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90 Day Fiance- Before The 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:25I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:27I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:40They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry.
00:02:27I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane,
00:02:56and I was having sex with him while he was flying the plane.
00:02:58Like,
00:02:59I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventure stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it,
00:03:17but, like, I just don't.
00:03:19So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile in your face?
00:03:27You put a smile in your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end,
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk,
00:03:39Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son,
00:03:42and, like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:49But in the meantime,
00:03:50I know he's adventurous,
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool,
00:04:05so I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this,
00:04:09because it's A for I'm forever trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of heights?
00:04:14Not really.
00:04:15I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17It'd be fun.
00:04:18Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay!
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi!
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Elyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Sydney?
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today,
00:04:37and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet.
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:47Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:19Okay.
00:05:20I don't think Elyse realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:28Am I going to be sleeping?
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:39I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50I don't want to.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes.
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:00Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01Woo!
00:06:01If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:06It's scary.
00:06:08Okay.
00:06:09Let's go.
00:06:10Jump in.
00:06:15Yeah, dude.
00:06:17Dude, that was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One, good job.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:30Woo!
00:06:30Come on.
00:06:31Come on.
00:06:31Come on.
00:06:31Guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38Dude, you did.
00:06:39I did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:47Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:55No, no, no.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59Almost there.
00:07:00Really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03What the ?
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:10It's so cold.
00:07:22I cannot feel my hands.
00:07:24How am I doing this?
00:07:27I'm shaking, like, this is not good.
00:07:30It'll be rough.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36Do you feel my legs shivering?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right.
00:07:43You're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey.
00:07:52Hey.
00:07:53You have to get down there.
00:07:55Get down there.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:58Hey.
00:07:59You're gonna be all right.
00:08:00Uh-uh.
00:08:01You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02You're gonna be all right.
00:08:02Oh.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm gonna die.
00:08:33Ah!
00:08:34Ah!
00:08:35Oh, my God!
00:08:36Ah!
00:08:37I can't do this!
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:42Ah!
00:08:43Ah!
00:08:45Ah!
00:08:46Ah!
00:08:47Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:48Ah!
00:08:49Ah!
00:08:50Ah!
00:08:54Ah!
00:08:55Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:08:57Ah!
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:11Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's gonna move to the Philippines.
00:09:43You know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not gonna work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to focus
00:09:57in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think Sheena
00:10:09can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out the
00:10:20window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive, I felt that I was kind of a bit
00:10:44scared, and I wanted to take a break.
00:10:47But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's gonna cost, how much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you gonna live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:06I will take good care of yourself.
00:11:07And pay with all your money.
00:11:09I am a professional, and I could look, I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this, you could that, you could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much, 900 a month?
00:11:19No, you can get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22A lot cheaper for a month.
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:26Yes, yes.
00:11:27US dollars.
00:11:28So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42And we have, we have, I have him, he have me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love.
00:11:53And happy homemaker, and being in a little house, and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Your mom doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's gonna be lots of hurdles.
00:12:08But how the visa works here, that allows me to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:33But of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.
00:12:48Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:26No.
00:13:27I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29I'm six and seven. You're so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32Lucy, I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Don't start the tears, Sheena, please.
00:13:37Stop. I can't. You don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:44It's so stressful.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right.
00:14:02That living here in the Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was
00:14:08going to be.
00:14:10What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story of Sheena.
00:14:57I love you, that's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here, and I'm going to get married too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Nice meeting you.
00:15:27Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:38I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:57I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me when Michael made the move?
00:16:03I was worried you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:08Can you do that?
00:16:12Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:28Hey.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:31Good morning po, Ma'am Anna and Sergio Bon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35Ah, the hair and makeup is up.
00:16:37Oh, okay.
00:16:38I'm going to put you in the top.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:01Good morning.
00:17:02Hi, Hanna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you.
00:17:04I'm Ray.
00:17:05This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06Nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:10Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:12I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:16We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24Been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no?
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Hanna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:03and, you know, give her the day that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:13because obviously me and Hanna have different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:18So I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:27Okay.
00:18:29Wait a minute.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:40Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:44This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:52And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:01You know.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:19:08And, you know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem.
00:19:15Okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22There's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vows, I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens, not now, God will take me before him.
00:19:52That's when the time he will appreciate me.
00:19:54And he will say, I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to going to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:14I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it for...
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look, my bridal look.
00:20:43All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:20:53I love you.
00:21:04I love you, too.
00:21:22Okay.
00:21:32I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy.
00:21:37But I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love.
00:21:45Something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him.
00:21:52But I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:22:25I can't pretend that everything is fine.
00:22:55I can't pretend that everything is fine.
00:22:57But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:29I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:32I can't pretend that everything is fine.
00:24:00I can't pretend that everything is fine.
00:24:01I'm a little bit more at the beginning for hiding the history
00:24:02between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings for him are so much stronger
00:24:11than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:13or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:25To Kunguru Bekova.
00:25:00To Kunguru Bekova.
00:25:30To Kunguru Bekova.
00:25:35I'm sorry that I didn't tell you
00:25:40that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:43I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:26:05I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:13that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay, but the missing thing is, I think, you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder
00:26:50and so much more of the type of man I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know that I do love you.
00:26:58I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you,
00:27:14but like you said, I'm into actions.
00:27:28Honestly, I'm scared to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:27:55When do you plan on applying for the fiancée visa
00:27:59so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:06No.
00:28:08I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would rather live here,
00:28:14and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:16It's just really weird timing,
00:28:18and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:28:42Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm going to miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I'm going to miss you, too.
00:28:49And I'm going to wake up tomorrow by myself?
00:28:53Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe.
00:29:32I woke up this morning, and I was like, ah!
00:29:41I got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50You like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S., and based on everything that he said to me on
00:30:26the phone, and since I've been in Belize, I had always thought that I was going to be the one
00:30:32moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully, move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:41Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to be beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:00I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:20I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:31:24benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:35And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:31:39a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably, yeah, better health care and all that.
00:31:58Okay, sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:10I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:17So, quite a switch up for my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Now, let's take that seriously, babe.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy.
00:33:01No, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex,
00:33:07she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Nocibe.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:56How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no.
00:34:13You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:34:16Mm-hmm.
00:34:21Oh, boy.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane, and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:43And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She charged me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages.
00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:13I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because, for a while, she was the only person I could really count
00:35:34on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Colombia.
00:35:43And my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish.
00:36:14And she was hurt by it.
00:36:15And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me.
00:36:21And she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses.
00:36:31And asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:37But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:43I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of us getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:37:21But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:52Hello?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:05What did you expect?
00:38:07I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:14I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention on, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:34And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You were with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nusibé, I forgive you what should they have been Colombian.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:06But I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:39:31Why?
00:39:31It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom if that's what you wanted.
00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:15I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:21I love you so much, but I don't want her to do it.
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I know?
00:40:31I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall, and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:36I'm scared of this.
00:40:38I get down to the bottom, and I see all these people surrounding Elise, and I start to think,
00:40:44oh, is she okay?
00:40:46Bye.
00:40:48Bye.
00:40:57Bye.
00:41:06Bye.
00:41:06Bye.
00:41:08Bye.
00:41:09Welcome, everyone.
00:41:10We are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Zavon and Annalyn.
00:41:16We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:41:22Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:41:35Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:41:47I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you.
00:41:59And also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:42:09I love you.
00:42:14Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry, but when I look at
00:42:23his eyes, I can feel the sincerity.
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:42:42You can always count on me.
00:42:44You'll never feel alone again.
00:42:47And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:42:55And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:43:00But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:43:03I love you so much.
00:43:06Love you too.
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:43:17It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:43:21Oh, one second, I do have something to give up.
00:43:26Yeah.
00:43:28Yeah.
00:43:30Is that the one you wanted?
00:43:38All right, now we can get on with it.
00:43:41All right.
00:43:42You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:43:53You did so good.
00:43:55Oh, great, actually.
00:43:58You were so great.
00:44:03And I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:44:09You finally have my wedding ring.
00:44:13Aw, thank you.
00:44:16Yeah.
00:44:19Congratulations.
00:44:19I miss you.
00:44:20I miss you.
00:44:21Yes, me too.
00:44:22Nice to meet you, finally.
00:44:25Hey, cousin.
00:44:26Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:44:29Thank you for coming.
00:44:31Congratulations.
00:44:36Congratulations.
00:44:42Okay, guys.
00:44:43The reception is over there.
00:44:46Go!
00:44:47To me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:45:05Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other to be together
00:45:09I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship
00:45:14But I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other with how they were
00:45:20going to work out with their relationship
00:45:22So I'm really happy for seeing that now
00:45:25Cut that cake! Cut that cake! Cut that cake!
00:45:38It's just so overwhelming, boo
00:45:40I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before
00:45:44I just feel so loved
00:45:485, 4, 3, 2, 1
00:45:57This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life
00:46:00It was the best night ever
00:46:02I'm eternally grateful
00:46:05Yeah
00:46:10Hello, Rik
00:46:12Hello, wow
00:46:17Hello, wow
00:46:19Hello, wow
00:46:25Hello, wow
00:46:28Hello, wow
00:46:29Hello, wow
00:46:34I don't want to go home!
00:46:45Is she down?
00:46:52Look, I know it does look scary. Like, there's a job.
00:46:54But she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and, you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life. I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But, um, I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath. Take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she okay?
00:47:31I'm sorry.
00:47:36That's how I know it was scary.
00:47:37It's all over.
00:47:38Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see you.
00:47:41I can hear you.
00:47:47I can hear you.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold, and just, like, so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was gonna die.
00:48:03Mmm.
00:48:06You made it.
00:48:08I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:48:16It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:48:19That was amazing.
00:48:20It was so good.
00:48:21My boyfriend saved the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure,
00:48:35and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:48:39Well, I had the best time.
00:48:40I'd do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:48:46and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Forget it.
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06Why?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:14What do you mean, nothing.
00:49:15I am sorry about it.
00:49:17I am sorry about it.
00:49:17I am sorry about it.
00:49:19I am sorry about it.
00:49:46I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53I'm where I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:58Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:13Um, we're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:14Um, why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah, it is.
00:50:46I told you I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:49I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:55Good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So maybe that's just me.
00:51:00It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:03The fact that I'm leaving here soon and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:51:08That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:51:13And you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't meet your son.
00:51:19Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:51:21Like, settling for no doesn't make me feel like you're going to fight for us.
00:51:27You just say it so nonchalantly.
00:51:28Like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're, like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:09He just said to me, basically, I can walk away.
00:52:12And it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like, I do.
00:52:18I like him.
00:52:20But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:52:22then what is it going to be on the other side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31Why don't you disrespect me?
00:52:33Why don't you disrespect me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you drop the ball.
00:52:58Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:53:00what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:04I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think
00:53:09that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27It's crazy.
00:53:28Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's OK if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me?
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But, I mean, he's telling me this
00:53:53right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband,
00:54:07I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave,
00:54:25we're really going to trust each other.
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30I have a fiancé now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so emotional?
00:54:57Ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:55:00But now the path is split in two
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you
00:55:08And yours is headed towards the western coast
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close
00:55:15I feel hollow, I love you most
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride
00:55:21I miss you so much
00:55:22I miss you too
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah?
00:55:27Like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick
00:55:28we're going to move on this violent situation
00:55:31I want to do some research first
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about
00:55:41So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:55:43But I understand why
00:55:45I understand why
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely
00:55:49dish Belize and never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though
00:55:55for a little bit
00:55:55Making some money
00:55:57Coming back to Belize
00:55:58Building a nice house
00:55:59Getting a Belize
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:56:08because I believe love is more important than the location
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason
00:56:17And I'm completely in love with him
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him
00:56:24Here we go
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:56:41I'm just happy
00:56:47So, once I leave
00:56:49We just really got to trust each other
00:56:53I got to
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that
00:56:55I got to
00:56:55You're drunk and stupid
00:56:56I have a fiancé now
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:03I don't know
00:57:07What happened?
00:57:10Can I miss me?
00:57:18I hate crying
00:57:22It's okay
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times
00:57:44But also a lot of hurdles
00:57:46You know, they say that
00:57:49A plane can't fly without resistance
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance
00:57:54And we still made it through that
00:57:59I think this has been a good trip
00:58:06In love with you
00:58:09I'm going to miss you
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona
00:58:28Having a little family
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future
00:58:34And I'm just excited that we're where we're at now
00:58:38Give me just a second now to catch my breath
00:58:41I better catch my phone
00:58:43Don't ask us, baby
00:58:44I love you
00:58:47I love you
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist
00:59:07For me to make good money, real money
00:59:09I could network with people
00:59:11I could network with other big dancehall artists
00:59:14Bigger than myself
00:59:14And I know people
00:59:16Not in Arizona
00:59:17I don't know nobody
00:59:20Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston
00:59:26You know, my brothers are in Houston
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends
00:59:31I am a man who don't frighten easily
00:59:33What else have you against me?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but they are
00:59:41I really ain't worried about her
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but, hey
00:59:51Nah, come on
00:59:52I'm playing
00:59:53I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:00:02We had our plans
01:00:04This is the best way for us to be together faster together
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind
01:00:11I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize
01:00:17He's been manipulated
01:00:19Please, I really want you to stay
01:00:32Would you feel better
01:00:35If I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:56If that's what it's going to take to fix this
01:00:59And for you to trust me
01:01:02Then, yeah
01:01:03I would do that
01:01:08Okay
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose
01:01:18Between my best friend and the love of my life
01:01:22But BeerCon truly, genuinely loves me
01:01:25And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone
01:01:29Is worth giving up my friendship with Michael over
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:40I don't want you to cut your relationship with him
01:01:44We can still be friends
01:01:47He's a good guy
01:01:48He proved
01:01:50He's worthy of being friends
01:01:52I'm okay with that
01:01:53Thank you
01:01:54Not friends
01:01:55Not best friend
01:01:56Not that
01:01:58Weird friendship
01:02:05She's trying to do something to save this relationship
01:02:08And I appreciate that
01:02:10Because once that relationship gets into the dead end
01:02:15Nobody can get it out
01:02:17We're good
01:02:19It'll be good
01:02:20But we gotta work on
01:02:22I know
01:02:26It is always bad
01:02:28To lose people
01:02:30I lost a lot of people
01:02:32And
01:02:34I don't want her to cut relationship
01:02:36With her friend
01:02:38I'm not gonna be the one
01:02:40Who breaks them apart
01:02:41You know?
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me
01:02:46Thanks for trying to make up
01:02:51I love Laura
01:02:52Because she has a pure heart
01:02:54And
01:02:55She makes me love life
01:02:58So
01:02:59I want her to be happy
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:26I don't know, babe
01:03:31We're just like guys
01:03:32We're just like girls
01:03:33To unloved the world
01:03:36We're just like
01:03:37We're the last day
01:03:38In this beautiful apartment
01:03:40I know, honey
01:03:42It's fine
01:03:51It's the last night
01:03:52In the Philippines with Sheena
01:03:53And
01:03:54My heart is
01:03:56Cracking
01:03:58The talk we had
01:03:59With my mom
01:04:00Is still weighing on my mind
01:04:05It's very annoying
01:04:06When my mom is right
01:04:07Because she'll never let me
01:04:08Hear the end of it
01:04:10On top of that
01:04:10It hurts my heart
01:04:12Seeing Sheena get so emotional
01:04:13That I'm going to have
01:04:15To leave her
01:04:16But
01:04:17At the end of the day
01:04:18If I do everything correctly
01:04:20I know that
01:04:21Sheena and I
01:04:22Will have a bright future
01:04:23And
01:04:23I hope that she understands
01:04:30Please
01:04:30Please
01:04:31I really want you to stay
01:04:37You can't like mom
01:04:39Change your mind
01:04:39You have to decide
01:04:41This
01:04:41On your own will
01:04:44Sheena
01:04:45Honey
01:04:47We have overcome
01:04:49Mountains
01:04:50We have overcome
01:04:51Problems
01:04:52We have
01:04:53Struggled
01:04:54Through so many years
01:04:55Even a pandemic
01:04:57We have
01:04:58Our plans
01:04:59To grow
01:05:00And have a family
01:05:01I want you here
01:05:04And I know
01:05:05That this is
01:05:06The best way
01:05:07For us
01:05:08To be together
01:05:09Faster together
01:05:10That's what I've been
01:05:11Waiting for you
01:05:12For the longest time
01:05:18Sheena
01:05:18I can't do that
01:05:21It's literally
01:05:22Tearing me up
01:05:23Thinking about
01:05:24Being away from you
01:05:25But
01:05:26I think mom
01:05:27Was kind of right
01:05:29I want to have
01:05:30A bright future together
01:05:31When getting you
01:05:33To the United States
01:05:34Is
01:05:35The best option
01:05:38And
01:05:38To do that
01:05:39I need
01:05:40To
01:05:40Go
01:05:41And start
01:05:42Work
01:05:43And do the process
01:05:44And make sure
01:05:45I have everything
01:05:45Stabilized
01:05:46In America
01:05:52It hurts
01:05:53That Forrest
01:05:54Happened to
01:05:54Change his mind
01:05:56It feels like
01:05:57He would rather
01:05:58Choose his mom
01:05:58Over me
01:06:00I mean
01:06:01I understand
01:06:03If he happened
01:06:03To work in the U.S.
01:06:05He could earn
01:06:05Much more
01:06:06Better money
01:06:07But
01:06:08I am worried
01:06:08That Forrest
01:06:09Wouldn't find
01:06:10A job that easy
01:06:11Because of his
01:06:12Disability issues
01:06:13I feel like
01:06:15He's been manipulated
01:06:16To think that
01:06:17Living in the Philippines
01:06:18Was impossible
01:06:20But it's not certain
01:06:22That this other plan
01:06:23Is going to work out
01:06:26The faster
01:06:27The faster I get back home
01:06:28The faster
01:06:29I can start
01:06:30The process
01:06:31And
01:06:32If
01:06:32I don't get
01:06:33The K-1
01:06:34It gets denied
01:06:34Then I can come
01:06:35Back here
01:06:36And stay here
01:06:37If things don't
01:06:37Work out
01:06:38In here
01:06:39But how about
01:06:40But how about mom
01:06:43I'm quite worried
01:06:45That she would try
01:06:46Her best
01:06:47To make sure
01:06:47To stay in the
01:06:48United States
01:06:49Forever
01:06:50And this decision
01:06:51It's not my mother
01:06:53It's my own
01:06:54Decision
01:06:57But I see a bright future
01:06:59Together
01:06:59And I'm in your heart
01:07:01And you're in my heart
01:07:02And you're my true home
01:07:06I want to
01:07:07Put my faith
01:07:08Into him
01:07:08As my partner
01:07:09That he would
01:07:11Find a way
01:07:11To be together
01:07:12Long term
01:07:13But I think
01:07:15Forrest's mom
01:07:16Is much more
01:07:17Controlling
01:07:18Than he would realize
01:07:21I know that
01:07:22Molly
01:07:23Still have
01:07:23Worries and doubts
01:07:25Regarding our relationship
01:07:27And I'm worried
01:07:28That she could
01:07:29Influence him
01:07:30And cause problems
01:07:31She could break
01:07:33Us apart
01:07:35It's just
01:07:40It's hard
01:07:51Holy
01:07:52Holy
01:07:53Holy
01:07:54Why is everything
01:07:56So cold
01:07:57Surprise
01:07:57Surprise
01:07:58She's cold
01:07:58My god
01:08:00Thank you so much
01:08:01Take that away
01:08:02She's a pain in the ass
01:08:04But it's in a cute way
01:08:05You know
01:08:06I like that
01:08:07How do you feel
01:08:09About me
01:08:10I
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you
01:08:12But not in love
01:08:29Good morning
01:08:30Good morning
01:08:31Good morning
01:08:32It's a little chilly
01:08:33Out here today
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping
01:08:35I was
01:08:36I just woke up
01:08:44Time to go back to Bondi
01:08:45Yeah
01:08:45It was a good little getaway
01:08:49Mostly
01:08:52I feel really sad
01:08:54This is our last full day together
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi
01:08:58In a little bit
01:08:59And then tomorrow
01:09:00I fly back to Miami
01:09:03Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking
01:09:08Yes I did
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now
01:09:13Like he told me he loved me
01:09:15And that means the world to me
01:09:17But at the same time
01:09:18Here he is again
01:09:20Not living up to his promise
01:09:21To video chat with his son
01:09:23I understand there's external factors
01:09:26But if you're going to see a future with me
01:09:28And maybe your wife
01:09:30Like the fact that you didn't try harder
01:09:33I don't know
01:09:34It's just like scary
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow
01:09:38And I have no idea what the future holds
01:09:41This is really heavy
01:09:44From last night
01:09:45My book just sent my nose
01:09:49Tonight
01:09:50In Bondi?
01:09:52Yep
01:09:52I'm fine
01:09:53Yep
01:09:55So let's go get changed
01:09:56And get home
01:09:59Yeah
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly
01:10:09This has never happened before
01:10:12But saying I love you
01:10:13And then not having it heard back
01:10:15I am sort of wondering where she's at
01:10:17You know
01:10:17Is it not as real for her
01:10:19As it is for me
01:10:20That is a bit concerning
01:10:26I've been gone for too long
01:10:29Finding my way home
01:10:35So good for here, babe
01:10:38It's nice of my city
01:10:46All right, guys
01:10:47This is your table
01:10:48Thank you
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys
01:10:52Thank you
01:10:53Thank you so much
01:10:55It's so cold
01:10:57So cold
01:10:57But you're always cold
01:10:58Always cold
01:10:59They did say they have blankets
01:11:00So I'm going to ask her for a blanket
01:11:02Okay, good idea
01:11:03God, it's so cold
01:11:04Surprise, surprise
01:11:06She's cold
01:11:07Holy
01:11:08Holy
01:11:09Holy
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's like the slightest breeze
01:11:15All the sun's down
01:11:16She's cold
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys
01:11:19Don't mind me
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:22I'm freezing
01:11:24I'm freezing
01:11:25Wow, turn on the car
01:11:27I'm so cold
01:11:28Holy
01:11:29Kamoli
01:11:30I'm cold
01:11:30You'd think by now
01:11:32That she'd know how to dress
01:11:33You know, in Sydney
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer
01:11:35You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do
01:11:37Yeah, I'm shivering
01:11:39Oh, God
01:11:39It's a little nipply out
01:11:41A little nipply
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass
01:11:44But it's in a cute way
01:11:45You know
01:11:46I like that
01:11:48Well, you look stunning
01:11:50As always, I think
01:11:51All righty
01:11:51I've got the blanket for you
01:11:52Oh, my God
01:11:53Thank you so much
01:11:55Take that away for you
01:11:56Um, can we please get
01:11:58Two spicy margaritas
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas
01:12:00Uh, tahini, if you've got it
01:12:02Tahini, we do
01:12:03Oh, it's good
01:12:04How lovely
01:12:05Thanks so much
01:12:05Thank you
01:12:06Thank you, guys
01:12:10Last night
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah
01:12:26I mean, like
01:12:29I'm falling for you
01:12:32But not in love
01:12:36Not yet
01:12:40Josh literally tells me
01:12:42Everything I want to hear
01:12:44But I feel like
01:12:45He sometimes kind of
01:12:46Just says things
01:12:47To appease me
01:12:48Like, he'll say
01:12:49He's gonna do
01:12:51X, Y, and Z
01:12:52But there's like
01:12:52No action behind that
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me
01:12:56That sees the future with him
01:12:57Like, getting married
01:12:58And having kids
01:12:59But then there's this other side of me
01:13:01That's like
01:13:02Am I even being realistic
01:13:04With my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful
01:13:06And wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you
01:13:10I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you
01:13:16But we live in different continents
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference
01:13:21You have a son here
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move
01:13:28Obviously
01:13:28It's a move for either one of us
01:13:31Whether it be here or there
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me
01:13:35To move into Miami
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Yeah
01:13:38Okay, yes
01:13:39How are
01:13:40Okay, so
01:13:40If I was to move here
01:13:42Where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place
01:13:44You and I find a place together
01:13:46We live
01:13:46We move in together
01:13:50Okay, but like
01:13:50Have you gone on a website
01:13:52And looked for places?
01:13:53No
01:13:55Slowly
01:13:58Look
01:14:00I'm confident
01:14:01I can call this off
01:14:02More than confident
01:14:07I'm scared
01:14:08I just don't know
01:14:09If I can
01:14:09I don't know
01:14:10It's all mine
01:14:10You just gotta let go sometimes
01:14:13I'm just
01:14:13Like
01:14:14I don't know
01:14:14If you're stable
01:14:19I want to make it work
01:14:21I believe
01:14:21But wanting to and doing so
01:14:23You're
01:14:23I believe
01:14:24That it will work
01:14:25In my eyes
01:14:26I think you
01:14:27Will find excuses
01:14:28To make it not work
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you
01:14:34A solid game plan
01:14:35And you're still hesitant
01:14:36You've had a hard year
01:14:38Like
01:14:39Financially
01:14:40I don't know how
01:14:40You're gonna be able
01:14:41To make this work
01:14:42I don't know
01:14:43Sorry
01:14:44That I can't
01:14:45You know
01:14:45I don't have a big nest egg
01:14:47You just have to trust
01:14:49Cause you are
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like seriously
01:14:52Like you are
01:14:53Like yep
01:14:53Josh
01:14:54Like that's your
01:14:55Cause you're being a
01:14:55Dick to me
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself
01:14:58That's all I am doing
01:15:00I still care about you
01:15:02And love you
01:15:03And you don't know
01:15:04How you feel
01:15:05So that obviously
01:15:06Throws you out in my mind
01:15:09Feels a little bit like
01:15:10You don't want it to happen
01:15:12But you don't want to admit it
01:15:16You think I'm not putting
01:15:18Anything into action
01:15:19But I feel like
01:15:20The ball's in your court
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere
01:15:31And do this
01:15:32Don't do that
01:15:32I will even now
01:15:33I don't have nothing
01:15:34To do with you
01:15:35No, please
01:15:35This is my phone
01:15:37I don't have nothing
01:15:38To tell
01:15:38Please
01:15:41I'll just
01:15:42Walk away
01:15:44And never
01:15:45Speak to him again
01:15:48I wasted my time
01:15:57I love you so much
01:15:59But
01:16:01I can't block her
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:07Why?
01:16:23I don't know
01:16:24What to do
01:16:24Because
01:16:26It's
01:16:27I'm in love
01:16:28With you
01:16:31But
01:16:31I do still
01:16:32Have feelings
01:16:33For her too
01:16:36Oh
01:16:39And
01:16:39No
01:16:40Nothing else
01:16:41To do
01:16:42Nothing
01:16:43Nothing else
01:16:44To say
01:16:46I love you
01:16:47No, no, no
01:16:47You don't love me
01:16:54I asked her to choose
01:16:56Then
01:16:58You made your choice
01:17:04When Trish asked me
01:17:06To block my axe
01:17:07I realized that
01:17:09I can't completely
01:17:11Shut the door
01:17:13And I wanted to be honest
01:17:15About my feelings
01:17:18So you chose your ex
01:17:20Over her
01:17:20After all you guys
01:17:21Have been through
01:17:23I don't look at it
01:17:24As I
01:17:25Chose my ex
01:17:26Over her
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as
01:17:35Um
01:17:37Just not ready
01:17:38To let go
01:17:39Totally
01:17:41I love Trish
01:17:43But um
01:17:45I mean
01:17:46Love isn't
01:17:48So black and white
01:17:49It's possible
01:17:51To have feelings
01:17:52For two people
01:17:54At the same time
01:17:59I wasted my time
01:18:03I don't look at it
01:18:04I don't look at it
01:18:04It's a waste
01:18:06I still
01:18:07I'm still willing
01:18:08To try to make it
01:18:10But I
01:18:10It's nothing to do
01:18:11Anymore
01:18:13I cannot be with
01:18:14Someone who still
01:18:15Have feelings
01:18:15For his ex
01:18:16I'll block you
01:18:18Everywhere
01:18:18And be
01:18:19Trish
01:18:19Don't do that
01:18:20I will
01:18:20Even now
01:18:21I don't have
01:18:22Nothing to do
01:18:22With you
01:18:23Please
01:18:23This is my phone
01:18:25You didn't buy it
01:18:26You didn't do anything
01:18:27I don't have
01:18:28Nothing to tell
01:18:29Please
01:18:29Experience
01:18:30Don't do it
01:18:31Yes
01:18:31I am doing it
01:18:32Right now
01:18:37I hate that
01:18:38It makes me
01:18:39Suffer
01:18:40Again
01:18:42You plan
01:18:43A future
01:18:43With me
01:18:44You told me
01:18:45That you love me
01:18:47But
01:18:48I still have
01:18:49Feelings for her
01:18:54I do
01:18:55But
01:18:56That doesn't mean
01:18:57I'm going back
01:18:58To her
01:18:58And my feelings
01:19:00For you
01:19:00Are strong
01:19:02I still want us
01:19:03To go on
01:19:06I cannot do that
01:19:08I'll never be
01:19:09A second choice
01:19:10Of someone
01:19:11So
01:19:12I'll take my love
01:19:14Back
01:19:14And forget about him
01:19:26Don't
01:19:27Don't ever bother me
01:19:29Can I give you a point
01:19:29No, no, no
01:19:30You made a choice
01:19:35Let's finish
01:19:38Good
01:19:39Thank you
01:19:47I'm feeling
01:19:48I'm feeling really
01:19:49Really angry
01:19:51Like
01:19:52I don't understand
01:19:53Why
01:19:54He make me fall
01:19:55In love
01:19:56With him
01:19:57And
01:19:57Break my heart
01:20:00Like
01:20:01He shouldn't have
01:20:02Come to Madagascar
01:20:03Meet me
01:20:06I don't know
01:20:06What to say
01:20:07Anymore
01:20:08I'll just
01:20:09Walk away
01:20:10And never
01:20:12Speak to him
01:20:12Again
01:20:19I wish you realized
01:20:20That I do
01:20:22Love her
01:20:23And I do
01:20:23Think that she's special
01:20:25I want us to be together
01:20:27But
01:20:30I just wasn't ready
01:20:35That's all I can't see
01:20:46Holy
01:20:46F*** balls
01:20:47Next time
01:20:48On Before the 90 Days
01:20:50I feel like
01:20:51I should ask
01:20:51For your autograph
01:20:53Jeez
01:20:53Give me your ring finger
01:20:56I'm asking you
01:20:58Will you marry me?
01:21:00We just
01:21:01Got things back
01:21:02On track
01:21:03And I'm worried
01:21:04That as we go back
01:21:05To long distance
01:21:06We're only gonna have
01:21:07More drama
01:21:08And more problems
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Make it
01:21:13I'm in
01:21:14No shoes
01:21:16So today
01:21:17I decided to
01:21:19Take a pregnancy
01:21:21Yes
01:21:25Javon
01:21:25Boo
01:21:26Is that is what
01:21:28I think it is
01:21:29Holy
01:21:30F***
01:21:30I'm about to be a dad
01:21:32You don't need to be
01:21:33It may have taken
01:21:35Seven years to get here
01:21:36But it's not gonna take
01:21:37Seven years to get you
01:21:38Back home
01:21:39I still don't
01:21:40Completely trust Sheena
01:21:42She still
01:21:43Manipulates
01:21:44Here I thought
01:21:45I was coming to get
01:21:46All these questions answered
01:21:47No I have more questions
01:21:49You okay?
01:21:53It's so hard to trust
01:21:54That he's going
01:21:55To come back for me
01:21:56I don't want you to leave me
01:21:58I don't want you to leave me
01:22:01This hurts me deeply
01:22:03That it didn't work out
01:22:04Between Trish and I
01:22:06And I'm leaving
01:22:08With no hope at all
01:22:14Leave me
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that report
01:22:23In one hour
01:22:25And he just left
01:22:27Like how can you tell me
01:22:29You love me
01:22:29And you're falling for me
01:22:30Then you bring
01:22:31The f***ing girls back
01:22:32And disrespect me
01:22:33Oh my god
01:22:35He stopped sharing
01:22:35His location with me
01:22:37I am so exhausted
01:22:39From this emotional
01:22:40Rollercoaster
01:22:40Like what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much
01:22:46To make Daniel happy
01:22:48I was so sure of him
01:22:50And now I'm just insecure
01:22:52He's not communicating
01:22:54With her much
01:22:54I wanted to find
01:22:56A reason why
01:22:56And I did find things
01:22:59Faith went on your email
01:23:01How come in your contacts
01:23:03You have somebody
01:23:04Listed as wife
01:23:06So who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me
01:23:14What happened?
01:23:15I don't even know
01:23:16Where to start
01:23:17Are you questioning
01:23:23The whole relationship
01:23:26At this point?
01:23:31I don't even know
01:23:31Is this father
01:23:31What do I do then?
01:23:31Like how does some
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