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00:01:59Never. If I'm going to make it as a property developer, I need this place finished before Christmas and back
00:02:05on the market.
00:02:06That gives you less than two months. Babe, let's be real here.
00:02:11That's going to be near enough impossible. It's not like you can afford to hire anyone to help.
00:02:15And please, before you ask, there's no way you're getting me back at that house.
00:02:19There's something creepy about it.
00:02:22Do you always think things are creepy, Amelia?
00:02:25But ghosts belong in stories, not in real life.
00:02:28Just because we can't see them doesn't mean they don't exist.
00:02:31Anywho, I'm done for the day.
00:02:33A hot bath and a bottle of red are calling my name.
00:02:37Bitch!
00:02:38Yeah, but you love me all the same.
00:02:40Speak later!
00:03:07That's when I realized.
00:03:08Yeah, maybe I should have measured the doorway before buying a six-foot bathtub.
00:03:12Rookie, right?
00:03:13Anyway, if you're just jumping in...
00:03:35This is the podcast for first-time renovators who have big dreams and zero clue what they're doing...
00:03:40Yet.
00:03:41Don't worry, I've been there.
00:03:42Like yesterday.
00:03:44So, grab a drink, put on your I swear this used to be white t-shirt, and let's talk DIY
00:03:48disaster.
00:04:25Let's go.
00:04:52Shit!
00:04:56This fucking hell.
00:05:10So, how was your first night?
00:05:13It was great.
00:05:14No strange dumb.
00:05:15Not a peek.
00:05:17Oh, how boring.
00:05:18Boring? I'd rather not be scared shitless, thanks.
00:05:21Just imagine how much money you could earn if the place was haunted.
00:05:24Well, it isn't, so I'm gonna have to earn money the old fashioned way.
00:05:27Hey, I'm just trying to help. No need to jump down my throat.
00:05:30Sorry. I'm just pissed off.
00:05:33The kitchen ceiling fell through. I had to fork out cash that I don't have to spare.
00:05:38I did warn you, but you wouldn't listen.
00:05:40Well, let's be honest. If I took all of your advice, I'd still be with Simone.
00:05:44Probably on the verge of topping myself.
00:05:46The less said about that one, the better.
00:05:49Yeah, I thought you'd say that.
00:05:57No more.
00:05:59Oh, and no fear.
00:06:00No pain when I'm in your mouth.
00:06:03No pain.
00:06:07No pain.
00:06:09No pain.
00:06:12No pain.
00:06:14No pain.
00:06:16No pain.
00:06:17No pain.
00:06:19No pain.
00:06:29I don't know.
00:07:37Melissa.
00:07:38Beth.
00:07:39Come in, I'll show you around.
00:07:45Nice.
00:07:47No, I mean it.
00:07:48It has great potential.
00:07:50It just needs a little love and care.
00:07:52That's what I thought.
00:07:54Great minds think alike.
00:07:57Seems that way.
00:08:00Come up.
00:08:14So what are your plans for this place, you didn't say on your blog?
00:08:17You didn't say on your blog to renovate it by Christmas, get it back on the market in January and
00:08:22buy a new place as soon as it sold.
00:08:24My nan left me some money, so I thought it would be a good idea to get on the property
00:08:28ladder as soon as possible.
00:08:30I've got it for a bargain considering the condition, but it's a good location, the rooms aren't bad sizes, so
00:08:35even if I make a slight profit, I'll be happy.
00:08:41Okay, I'm going to start sounding like my mother, so I'll quit while I'm ahead.
00:08:45Don't stop on my account. Talking is what connects people.
00:08:49If you knew my mother, you wouldn't say that.
00:08:51Well, excessive talking can be a sign of anxiety.
00:08:54In some cases, but not in my mother's. Honestly, she just loves to talk, pretty much like I'm doing now.
00:09:03So have you thought about colour schemes?
00:09:06I'm colourblind when it comes to putting things together.
00:09:09Well, I take it you want to dress the house to attract potential buyers. Any idea what kind of style
00:09:14you want?
00:09:15I'm a practical kind of girl. Give me a toolkit and I'll fix anything, but ask me to do something
00:09:22creative and I won't have it.
00:09:23I won't have a clue.
00:09:24In that case, we're the total opposite.
00:09:27But if we weren't, we probably wouldn't have met.
00:09:31From the moment I read your blog, I just felt so inspired.
00:09:34It's really exciting just thinking about all the things we can do here.
00:09:38So where do you want to start?
00:09:40How about downstairs and work our way out?
00:09:43Sounds like a plan.
00:09:52Something wrong?
00:09:53Can you sense something?
00:09:57Like what?
00:09:59I don't know, like an energy.
00:10:03Are you alright?
00:10:08Yeah.
00:10:10Yeah, I'm just being paranoid.
00:10:12About?
00:10:13It's this thing my friend keeps banging on about.
00:10:16My friend Amelia.
00:10:18She thinks this place is haunted.
00:10:22Haunted.
00:10:22Haunted?
00:10:23I know, crazy right?
00:10:25She also believes that man never landed on the moon, so what does that tell you?
00:10:31Do you believe in all that stuff?
00:10:34Hauntings?
00:10:34Of course not.
00:10:36Do you?
00:10:37No.
00:10:38And I believe we went to the moon too.
00:10:42Anyway, I've had loads of ideas already.
00:10:44I can put something together for you if you like.
00:10:46That'd be great.
00:10:48So I'll see you tomorrow?
00:10:49Absolutely.
00:10:51What food do you like?
00:10:52The least I can do is feed you.
00:10:54Don't worry about it.
00:10:54I'm on a 30-day water fast at the moment.
00:10:57Oh, okay.
00:10:58Well, I'll make sure there's plenty of water in.
00:11:00Flush out those bad toxins.
00:11:03Great.
00:11:03I guess I'll see you tomorrow then.
00:11:05I'll be here.
00:11:13Flush out those bad toxins, really.
00:11:36Flush out those bad toxins, really.
00:11:50Flush out those bad toxins, really.
00:11:52Flush out those bad toxins, really.
00:11:54Flush out those bad toxins.
00:11:57Okay?
00:12:13I guess you'll do things but things aren't as good.
00:12:43Hey, how are you?
00:12:46Can't believe it was only yesterday I was last here.
00:12:48This place has that effect on you.
00:12:50It does.
00:12:56I wasn't planning on staying here while renovating it.
00:12:59But I just can't seem to make it home.
00:13:02Which is crazy considering the state of the place.
00:13:05It's not crazy. Not everything's explainable like we're taught to believe.
00:13:09Yeah, you're right. My mum's an over-thinker as well, did I tell you that?
00:13:13Some jeans she passed on.
00:13:19So what I was thinking for this room.
00:13:22Because it's so compact, we kind of need to use light colours.
00:13:24So I was thinking like a steel blue for the chimney breast and then lighter colours for the rest of
00:13:30the room.
00:13:30Sounds good.
00:13:31Great. And then for the living room, we can stay in a similar sort of vein.
00:13:36Something like a deep teal for the chimney breast and then light colours for the walls.
00:13:42And what about the hallway?
00:13:44It's just so narrow.
00:13:46It feels like I'm in a coffin. I'm so claustrophobic.
00:13:50I think yellow. It's clean and bright. It'll really open up the space.
00:13:58Amelia.
00:14:00Probably calling to check that I haven't fallen off a ladder and broken my neck.
00:14:05Hope you didn't reject the call on my account.
00:14:07Oh, no, no, no, no, no. It's not because of you.
00:14:11Once we start chatting, we just can't stop.
00:14:16Anyway, I'm happy to go along with whatever you think's right.
00:14:20Let me show you some examples.
00:14:23Come on.
00:14:28Let's go.
00:14:43Let's go.
00:14:51Are you okay?
00:14:53Sorry, um, yeah, I just tend to zone out if I haven't slept well.
00:15:02Aren't you cold? It's freezing in here.
00:15:05The cold doesn't bother me.
00:15:07I don't understand why. The heating's been on all day.
00:15:11There's probably still a draft from a loft.
00:15:17Oh, I feel really bad eating in front of you.
00:15:20Are you sure you don't want a tiny bite?
00:15:23There was once a time when I wanted to be a chef,
00:15:27but I decided against it because I knew I'd end up eating all the dishes.
00:15:31Well, and I can't cook.
00:15:33I don't believe that for a second.
00:15:35I swear, it's true.
00:15:36When my friends come round mine for dinner, they bring a takeaway.
00:15:39Well, in that case, I do believe you.
00:15:43So, what about you?
00:15:46Any lifelong dreams you want to fulfil other than interior design?
00:15:53Too many to mention.
00:15:55Well, I'm sure you'll do them all.
00:15:57You seem like the kind of woman that would do whatever she set her mind to.
00:16:02I think I'll head off.
00:16:04The smell of that pizza is testing my resolve.
00:16:06Oh, God, I'm sorry.
00:16:07I should have eaten in the kitchen.
00:16:09Don't be silly. It's fine, really.
00:16:11I'll see you tomorrow.
00:16:13I'll let myself out.
00:16:14Have a good night.
00:16:14I'll let myself out.
00:17:14I'll let myself out.
00:17:15I'll let myself out.
00:17:44I'll let myself out.
00:17:47I'll let myself out.
00:17:48I'll let myself out.
00:17:49I'll let myself out.
00:18:09I'll let myself out.
00:18:21I'll let myself out.
00:18:42I'll let myself out.
00:19:01I'll let myself out.
00:19:17I'll let myself out.
00:19:51I'll let myself out.
00:19:57I'll let myself out.
00:20:36I'll let myself out.
00:20:44I'll let myself out.
00:20:45I'll let myself out.
00:21:15I'll let myself out.
00:21:42I'll let myself out.
00:21:49I'll let myself out.
00:21:59I'll let myself out.
00:22:03I don't know.
00:22:43I don't know.
00:23:00I don't know.
00:23:02I don't know.
00:23:14I don't know.
00:23:32I don't know.
00:24:11I don't know.
00:24:20You know, like if somebody died there and their soul is stuck in my house.
00:24:28Sounds like something you'd find in the paranormal fiction section.
00:24:33Thanks for your help.
00:24:35Wait.
00:24:40We've actually got some newspapers on discs dating back a few years.
00:24:43I don't know if they'd be any good.
00:24:46Discs?
00:24:47I'll have to dig up my old laptop, but yeah, it's worth a try.
00:24:51Great.
00:24:52They're right back.
00:24:52Might take me a while to find them.
00:24:54No worries.
00:24:55I'm not in a rush.
00:24:56Great.
00:25:24Here you go.
00:25:26Thanks.
00:25:27Thanks.
00:25:27I hope you don't find what you're looking for.
00:25:32I wouldn't want to live with a ghost.
00:25:47Let's see what we've got here.
00:25:48I don't know.
00:25:49I don't know.
00:26:02I don't know.
00:26:12I don't know.
00:26:19Where the hell did that go?
00:26:31I don't know.
00:26:34I don't know.
00:26:46I don't know.
00:26:47You're the first to be careful.
00:26:47I don't know.
00:26:47I don't know.
00:26:48I don't know.
00:27:05I don't know.
00:27:11Oh, this is crazy. Windows don't just frost over like they've been hit with the Arctic Air Force.
00:27:20Well, if, and I mean if, that's what you saw, I'm sure there's a logical explanation for it.
00:27:27Like what?
00:27:29Well, I don't know Beth, I'm not a meteorologist.
00:27:37There's no denying it. Amelia was right about this place.
00:27:43You're really buying into all that supernatural rubbish, aren't you?
00:27:46You do know that 99% of so-called ghostly sightings are anything but.
00:27:52But knowing my luck, I would be the 1%.
00:27:56What would you do if it was true? If the house really was haunted?
00:27:59I don't know. I just want an explanation.
00:28:05Well, so does the whole world, but as of yet, none has been given.
00:28:08I should have taken a picture.
00:28:10What would that have proved? That you have frosty windows?
00:28:14Why don't I make some tea?
00:28:16I don't want sodding tea. I want to know what's wrong with this fucking house.
00:28:25Look, I know what I saw.
00:28:27And I think you're overdoing things. Why don't you take a couple days off?
00:28:32No.
00:28:35Don't you trust me?
00:28:36Of course I do, but I'm not leaving until I know what's going on here.
00:28:42Well, why don't you get back to playing Ghostbusters and I'll go back to work.
00:28:54There is something in this house.
00:28:56Why the hell are you still there?
00:28:58I don't think it's harmful.
00:29:00You don't think it's harmful? Have you heard yourself?
00:29:02You're saying you think there's a ghost in your house and you're staying there.
00:29:07I think Melissa thinks I'm nuts.
00:29:09I don't even know the woman and I agree with her.
00:29:12Joking aside, just promise me you'll be careful.
00:29:16I promise.
00:29:19And whatever it is, if it meant harm, it would have done it by now.
00:29:23You obviously haven't seen any horror films recently.
00:29:25Anyway, are we still catching up this week?
00:29:28Of course.
00:29:29Okay. See you soon.
00:29:31Bye.
00:29:41Bye.
00:30:07Bye.
00:30:36Bye.
00:30:47Seems a shame to paint over that.
00:30:49I know. I can't quite bring myself to do it.
00:30:52Then don't.
00:30:55I won't.
00:31:06Wow, that's so Christmassy.
00:31:09I found it in the shed.
00:31:11Thought it might brighten the place up a bit.
00:31:14So what do you think?
00:31:16That you're amazing, but you already know that.
00:31:21Can I get you something to eat?
00:31:23I feel really bad making you do this for nothing.
00:31:26It's not for nothing.
00:31:27I get great pleasure out of it.
00:31:29Where do you get your inspiration from?
00:31:30Ah, in between here.
00:31:35There's a lot of junk in here.
00:31:39Stay or go?
00:31:41Do you even need to ask?
00:31:43I'll check.
00:31:44You might have a thing for dolls.
00:31:45I didn't as a kid and I certainly don't as an adult.
00:31:48Although I did have a thing for Barbie.
00:31:51Same here.
00:31:52Really?
00:31:54Yeah.
00:31:54She was my first kiss.
00:31:55Oh my God.
00:31:58Mine too.
00:32:00I've never told anyone that before.
00:32:03I've always thought it would come across as quite weird.
00:32:06For finding Barbie hot?
00:32:08Never.
00:32:11What's that?
00:32:22That's lovely.
00:32:26I think it's a keeper.
00:32:28Me too.
00:32:32Have you done much travelling?
00:32:35Not as much as I'd have liked.
00:32:38There's still time.
00:32:41I hope so.
00:33:00You've done an amazing job.
00:33:03You mean we've done an amazing job?
00:33:07Honestly, I couldn't have done it without you.
00:33:12I need some help.
00:33:28Awk.
00:33:47I don't know.
00:34:28So, did you, you know, do the deed?
00:34:33As if I'd tell you if we did.
00:34:37So not your back then?
00:34:40There's nothing to be ashamed of.
00:34:41It happens to, well, not all of us, but most people.
00:34:46So you're saying I should accept rejection with good grace?
00:34:49Yes.
00:34:50You're an emotional person who needs love and connection,
00:34:54and Melissa sounds like she's got emotional issues.
00:34:58But saying that, there was this one cold fish I dated who was grey in bed.
00:35:03Fuck, I think she was the best sex I've ever had.
00:35:07But Melissa's not emotionally dead.
00:35:09She's just very guarded.
00:35:12So tell me what happened then.
00:35:14Well, that's just it.
00:35:15Nothing happened.
00:35:16Not for lack of trying on my part, though.
00:35:19We talked about a shared experience.
00:35:22I thought we had a connection.
00:35:26Both our first crushes were on Barbie.
00:35:29And she went to leave, and I kind of tried to kiss her.
00:35:34Fuck.
00:35:35From Barbie to a kiss.
00:35:37No build-up.
00:35:38Nice going.
00:35:40In all seriousness, maybe she doesn't like pushy women.
00:35:45Oh, come on, Amelia.
00:35:46You know that's not my style.
00:35:48Which only leaves her being a head fuck, then.
00:35:50You know, a kind of woman who pulls you close to make you want her,
00:35:54only to push you away again.
00:35:58Or it could simply be that she doesn't fancy you.
00:36:03Scrap that.
00:36:04The likelihood of that is zero.
00:36:06You're so hot.
00:36:07Even I'd shag you.
00:36:10Thanks.
00:36:13You know what I mean?
00:36:14Look, she can't appreciate how amazing you are.
00:36:18That's her loss.
00:36:19And I mean that, Beth.
00:36:21I know you're trying to console me, and I appreciate it,
00:36:25but I just want to wallow in my self-pity for a while.
00:36:29It reminds me I want to be a spinster for the rest of my life.
00:36:32Please, whatever you do, do not get a bunch of cats.
00:36:35If you do, that'll be the end of our friendship.
00:36:38Cat piss is not one of my favourite scents.
00:36:41Did I tell you about that catwoman who came round...
00:36:43Yes, eight times.
00:36:46I just feel so stupid.
00:36:48I was so sure that she felt something for me.
00:36:52Maybe the ghost scared her off.
00:36:58Come on.
00:36:59Don't be so hard on yourself.
00:37:01You misread the signals.
00:37:02What's the big deal?
00:37:03You didn't force her into doing anything.
00:37:06But what if I ruined our friendship?
00:37:08What if she never comes back?
00:37:11It's already been four days since I last heard from her.
00:37:14The house is half finished.
00:37:16It was all going great until I had to spoil it with my emotions.
00:37:20You know, you could always give her a call and see how things lay instead of torturing yourself.
00:37:27I don't actually have her number.
00:37:29She contacted me through my blog.
00:37:32Then send her a message on your sodding blog.
00:37:36Okay, I will.
00:37:38Once I pick my ego up off the floor.
00:37:41Why does this shit never happen to you?
00:37:44Because at the first sniff of drama, I walk away.
00:37:51Oh, I need to take a leaf out of your book.
00:37:52Go.
00:37:53Go.
00:37:55Go.
00:38:05Go.
00:38:09Go.
00:38:13Go.
00:38:14Go.
00:38:45I'll see you soon.
00:38:55I don't know.
00:39:32Melissa?
00:39:35Sorry, did I wake you?
00:39:38How did you get in?
00:39:40The door was on the latch. You must have forgotten to lock it.
00:39:43Cute onesie.
00:39:44Not sure about the jumper and the hat, though.
00:39:52I wasn't expecting to see you again.
00:39:55Didn't you get my message? Sent it last night.
00:39:58No, I didn't.
00:39:59You must have been busy.
00:40:05Look, about the other night...
00:40:08Not about it.
00:40:09I wanted to apologise.
00:40:11There's nothing to apologise for.
00:40:14I shouldn't have kissed you.
00:40:17Okay. Well, now you've got that off your chest, can we go back to normal?
00:40:24Sure.
00:40:29Whatever normal is.
00:40:58Mind if I join you?
00:41:01No. Not at all.
00:41:20This is what I miss the most.
00:41:26The moon?
00:41:29And the sun.
00:41:31The trees, the sea, nature, everything.
00:41:35In that case, you should get out more, away from London.
00:41:40Bournemouth's only a couple of hours away.
00:41:45Or, if you don't like travelling, London's got some great spaces too.
00:41:52I know.
00:41:55Do you drive?
00:41:57No. I never got around to it.
00:42:04Well, maybe when this place is finished, I could, you know, take you somewhere.
00:42:16I think we'd be both in need of a break.
00:42:19What do you think?
00:42:22I'll think about it.
00:42:30You're a kind person, Beth.
00:42:34I want you to know how glad I am that we met.
00:42:44Me too.
00:42:50If there's something on your mind, and you need to talk, I'm a good listener.
00:43:00Let's just enjoy the moment.
00:43:30Thanks for last night.
00:43:31Any time.
00:43:32And I mean that.
00:43:34I know you do.
00:43:37So, what's our plan today?
00:43:40I thought we could hit the shops, and you could pick out the blinds that we need.
00:43:44How about I give you some ideas, and while you're gone, I can get a few things done here.
00:43:49I thought interior designers loved going out and spending their clients' money.
00:43:53Not this one, I'm afraid.
00:43:56No worries.
00:43:58To be honest, I hate shopping.
00:44:00Balls the pants off me.
00:44:02I knew we were two of a kind when we first met.
00:44:06Me too.
00:44:17Melissa?
00:44:32I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:33I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:33I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:34I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:34I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:35I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:35I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:36I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:36I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:36I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:37I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:37I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:39I knew we were two of a kind.
00:44:41I knew we were two of a kind.
00:45:09I told you to walk away, didn't I? You wouldn't listen.
00:45:12But she came back. We're working so well together.
00:45:15In your mind you were. God knows what was happening in hers.
00:45:20But to disappear like that is so weird.
00:45:24You don't even know her. I mean, where did she live?
00:45:27I don't know actually. She's a closed book.
00:45:32She could be a character in a book actually.
00:45:34The tall, blonde, beautiful stranger with her brooding manner and mysterious past.
00:45:41Who probably has a husband and kid somewhere.
00:45:46I'm going to tell you for the last time. Get rid of her.
00:45:49She's trouble.
00:46:02Please let me come in. I know you're upset but let me explain.
00:46:23So? Go on. I'm all ears.
00:46:29I haven't been feeling well.
00:46:32And that meant you couldn't email me, call me.
00:46:37Honestly, in this day and age I don't understand why you don't have a phone.
00:46:41I told you I don't like technology.
00:46:44You know what? I don't believe you.
00:46:47Why are you being so secretive?
00:46:49I'm not.
00:46:51No?
00:46:53Go on then.
00:46:56Take me to where you live.
00:47:01I didn't think so.
00:47:04You know, I'm not stupid. I know the truth.
00:47:08How?
00:47:10It really wasn't that hard to work out.
00:47:12I've met a lot of bi-curious people that love gay women crushing on them.
00:47:17That wasn't my intention.
00:47:19Why didn't you tell me you were married from the start?
00:47:23All I ever expected from you was friendship.
00:47:25I'm not married, Beth.
00:47:27So what is it then?
00:47:33Look, if you're in some kind of trouble, I can help you.
00:47:47It's complicated.
00:48:01Look, I don't want to overstep my boundaries.
00:48:07Just know, my door's always open for you.
00:48:15I appreciate it more than you know.
00:48:22I'm glad you came back today.
00:48:24I missed you.
00:48:28I missed you too.
00:48:38Cheers.
00:48:45I'm sorry I lost my temper.
00:48:54It was unbelievably out of order.
00:48:59You were upset?
00:49:01Yeah.
00:49:02Yeah, I was.
00:49:04And there's no shame in saying so.
00:49:06I envy you for that.
00:49:08You envy me for being rubbish at controlling my feelings.
00:49:13No, I envy you for being honest about your feelings and not trying to hide them.
00:49:17Sounds so much better when you put it like that.
00:49:21I take it you've forgiven me then?
00:49:25A hundred and ten percent.
00:49:27Good.
00:49:28Talking's good.
00:49:29It cleanses the soul.
00:49:33I meant when I said,
00:49:35if there's anything you want to talk about, I'm here for you.
00:49:41I'm just saying,
00:49:43sometimes it's better to open up than to try and deal with things on your own.
00:49:51But there's really nothing to say.
00:49:56I so want to figure you out.
00:50:03Oh my god, I just said that out loud, didn't I?
00:50:06Oh crap.
00:50:09Yeah, you did.
00:50:10Oh crap.
00:50:13Oh, I think I'm gonna die of embarrassment.
00:50:16I hope not.
00:50:17I quite like having you around.
00:50:21So do I.
00:50:24Like having you around.
00:50:27I know exactly what you mean.
00:50:39You're late today.
00:50:41Sorry.
00:50:42I broke my fast so I spent the morning cooking.
00:50:44I've eaten so much I think my stomach might explode.
00:50:47Well in that case I'll make you a drink.
00:50:49I'll make it.
00:50:56I've got tickets to an exhibition at the Tate Gallery if you're interested.
00:51:01Haven't been there in ages.
00:51:04Well, not since I broke up with my car friend.
00:51:08Oh.
00:51:09Why'd you break up?
00:51:11How long have you got?
00:51:15Let's just say we weren't compatible.
00:51:20It's just a shame it took two years to find that out.
00:51:24What about you?
00:51:26I've never really been in a long term relationship.
00:51:29Never met the right person.
00:51:32It can be lonely sometimes.
00:51:36It can be even lonelier being in a relationship just for the sake of it.
00:51:40True.
00:51:42I'm never going to compromise again.
00:51:44It's not worth it.
00:51:48So what about going to the Tate?
00:51:51You know, not as a date kind of thing.
00:51:54Just as friends.
00:51:56Do you usually kiss your friends?
00:52:01If we're not friends, then what are we?
00:52:15Let me ask you things I still don't understand.
00:52:23Answers you gave.
00:52:25I don't comprehend things you've said.
00:52:34Ways you've behaved.
00:52:38Nights I've laid next to you awake.
00:52:45Trying my best to fall asleep somehow.
00:52:51Wrecking my best to fall asleep?
00:52:57Cracking my best to fall asleep over things you said.
00:52:58Just now they hurt so bad.
00:53:03I don't think you realize the impact you have on me.
00:53:20Ooh
00:54:09You looked so peaceful, I didn't want to wake you.
00:54:12I wouldn't have minded.
00:54:19Is something wrong?
00:54:21No.
00:54:22I'm a Cancerian, I have an uncanny ability to tap into people's energies and I can tell
00:54:28something's up.
00:54:30It's nothing.
00:54:32Do you regret last night?
00:54:34Then what is it?
00:54:36You're persistent, aren't you?
00:54:38Very.
00:54:42Look, I like being with you and I really enjoyed last night.
00:54:49Me too.
00:54:57I'm just not ready for a relationship.
00:55:01We can carry on seeing each other but only if we keep things casual.
00:55:07No strings attached, you mean?
00:55:12And when this house is finished?
00:55:14We go our separate ways.
00:55:16Sounds idyllic.
00:55:18We're both adults.
00:55:20Yeah, but I have self-worth.
00:55:24So, I think I'll pass.
00:55:37I'm just not ready for a relationship.
00:55:47We can carry on seeing each other but only if we keep things casual.
00:55:55We go our separate ways.
00:56:26We can carry on seeing each other but only if we keep things casual.
00:56:55We can carry on seeing each other but only if we keep things casual.
00:57:26We can carry on seeing each other but only if we keep things casual.
00:57:36We can carry on seeing each other but only if we keep things casual.
00:57:36Who do you think you are?
00:57:37Friends with benefits?
00:57:38Cheeky bitch.
00:57:39By the sounds of it, she's the only one that will be benefitting from anything.
00:57:43I don't know.
00:57:44I sense there's something else going on.
00:57:47Just be honest and tell me.
00:57:50She ain't told you by now, I doubt she will.
00:57:52Just cut your losses.
00:57:53You don't need this crap.
00:57:54Focus your energies on building your property empire.
00:57:58Once you're a millionaire, you'll have your pick of women.
00:58:02Oh, sometimes I just wish I was a dog.
00:58:05Don't wish your life away for anyone, babe.
00:58:08Nobody's worth it.
00:58:26I'm sorry, babe.
00:58:34I don't know.
00:58:43I don't think I'm gonna Zeitraus.
00:58:43I don't know.
00:58:43But, I won't accept it.
00:58:44I don't know.
00:58:44I don't know.
00:58:47I don't know.
00:58:54I just want to go.
00:59:17I called the estate agent today.
00:59:22They're coming around to give me a valuation later.
00:59:34Is that it? You've got nothing to say?
00:59:42We're not going to see each other again and it's like you don't even care.
00:59:52Don't I mean anything to you?
00:59:55You know you do.
00:59:59Then why doesn't it feel like it?
01:00:07I'm not strong enough for these mind games.
01:00:11And don't say it's because it's complicated because I'll scream.
01:00:23Speaking.
01:00:27Yeah, I'm not busy.
01:00:30Now's perfect.
01:00:37That was the estate agent.
01:00:39They're coming over now.
01:00:44I wish I could tell you everything but I just can't.
01:00:50Can't or won't.
01:01:18So it's Hannah's house you bought.
01:01:22I hadn't realised it'd been sold.
01:01:24I've been boarded up for so long I just thought...
01:01:27Yeah.
01:01:28It looks completely different to when I first bought it.
01:01:31Hopefully I'll get it sold by...
01:01:33So what you're selling it now.
01:01:44Are you okay?
01:01:50Come inside I'll get you some water.
01:01:57I'll get you some water.
01:02:25You've decorated this exactly the same way as...
01:02:30Why don't you take a seat and I'll get you that water.
01:02:36She's back.
01:02:40Back? Who's back?
01:02:42Hannah.
01:02:44She's here.
01:02:47Hannah Miller?
01:02:50I just read her obituary.
01:02:54Yeah, um...
01:02:55Sorry, I don't think I should have...
01:02:57Sorry.
01:02:58Okay, all right.
01:03:03Oh, my God.
01:03:06Why are you going through it?
01:03:19Right, I'm sorry, it's okay.
01:03:19Just going from behind me.
01:03:19I'm not going through the door again.
01:03:19I'm not going through the door.
01:03:19You're not going through the door.
01:03:19You're not going through the door yet.
01:03:19I don't want to go up here, but...
01:03:20I'm going through the door.
01:03:20All right.
01:03:20I'm sorry to put the door for you.
01:03:20You're going through the door.
01:03:23We're going to wait for yourself.
01:03:26I have to open it up.
01:03:46We need to talk.
01:03:59So I'll go first then.
01:04:10Did you know the woman who used to live here?
01:04:13Hannah Miller.
01:04:19Why didn't you tell me?
01:04:22Was she your partner?
01:04:26It's complicated.
01:04:28That's your explanation for everything.
01:04:30It's true.
01:04:32So what was it?
01:04:35Nostalgia?
01:04:36Or did you just get a weird kick out of taking me for a fool?
01:04:40I would never take you for a fool.
01:04:43Really?
01:04:45So turning this house into a replica of when your ex used to live here isn't taking me for a
01:04:49fucking mug?
01:04:54All those lies about your designs.
01:04:58Please, Beth.
01:04:59No.
01:05:00I'm done.
01:05:02You know what?
01:05:03We're done.
01:05:08I'm grateful for all of the work that you've put in, even if it was ill intended.
01:05:12But I think it's time that you had left, Melissa.
01:05:19And don't come back.
01:05:23Go and take your talents somewhere else.
01:05:46I should have been honest with you from the start.
01:05:51But my reason for not being truthful isn't what you think.
01:05:55It never is.
01:06:19I'm Hannah.
01:06:23You don't need to be scared.
01:06:24No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:06:28No, my God, no.
01:06:29This can't be happening.
01:06:31No.
01:06:31No, this isn't real.
01:06:33Please, Beth.
01:06:34You don't need to be afraid.
01:06:37Okay, okay.
01:06:40Move away.
01:06:46Okay.
01:06:47I've moved away.
01:06:53Are you, are you a ghost?
01:07:00Oh, my God.
01:07:02Oh, my God.
01:07:04Oh, my God.
01:07:04This can't be real.
01:07:05This, this is crazy.
01:07:08I can't be having this conversation with you.
01:07:09I don't believe in these kinds of things.
01:07:15But it touched you.
01:07:20And I can see you.
01:07:22How is that possible?
01:07:23I don't know.
01:07:26Not many people have that ability.
01:07:28Maybe it's your cancerian sixth sense.
01:07:31A ghost with a sense of humour, I'd have thought.
01:07:40Aren't spirits meant to move on?
01:07:43I couldn't.
01:07:45Not before this place was finished.
01:07:47This was my dream home.
01:07:50It was everything I ever wanted.
01:07:52And then I got diagnosed with cancer.
01:07:55And the doctor said I'd see one more Christmas,
01:07:58but I only made it to Christmas Day.
01:08:00And, Beth, I've been waiting so long
01:08:02for somebody who would love this place like I did.
01:08:06And that person was you.
01:08:12Then why are you still here?
01:08:15The house is finished.
01:08:18To say goodbye.
01:08:21Our story deserves a proper ending.
01:08:48That's all this is to you.
01:08:50An ending.
01:08:57Only if you want it to be.
01:09:11It's all right.
01:09:12You're right.
01:09:14I'm sorry.
01:09:14Honey.
01:09:14You're right.
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:15But I'm sorry.
01:09:15Yeah.
01:09:22We will take them away.
01:10:20Merry Christmas, Amelia.
01:10:22Merry Christmas to you, too.
01:10:24Oh, I think it's going to be the best one yet.
01:10:31Beth?
01:10:33Beth, are you there?
01:10:35Beth!
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