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00:01So was he there?
00:02Yeah.
00:03They were both there.
00:07Lucy, I bet you've been thinking about me.
00:09It doesn't work anymore, Steven.
00:11Chris! Guys, this is Lydia's brother.
00:13Found her half-dressed in that room,
00:15and that guy Chris just walks out of the bathroom.
00:18Hey!
00:18He acted like he got caught doing something.
00:21Maybe we should talk to somebody about it.
00:22No, don't tell anyone about this.
00:24I didn't know you were a foster kid.
00:26Do your friends here know?
00:26They never asked.
00:28Brie broke up with me.
00:28What? Why?
00:30Because I cheated on her.
00:31My outside was drunk.
00:32How's that even possible?
00:33I'm sorry.
00:34My head's a fucking mess.
00:36Do you guys know this girl?
00:37She hooked up with my brother.
00:39She's claiming that she was, like, drugged.
00:40It's impossible for you to know what actually happened.
00:42You were not there.
00:43We can be friends because we like each other,
00:45not just because we worry about each other, right?
00:49Yeah.
00:50Baird dropped Katie's assault case against Chris.
00:53They said that there wasn't enough evidence.
00:55Fucking crazy how girls can just lie about shit like that.
00:58Katie wasn't lying.
00:59He did the exact same thing to me.
01:01You want to make peace with your brother
01:02while getting back together with the girl
01:03who wrote the letter that ruined his life?
01:05How are you so sure that people wrote it?
01:06I ruined my brother's life.
01:08I think there's something wrong with me.
01:10We're gonna fix this.
01:11Do you think I am a bad person?
01:13Yes.
01:14But you still loved me.
01:15I know all of the worst things about you,
01:18and I still love you.
01:19You've been the biggest thing in my life
01:21for almost four years.
01:23I just don't think I feel the same way anymore.
01:26Here's the thing, Brie.
01:27I wasn't entirely honest with you about our marriage.
01:30So did Marianne know about us?
01:33Yes.
01:37Hey, thanks for coming.
01:39Diana wouldn't really take no for an answer.
01:41Drew, come on, wake up, buddy.
01:43Fuck, fuck.
01:43Hey, hey, come on, come on!
01:44Somebody help!
01:45Wrigley, it's not your fault.
01:46Whose fault is it then?
01:48I mean, I'm the one who gave him the pills,
01:49and I'm the one who ruined his life.
01:51I have to tell Wrigley.
01:53I have to tell him that you're...
01:54It's crazy.
01:54You can't throw yourself under the bus like that.
01:57Hey, Wrigley, I have to tell you something.
02:00It's about me.
02:00It's about the letter last year.
02:02I wrote the letter.
02:03The one that got Drew in trouble?
02:04That was me.
02:05I'm so sorry.
02:07Why?
02:08Leave fit.
02:08With your phenomenal LSAT score and this admissions essay,
02:12I'd say you have a perfect shot at Yale early admission.
02:15Hmm.
02:15How did Steven take the breakup?
02:16He'll be all right.
02:18Yeah, Steven, I had to make him think it was his idea.
02:20I know about this older guy that Brie's been seeing.
02:22Who is he?
02:23It's over now, anyway.
02:24It's done.
02:25That's really good.
02:26I've been so worried about her.
02:28Yeah, it really fucked her up.
02:29You know it was all our fault, right?
02:32I'd have to tell you something.
02:33When I cheated on Brie last year, I thought you two were over.
02:36Where's Steven?
02:37Kind of scary when you don't know where he is.
02:40I'm just trying to make sense of everything.
02:43Last summer, when he cheated on Brie, that was with Lucy.
02:46That's where his aunt?
02:47Yeah.
02:48I'm so sorry.
02:49I'm so sorry.
03:31How are you feeling?
03:34Excited.
03:35Yeah.
03:36Yeah.
03:40Hey, you haven't heard from Steven today, have you?
03:42I literally make it my life's mission to never hear from Steven.
03:47Right.
03:49I just, um, I don't, I don't think he's here.
03:53Which is, that's weird, right?
03:55Which is kind of weird.
04:00Have you been talking to him again?
04:01No.
04:05What do you mean by talking?
04:07Jesus Christ, Lucy.
04:08No.
04:08Nothing's happening.
04:09Nothing's happening, okay?
04:10I just, I wasn't sure where he was.
04:13Lucy, you ruined your life sophomore year.
04:16Do you not remember that?
04:21You barely came back from that.
04:27I know.
04:28I'm sorry.
04:43You ready?
04:47Great.
04:50Ah.
04:51Ah.
04:55Ah.
04:57Ah.
04:59Ah.
05:13Hey, what's up?
05:20I'm a terrible person.
05:23What are you talking about?
05:26I am.
05:27I promise.
05:30I'm probably the worst person you know.
06:04Wakey-wakey.
06:07I hate your arm.
06:10I know.
06:11But it's time for school.
06:15You're on.
06:18How long is the drive back to campus?
06:20Uh, an hour if a normal person's driving.
06:22But with my mom, like 40 minutes.
06:27Hey, thank you for letting me stay here.
06:29It was honestly one of the nicer Christmas breaks I've had, considering everything.
06:34I'm so glad you were here.
06:36Really.
06:37I love you.
06:38I love you.
06:38I can't believe we have to go back.
06:40There's just, there's no way things are going to feel normal again.
06:43Or they'll feel really normal.
06:45And that'll be even weirder.
06:51I hope Wrigley's doing okay.
06:53Wrigley hasn't said much about how he's doing.
07:10You don't have to get so secretive every time he texts you.
07:14I just know how you feel about him.
07:16Yeah, but I'm not going to tell you what to do.
07:20Besides, I made equally psychotic decisions last semester, so I can't really judge.
07:25Not that I'm calling your decision psychotic.
07:27I mean, it might be psychotic.
07:28It is.
07:29Getting back together with Steven is psychotic.
07:32But I love you, so I'm keeping my mouth shut.
07:37As long as he doesn't fuck around again.
07:40I don't know.
07:41Steven and I know each other so well.
07:43I, I don't think you can really surprise me at this point.
07:49Which I guess is comforting.
07:51I don't know.
07:52Does that make any sense?
07:54I just, I just really feel like things are going to be different this time.
08:16Oh, hey.
08:17Hey.
08:19How's, how's Santa Barbara?
08:21Warmer than here.
08:23Yeah, I know, I'm sure.
08:25Thanks for letting me crash.
08:27This place is so nice.
08:29Yeah, yeah, of course.
08:30Glad I could help.
08:31Had to get out of my brother's house.
08:32Fucking nightmare.
08:34You didn't see your mom at all?
08:36Uh, no.
08:37Still banished.
08:39Sorry, man.
08:40That's all right.
08:41Have you seen Wrigley yet?
08:42Nope.
08:43We've been texting.
08:46I feel bad for him.
08:48Yeah, me too.
08:49He's moving into a new dorm today.
08:52But you two aren't rooming together?
08:54No.
08:56He doesn't want the reminder.
08:59Everything that happened in our, in our room.
09:02Hey, uh, are you and I good?
09:06After the other stuff?
09:15Uh, honestly, it's been rough.
09:17Thinking about you and Lucy together.
09:19It's not good.
09:21I hate it.
09:22I'm sorry, man.
09:24But the reality is, I still want to be with her.
09:27So I just have to try to get over it.
09:28Unless I want to blow everything up again.
09:30And I, I, I don't want to do that.
09:33And so, yeah, that's where I'm at.
09:35Are you going to talk to her about it?
09:38I don't think so.
09:40Unless she wants to tell me herself.
09:44Well, that means a lot to me.
09:46That you're willing to get past it.
09:48I mean, I'll do my best.
09:53I'm, I'm, I'm going to go see her right now.
09:56Thank you again.
09:57Seriously, for letting me stay.
09:58Really.
09:59Yeah.
09:59Means a lot.
10:00Um, oh, I, I left some dishes in the sink.
10:02I can wash them quickly.
10:03No, it's, it's fine.
10:04I don't mind.
10:05Really?
10:06Yeah.
10:06Appreciate that.
10:08Thanks, man.
10:37You sure you don't want me to come with you to your room first?
10:40No.
10:40Go see the girls.
10:41I'm fine.
10:42Yeah, I can see them later.
10:43It's okay.
10:44I'm not going to throw myself off the roof.
10:45These buildings aren't even that tall.
10:47Wrigley.
10:49I'm joking.
10:50I'm joking.
10:56Um.
10:58Thanks for taking care of me the last few weeks.
11:02You don't need to keep thanking me.
11:04I love you.
11:05I wanted to be there.
11:07I love you too.
11:16Yeah.
11:17Okay.
11:18Okay.
11:21See ya.
11:22Okay.
11:37Do we really have the energy for this Decade's Party tonight?
11:41No.
11:41But, you know, we got our costumes, so.
11:44Hey.
11:45Hey.
11:45Hey.
11:46Oh, my God.
11:47You're hair.
11:48I'm obsessed.
11:48Oh, thank you.
11:49Amazing.
11:50Hey.
11:50And you?
11:51I didn't know that you went back to Brunette.
11:53Yeah.
11:53It felt disrespectful to be platinum blonde in a house of mourning.
11:57Hi.
11:58Hey.
11:59How was it?
11:59Is Wrigley okay?
12:00Um.
12:03Honestly, it was as bad as you think it would be.
12:05Like, uh, deeply.
12:08Deeply awful.
12:09I'm so sorry.
12:10Me too.
12:11We were worried when we didn't hear from you much.
12:14I'm just so tired.
12:16I mean, I'm glad that I could be there for him, but I feel like I got hit by a
12:19truck.
12:21Do you feel happy to be back together, though?
12:23Yeah.
12:24Yeah, of course.
12:25I mean, we broke up for stupid reasons.
12:27Yeah.
12:28He really doesn't want a lot of sad attention, so just try to treat him normally tonight.
12:33Yeah.
12:34If you can.
12:35Of course.
12:36How about you?
12:37Have you heard from the elderly man?
12:39No.
12:40No.
12:40I'm honestly just pretending that Oliver was, like, a figment of my imagination and praying
12:45that I never run into him.
12:46So you're okay, then?
12:48No.
12:48I feel like I'm dead inside.
12:50Right.
12:52If last semester wasn't rock bottom, I'm gonna be so pissed.
12:58Hey.
12:59Sorry to interrupt.
13:00Hey.
13:00I went to your room, but I heard your voice in here.
13:03Sorry.
13:04No.
13:04That's...
13:05Yeah.
13:05It's okay.
13:08Hi.
13:11You guys have a good break?
13:13Mm-hmm.
13:17I'm gonna...
13:18I'm gonna go to my room for a bit, okay?
13:21I'll come pregame later.
13:23Bye.
13:24Bye.
13:27That is so dark.
13:28I'm gonna go to the park.
13:36Hi.
13:38Hi.
13:40Hi.
13:40Hi.
13:41Bye.
13:44Hi.
14:04are we bad friends for not intervening though i don't know what we could say that she hasn't
14:10heard before it'll be our wristband break anyway it's like two months away you think
14:15it'll take that long i mean this campus is quite obviously cursed so yeah i think it's a possibility
14:31happy new year
14:36are you okay i think that was like worst case scenario right
14:48my friends think i'm crazy
14:52i don't care though i mean i care but this just feels so good
15:00did you miss me a lot
15:06we have to be nice to each other this time
15:09i know
15:11i was talking to brie and i just keep saying it's gonna be different
15:22it seems like you and brie have gotten really close
15:31yeah we've always been close
15:34oh yeah i know
15:39what
15:41nothing
15:42you can tell brie not to worry
15:49and pippa
15:52and pippa yeah
16:11i think my mom sent flowers to your house
16:13yeah i know she sent a lot of flowers thank you
16:17you gotta let me know if you need anything man i know i'm here for you can i have a
16:20beer
16:21uh yeah yeah sure
16:23wrigley
16:24you would have been so cute in the 70s
16:26hey wrigley
16:27yeah
16:32how was your break
16:33it was nice
16:36she stayed with lucy they were together the whole time
16:38but it's so cute
16:41no it was
16:41it was cute
16:43how was your break
16:46uh fine
16:47yeah
16:48you must be excited to graduate do you know what you're gonna do
16:50not really uh my dad wants me to work for him in santa barbara but i may go to new
16:56york
16:56trying to get a finance job and i don't know
16:59wait why why finance
17:01uh because i'm a finance major
17:03you are
17:05yeah
17:05no i i sorry i just never thought of you as having a major
17:11you've got time to figure stuff out don't don't stress
17:14oh yeah yeah like three months
17:19hey guys
17:20god you guys look so good
17:23hey
17:24hi
17:26come here
17:28how long have you guys been here
17:29oh my god i've been thinking about you are you okay
17:33yeah yeah yeah i'm fine
17:35i haven't told anybody i swear okay
17:38uh let's go let's go get some better drinks
17:41okay
17:45how are you
17:46i'm all right
17:49how about you
17:50i'm so good
17:53you guys do make a cute couple
17:55oh no
17:56no
17:57we're just friends
17:58molly
18:00are you on drugs
18:01yes i am
18:02yeah okay i want them
18:04i want the drugs that make molly nice to evan
18:06what are they
18:07molly
18:09wrigley
18:10no it's mdma
18:11i got it from this like
18:12grad student do you want his number
18:14yes immediately
18:16have you ever done mdma
18:17no but it looks kind of amazing
18:26it's ringing
18:29he says he's in a blue honda
18:31wait wait
18:32we don't need to all go
18:33why not
18:34he's not gonna let four people into his car
18:36and
18:36he looks like nerds
18:39wrigley and i go then
18:42no peppa and i should go
18:44we'll get a better price
18:45why
18:48because
18:49we're girls
18:50and we're pretty
19:12so you like um
19:15go to school here
19:17uh-huh
19:18cool
19:19cool
19:22yeah we need you
19:25six pills
19:27that's 120
19:28okay
19:29thank you
19:37thanks
19:45we never know how to talk to drug dealers
19:47have we bought weed from them before
19:49i don't think so
19:50why
19:50he seemed really familiar to me
19:57for sure this is the same stuff that molly took
19:59yeah that's what she said
20:04it could be fun doing it together
20:19i'll be right back
20:20i'll be right back
20:24go on
20:252-1-3-4-4-3-4-6-6-7-7-7-7-8-5-5-位
20:46Oh, hi.
20:48Hey.
20:51How are you? How's Christmas?
20:54Um, kind of weird.
20:57I spent it with Wrigley and his family.
21:00Oh. Wow.
21:05How is he?
21:07He's... trying.
21:11So you guys are doing holidays together because you're friends, or...?
21:15No.
21:18We are back together.
21:22That's great.
21:26I'm really glad he has someone. I've been worried about him.
21:33Yeah, we're actually about to do a bunch of Molly in a minute, so I think that might cheer him
21:39up.
21:41But Wrigley's gonna do MDMA, like the drug that depletes all of your serotonin?
21:46Is that what it does?
21:49Yeah, that's a really bad idea. He's gonna have a terrible comedown. You should not let him do that.
21:53I'm not in charge of him. Like, it wasn't my idea. Everyone wanted to do it.
21:58It was everyone.
21:59Like Bree and Evan and Lucy and, um...
22:02Steven.
22:06Right. So, lots of sound judgment going on.
22:10Hey, why are you being like this?
22:12No, you're right. Um...
22:14You should do...
22:16Whatever. I'm just...
22:18I'm just so done hearing about that group of people.
22:22Okay.
22:23Cool.
22:27Have a good night, Diana.
22:43How long does it take to kick in?
22:45Um...
22:45Like an hour.
22:48Okay.
23:04I think maybe we shouldn't do it.
23:06It'll be fun.
23:07No.
23:08I think it's probably not a good idea for you.
23:11Considering everything.
23:13I'll be fine.
23:14I... I've done it before.
23:15No, but you might have like a really bad comedown and I don't want it to fuck with your head
23:18right now.
23:18My head's already fucked with it. I don't need you telling me what to do.
23:28Sorry.
23:29No, it's okay.
23:30No, I'm... I'm sorry. I... I, uh...
23:33I just... I want to have a good night.
23:35Yeah, I get it.
23:38Honestly, I'm just really tired. I think I need to sleep.
23:42No, don't do that.
23:43No, hey.
23:44I'm not mad. I'm genuinely tired.
23:48Um...
23:49You should stay.
23:51Are you sure?
23:52Yeah.
23:54Maybe just consider sticking to drinking?
23:57Okay.
24:04Okay.
24:04Hey.
24:05Hi.
24:05Um, I... I'm just so tired, so I'm gonna go home.
24:09Okay.
24:10Okay.
24:11Please take care of Franklin for me.
24:12Yeah.
24:13I love you.
24:14Love you.
24:15Bye.
24:16See you.
24:17Bye.
24:17Have fun.
24:18Bye.
24:19Get them safely.
24:19Yeah.
24:23I already took mine.
24:26I used to write.
24:28I used to write letters.
24:31I used to sign my name.
24:33I used to sleep at night.
24:37Before the flashing lights settle deep in my brain.
24:41But by the time we met.
24:46By the time we met.
24:48By the time we met.
24:48The times had already changed.
24:58So I never wrote a letter.
25:02I never took my true heart.
25:05I never wrote it down.
25:06So when the lights cut out.
25:12I was lost standing in the wilderness down, down.
25:19Now our lives are changing fast.
25:23Now our lives are changing fast.
25:27Look, there's something pure can last.
25:30Look, there's something pure can last.
25:35You're lost.
25:35And it seems strange.
25:39Absolutely?
25:41Yeah.
25:41Up the Th wenn's back.
25:43Well, there's some weird tingler to fly in the wilderness.
25:53No.
25:54Let's change and Quilt.
25:54And now our lives are changing fast.
26:01At your time we do it.
26:03That's a famous.
26:06I hope there's something pure, I can last.
26:14There's no way.
26:18There's no way.
26:23Hi.
26:24Hi.
26:26Liz, let's go home.
26:30I just want to be at home with you.
26:33You do?
26:34Yeah, very bad.
26:36Okay.
26:38Let me just go say bye to pretty.
26:49I love you.
26:51Seriously.
26:53Okay.
26:53Oh, oh.
27:16Hey.
27:18You smoke?
27:21Yeah, I do.
27:25You feeling good?
27:26Mm-hmm.
27:28Are you?
27:29Nah, I'm not really feeling anything.
27:31You're not.
27:33I feel like there are waves inside of me.
27:37Yeah.
27:38Definitely not feeling that.
27:42Well, maybe it'll just take longer, because you're so big.
27:47It might not work on me.
27:48Yeah.
27:49Maybe I just don't have enough of the happy chemicals in my brain anymore.
27:54That's kind of sad.
27:59Yeah.
28:00Kinda.
28:03I think I'm gonna go home.
28:05Uh, okay.
28:06Okay.
28:07Goodnight.
28:08Goodnight.
28:18Uh, hey.
28:20I can't let you walk home by yourself.
28:22I'll walk with you.
28:27Thanks.
28:27Yeah.
28:36Oh, wow.
28:41Wow.
28:43Yep.
28:44Could we just sit for a minute?
28:47I really just wanna take it all in.
28:51Uh, uh, okay.
28:54Okay.
29:09How was your Christmas?
29:10It was horrific.
29:12Horrific?
29:12Yeah.
29:13Lucy's house was nice, but I had an affair with a married 45-year-old last semester, and it really
29:17fucked me up.
29:18What?
29:19Yeah.
29:2045.
29:21This sounds like really big gossip. How have I not heard this?
29:24Because your brother died.
29:31I'm sorry.
29:32No, you're-
29:36I'm sorry.
29:37No, no, you make a good point. You make a good point.
29:39What, this guy was- this guy was married?
29:42Yeah.
29:43Oh.
29:44Did you really like him?
29:46Oh my God, I loved him.
29:48Oh, God.
29:49I know.
29:49I know.
29:50And you probably thought he was gonna leave his marriage for you, right?
29:52I mean, I never said it out loud, but kind of, yeah.
29:55Yeah.
29:57How are your parents doing?
30:00I-
30:00I'm sorry.
30:01What?
30:01What?
30:02I felt like I needed to-
30:03That was such a sharp pivot.
30:05I know.
30:05I just felt like I had to ask something more serious.
30:07I know.
30:08I know.
30:09I know.
30:09I know.
30:09I know.
30:23Sorry.
30:23They- they look at me differently.
30:26Something in their faces.
30:28Um,
30:29just kinda feels like I-
30:30I lost my whole family.
30:32Not just- not just Drew.
30:35I'm sorry.
30:38Eh,
30:39kinda just feels like I'm solo.
30:44I get that feeling.
30:47Well, you and your parents, you don't talk at all, right?
30:49No.
30:50Yeah.
30:50My mom was just way too young to have a kid.
30:55My parents had me pretty young, too.
30:57They had me basically straight out of college.
31:01I mean, my mom was like 14 when she had me.
31:0914? Like 1-4?
31:11Yeah.
31:12Oh.
31:14Yeah.
31:15What about your dad?
31:18I don't know anything about him.
31:21Other than that he was way too old to have sex with a 14-year-old.
31:27So.
31:31I'm really sorry you had to deal with all that.
31:35It's okay.
31:37You're dealing with a lot of shit, too.
31:40Yeah.
31:43I just wish people would stop suffocating me about it.
31:46Or telling me that it'll get better.
31:48Or don't say anything else.
31:50Don't tell me that it'll get better.
31:53I know.
31:54Yeah.
31:56I for sure wouldn't say that to you.
32:00I mean...
32:02It definitely might not get better.
32:06Honestly, they probably won't.
32:17You're welcome.
32:18Gold teeth and the curse for this town.
32:23We're all in my mouth.
32:25In the eye of my mouth.
32:27What?
32:28Oh.
32:29Okay.
32:31Are you...
32:32Yeah, I feel like the MDMA is, you know, working now.
32:36Oh, good.
32:38I'm so happy for you.
32:39Oh, thank you.
32:41This is huge.
32:42This is huge.
32:42This is huge.
32:44This is huge.
32:47This is huge.
32:59I feel so good.
33:02Me too.
33:03Yeah.
33:04Yeah.
33:05What?
33:07What?
33:09I want us to be completely honest with each other from now on.
33:13Yes.
33:15Like, no secrets.
33:16Like, anything we're afraid to tell each other, we should say it.
33:20You can tell me anything.
33:21Okay.
33:22Anything.
33:23What about you, though?
33:24Is there anything you haven't told me before or anything you don't feel good about?
33:30I mean, I think I feel, like, maybe shame about some things.
33:36Okay.
33:36Yeah, that's okay.
33:38Yeah.
33:38Like what?
33:38I mean, they're not, like, specific things.
33:40They're just more, like, feelings about myself.
33:44You know?
33:45Yeah.
33:46Yeah.
33:47Like what?
33:49I don't know.
33:51Okay, focus, though.
33:53Is this stuff to do with other guys?
33:55Not really.
33:56Maybe some of it.
33:57Okay, like what?
33:58You don't want to hear that stuff.
34:01I do.
34:02There's literally nothing you can't tell me.
34:06Really?
34:07Yeah.
34:11Okay.
34:12There...
34:12Okay.
34:15There was this one time...
34:20Are you sure you don't mind hearing this?
34:22You can tell me.
34:26Okay, there was this one time...
34:30I was arguing with Leo, and I wanted him to, like, be more aggressive with me, and I was
34:43in a weird place, and I put his hand on my throat, and it was like I disgusted him.
34:53And sometimes I think about that moment, and I feel like maybe there's something disgusting about me.
35:06Okay.
35:07That's not a big deal.
35:08Leo's a fucking prude.
35:11Okay.
35:12Come on.
35:13There has to be more.
35:14More what?
35:15Anything.
35:17You know all my secrets.
35:18Have you ever been attracted to any of my friends?
35:19No.
35:20It's okay.
35:21It's okay if you have.
35:23No.
35:23I'm attracted to your friends.
35:25I think Brie's really beautiful.
35:28I mean...
35:29Yeah, she is really beautiful.
35:31She is really beautiful.
35:32Yeah, who knows?
35:33If I had met her first, I might have been in...
35:35I might have gone after her and Pippa, too.
35:37Pippa's really hot.
35:38Wait, why are you telling me this?
35:39Because it's safe.
35:41You need to know that.
35:43I do know that.
35:45I do know that.
35:48So, tell me.
35:52Steven, there's nothing I'm not telling you.
35:58Nothing.
36:02Okay.
36:04Okay?
36:09I'm tired.
36:17We will...
36:19No, no, no, no, no.
36:21I'm way too high to go to sleep right now.
36:23I'm sorry.
36:24I'm exhausted.
36:27I'm exhausted.
36:52I'm out.
37:08I'm ready.
37:08I'm tired.
37:09I'm exhausted.
37:09I'm hungry.
37:29All right, hey.
37:33I think we might have passed out.
37:35Yeah, that seems like more of a fact than anything else.
37:44I should get home.
37:48Oh.
37:48MDMA's pretty intense, huh?
37:50Yeah.
37:55This wasn't weird that this happened.
37:58We just fell asleep.
38:00No.
38:01We were on drugs.
38:02I was walking you home.
38:04Exactly.
38:05Yeah, exactly.
38:06Yeah.
38:10Maybe we just don't mention it to people, though, in case it might accidentally sound like something was weird.
38:15Yeah, I think that's smart.
38:16Okay.
38:17That's a good move.
38:22We should probably walk back separately, then.
38:25Yeah.
38:27Mm-hmm.
38:28Okay.
38:28Okay, well, I'll just, uh, you go ahead and go first.
38:31Yeah.
38:32All right.
38:32Hang out.
38:33Cool.
38:33All right.
38:34Bye.
38:34Yeah?
38:35Okay.
38:36Bye.
38:36Bye.
38:36Yeah.
38:38Bye.
38:38Bye.
38:53Bye.
38:57Bye.
39:00Bye.
39:02Bye.
39:02Bye.
39:04Bye.
39:05Bye.
39:06Bye.
39:13Hey, this is Steven. Leave a message.
39:19Hi. Hi.
39:21Are you alive? Yeah, come in.
39:27God, last night was insane.
39:29I know.
39:31I fell asleep outside.
39:33What? Where?
39:34Where? A bus stop?
39:41What?
39:42My advisor just emailed me asking to meet her in the dean's office.
39:47How can I already be in trouble?
39:49I'm sure you're not. You haven't done anything.
39:55Oh, shit.
39:58What?
39:59Oliver's car?
40:00No, no, no, no. You don't think he'd report us?
40:03I don't know.
40:04No, why would they only be emailing me then?
40:06Well, call Pippa. See if she got anything.
40:26Hi.
40:26Can I come in?
40:30I really don't appreciate you guilting me last night.
40:33Oh, how did I guilt you?
40:35Lecture me about Wrigley doing drugs. Like, it's my fault.
40:37I wasn't trying to lecture you. I was just worried about him.
40:40You think I'm not worried about him? I've been taking care of him for weeks, okay? By myself. You have
40:44no idea how hard it's been.
40:45Okay, well, maybe you shouldn't be the only person he's leaning on.
40:48Well, it's kind of my responsibility.
40:50Why? Do you not feel guilty at all? Guilty about what?
40:56You and I both convinced Drew to come back to campus. We did that together.
41:02I'm sorry, but I'm not taking that on. What happened to Drew was terrible, but it was not our fault.
41:11Is that why you got back together with Wrigley? You feel guilty?
41:14No. No, of course not, okay? You don't need to worry about my relationship with him, okay?
41:19Yeah, trust me, I'm not. I love Wrigley, but I'm delighted not to think about any of those people anymore.
41:25They're all fucking toxic. I mean, look at you. Second day back on campus. Look how you're acting.
41:30You are so judgmental. Always.
41:32Always.
41:33Yes.
41:33Really?
41:34Yes. You're always judging me. You judge me about how I handled the Chris stuff, my relationship with Lucy, basically
41:39all of my decisions.
41:41Wow, you got a whole list. Sounds like I've really been on your mind.
41:43Yeah, you have.
41:44Well, I find that a bit weird, since I'm sure there are other people who've been much worse to you.
41:48Well, then I guess I'm being weird.
41:49Okay, then stop.
41:50Well, I'm trying.
41:50I don't even know what we're talking about right now.
41:52We're talking about the fact that you're on my fucking mind all of the time, your judgments and your little
41:57comments.
41:58And I don't think that I should care about you this much. I don't think it's normal.
42:01I think, actually, it's a problem, especially because I have a boyfriend.
42:14I don't know what to say to that.
42:22Yeah.
42:45Wait, wait. Pause.
42:57I'm sorry. I can't.
43:01I think drugs are bad.
43:05Hey.
43:06Hi.
43:07You want something to eat?
43:08No.
43:17I'm a mess.
43:18No, you're not. You're just having to calm down.
43:23Or is it other stuff?
43:27We don't have to talk about it. Not with the shit you're dealing with.
43:31I would rather talk about anything other than the shit I'm dealing with.
43:34My dad just keeps calling me nonstop.
43:37He wants me to have a plan for after graduation, but I don't have a fucking idea what I want
43:41to do.
43:42A lot of people don't know what they want to do right away.
43:45When Brie asked me about it last night, I just felt stupid that I didn't have a better answer for
43:50her.
43:51Something about her opinion just matters more than anyone else's.
43:58I know you don't know her that well, but if you did, you'd know what I mean.
44:02Yeah, she was a cool girl.
44:06Can't believe she had a thing with a married guy.
44:08He was married?
44:10The old guy?
44:11Oh, God.
44:12I'm sorry.
44:13I thought you knew that part.
44:15It was sort of repeated to me like something everyone knew.
44:17I'm sorry.
44:18I didn't mean to make it worse.
44:20It's fine.
44:21Spend every day for the last month obsessing over it.
44:23Can't really get any worse.
44:27Well, look, about the graduation stuff.
44:30You know, you could set up some interviews.
44:32See what your options are.
44:35Yeah, I was going to meet a couple professors later.
44:38If I could survive this hangover.
44:40Good.
44:41That's good.
44:42Okay, yeah.
44:43They'll be more helpful than me.
44:44I'm useless at this stuff.
44:55You'll be fine.
44:57Call me after.
44:59I have.
45:29I have.
45:35Yeah.
45:38And then they're gonna be fine.
45:40Yeah.
45:40Where are you going?
45:53Yeah.
45:54Yeah.
45:56I have.
45:56Yeah.
45:58Yeah.
46:21Come in.
46:25Evan, hi.
46:27Hey, Professor. Uh, can I come in?
46:29Yeah, sure. Um, you're in tomorrow's lecture, right?
46:33Yeah, right, I am.
46:34Uh, but I had a question about something else.
46:36All right.
46:41So...
46:43I'm just trying to decide what I want to do after graduation.
46:52Sorry, I'm not hearing a specific question.
46:54Sorry. Uh, yeah, sorry. Um, I guess I'm just trying to figure out, uh, what some of my options are
47:01as a finance major.
47:03So you're asking me what career paths pertain to a degree in finance?
47:07No, no, no. Um, more like, um, which ones I'd enjoy, in your opinion.
47:16Well, um, I don't know. What do you enjoy about finance?
47:22Math?
47:24The math?
47:25Yeah.
47:28Okay.
47:29So, you don't know what you want to do, but you want me to tell you what you want to
47:32do?
47:32No, I just thought that we were in class together, you might know some more...
47:35Listen, Evan, I'm more than happy to have a conversation about your future, but it seems like you need to
47:39do some more thinking on your own first.
47:41And, um, possibly drink some electrolytes.
47:48Right.
47:50I'm sorry. You're right. Um, I didn't mean to waste your time.
47:55It's fine.
47:56I'll see you tomorrow.
48:04Lucy, I brought your advisor in to help us discuss this, as it's quite sensitive.
48:10But first, we want you to know that this is a safe space, okay?
48:15Okay.
48:18Do you know a student named Chris Montgomery?
48:22Uh, yeah. Yeah, I know Chris.
48:26Chris's parents made a complaint.
48:28Apparently, you made an accusation about Chris sexually assaulting you, which he is strongly denying.
48:34Now, obviously, we take this very seriously.
48:37So, if there is something that you would like to discuss with us, you can.
48:41Um, yeah, it's not something I want to talk about. It's over.
48:48But, Lucy, did you make this allegation?
48:52Am I in trouble?
48:53Of course not. But if it's true, it's the kind of thing that would require an official report.
48:58I mean, I might have had a private conversation with my friends, but that's all.
49:02I'm not making a report. And I'm not escalating anything.
49:05I really don't want this to become a thing. Please. Please.
49:11Well, know that you can talk to us if you change your mind.
49:13Okay. Thank you. I understand. Uh, but I won't.
49:17All right. That's all.
49:19Okay. Thank you.
49:28And since it's just physical, we don't have to worry about romance, right?
49:31Hell no. I hope we can do all more shitty.
49:33Totally. We can multitask, you know? Use the sex to spice up otherwise, darling.
49:39Like...
49:43I'm sorry for being a dick.
49:45No, you weren't.
49:46No. I was. I was. You've, uh...
49:51I was. And you've been amazing. You're the only thing keeping me sane right now.
49:54And I just don't... I don't want to be the guy that everyone is worried about.
49:59And I don't want to feel aimless like I did last semester. I just can't do it. I can't fucking
50:04do it.
50:04Okay. Okay.
50:08You just need some structure.
50:11Like...
50:12Whenever I've gone through really hard shit, the only thing that's helped me is, um, keeping busy.
50:18I guess I could sign up for more classes.
50:20Yeah. Something, like, fun. Like an art class or something.
50:25I mean, you're really creative.
50:27I'm creative?
50:28I feel like you're probably really creative.
50:31Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
50:39Ha, ha, ha, ha.
50:45Ha, ha, ha, ha, ha.
51:00Come in.
51:05Hey.
51:07Where did you go this morning?
51:09Sorry.
51:10I didn't feel good.
51:12Yeah, I'm not sure MDMA is the best fit for us.
51:15Yeah.
51:17I think it's less about the MDMA more about you fucking Evan last year.
51:23What?
51:27What are you talking about?
51:28You had sex with Evan.
51:30He cheated on Bree with you.
51:34Stephen, that is the craziest thing I've ever heard.
51:37He told me. I already know.
51:38He told you that? When? When did he tell you that?
51:40Before break.
51:42When I've been trying to get over it, but seeing how easily you lie about it, Lucy.
51:45Fuck.
51:46I'm sorry.
51:47I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Please.
51:50You have to believe me.
51:51Why didn't you just tell me?
51:52I was begging you to tell me.
51:54Because it didn't mean anything.
51:55It did not mean anything.
51:57I was wasted and we were broken up.
51:59I had to find out from him.
52:00It was fucking me.
52:01I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
52:02Please. Please. Please.
52:03You have to listen to me, okay?
52:04I love you.
52:05I love you.
52:06This is something that happened so long ago.
52:09This does not have to ruin anything.
52:10Please.
52:11Please.
52:12You have to forgive me.
52:13Please.
52:13I am trying to.
52:14I don't know if I can.
52:18What does that mean?
52:19If you can't?
52:27Are you worried about losing me or are you scared of me?
52:33I'm worried about losing you.
52:41What are you thinking?
52:47Steven, what are you going to do?
52:50I'm trying.
52:52I don't want to let this consume me.
52:57Okay.
53:02Let's just see how it goes.
53:06Okay.
53:16Brie, just talk to me.
53:19What's going on?
53:25I can't tell you.
53:28What do you mean?
53:29Hey, are you okay?
53:38Yeah.
53:40Yeah.
53:41Sorry.
53:42I'm sorry.
53:43I just had some nerves.
53:46I'm good now.
53:47I'm good.
53:49I'm ready.
53:52Okay.
53:55Okay.
53:58Well, here I am.
54:03Yeah.
54:18I'm good now.
54:21Bye.
54:23Bye.
54:34The lights are on, but you're not home
54:39Your mind is not your own
54:43Your heart sweats, your body shakes
54:48Another kiss is what it takes
54:52You can't sleep, you can't eat
54:56There's no doubt, you're in deep
55:00Your throat is tight, you can't breathe
55:05Another kiss is all you need
55:10You like to think that you're immune to this stuff, oh yeah
55:19It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough
55:23You know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love
55:27You see the signs, but you can't breathe
55:32You're on an eye, a distant speed
55:36Your heart beats in double time
55:40Another kiss, and you'll be mine
55:51Evan, do you take Bri to be your wife?
55:54I do
55:56And Bri, do you take Evan to be your husband?
56:03Of course I do
56:05You like to think that you're immune to this stuff, oh yeah
56:13It's closer to the truth to say that you can't get enough
56:17You know you're gonna have to face it, you're addicted to love
56:23Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
56:28Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
56:45Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
56:49Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:15Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:18Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:20Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:21Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:21Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:21Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:21Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:21Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:21Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:22Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
57:22Might as well face it, you're addicted to love
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