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Love Island Beyond the Villa Season 2 Episode 4
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00:00:01I didn't only make myself look bad I made you look bad and yeah I want to
00:00:05apologize for that to your face I could have done things 100% better no thank
00:00:10you thank you look all scrumptious I miss you oh I miss you too I think we
00:00:17should get everybody together like a big reunion I never been to Palm Springs oh
00:00:22I heard really good things I'm inspired to Hana since the reunion for me the
00:00:28energy was just weird do you guys know who's going to Palm Springs you said
00:00:33Chris for sure obviously duh did they want me to cry for 40 days and 40 nights
00:00:39over a man I knew for five days
00:00:5811 in the speakers falling out stomping on the beaches
00:01:05oh my gosh it's like so overwhelming it's like Christmas
00:01:12Hannah oh my gosh can we try this on
00:01:17oh my gosh oh my god it's so good I look like Bob Ross there are no mistakes just happy
00:01:30accidents how do you want the surprise to go down now like what's the plan wait what
00:01:35if I pretend to be Bob Ross and I'm like TJ go in the room so I could paint you
00:01:39yeah
00:01:39yeah I'll distract him you distract him you dressed up like Bob Ross he will have no
00:01:43idea what's going on I want to throw a huge birthday bash for TJ because he has
00:01:47told me he's never had a real birthday party somebody call TMZ I have beard in
00:01:54my mouth okay so I think that the 80s section is back here what is 80s TJ always
00:01:59has his 80s playlist on so I thought it'd be fun to do like an 80s themed birthday
00:02:03party everybody's together and it's gonna be a perfect moment for him and I feel
00:02:08like he's gonna really love it well we definitely need to get Jerry a wig oh yeah I
00:02:11want to get him the mullet and we need to get TJ an outfit oh iris what have to
00:02:16wear this we get one for Amaya and Clark too oh deaf Amaya would wear this she
00:02:23would it's perfect and it's so Amaya oh my gosh you should wear that you look like
00:02:28a Christmas tree topper happy birthday yeah the 80s hmm I forgot some people
00:02:35dressed so yeah I wasn't born in the 80s so I don't know so how are you feeling
00:02:40about Charlie being at Palm Springs with us I don't like hate him but what I
00:02:47don't like is that he continues to like go on these podcasts and like talk about
00:02:52our four days together what was actually going through your mind during that whole
00:02:57Hannah situation all right you leaving and then watching her yeah with another man
00:03:03after you guys were just like we're locked in does it feel good no I was
00:03:06completely taken out of the picture do you know I mean but then I do think how
00:03:10do I have stayed there what about if that's like going down while I was in the
00:03:14room still it's like I feel like I'm collateral damage to like just doing what I
00:03:20wanted to do I arrived to the island during a challenge I was in a bit of a love triangle
00:03:31trying
00:03:32to figure out who I wanted to couple up with who do you want to dump from the
00:03:36island tonight Charlie sorry but that decision was made for me by my fellow
00:03:44islanders oh please can I just like somebody getting voted off the island
00:03:49felt like they were gonna die you were never gonna see him again I think he
00:03:54really gets the sympathy from like everyone being like oh Hannah did you
00:03:58dirty and he takes that and he fucking runs across the world with it because he
00:04:03knows that like people are gonna eat that shit up but like I have a boyfriend why
00:04:07are we still talking about four days of fucking CJ I know like just move on
00:04:13there's a reason that you're 28 years old never had a girlfriend like and it's
00:04:17not my fault yeah you know not having a girlfriend ever in your existence it's
00:04:22just kind of a red flag for me because I feel like you know you kind of have to
00:04:26date to like understand a woman I'm very complex he was just never gonna
00:04:31understand me I wish we had someone from the 80s that could come and help us
00:04:35who is from the 80s
00:04:45what's up y'all we're making good progress you know I'm saying glasses on oh I gotta pack my shoes
00:04:58are all these your bikinis and stuff yes I don't know what the vibes are gonna be it's gonna be
00:05:03a
00:05:03movie I'm excited I'm really excited yeah I've been seeing you've been kicking in with Chris a lot
00:05:07lately how do you feel about him being at the house I'm not gonna like Chris is
00:05:12like one of the coolest guys ever like he's ridiculous
00:05:25what any underwear do you need you never know TJ what you stole your tag on your
00:05:39pants really happy when Brian brought this idea to go to Palm Springs and invite everybody we
00:05:44should all be able to be under one roof and have a good time just like how we were in
00:05:46the villa so I
00:05:48think this is the perfect time for me to get a little bit more of alone time with Coco
00:05:58the views are crazy I'm excited for this weekend wait I have an idea I'm scared since we're going to
00:06:07Palm
00:06:07Springs I want to see snow because I don't see snow ever like come on look at what I found
00:06:14what there's like a ski lift oh you go up the mountain no now I'm more excited I think if
00:06:21we
00:06:21make this small detour and meet up with everyone else later we'll have the time of our life we can
00:06:26build a snowman snow that's so cute I love the snow I love Christmas I think it'll make it feel
00:06:32like Christmas in California are we gonna fit all these suitcases in the car we're gonna make it fit
00:06:42like Jenga damn you're out of breath oh the hell you got this you bring in Taylor no no it'll
00:06:55fit
00:06:56now trust me I don't know why there's so many suitcases we're only going for three days look
00:07:02whoo what the hell it's gonna fit all you need to pack is some underwear socks some t-shirts maybe
00:07:09a couple pants not maybe a couple pants pants hey my check is here right okay we're off to Palm
00:07:17Springs
00:07:22it has been so long since I've been in that villa so I feel like this trip is going to
00:07:30have a similar
00:07:30feeling too just like everybody in the same place on the same type of timing so I'm looking
00:07:36for the same type of timing same type of timing as the villa I mean we're doing challenges in this
00:07:41shit what do you mean same type of timing we're playing spit the bottle no no no like we're all
00:07:45gonna be in one place and we're gonna have to talk you know I'm gonna let them talk I'm sure
00:07:57wow a mini villa in the meadow of Palm Springs we're gonna have so much fun
00:08:06what are we getting the bags yes to the 20 heavy bags you guys brought for two days ridiculous
00:08:30this place looks even more fire in person I'll say that period y'all did so good the jacuzzi oh
00:08:38yeah I'm slowing my ass off oh my gosh I feel like I'm in the villa again it's so beautiful
00:08:45the pools the
00:08:46hot tub the little hideaways like this place is just sexy I like it yo Chris I got the bed
00:08:54just
00:08:54for you brother for me yeah Charlie when's the last time you seen Hannah the reunion really yeah how
00:09:12do you feel about seeing her you know it's not like there was ever anything after the show just
00:09:18kind of ended there and then so that that whole thing is like long gone Johnny no for sure yeah
00:09:24at
00:09:25the reunion with Hannah I just felt like her energy that day was very like cold with me you know
00:09:29and
00:09:29I was confused by that because I didn't absolutely nothing to warrant that type of energy so I don't
00:09:35even know what it's gonna be like I don't know how I'm gonna feel I don't know it's just a
00:09:38lot more
00:09:39like we'll see when it comes type things so yeah man that's that really yeah that's life can we pull
00:09:47over I'm having anxiety you're probably a little bit nervous because you're about to do some big
00:09:53things over there I know but also Charlie is a little bit like figuring too you and Brian left
00:10:01the show together and he doesn't still talk about you on podcast there's no point in talking and
00:10:07bringing extra negativity to us when we know all of us have gotten hate so why would you drive more
00:10:14hate to someone especially when they don't serve it and you know that I don't deserve it
00:10:42there is so much oxygen up here I know I can feel like I could breathe wait I thought it
00:10:47was less
00:10:47oxygen I think the air is thinner I was coming TJ coming Hannah coming Clark is coming
00:10:53I want a raccoon and I want to take it home and make it my baby being a southern girly
00:11:04I didn't
00:11:05really know too much about Callie so seeing the snow I didn't know about all this but it's cute oh
00:11:12my
00:11:12guys we don't want to do that oh my god look at the panic table I feel like it's still
00:11:23white
00:11:24cheers guys cheers to good vibes friends and family you're talking some shit
00:11:32speaking of friendships what do we think about Coco and Chris I have been picking up that they're like
00:11:40possibly dating I saw them at friendsgiving when we were doing the prayer and they were going like
00:11:45this and everyone else was like this they're like that and so I was like hmm and then I went
00:11:51go
00:11:52karting and I noticed that they were like all cuddled up go karting oh so they're really good yeah well
00:12:00maybe her mind could be very accommodated with Chris she'll drink some shit with you and I know the last
00:12:07time that you guys spoke was from friendsgiving yeah okay how did that conversation for you and
00:12:12that's best as it possibly could yeah when we were in the villa I felt like you were like damn
00:12:17near
00:12:17like love bombing me like you would say like no funny I'm not gonna lie that's not although I was
00:12:25understanding of why she would feel the way that she feels I don't think she was reciprocating the
00:12:30understanding energy we obviously are not going to be besties and that's fine but you know as long
00:12:35as we're respectful to one another I'm just like forgive let it go right I'm really cold let's just go
00:12:41to
00:12:41the house let's blow this popsicle stand is it cold oh my gosh it's warm but we should get in
00:12:51who are you most excited to see today everyone everyone like it's gonna be nice that we're all in
00:12:55one place yeah appreciate it Jesus Christ he seemed a little disappointed that y'all were in the same room
00:13:01let's just make this the guys room okay four guys Chris is like
00:13:11girl it's okay child he's gonna be all right I think that's cute you gotta keep him on they toes
00:13:15a little bit he's so silly you think he's gonna try to sneak in oh heck no he better chill
00:13:20out this is
00:13:21gonna be so good for you guys like to just spend time together and like get to know each other
00:13:24more
00:13:24yeah in this kind of setting too like it's just a vacation this is the life how you feel about
00:13:30Maya coming not really stressing about it here for the good vibes you and Coco though you haven't
00:13:37kissed her yet right no this is usually not my MO nothing in my love island experience has shaped me
00:13:45to be this way I think this is just kind of how I want to move outside the villa and
00:13:49going forward
00:13:51you know what you gotta do bro get some cojones and you know you gotta hit her with huh when
00:13:56it's
00:13:56just y'all two two words come here that's all you gotta say that's all you gotta say
00:14:05aim for the middle of the square yo yo period I'm actually nice hold on this place is sick yo
00:14:14I like
00:14:14the I like the flooring oh my gosh hold on a sec bro what did you get a direct fight
00:14:22from Jamaica
00:14:24hi thank you one thing I didn't do in the villa was get in that pool so I'm gonna get
00:14:29in that pool
00:14:33you want me to dunk it I got you this shit lowers my brother bro I'm a runner bro oh
00:14:44yeah yeah
00:14:44right oh there we go there that's good oh yeah yeah yeah boys we're hungry should we cook up
00:14:54you know he's gonna ask us he's gonna piss me off I think it's fair since the fellas had to
00:15:02cook
00:15:02all the meals in the villa oh I like this this sounds like a proposal I think the woman should
00:15:07take care of the kids yeah great idea yeah you know I'm not opposed are we locking it in like
00:15:14do y'all
00:15:14know how to make drinks yeah
00:15:25welcome to the crib man yo this is nuts it's all on Brian's garden let's go Brian shout out Brian
00:15:30wait wait how many bedrooms are there yeah yeah yeah the master bedroom is reserved for iris and pj
00:15:47miss grayson how are you love it's so so so cool I know it's gorgeous it looks so nice we
00:15:54need a
00:15:55little inspiration sorry love good good we gave each other a hug and everything so like that's
00:16:03cleared like that's definitely a good start to our Palm Springs trip honestly in regards to how I spend
00:16:10my time at Palm Springs I'm going to be waking up tannin I'm going to be minding my business looking
00:16:15cute taking my pictures and calling my boyfriend all the fucking time Brian is not even in my dot
00:16:20he's not even that tall for me to even look up you know I'm hangry we're making like ground beef
00:16:28and all the teams
00:16:34let's go and check in straight
00:16:39it's dinner
00:16:42how are you feeling about Charlie I'm not going to acknowledge him he's making a little awkward
00:16:48awkward his presence just is like a dark cloud and right now I'm like I just don't want to deal
00:16:52with it I can't I don't have the energy
00:17:02smooth good promise yeah I'm all right look me and Hannah are strangers we don't know each other
00:17:11like that we never became friends like that essentially it's this weird situation because
00:17:16it's this girl that I had this intimate moment with so trying to understand how to go about it
00:17:22in a normal way it's tricky because it doesn't feel normal
00:17:25food is ready
00:17:29how's seeing Hannah cool uh we haven't really acknowledged each other to be honest
00:17:32all right do you feel like like there will be a conversation tonight or
00:17:40tonight I don't know
00:17:43let's go
00:17:44come on guys it's Taco Tuesday
00:17:46I'm hangry
00:17:47all right
00:17:55oh my god well thank you to everyone who cooked
00:17:58bon appetito
00:18:00got blessed
00:18:00Grayson and Coco killed this
00:18:02thank you guys so much
00:18:03I just put things in your health and so did you
00:18:06thank you so much for dinner
00:18:07nah Coco you threw it down
00:18:09man it's fucking good
00:18:10I don't have no seasoning but we made it work
00:18:16mmm tacos
00:18:25nothing
00:18:27something's not right here
00:18:29Jesus
00:18:29that dinner table you could cut the tension with a knife
00:18:34everyone knows that there's a bunch of tension
00:18:36Coco's looking around like what's going on
00:18:38Bella's like is everything okay
00:18:39I'm looking at Iris
00:18:41Iris is looking at Hannah
00:18:41Hannah's looking at me
00:18:42I'm like what's going on
00:18:52something's going on
00:18:54ready to rip off that band-aid and confront him
00:18:56no
00:18:58I know that I need to break the tension
00:19:01because it's a little awkward
00:19:02but I'm scared
00:19:06well
00:19:07guys
00:19:08we're at the end of the year
00:19:10what better way
00:19:11than to leave all the tension
00:19:13in 2025
00:19:15so I just want to start
00:19:17Charlie
00:19:20we have not spoken since the reunion
00:19:25from what I've gathered
00:19:27you were not happy with me
00:19:37from what I've gathered
00:19:39you were not happy with me
00:19:40at the reunion
00:19:41yeah I just felt like your energy was really off
00:19:43I will say I was not doing well
00:19:45I was trying to handle that
00:19:46to the best of my ability
00:19:48I'm sorry I was not thinking about you
00:19:50I was thinking about how I would be okay
00:19:51I accept your apology
00:19:53you know what I mean
00:19:53it is what it is
00:19:54but you seem to be much cooler around Pepe
00:19:56and I was just like
00:19:58this is a bit weird
00:19:59because
00:19:59because Iris is my best friend
00:20:01and I think she was just being nice
00:20:02because like
00:20:02I was next to him
00:20:04like during the reunion
00:20:05I was just needing somebody
00:20:07there for me
00:20:08in that time
00:20:09and Pepe was like
00:20:11there for me
00:20:11and I think that just shows
00:20:13like a testament to his character
00:20:14I don't understand
00:20:15what happened at the reunion
00:20:16I just
00:20:17for me I was like
00:20:18it just left an impression
00:20:19where I felt
00:20:20is this girl genuine
00:20:21but I wasn't like
00:20:22bad with you
00:20:23we just like
00:20:24weren't friends
00:20:25it wasn't like
00:20:26I was trying to be harsh with you
00:20:28I literally
00:20:28as soon as that reunion ended
00:20:30I was fucking sobbing
00:20:31I think that's what I struggled with a lot
00:20:33is I just felt like there was
00:20:35so many unanswered questions
00:20:37I needed to go
00:20:38I was crying
00:20:39Brian you were there
00:20:40I'm fucking having a panic attack
00:20:43I've been a pretty anxious person
00:20:45my whole life
00:20:46but I think I had my anxiety
00:20:49on a pretty tight leash
00:20:50and now I feel like
00:20:51it's making it hard for me
00:20:53to want to do things more
00:20:54harder for me to leave the house
00:20:56I haven't really figured out
00:20:58how to handle it
00:20:59but I will say
00:21:00we weren't in a relationship
00:21:02it was five days of my life
00:21:03I just don't want to talk about
00:21:05what happened six months ago
00:21:06I'm now in a relationship
00:21:08and like
00:21:08I don't want him to open up his phone
00:21:10and be like
00:21:10oh why is this man
00:21:11on a podcast
00:21:12still talking about you
00:21:13yeah for sure
00:21:14I get it
00:21:15but
00:21:15it was never a podcast
00:21:17to go on and talk about Hannah
00:21:18it was a podcast
00:21:19to go on and talk about my journey
00:21:20to getting on the show
00:21:22and then my time in the show
00:21:23and my time in the show
00:21:24involved majority of you
00:21:25as the storyline
00:21:26they were always gonna
00:21:27ask a question about you
00:21:28wait hold on
00:21:29are we back
00:21:30in the holidays
00:21:31like where's the podium
00:21:32because I feel like
00:21:34people are standing
00:21:35on business tonight
00:21:36there's ways to like
00:21:37divert the situation
00:21:38because if you open the comments
00:21:39it's all like shitting on me
00:21:40and it's like
00:21:41I feel like you're fueling that
00:21:42and that's for me
00:21:44what hurts
00:21:44it doesn't feel good
00:21:45but we all signed up
00:21:46for the public eye
00:21:47yeah but we shouldn't be
00:21:48adding to it
00:21:48look how much damage
00:21:49podcasts have caused
00:21:50all of us
00:21:51you are almost victimizing yourself
00:21:53and using me
00:21:54as like this villain
00:21:55for doing the damn thing
00:21:57doing what I needed to do
00:21:58and was I supposed to cry
00:22:00for 40 days and 40 nights
00:22:01not at all
00:22:01not at all
00:22:02at the end of the day
00:22:03some people end up
00:22:04looking like a villain
00:22:04some people end up
00:22:05doing things
00:22:06that people don't like
00:22:08it sounds to me
00:22:09like you're annoyed
00:22:09that people see me
00:22:10as a victim
00:22:11you know
00:22:11that's like some kind of self
00:22:13like she's annoyed
00:22:14with herself
00:22:14it's clearly like
00:22:15things are being said
00:22:16because Austin
00:22:17went on a podcast
00:22:18and said that
00:22:18I'm a snake
00:22:19for how I did you
00:22:20Hannah
00:22:21snake-ish
00:22:22I don't like the way
00:22:23she did my boy Charlie
00:22:25so like that has to be
00:22:27something that you guys
00:22:28were talking about
00:22:29that's his opinion
00:22:30and he's also my friend
00:22:31the same way
00:22:32that you have an opinion
00:22:33on Pepe
00:22:33for what he did to her
00:22:34he has an opinion
00:22:35on you for whatever reason
00:22:36yeah but bro
00:22:38you were fucking telling her
00:22:39like yo
00:22:39like TJ's too young anyway
00:22:41like it wouldn't have worked
00:22:42I'm glad you're with Pepe
00:22:44and you're my friend bro
00:22:45what when we were discussing
00:22:47and talking about
00:22:47how you were saying though
00:22:49that his TikToks
00:22:50were putting you off
00:23:02and I said maybe
00:23:03do you know what though
00:23:04he's a bit younger
00:23:05so maybe he's doing
00:23:06things differently
00:23:06no Pepe was bothered
00:23:07by the TikToks
00:23:08I said get your back to you
00:23:09yeah that's not how
00:23:09it went down
00:23:10the conversation
00:23:11how the fuck did it go down
00:23:12they were both talking
00:23:13about how your TikToks
00:23:15were cringing them on
00:23:15yeah and putting them off
00:23:19well it's not like
00:23:20I mean yeah
00:23:21that's not like
00:23:23that big of a deal
00:23:26let's focus on the two
00:23:27people that are having
00:23:28the conversation
00:23:29we're losing the plot here
00:23:31at the time
00:23:31you and Pepe
00:23:32looked like you were
00:23:33going strong
00:23:34and deep down
00:23:34all this time
00:23:35all this shit was going on
00:23:36why didn't you just
00:23:36fucking end it
00:23:37do you know what I mean
00:23:38like
00:23:38because I think you're
00:23:39thinking that it's
00:23:40super simple
00:23:41you're trying to make
00:23:41her seem like she
00:23:42is wrong
00:23:43you clearly don't know
00:23:45what it's like
00:23:46to be in a relationship
00:23:47where you feel manipulated
00:23:48and you don't know
00:23:48how to navigate that
00:23:49so don't ever fucking
00:23:50blame her
00:23:50for staying in a situation
00:23:52that she didn't know
00:23:52how to get out of
00:23:53it is not her fault
00:23:54it's a unique situation
00:23:55I get that it's a unique
00:23:56situation like that
00:23:58I get that it's a unique
00:23:58situation
00:23:59absolutely not
00:24:00they just keep going
00:24:01in circles
00:24:02and he's digging a hole
00:24:03that he doesn't need to dig
00:24:04and he's digging himself
00:24:05deeper and deeper
00:24:06and deeper
00:24:07and I honestly want to
00:24:09just like
00:24:09be like stop
00:24:10shh
00:24:11we should focus on
00:24:12the initial problem
00:24:13and then solve that shit
00:24:14and then move on bro
00:24:15y'all we're just
00:24:16talking in circles
00:24:16let's just like
00:24:17drop this conversation
00:24:18point
00:24:19you were just explaining
00:24:20how Hannah's a part
00:24:21of your story
00:24:21Irish is a part of my story
00:24:22so how are you going
00:24:23to come at me
00:24:23for posting a couple
00:24:24of TikToks
00:24:25it was them that
00:24:25were coming at you
00:24:26for the
00:24:26but we weren't
00:24:27coming at him for it
00:24:28you were saying
00:24:28you're like totally
00:24:29going too far
00:24:32this is intense
00:24:34he's having a hard time
00:24:35explaining himself
00:24:36and the girls are having
00:24:37a hard time
00:24:38understanding him
00:24:39I'm just glad
00:24:40that this is not
00:24:40me and Clark
00:24:41you know what I mean
00:24:42because that would have
00:24:42been ghetto as hell
00:24:43you mentioned that
00:24:44he said that
00:24:45you're a bit too young
00:24:46I think what he's
00:24:47just trying to clear up
00:24:47is that he only said
00:24:48that about you
00:24:49because they mentioned
00:24:50you in what you were
00:24:51posting
00:24:51and he said that
00:24:52in a way of trying
00:24:53to console her
00:24:54and make her feel
00:24:54like maybe she was
00:24:55possibly making
00:24:56the right decision
00:24:57he's probably not
00:24:57trying to come for you
00:24:58and he is probably
00:24:59your friend for real
00:25:01I feel like we've
00:25:02been lacking
00:25:02like a lot of love
00:25:04and like empathy
00:25:05and like understanding
00:25:06and like care
00:25:07like I feel like
00:25:08sometimes it can seem
00:25:09a little clicky
00:25:10and like it's already
00:25:10bad enough
00:25:11like we all feel
00:25:12like the world
00:25:12is against us
00:25:13well that's what
00:25:14I think is happening
00:25:15I do think you were
00:25:16saying it to be supportive
00:25:17and to be a good friend
00:25:18I don't think you were
00:25:20trying to take shots
00:25:21at TJ
00:25:22the world is against us
00:25:23the public is against us
00:25:25and so it makes us
00:25:26look at each other
00:25:27different ways
00:25:29when in actuality
00:25:31we were all good
00:25:32we were all fine
00:25:33you know
00:25:33and then people
00:25:34have infiltrated
00:25:36our minds in a way
00:25:37and it's caused
00:25:38a division
00:25:39in our entire cast
00:25:40and everybody's scared
00:25:41to do certain things
00:25:42it's all like
00:25:43a big mind trip
00:25:44and this is what
00:25:45I'm saying
00:25:45I think sometimes
00:25:46you look at a podcast
00:25:47as a platform
00:25:47to be able to explain
00:25:49a bit more
00:25:49yeah
00:25:50and it's like
00:25:50it can be frustrating
00:25:51because if you never
00:25:52speak you're just
00:25:54going to have to
00:25:54accept the narrative
00:25:55that people see
00:25:56exactly
00:25:56that's so real
00:25:57can I also say
00:25:59going off of that
00:26:00I was the first one
00:26:01out of the villa
00:26:02and I was offered
00:26:03a lot of different
00:26:04podcast opportunities
00:26:06you know
00:26:06the truth of it
00:26:08is like
00:26:08Hannah you were
00:26:09Charlie's villa
00:26:10experience
00:26:11like
00:26:12I relate in that aspect
00:26:13because you know
00:26:14I only had one person
00:26:15from my villa
00:26:16experience too
00:26:17and so whenever
00:26:18I do go on podcasts
00:26:19like that name
00:26:19is always brought up
00:26:21because that was
00:26:22like my experience
00:26:23I don't think
00:26:24like him going
00:26:25on those podcasts
00:26:26was ever
00:26:27in a way
00:26:28to like bring you down
00:26:29that's taken
00:26:30and clipped
00:26:31and blown up
00:26:32because you are
00:26:33the only person
00:26:34he's been associated
00:26:35with
00:26:35it's just like
00:26:36for me
00:26:37it's hard
00:26:38because like
00:26:40like I don't even
00:26:41want to leave my house
00:26:42like I don't leave
00:26:43my house
00:26:44don't worry baby
00:26:46it's very good
00:26:46we all put ourselves
00:26:48out there
00:26:48and it can be
00:26:49very fucking great
00:26:50for us after
00:26:51our lives have all
00:26:52changed
00:26:53we're all doing
00:26:53great things
00:26:54you know what I mean
00:26:55but it does come
00:26:56at a cost
00:26:58I'm going to call
00:26:58my boyfriend
00:27:05I'm just having
00:27:06a lot of me excited
00:27:10she probably
00:27:11needs a breather
00:27:12alright
00:27:13should we
00:27:13should we clean up
00:27:16yeah
00:27:16yeah
00:27:19no not really
00:27:20how you doing Chris
00:27:21not a peep
00:27:22don't want to just
00:27:23chime in
00:27:24you know what I mean
00:27:24when it's not my place
00:27:26it's hard being away
00:27:27from home
00:27:31I know it's just hard
00:27:33when you're not here
00:27:35hang in there
00:27:40Anna?
00:27:41I'm in here
00:27:43where's she?
00:27:44I don't know
00:27:45I was looking at the long
00:27:46fucking door
00:27:47I was looking at the long fucking door
00:27:49I'm just getting overwhelmed
00:27:53don't worry man
00:27:54you said it all in a very mature way
00:27:56yeah
00:27:56Coco I really appreciate you helping me
00:27:58with an articulate
00:27:59I've been lefty and that
00:28:00and no one backed me up
00:28:02I have trouble
00:28:04like
00:28:05I don't want to like
00:28:06seem like I'm being a bitch
00:28:08but I'm just like
00:28:08having trouble
00:28:09expressing how I'm feeling
00:28:11you're not
00:28:11you're standing up for yourself
00:28:18it's just messy
00:28:19just the mess
00:28:23Anna
00:28:24sorry guys
00:28:25I was trying to
00:28:26like bring the mood down
00:28:40bikinis later on
00:28:41right?
00:28:42yes
00:28:42I probably need like
00:28:44five minutes
00:28:44me too
00:28:48daddy
00:28:48she dropped the egg
00:29:00you call him white chocolate?
00:29:01nah this girl
00:29:02she didn't call him white chocolate
00:29:04oh word
00:29:04look at you shy now
00:29:06I kind of like it
00:29:07you love it
00:29:08that's okay
00:29:08it makes me feel cool
00:29:10you should have came
00:29:11you should have had finals week
00:29:13last week
00:29:13it was either calm
00:29:15and
00:29:15and feel everything
00:29:17you get zeros
00:29:18yeah I feel all my classes
00:29:20welcome
00:29:21we've already
00:29:22go show up
00:29:22and get dressed
00:29:23and let's go
00:29:24it's a new day
00:29:25new energy
00:29:27everyone's gonna split up
00:29:28go their separate ways
00:29:29I think everyone just needs
00:29:32time to breathe
00:29:34come on
00:29:35go go Chanel
00:29:35here we go
00:29:39what are you guys doing?
00:29:40let's go
00:29:40we got a tea time
00:29:42tea time
00:29:44what the hell
00:29:45are you guys wearing?
00:29:46bro
00:29:46I didn't bring no golf
00:29:47bro
00:29:48I'd like to come up with that
00:29:49I've been golfing
00:29:50one time
00:29:51I don't really own
00:29:52no golf gear
00:29:54you see how me and Chris
00:29:55showed up
00:29:55take us out the hood
00:29:56can't take the hood out of us
00:29:57let's go
00:30:06who's ready to golf right now?
00:30:08let's go
00:30:09my goal today
00:30:10is to get a hole in one
00:30:12why are you laughing?
00:30:13you want to style me?
00:30:15yeah I got you
00:30:15give me right
00:30:16give me right
00:30:16I got you
00:30:17that's yeah
00:30:17yeah
00:30:18swagger bro
00:30:19like some design
00:30:20what size is this?
00:30:22how long you been golfing?
00:30:23since I was born
00:30:24oh really?
00:30:27it's water
00:30:28really?
00:30:30wow
00:30:31maybe if you're thirsty
00:30:32when you're cooking
00:30:34no you want
00:30:35watch on this
00:30:36it's a new day
00:30:37you know Charlie
00:30:38you know went through
00:30:38a lot last night
00:30:39I don't want him to feel
00:30:40alone or isolated
00:30:41so it's just time to check in
00:30:42see what's going on
00:30:43see how he's feeling
00:30:44and just you know
00:30:44try to really understand
00:30:46where he's at
00:30:46and then can I get
00:30:47a side of bacon
00:30:48and a side of avocado?
00:30:49yeah
00:30:49thank you
00:30:52what a beautiful day
00:30:53to be beautiful
00:30:54it is
00:30:55you look amazing
00:30:56holy crap
00:30:57yeah you look good
00:30:57yeah you do look good
00:30:58I wanted to go
00:30:59run down the plan
00:31:00for TJ's birthday
00:31:01yes
00:31:02Edie's thing
00:31:03yes
00:31:03yes
00:31:04back to my mommy day
00:31:05yes
00:31:06thank you about the party
00:31:07I got more accessories
00:31:08and stuff
00:31:08so it's at my mom's house
00:31:09I sent it there
00:31:10because I didn't want
00:31:10to send it here
00:31:11because of the surprise
00:31:12he's going to come back home
00:31:14I'm going to blindfold him
00:31:15and I'm going to take him
00:31:16to the room
00:31:17I'm going to change
00:31:18and then I'm going to
00:31:19open up the blinds
00:31:20and everything's going
00:31:20to be set up out here
00:31:21okay
00:31:22and I was hoping
00:31:22that you guys would help
00:31:23set it up
00:31:24oh babe of course
00:31:25there's no question about that
00:31:26I'm going to try
00:31:27and get back as soon as I can
00:31:28okay
00:31:29so let's do the big
00:31:30I will go change
00:31:30but I'm going to have
00:31:31any room I said hi
00:31:32I will
00:31:33yes
00:31:33Jackson if you guys need anything
00:31:34okay
00:31:35you guys look who's here
00:31:37hello
00:31:37I feel like I'm always
00:31:40late to everything
00:31:41I'm going to get changed
00:31:42I'll be back
00:31:43yeah you see how beautiful
00:31:44this is
00:31:45this is our castle
00:31:46our villa
00:31:46this is our villa
00:31:48this week is insane
00:31:50I have like four photo shoots
00:31:52and I'm also trying
00:31:54to squeeze punch frames
00:31:56because I want to spend time
00:31:57with my people
00:31:58celebrating TJ
00:32:00Hannah you should tell me
00:32:01what happened yesterday
00:32:02what happened
00:32:02Charlie had went on a podcast
00:32:04and was like
00:32:05still talking about like
00:32:07our four day
00:32:08fucking getting to know
00:32:09each other
00:32:09and so I just want to be like
00:32:11can I set the boundary
00:32:12that like we don't do that anymore
00:32:13like you know how the hate is
00:32:14like you don't need to fuel to that
00:32:16and he just started
00:32:18taking it like way too far
00:32:19and like he started
00:32:20comes for Iris
00:32:21and TJ
00:32:22I would never see that coming though
00:32:23but Hannah you did a really great job
00:32:25saving up for yourself yesterday
00:32:26and the thing is
00:32:27you can whatever
00:32:28disrespect me
00:32:28I'll fucking take it
00:32:29but talk about my friend
00:32:31and that's when I be asked
00:32:34okay accessories
00:32:37how you feel
00:32:38I'm alright mate
00:32:39last night was
00:32:40a little bit
00:32:43a little bit
00:32:44a little bit of a hand
00:32:44is that alright
00:32:45that's really good
00:32:45yeah okay
00:32:45is that
00:32:46does it cut the LA
00:32:47LA level that you used to
00:32:48it's pretty good
00:32:49honestly it's unique
00:32:50like I do feel like
00:32:51their takes on last night
00:32:53weren't justified really
00:32:54I get that you don't want
00:32:56someone to speak about you
00:32:57especially now that you've got a part
00:32:58I completely understand that
00:32:59but the way it sounded
00:33:00was that I've been
00:33:01you know
00:33:02going on about
00:33:03for the entire
00:33:04since it's happened
00:33:06and then the whole thing
00:33:07of me being
00:33:07trying to play victim
00:33:09is ridiculous
00:33:09yeah I wish I could have
00:33:10done more to mediate it
00:33:12because I can
00:33:12I see both sides
00:33:13so I'm just like
00:33:14if y'all just
00:33:15went point by point
00:33:16and said
00:33:17okay Charlie's not victimizing himself
00:33:18he finally got a platform to speak
00:33:20we understand that
00:33:21okay boom
00:33:21moving forward
00:33:22Hannah would like
00:33:22if you didn't talk about
00:33:24her on podcast
00:33:25okay boom
00:33:26done done
00:33:26and you both are happy
00:33:27Hannah and Charlie arguing
00:33:29definitely puts me in a tough position
00:33:30but I'm going to be there for both
00:33:31not playing both sides
00:33:33but holding both my friends accountable
00:33:35in ways that I see
00:33:36and then just you know
00:33:37being for them
00:33:37in any way possible after
00:33:39as long as
00:33:40you feel like you squashed it
00:33:42and you feel heard
00:33:43that's what I care about
00:33:44I'd rather just be with people that
00:33:47I think give me good energy
00:33:48uplift my spirit
00:33:49and that
00:33:50do you know what I mean
00:33:54all right here we go
00:33:55yeah
00:33:57good good good
00:34:00oh shit
00:34:02wow
00:34:02yeah
00:34:05we're catching air
00:34:08wow
00:34:08oh
00:34:10see that TJ
00:34:10yeah it looks good
00:34:12it's not in the hole though
00:34:14somebody's making this
00:34:15I can feel it
00:34:16hey TJ
00:34:17how's your mental doing bro
00:34:18from last night
00:34:19good enough to putt this
00:34:20in one try
00:34:21that's for sure
00:34:23that was pretty game set
00:34:24I'm not going to lie
00:34:27that looks perfect
00:34:29everything good with you and Charlie bro
00:34:30yeah bro
00:34:31I honestly wasn't expecting
00:34:32to like have a combo
00:34:33or like be involved
00:34:34yeah
00:34:35I appreciate you know
00:34:36I think you kind of got looped into it
00:34:37because I think Charlie really wanted to have that conversation with just Hannah
00:34:41yeah
00:34:41and Iris kind of jumped in
00:34:43and he kind of felt annoyed by it in a sense
00:34:45and then obviously you got some of that
00:34:47he acted a little out of line
00:34:48yeah
00:34:48with some of the things he said
00:34:49yeah
00:34:50so you know
00:34:51I'm going to say my piece
00:34:53but
00:34:53I like Charlie
00:34:54I don't think he had like
00:34:56bad intentions with what he said
00:34:58I think he felt like very attacked
00:34:59you know
00:35:00I didn't want him to
00:35:01you know
00:35:01say what he thought happened
00:35:03and then the rest of y'all
00:35:04sitting at the table
00:35:05believe like that story
00:35:07Iris and I
00:35:08we spoke to Charlie after too
00:35:09yeah
00:35:10bro you know I fuck with you bro
00:35:12like
00:35:12but
00:35:13obviously that's not a nice thing to hear
00:35:15do you know what I mean
00:35:15from your perspective
00:35:16but for that
00:35:17like I apologize
00:35:18but it was never
00:35:19a anti-TJ
00:35:22let's bash him down
00:35:23type thing bro
00:35:23no I appreciate it
00:35:25so that conversation went well
00:35:26yeah it was good
00:35:27productive
00:35:29yeah rest of the trip
00:35:30we're good
00:35:30um
00:35:31unless he said some other bullshit
00:35:39it's weird because bro
00:35:40so much has changed
00:35:41we're living life
00:35:42so crazy right now
00:35:43we're doing amazing things man
00:35:44and then at the same time
00:35:45there's been so many crazy changes
00:35:47back home as well
00:35:48yeah
00:35:48and it's like damn
00:35:49so much is going on
00:35:50you haven't had a home in months
00:35:51on top of that
00:35:51I lost two grandparents
00:35:52within the space of six months man
00:35:54still haven't been able to process that
00:35:56you've been living out of your suitcase
00:35:58being you know you're not with your family
00:35:59so it's just like
00:36:00it's just tough on you
00:36:03it's difficult
00:36:04I lost my grandma
00:36:05just two months before
00:36:06I went into season seven
00:36:07and then I lost my granddad
00:36:09a week before
00:36:10the violin games
00:36:11I'm dealing with the loss
00:36:12of my two grandparents
00:36:14and then now like
00:36:15my parents are moving out
00:36:17of the family home
00:36:18soon it's not going to be like
00:36:19oh okay do you know
00:36:20I'll go home
00:36:22I just feel like I have to accept it
00:36:23I'm in my later 20s
00:36:24and this is life
00:36:25when you're stressed
00:36:26like your brain literally
00:36:27shuts down certain parts of your brain
00:36:29so it can work on the stress
00:36:30that ties into the
00:36:32swallowing food thing
00:36:33that I developed around that fear
00:36:34of choking on food
00:36:34really?
00:36:35I noticed I was just hyper focusing
00:36:37on chewing on food
00:36:39I tried to swallow my food
00:36:42my throat was tightened up
00:36:43felt like I was choking
00:36:44but it's something that
00:36:46through connecting with other people
00:36:47I've learned that it's actually
00:36:48way more common
00:36:49and it's getting on the better side
00:36:50when I was back home
00:36:51and I was chilling
00:36:52I was relaxed
00:36:53it was back to normal
00:36:54do you know what I mean?
00:36:54and it's going to be like that
00:36:55it was like that
00:36:56when I was at Austin's
00:36:57I haven't really spoken about that
00:36:59because it's awkward
00:37:00it makes me feel uncomfortable
00:37:01and I'm quite embarrassed about it
00:37:02that's real bro
00:37:02but you know
00:37:03things are only embarrassing
00:37:04if you let it be
00:37:05yeah
00:37:06I'm glad for you to get back
00:37:07you'll have me and Austin in LA
00:37:08and we'll be able to just
00:37:09work out together
00:37:10go get food together
00:37:11process your grief together
00:37:12you know what I'm saying?
00:37:12you're going to have
00:37:13all that support system
00:37:14once you're back
00:37:15how's that baking?
00:37:16it's what you got to say
00:37:17it's going to be good
00:37:19but we're going to go
00:37:20we're going to enjoy this party
00:37:21we're going to get some
00:37:22funny ass goofy ass outfits
00:37:24so I'm excited
00:37:25you've been good to me bro
00:37:26you've been really
00:37:27really good to me
00:37:30you are
00:37:30it doesn't go to notice
00:37:41baby we ain't like that
00:37:43I don't mean it like that
00:37:44come on let it cut down
00:37:45I want to see you like that
00:37:47the sun is kicking my ass
00:37:49it is
00:37:50how's my body looking?
00:37:52berry tea
00:37:52duh
00:37:53we knew that
00:37:54I want to see you
00:37:55when I wake up in the morning
00:37:57big
00:37:59ew
00:38:00okay
00:38:01what do you think you want?
00:38:02ooh
00:38:02they're from Bali
00:38:04you know I wonder like
00:38:05if something like that
00:38:06could pass for 80s
00:38:07no
00:38:08no sista
00:38:09oh wow
00:38:10these are gorgeous
00:38:11so um
00:38:12how's it going?
00:38:13back at the villa
00:38:14it's going great
00:38:15I know it's going real good
00:38:16ew
00:38:18what do you mean by that?
00:38:20you creep
00:38:21I know it's going real good
00:38:23I know what I saw
00:38:24what the fuck you said
00:38:26you saw nothing
00:38:27obviously y'all slept in my room
00:38:28that way
00:38:30yeah
00:38:30so like how is that?
00:38:32bro it's just like in the villa chair
00:38:33it was chill
00:38:34it was normal
00:38:34we just slept
00:38:35and woke up
00:38:37no little
00:38:38no we haven't even kissed yet
00:38:41really?
00:38:41a kiss is very special
00:38:42and it's very intimate
00:38:43it is an exchange of energy
00:38:45and like
00:38:45it's that gateway into like
00:38:47dang do we really like
00:38:48hit it off
00:38:49hit it off
00:38:50I like that we're so
00:38:51attached to the hip
00:38:52even right now
00:38:53like
00:38:53emotionally
00:38:54emotionally
00:38:54just like
00:38:55really just getting each other
00:38:56and like being there for one another
00:38:57and hearing each other out
00:38:58and like he just always makes it
00:38:59such a safe space for me
00:39:00yeah
00:39:04oh shit
00:39:05yeah you sure left on the last one
00:39:07fuck
00:39:07all right
00:39:08TJ how do you think we did with this trip bro
00:39:09for real?
00:39:10we gave you and Iris the best room
00:39:11yeah
00:39:12that's just right
00:39:13yeah
00:39:15and today was great
00:39:16did you play this too?
00:39:17yeah man
00:39:18everything
00:39:18shit
00:39:18we got more in plan
00:39:20more in store
00:39:20more
00:39:21shit what are we doing?
00:39:22you'll find out
00:39:23the fact that they have a mini golf
00:39:25in their backyard
00:39:27is the definition of free will
00:39:31ready?
00:39:32yeah
00:39:34oh shit
00:39:36do I have to keep going?
00:39:38what's the rule of a mini golf?
00:39:39yeah you keep going until you make it
00:39:42okay that's two
00:39:44hey three
00:39:45so how are you feeling
00:39:47with your ex being here?
00:39:49wait hold on
00:39:49let me try to make this
00:39:50let me focus before we get into deep
00:39:53details
00:39:55oh fuck
00:39:56oh fuck
00:39:56oh
00:39:58almost
00:40:02like is it weird for you
00:40:03like with all of us
00:40:04like you know
00:40:05chatting it up with him
00:40:07or are you like
00:40:07oh girl I won't give a fuck
00:40:09yeah
00:40:09there's not even a fuck
00:40:11to find in the world
00:40:11I'm gonna give
00:40:12I still don't expect
00:40:13any of my girls
00:40:14to be buddy buddies with him
00:40:16but having a conversation with him
00:40:18out of respect
00:40:19I really don't care
00:40:19the only girl I know
00:40:21that hangs out with him
00:40:21is Bella
00:40:22if she is going to continue on
00:40:23building a relationship
00:40:24with my ex
00:40:26then I don't think
00:40:27that's a girl's friend
00:40:29the only thing that had bothered me
00:40:30was like yesterday
00:40:31I feel like she was like
00:40:32so quick to like
00:40:33defend Charlie's like actions
00:40:35I don't think
00:40:36like him going on those podcasts
00:40:38was ever a way to like
00:40:40bring you down
00:40:41don't even like
00:40:42join in the conversation
00:40:43if you're gonna like
00:40:44invalidate my feelings
00:40:45yeah yeah
00:40:45I see what you're saying
00:40:46if you're trying to like
00:40:48validate the people
00:40:49who are hurting me
00:40:50over like my feelings
00:40:52especially in a moment
00:40:53where I was clearly like
00:40:54not having an easy time
00:40:58that kind of shows me
00:40:59where you stand
00:41:00it's all about respect
00:41:02and yeah
00:41:03it's not that fucking deep
00:41:05but I don't even care
00:41:06how deep it is
00:41:07it could be a fucking centimeter
00:41:08and if I feel a way about it
00:41:09I feel a way
00:41:10Valen
00:41:11did you lose the ball?
00:41:12I did
00:41:13damn girl
00:41:18what a good day of golfing
00:41:20huh
00:41:20thank you guys
00:41:21so much for today
00:41:22I felt like it was
00:41:23really refreshing
00:41:24and honestly
00:41:26like I needed this
00:41:27I felt like
00:41:28you know
00:41:29I was just a little
00:41:29a little sister here today
00:41:30I feel like
00:41:32I'm kind of a little
00:41:33excluded sometimes
00:41:34by some of the girls
00:41:36why do you feel that way
00:41:38Bella?
00:41:38I think coming out
00:41:39of the villa
00:41:40I was friends with everybody
00:41:42but I think wanting
00:41:43to be friends with everybody
00:41:45almost creates
00:41:47a division
00:41:49in everybody else's minds
00:41:52for me
00:41:52I'm the type of person
00:41:53who I will always
00:41:54try to make
00:41:55everybody feel included
00:41:57if you guys haven't been
00:41:57able to tell
00:41:58you know
00:41:59I always want
00:41:59everybody there
00:42:00the more the merrier
00:42:01and I'm just
00:42:03never that thought
00:42:04for other people
00:42:06I have a hard time there
00:42:08and I honestly think
00:42:09that comes from
00:42:10some other
00:42:10deep rooted issues
00:42:12that I've dealt with
00:42:12growing up
00:42:13and dealing with people
00:42:15just kind of dropping me
00:42:19as a friend
00:42:20I mean
00:42:21I've
00:42:22I come from
00:42:24a family of eight kids
00:42:26but it was
00:42:27it was pretty much
00:42:28just me and my brothers
00:42:28for a long time
00:42:30I've got three other sisters
00:42:31but
00:42:32they kind of
00:42:32live their own lives
00:42:33so
00:42:34really?
00:42:35yeah
00:42:35and they kind of
00:42:35casted me aside
00:42:36a little bit
00:42:37so
00:42:39to me
00:42:40like in my eyes
00:42:40of course
00:42:41like
00:42:41I'm a great friend
00:42:43like why
00:42:43why doesn't anybody
00:42:44want to be friends
00:42:45you know
00:42:46anyways
00:42:48yeah
00:42:48it's just
00:42:49it's tough
00:42:49I guess
00:42:51you always got to
00:42:51invite with me
00:42:52you can always
00:42:53kick it with us
00:42:54I appreciate that
00:42:55just being included
00:42:57by the guys
00:42:57does make me feel
00:42:59so much better
00:43:00I don't feel like
00:43:01I'm cast aside
00:43:02or cast away
00:43:03you know
00:43:04they let me in
00:43:05on their jokes
00:43:05this helped fill
00:43:06my cup today guys
00:43:08cheers to that
00:43:11Bella and the boys
00:43:13I feel like
00:43:14do we need to get him
00:43:15a present?
00:43:17looky
00:43:17I don't know much
00:43:18about girls
00:43:19but I'm clearly
00:43:19not good at it
00:43:21what's up sexy ladies
00:43:23hi
00:43:23it's you
00:43:24you
00:43:24I think that we
00:43:26should call Iris
00:43:28okay
00:43:28because it's already
00:43:29getting pretty late
00:43:31yeah
00:43:31I think we need to
00:43:32set up
00:43:32and she's still not bad
00:43:33I miss her
00:43:34I miss her for like
00:43:35five minutes
00:43:36no even
00:43:37I'm gonna call her
00:43:39hi princess
00:43:40aww you look so gorgeous
00:43:42you look so cute
00:43:43I'm tied up right now
00:43:44because I had to pick up
00:43:45the other stuff
00:43:46the clothes and stuff
00:43:47but I have it right here
00:43:48okay
00:43:49I'm gonna come back
00:43:50and help them set up
00:43:51the vendors
00:43:52I need you guys to help
00:43:53to like let them in
00:43:54and like set up
00:43:54okay
00:43:55okay
00:43:55it's gonna be freaking
00:43:56amazing and I'm so excited
00:43:58last thing
00:43:59do not let TJ see anything
00:44:02I'm gonna be like
00:44:02TJ what the fuck
00:44:04are you on about
00:44:04you're not that special
00:44:08hello
00:44:08hello
00:44:10alright guys
00:44:11so are we going to
00:44:11start setting up
00:44:15hey I am dead
00:44:16girl
00:44:16these are a little bit
00:44:17bigger than me
00:44:18this is suffocating
00:44:20you need help
00:44:22hey
00:44:22Hannah make sure you
00:44:23know what you got to me
00:44:24yeah
00:44:31do you guys think
00:44:32Iris is almost here
00:44:33oh
00:44:40this is the party
00:44:42decorations
00:44:42wait he's 42
00:44:53first off a W man
00:44:55aww
00:44:56your girl's waiting
00:44:56at the floor
00:44:57oh lord
00:45:00her TJ radar went off
00:45:02yeah I love
00:45:02can I have a first hug
00:45:03what the heck
00:45:05you guys look like
00:45:06you gulfed up
00:45:07yeah
00:45:08come with me
00:45:09alright I'll see you guys
00:45:32you'll be safe
00:45:34wait a second what is going on
00:45:36there's cameras everywhere
00:45:38iris what are you doing
00:45:40put this on
00:45:41yo
00:45:42no TJ
00:45:42I'm not easily satisfied
00:45:53iris I swear to god
00:45:55what are you doing
00:45:57what are you doing
00:45:59what are you doing right now
00:46:10put this on
00:46:11yo
00:46:12no TJ
00:46:13I'm not gonna lie
00:46:13this is weird as fuck
00:46:18oh my god whenever I think
00:46:19about the 80s
00:46:20I just be thinking about that
00:46:22chuggy move
00:46:22that buggy move
00:46:23just like
00:46:24uh uh
00:46:2780s
00:46:27um hair
00:46:29hairspray
00:46:30eyeshadow
00:46:31to be honest
00:46:32I had to borrow clothes
00:46:33and I basically looked like
00:46:34I was in the 90s
00:46:35they wore
00:46:36lime green thongs
00:46:37like I'm wearing right now
00:46:39obviously as you can tell
00:46:40by the swagger
00:46:41I'm trying to mix
00:46:41whatever I got going on
00:46:43with the 80s right now
00:46:44I just throw on a bucket hat
00:46:45now I'm lost as shit
00:46:46in this 80s party
00:46:48don't hate on the fucking wig
00:46:50oh I'm hating
00:46:51he's a blonde baddie man
00:46:58let's go
00:47:03this is some bullshit
00:47:04I genuinely feel like
00:47:06we're about to be in
00:47:07a music video
00:47:08that's what it looks like
00:47:09it's so TJ Brandon
00:47:10what is going on right now
00:47:14can I take this off
00:47:17what the fuck
00:47:19what are you wearing
00:47:22I have an outfit for you too
00:47:24wait what is this for
00:47:26this is yours
00:47:27so you need to change into this
00:47:30don't question it
00:47:32the second we make eye contact
00:47:34happy birthday
00:47:35one
00:47:36two
00:47:36three
00:47:49oh shit
00:47:50is this a birthday date
00:47:51yeah
00:47:51oh shit
00:47:52children be in
00:47:56that's what they say
00:47:57when we're together
00:47:58and watch how you play
00:48:02they don't understand
00:48:04so we're running just as fast
00:48:07as we can
00:48:08yo wait limbo
00:48:09limbo limbo
00:48:09hold it up to one another
00:48:11stand
00:48:12try to get away
00:48:14into the night
00:48:16and then you put your arms
00:48:17around me
00:48:18and I'm so much
00:48:19you feel proud
00:48:19and then you say
00:48:20I think we're alone
00:48:22we're alone
00:48:22we're talking
00:48:24something to be
00:48:25everyone around
00:48:27we in the villa
00:48:29looking like colors
00:48:30not Michael Jackson
00:48:31but we in a thriller
00:48:32you already know
00:48:33this is for TJs
00:48:35TJs
00:48:36this ain't no BJs
00:48:37ayy
00:48:38I think we're alone
00:48:42we're alone
00:48:43we're alone
00:48:44there can't be
00:48:44anyone around
00:48:47yeah
00:48:49Iris did so good
00:48:50and surprised the shit
00:48:51out of me
00:48:51for my birthday
00:48:52yo thank you guys
00:48:53for coming
00:48:54appreciate you
00:48:55I hate surprises
00:48:57but this one was pretty good
00:48:58I can see you in the next
00:48:59Ken doll movie
00:49:01do I look like a gangster
00:49:02with this shit
00:49:03for sure bro
00:49:04this is like
00:49:04it fits me
00:49:05this is like an action film
00:49:06you're missing a chain
00:49:07a chain like Charlie's
00:49:09oh yeah
00:49:09I need a big one
00:49:10I would like to sit down
00:49:11let's go
00:49:15can you hold me
00:49:16I can hold you
00:49:29my five five ass is like
00:49:31you snort
00:49:33sometimes
00:49:33you know that already
00:49:34that was cute
00:49:35I didn't take the time
00:49:36to kiss Coco
00:49:37or go after it
00:49:38because there's a time
00:49:38and place for everything
00:49:39and when you have that
00:49:41first kiss
00:49:41you want to feel it
00:49:43like going into it
00:49:44when you look into
00:49:44somebody's eyes
00:49:45you're like okay
00:49:46I'm about to kiss her
00:49:46like I didn't get that yet
00:49:47like I can tell
00:49:48we're almost there
00:49:49but we're not there yet
00:49:56can I sit here with you guys
00:49:57yes baby baby
00:49:59we all are three girls
00:50:00that just need to be proposed to
00:50:01oh that we are
00:50:03so you know that thing
00:50:04where you are scared
00:50:06about marrying the wrong person
00:50:07like you know
00:50:08that's an actual phobia
00:50:09I feel like I had that phobia
00:50:14oh just feel that air guitar
00:50:15but with TJ
00:50:16I feel like he's actually like
00:50:19the guy that I've been looking for
00:50:21and been wanting
00:50:24see that's good
00:50:25because I don't have that fear
00:50:26because I think being an ex-wife
00:50:27is kind of like chic
00:50:28ex-wife is kind of fire
00:50:29it's kind of chic
00:50:30yeah that's my ex-husband
00:50:32fuck you ex-husband
00:50:39you know what
00:50:40I actually like how rough that was
00:50:42it just feels authentic
00:50:43Bella is such a sweetheart
00:50:45but she's also like
00:50:46not a pushover
00:50:47I like that about her
00:50:48and I feel like we
00:50:49recently have like
00:50:51gotten a little closer
00:50:52so I was one of the boys
00:50:53for the day
00:50:54here you is
00:50:54yeah
00:50:55and I'm telling you
00:50:57the energy
00:50:58it wasn't
00:50:59like there was no feeling
00:51:00of exclusion
00:51:01in the air at all
00:51:02yeah
00:51:04I'm like
00:51:05where's all my friends
00:51:06you look good as fuck
00:51:07good outfit choice
00:51:09I wish there was more room
00:51:10on this
00:51:12hi love
00:51:13good situation
00:51:14good yeah
00:51:15what's going on with y'all
00:51:16get it up
00:51:18Coco and I have been
00:51:19confiding in each other
00:51:20a little bit about
00:51:21not feeling as
00:51:23included
00:51:24in this whole group
00:51:26dynamic
00:51:27yeah
00:51:27oh gosh
00:51:28no
00:51:28no
00:51:29no
00:51:29no
00:51:29no
00:51:31Delilah Kendall
00:51:34oh my
00:51:36I've been meaning to ask you this for a long time
00:51:40I'm feeling the same thing
00:51:42I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations
00:51:44I mean they're having a group conversation right now
00:51:46and none of them are asking where we are
00:51:48or for us to join
00:51:51well you're married
00:51:52I knew it
00:51:58keep my wife's name
00:51:59out your goddamn mouth
00:52:02yeah I hope you saw that
00:52:04the motion of the ocean baby
00:52:13I'm not trying to like start something that's not there but it's hard to see them laughing
00:52:17and like they're literally like laughing and having a really good time and like I wish
00:52:20we could all share that together
00:52:22it's difficult because you know every person that used to ask me
00:52:25you know
00:52:26who are you closest with
00:52:27oh my I am
00:52:28IRIS
00:52:28yeah
00:52:29and if you were to ever ask them
00:52:33I honestly don't think they would ever mention my name
00:52:48every person used to ask me you know who are you closest with you know
00:52:52oh my I am IRIS
00:52:53and if you were to ever ask them
00:52:57I honestly don't think they would ever mention my name out
00:53:01for a long time I was only close with Anna
00:53:03when we left the villa I thought we had a really good friendship
00:53:07then you know Anna
00:53:08her and IRIS got really close
00:53:09they would go and hang out
00:53:11we're all in LA
00:53:12and I would never get a call to hang out
00:53:14it definitely doesn't feel good
00:53:16and I always try to include them
00:53:17and it just hasn't been reciprocated
00:53:20Hannah and I spent a lot of time together post-villa
00:53:23I don't really know where things have kind of fallen off
00:53:27but it does make me really sad
00:53:30and I feel like there's been just a stop to it
00:53:33her energy and attention has shifted on a lot of other people
00:53:38like I wonder if she's even noticed
00:53:40I thought that this trip would kind of like feel like summer camp
00:53:43I had high hopes like bring us all back together
00:53:46and it's hard to see
00:53:47the fact that we're CASA girls
00:53:50I don't think that we share the same relationship
00:53:54like we all want to be cool girls
00:53:57we are cool girls
00:53:58so to feel like maybe there's a group that thinks that they're cooler
00:54:04it doesn't feel good
00:54:05I just think like they've got each other and they're good
00:54:07and they don't
00:54:08they're not looking to like build more friendships
00:54:11but it's hard because like we already had that
00:54:14like those friendships
00:54:18the vibe I get from them is like you can't sit with us
00:54:21yes that's how it feels exactly
00:54:23oh I had a really deep talk with Charlie
00:54:26just about everything he's been going through
00:54:27and you know trying to get a visa and his grandparents
00:54:30and the journey he's been on
00:54:31I can't even start to judge him
00:54:33because I haven't lost nobody like that
00:54:34so I just give him grace
00:54:36you know what I'm saying
00:54:36but he
00:54:37he lost his grandparents
00:54:38he lost two of his
00:54:39he lost two of his grandparents within six months
00:54:42yeah
00:54:43I'll give Charlie grace
00:54:45because I understand it can be difficult
00:54:47especially when everything's chaotic and a mess
00:54:50but we all go through things
00:54:52I just don't think it's an excuse to be like a shit person
00:54:58happy birthday to you
00:55:06I just killed it tonight
00:55:07but it means a lot when everyone could come together
00:55:09and we could celebrate something
00:55:11like just being in this house alone with everyone
00:55:13you know bring some good times and memories back
00:55:17I'm just grateful that we could all be together
00:55:19and celebrate
00:55:20it means a lot
00:55:20so cute
00:55:26come on come on let's go
00:55:29alright bye girl
00:55:30good night bro
00:55:31tonight
00:55:32I'm gonna get to you
00:55:34yeah
00:55:37good night love
00:56:04Put your love on me
00:56:14I'm sad, I'll be leaving you today
00:56:16It's our last day here
00:56:18Ass out, stunt out
00:56:22Let's do it
00:56:24I just want to get that drive home
00:56:26Might be traffic
00:56:31Hello
00:56:32Hi sugar
00:56:34What are you doing?
00:56:35Chilling in the floaties
00:56:38I wanted to give you an update
00:56:41Busy woman
00:56:42So at dinner I told Charlie
00:56:44Not to go on podcasts talking about me anymore
00:56:47I felt like maybe
00:56:49There was some resolve
00:56:50Obviously we're not going to be
00:56:53Best buds but cordial
00:56:55Especially if I'm going to have to be
00:56:57In situations where he's around
00:56:58I don't hold grudges
00:57:00Once it's done and it's spoken about
00:57:02There's no reason for me to loiter on it
00:57:05And try to make myself more upset
00:57:07I think that does not help my anxiety
00:57:10The past is in the past
00:57:11Let it go
00:57:12I don't have to see you ever again in my life
00:57:14If I don't want to
00:57:14And that's all
00:57:16I will say
00:57:17By the end of the night
00:57:18I was able to get him to crack a couple laughs
00:57:20It's less awkward
00:57:30But like also I don't need to be friends with him
00:57:33I don't really care
00:57:34But like I don't want to feel like awkward every time he's around
00:57:38You know
00:57:38Yeah so you don't need to be his friend
00:57:40Because you don't need to be his enemy either
00:57:41Yeah
00:57:45Today is the last day
00:57:46We're all together
00:57:47Wait that's so sad
00:57:48I know
00:57:53Y'all ready to go?
00:57:54It's like herding turtles
00:57:56Come on
00:57:57I want to have a baby
00:58:04You want to have a baby?
00:58:06Yeah
00:58:07I just want to hold one
00:58:09I am going to
00:58:10I'm manifesting
00:58:14Right people I'm about
00:58:15The difficult conversations
00:58:17They've got to be had
00:58:19If you can communicate
00:58:20The uncomfortable stuff
00:58:22Then you're obviously making progress
00:58:24You're breaking through
00:58:25No bad blood
00:58:27I'll see you tomorrow
00:58:29Yeah
00:58:29Thank you for being here
00:58:32Good night
00:58:33Drive safe back
00:58:34No worries, no worries
00:58:35It was really, really nice
00:58:36And you will see you soon
00:58:38Okay
00:58:39Bye Charlie
00:58:40Take care
00:58:40Good night
00:58:41Thank you
00:58:42Drive safe
00:58:43It brings me so much joy
00:58:45Not to see them on good terms
00:58:46But to just be like
00:58:47Yo, like
00:58:48A lot of shit happens
00:58:49Like it's good
00:58:50There's still like
00:58:51Respect for each other
00:58:52Because of like
00:58:52What we went through together
00:58:53So they hug
00:58:54And he leaves
00:58:55I'm just like
00:58:55You know what I'm saying
00:58:56I felt a little proud
00:58:57I helped out a little bit
00:58:58Have fun
00:58:59Be safe
00:58:59I feel that me and Charlie
00:59:01Can be civil
00:59:02I don't want to like
00:59:03Be his best friend
00:59:04But being in a room together
00:59:05It's not
00:59:06It doesn't have to be weird
00:59:07That's it
00:59:08London man is out
00:59:09You know
00:59:10It was rough
00:59:11Before it got smooth
00:59:12But seeing Hannah
00:59:14And Charlie
00:59:15Hug goodbye
00:59:15On the last day
00:59:16Is exactly
00:59:17What this is about
00:59:18Charlie has left the villa
00:59:29Next time on
00:59:31Love Island
00:59:31Beyond the Villa
00:59:32I thought
00:59:33Why not bring
00:59:33A white Christmas
00:59:34To LA
00:59:35I just want to know
00:59:41Why the fuck
00:59:42You're lying on my name bro
00:59:43Somebody told me
00:59:44That you hooked up
00:59:45With a couple of people
00:59:46At a party
00:59:46I'm going to walk away
00:59:47This is too much
00:59:48I just don't want to do this anymore
00:59:51How you back in LA?
00:59:53I like it a lot
00:59:54I definitely put me in
00:59:56For compromising
00:59:56You know
00:59:57Me wanting to be country
00:59:58Her wanting to be city
00:59:59I'm really close with Austin
01:00:00I don't know
01:00:01What's going on
01:00:03With us right now
01:00:04Wait
01:00:05Has you not been talking
01:00:06To Rave since July?
01:00:08I've kind of been
01:00:09A little bit of a hoe
01:00:10I've said that multiple times
01:00:14Why are you making it so hard?
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