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00:01I just got invited to a group called Chris is a Rapist.
00:04It says that he assaulted Katie and Lucy.
00:06Did you know about this?
00:07Why are you doing this?
00:08I don't need to force anybody.
00:10Pippa and I hooked up once, and we're cool.
00:11You think nobody knows what you did to Pippa?
00:13Do you think Lucy's okay?
00:14Yeah, I think she just wants people to stop talking about it.
00:18I didn't mean for this story to become about me.
00:20I was just trying to help Pippa.
00:22Don't say anything else to anyone.
00:24I told Steven.
00:25You what?
00:26He made me admit it.
00:27Go.
00:28On tape.
00:28I lied about being raped.
00:31When I'm rough with you...
00:31You're nothing.
00:32I thought we were just fucking around, and it didn't come from, like, a place of, like, trauma.
00:36You're not damaging me.
00:37I don't want you to suddenly be different.
00:39It's because you are so completely forgettable.
00:42You're just a pointless fucking cunt!
00:45Do you actually like this, or did he just convince you that you do?
00:48Because I bet you fucking hate it.
00:51I can tell you're trying to hurt me, Bri.
00:53We are not going to succeed, because I've already felt all the things that you're feeling.
00:57Bri, hey!
00:58I think what you're doing is really wrong.
01:00You're sleeping with someone else's husband.
01:02It's gross.
01:02Okay, I'll help you.
01:03Do this one like you want to kill yourself.
01:07Please be serious.
01:08This is...
01:09We're talking about suicide here.
01:11I'm going to New Jersey to see my mom.
01:14You know, I don't have any summer plans yet.
01:16Trev and I are house-sitting Bruce's parents at the shore.
01:19You could come if you wanted.
01:20Hey, do you want to come get food with us?
01:22I ate already, actually, with Evan.
01:24We're kind of back together.
01:26It's good.
01:26Are you pregnant?
01:27Hey, you already scheduled an abortion.
01:29It's going to be the highlight of my year.
01:31I am so excited to abort your baby.
01:34He's just not someone who lets things go.
01:36No, I'm actually scared of him.
01:57Hi.
02:05Happy Valentine's Day.
02:06Happy Valentine's Day.
02:12What time's the thing?
02:13What's it?
02:14Uh, 12.
02:15But I'm going to get ready with the girls first,
02:16so I'll meet you there.
02:17That's cool.
02:18Yeah, that sounds cool.
02:19Great.
02:21Are you going now?
02:22Yeah, I just have some shit to do first, so...
02:25Okay.
02:25Uh, I'll see you there.
02:30Okay.
02:36Hey.
02:38I love you.
02:40You're a good Valentine.
02:42Oh, so are you.
02:44Oh, so are you going to carry on?
02:52Shrugged off, short-sighted, false assignment, tender.
02:55What can I say?
03:02Have one, have 20 more, one more, zender.
03:05With the lovely lamb.
03:13Good times are killing me.
03:24Hi.
03:25Hi.
03:28Hi.
03:30Hey.
03:36I feel cheesy saying happy Valentine's Day, so I'm not going to.
03:49Okay, so are you going to go to this anti-Valentine's Day party at Theta?
03:54The goth thing?
03:55Yeah.
03:56I don't know.
03:58You're going with Wrigley, right?
04:02Yeah.
04:04Do you think I'm terrible?
04:06No.
04:07It's just kind of a mess.
04:16I should take this.
04:20Hey, Mom.
04:21Diana, what the hell are these photos that were sent to your father?
04:25What do you mean?
04:27Your father was just sent some very disturbing photos of you
04:30from some anonymous email account.
04:33I've no idea what you're talking about, Mom.
04:35I just forwarded them to you.
04:38No.
04:43No.
04:46No.
04:48No.
04:52No.
04:53I don't know why you would let someone take pictures of you like this.
04:56Mom, I don't...
04:58This is insane.
04:59I'm so sorry.
05:00I'm so, so sorry.
05:01Is Dad there?
05:03I don't think it's a good idea for you to talk to him right now.
05:05He's really upset.
05:07Honestly, so am I.
05:08Let's just speak later.
05:20Please don't look.
05:22Who sent those?
05:25Steven.
05:27I forgot they even existed.
05:29They're from freshman year.
05:30You let Steven have those?
05:32It was early when I was still obsessed with him.
05:40What are you going to do?
05:42I'm not giving him a reaction.
05:44Okay, I don't think now's the time to be a bigger person.
05:46It's not about being the bigger person.
05:48He cannot keep getting away with this, okay?
05:50There's no justice with someone like him, okay?
05:52That's not how this works.
05:54Hey, look.
05:54Okay, I get it.
05:55He's really scary.
05:56Sorry.
05:57Sorry.
05:58Um...
06:00I just think I need to be alone right now.
06:03Okay.
06:12Okay.
06:51I want you to know
06:56That I'm happy for you
07:02I wish nothing but the best
07:06You're like the tear
07:08Yeah, it felt right
07:10Dressing like I'm clinically depressed actually makes me feel less clinically depressed
07:13I hope Pippa gets here soon
07:18I don't want to be late
07:22I think it's bad that I didn't get Evan a Valentine's Day gift
07:25I mean, you guys only got back together, like, a week ago
07:28I'm not sure you really earned a gift yet
07:32Do you, do you not like Evan?
07:35What?
07:36Why would you ask that?
07:38Just like a feeling I get sometimes
07:40No
07:42No, I like him
07:43I like him
07:46Hi
07:47Hi
07:48Who have you been?
07:49Wow
07:50I didn't know we were going full out with makeup and everything
07:53Well, we're running a little bit late
07:55So
07:56Draw on a tear
07:57And then we can go
07:58I'm not really in the mood
08:00I'll take you
08:02It weirdly makes you feel better
08:06Okay
08:10Lucy
08:11Doesn't this mean that you, like, killed someone in prison?
08:15Give me a sec, okay?
08:16Okay
08:16Okay
08:17Are you drawing too?
08:22Hey
08:23Hi
08:23Okay, so it took a lot of bribery
08:25But my friend can cover my shift
08:27So I'll be there for your exhibit tomorrow
08:29Wait, really?
08:30Yep
08:30I'll take the train
08:32And then I'll just, like, get a cab from there
08:33I actually got to run now
08:34But I'll see you tomorrow
08:36I'm really excited
08:37Yeah, me too
08:38Bye
08:47So my mom is coming to my exhibit tomorrow
08:50Wait, what?
08:51Your, your mom mom?
08:53Yeah, like
08:54Like, my mom
08:55Holy shit
08:56What?
08:57How?
08:58Uh, it's a long story
08:59But basically
09:01I got in touch with her a couple weeks ago
09:03And I invited her
09:04And, um
09:05I wasn't sure if she'd flake
09:07Cause I didn't want to get my hopes up
09:09But
09:09She's not flaking
09:11Oh my god
09:12Breathe
09:12That's amazing
09:13It's really good
09:14Wow
09:17Um
09:17I haven't told Evan yet
09:19Though, so
09:20Um
09:21Just let me tell him first
09:23Okay
09:24Okay, we should go
09:26I think he's already there
09:27Okay, wait
09:28Guys
09:30Is this, like
09:32Goth enough?
09:33Yes
09:34Also
09:35Being goth is more about the attitude anyway
09:37For sure
09:38So just
09:39Just look miserable
09:40Mm-hmm
09:41Got it
09:49This is super random
09:51But
09:51I have something I want to talk to you about
09:53Later
09:53Okay
09:54It's good though
09:56Okay
09:57Okay
09:57You look
09:58Amazing by the way
10:00Yeah?
10:00Yeah
10:00You like this goth look?
10:02Yeah
10:08Hey
10:08Hey
10:09You guys gotta cut out all this cute couple-y shit
10:11Okay
10:11This party is not about love
10:14I mean, look at me and Wrigley
10:15We're being very, very appropriate
10:18You're all being a bunch of smug assholes
10:21Speaking of
10:22I think Stephen's coming in
10:23I guess he's bringing a date
10:24Some freshman
10:25Gross
10:26Of course Stephen's preying on a freshman
10:28Should we leave?
10:30No
10:30No, it's fine
10:32You actually have a date coming too?
10:34Pretty sure I don't
10:35I might have texted Alex and asked him to come
10:38What?
10:39No, why'd you do that?
10:41You're too hot to be alone on Valentine's Day
10:43Great
10:43Besides, isn't it kind of fun to rub it in Stephen's face?
10:46I know
10:46But, well, I'm really not trying to piss Stephen off
10:48Can you text Alex and tell him not to come?
10:50It's too late
10:51He's almost here
10:53Sorry
10:55I'm sorry
10:56I didn't want you to be, like, alone today
10:57It's great
11:00I'm excited for you to meet everyone
11:02Really?
11:03I mean, they're all fucking embarrassing
11:05But
11:05Excited for them to meet you
11:06See how fucking hot you look
11:12Can you hear something?
11:18Come on, let's go pee
11:20Yeah
11:24Well, that was rude
11:28Alex?
11:33Hey
11:39Hey
11:39I'm so glad you made it
11:43Hello
11:44This person's taking forever
11:46To eat your drinks down there
11:47I'm good
11:48Just wait with you
11:49Oh, you don't have to
11:51No, it's fine
11:51I don't mind
11:53So, where's the sexy horse?
11:56I had to give him the full rundown
11:58He's, uh
12:00He's the one who's scowling
12:01And kind of looks like a turtle
12:03Please don't say anything, Stephen
12:04Okay?
12:05Just, everyone, ignore him
12:07Please
12:07I'm not gonna say anything, Lucy
12:09What do you think?
12:10I'm, like, 12
12:12I'm not gonna say anything
12:16Look, look
12:17I'm sorry if Brie pressured you
12:19Or maybe you sound desperate
12:21You really didn't have to come
12:22That's fine
12:22I had nothing else going on
12:24Okay
12:25I know you're not my valentine
12:27So, don't worry
12:28Lucy
12:30Relax
12:31Hey, you know
12:32Just because we have sex
12:33Doesn't mean we can't be friends
12:38You've never been friends with anyone
12:39You fucked, have you?
12:42No, okay
12:43Yeah
12:44Well, here we go
12:47Actually, please
12:48Don't, don't say anything to Stephen
12:50Yeah
12:51I said I wouldn't
12:54Okay
13:05What's going on?
13:07I'll, I'll be right back
13:15Yeah
13:15Hey, Pippa
13:17Did you change your number?
13:18I've been trying to call you
13:19Um
13:22No
13:23I, I, my, my phone
13:24So, Lucy said that I assaulted you?
13:28I
13:30Like, what?
13:32Yeah, it's fucking crazy, right?
13:34I mean, look
13:35We hooked up
13:36But you don't think that I, like
13:37Did something to you, do you?
13:41No
13:43Nothing happened
13:45So
13:46We're cool?
13:50Yeah
13:51We're cool
14:00Can you tell Lucy that?
14:02Whoa
14:02Whoa, whoa
14:03What just, what just happened?
14:04What?
14:05You fucking talked to Chris about me?
14:08I'm sorry
14:09It slipped out
14:13Hey
14:23Hey
14:24Hey
14:35Oh, hey
14:41You okay?
14:42Yeah.
14:43Let's go get some water, yeah?
14:45Yeah.
14:52What was it?
14:53You're sweet, welcome.
14:54You're welcome.
14:58Hey, Lucy!
15:02Come here!
15:06Hey.
15:07Hey.
15:08You don't have to go over there.
15:11Yes, I do.
15:17Hey, I just wanted to say hi.
15:19Hi.
15:23Hey, I'm Steven.
15:25Alex.
15:26Alex, thanks.
15:27It's Tegan, Lucy, Lucy.
15:28Tegan.
15:29Hi.
15:30Hey.
15:31I was just telling Tegan you guys would get along,
15:34because you both like writing.
15:39Oh, cool.
15:40It's nice to meet you.
15:41You too.
15:42So, how do you guys know each other?
15:43Uh, Lucy's one of my good friends.
15:46Well, technically she's my ex.
15:47But we realized we weren't compatible romantically.
15:51Better as friends.
15:52Right?
15:53Yeah.
15:54Yeah.
15:54Yeah.
15:54Yeah, we were better as friends.
15:57Wow.
15:58I mean, I wish I could still be friends with any of my exes.
16:03Want me to get another drink?
16:04Mm-hmm.
16:05Mm-hmm.
16:05Okay.
16:13Lucy, what's the deal with that guy?
16:15You scared of him?
16:16What?
16:17No.
16:18We're all tense.
16:19I mean, just cold.
16:21You can't miss him.
16:24You can't miss him.
16:25Oh.
16:27Oh.
16:28You're a new one down.
16:29I thought I thought I thought that was good.
16:33Amanda.
16:35Hey.
16:37Hi.
16:38Uh, how have you been?
16:40Fine.
16:41Yeah.
16:42Uh, I wanted to apologize for snapping at you.
16:47It's fine, seriously.
16:50So do you have anything fun?
16:52Plan for spring break?
16:55Um, yeah.
16:56I'm going to Mexico.
16:57It's going to be my 18th birthday.
17:00You're turning 18?
17:01Yeah.
17:03So you're 17?
17:06Um, I skipped a year in high school.
17:09Sorry, I gotta go.
17:11Okay.
17:12Okay.
17:25So, what are you doing after graduation?
17:27Uh, I think I'll do New York for a bit.
17:30Figured I'd stay on the East Coast while Brie is finishing school.
17:33My parents are actually setting me up with a place in Williamsburg.
17:36Uh, so you're more of a Tribeca guy.
17:38Yeah, nah, nah, nah, nah, I like Brooklyn.
17:41Besides, I think Brie is staying with me over the summer.
17:45What?
17:46Yeah, it's a bunch of photography stuff you can get into.
17:50Yeah, but, like, I don't know what I'm doing with my summer yet.
17:55Okay, did you have something planned?
17:58I may actually stay with my mom.
18:00Yeah.
18:03What are you talking about?
18:06Yeah, we, um, we got back in touch recently and, um, I went to go see her.
18:13And she, yeah, she's actually coming to my photography exhibit tomorrow.
18:17Wait, wait, wait, I'm so confused.
18:21Why didn't you say anything?
18:23I was going to later today.
18:25How was it, Brie?
18:26Seeing her.
18:27Good.
18:28Weird, but, yeah, not bad.
18:31Look, I just thought, you know, when you talk about her, you kind of say she's sort of a mess.
18:39She was, but she's had a really crazy life, so.
18:43Brie, that's great.
18:44Talking again.
18:45Yeah, no, it's great, it's great.
18:46You just didn't tell me you saw her.
18:48And I was going to.
18:50I know.
18:51Hey, uh, I'm going to run some stuff to a party down the street.
18:54What's that?
18:56Oh.
18:56Try.
18:57Right.
18:57Yeah.
18:58Okay.
18:59Hey, I'm going to go to my back.
19:00Okay?
19:00I literally came up to you.
19:02Hey, your jacket.
19:05Just wait.
19:08We need to play a drinking game.
19:11Uh, yeah.
19:12No, this group does not do well with those.
19:15Come on.
19:15I know such a good game, and it's not scary at all.
19:22Come on.
19:27Okay, the game is called Paranoia.
19:31Everyone writes down a few questions on a slip of paper, like, who's the loudest drunk?
19:37Or, who thinks he's too cool to dress up for theme parties?
19:41Steven.
19:42Steven.
19:42Right.
19:43But we put the questions in a pile, and we take turns pulling them out.
19:49Then we whisper it to whoever we choose.
19:52So, if someone chose that question and whispered it to me, I would say, Steven, you have to
20:00answer with someone in this group.
20:02But, if you're the person named, you can only hear the question if you take a shot.
20:08So, otherwise, I'd hear my name, but I wouldn't know the question.
20:12And that's exactly why it's called paranoia.
20:14Okay.
20:15Okay.
20:16I'll go grab some shot glasses.
20:19This sounds like a disaster waiting to happen.
20:27It's way too late.
20:30Okay.
20:32Steven, you're up.
20:33Pick one, and then decide who you want to ask.
20:40Okay.
20:43Oh, easy.
20:44Breathe.
20:46I guess I want to know.
20:47You got to drink up, then.
20:52Whoa.
20:54The question is, who is the most beautiful girl in the group?
20:58Aw.
20:59Aw.
21:01Okay.
21:02So, I am next.
21:09I'm coming for you.
21:14This one is very, very hard, but I think I'm going to go with Pippa.
21:20Okay.
21:24Let's go.
21:28It's who's your favorite person.
21:30Aw.
21:32Okay.
21:32Did everyone just write down nice questions?
21:34That's not the point of this game.
21:37Yeah.
21:37No.
21:37These are lame.
21:38Yeah.
21:41This is better.
21:45Lucy, come here.
21:49Come here.
21:52Come here.
21:55Um.
21:58Evan.
22:03All right.
22:06Uh.
22:07Most likely to live off their parents forever.
22:14Whatever.
22:15Okay.
22:16Evan, it's your turn.
22:19Uh.
22:24I see what this is.
22:26Stop it.
22:27I'm good.
22:30Oh, definitely, Steven.
22:33Oh.
22:39Most likely to end up in prison.
22:46Oh.
22:51Most likely to end up in prison.
22:56I see what this is.
22:58Oh, okay.
23:02Uh.
23:07Lucy.
23:16Most likely to secretly hate themselves.
23:20Evan.
23:27I guess it depends on the day.
23:44Steven.
23:48I'm good.
23:48I don't need enough.
23:50Are you sure?
23:52Yeah.
23:54All right.
23:55I have to pick them.
23:57Come here.
24:10you.
24:10I think you're not afraid of me.
24:13You.
24:15No, I asked the question.
24:16Yeah, I know.
24:17But the question's most likely to cheat.
24:19And that's definitely you.
24:24Okay, um, Steven can't pull twice in a row, so...
24:30Pippa, why don't you just go?
24:32Okay, um, let's see.
24:40Yikes, um...
24:41You gotta pick someone, okay?
24:45Yikes. Um...
24:57I have to answer that.
24:59Come on, it's just a game.
25:05Okay, um, Wrigley.
25:14No, no, don't, don't, don't drink. Don't drink.
25:20Well, now I have to know.
25:26Uh, most likely to kill themselves?
25:34Well, because you made that joke, remember?
25:37In...
25:38In photography class.
25:40About suicide, remember?
25:43It was funny.
25:44Yeah, no, no, I remember.
25:46Right?
25:47I remember.
25:54Let's, uh...
25:55This game fucking sucks.
25:56Let's, um...
25:57Should we all get up and socialize?
26:00All right.
26:01Let's do it.
26:03Let's go.
26:04Yeah.
26:05Okay.
26:06That'd be cool.
26:10You okay? You good?
26:12Yeah.
26:15Wait.
26:16Wait.
26:17Hey, I'm sorry.
26:18I only said that because you had made that joke.
26:20You don't have to apologize.
26:22I drank too much.
26:24And today was just a lot.
26:25It was...
26:25I found out that that older guy I was seeing,
26:28he's fucking this 17-year-old.
26:30And I screamed at her a couple weeks ago
26:32when it's not even her fault.
26:33He's just a fucking predator.
26:35He was...
26:35He's getting away with it.
26:37Okay.
26:38And then the stuff with my mom like that
26:39put me in an even weirder headspace.
26:42And...
26:43And I appreciate it, by the way,
26:44you not saying anything...
26:46Mm-hmm.
26:46...about visiting my mom.
26:48Okay.
26:48Why am I the one that you're talking to
26:50about all of this?
26:54What do you mean?
26:55Just that you should probably be talking to Evan about this
26:57seeing that he is your boyfriend.
26:59All right?
27:00I'm not the person that you should be confiding in.
27:06Okay.
27:09I'm gonna go.
27:17Hey, can we talk?
27:19I feel like talking is kind of your main problem right now, Lucy.
27:23You need to stop having conversations that are not yours to have.
27:26Okay?
27:27I'm... I'm really sorry.
27:28Hey, hey.
27:29Oh, Jesus.
27:29I'm sorry, okay?
27:31I... I didn't think you...
27:32Chris cornered me, and he thinks what he did is fine.
27:34I couldn't... I couldn't just fucking let him think that.
27:36I just... I don't understand why you can't
27:38keep my fucking name out of your mouth.
27:41Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
27:42I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
27:44I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
27:44It does not matter that you're sorry.
27:46It doesn't matter.
27:48Okay.
27:49No, every single time you try to make something better,
27:52you end up making it so much fucking worse.
27:56I just... I gotta go.
27:58I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
27:59I'm sorry, Wrigley, but I have a headache, so...
28:19Hey, this is Diana. Leave a message.
28:34Hey.
28:35Hey.
28:41Where did Alex go? He's been gone forever.
28:44Some sorority girls and had some cocaine.
28:48So he just ran off and left you?
28:50Bree, he's a drug dealer.
28:52It's the most normal thing he could do.
28:54It's kind of rude of him to just, like, leave you here alone.
29:04Bree, are you...
29:05Are you the one who told Alex about the Chris thing?
29:09Okay. Yes.
29:11I'm sorry.
29:12I... I just...
29:13I didn't want another guy to be an asshole with you.
29:16And Alex can be weird or whatever, but I knew that he would be respectful about...
29:20About the whole thing, and...
29:21I just... I wanted him to just, like, be careful with your feelings.
29:27God, I'm sorry. Please don't be mad at me.
29:30It's okay. I'm gonna... I'm just gonna go get some air.
29:34It's okay.
29:39All right, Alex!
29:43Hey. Hey, Lucy. Sorry. That took forever.
29:45Hey, you wanna... You wanna get out of here?
29:47Let's just... Let's go back to your place.
29:50Let's... Let's get another drink first.
29:53You know, somewhere in town?
29:54Why don't you do, like, five kegs here?
29:57I need a real drink.
30:01Okay.
30:06Sorry.
30:07Hey, you okay?
30:08Okay, okay. I need... I need you to stop being weird, okay?
30:13You're being nicer.
30:14It's... It's mean.
30:16I'm... I'm being nicer. It's mean.
30:19You know what I'm saying.
30:20No, I really don't.
30:21I just feel like whatever Bri told you, like, now you feel pressured to be all careful and sweet with
30:27me,
30:27and I... I don't like it.
30:29And you have no reason to feel sorry for me.
30:33Okay?
30:34I'm a much bigger asshole than you realize, I promise.
30:38You...
30:39You are fucking rough on yourself, Lucy.
30:43Why... Why didn't you wanna go back to your place?
30:46Are you trying to avoid fucking me?
30:49No.
30:51No, I just...
30:53I just wanted another drink.
30:57Hey, maybe we just call it.
30:59No.
30:59No.
31:03Let's go get another drink.
31:16Hi.
31:17Hey.
31:26I've been, uh...
31:27I've been thinking about you.
31:42What day did you say you saw?
31:44I don't remember the exact day.
31:47I'm just trying to figure out why you didn't tell me.
31:49Because?
31:50I was...
31:50Word it was gonna be a shit show.
31:53And it was good?
31:54It was normal?
31:55I mean, I don't...
31:56I wouldn't say, like, normal.
31:58I don't know, we had mimosas.
32:00Wait.
32:01Didn't you tell me once that she was an alcoholic?
32:04She was.
32:05She's not anymore.
32:07Wait, that's not how that works.
32:09Why are you being like this?
32:12Why can't you just be more supportive?
32:15Look.
32:16If you're saying it was good with her, I'm glad.
32:19But even if it wasn't, I'm the person you should talk to about it.
32:22Whether it went well or not.
32:36You look really great.
32:39I look...
32:40tired.
32:42Well, then you're not taking enough breaks.
32:44Why don't you come hang out with me?
32:46What's with the, uh...
32:50black makeup?
32:56I just remembered what I look like.
33:00Um...
33:01I was at a theme party.
33:13I'm not trying to fight with you, I just don't understand why you're hiding shit from me.
33:16Hey, it was just private.
33:18I'm your boyfriend.
33:19Hey, guys.
33:20I'm sorry, I gotta piss.
33:23Look, I just don't want to see you get hurt, okay?
33:26And I'm sorry, but she doesn't have the very best track record.
33:28So I don't know why you think she'll be different this time.
33:31I don't really need your opinion.
33:32Well, if you don't need my opinion, then why are we even together?
33:42Hey, man.
33:43I need you to take her home.
33:46Okay.
33:58I'm not even gonna pretend like I didn't hear all that. It was so loud.
34:04I don't think you peed on your shoes.
34:12Okay.
34:15I think it's time for you to do a shot with me.
34:19I think it's time you switched your water.
34:23Sorry, sorry.
34:24I got it.
34:24I got it.
34:25I got it.
34:26Why don't I call you a cab?
34:28I don't need a fucking cab.
34:29Lucy, come on, let's go.
34:30I don't...
34:30It's okay.
34:31Let's go home.
34:32Now you want to help.
34:33I'm sorry.
34:35You need to get a bit bigger.
34:36Yeah.
34:37Sorry.
34:47Sit down.
34:48I'll just order you some water.
34:49God, why is everyone the fucking water please tonight?
34:52Oh.
35:27They're not okay.
35:31Why are you so scared of that guy, Steven?
35:36Why do you think I'm scared?
35:40Because I know what that looks like.
36:03Yeah, I'm not okay.
36:09But I think you like me like this.
36:15I don't know what you mean.
36:17Just...
36:21Just admit it.
36:24You like it.
36:29You don't want to be nice to me.
36:39I'm sad.
36:40You like it.
36:44And a fucking...
36:46Worthless mess.
36:51And you love it.
37:02This is how you want me.
37:11It's okay.
37:15It's okay.
37:39I'm not a bad person.
37:43No, you're not.
38:02No, you're not.
38:34No, you're not.
38:43Can I say something?
38:49I think wanting a relationship with your mother is an extremely normal thing for you to want.
38:55Why is he being like this?
38:58I mean, it's pretty obvious that he's threatened that you're choosing to spend time with her over him.
39:34I knew it.
39:34It's not a business if you're upset or not, right?
39:36Because this, you and me, it's not a thing.
39:41I don't even know what you're talking about.
39:43Yes, you do.
39:45You know exactly what I'm fucking talking about.
39:47I don't know.
40:08I'm with a goddamn drug dealer and girls, girls are still dating Steven.
40:14Fucking shit.
40:15God damn it.
40:16I think, you know what's crazy?
40:17I think Pip is the only one who isn't fucking up right now.
40:20She's been like the perfect girlfriend and meanwhile my dumb ass is over here.
40:24You're just fucking taking her for granted and spending too much time with you.
40:27Well then don't!
40:33Oh my god.
40:57Oh my god.
41:00Oh my god.
41:02Oh my god.
41:02Oh my god.
41:07Brie.
41:08I need to talk to Oliver.
41:09He's not here.
41:22Brie.
41:26Brie, he's really not here, Brie.
41:39He's staying somewhere else tonight.
41:44And you just sit and wait here while he's with her?
41:50Do you know that she's 17?
41:56He didn't tell you that part?
41:58I thought he got off on giving you all the details.
42:02How much did you drink, Brie?
42:03It's not what this is.
42:05I'm telling you the truth.
42:07Amanda, she's 17.
42:10Do you know when it started?
42:12Oh, come on.
42:13At your Christmas party.
42:14The one that he fucked me at in your laundry room.
42:17Okay, Brie, it's enough.
42:18Well, it wasn't, not for him.
42:19No, he went after her that same night.
42:22He's dangerous.
42:23He's hurting people.
42:25He's hurting her.
42:28Do you even care?
42:29You've clearly had too much to drink today.
42:31Stop saying that!
42:33It doesn't matter if I'm fucking drunk.
42:38Fuck, okay.
42:42I'm sorry.
42:44She's 17.
42:48It's not okay.
42:53And how old are you, Brie?
43:02Sorry.
43:03I'm sorry.
43:10Come here.
43:18I'm sorry.
43:21I know, I know, I know.
43:27I'm sorry.
43:28I'm so sorry.
43:31I'm so sorry.
43:50I didn't know she was that young.
43:55He's a...
43:58He's a complicated man.
44:01I mean, it's more than complicated, I know.
44:05It's just...
44:09It's just gotten all out of hand.
44:12Why don't you leave him?
44:16Can I give you a piece of advice?
44:22It's better to be with someone who loves you a little more than you love them.
44:31Otherwise, you end up...
44:35Going along with things that you never wanted.
44:44You can't keep doing this.
44:49He's really hurting me, Paul.
44:52I know.
44:59I...
45:00I think we both need a cup of tea.
45:04I'm gonna put on a kettle.
45:19You okay?
45:21Yeah.
45:23You?
45:28Mm-hmm.
45:36Hey, Bree said this thing.
45:41She said that the foster home she was in with you was a bad one.
45:47Yeah.
45:49I was a bad.
45:55We didn't have good people taking care of us.
46:01It was worse for the boys, though.
46:12I should get some sleep, Lizzie.
46:18Yeah, I'm gonna get going.
46:43I...
46:43I don't know.
47:17What, what are you, what are you doing?
47:26Uh...
47:26You okay?
47:30I, I didn't mean to...
47:34Do you know where you are right now, Lucy?
47:55Oh, sorry!
47:59Lucy?
48:05Are you alright?
48:07I don't know.
48:09It was like I was sleepwalking or something.
48:14Did you drink a lot today?
48:16No, no, that's not it. I'm not drunk.
48:18I mean, I was earlier, but not anymore.
48:24I'm just confused.
48:27And nervous, like, all the time.
48:32I can't sleep.
48:34I'm...
48:35I keep thinking of what's gonna happen next
48:38instead of just what's happening.
48:41Like, I'm not, I'm not here.
48:48Do you still feel like he's under your skin?
48:53Yeah.
48:55All the time.
48:58So what do you do about it?
49:01Nothing.
49:03And neither should you.
49:05He wants a reaction.
49:07Anything you do, he'll do something worse.
49:10You just have to let it go and eventually he'll move on.
49:14So, let him win.
49:16It's not about winning.
49:21I pissed Steven off the other day.
49:24I lost my temper.
49:25And, do you know what he did?
49:29He sent nudes of me.
49:32From freshman year.
49:35To my dad.
49:36What the fuck?
49:38That's disgusting.
49:39Not Steven.
49:41You can't beat him at this.
49:44He'll always find a way to go lower.
49:46He has a fucking tape of me.
49:48That's why you need to do nothing.
49:50Don't give him any reason to use it.
49:51I can't.
49:52I can't just let him hold this over me forever.
49:54It's making me fucking crazy.
49:57I have to find a way to fix this.
49:59I have to.
50:00No.
50:01The best thing you can do is nothing.
50:03He wants to have something over you.
50:05He'd rather hold onto it than actually use it.
50:07So, if you don't give him a reason,
50:09he'll probably never actually show anyone.
50:15Listen to me.
50:18You can be the girl whose entire life gets ruined by him.
50:22Or you can cut your losses,
50:24lay low,
50:26and eventually be okay.
50:30He's never gonna let me be okay.
50:34He's not gonna stop.
50:37It will be over.
50:39Eventually.
50:39I promise it will.
50:41But only if you let it.
50:44Only if you let it end.
51:07I won't see you later.
51:10I'll let it start.
51:14I'm gonna make a movie.
51:15I'll leave you alone.
51:15I'm gonna keep talking to my mother.
51:16I'm gonna leave you alone.
51:16I'll leave you alone.
51:24What?
51:45Hey.
51:47I'm sorry.
51:49It's okay. It's okay.
51:51It's not.
51:54I, I, I just, I didn't know who else to call.
51:58Because I wanted to talk to you.
52:02Because you, you make things better.
52:09And it's confusing.
52:12I think you're making me kind of confused about how I feel.
52:21I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
52:23No. Stop apologizing. Stop apologizing.
52:56Stop apologizing.
52:56Bad inside, went away
53:06Quaken leaves and broken light
53:10Shifting skin, the coming night
53:14The bearers of all good things arrive
53:17Climb inside us, twist and cry
53:21A kiss on your molten eyes
53:29Myriad lives like blades of grass
53:33Yet to be realized, bow as we pass
54:08The bearers of all good things arrive
54:10The bearers of all good things arrive
54:13I'm sorry to be alarmed
54:13I'm sorry to be alarmed
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