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00:06Let's do a quick recap, shall we?
00:09Chidera collecting Alvin's jacket sparked some tension with Kenna.
00:12Meanwhile, Alvin pulled Igwe aside to clear the air about Shekinah.
00:16You know, man to man, he laid it all out.
00:19But the heat didn't stop there.
00:21Latifah and Igwe clashed and sparks flew.
00:24Igwe stood firm, insisting that he's a changed man,
00:28determined to prove that his past no longer defined him.
00:32Caught in the middle of all the tension surrounding Igwe,
00:35Shekinah tried to keep her composure and go through the motions.
00:38And in a quiet moment, Igwe reassured her once again, he's different now.
00:45Sensing the cracks forming, the couples made an effort to smooth things over
00:48and reset the energy in the low path.
01:12Now, what's the love pad without a little side drama?
01:16And today's tiff is sponsored by Victory and Toria.
01:20Because I asked you to cuddle one time,
01:23and I saw that you were not comfortable with it,
01:24and I never asked again.
01:26Really, never asked again.
01:28Bro, don't even, don't, don't, don't.
01:30The anger doesn't mean to me right now.
01:32I'm not, I'm not angry at once.
01:34I couldn't even hear what they were saying properly
01:37because they were in the restroom.
01:39But I just heard about the captain and the captain.
01:43And, you know, they made some condescending remarks about me.
01:49And today I was instigating, saying things like,
01:53I'm here to suck breasts, you know.
01:57I mean, I've never made any attempts to indulge in such activities.
02:01I'm all tired to walk away so I don't hate you.
02:05I mean, you can if you want to.
02:07Because that's exactly how it's being viewed,
02:10and not only by me.
02:14So, yeah, you're going to explain me to
02:17sleep on the same bed with somebody
02:18who can say something like that.
02:20I mean, unprovoked.
02:23He wasn't unprovoked because I was axed.
02:28Well, that's how you feel,
02:29but I don't know what the fuck you're doing here.
02:34I can't hide my anger at all.
02:38You're not going to force something that's not there.
02:42And we've had this conversation multiple times.
02:44But it's like, every time you choose to listen to what you want to listen to,
02:49you believe somebody like you has to be,
02:52there has to be a lot of physical contact involved.
03:05And we've had, even the last very good conversation we had,
03:08I let you know that it gets to that point
03:11where you want to keep going on and on and on about that,
03:14and you don't, you have no idea how uncomfortable that makes me feel.
03:18Well, good you heard it then.
03:26I'm a very emotional person.
03:28That's f***ing me, yo.
03:30What do I do?
03:53What do I do?
04:06What do I do?
04:07Igwe and Ken's reactions to the cameras,
04:10absolutely priceless.
04:11People go to let school.
04:13You people go to let school.
04:13That's what has left.
04:15I swear,
04:16I always head down that and you left.
04:18It's catchy.
04:19Check out.
04:20That he had to leave because he felt like
04:22if you had to think to hear more,
04:23he'll probably hate me.
04:24I'm like,
04:25oh, you hate me,
04:26that's so close.
04:29that's crazy though like it was supposed to be just between me and somebody in the bathroom
04:34there's a reason why it was happening in the bathroom there is never a blind moment in this
04:38love path it's time to switch gears sip and paint with the couples the challenge recreate your
04:44partner artistically
05:01some masterpieces were born and some let's just say beauties in the eye of the beholder
05:06everybody
05:13that is definitely what i had in mind was to do something way worse than that that is not me
05:21that's stick figure it's not me i did my best because obviously my portrait does look like him
05:33yeah the painting was quite thoughtful because i saw like certain details in the painting that
05:39you have to really pay attention to be able to like highlight
05:46this is something that i'm definitely going to put in my house
05:54i don't know who that is that he's painting now there
06:00he's annoying like i look like the son of the soil
06:04he for efforts
06:20he doesn't look like me at all for you it's cute it's actually good she's got a few spotter details
06:30kenna knows how to persevere and turn a situation into a better one
06:43i think chidera has an amazing art skill i never need her
06:47you put in effort yes we did
06:52you got questions you need to ask about oh no your parents situation the only thing was
07:09when he tried to keep the fact that you guys were your pair away from me he said it but
07:17he didn't say the name
07:19yeah yeah but i i kind of figured it out even before
07:25there was a game situation thing where we were playing and the only reason why the whole
07:34boundaries became even more for him was because i discovered that he had a whole situation outside
07:41of your house so i don't know if you know that do you are you aware of that no okay
07:49i genuinely
07:51don't care i just feel like if i gotta know you gotta know too it's not coming from a genuine
08:01um position like she's not telling me because she's looking out for me i think she's probably
08:07telling me to spite me victoria knows about this i don't know why she if she's your friend she hasn't
08:12mentioned it she hasn't mentioned it we were supposed to talk about something but it's like
08:18every time we say we want to talk something just kind of gets in the way are you also aware
08:22that
08:23she likes him yeah okay she told me okay she told me i mean that didn't work out because he
08:29said that
08:30she's a bit too loud she's this she's that whatever whatever it is you know okay okay when girls like
08:38this we know behind the scenes is always like oh you're probably crashing out inside i want to bust
08:44his head out but but anyways she just said she's um she's saying that she's okay
08:50igway had mentioned that you um at first we didn't know who sent it because i saw the letters
08:57you had sent a letter to him so it was only confirmed when you wanted to pull in for a
09:01conversation i needed to come take permission for me and i think i allowed it i can't remember what i
09:05said no no you didn't have the conversation you just told him that you were going to talk to him
09:10so he had to take permission first for that but um moving on there was a letter that was sent
09:16so i'm
09:16just thinking at the time you came here you didn't know that he was paired up or you didn't understand
09:20i sent a letter because i thought i had i'm based on first impressions right i sent three letters
09:27victory agree and all that okay that's just what it is simple but i never pursued it after me
09:34yeah sure sure i see that yeah so that's that's it but he came to me yesterday and was you
09:42know
09:42asking for advice now to like make sure you guys are cool so yeah and i gave him some pointers
09:51i just
09:51told him that if truly he's like willing to do that maybe just block all the noise and then maybe
10:00if
10:00if it's something that you need to do if you have to apologize to certain people based on past
10:06events or whatever whatever then go and do that then just stick with what you have going on and then
10:12make it right and stop making the person look like a fool for choosing you
10:30i don't know the context but that's yeah everybody in the house already knows that i have someone i'm
10:37looking to outside and i would like to establish that i'm not trying to keep this from her but like
10:46i explained to her yeah i'm not gonna bombard you with information yeah i was gonna tell you things
10:52as we go do you want to sit or do you want to stand i can stand no sit you're
11:00so serious if you're
11:01standing sit down
11:11let me do you hate me first let me know what to say moving forward
11:16i don't hate anybody oh but you said you almost hated me so i walked away so i won't hate
11:23you
11:25how much did you have
11:29that's darn it so i know how did my apology should be address it as good as you can
11:49i don't know if victoria's intentions are changing me and you we've had conversations about this we had
11:58a very long conversation here the other day where i even spoke to you that okay even if it doesn't
12:03happen in here i'm not diverging i'm not celibate i'm not any of those things but i will not just
12:09stop just because every other person is doing this and that's how that's how i feel i feel pressured
12:14to to want to do stuff or that to you you feel you feel like because i'm not being intimate
12:19i'm not
12:20letting you touch me the way they are being touched i don't like you and i'm letting you know
12:23like that's how you feel then i cannot help you so i'm kind of questioning her intentions and
12:29there are reasonings for trying to connect to me is it because you don't want to be alone
12:34is it because you have tried to be with two other people and it didn't work out and if
12:38the third guy leaves you it's going to make you look bad
12:45well the point of this was not even to argue i'm just here to apologize for whatever you heard
12:49everything was how deep the angle you heard it from obviously is not how like i said it's not that
12:56was not the point of it was not to mock you nothing like that it was just to express how
13:01pissed i was that oh this person i'm actually genuinely trying to connect with is just it was
13:05it's not trying to be connected with you just want to physical contact and intimacy and it's not going
13:10to work if you don't like me enough to want to give space for that because even on the outside
13:15what i
13:15don't get this close to a man in weeks it's not it's not who i am i'm sorry i'm sorry
13:20the person you
13:21claim to you to have cuts whatever for is it's not like the other kills i'm sorry it's not my
13:27fault
13:27but like i said i can't fake it and i cannot do it for you it's not possible i will
13:32do what i feel is
13:33best for me because that's how i've always moved inside here outside here that is who i am so point
13:40of
13:40this conversation whatever you heard that sounded hurtful that was not my intention she's a lot to handle
13:47like i've never dealt with somebody so repellent to almost everything
14:18okay i've got to say i'm so excited because i'm looking around talk to me about what's going on
14:23with your dynamic right now hilda um so for me i'm just trying to forget about everything that
14:29happened before we got coupled so that's that's all that there is because i keep going back to what
14:34he did it was quite hard on me and that's what's happening victoria and victory talk to me about where
14:45you are at now do you see yourselves growing stronger as a couple or are you looking back
14:50at your decision like maybe i should have picked someone else no regrets to be honest no regrets
14:55because we're from very two different demographic and we're just trying to make it work we have been
15:01some difficulties but i feel like every day those difficulties they make us become a bit closer
15:06so that's why people are doing uncle wearing black black no no it wasn't planned it just rolled out
15:12of bed like this you know good talk to me is he making you happy or would you have picked
15:18somebody
15:18else no no he's good good option what's what you're not saying good what is he doing yes like what's
15:24even doing i'm very heavily listening partner yeah like you have to listen because you need to pay
15:29attention to know what to do and what not to do so yeah i think he's very good with that
15:33his patience he
15:34listens i like that okay we thank god okay toria and victory people kenna yes i know you've been
15:42locked in from the beginning you've had eyes from for each other since the very go but we started to
15:49see some cracks in that even though it was resolved very quickly talk to me about that about the dynamics
15:55what was it like having i won't say your first fight but you know i guess your first major your
16:00first
16:00major fight and being able to resolve it talk to me about that there are i think for any couple
16:05especially when things have started off really strong the first fight always feels really big
16:10and it's a very crucial moment to see how both people are going to navigate the conflict
16:15i think for both of us it was eye-opening to see where we have work to do on ourselves
16:20when it comes to
16:21how we approach this agreement but through that conflict we grew closer and we fancied each other more
16:26didn't we oh that is cute shekinah and igway the last time we stood here we had a bit of
16:34a complication
16:35yeah and i remember you saying that i feel yeah we're in a good place but he's not putting in
16:42the
16:42effort that i need from him has that changed since you've gone back into the love pad as an official
16:49couple yeah very much it has changed so yeah tell me one thing that he's done in the past two
16:55three
16:55days that's kind of made you go okay i think igway is coming around um i would say accountability
17:02i think you understand shekinah now you're putting yourself out there more you're putting in more
17:08effort talk to me about that i am in yes i'm putting a lot a lot of effort um you
17:17know being with
17:18staying or having someone like shekinah requires a lot of patience and um it's not something i was
17:26used to but it's something that if you want this to work you have to learn it yeah and i
17:32mean it's been
17:33a great ride actually like i said before our little banter session i'm here for a game a very special
17:40game
17:41but before we get into that i have one last question for shekinah latifa and hilda you three
17:49formed a relationship a friendship while you were here dare i say the coven was formed in the love
17:59part what it seems i see that coven like destiny's child they've gone their separate ways what is going
18:06on there for me friendship is about honesty transparency communication and mind you and
18:14security so if i find out that the friendship lacks those things and probably there's some sort of
18:21insecurity when it comes to me and i just feel like there should be no need if you can't communicate
18:25with me as a friend if you can't speak to me if you can't be honest and transparent with me
18:29then
18:30it's not worth it it's not worth the friendship like i rather my peace over drama so yeah currently
18:37eventually maybe we'll get to make up again but right now i'm very good where i'm at and i currently
18:44do not intend to reunite with the witches okay all right then uh praying that the witches come back
18:52together but until then uh we have a a game for you to play today time to compete for the
19:02key to the
19:03love nest and i'm sure you're wondering why is she holding blindfolded again don't worry you're not
19:08doing any striptease no dance this time around i promise but what we have for you is something i like
19:14to call the voice trail game and i'll explain what it is now between the two of you as a
19:22couple you're
19:23going to decide who is going to be playing the up to obstacle course that you see in front of
19:27you
19:27whoever is playing that game will get a blindfold and has to make it all the way through the obstacle
19:34course with their eyes behind this blindfold and the voice of their partner giving them the direction
19:43that they need to make it to the finish point
19:45the right
20:01yes
20:02Yes yes yes yes!
20:05Yes!
20:07Stop! Stop! Stop!
20:08Tommy!
20:11Straight!
20:12Put your right!
20:14Straight!
20:15Straight!
20:20Stop! Stop! Stop!
20:23Your right!
20:25Straight the beat!
20:26Rise! Rise!
20:27Get it! Rise!
20:29Rise!
20:41When you get here these cones that are stacked up here you're going to have to arrange it according to
20:47the
21:00color I had so much fun and I was able to part of the game thank you so much for
21:04that for that
21:05entertaining fantastic and the winner of the key to the love nest in one minute
21:1847 seconds they are the ones are going to get the key they're going to spend some private time tonight
21:24I'm talking about
21:58so it's your first time as a couple in the love nest how are you feeling um I feel great
22:06yes I feel excited
22:07yes um I feel energized you know you know when I when I woke up this morning um
22:17I literally saw like game in my face like I was like ps5 I jumped up a ps5 and I
22:22was wondering why
22:23why why and it all makes sense you understand so thanks guys um thanks for the support
22:30thanks for everything to my mom to my dad to everyone not not not the speech not the speech
22:38congratulations one more time guys let's get up for them and therein lies the winners for today's
22:52challenge
22:52and this is where I'm going to have to love you and leave you bye guys until next time
23:06I had to have a conversation with Shekinah and she was giving me some information that
23:18like
23:20I just felt some type of way about it not because of the information
23:25it's like she's telling me something because she wants me to she's she wants me to get
23:35a certain reaction like she wants to get a certain reaction from me and whatnot and like
23:41some things like something she said that it just made me feel somehow like why am I hearing this
23:51information from somebody else again that is not coming from you I don't know maybe it's because
23:58you don't want me to know about it or because you don't think it's important like I feel like
24:06for us to move forward to getting to know me like you said yesterday if there is already an information
24:13in the air in this house not outside that you know that because you know people here like to talk
24:20even what's not your business I feel like you should already like tell me so I have to be in
24:27the forefront
24:28of it and I don't look silly or stupid at least that's what I do for you
24:34and I would appreciate it if you do the same for me
24:37first I apologize for holding back that information
24:46I really do and I wasn't trying to hide it I wasn't trying to keep it from you
24:51felt this like I don't know how to put it like it just came like it overshadowed my entire day
25:00I was really really really really hoping to talk to my family family members today and
25:11usually like it's just something lonely I don't know it just clouded my day and then now I hear
25:19somebody talking like so I was just moody can't say anything because like I said you're very much
25:31entitled to your reactions and I'm sorry that's you're missing family and I'm sorry that I can't
25:35feel that void yeah
25:39void kiss
25:43you miss me
25:48crackhead
25:48wow
25:55wow
26:02wow
26:07wow
26:08wow
26:12wow
26:17wow
26:18wow
26:20wow
26:20wow
26:21wow
26:22wow
26:23wow
26:26wow
26:28wow
26:29wow
26:31wow
26:33wow
26:38trying to sweat out the tension the couples jumped into a workout session
26:42nothing like a little cardio to pump the love back into the room
27:16she kinda
27:22yeah all of these ladies are what we want me about
27:26we want me about you there are bad girls in this world
27:31avoid them
27:40the lady steps out for some well-deserved time away leaving the guys alone in the love
27:45pad and you already know what that means
27:47with me and latifah i do i do acknowledge that inside even from outside so i'm interested
27:53in how would i would try and make you walk outside because exactly like obviously we
27:57are two different i thought there's a difference you know like this i was like over when that
28:01happened that's that's tough and i i knew that even if we don't come back together in this
28:05house i knew that we'll still be friends and from there i will still stand back
28:08while the girls bonded over gossip at the salon because nothing beats girls spilling tea over
28:15fresh nails
28:28the guys decided to have their own little gossip session back at the love pad it's just about
28:33first being honest with your feelings here and i have been so honest with my feelings in this house
28:38so now it's just about it's like saying we have passed the first stage now like moving out of
28:45yeah it's the next stage and we'll see like where this is actually going to lead to
28:59he was waiting for the right one
29:03nothing like that i mean that's not in this with me so she actually just came you know they explain
29:11everything that happened i didn't even say for like 10 20 minutes but we're just talking i'm just
29:15listening there's a lot of information then we called it that match akara that she said she was
29:21sorry went inside and talked again she said she was sorry again you said you said the she said
29:28about me i said the i said about her we called it even and we're happily ever after evil
29:35comes to evil you know how when you want to write a what's it called when you're writing something to
29:51give to a professional your first draft is always rough you still need to put it so he had the
29:56first
29:56draft and is it my fault no it's not doing that at first do you understand what do you mean
30:02you heard
30:02what do you think after now and you said what do you think will come after
30:05praise but then how are you two now like we're good like i said i manipulated the situation
30:14you manipulated the situation the best way i could you listen what did you say you manipulated
30:18i did what what did you do that come you and buster for what was very important yeah i saw
30:23some
30:23leg movement together no you guys didn't sleep in the room the on the leg she put her legs
30:44she's loosening off of this we don't fall in love guys that man down i'll tell you i'm coming soon
30:55i said i want to start with friendship but even the friendship said we didn't have it
31:02so all the things that is happening bro i know to the bro
31:06that's him tell me that you
31:11when she comes to the side she can't declare me say um
31:15and then on that day when we do that first and second option video say that day you go meet
31:20ehm she kind of can they tell her say say you still like her say even if you see in
31:26your city picture
31:41i will not explore this connection i swear to me i said yes do you understand but did i admit
31:55that i
31:55see the feeling baby yes of course even if ego is not in the picture i will not explore this
31:57connection i
31:57would you say if you know dude we have we had a football conversation about for this thing do you
32:01understand so it's not like i will i'll be hiding it but i said bro even if ego is not
32:06in the picture
32:07i won't explore this it's as simple as that and she would talk about this his way by telling you
32:11but that's not me but now where she could they meet a person what i deal with they tell and
32:18say
32:19i get person outside you can't talk with that one like what's your business is that is that your
32:27comments like this bro she talked she talked a lot of things that bro you know it's not in my
32:32place
32:32to be saying honestly you know but she talked i feel weird to be honest because since you you
32:40will spill my bits i'm gonna spill yours so now she was like she doesn't her words were leaning towards
32:47she it won't make sense if she's in this whole house and just by herself you understand see
32:55you know it would make sense you understand see as guys can be where she'd be now see
33:00as please and everything might say you did it so i was like nobody wants you and that kind of
33:03thing
33:03so that she's just having fun that i shouldn't be fooled that whatever you tell her
33:08doesn't believe it uh unless i can't such a lot of things then um she not said when me and
33:16her
33:17moved i believe we have that she was waiting for me she waited for a while
33:20before she wouldn't open herself up to whoever like to you and stuff like that
33:27so it could be that we would never know but will i explore it no why because ego is my
33:33guy
33:33ego is my og i'm not going to break that bro code by saying i want to explore this
33:38they should not say what if outside i said ha if ego is still in the picture i'm not gonna
33:45be involved
33:46with you it's as simple as that and give me that it's already even in the picture yourself i'm not
33:50going to get myself involved with you but bro now has i'm not saying all of this different
33:59too soon is what is pissing me off completely different you told me that you are saying that
34:04you like her you are going around a friend to get her so she won't tell you ken can you
34:08you're the one down there the one that's going to look for her outside outside
34:15i'm shocked i won't say i'm shocked because there's more to it because i mean it's chicana
34:22like we all know that she kind of talks so all these things you should talk when you talk now
34:27bro i reverse psychology hearing them say that she told them that and she told them that she
34:38cleared me that she doesn't like me and she said i said i'm willing to explore outside i'm like what
34:47that's insane
34:56but as the nails were cooking the boys were hitting things off with strippers the energy wild the vibes
35:05questionable
35:43the boys suddenly turned into
35:46the saints acting cool calm and completely innocent
36:09i mean from the body reaction they look so excited i mean that excitement cannot come from just news and
36:20and and food i think i think i think they had some around them maybe they saw some male strippers
36:32it's good to be like a very feisty night
36:39i run to kenna i show him my nails i gave him a hug he's happy to see me he's
36:45just woken up from sleep so
36:46he's a bit confused but i can tell that he's a bit confused
37:16i swear on your life i swear on your life that's all my life
37:18that's all my life
37:20that's all my life
37:21is it lie
37:22is it lie
37:26wait you guys they actually brush trippers for them
37:33they actually brush the puzzle
37:36bring it let me give me
37:37give me see they actually see that they gave them money to spray
37:51they were sleeping but they look excited
37:56so i'm wondering what's wrong with you
38:15why are you taking my hand off your body
38:17i don't listen to what you're saying first i've told you every single thing that happened today
38:20you said you had lots of drink so who enjoyed their self the most with the strippers
38:28i'd say him and he paid
38:32not surprised
38:33but i mean i also participated in the absolute
38:38you said what i was a positive
38:40what did you touch them
38:43how did you touch them
38:46to become offspring
38:48did you touch them where did you touch them
38:55okay
38:59did you enjoy touching that
39:01i just told you that you were not giving
39:06you still touched it though
39:08you still touched it though
39:09i mean just for the sake of
39:13just for the sake of
39:16the vibe or whatever
39:18all that's going through my mind at this point is
39:23but you touched it though
39:26now your hand's been on another one so it's contaminated now
39:30so let's just
39:34and now this has turned into an argument
39:39well that's very helpful
39:41it's good to know for trust and the outside world what
39:47you said what were you supposed to do you know what were you supposed to do
39:54i'm not the child you talk to me that way
39:57i'm future experience with you and
39:59i'm not the age of my argument with shidera is nothing serious um um i feel it's from an angle
40:09of jealousy
40:14Did you have a good day?
40:15Yeah, I was actually excited to tell you about my day,
40:17but it went all weird.
40:27It's a little bit.
40:28Thanks.
40:29See what you left there.
40:31Mm-hmm.
40:48Hey, that's what I wanted to see because you were mad.
40:51I thought you were in a big situation.
40:55I was so happy that I had time with that.
40:58Because somebody will have friends.
40:59You don't know if they have friends in the bathroom.
41:00You will still come and find us inside the bathroom.
41:03I'm talking.
41:04I'm still going there.
41:05I miss this girl.
41:05Do you know how many hours?
41:06Like six hours.
41:07I'm still going there.
41:08I'm still going there.
41:10Let's go.
41:11Let's go.
41:12Let's go.
41:12They said they have hot juice for us.
41:14Man, they said they have hot juice for us.
41:16Hot juice, bro.
41:17Ah.
41:17You don't want to spill it.
41:18What is it?
41:20What is it?
41:21What is it?
41:22What is it?
41:22What?
41:23Hey.
41:25Hey.
41:27Say I like to my wife.
41:28You want to enter your mouth.
41:28You want to be a third party?
41:29Yeah, I like to you.
41:31It's only one party when she is.
41:33She is.
41:33She is.
41:34She is like, she is.
41:34She is.
41:35She is so head over here.
41:36So, you know.
41:37She is so head over here.
41:39She is so head over here.
41:39We almost got home.
41:41She is so head over here.
41:43She is so head over here.
41:45We almost got home.
41:45But detention didn't stay buried for long.
41:47Alvin decided that it was time to confront Shekinah.
41:50no more whispers straight talk only shekina every guy in the room said and this is individual like
42:00it's not like they said it like collectively this is one by one that you told them that i am
42:07going
42:08to your friends to tell them that i like you now you and syuni had a conversation yesterday
42:18and you said a lot of things that um first you mentioned me having someone outside that was
42:26not even your information to give that um i also told you that i was gonna end things with syuni
42:32because of my feelings for you now with you and igu you said something like you said you're just
42:40playing a game you said that you're just having fun no that was a conversation between me and you
42:49what did i just say that i didn't know i never told you i was playing into igu and mind
42:54you
42:54this conversation or whatever whatever the you just say now me sitting next to your bed
42:58was when it was like two days to igu to try to talk to me ladies when you stop with
43:06igu and latifah happened that was like this you said calm down calm down shekina please
43:11i don't want to no no no no you have you spoken right i'm not done you're not done you're
43:16still
43:16going yeah play me in this house me you said i'm talking to every guy what are you talking
43:22about we're sitting here did you or did you not say that you um being with this guy is not
43:28a good fit for me out there because of how people would look up to me then i told you
43:34that calm down you've been talking then i told you then i said calm your nerves then i said
43:41even if he's playing games with me then he's playing himself because what's to say that oh
43:46he's the only one playing games was that not what i said to you did you or did you not
43:52say
43:52in the conversations we had outside food by p did you or did you not say that you were
43:57coming to tell sioni that whatever it was that was going on in there was not feelings it's not
44:02likeness because why you said it because you said you still have lingering feelings for shekina did
44:08you or did you not say that everyone knows that as well like i don't have i'm going to go
44:11tell her
44:12that it's just friendship because you don't want to lead her on you want to be in here and be
44:15the one
44:15who defends all the females from males who are trying to play them did you or did you not say
44:19that shekina is a whole lot of things i don't know if i step in for her she's going to
44:25shut
44:25me out or shut me up so i just stayed laid back and didn't put myself in that spot i
44:31said
44:31who is telling you guys that this is love like did i tell you that me love okay so why
44:36you guys
44:37why are you guys so keen on my situation that's going on because this is just one shot of
44:53shekina is looking like a rebound because you also told her that you don't want to be used as a
45:09rebound because you also told her that you don't want to be used as a rebound
45:19because of people that look up to you you don't want to be used as a rebound and then you
45:37are
45:37telling me that they're using me for rebound and then you are telling me that they're using
45:42that i don't want to be used as a rebound but they are using a rebound and then you don't
46:07want to get used like a rebound and which is always the one that really is the one that
46:07you say is that in the story i don't know why are you using it like you are using it
46:08as
46:08you don't you don't know what i love it i don't know what i love it but you don't know
46:10what i
46:11This conversation ended without saying, have I given you the assurance?
46:15I even said, what do you mean by assurance?
46:16Like, why are you using the word assurance?
46:19That if we are outside of here, I'll be open to it.
46:23Wasn't that what you told me?
46:24Bro, you said the only reason why you're not going to push in here.
46:27Calm down.
46:27You said the only reason why you're not going to push in here is because of the bro code thing.
46:31I said whether or not, Igui is in the picture, which I have already told Igui.
46:38Yes, why are you talking to me?
46:39You told me you can't.
46:41I'm going to f*** this conversation now.
46:43As bad as this thing, you want to make it look.
46:45This is a conversation between the two of you who don't have sorted out feelings.
46:49You have unsorted out feelings, you and Shekinah.
46:52For a long time, I thought this f*** was the f*** that I was.
46:54I asked him, even when we had the conversation, are you going to explore this outside?
46:59I didn't want to ask him the line of what I heard.
47:02I asked him thinking, like making up thoughts in my head.
47:08And I kind of believed it.
47:11Only for me to hear from him that she was the one that mentioned that with the assurance thing and
47:20exploring outside, which actually hurt me tonight.
47:24He actually hurt me.
47:26Like, and he actually, actually validated what I thought.
47:31I won't, I won't lie to you guys.
47:33I'm very hot, but I'm good.
47:36Do you understand?
47:38If I'm to play this game, I wrote a very nice f*** poem.
47:44It's f***ing nice.
47:46Like giving me a bust in my head.
47:50You guys here tomorrow.
47:52Everything Alvin said, I mean, knowing the kind of person Alvin is, I don't see why he's going to tell
47:58a lie.
47:58I'm here genuinely just trying to find a connection.
48:01Like, and so far it's been stressful.
48:06This is a thought I have to deal with.
48:10Every time.
48:12And that's okay.
48:13Is it what you have to deal with?
48:15This is because, why?
48:16If I never cared about you, if I never had genuine likeness for you, I wouldn't think, or even stress
48:26my thoughts.
48:27And I'm saying that again.
48:29Yes, I do.
48:31I just did it, I come.
48:34Like, I don't, like, I don't have strength for this conversation.
48:38All these tear tricks, that's not my style.
48:41When I was being a d***, you, I'm sure you can handle it.
48:46If you let me to your life, you can handle me being a d***.
48:49I promise you.
48:51I hate, I hate feeling stupid.
48:53Do you understand?
48:54And it's like, I'm about feeling that way.
48:58But that's not why I'm watching to your face.
49:03I'm 24, I'm 29.
49:09I, all the babes that you are saying this, that trust me, there's history there.
49:17It's into your face.
49:18I'm not basic.
49:22I know you're not basic.
49:27I put you to you.
49:28I'll expose you in a different world.
49:32I don't want your exposure.
49:34I don't want it.
49:35What do you do, you don't entice me?
49:39Well, we're supposed to be what I want to entice you.
49:44Do you understand?
49:47It's into your face.
49:52So, if this is real for you, just come here.
49:55Just dare to s*** a conversation.
49:59I'm too good for this s***.
50:02Are you going to go?
50:04Yeah, I'm going to show you.
50:06Come here first.
50:13I'm relaxed.
50:14There's no bad for you coming to you.
50:16I don't know how much you are, okay?
50:20Okay.
50:26Man says he's not here for the drama.
50:29But in the love part, drama always finds you.
50:33Do you feel that there's a future here for both of you?
50:37That's going to be tough.
50:38We definitely see it continue on the outside.
50:40Not really.
50:41You know.
50:43Dog deep into your mind.
50:45Do you want to?
50:52Because if this is not toxic, I don't know what it is.
50:54Kind of.
50:56Because he's trying so much to bring out a bad side.
50:58I'm sure you can understand what I'm saying now.
50:59He's trying so much.
51:01Do you love me?
51:03Yes.
51:06Yeah, I felt my heart beat.
51:38And he's trying so much to mundial.
51:39I'm sorry.
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