00:0017th person voted out and the 7th member of our jury.
00:03I'll just be honest, the last year of my life has been so incredibly difficult
00:08because of the one moment, you know, where you wish you could just go back
00:15and take a right instead of a left.
00:18I've been waking up in the middle of the night for the last year
00:22with, like, regrets and this idea that I could somehow change the past.
00:30Or, you know, I mean, even right now trying to explain it, it's so difficult.
00:37Like, what was it about that moment?
00:40Like, why didn't I just play the idol?
00:42Like, why was I trying to hold on to the idol?
00:44I said all day I was going to play the idol.
00:46And in the last moment, I didn't do it.
00:48And, you know, it was a, you know, maybe it's just,
00:54I said some really fluffy philosophical,
00:58like one of the last things I said to Jeff about, you know,
01:00if I get voted out, it's like I don't deserve to be here, you know,
01:04and there it is.
01:06I do think I deserve to be there, but, you know,
01:09maybe somebody else needs that $2 million more than I do.
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