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The Only Way is Essex S36E05
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00:03The only way is love, baby, for you and me now
00:15I rise into the sky
00:30I rise into the sky
00:33So how old are you boys?
00:34I'm 24.
00:35All right, nice.
00:36We're 19.
00:37Let's cut this out.
00:37Who's a better looking one out of the two of you?
00:39Who pulls more?
00:40Who pulls more?
00:42All I'm interested, who pulls more?
00:44The girls are sad, do you know what I mean?
00:52Ella sat there on the plane next to me and company
00:54and said, I'm surprised that Freddie's so far up Saffron's ass
00:58because it wasn't that long ago
01:00that he was saying really derogatory, horrible things about Saffron.
01:02Did she say what was being said?
01:04Yeah, but I'm not going to tell you because it's nasty.
01:13No, Freddie's gone home.
01:15Who's gone home?
01:15Freddie's gone home.
01:16Has he?
01:16What?
01:17You can't give it and not take it at the end of the day.
01:25I rise into the sky
01:29It has shocked me.
01:31Listen, with, like, other people, I can go off and see you later, then.
01:35Yeah, I don't care.
01:35I don't need no new friends.
01:36I know, it's hurtful.
01:38I love Freddie.
01:39Like, I have got a good friendship with him.
01:48Elmer clearly is running around and talking.
01:53I don't know if you're talking our business.
01:54I hope you're talking our business.
01:55To me, personally, a friend's world is a friend to none.
02:17Sash.
02:18Hey, come in.
02:19Hello.
02:21It's been a while.
02:23I know, it's been ages, how are you?
02:26New air, Fred?
02:27New air, I've had a Britney moment, sir.
02:29I've read you look like a different person.
02:31I've not seen you for three weeks.
02:32I've shaved it all off.
02:34What's going on?
02:37Oh...
02:38Vietnam was just...
02:41something else, all of it.
02:42It was terrible.
02:44Obviously I've not seen, I've not heard from you.
02:46The last I heard you was getting on a plane and that was it.
02:48I know, we haven't seen each other in ages, have we?
02:52Erm...
02:53Obviously we need to address the...
02:54Elephant in the room.
02:56Well, not even that, just the situation.
02:59Yeah.
02:59Is...
03:00I was told something by Elmer.
03:03I'm assuming it got back to you.
03:05Yeah.
03:05What was said.
03:06Yeah.
03:08And...
03:08What's your stance on it?
03:11Well, to be honest, Saf, when I found out and I heard it,
03:14I was shocked.
03:14I can assure you now that the things that Ella's saying
03:18that is accusing me of saying about you is 100% not true.
03:23Me and you have never even had cross words for me to say such
03:27disgusting things about you behind your back, Saf.
03:29Mm-hmm.
03:30And I love you and I think me and you haven't just got a surface level friendship.
03:35It goes deep.
03:36It's very difficult for me, Fred.
03:38It's your word against hers.
03:39I'm never going to know the truth.
03:41No, I know.
03:41But through...
03:42What I do stand on is I wouldn't have you round my dinner table
03:46with my family.
03:47I wouldn't have you in my house if I didn't think a lot of you.
03:52So I'm choosing to draw a line under this because of the sake of our friendship.
03:56Mm-hmm.
03:57I'm not going to sit here and go, Ella's this, Ella's that,
03:59and I don't believe her and that, because, Fred, we'd...
04:02I'd look stupid to do that, as well as saying,
04:05I know you're telling the truth, because I'd like to think
04:07you're telling the truth.
04:08I promise you I am.
04:09I promise you.
04:10Yeah, listen, Fred, I'm not going to let something so pathetic
04:14ruin what we've got.
04:16Mm-hmm.
04:16We know what our friendship is, so I'm not going to feed it.
04:19It ends here, but obviously...
04:21And I'm sorry that your name's been brought into the crossfire.
04:25I'm gutted by all of this. I am.
04:27But where are you at now?
04:29Like, what's going on?
04:31Because obviously you have been quiet.
04:36Erm...
04:41Fred, you need to talk.
04:44If you feel...
04:48I think...
04:53Fred, it's never as bad as it seems, you know.
04:56It really ain't.
04:57And I know that's hard to understand,
04:59but me and you are going to be all right,
05:02and that's probably the icing on the cake
05:05that sort of sent you sideways.
05:08What it is, I think, I've just had time to reflect about...
05:13..what is going to make me happy,
05:15and I think...
05:18..leaving Essex for a while is something that I need to do.
05:22You what?
05:23I just think being around certain people, Saf,
05:26isn't good for me, and this isn't me running away from...
05:30What do you mean, leaving Essex?
05:35I'm going to take some time out...
05:39..and go to Tenerife.
05:43What's going to Tenerife going to solve?
05:46I'm going to a retreat in Tenerife.
05:50But for what?
05:51What is it...
05:51What does it do?
05:52Well, it's like a healing retreat about me having to deal with,
05:56like, traumas that I've been through in my life
05:59that I think I'm very much covering up.
06:01And I just think the only way that I can become me again
06:05and that happy person...
06:09..is...
06:10..by taking some time out for me.
06:16It's a lot.
06:18Can I have a cuddle?
06:20Yeah.
06:24You just need to get straight, Fred,
06:26and be happier again, because you are.
06:28Mm-hm.
06:29For now, I'm taking bop-bop a baby step
06:35Bop-bop a baby step
06:37Bop-bop a baby step
06:38Bop-bop a baby step
06:38Oh, my God!
06:41Don't make me go say nothing scary.
06:44Coming back to the first time.
06:46Again!
06:48Bop-bop a baby step
06:50Bop-bop a baby step
06:53Yeah, I can't do it. I'm too scared.
06:56Oh, God. I just mashed my head.
07:02Bop-bop-bop a baby step
07:06What did you think of that? I'm exhausted.
07:08How have we gone from going out to drinking to soft plays and catch up?
07:14This is my life. Soft play dates. Going down the slides.
07:17Same. Terrified for my life and then having to do it.
07:19I'm like, pretending, yeah. I love it. It's like being a kid again.
07:22I know. It is good, though, for them, I think.
07:24It is. They love it. And how close are they?
07:26I know. Do you know what it was? The summer.
07:30Oh, no. When we was always down the gym, sunbathing around the pool.
07:34Oh. She always goes, Mum, where's Sunny?
07:37Oh, that boy. I think she's got a soft spot for him.
07:41They're so cute. Yeah.
07:43Are you all right? So what's been going on, yeah?
07:45Yeah, babe. So I've gone for dinner.
07:47Yeah. Me, Saf, Sophie and Amy.
07:50Yeah. Saf's dropped it.
07:52Like, well, Harry, Jo and Janae are all doing shots.
07:56They're all hanging out of each other.
07:59Like, not just, like, high and by, like, having pictures.
08:02No. Yes.
08:03Having pictures. Having pictures.
08:05It ain't just... You're joking.
08:06It's proper, like, hanging out.
08:08Listen, I get he wants peace with the whole situation,
08:11but there's peace and then there's doing that.
08:15Jo said it. Jo was like...
08:17What? It is a bit weird.
08:19Did he? Like, I don't mind being cool with him,
08:20but I don't want to hang out with him.
08:21Janae's all for it. It's more Janae.
08:23Do you think Janae's missed Harry, then, maybe,
08:25as being best friends? I think Janae's missed his friends.
08:28Yeah. And with losing Harry,
08:30lost a lot of other people.
08:32What he did,
08:34he cut ties with everyone.
08:36He's got what he wanted,
08:37but it come at a price.
08:38Coal space. So I feel like...
08:40Hated. Not hated, but everyone disliked you.
08:43Yeah, it's a terrible time.
08:44But I feel like now, he...
08:47If Harry's all right,
08:48then everyone else is going to be all right,
08:49and that's what he wants.
08:51In Vietnam, I don't know what air they are breathing in,
08:54but everyone has lost their minds.
08:57All the groups are completely changed.
08:59I can't believe it.
08:59Fred's flown home.
09:00I don't, I feel so sorry for Liv at the minute.
09:02What is going on with Liv?
09:04Oh, babe, she's just in a proper bad time.
09:06There's that drama, but why?
09:08Because, babe, everyone,
09:09she just feels like she's on her own.
09:10She had a bit of a row with Dani.
09:12Yeah, I heard.
09:13And Courtney and Elma was at the table,
09:17and listen, the thing with Liv,
09:18she gives 100% to everyone in friendship,
09:21but she just felt like with Courtney and Elma,
09:24they could have had her back a little bit more.
09:25And they didn't.
09:26They didn't get involved.
09:26And they didn't. No, they didn't get involved.
09:28I'm so glad we're here, not in Vietnam.
09:30We're here with our little babies,
09:32who are having a bowl.
09:42Ooh, breast milk.
09:45Jordan, the dog!
09:47Yeah, okay.
09:48Important one today.
09:50Important one?
09:54Oh, my God.
09:56Bring it in.
09:57What's on this one?
09:58Upstairs, please.
10:05There is just so much stuff.
10:07We need, like...
10:09We need...
10:09Well, this is now reinstating to me.
10:11The nursery needs to be done.
10:13Yeah.
10:13Dan and Diags need to get back from Vietnam.
10:15Back, yep, agreed.
10:15Because they've got to help me get that nursery done.
10:17Yep, we need the uncles, yeah?
10:18Like, you farted.
10:21You farted?
10:21It smells so bad.
10:22I don't need to do that.
10:23The door.
10:24That ain't more deliveries.
10:25It could be.
10:26Quick, get it.
10:27Not again, man.
10:27Can't miss these deliveries,
10:29because it takes ages to get them back.
10:31Oh, hello.
10:32Are you all right?
10:33You can't get rid of me.
10:34It's a small delivery this time.
10:36A little one.
10:37Oh!
10:39Amber!
10:40I know the way in.
10:41You've kept my perfect timing.
10:43Hello, my girl.
10:44You're a girl, darling.
10:45Look at all this.
10:46Oh, my bloomin' God.
10:46It's actually starting to feel really real.
10:48There's a lot going on.
10:50Oh, no.
10:51Can you work this out?
10:52Right, I reckon you put that on your nipple.
10:54Yeah, but it doesn't work.
10:56The bottle goes on the bottom.
10:57Yeah.
10:59What?
11:00Oh, my God.
11:00You're doing it wrong as well.
11:01No, lid off.
11:02Screw on.
11:03Yeah.
11:04Screw on.
11:05It's a lot to learn.
11:06It's like learning a new profession.
11:07Erm, never mind, chinwagon.
11:09Come on.
11:10Yeah.
11:10Things to do.
11:11White noise.
11:11White noise.
11:12Find the hang for the white noise.
11:13Yes, and also, up there,
11:15you need to start emptying things out.
11:16Anything else, dear?
11:18Get him working.
11:19That'll be all until five minutes.
11:22I need updated on what the hell's been going on out there.
11:26I've got a lot of updates.
11:28Great.
11:28Keep me entertained because I'm telling you now, Amber.
11:30I'm bored.
11:31There's not really much going on in my life.
11:33Obviously, Ella's accused Freddie of slagging off Saffron,
11:36calling her names.
11:38Freddie's then denied it,
11:39and then Freddie's obviously...
11:41Freddie and Ella are like...
11:42Is it proof?
11:43I don't know, because I think it was just verbal.
11:45Verbal.
11:46But who knows?
11:47I mean, that's a lot to go home,
11:48but if it was a lie,
11:50you wouldn't come home.
11:51But maybe he's not gone home because of the lie.
11:53He knows the Rafa Saff ain't lovely.
11:58I spoke to Liv,
11:59and she basically just said
12:00she doesn't really feel like the girls have had her back.
12:02Do you think it's because Elmer and Courtney live with each other,
12:06so they're just quite clicky?
12:07They are, and they also are not massively argumentative people.
12:10Yeah, I know, yeah.
12:11And they're friends with Danny,
12:12and they're friends with Freddie,
12:13so it's always going to be difficult
12:15because you can't expect the girls to not be friends with them,
12:17but she sort of feels like
12:18they've kind of picked a side without saying it.
12:20Oh, really?
12:20Because they're spending more time with them.
12:22Oh, really? See, that's not nice.
12:24It's hard, because I'm obviously hearing Liv so upset,
12:27and I love Liv.
12:28I was kind of expecting everyone to have everyone's back
12:30and just be supportive for everyone,
12:32but I feel like Courtney's sometimes in her own world a little bit,
12:34and she doesn't want to have any drama with anyone.
12:36Listen, we know Girlband,
12:37when Girlband aren't together,
12:39yous will always support each other.
12:40Everyone picks everyone up.
12:42Yeah.
12:42So it doesn't sound like that.
12:43It doesn't sound like that at all.
12:44There's no Girlband anymore.
12:45The Girlband...
12:46But Girlband's not there.
12:47It's not there.
12:48Get out of the way.
12:50You're in our way.
12:52Get us forever.
12:53The only way is love.
12:56I could get used to this.
13:01Tonight I satisfy my every morning.
13:05I could get used to...
13:07Come on, baby.
13:08Yeah, I could get used to this.
13:13I could get used to this.
13:17Yeah, I could get used to...
13:23Summer in that garden.
13:24We need it.
13:26Nice, isn't it, though?
13:27Nice tea around the island.
13:28With a cup of tea.
13:29Catching up again.
13:30I mean, it's been days.
13:31What's going on?
13:34Well, I was a bit not upset with Harry.
13:36I wasn't.
13:37Oh, of course, because I told you that, didn't I?
13:39What happened, Aime?
13:41Well, you made a bit...
13:41You was like, right, sit down.
13:43Well, I thought it was a big thing, Aime.
13:45Yeah, it is a big thing.
13:46I mean, we've spoke about it for two years.
13:49I think where Harry was at...
13:50Have you asked Harry?
13:52Yeah.
13:52Cut long, story short, he was like, look, Aime,
13:55he's basically going through this healing process, he was saying.
13:58He said, Aime, I've got so much negative hate
14:01towards them, I don't want that anymore.
14:03No.
14:04I don't know if he was playing it down to me.
14:05He said, Aime, I've made it so clear that we are not mates.
14:09I said, but you make sure you've made that clear,
14:11I promise you now.
14:12I think he was embarrassed, but when I spoke to him,
14:15he said, Aime, I feel in a better place now,
14:17I can say hello to him, and I feel like Harry is in a better place,
14:20doing it.
14:21I protected Harry for two years, Saf.
14:24And a lot of people fell out over that, which rightly so.
14:27Like, they had Harry's back, and that's what you do,
14:29it's loyalty, and everyone thought it was wrong,
14:31but I'm just wondering now what the energy is with everyone else,
14:35because if he's all right with them,
14:36is it now that we're all, that every, like, listen,
14:39I'm all right with them.
14:39Yeah, but I'm not, I won't.
14:40I said, Harry, you talk to him, I will never talk to him.
14:43I won't even make eye contact with them.
14:45I'm a real person, Saf, do you know what I mean?
14:47And you dealt with the aftermath of it all, and it was a lot.
14:49I spoke to him last night, he said, Aime, it's just really weird out here,
14:51I just don't really feel, but...
14:53Aime, Fred's gone home.
14:55I know, I saw it on social media.
14:57He's flown home.
14:58Oh, you don't know much about it.
15:00So, basically, I had a video call with Elmer,
15:03she's basically, in a nutshell, told me
15:05that Ella's turned around to her and Courtney
15:08and said that Fred's been slagging me off.
15:11Throughout the friendship, apparently.
15:13But this is prior.
15:14Was this lately, or was this...
15:16First timestamp was last year, when we was very close.
15:20Then it turned the story, and it was years ago,
15:24when we didn't know each other.
15:24And people say things about each other, people.
15:27A lot of people on First Oppression say a lot about me
15:29until they get to know me.
15:31It ain't no new news.
15:32But, of course, it upset me, because it is Freddie,
15:35because I'm close to him, and you don't think...
15:36You don't expect that.
15:38But Elmer, she's not long just texted me,
15:40saying she feels like she wants to come home.
15:44Have you heard much? What's going on?
15:45So I spoke to Harry yesterday.
15:46He said, Elmer's really funny with me.
15:48Elmer's been really off with me.
15:49Just, there's an atmosphere.
15:51See, she said the same to me.
15:53She said, Livy and Harry have not really spoke to me
15:56and Courtney much, and her and Courtney have been, like,
15:58staying in the room, staying out of people's way.
16:00They're acting off, but I can't work it out.
16:03I think he thinks someone is, like...
16:07Not speaking, but someone is, like...
16:09You're joking.
16:10And I think he thinks it's Elmer.
16:12She does love a ghost, Elmer.
16:13Yeah, but who don't?
16:15Who don't love a ghost?
16:15As long as she's not telling personal business
16:17and overstepping that,
16:19she hasn't bad-mouthed Livy or Harry to me once.
16:23Cracks are clearly showing, aren't they?
16:25I said to Harry two months ago,
16:27love Elmer, love your friend to you,
16:29but just be careful what you say to her.
16:31Oh, so you felt that already?
16:33I felt that. I did say that to Harry two months ago.
16:35Oh, really?
16:35But not cos I'm being horrible.
16:37No, no, no. You just would just be...
16:39Because I know, Saf, from you,
16:40Yeah.
16:41She's ringing you...
16:44Don't try!
16:45No, I'm saying, you've said...
16:46You've come up to me at Bromwich Kitchen
16:47and said about Vietnam,
16:48she's told you, listen, everything comes to you.
16:50Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
16:51Likewise, a lot of people have,
16:52but listen, if Harry does feel that way,
16:56Elmer really does need to know.
16:57I agree.
16:58Cos I don't want to be the one telling her.
17:00No, of course not.
17:01Do you know what I mean?
17:02My lovin' holding me, kissing me
17:05My lovin' are you feelin' this regret?
17:09My lovin' holding me, kissing me
17:13My lovin' to what it is again
17:17Oh, yes.
17:18Lovely, lovely, lovely.
17:20Is that a free plate for me?
17:21I think it might be.
17:24Oh, is that chicken on there?
17:30What is that?
17:31Is that chicken?
17:36You do like a pickle in a bit of salami,
17:38Oh, my God!
17:39That's literally what I was going to say.
17:40Can you get some pickles and salami?
17:42You're not my best friend for no reason.
17:44Stunning.
17:47I think this table's all right for me, yeah?
17:57I don't want to touch her so far away from everyone.
17:59I know, same.
18:01What the helly?
18:04Did wish.
18:08We always get anxiety when I'm, like, in a group.
18:11No, I do.
18:13Why is that?
18:14Cos we never know what's going to happen.
18:16That's right.
18:16You never know what's going to kick off or when it's going to kick off.
18:20Great day, though, I'm going to be honest.
18:21Oh, my God, I see you.
18:22I see you with your besties.
18:24I see you.
18:24With your fucking besties.
18:26Oi, that was a bit awkward, actually.
18:27How was it?
18:28Well, I was kind of prepping them for you to come over,
18:31cos I thought you was going to come over.
18:32So I was going,
18:33Elma, maybe you should just have your conversation now.
18:35Get out of the way.
18:37Come, civil convo.
18:38And then you just carried on walking.
18:39I thought, thank the fuck for that.
18:40No, do you know what?
18:41When I've spoken to Jo and Junaid about it,
18:44there's nothing more I can say that they haven't already said.
18:48I know what you mean.
18:48Yeah.
18:48Yeah, I know what you mean.
18:49Do you know what I mean?
18:50And it's like,
18:50I'm just going to be repeating what she's already heard
18:53and I can't fucking be bothered.
18:54For me, it's just stay out my way.
18:56Yeah.
18:57What's her chat?
18:58They were just a bit shocked at the way Junaid and Jo went at them.
19:02And to be fair, I am.
19:04Because I literally spoke to them not that long before
19:08and they were like,
19:09we've not got a problem, like, whatsoever when it comes to Elma.
19:12I think it's also because things are being misconstrued.
19:15Mm.
19:16Everything's getting twisted.
19:17Everyone's talking shit.
19:19Everyone's saying, he said this, she said that,
19:21he said this, she said that.
19:22At the end of the day,
19:23if you ain't heard it from the horse's mouth itself,
19:25then just wait for it.
19:27Do you know what I mean?
19:27Like, stop hearing what everyone else has got to say about each other.
19:31Coming at it, I think it's been good.
19:33Us players have been able to get to know each other.
19:34Right, broke it up.
19:35Yeah.
19:35You was free getting here.
19:36Yeah.
19:37It broke up.
19:37We was in a thing where it was like,
19:39everything was getting fucking heavy.
19:41It was like, new people to speak to,
19:42new people to get to know, do you know what I mean?
19:43Like, it was needed, 100%,
19:45that you just got when you just got here, when you did.
19:47Peaceful for a day and then it kicked off again.
19:50You look amazing tonight.
19:51Thanks, so do you.
19:52You look amazing.
19:53Thanks.
19:54You do, you look really well, babes.
19:55I feel like we need to order another drink.
19:56Do you know, I honestly think,
19:58and this is coming from your gay BFF,
20:01you look fucking unbelievable.
20:02I would turn fucking straight for you.
20:06Look how sexy you look.
20:08I know, I don't see you.
20:08That's what you need to start remembering.
20:10Look, there's people that love you.
20:12Yeah.
20:12There's people that hate me.
20:14Who's that coming down?
20:16I don't know.
20:18That Elmer?
20:19Who's that?
20:20Courtney.
20:20Courtney.
20:22There has been, like, an awkward vibe in the air.
20:26There's obviously a weird vibe
20:27with Elms and Colt at the minute.
20:29Like, I'm not quite sure.
20:30I still need to, I feel really,
20:31I haven't seen them.
20:32Have you, by the way?
20:34Not since this morning.
20:35And obviously, I feel like even then,
20:37the energy was a bit off.
20:38I just feel like,
20:39see, if I'm with my friends,
20:40I never want to be worrying about
20:41what am I saying?
20:43What am I thinking?
20:44Should I, can I say that out loud?
20:45I don't think before I speak.
20:47I don't want to have to around people that,
20:51especially like Elm,
20:52that I've known her for 14 years.
20:53I'm more upset by it.
20:55I just do feel like,
20:57as much as I've had her back,
20:58I don't know if it's been reciprocated
21:00in this situation as much,
21:01and I do feel hurt by it.
21:03Like, I just think I'm just all about
21:05Lil E and all of that.
21:09Oh, I'm called Gina!
21:11You OK?
21:11Yeah, are you?
21:12Yeah, I'm good.
21:13Where are you going?
21:14Over there?
21:14Yeah, just going to go sit over here.
21:18She's not sitting on her own, is she?
21:22Is she sitting on her own?
21:24Elma will be joining her, surely?
21:28Where's Elma?
21:29Not sure.
21:31She must be coming.
21:32Courtney can't be sat on her own.
21:33I don't know.
21:35I just think I like that.
21:37I say.
21:40So do you reckon Elma's not come
21:42because she's...
21:43I think Elma hasn't come
21:44because I think she's probably
21:46got herself in a bit of a situation.
21:49If you talk shit about people
21:50and you're saying untrue things,
21:52what do you expect?
21:54Shall we go over?
21:55All right, we'll go over.
21:56Come on either way, anyway.
21:57Can I break your heart
21:58and still feel broken?
22:01Cos I cried so hard...
22:03At least it's not us once.
22:04Thank God.
22:07Don't speak too soon.
22:10You okay?
22:12You okay?
22:16All right, Cole?
22:17Hello!
22:18How are you?
22:19Good, how are you?
22:20Sorry, we see you're just walking on your own.
22:22Elma was coming down
22:23but she's staying in her room.
22:25What?
22:25I know I hurt you
22:28but can I hurt,
22:30can I hurt too?
22:55I don't know.
22:55I'm not sure.
22:57She must be coming.
22:58When you can't be sat on her own.
22:59I don't know.
23:06What's that sound, by the way?
23:07I think they're frogs.
23:09This is what I do spend my time doing.
23:11I've tried to look up on YouTube what the sound of this animal is.
23:14It's really loud, though, isn't it?
23:16What was your source, you know?
23:18Geckos. No, I tried to do Shazam.
23:20Yeah, I did.
23:21And there's something that I can for, yeah.
23:28You OK? OK.
23:34All right, Cole? Hello.
23:36How are you? Good, how are you?
23:38Sorry, we see you're just walking on your own.
23:40Elma was coming down, but she's staying in her room.
23:43Why?
23:44Because she just feels like it's getting a lot.
23:46Like, a lot of finger pointing at her,
23:48and, like, she just feels like she can't do right from wrong.
23:51and it's just a lot for her to come down.
23:53In what situation?
23:54Just in, like, erm...
23:57Why are you staring?
23:58I'm listening. I'm listening to the conversation.
24:00You need to?
24:01Yeah.
24:02It's got nothing to do with you.
24:04Didn't say it was.
24:05What did you say?
24:05She said, why are you staring at me?
24:07Just listening.
24:07It's creeping me out.
24:09It's creepy to listen in the public place.
24:12She's just finding it hard,
24:13because, obviously, we see them two,
24:16John Ava and Joe, yesterday.
24:19And...
24:20I've already heard little bits.
24:21I don't know what's actually been said.
24:23Psst!
24:24What's being said?
24:26Can't hear.
24:26They lowered the tone.
24:28Keep talking like us.
24:29They're going, oh, we can't hear.
24:31It was, like, very point the finger at Elma,
24:33as if she's done something wrong.
24:34Like, granted, the timing was a bit off,
24:37but if someone says something about your friend,
24:40you're going to tell them.
24:41And when it's a comment like that...
24:43What was said?
24:44Well, about Saffron Freddie comment.
24:45Yeah.
24:46And she just feels like she's getting it from all angles.
24:49Which is sad,
24:50because I don't want her to feel like that.
24:52Mate, I wish I had just massive earwigs.
24:54Is that the right word?
24:55Earrings?
24:56Massive ears?
24:58Not like, you know what you can hear for?
24:59Yeah.
25:00Is that big earwigs?
25:02Earwigs?
25:02What's an earwig?
25:03Earwigging is that when you're earwigging.
25:05Listen, we all know we're all good friends.
25:07Like, proper, real typical friends.
25:10At the end of the day, just with me,
25:12I just feel like, see, since being out here,
25:14I don't feel fully, fully supported,
25:16because with the whole Freddie and Danny thing,
25:19I understand you's going to be friends,
25:21and I'm never going to sit here and say to you,
25:23right, no, you can't be friends with...
25:24I would never.
25:25Yeah, yeah, yeah.
25:25I would never.
25:26However, if I feel like someone's really upset me
25:29in a situation to the point of saying,
25:31boy, you're detrimental things to me,
25:33which I have said bad...
25:34You know what Elmer's like.
25:35You know she likes to get one of everyone.
25:37I love Elmer to pieces.
25:38You know I love Elmer.
25:39But I think she's come out here and downplayed
25:44a couple of times her friendship to people.
25:46But I feel like it's been so played down
25:50how much she fucking wants to be Freddie's friend
25:52and be friends with Freddie.
25:54I just thought we were closer.
25:56You are. You are.
25:57You are her closer.
25:58I know, but then if you're on the fence then,
25:59she would never repeat anything you say.
26:03Ever. Ever.
26:05I don't know whether it's true or whether I've got this right,
26:09but I think the problem over there,
26:13and the fact that Elmer's not come downstairs,
26:16is because they've made up with me and Freddie.
26:21That's what I think.
26:22Because I caught wind of it,
26:24and there was...
26:25I kind of noticed that Courtney and Elmer were keeping
26:28their self to self, and Libby and Harry were keeping
26:30their self to their self.
26:32So, I'm thinking...
26:34Me and Freddie have spent a lot of time recently,
26:36the past two days before he flew home, obviously,
26:40with bloody Courtney and Elmer,
26:41and I feel like maybe that's rubbed
26:44Libby up the wrong way and Harry.
26:45I nearly fell out of Elmer down to how much she had Libby's back.
26:50Yeah.
26:50So, if they're thinking that Elmer's not having their back,
26:52I don't want that being the case,
26:54because then she has, in all fairness.
26:57She come to my door knocking on my door telling me I was in the wrong.
27:00She very much had Libby's back.
27:01I feel like it was very evident that she was taking Libby's side over mine.
27:05So, there is no need for there to be... No, not really.
27:08..a problem with that if it is over that.
27:10Do you know what I mean?
27:11Everyone at home knows every single part of detail of this whole trip.
27:17Seems like someone's ringing home a lot.
27:20Like, I could ring Saffron right now.
27:22I could go to her right now.
27:23Babe, where's the gym?
27:24And she'd go, right, leave block six outside your hotel room,
27:27take ten steps down on your right and you'll be there in five minutes.
27:31Well, she wanted to...
27:33That's how much she knows about this whole trip.
27:35She knows every single little detail that's gone on.
27:37She'll know in 2.5 seconds that we've had a chat
27:40and then the girl band are probably falling apart.
27:42It's just creating a bit of offness.
27:43Yeah, no, I do get that.
27:44I do get that.
27:45It's just hard.
27:45It's like navigating two different friendship groups.
27:48Do you know what I mean?
27:49But it shouldn't be hard.
27:50If someone's your best friend, so you've either died,
27:52then you've got friends or acquaintances,
27:54which I do in this group.
27:55I think it's been a lot for all of us.
27:57And you've left your baby at home.
27:58Yeah.
27:58Like, it's been a hard trip for you.
28:00Don't think that I don't understand that.
28:02And I probably could have done more.
28:04It's all right.
28:04Do you know what? I just feel like...
28:07It's all right.
28:09I just feel like I have left Dala.
28:12Like, my only happy being of the trip is being around you.
28:16Yeah.
28:16You know what I mean?
28:17And I was, like, so excited to be away with you.
28:20And, like, that's just why I feel so hurt.
28:22Just because I just feel like...
28:23Because I did see us all in such a strong fucking group.
28:27Oh, I'm sorry I've let you down.
28:29Like, I honestly didn't mean to.
28:30Like, you know I would never purposely upset you.
28:32And, like, I hate...
28:34Like, I don't... Do you know what I mean?
28:36Like, that's what I'm really concerned about.
28:37I just don't want any of us to all round.
28:38We're all fine, yeah.
28:39Yeah, we are.
28:40We're all fine.
28:41No bad blood.
28:41That's my...
28:41I think that's all our main words.
28:43We're all friends.
28:44And this is the right way to talk.
28:46Yeah.
28:47Isn't it?
28:47And that's why we're all friends.
28:49Because we can all talk and we can all listen to each other
28:51and we can understand each other.
28:52And that's the best way to be.
28:53Should we just go and get a wine?
28:55Absolutely.
28:55I think we need you.
28:56Go on.
28:56All right.
28:58You're okay.
28:59I am...
29:00Let's have a hug.
29:01I love you.
29:02I was going to wear the outfit you gave me tonight.
29:04You can wear it matching because I've got another one.
29:07I love you.
29:08I love you.
29:08I love you.
29:09Can you tell Elma we love her as well, please?
29:11Yes.
29:12I will, I will.
29:13We love you.
29:14We'll see you in a bit, yeah?
29:15We'll see you.
29:16Come and meet us if you want in a bit.
29:17Perfect.
29:18Bye, my girl.
29:19I love you.
29:19I feel better already.
29:21Yeah, I feel like you need to say that.
29:24Listen, you've got everything off your chairs.
29:25But you've got a lot of your chairs.
29:27Yeah, I did.
29:32You're coming in.
29:38I'll take Johnny under my wing tonight.
29:40Where are you scumming?
29:41We're going, like, out.
29:42I'm taking Johnny and Johnny to bed.
29:45Are you going out?
29:45I'm going to take these to bed first.
29:46He's taking them to bed?
29:49I want you to come back.
29:51You know me.
29:52You can tell me I can take that.
29:55I want you to taste like.
29:57I do just need a little love.
29:59You just need a little love.
30:01You just need a little love.
30:03You just need a little love.
30:03Hey, Colt.
30:04Hey.
30:05Do you want to calm down?
30:05Everyone's left.
30:07Yeah.
30:07I'll calm down.
30:08Calm down.
30:09All right.
30:09I'll see you in a sec.
30:10Bye-bye.
30:10I want you to taste like.
30:12I do just need a little love.
30:15Sorry.
30:20Hey, Precious.
30:22You okay?
30:23You okay?
30:25How was your dinner?
30:30How was your dinner?
30:31How was your dinner?
30:33No, I didn't actually have time to eat because Harry and Liv came over.
30:38I was very annoyed.
30:38I was sat here on my own.
30:40I'm sorry.
30:40I had to walk past Jo and Janae.
30:42Did they say anything?
30:43No, but he kept staring.
30:44It was creeping me out.
30:46Anyway.
30:46Okay.
30:47Is it in a bad way or in a good way?
30:48I just wanted to hear my conversation.
30:50Anyway.
30:50Okay.
30:51Anyway, that's besides the point.
30:52Harry and Livy came over.
30:54Mm-hmm.
30:55And...
30:56Livy was saying, like, you're her, like, best friend,
30:59and she just feels like she hasn't had our support.
31:03It was basically about both of us, but she was like,
31:04obviously, you and her are very, very close.
31:07And I said to her, like, listen, I promise you, like,
31:09Elma has had your back.
31:10I feel like that...
31:11I'm not talking it with the ones.
31:12No.
31:12I feel like that's just all clutching at straws, to be honest.
31:15That's basically saying you can't be friends with the people
31:17you want to be friends with.
31:18That's Borderline giving me an ultimatum.
31:20I think I've made it very clear from the beginning
31:22that I will always have a friendship with Fred
31:24and I'll always have a friendship with Dani.
31:26I don't think that's been a secret at all.
31:28Yeah, no.
31:28That's why I said she's never played down friendships with me,
31:31but I think your main priority is yours and Livy's.
31:35Yeah, but why is Harry piping up?
31:41I wouldn't even worry about Harry right now,
31:44but I think it's just purely because we've been hanging around
31:46with Freddie and Dani.
31:48That's what I think it is.
31:49Maybe if they didn't stop so much contact with us,
31:51we probably would have been able to spread ourselves evenly.
31:54Yeah, I said that.
31:54I said, like, you stopped talking to us for a couple of days
31:56and we were like, might as well hang around with other people
31:59and not just hang out with just me and you.
32:05I've literally got nothing to say.
32:07But I feel like you need to have a conversation with Livy.
32:11Yeah, I will.
32:11But it's not like Aggie.
32:12No, I wouldn't have a conversation with her.
32:16I think she just needs reassurance.
32:18Yeah, I know that. Liv does.
32:20Because she says I'm a very sensitive
32:21and because yous are very close.
32:24I'm starting to doubt that now with everyone, though,
32:26to be perfectly honest.
32:27Even with that close,
32:28why have you not spoken to me for two days?
32:30Do you know what I mean?
32:30Yeah.
32:33This is terrible.
32:35I'm in shock.
32:36If I speak, I'll be in big trouble.
32:38I'm just going to keep my mouth shut.
32:39I think you're just very, like, to your end of your tether.
32:42Yeah.
32:46But it's going to be fine.
32:47I can't believe I've gone blue in the face,
32:49arguing and defending people for them to sit there
32:51and say that my friendship and my loyalty is not ideal.
32:54I can't win.
32:55Damned if you do, damned if you don't, honestly.
33:19Oh, it's so pretty.
33:21It's like we're in Wonderland.
33:22We are.
33:23It's cute.
33:24We are.
33:25Uh, sorry, that is not cute.
33:27That is actually quite scary.
33:29That is actually quite scary.
33:31Say fairies.
33:32Fairies.
33:33Fairies.
33:34I feel like we are actually all our fairies, though.
33:42It's so pretty.
33:44I actually feel very grateful to be here.
33:46Oh, my God, it is.
33:47Look at the fishes.
33:48I'm loving it.
33:49Don't know about you.
33:50I like being one with nature.
33:59Oi, this is mad.
34:01This is.
34:01It's like your legs go like jelly, don't they?
34:03I don't want to get on here.
34:04Can't mate, just come out here.
34:06What's happening, lads?
34:07Yay!
34:08Get him on here!
34:10No!
34:11No!
34:13Please!
34:13Is it in there?
34:15No!
34:16That is fine!
34:22What a lovely experience.
34:25What fairy would you say you are?
34:27What fairy would you say you are?
34:27I don't even know fairies.
34:28No thing.
34:30I wish she comes with the facts.
34:31Right, you've got sprats, which are tiny nature spirits.
34:35Pixies, which are playful and childlike tricksters.
34:37That's me.
34:38Childlike.
34:38You've got a puka.
34:41Shapeshifter.
34:41Sometimes helpful, sometimes not.
34:43Okay.
34:44I think maybe that could be me.
34:45I feel like that would probably give me you a little bit.
34:47And then flower fairies protect gardens, light fairies glow like fireflies.
34:52That's probably you.
34:53That's like you.
34:53I'll be honest.
34:54I never even knew there was types of fairies.
34:56Do you believe in fairies?
34:58Do you believe in fairies?
35:00Do you actually believe in them?
35:02No, come on.
35:03Surely not.
35:03Two fairies, when you used to live 50 quid under my pillow.
35:06Oh, my God, the two fairies.
35:0750 quid I used to get.
35:08Just like me.
35:09You used to get a pound.
35:10Your two fairies was rich.
35:11No, my two fairies was really nice, actually.
35:14I'd like to go back to them sometimes.
35:16Oh, my God.
35:17Sorry.
35:18It's only a leaf.
35:19It's a lot.
35:20It is so pretty here, though.
35:21It is.
35:21It's actually lovely.
35:22I feel like I'd like to take my kids here if I had any.
35:25Yeah.
35:26Well, I woke up a cougar this morning.
35:29Yeah, she's in a cougar era, this one.
35:30I heard a rumour.
35:32Oh, my God, what did you hear?
35:33Well, did you kiss?
35:35Yeah.
35:35Did you do more?
35:36No, no, no, no.
35:37Did you stay in a room?
35:39Yes.
35:39No!
35:40Daddy!
35:41Daddy!
35:41I didn't know that.
35:43I was knocking on the door.
35:44I didn't know that.
35:45So, what one was it that I...
35:47Like, what one was it that I actually...
35:48What one was it that I actually...
35:50Was it Johnny?
35:51Johnny.
35:51This is terrible.
35:52I mean, lovely boys, but did I think that I would be kissing one of them?
35:57No.
35:57What's a kiss between two friends?
35:59It's true.
36:00What is a kiss between two friends?
36:01Yeah.
36:01But, I was kind of like, at the first, taking them under my wing, you know...
36:06Being the mother figure.
36:08My fingers up a cougar.
36:09Sorry.
36:09It's so funny.
36:10Don't think we're two manning, cos we fucking ain't.
36:12We are.
36:13We ain't.
36:13We are.
36:14Once you get overdone...
36:14We are not.
36:15We're going to be two manning again.
36:16Piss off.
36:16We're always two man, Ella.
36:18Yeah, but listen, my mum and my ex, I'm not going to be playing tonsil tennis with one of the
36:21new boys.
36:22And I suppose it's, like, a bit strange because they are, like...
36:25Mini dance.
36:26Mini dance.
36:27Everywhere I go, there's a look-alike, there's a look-alike, and then there's a real deal.
36:31I know, I know.
36:32And I just was rather walking around with a bag on my head.
36:35But I feel like it's harmless.
36:36Little flirt, little kiss.
36:37Would it happen again?
36:38Probably.
36:39Yeah.
36:40It was weird vibes, though, last night.
36:42So weird.
36:42Cos Elma didn't end up coming.
36:45Why didn't Elma come?
36:46I don't know if I'm 100% right, but the vibe I'm getting is I feel like maybe Livy and
36:52Harry have got a bit of a problem with Elma and Courtney, more so Elma, for maybe making up with
36:58me and Freddie and being so friendly with us again.
37:00But, like, see, that to me baffles me.
37:02Like, why would you not want your friends to be friends with everyone?
37:05Yeah.
37:05I don't get it.
37:06I don't get it.
37:07If we all didn't speak to people, our mates didn't like, none of us would speak.
37:10There's problems everywhere in Essex, do you know what I mean?
37:12It makes me feel a bit awkward as well, cos it's like, I don't want her getting a hard time
37:16from her friends for being friends with me.
37:18Do you know what I mean?
37:19And it's like over something that's just not deep.
37:22Like, mine and Livy's row is not that serious.
37:24No.
37:25Like, obviously, it's hard for me to sit here and stick up for her cos I don't like her.
37:28I think she's a really big shit-stirrer.
37:32But for her not to come down, she must have been worried about something.
37:36Yeah, she was.
37:37It's really hard.
37:37I know, but I don't think she did anything wrong.
37:39Do you know what I mean?
37:40But me and Elma are still going to be friends, so...
37:43Get over it.
37:43Get over it and move on.
37:45Let's go look for some fairies.
37:47Yeah, I'm excited.
37:48Yeah?
37:48I really want to find one.
37:50What twin am I going to kiss tonight, do you reckon?
37:53Jo?
37:53Jonny?
37:54Both.
37:54Maybe I'll have the both of them.
37:56Who knows?
38:12I'd love to give you, like, a makeover day, like...
38:15Full, like...
38:15Well, listen, guys, there's boundaries, innit?
38:18There's steps.
38:18What do you mean?
38:20There's steps to it.
38:21Faze out of his no-core, innit?
38:22There's steps to...
38:22Guys, sorry, let me just talk to my guys.
38:24Go on, carry on.
38:24Yeah.
38:25It's like, yeah, it's like...
38:27Lads, lads, lads today, yeah.
38:28It's been cool, innit?
38:29But do you know what I call James all the time?
38:31Do you not think that when his hair goes a bit messy,
38:33he looks like the male version of Tracey Beaker?
38:36Do you not think it does?
38:38It's like...
38:38Do you know, like, his hair's nice now, right now.
38:40He's all slicked it back, but sometimes when it goes a little bit messy,
38:42it goes a bit more, like, fuzzy, like...
38:45Don't agree with that little...
38:46It's a good shout.
38:47Do you not look like Tracey Beaker?
38:48When his hair's curly, it's a good shout, it is.
38:51How good is it, though, seeing these three now back talking a little bit now?
38:54Do you know what I mean?
38:54What is going on?
38:55No, this is...
38:56Can I be honest?
38:57This is really nice.
38:57Do you know what?
38:58Yeah, I'm really...
38:59I'm glad that we've got to this point, I'm going to be honest.
39:01Yeah.
39:01This would never have happened, I don't think it was for Jodie.
39:04And I feel like, because of the way the dynamic of the group has gone on this trip,
39:07I think that's what's made it happen.
39:09I feel like the timing's right, a lot has been passed,
39:13and I feel like it has to get to that point now where we all can just sit in a
39:16room.
39:17Listen, you had it right at the time to be annoyed,
39:19and you all knew that, and we all spoke about it.
39:21Yeah.
39:21But in the end, you're only hurting yourself, do you know what I mean?
39:24It's done now, like, you can see they're happy,
39:26they want you to be happy, you want them to be happy,
39:29because at the end of the day, that's what we want for each other, do you know what I mean?
39:31We all just want peace.
39:32Yeah.
39:32And I feel like we've finally got to a point where we can actually be peaceful with the situation.
39:36That's all I keep hearing on this holiday, is zen.
39:38I've actually really enjoyed spending time with the boys.
39:41I know this is the first time we've actually...
39:42It's the best thing ever.
39:43It is.
39:43But, like, I feel like this whole trip, I feel a bit like,
39:46there's been so much drama, there's been so much going on,
39:48and do you know what, just to actually come out with the boys,
39:50has actually been my little breath of fresh air.
39:52Guys, we've got to cheers to the gays, I think.
39:54Cheers!
39:55To the boys, come on.
39:57And to the straights.
39:58Woo!
39:59Gays for the boys.
40:01How are you getting on there, Dan, though?
40:03Yeah, all right.
40:04A few more days in.
40:04Yeah, I'm looking forward to going home, to be honest.
40:07You seem happier today, Dan.
40:08Yeah, a bit more.
40:09What do you mean, Dan?
40:10You want to go home?
40:10You want to get away from us?
40:11I'm really offended.
40:12No, listen, don't take it personal, but...
40:14It's been a lot for you out here.
40:17It's been a bit of a mad trip, yeah.
40:18Are you OK with Ella?
40:20It's hard.
40:20Well, we're not, we're just sort of, obviously we're around each other,
40:24but we've taken a step back from interacting.
40:27Yeah.
40:27I think it just thought a bit much of all the he said, she said,
40:30and it was just a bit like, look, let's just...
40:32Draw a line.
40:33...take ourselves out of the situation and just...
40:35Yeah.
40:35And I think that's what the most important thing is,
40:37you are a good guy, Dan.
40:38Thank you, I appreciate that.
40:39You're a nice guy, Dan.
40:40You are.
41:10Shall we sit outside?
41:11Yeah.
41:12How are you?
41:13I'm all right, how are you?
41:15I'm OK.
41:16I'm sad that you didn't come down this day.
41:18I couldn't be arsed, to be honest.
41:20What's happening?
41:21I spoke to Courtney last night,
41:23and she said that you've both got the up with me.
41:26No, I just feel like, with me, bubs,
41:29like, obviously the last few days,
41:30I've found it a bit hard to be completely around you,
41:33only because I can't be snide, do you know what I mean?
41:36I just feel like I've had your back through and through
41:40and would have your back through and through,
41:42because we've been friends since 40.
41:43Like, I do look at you like one of my nearest and dearies.
41:46Whereas, like, the other night, we've all arranged, like,
41:49let's meet down at Ocean Bar,
41:51let's go get a little something sweet, have a drink.
41:53Like, you've walked over with Freddie and Danny, babe,
41:55you ain't even giving me the heads up.
41:56I've kept myself away from everyone on purpose
41:59because I don't want to be around them.
42:00And then for my friends to be bringing them over...
42:03Well, I apologise for that.
42:03I thought because I had the conversation with...
42:06..with Danny and Freddie prior, then, again, that's mum's.
42:09I'm sorry for not giving you the heads up first.
42:11Do you know what it is with me?
42:12I don't like middle people.
42:13I feel like you're either with me or you're not.
42:15But that's always how I've been with.
42:16Which I understand, babe.
42:17I thought we was closer than you are to them.
42:19Do you know what I'm trying to say?
42:20Yeah, and we are.
42:22Yeah, but then...
42:22But they're still also my close friends.
42:25I'd say Freddie's still a close friend of mine.
42:27Mm-hm. OK.
42:29Listen, I don't want to fall out with you at all.
42:31It's the last thing I want to do.
42:32But, like, it's upset me that I don't feel so supported
42:35and I don't feel like the energy that I give,
42:38which is rise or die,
42:40I don't personally think I've received that back.
42:42OK, well, I'm sorry that you don't feel like that,
42:43but I feel like I'm the only person out of everybody here
42:46that has actually had your back.
42:47Because I am friends with everyone, it's like,
42:49there isn't enough of me to almost share and make...
42:52Yeah, it's like spreading yourself thin.
42:54Yeah, and I am.
42:54And then I'm not leaving time to myself
42:55and then it's affecting me and I'm getting upset,
42:57but I don't even want to get upset.
42:58Don't get upset.
42:58Because I don't want to...
42:59No, because I didn't want to ever fall out with you.
43:01I don't want to fall out with you.
43:02But it's been shit for the last three days, Liv.
43:05I know.
43:05I feel like this whole holiday's been shit.
43:06It has, it has.
43:08I feel like I'm not doing enough
43:09and then I feel like I'm doing too much
43:11and then I'm trying to, like, rein it in.
43:12I'm also trying to, like, look after myself.
43:14I don't understand what more I could do.
43:16Like, I am the only one that's had your back.
43:18There's other people that should have had your back
43:19and didn't say fucking two words.
43:21Like, I'm finding it really difficult.
43:23I'm so sorry for my heart.
43:24I'm really sorry.
43:25I would never want to upset you
43:26and I'm sorry that it's taken three days for us to speak about it.
43:29I shouldn't have brought them down.
43:30I didn't think it was going to be anything that deep.
43:31Like, I just...
43:32In my head, it was just everyone just...
43:34When we've always done it,
43:35when we're going away,
43:35it's where everyone just ends up being together.
43:38Like, it just is what it is.
43:39But just because I've got a friendship with Danny and Freddie
43:42doesn't mean that that is my sole friendship
43:44and that you're put on the side.
43:45I'm just...
43:45I'm really just...
43:46I'm finding this so difficult.
43:48Listen, it's been...
43:48It's been a lot this holiday.
43:49I think all our heads are gone,
43:51to be completely honest.
43:52I'm ultra-sensitive at the minute
43:53because I feel like I've been attacked at every angle.
43:55But I've not let people attack you
43:57and that's what...
43:57Like, you doubting me as a person
43:59is actually upsetting me more than anything
44:01because I've not let that happen.
44:03Yeah.
44:04Well, I feel like we've both said,
44:06but we want to say, like,
44:07I don't want it to go any further.
44:08I feel like the Harry thing,
44:10there's just been these Essex whispers
44:12and he's just, like,
44:14what's been started off as an egg
44:16has ended up with an emu
44:17and I feel like with Harry
44:18he's just sensitive at the minute as well.
44:20He said last night
44:21that Saffron would know
44:22how to get to the gym from our room.
44:24Like, she knows so much stuff.
44:26I've not spoke to Saffron once.
44:27But then I feel like Saffron's saying otherwise.
44:29She's saying,
44:29use her on the phone 24-7 every second of the day.
44:31No, that's what Joe said to me.
44:32I've not spoke to her once.
44:33So I don't know why, again,
44:34that's being pinned on me.
44:35I feel like it's just very easy to do.
44:36I've been used as such a scapegoat.
44:38Like, it's actually fucking me off.
44:39Do you feel like I've used as an scapegoat?
44:41No, because I feel like your points are valid
44:43but I also feel like
44:46you would know me better.
44:47No, and I thought I did
44:48and that's why I was so upset.
44:51I don't feel like there's a big problem
44:52between me and you.
44:54I just wanted to just say how I felt.
45:07Next time.
45:08The dynamics of the friendship groups are wild right now.
45:11Strange.
45:12There's nothing more that I wanted
45:13other than to be happy with you.
45:15I can't bear to see you like this.
45:17You do love to get in, like, and talk to everyone.
45:20I do feel like everyone's just jumped on the scapegoat.
45:23How are you?
45:24Hello.
45:25How are you?
45:29We're not gonna shit-stare.
45:31Oh.
45:33Right, Mum.
45:33Miss Jo.
45:35She did go on to say,
45:36I warned Harry about Elmer a little while ago.
45:39That's such a horrible thing to say.
45:40Like, that's actually me.
45:49The only way is up, baby, for you and me now.
45:57The only way is up, baby, for you and me now.
46:04for laughing.
46:10Ooh!
46:11Ooh!
46:11Ahh!
46:13Ah!
46:14Do you know your experience in your dream?
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