'm re, trying to relive that.
19:42Like, I'm going back now.
19:44Oh, really?
19:45Yeah.
19:46I need to stop drinking.
19:48Are you getting both?
19:48I love it.
19:49Maybe you're getting a spark.
19:51Oh.
19:56It's called getting the ball rolling, Leslie.
19:58So you may not know this, but we play games.
20:01I have some questions, and I'm going to ask Paul a question.
20:04Paul, are you ready?
20:06Uh, born ready.
20:06Okay.
20:07What do you think my view on marriage is?
20:12Oh, God.
20:13You didn't say that we're going to be easy.
20:14Pick another one.
20:16No.
20:17No.
20:17Oh.
20:18You think it's a good thing.
20:20I, you know, I don't know.
20:20You were married.
20:21Married a great guy.
20:22I should have asked you before he did.
20:26Yeah.
20:26But that has nothing to do with that question.
20:28I just, I throw that in.
20:30I like it though.
20:30You can throw in a little something.
20:33Well, what are all your views on marriage?
20:36Okay.
20:37I only want to get married at one time in my life.
20:40I don't ever want to have any kind of divorce.
20:44I'm about that too.
20:45I'm all about just like working through things and like, you know, being able to talk and
20:49work things out.
20:50Like your answer.
20:51Communication.
20:51Communication.
20:52Yeah.
20:52About it.
20:54What do you think?
20:55Uh, I think marriage is cool.
20:57Everybody thinks that marriage is the wedding.
20:59It's not just the wedding.
21:00It's a lot after the wedding.
21:02I'm terrified.
21:05Oh, God.
21:06I love the honesty.
21:06I just want to make sure that my children are protected.
21:09Like everything that I already have.
21:11And you just want to make sure you mesh with the right person.
21:14Cause you never know.
21:15I would love to have a life partner.
21:20Wrong guy.
21:21Don't do that.
21:22No.
21:22I mean, it's definitely something that I understand where you're coming from with it.
21:25It is, you know, a little creepy.
21:27Um, but, but it's a beautiful thing.
21:30It's definitely scary.
21:32It's definitely work and you got to find someone that's willing to put the same amount of work
21:36in as you.
21:37You are a team and it's teamwork and it's how you work together and your ultimate goals.
21:42I love marriage and I loved being married.
21:44I haven't been married.
21:46So I'm just, I'm just going off of what I see, you know?
21:49But I think it's a beautiful thing.
21:52I like that.
21:56I didn't say that I never had a spark with you.
21:58So I think there was that spark, but then I think we just didn't really like explore it to this,
22:04like this, to this extent.
22:05You know, when you came to visit me in Vegas and we tried it out, we had such a great
22:11time.
22:12So great.
22:12I mean, it was so much fun.
22:15And then life moved on, right?
22:17Yeah.
22:19First of all, do you feel any spark for me?
22:22Definitely when we reconnected in Vegas as adults, I definitely felt that spark and to the point where I was
22:30considering, you know, switching up my entire life so that we could explore.
22:34You did not.
22:35Really?
22:35Yeah.
22:36I seriously considered that.
22:38And that was, again, it was like a sliding door moment in my life.
22:42Yeah.
22:42It was like a fork in the road.
22:44I could have gone either way.
22:46So can we make the transition from being friends to having a deeper level of intimacy?
22:53That's kind of the open question right now.
22:55It is an open question.
22:56And I think that I'm, there is, I feel like there's a possibility for, you know, on my side.
23:03Hmm.
23:09I'm waiting for you to answer and not laugh.
23:13Do what?
23:13I'm waiting for you to.
23:14What were we talking about?
23:19Don't make me pull one out and start sword fighting.
23:24Absolutely, you know.
23:25Mm-hmm.
23:26I wouldn't, you know, wouldn't have invited you here if I didn't think that.
23:29Yeah.
23:30And I think it could be like a pretty explosive, you know, relationship.
23:35No, me too.
23:35I, I wanted to get more deeper into knowing, like, what you wanted in a relationship.
23:43And if you want, like, marriage and kids again, and, because that's what I'm looking for.
23:50Um, hopefully.
23:50You do, you do.
23:51I thought that you knew this.
23:57I don't want to get hurt.
23:58I want to go slow with you.
24:00Having someone, like, love me is scary.
24:03It's just, like, pretty much taking us, you know, to the next level.
24:07We talked about, you know, getting married.
24:09Oh, wow.
24:10The M word.
24:16I do want to get married again.
24:18Okay.
24:18And I thought that you knew this.
24:21I want to get married again and for me to have children.
24:25That's one of the biggest things that I look for in someone.
24:29I want, for them to want the same thing.
24:31Mm-hmm.
24:31And, um, would you be open to having kids?
24:35Um, yeah, for sure, yeah.
24:40If I did have another kid, I would want it to be with someone that I care about and a
24:45respect and a love.
24:46Just would check the boxes on that for me.
24:48Yeah.
24:49I'm a full-time single dad.
24:51My kids are, uh, 16 and 11.
24:54I love both of my kids at every stage.
24:57The experience of having children is amazing.
25:00And I would love to do it again.
25:02The kids are amazing.
25:03You get to love them at every age.
25:05Yeah.
25:05I tell them that I love them all the time.
25:07I see a softer side of Alan that is nurturing and caring.
25:13He's so genuine about how he wants his kids to be happy and that touches me.
25:17Because I also want to have kids and I want to have the experience that he's had.
25:23If we did, you know, have kids or something like that, our kids are going to be gorgeous.
25:28Yeah.
25:28Tall.
25:33It's been really nice for me, you know, like, doing this and to see this side of you.
25:39Pictures.
25:40All that I want is to be anywhere.
25:45You are all.
25:46It's been great talking to you guys.
25:49We're going to exit.
25:50See you later, roomies.
25:52Ah, that was so good.
25:53And that was so much fun.
25:55I'll walk you to your room.
26:00You ask me if I snore at night?
26:02Yes.
26:03Well, one day, if you're lucky, you'll find me.
26:04Ah, if I play my cards right.
26:07I might just find out.
26:08Maybe.
26:08Uh-oh.
26:10Bye.
26:11I thought you didn't let people touch me this properly.
26:15No PDAs out there.
26:16Yeah.
26:17This is a lot already.
26:20This is a lot happening.
26:22But this is nice.
26:23No.
26:24This is nice.
26:24I guess I should be on it, right?
26:31You got soft hands.
26:33You were reading my palm the other night.
26:36So I think that you're going to live a long life.
26:39That's good.
26:40I'd like that.
26:40And we're going to have 12 kids.
26:4312 kids.
26:44It's a lot.
26:46It's really not.
26:47It's a lot.
26:48If you think about it, like, we could do it.
26:51You know what?
26:53Whatever.
26:54Whatever.
26:54Whatever, you know.
26:55I think whatever makes you happy, I'm okay with.
26:58How about that?
27:00That makes me happy.
27:02I definitely want to be like a dad someday.
27:04And I definitely want to have, like, a family.
27:06And I want to do all that stuff.
27:08Yeah.
27:08You know.
27:10I don't know.
27:11What are you thinking?
27:13I just want to be, I want to go slow with you.
27:18And, like, you know.
27:20I'm all about that.
27:21It's not that I don't, like, care about you a lot.
27:23You're just like, no, there's absolutely no rush to, like, any of this.
27:27Well, I don't want to get hurt.
27:30I get scared of, like, those kinds of things.
27:33Like, yeah.
27:33Like, for me, before coming here, I was in a relationship, you know, with her for four years.
27:43Mm-hmm.
27:44Um.
27:46Now, like, tell me a little bit about all that, because is that weird to ask you?
27:51No.
27:51Because I want you to be open and everything, you know.
27:56Yeah.
27:56She went to London, and she broke up with me over FaceTime.
28:04That was fun.
28:05And then I thought that she wanted a ring, and I proposed.
28:12What?
28:12And, uh, she left me standing in the middle of the street and drove away, and that was the last
28:18time I spoke with her.
28:20And, but you know what?
28:24I wouldn't have traded any of that for the world because I know that my person would never go and
28:32do that to me.
28:34By going through all of that, I'm here now.
28:39Right.
28:41And I never thought that I would be doing any of this, especially, like, with you.
28:48Right.
28:48And it's just...
28:49Yeah.
28:49And I'll get into my steps at some point.
28:52I'm not fully ready to open up.
28:56I said, just give me some time, but I just want to say I really do appreciate you opening up
29:02to me.
29:03It means so much.
29:03Like, that truly means the world to me.
29:07Anything for you.
29:12He could be vulnerable with me, so that means a lot.
29:18I need to open up, but I'm just a bit nervous to let him in my heart.
29:39Leslie, Leslie, Leslie, are you...
29:42Sorry.
29:43You okay?
29:43I'm so sorry.
29:44I have to wake you up to tell you had such an amazing day.
29:48We talked about, like, some pretty...
29:51Big step you hadn't talked about before.
29:53Yeah, I mean, like, family, you know?
29:55Like, um, because I...
29:57We've never spoken about that before, and I told him, like, you know, getting married and...
30:01Oh, wow.
30:02The M word.
30:03Just ask him, like, a general question about, like, marriage and kids.
30:06Would he ever have...
30:07He's willing to have more children.
30:09Yeah.
30:10And it would mean a lot to me and my whole world if I got to, you know, have children
30:17one day.
30:17So I'm really glad that we had this time to talk because we just really opened up to one another.
30:24And I think, like, you know, it's just, like, pretty much taking us, you know, to the next level in,
30:30like, openness, you know?
30:32Now you can really move forward because you have established, like, what...
30:38Yeah.
30:38I mean, like, honestly, I cannot wait to see Alan in the morning.
30:43Wow.
30:44I know.
30:45Or just tell me the story all over again in the morning.
30:47Yes.
30:47If you don't even remember it.
30:49Yeah.
30:50Okay.
30:51Good night.
30:59Does he want more children?
31:02Um, I wouldn't know.
31:03I think we need to explore this.
31:07So, about our conversation at the swimming pool.
31:10Are you gonna make me cry or something again?
31:12No, no, no.
31:14If I'm not, I think it's just...
31:17I don't know what it's like.
31:18I don't know.
31:18No.
31:19I don't know.
31:19No.
31:20No.
31:20Me, no.
31:20No.
31:21No.
31:21No.
31:22No, no.
31:39I don't know.
31:40I don't know what it is.
31:40What are you doing?
31:41getting ready still i was cleaning up but um it's better you're still a little pasty right here i
31:47know i know oh yeah actually i liked how you did that write it down we got plenty of paper
32:00ellen you're up looking at the pictures yeah that was so fun yesterday
32:08yesterday we had this romantic evening i think it was incredible actually you know i'm still kind
32:15of like unpacking it and letting it settle i'm trying to learn how to swim i know how to float
32:21but as soon as i stick my head up or something i sink oh would you want to learn how
32:27to swim in
32:27the pool i would definitely but no one has ever been successful teaching me how to swim you just
32:32have to feel safe in the water trust the water yeah i have issues with trust i want to be
32:38in control
32:39yeah yeah like jump in three two one and then we all leave you
32:51live your best life paul
33:00do you girls have your personality at times but they are scorpio so they're very emotional but when
33:08you talk to mateen about your family unit and your expectations does he want more children
33:16um i wouldn't know that's a great question i think we need to explore this right me and mateen have
33:24been you know going with the flow keeping it light and i mean maybe that's something that we need to
33:29flip soon because we do need to get into those deep conversations and questions but i'm sure those
33:35things will come up how do you even broach that so did you want to have a baby with me
33:47what are you guys expecting after this because i've done the long distance stuff and it's hard
33:52saying has she been to boston she hasn't okay you think she would move from texas
33:58no i can move yeah i was talking to leslie about it yesterday i was like would you be cool
34:02moving
34:02back up to washington and see paul she's like yeah i'm from there like i don't have a problem
34:06with doing that so problem problem solved there you go that would be great yeah so listen
34:15do you feel like something's gonna come out of this between you and paul
34:20he is hot and cold with me and i don't know if he's guarding his heart
34:24i'm guarding my heart too because 45 years ago you know he did let me go
34:30and so i am not going to be in my 60s and get done for a second time in my
34:35life but i'm telling
34:36you i feel like he's all in really i think he adores you i really do but yeah i think
34:42he does i think he
34:57does this place is adorable two things i want to buy already really rasmi and alan and paul and i
35:05are
35:05all going shopping what is this store wow i'm trying to learn how to swim and i'm going to find
35:13a swimming suit i just need a couple outfits also paul i like that you do i think someone that
35:20prince
35:20would wear okay i think it's time that he stepped up his wardrobe a little bit i spare swimsuits over
35:26here oh yeah oh my gosh we're going in here okay will you guys have fun i can't even take
35:33everything
35:35no there's not one thing i don't like so what am i supposed to do paul look you would look
35:39so cute in
35:40this that's actually not bad oh and in black to be elegant when we go out i'm not buying three
35:48i'll get
35:48two okay two you definitely want to pick something that you're going to be comfortable swimming in
35:58that'll help you learn how to swim
36:02i think that this is going to be very comfortable but i still don't think that you guys are going
36:09to
36:09succeed that's the spirit all this time with alan especially after our first date
36:18i've gotten to that next level with alan of openness yeah i feel like it is going somewhere
36:33when leslie and i were dating my priority was my was my career i think that had a lot to
36:40do with
36:40why we separated is it me
36:45give him the chance if things were to progress in the future i mean i i wouldn't make that mistake
36:50again so i wanted to reminisce i was reminiscing for a moment about our conversation at the swimming
36:59pool do you remember and when uh it's kind of heavy yeah no not too no no no no i
37:08just wanted to you
37:10know that when when uh when we broke up or as you like to say i dumped you well i
37:17i don't know if i
37:18you disengaged with me i don't know if i told you uncoupled sorry how profoundly sorry i am for that
37:28for that are you well we have all regrets in life and that and you know that was like my
37:34biggest one
37:37okay seriously i would never look in your whole life yeah yes i don't know what the future holds
37:45but i will never ever do that again so i just wanted you to know that but
37:51i'm not going to make the same mistake twice don't be so
37:54thank you paul looking in my eyes with such sincerity and such sorrow that that he hurt me
38:07and that he truly could empathize he could feel what i felt so many years ago oh my god okay
38:13so this
38:14hat you were looking at this hat were you i won't forget this i won't forget this moment ever whatever
38:19happens to us i'm gonna know that he is a good soul and he is a good man retail therapy
38:25oh my god
38:37thank you guys so much for the hangers you guys are so sweet though thinking about your new roommate
38:44last night when we all were like relaxed and it reminded me of high school like just
38:48chilling and vibing out with friends listening to music it was really nice how do you think you
38:53and blake are doing and i don't know i'm just like excited like you're his person maybe
39:02sorry big question leslie oh it is a big question it is a big question i think i think like
39:09with me
39:10it is hard for me to open up and i really want to with him but i'm just taking it
39:16like one step at a
39:17time so i just i don't i'm going slow slow with everything it's hard for me because like i have
39:23had bad relationships in the past and like i always thought of like because he was just such a kind
39:30hearted person he is like somebody that like like i just feel like he could be like a great husband
39:37and
39:37so like that's why i'm trying to like explore those feelings and just everything they're like
39:54good feelings but like scary feelings yeah you know what i mean is i don't know but what is your
39:58biggest
39:58fear when somebody gives me so much attention and all of that it freaks me out oh and i'm just
40:05like whoa
40:06like we need to back up a little it's like i know he's such a good guy and like with
40:12the relationships
40:13that i've been in having someone like love me in like such a healthy way is scary for me to
40:20be
40:20continued oh yes to be continued to be continued with the previous relationships that i've been in
40:27i've like i was really hurt i worked on myself for two years and i thought that i was there
40:36you know
40:36like i thought that i was feeling like i mean i do feel confident in myself but i just hope
40:43that
40:44blake will just give me some time to figure things out
40:55come on
40:57i just want to see if this can work
41:03i'm getting flashes of what we had yeah back then you know when somebody gets too close to me
41:11i am just scared so we're halfway through would you be romantically interested in me um
41:22i gotta go yeah yeah um i didn't tell shakira yet
41:35i'm
41:38i'm
41:43i'm
41:47i'm
41:53i'm
41:55i'm
41:56You
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