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00:05Previously on the Madison
00:10He wanted to be buried here
00:11There's a spot marked on a map
00:13I know the spot
00:15I can't remember his face
00:17If I were you, I wouldn't listen
00:20Plank
00:22Jesus fuck
00:24Hold on
00:24Right
00:26Stay, stay
00:27Oh my god
00:30I'm gonna die
00:33As much as I like sitting here
00:34It hurts more than you'll ever know
00:36Just like you're wondering how I feel about you
00:38I feel enough to sit here and take it
00:40Abby, if I were you
00:42I would set my hooks pretty deep in that one
00:45They're not making any more men like him
00:52I wonder if you know how happy this room became
00:57It would fill his heart
01:00Tomorrow, we bury them
01:06I'll see you next week
01:06I'm gonna die
01:06I'm gonna die
01:08I'm gonna die
03:37Heaven is your perfect place.
03:43For some, it's ice cream oceans and marshmallow mountains, and others, it's these mountains.
03:54Does that make sense?
03:57And Grandpa's heaven is here?
04:00I think so.
04:02But if you think he's here, why is everyone so sad he's gone?
04:07Well, his heaven isn't mine, and I can't see him, and I can't talk to him, and I can't hug
04:17him, and he can't hug me, and I miss that.
04:20Yeah, I miss it, too.
04:24But that's why we have memories.
04:27We can revisit all those times that we did have.
04:32All the talks, all the laughs, all the hugs, and, you know, it's like a movie.
04:38We can play it over and over as many times as we want in our minds.
04:48You know what I mean?
04:49I do.
04:52Not the same, though, as a real hug.
04:55No, it's not the same.
05:19Right here, huh?
05:21She marked it on a map.
05:23All right.
05:24Well, we ain't getting a backhoe down here.
05:27Might be able to get a tractor up from the river, but I'm not sure what good that'll do us.
05:32No, these holes are getting dug the old Irish way.
05:36Yep.
05:38How the hell are we going to get the caskets here?
05:41Swinstead still feed off a wagon, don't they?
05:43That's a good idea.
05:46You want to call or run for shovels?
05:48No, you call, I'll run.
05:50My gelding's just going to follow you.
05:53Yank off that bridle.
05:55Yeah.
06:16I am aware.
06:18Yes, I am aware.
06:20We have had a death in the family.
06:23I'm pretty sure the world of girls' volleyball will survive the week without her.
06:27Yes, you are correct.
06:29I am not factoring how this affects anyone else, even a little.
06:33Fucking school.
06:35Is this going to be okay?
06:38It's going to have to do, honey.
06:39It's all you got.
06:41Hey.
06:45It's just us.
06:47Okay?
06:47There's nobody to be offended.
06:49What did school say?
06:51You're missing a volleyball tournament.
06:53It's okay.
06:55It's okay.
07:02It's okay.
07:19Hey.
07:20Hey.
07:21Hey.
07:28where'd you find cream same shopping center where i found the dress
07:33i gotta say bozeman impressed me i wasn't expecting to find donna karen in the mountains
07:39found a little something for you too yeah preston would prefer me in jeans
07:44i think he would find a certain victory in that he deserves a little black dress and that's
07:51exactly what i got you did the boy say when they would be ready he said to walk over at
07:55noon
07:56how are they going to get them out there i didn't ask and they didn't say i just said it
08:02was handled
08:05about two hours preston wrote a chapter on telling time from the sun's position it's
08:14alarmingly accurate
08:18the girls asked me to arrange a plane
08:23when tonight
08:27okay they need closure honey they won't get it here they have lives and they need to go live them
08:34i would very much like to plan a memorial service he has a lot of friends that deserve a way
08:39to say
08:39goodbye does he he does and you know that we could do it at the explorers club okay just
08:48how about the apartment have corbonne cater he loved that place i already called you find back too
09:02i have a very worried husband he's convinced some distant cousin of the unabomber is going to
09:07abduct me and hold me in his basement for ransom depending on the cousin i'm not completely opposed
09:13of course that's my worked romance novel version of abduction i doubt that's how it would play out
09:19that is how it would play out my mind after two percocets you think i'm joking no
09:31i love you
09:37there is nowhere i would rather be than with you when you need me i know
09:46i have a little bottle of kalua if you would like some lead in that coffee
09:49uh well now you're talking
10:15okay
10:16okay
11:04Of course you pack the perfect dress.
11:13Is there some little black dress tree by the river that I am unaware of?
11:18Okay, girls?
11:23And Russell.
12:06Where are they?
12:08I'm coming.
12:12It's all right.
12:15It's all right.
12:16It's all right.
12:19It's all right, Miss.
12:37It's all right.
12:39It's all right.
12:52It's all right.
12:57It's all right.
13:02It's all right.
13:07It's all right.
13:10Hey, boy.
13:27Watch your hand.
13:50Watch your hand.
14:17Watch your hand.
14:21Mrs. Glabber, I'm very sorry for your loss.
14:27Is a preacher coming?
14:32I forgot.
14:33I didn't.
14:34I...
14:36This one will be San's preacher.
14:39What's that mean?
14:39It means we don't have one.
14:43Do you have someone to govern the proceedings?
14:47We, um...
14:49This is my first funeral here, so we're sort of winging it.
14:54Well, this is far from my first rodeo.
14:58Do you mind if I say something first and then give you all a chance to speak?
15:03I don't think my group has many speeches in them.
15:08Do you mind a prayer?
15:11I do not.
15:22Lord, we stand before you with heavy hearts.
15:25With the glory of love comes the pain of loss, and we look to you for comfort.
15:30Lord, remind us that it is a selfish pain because you have promised a place called heaven where our departed
15:39bask in the glow of your grace.
15:41They are no longer men.
15:44They are angels who guide us through darkness, lift us when we are weak, and nourish our souls and spirits.
15:54Our pain is a selfish pain because we do not know this place, heaven.
15:59We lean on our faith that it exists, and on your mercy that it holds a place for us where
16:08we may sit in your light beside our loved ones and know only joy forever.
16:17Oh, man, if anyone would like a word.
16:24Stacy, it's not the first time you've given that speech.
16:28No, ma'am.
16:30It's a good one.
16:33Do you care to say something?
16:37I have plenty to say, but I won't be saying it today.
16:49I guess that's it then.
16:53Um, so what happens now?
16:58We'll take care of everything.
17:04Wait, that's it? That's it? That's it? That's it?
17:07He has no say it and say it, Paige.
17:08I don't know what to say. What are you supposed to say?
17:12I think that's our point.
17:18Which one's Paul?
17:29Goddamn you for taking it from us.
17:45I love you.
18:01Everyone deals with it different, don't they, boys?
18:05I don't think they're dealing with it at all.
18:08Not yet, anyway.
18:11I don't know who can blame them.
18:12Wish me.
18:26I don't know who can be.
18:28I don't know who can be, baby.
18:30I don't know who can be.
19:12Pretty sneaky. Trying to have a funeral and not tell anybody?
19:15Oh, I... I didn't know anyone would care.
19:20We let you have the funeral. We will not be denied our feast.
19:27When they decided to build these cabins, they wanted to do it all themselves.
19:31Mill the wood, frame it, rough in the electric, the whole deal.
19:36Look at the bottom of them. They're sitting on railroad ties.
19:39And I could not figure out what in the hell purpose that would serve.
19:42And I told them they're going to be colder than the devil in winter.
19:45And every skunk and raccoon and God knows what else is going to set up shop underneath them.
19:50Well, Preston just looked at me and nodded. Didn't say a word.
19:54About six months later, tax assessor comes by my place and says,
19:58Have you seen these cabins they built next door?
20:00I said, I had. And he asked me if I'd ever seen them move.
20:04Move. I said, move. What do you mean move?
20:07Tax assessor says, when he tried to put a value on them, your husband said they was mobile homes.
20:14You pick them up with a forklift and move them.
20:17And ask me if I'd ever seen them be mobile.
20:19Well, I told them, yeah, they haul them all over the place.
20:23And if you look at the back of that outhouse,
20:25your husband nailed tires from a shopping cart and said,
20:29That son of a bitch was mobile too.
20:32He did not want to pay any taxes.
20:35I wondered what those were for.
20:36Preston always had issues with authority.
20:39Wheels on outhouse.
20:40Never seen anything like it.
20:42No.
20:44Indian tacos.
20:46Good stuff.
20:48Want some?
20:49How about some of those cookies?
20:51Ah, good choice.
20:54I was thinking like three.
20:58What's your mom going to say about that?
21:00My mom's not going to say anything because she's not going to see me eat him.
21:03Let's keep this between us.
21:06I think that's a good idea.
21:20Thank you for today.
21:22It means more than you know.
21:24Someone had to do it for me.
21:25I know what it means.
21:29Sorry it had to be done.
21:32We're flying out tonight.
21:33Girls have missed enough school and I have exhausted my wardrobe.
21:41I'd like to come back.
21:44Or dare I invite you to New York?
21:48Well, the only way you get me to New York is if it seceded from the Union
21:51and I was drafted into the Army to take it back.
21:54Okay, you got to go a little easier on my city money.
21:57I'm not knocking it.
21:58I'm just not going there.
22:00Fair enough.
22:02Then I'll come visit.
22:04Sure.
22:06I mean it.
22:10Okay.
22:13I'm a sheriff's deputy who makes $52,000 a year.
22:23I have $12,000 in the bank and I'm about to spend six of it on a pretty average rope
22:28horse.
22:29Three nights a week, I'm going to load them in a trailer and drag them all over Montana
22:32trying to win back what I spent on him.
22:34In October, I'm going to take my boys in the mountains for a month and fill our freezer with elk.
22:39Look, I ain't never laying on no beach.
22:40I'm never going to Europe or San Francisco or any city bigger than Billings.
22:46Ever.
22:48What part of that sounds good to you?
22:50None of it.
22:51Now, walk me through your life.
22:53What won't you change?
22:54I don't have those kind of absolutes.
22:55Just walk me through it.
23:00Macy has gymnastics every morning.
23:03From there, I go to Pilates.
23:06From Pilates, I go to my therapist.
23:07From my therapist, I go to coffee with my girlfriends to talk about all the bullshit advice my therapist gave
23:11me.
23:12Then I pick up Macy and I get Bridget and we go to ballet.
23:15We have recitals every Friday night.
23:17Saturday morning, we have competitions.
23:19I take the girls the same parts for Christmas.
23:21Italy for the month of July, which you would love.
23:24I will point out.
23:26I will point out.
23:31Who feeds the horses?
23:33Isn't there a service for that?
23:35You have to do it every day?
23:38Okay.
23:39Okay, there is no future in this, but you are tall and kind and fucking beautiful.
23:46You are tall and kind and beautiful.
23:48Okay, so can we just agree to fuck this up together and have as much sex as possible until we
23:54can?
23:55Yeah, you city girls, you spell it out, don't you?
23:57Yeah, we get to the point.
23:59Yep, we do.
24:00You go from wondering when we're going to see each other to wondering when you're going to leave.
24:06I think I'd rather just miss you.
24:10I'm not gone yet.
24:11You know what I mean.
24:13So is this goodbye?
24:17I think it's best.
24:18Oh, wow.
24:21Let me just clarify that you are breaking up with me at my father's funeral.
24:28No, we aren't together to break up.
24:30No, no, no.
24:30We seemed pretty together yesterday when you were lying on top of me.
24:33Abby, I...
24:33Don't fucking abby me now.
24:35You want to miss me?
24:36Is that what you want?
24:38Here's your fucking chance.
24:47Here's your fucking chance.
25:09It's time to go home, isn't it?
25:13Spend time, honey.
25:49When did your father die, Russell?
25:54It'll be six years in April.
25:57Where is he buried?
25:58My mother had him cremated.
26:00The plan was to spread his ashes at our place in Montauk, but...
26:06He never did it.
26:07I don't know why.
26:09So, he's sitting in a jar on our mantle, which is an odd custom.
26:16Putting ashes in a jar above a fireplace full of ashes.
26:20What do you miss most about him?
26:27He used to call me every Monday and tell me a joke.
26:31Really?
26:34You still remember them?
26:35Oh, yeah.
26:36Tell me one.
26:38Oh, no, no, no, no.
26:39Yeah, they, um...
26:40My father had a, uh, rather warped sense of humor.
26:44Yeah, well, at this point, I'm pretty hard to offend.
26:49Hmm.
26:52Okay.
26:55Um...
26:56Okay.
26:58So, there are four nuns driving in a van.
27:00And the van goes off a cliff, and they all die.
27:03Funny.
27:04No, no, no, that's...
27:05I'm getting...
27:06Sorry, this is all just a setup.
27:07Yeah, I got it.
27:08I got it, yeah.
27:08Okay.
27:09So, they're standing at the pearly gates, and St. Peter looks them over, and he says to the first nun,
27:14this is your last chance to confess before you enter the gates of heaven.
27:19And your conscience must be cleansed before you enter.
27:22So, the first nun thinks about it, and she says, well...
27:26I used to sneak peeks at Father Riley in the shower.
27:29St. Peter says, well, you're a naughty one's sister.
27:32Wash your eyes in this bowl of holy water, and say five Hail Marys.
27:35She does.
27:37Sends her off to heaven.
27:38So, he looks at the second nun, asks her the same thing.
27:41She says, well, on occasion, I would stroke Father Riley's member with my hand.
27:47St. Peter just shakes his head, tells her to wash her hand in the bowl of holy water,
27:51say ten Hail Marys.
27:53So, she does, lets her into heaven.
27:55Now, the third nun steps up, and the fourth nun grabs her, throws her to the ground,
28:00and steps up to the bowl of holy water.
28:02St. Peter says, what on earth are you doing, sister?
28:05And the nun says, I'm gonna wash my mouth out in this bowl before that bitch puts her ass in
28:09it.
28:14I stand corrected, Russell.
28:16I can still be offended.
28:19I was very poorly chosen.
28:20I'm sorry.
28:20It was the first one that came to my mind.
28:22I am so sorry.
28:23I...
28:25It's terrible.
28:26Common denominator for their problem seems to be Father Riley.
28:30Yeah, he, uh, did get around.
28:32Ah, what's in it?
28:34Bacchus soda.
28:35Easy on the soda.
28:37God bless you.
28:39The meeting's stuffing at the gym at nine, if you're up for it.
28:43Oh, yeah.
28:44Exercise.
28:44It's exactly what I need.
28:49I see things didn't end well with a cowboy.
28:54How's that look about it?
28:58Paige has been quiet.
29:00I think this is going to be hardest on her.
29:03I'm afraid.
29:05How so?
29:06When you've dedicated your entire life to gaining the attention of one person,
29:13what is your purpose when that person is gone?
29:16The girls are handling it well, at least.
29:18Yeah, well, they're too young to know the difference.
29:21Just one less present at Christmas.
29:27I know an excellent therapist, Stacy.
29:31You are my therapist.
29:34You're my best friend.
29:36I'm incapable of being impartial.
29:38Speaking to someone who can look at the situation with clarity and with zero opinion.
29:43What I need is opinion.
29:46If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:12If I want to know what the book on death says, I'll buy the fucking book.
30:16I'll buy the fucking book.
30:21I'll buy the fucking book.
30:22I'll buy the fucking book.
30:22I'll buy the fucking book.
30:22I'll buy the fucking book.
30:23I'll buy the fucking book.
30:24I'll buy the fucking book.
30:25I'll buy the fucking book.
30:25I'll buy the fucking book.
30:26I'll buy the fucking book.
30:27I'll buy the fucking book.
30:27I'll buy the fucking book.
30:30I'll buy the fucking book.
30:38I'll buy the fucking book.
30:42I'll buy the fucking book.
30:43I'll buy the fucking book.
30:45on wall street following a new round of warnings
31:24so
31:46and we're doing a charcuterie board from eadley and the pizzas from joe's one of us is thinking
31:52about your cholesterol pizzas are for paul it's the one thing he misses about this city
32:00look at you look at me what men are such children well this should be interesting you are you have
32:08the same look on your face pulling out those nasty boots as an 11 year old pulling out his
32:13baseball cleats it's the same look you get when gucci has a sale that's different that's me saving
32:18you money you know this is proof of the genetic distinction between men and women tell me oh
32:25love of my life all the ways how when you buy something on sale it saves me money i'm gonna
32:32buy the damn thing no matter what waiting for the sale is how much i love you
32:37that almost makes sense it makes perfect sense once you accept the inevitability of the purchase
32:47okay why do you do that what it's your little mountain mistress the jealous type
32:57you want to know i do want to know i really want to know because i lost it once fell
33:04off in the river
33:05i spent two days looking for it i'm not going through that shit again so if i put it right
33:09there i can't lose it panicked were you terrified it's nice to see i still have that effect oh boy
33:20do you ever
33:39that's right baby
34:14Oh, Madison Avenue.
34:17How did they get the name, do you think?
34:22I always assumed James Madison, the president.
34:25Yeah, of course that would make sense.
34:30I suppose they named the Madison River after him as well.
34:34Where's the Madison River?
34:36Montana.
34:39Where your husband spent time?
34:42Mm-hmm.
34:46Is that where he died?
34:48No, he died on another river.
34:50Actually, no, he died on a mountain.
34:55No, no river involved at all.
35:03How do you feel when you tell me that?
35:06How do you think I feel?
35:08I don't presume to know.
35:10That's why I asked.
35:11Isn't that your job?
35:14Like, tell me how I feel.
35:17My job is to help you understand how you feel.
35:20Hmm.
35:22More so, my job is to help you understand the behaviors that those feelings elicit.
35:29Hmm.
35:33And how would you describe my present behavior?
35:39Hostile.
35:42Hostile?
35:43Mistrusting.
35:45Which I understand.
35:47Which I understand.
35:48You don't know me.
35:51And yet here you are, in theory, willing to expose your most personal thoughts and intimate
35:59feelings.
36:01Trust me in my interpretation of those feelings and behaviors to guide your decision making in the future.
36:12My decision making?
36:13What decisions are we questioning?
36:15I'm not questioning anything.
36:16No, you are the one who said it.
36:18My husband died.
36:20The love of my life.
36:22The father of my children.
36:24My center, my soul, is gone.
36:29If you by chance have happened upon any information that might assist me in mitigating the desire
36:37to claw my eyes out with a fucking spoon to get rid of the pain, I sure would appreciate that.
36:46But I do not need you staring at me like I'm some bored housewife trying to justify her affair
36:52with her fucking tennis coach.
36:54I know those women.
36:55Plenty of them.
36:56I am not one of them.
37:01I am hurting.
37:03And I would like some help with that.
37:08If you can.
37:09If you can't, then I'll leave early.
37:15And you can keep the fucking change.
37:25You care for a drink?
37:29I would love one.
37:38I don't normally do this.
37:40I spend most of my time convincing my clients not to self-medicate.
37:47Don't mind whiskey?
37:48I don't give a shit what it is.
38:11What you need is this.
38:13A lot of this.
38:15Not this.
38:17A lot of talking.
38:19And yelling.
38:21And crying.
38:21A lot of it.
38:22And often.
38:25And in time, those memories will become fond again.
38:31They won't hurt to recall them.
38:35And you'll laugh.
38:41Will you love again?
38:43Maybe.
38:45I don't have any idea if that's something you want.
38:50Will you ever be whole again?
38:52Will you feel like you did before you died?
38:58No.
39:00But you know that.
39:03But you will heal if you let yourself.
39:06You will have as much life to live as you allow yourself.
39:15Or you'll have none.
39:20You'll have no life.
39:25Does that make sense?
39:30Yeah.
39:32Okay.
39:38Why don't you finish your drink and let me have it.
39:42Seriously.
39:43Come on.
39:43Give it your best shot.
39:50You're a terrible therapist, you know that.
39:53Yeah.
39:54With that smug fucking sweater.
39:58You really like saying fuck, don't you?
40:00I know.
40:02I find it quite liberating at the moment.
40:08Good.
40:09Say it again.
40:11Fuck you.
40:12Are we gonna do trust falls next?
40:13You fucking quack.
40:17It's a really good place to start.
40:19Come on.
40:19Keep it coming.
40:20Let's go.
40:21I'm serious.
40:28I'm thinking about it.
40:29I'm considering it.
40:32I know.
40:33I know.
40:33I know.
40:34I'm running away.
40:35Running away from my problems.
40:37This problem goes with me.
40:39So I'm not running from anything.
40:43Would I miss my daughters?
40:46Honestly, I don't.
40:48I don't know.
40:49And part of me thinks it would be better for them.
40:52Live their own lives.
40:55Maybe they could move with you.
40:57I mean, it doesn't sound like either of them are bound to the city.
40:59That's what I said.
41:01My oldest daughter needs it.
41:03I actually threatened to cut her off if she didn't.
41:08That's not very nice.
41:10Oh, what do they teach?
41:13Sarcasm in therapy school these days?
41:16Well, if by therapy school you mean Dartmouth, then yeah, they kind of invented it there.
41:26Do you think I should?
41:30Not my place to say, but I think you should consider it, and I'll tell you why.
41:39Because you are actively weighing your future, and the consequences are your choices in that future, and that's healthy.
41:45That's good for your soul.
41:46So whether you actually do it is irrelevant, but you should seriously consider it.
41:52You should consider moving to Europe.
41:55Spend a year traveling.
41:57You've got the financial means.
41:59No responsibilities here preventing it.
42:01You should consider everything.
42:06Wish I could have met him.
42:08Must have been a hell of a man.
42:10Because you are a hell of a woman.
42:12You know who you are, and you're not ashamed of it.
42:15And this, the yelling and crying and pondering, this is what you're supposed to be doing.
42:20This is grieving.
42:22This is accepting an immeasurable loss in your life, and racking your brain to try to find a way to
42:27survive it.
42:30And you will.
42:35Thank you, Phil.
42:38Oh, this has been pleasantly cathartic.
42:43I took one look at that sweater, and I had very little faith in you, but you, you overcame it.
42:49Turns out, you don't suck at your job.
42:53Well, that is wildly offensive.
42:59Same time tomorrow.
43:00I'm thinking afternoon.
43:02I've still got five clients, and I'm pretty drunk.
43:05I think you are a client to end the day with, not begin one.
43:08Fine.
43:09See you at happy hour.
43:38Who's your realtor?
43:42Yeah.
43:43No matter what I do, I can't stay here.
43:46Lily, I can smell him.
43:48Hold on.
43:49Hold on.
43:52Is everything okay?
43:53So, um, Paige is, is, is in bed, and she won't talk, and she can't stop crying, and she's-
44:01Well, she's hyperventilating, and I feel like I should call an ambulance, but I don't, like, I feel like that
44:05might make her worse.
44:06No, you're right.
44:07You're right.
44:08You're right.
44:08It would.
44:08I'll be there in 15 minutes.
44:09Call Abby.
44:10Okay.
44:10Okay.
44:11Calling her name.
44:39Is she in the bedroom?
44:40Yeah.
44:46Uh, do you have any sweets?
44:48Sweets?
44:49Okay.
44:50Get some ice cream, Rocky Road, and buy some chocolate chips.
44:54Put three scoops in a glass of milk, put the chocolate chips on top, and then just bring it to
44:59me with a spoon.
44:59Okay.
45:00That sounds, uh, disgusting to start-
45:02I wasn't asking your opinion of it, Russell.
45:09I got Rocky Road.
45:11Desperate times?
45:12Call for desperate measures.
45:13Grab chocolate chips?
45:14The shitty ones, like she likes.
45:16Well, looks like all we need from you is a cup, Russell.
45:19Give it to her.
45:20She knows how to make it.
45:21Okay.
45:21Got it.
45:21Okay.
45:25Hey, hey, hey, hey.
45:26Hey, it's okay.
45:27It's okay.
45:28It's okay.
45:29It's okay.
45:30It's okay.
45:30You know what this is?
45:32What?
45:32What?
45:33How much you love them.
45:34And your body just doesn't know where to put all that love now.
45:37Okay, but you don't have to put it anywhere.
45:39And you don't have to stop loving someone when they're gone only.
45:42In fact, one could argue that you should love them more.
45:46And here's the sad fact of life.
45:51You will feel this way again.
45:53Yeah, when I die, when your husband dies, and your friends, and someday your children will feel this way about
46:01you.
46:03Thanks, Mom.
46:04I feel so much better.
46:06I come bearing gifts.
46:08I'm not hungry.
46:09It's not food.
46:11It is a drug.
46:12It is sugar and chocolate in a mixture that only your metabolism can process in a way that doesn't end
46:17up on your hips.
46:18And I hate you for it.
46:23I used to eat this when I was, like, five.
46:25Well, you still act five, so...
46:31Fuck you and your bad roots.
46:33No, she's back.
46:34I don't understand it.
46:37It's the crunch with the cold and the mushy of the ice cream.
46:42Wait.
46:43The explanation doesn't sell it, Paige.
46:46No.
46:47You got her.
46:49I got her, but I cannot stay the night.
46:51I can stay the night.
47:02It was my favorite thing ever.
47:04I know.
47:17Is she okay?
47:20She will be.
47:24Is there a decent bar near here?
47:27Um, there's a...
47:29There's a...
47:30There's a dive bar around the corner.
47:33Well...
47:33Soho's version of a dive bar.
47:37Hmm.
47:45Hmm.
47:51Hmm.
47:51What's this place called?
47:54Um...
47:54I don't know.
47:55I'm not sure it has a name.
48:10What's the name of this place?
48:12Name?
48:13Uh...
48:14People just call it the bar.
48:15Or the bar down the street.
48:17Something like that.
48:18No name?
48:18Not that I'm aware of, no?
48:20Uh...
48:21What does your paycheck say?
48:22Uh...
48:23XT Enterprises LLC or some shit.
48:28Okay.
48:30So...
48:30Bar just...
48:31Doesn't have a name.
48:33No name.
48:33What can I get you?
48:35Oh, God.
48:35I'm, uh...
48:36I am not in the mood to make any decisions.
48:39Mm-hmm.
48:40Martini?
48:41Uh, that is a cocktail, and this is the furthest place from a cocktail bar, so...
48:45True that.
48:46Um...
48:46How about an Irish car bomb?
48:48I...
48:49Have no idea what that is.
48:51Trust me.
48:51Okay?
48:52What about you?
48:53What kind of amber ales do you...
48:55That'll be two Irish car bombs.
48:57Yeah, make your style.
48:58Two Irish car bombs.
48:59I have to work in the morning.
49:00It's one drink, Russell.
49:07Ooh, I didn't see that coming.
49:09Oh, gosh.
49:10Apologies, Russell.
49:14This is gonna hurt.
49:17All right, Pete.
49:20Great.
49:21You gotta...
49:23Mm-hmm.
49:23Yeah, yeah.
49:32It went down the wrong pipe.
49:35I have a bad gag reflex.
49:38No, no.
49:39I'm not...
49:40I'm...
49:40I'm not laughing at that.
49:42What then?
49:44Oh...
49:45Life.
49:47And the choices people make.
49:49Don't get me wrong.
49:51She made a good one with you.
49:55What are your dreams?
49:59Dreams.
50:01Or...
50:02Aspirations...
50:03Might be a better word.
50:05For your life.
50:06For...
50:07My daughter.
50:08I mean, what...
50:09You know, we just got the townhouse, so...
50:12Yeah, well, that's a purchase.
50:13Not a dream.
50:16Have you two talked about starting a family?
50:21You know, Paige, she just got down to a size zero, and she worked really hard for it.
50:26Russell, Russell.
50:27Independent thoughts.
50:28Do you have any?
50:31Yeah.
50:32I mean, I guess I want...
50:32I want to have kids.
50:34Mm-hmm.
50:35Okay.
50:35I don't want to raise them, and I want to...
50:38I want to move out of town, you know, where they can have a normal...
50:41You know, trick-or-treat, and...
50:44Play baseball, and run out on the street, you know?
50:47No, I don't know.
50:48No.
50:49I don't know.
50:49I raised mine here.
50:52Well, that would be my dream.
50:55What about when they're grown?
50:58What's the dream, then?
51:00I don't know.
51:01I don't know.
51:02I-I haven't gotten that far.
51:03Yeah.
51:04Well, then you need a new dream.
51:08Honestly, I always thought of you and Creston as the dream.
51:15So did I, Russell.
51:20But that dream is over.
51:24Well, I guess we both need a new one.
51:28Yeah.
51:30Yeah.
51:58Yeah, I guess we both need a new one.
52:01Yeah.
52:06Yeah.
52:12Yeah.
52:16Yeah.
52:17Yeah, yeah.
52:18Yeah.
52:19Yeah.
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